Youtube: Most rewarding thing in my life.

[henriquenando]

Hello!!! really hope you are doing fine... i have just received your message replied to me in 2008... actually i did not know how to see message in youtube's inbox.... now i am pleased to thank you for your welcoming reply... wish you all the best ! :)

[Deswaldso]

lol I comented on this a couple of years ago, still love it! :D

[Amazingestpersonever]

Lmao you confuse me. Idk why I take the time to figure it out...but I do. Youre an extraordinary girl :D

[fenderlove126]

You are officially the first channel I've ever subscribed to. :)

I've been watching all your videos for a while now...to get a laugh, to hear an opinion, to see a painting, to just feel better about the day...you are truly a wonderful person. Although I don't entirely agree with all of your beliefs, I still fully respect you for being your complete, awesome self. Keep making videos for 2011 :)

[angelprincessT]

I love you Rem!!!!!

[JohnCobraBitchfuck]

hahaha, your front teeth are HUGE.

[paytotheorderofofof2]

@JohnCobraBitchfuck No, they're not. Actually all my teeth are below average size. My front teeth are indeed bigger than the rest of my teeth, but so are everyone else's. Regardless, is that really all you got out of this video? Maybe you should do something more productive with your time.

[JohnCobraBitchfuck]

@paytotheorderofofof2 i was kidding...everything about you is lovely, and the way you save people's lives gives me a newfound faith in the human race.

[JDHoffa]

@JohnCobraBitchfuck I'll comment on your old comment cause I can and IMO her eyes and teeth is what draws me in and makes me say in my head this is going to be my woman someday hehehe

[JohnCobraBitchfuck]

@JDHoffa yeah, she's hot.

[Mindbattler]

I REMEMBER YOU! haha, your screen name, "paytotheorderofofof2".......I havent really looked at community videos for like 3 years.....maybe less I dont know but it is weird in anycase.....for me....not you....as you................yaaaaaaa

[TheMandyBlackberry]

i love this video :D it's great to see you so happy! your videos made my day a lot of time!

[dingy42o]

You are cute. Do you smoke shrubs?

[dexarouskies]

You must be OK if you like the Beatles.

[smileyjams]

@rolant123able well arnt u a ray of sunshine.... maybe someone helped her.. if u dont like her then Fuc*k off. ive nvr seen her videos b4 but now im pissed

[CyberNeticRodent]

Are'nt you cute...

Toke?

[bleunt]

I very rarely say it, because I usually think girls on youtube are self centered, boring and obnoxious - but you're really cute. You look like my ex crossed with some cute rodent. And I say that in a good way. :p

[rickt801]

my opinion is your very sexy if i met u in person lets say at a park or mall i'd want to be with u both sexually and emotionly and as friends cd and dvd shopping and grabbing lunch somewhere.now i don't mean to creep u out i just wanted u to know if i met u i'd want to be part of your life.happy hollidays.

[smashleebabee]

okay, wow. the first video i watched of yours i was like wtf? but this video totally changed my mind! I just subscribe! Yuor now one of my favorite people in the world! keep making videos!

[paytotheorderofofof2]

Hahaha I do not blame you at all for your comment on my other video. I guess that is the difference between me in 2006 and me in 2009!

[trisix99]

weird ass girl....... quit posting

[paytotheorderofofof2]

@trisix99 Thank you, and no!

[SharpAceMedia]

@trisix99 FK U

[SuicideFriendly]

Rock on girl, That was awesome!

[roland123able]

Okay. I finally watched this all the way through. And, I must say I was KNOCKED OUT COLD. You have heard it a gazillion times by now, but I HAVE to throw my 2 cents in. You are hands down the absolute MOST charming, charismatic, loveable, little angel ON THE PLANET TODAY. Period. Have not been "suicidal" but definitly "down and out" mentally, and it has been YOUR VIDEOS that lifted me up and away from further misery. Yeah, YOU did all that! Oh how you are in my head! I hope I can get in yours!

[qestt]

no problem and i will send u a message :)

[christinexD4]

ur really pretty lol

[squirrelywrath2]

I just looked at your video stats (im not sure how i did, they just kind of showed up.... I blame magic), and noticed your most popular in canada. way to represent eh!

[gbunnybabyy]

i didnt know i was gurlfriends with a celebrity either!

[BlissfulEuphoria]

Haha, I didn't realize I was gURLfriends with a celebrity!

[paytotheorderofofof2]

Oh god, celebrity isn't the right word. Haha.

[tastic93]

i used to watch your videos all the time but i kinda forgot about them. now im watching your newer ones & i feel like im reconnecting with an old friend.

[paytotheorderofofof2]

Haha, well it's good to hear from you! I hope you're doing well.

[wwemaniac128]

luv ya dont let those bitches get u down

[spunkysparky33]

We are all humans :)

(obviously)~ you deserve the love ^.^

I just subscribed to you, and I want to say : just, thanks for being you, because that's what's gotten you this far =o)

[paytotheorderofofof2]

Oh thank you! I love having new subscribers :}}}

[jungledyrene]

Im going to kiss the screen =D you R SOOO wonderful :*

[paytotheorderofofof2]

haha! Thank you.

[msRluvsU]

Do you know who you remind me of for some reason? Jane Porter. From Tarzan.

That's a good thing BTW.

And you are pretty inspirational, girl. Really, though, you probably have saved my life. Not that I was contemplating suicide, but life is day-to-day. My life sucks, and this made my day. :)

[paytotheorderofofof2]

lol! That's an awesome comparison.

I'm glad I made your day, man. :}

[ghoaster13]

oh ya you have a really big mouth.... like i bet you could fit like 9 or 10 dicks in there huh?

[paytotheorderofofof2]

If there were 9 or 10 men lucky enough, maybe. But unfortunately I have to find 9 or 10 men who are worth the hassle.

[davbowrock]

Cool that you can laugh at someone who is a total dick, well maybe 9 or 10 dicks.

I subscribed. peace.

[paytotheorderofofof2]

Hahah, well thank you.

[b0w5er]

these comments... are retarded...

[richie8920049]

OH MY GOD!!!

[aaronmg89]

heyyyyyy greeting ... and i am on top of the world .......hahah you fuking what try shoving a kichen tissue holder up your ass , you may be pleasently surprised !!!! NUGGET

[paytotheorderofofof2]

I can't even understand that message. Go back to school and take some grammar lessons, then try again. Actually, while you're at it, take etiquette classes at well. It comes easily to most of us, but I guess all of us can't be so lucky...

[Jzilla54]

...wtf i did i reply? I didnt think i did, so that must mean you keep coming here on your own...

[khalifa0999]

yeah i kina dont beleive this retarded bitch, and dude stop being gay with your comments

[paytotheorderofofof2]

I forgive you.

[W3TFilms]

ur beatiful..............uhhhhhhh­hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i dnt know wat to say but im subscribing

[Jzilla54]

Well obviously don't listen to the dickhead below :P. Just keep doing what makes you happy:)

[khalifa0999]

aha... so your like what her trainer... is she some kind of a pet.... coz they you speak its seems to me that you control this strange creature, its a shame knowing that shit like this thing on the video lives among us, hope you die bitch, really drop dead

[khalifa0999]

but ah... to be frank and pat the whole ugliness crap i think you've taken your head way to far, you wouldnt last a bit in the real world, and ah.... you should consider plastic surgery

[khalifa0999]

fucken hell you are so annoying, and shit i must say you are ugly, i mean too ugly, am a dude and not a hater i always tell a girl if she's pretty, but fucken hell you are beyond ugly, i cant believe the shit your saying on your vids, who the fuck would turn to a retard like you for help, fuck i think you need to cure your face or ask help from god, fuck look at your fucken mouth, shit you are beyond stupid and retarded, i dont beleive that people take you seriously, so ah.. drop dead bitch

[Pimpindablood]

rawr

[paytotheorderofofof2]

I read them all!

[Catinpond]

i'm sorry but what is the point of this video? and do u have to make it 9 minutes long?

[paytotheorderofofof2]

I'm sorry but if you really have to ask that question then you should probably be spending more time in school.

[SDuck347]

why do you 'save people's lives'?

[paytotheorderofofof2]

Why wouldn't I?

[SDuck347]

sorry..i meant how do you?

[paytotheorderofofof2]

I'm pretty sure I explained that in the video. O_O

[thisisacunt]

i think your really pretty i think i love u

[greene126]

let me get some digits, girl

[aseachantyofsorts]

You're amazing. I'm glad you are so strong. I couldn't vlog because of the negativity. It would break me, I'm sure.

[CallumDivz]

u seem realy nice

n i know how u feel about mean comments but the good ones r so rewardin

[Vampurrhyii]

fapfapfapfap

[snyperrex]

xbox360zach ur a freaking retard shes sooo hot.... BTW takes one to know one fatass

[MmoInfo]

james is huge on japan

[VrginSLYR]

again pardon the name . im probably going to change it soon lol .

i just wanted to say that was a very sweet video . =] .

not to mention you look VERY pretty =] .

[paytotheorderofofof2]

Thank you!

[OmgItsAlexO]

Lol. i can totally relate, i've lost track of how many times i've lost faith, or hope. i don't know what gets me going though.... i think it might be my brother. Anyways, THANK YOU for this video, it helped me alot to know that im not alone in feeling that way.

[paytotheorderofofof2]

Aw, you're welcome. <3

[NINJARAWRRR]

wow I love your eyes.

and thats really sweet.

your AWSOME. :]

[monika586]

that really is amazing.

[thepillowmonster]

You're really pretty. :)

[paytotheorderofofof2]

Thank you!

[ifudontlikemefuckoff]

OMG thats so funny never heard something so original and funny before

[DavidfromOhio]

Aww I love you too. (hugs) :D

[DavidfromOhio]

You're the most beautiful girl on Earth.

[tiggerbear3]

God help me someone were to take my computer. My friends live there!

[GreenEyedChaos]

:O I can't believe anyone would say you're ugly!!

I think you're beauuuutiful :))

[ProsperiaFan]

=) =)

[joseluis1415]

U can block the haters.......

Ignore them................

care about the ones that loves you... like me.....

You are beautiful don't worry if people say u are ugly cause thats e lie.......... maybe because they are jelous of u....... they(girls) wish they were pretty like you or they(guys) wish they could have a girl like u.....................byesssss­sssss.....

[Chick6517]

yeah yeah thats what i am talking about this is the type of video people out there should be making not like other videos i have seen

[pawnshopr]

um your kinda attractive..:D

[AsSimpleAsThat]

deep! you make me wanna start video blogging. :)

[tiasheababi]

i dont know whyy, but i used to watch your videos all the time for entertainment & just cause youre so cool!

but then again i think i do know why.

its your dorky, corky sense of humour, whatever uw anna call it & your gorgeous smile .

ilu :)

[totogirl03]

you're pretty :D

[prophetseeker87]

and PLEASE ignore the haters :)

[prophetseeker87]

your probably the sweetest girl ever, your gunna be a great mom lol and guys are really attracted to that

[NwZ2]

You're the cutest looking alien I've ever seen.

----)@

[dariodouchebag]

i like the body language/ mood

in this video, nice job

:3

[refuckulate420]

God I would love to stick it in your anus after you sucked me off with those perfect dick sucking lips.

[imaginarythings]

She is a beautiful young lady (inside and out), and she is filled with great insight and wisdom!!! I agree with many and many of her viewpointsHave you seen her video on her First Confrontation with Rasism? It is beautiful from start to finish...and this is also true of her other Videos!!!I SHE is a REWARDING THING FOR YouTube.I admire her for telling it LIKE IT IS, IN HER OWN OPINION. She has a FAMILY here at YouTube as well.I I am grateful for her input but not yours.SHE DESERVES RESPECT!!!

[NwZ2]

Hah, quit stoking her ego. Ultimately these comments are about as meaningful as they are deep (ie they aren't). They just go towards making her feel "Good" about herself in a bad way; a way that's not based on reality or affects anyone that would affect her. She needs to be told these things IRL to have any affect.

However, she's an alien!

[katteithel]

Are you fucking BLIND?!

She's gorgeous! I would kill for her eyes.

And not only is she beautiful externally, but she has a good heart. So leave her alone.

And this is coming from a completely straight 17 year old girl. So piss off, thanks.

[szczepanz]

nice to meet you :)

[Djsilver64]

this is cool.

[ledarkpoet]

Im like..how did i suscribe or when did i suscribe to u???..cant remember..

[MalcolmCarmen]

Hello. Coming by for my yearly YouTube subscribees visit.

Yep, you still look like some ultra-cute anime drawing. Giant doe eyes practically falling out of your eye sockets, and all.

Have a good'n.

[Impaler852]

you're creepy

[loserwithnofriends]

when im feeling horny i cum and see ur videos and start jacking off u have some good dick sucking lips that nigger youre fucking must be real lucky he must have a real long snake oh btw is ur pussy lose?

[Mazaveli]

Great video :)

[Anger20008]

:))))))

[leotronics2007]

Hy dear, I think do you remember me? So, I'm here to say sorry, because I told you in one comment on december that I would do one video blog, but my job is pressing me hehe and I didn't have time to do that yet ok, I'll keep trying ok... Sorry again, and I'm still looking your video blogs.. you're the best - Kisses Bye

[just1believer]

why the hell do i keep watching your videos? they suck! :|

[paisleyente]

I am so happy I saw this video! Thank you for posting it! You have inspired me to continue videologging, just at a time that I thought I wanted to end it all. You rock, and you got yourself a new subscriber. :)

[imaginarythings]

You exhibit Peace and Love...God bless you, and the very best to you. You up-lift me with your videos. They are wonderful...Keep-on-Keepin'on.

[priceethewarrior]

I didn't know people could be this nice....

[priceethewarrior]

If you asked someone to "What color was the first house you lived in?", this would be the direction their eyes moved in while thinking about the question as they "Visually Remembered" the color of their childhood home.

[paytotheorderofofof2]

Well thank you very much. :)

[paytotheorderofofof2]

Thanks.

[paytotheorderofofof2]

Thank you.

[paytotheorderofofof2]

Thank you! We did eventually get snow, but it only snowed once and had melted in about three days.

[drewstrange]

Aww emily your still as sweet as ever lol.

aww memories of sitting round with my friends lunching on your old crazy videos.

......i amaze even myself on how late i am to watching yourvideos i think im like always a month behind lol.......keep it up mam and ill eventual watch it....drewstrange

[paytotheorderofofof2]

Hey man, how have you been?!

[icepikoftime]

I just left a comment on one of your other videos then watched this one and I can't believe how right you are. I didn't think that someone could make me happy right now but I guess I was wrong.

[paytotheorderofofof2]

Aw, I'm glad I did. :))))

[mma0tomars]

Aw, you've got such a big heart. Does it ever stop bleeding? Ha....

[Bolleey]

you are sweet, melodic, cute and interesting. Just came back to youtube to find inspiration, I remember your music, your art (red one)"not finished" and your jokes, missed ya Jack.

[paytotheorderofofof2]

Well, welcome back!

[sexybitch440]

so I just went through a bunch of comments to see if I already commented on this video cuz I couldn't remember but I decided to quit after page 34 lol anyways I think you are so cool, and you're funny and a genuinely sweet person because I can see in your eyes and expressions that you mean everything you say about loving your subscribers and thats just totally awesome...theres not many people out there like you. Thanks for posting videos I watch every one you post. o and I love you 2 :)

[paytotheorderofofof2]

Well thank you very much. :)

[Aveoon32]

Well thats good because we can all be greatfully rewarded for having you as our #1 bloger :p. Either way i miss ur videos and decided 2 check up on your page alot more. And now that im an artist i do respect your artistic videos and you much more. More please :) Take care. - Andrew~

[ipodgirl93]

you are a life saver, hopefully, I'll get where you are.

[paytotheorderofofof2]

Psh, anyone can. :)

[ozbluedragon]

Thanks for posting such a positive video!

With all the negative stuff in our world it's so great to hear someone positive.

You are also very mature for your age.

Keep smiling girl!

[paytotheorderofofof2]

Thanks very much, man. :)

[jimmy15151]

hey, its the first time i hear about someone saving lives because of videos, i understand why you feel this way, ive only saved somebodys life once, no wait, i think twice, but i only remember one, a kid was drowning on a pool, well since i see how rewarding this can be i would post videos and evereything, but i dont have the time, and i think you should keep posting videos, and i think youre very pretty and a great human being, i would love to meet you, but i guess a lot of people do hehe

[paytotheorderofofof2]

Well thank you :)

[fairypixie]

Emily, i love you too! It's taken me awhile to get to this video, but i'm glad to finally watch it. I love watching your videos because it reminds me that not everyone on youtube is a jerk. :)

[paytotheorderofofof2]

A reminder we all need!

[xxxibybabyxxx]

ok , when i started waching this video i thought you were a freak , but i dont any more .... you make sence . i will sucsribe

[paytotheorderofofof2]

lol. Why did you think I was a freak?

[35CrazyTurk]

Reply me! =D

[paytotheorderofofof2]

Hai!

[meg313]

I wish I had your courage to vlog. You aree inspirational, and i first started to watch your videos out of boredom, but I've subscribed and continued to watch them because you're funny, and enjoyable to watch. You're entertaining.

[foundmyrosebudfan]

you should watch chillingchimp, i think you'de like him paytotheorderof

[paytotheorderofofof2]

Aw, well thank you for subscribing. :)))

[singergirl1990]

u R O C K!ii love u nd james nd d others soooo much i wana be like u when i grow up!love ya Davi

[sephiroth97]

I really like you

[jenna201294]

okay, i can't the reply to my comment from you but i read it in my e-mail but anywayz...i would vlog except for that i haven't ever had a camera which makes it kinda impossible, but now that i have a camera, i should be able to...hopefully sometime soon. and your very welcome for the comment!!! =]

[paintitblack333]

Yeah I have windows movie maker, but I'm not sure about posting stuff online, I mean I want to but I'm just afraid that someone is going to track me down or something! haha I know it sounds silly. But maybe someday I will try, if i get up to it. :)

[Anger20008]

:)0000000000

[paytotheorderofofof2]

Haha, thank you.

[paintitblack333]

This video is great!!! I have been watching your videos for a long time. You inspired me to get a youtube account. I REALLY want to make video blogs but I have NO idea how!! But thank you for making this and all of your videos. They are great to watch! every one of them!

[paytotheorderofofof2]

Ohh it's not hard to make videos! You only need a camera, an editing software (you might already have Windows Movie Maker in your start menu), and some creativity!

Thank you, I'm glad you like my videos. :)

[southernxgal86]

I haven't watched but two videos of yours, including this one.

But this one makes me think, "Woah this girl is fabulous."

:]

[paytotheorderofofof2]

Haha, aw, well thank you. I've enjoyed your comments.

[southernxgal86]

:] youre very welcome.

i enjoy talking to you!

^___^

[jenna201294]

wow...well, i'm gonna be honest.i haven't been on youtube in forever and now i'm trying to catch up on what i missed.and well..you have been part of the reason taht i've always wanted to be a vlogger.you're part of the reason i wanted a video camera so much. so thank YOU for all your videos..they always make me smile adn laugh, though i haven't always commented. thanks, again. =]=]

[paytotheorderofofof2]

Haha, so did you never try to vlog? You should! Do it do it do it. Thank you for the comment <333

[roboflamingo]

Thats really nice man. Its crazy to think that someones actually on the other side of your computer watching you and judging you. Like a real person. Theres alota fucked up people on here but the real people are just amazing and i bet it is extremely rewarding

[paytotheorderofofof2]

:) Yes, it's interesting. Sometimes names become faceless, but I continually remind myself that they're not. Thank you for commenting!

[Pipistrello]

This is not pathetic at all! This was an amazing testament to the power of YouTUbe. Haters and e-trolls aside, people really don't realize how much these videos can help, even if it's just to put a smile on someone's face. Congrats! You "get" it. I'm subbing. :)

[paytotheorderofofof2]

Yaaaay, thank you for subscribing and watching and commenting and making me smile.

[TheNunOwnedGoat]

Ah, finally - someone who really appreciates what it means to be stalked! :)

You, Emily, are awesome.

[paytotheorderofofof2]

Hahaha. Thank you, love.

[m00035]

hahaha ur so pretty u make me laugh how happy u get..it so cool i wish i could do that all the time. i knw what your talking about its crzy i sat there and im omg yeaa omg yea:O every second

subscribbed!

[paytotheorderofofof2]

Hahah. Well I'm glad you could relate, and thank you for subscribing!

[palabrasmagicas]

You're a wonderful person. Just wanted to tell you that.

[paytotheorderofofof2]

Thank you :D

[leegihun]

hahahahaha good for u!

think it wold be awsome to be u =p

[paytotheorderofofof2]

Hahaha, well there are some downsides to being me.

[machiavelli666]

"I hope you are going about life okay. Are you? <3"

When you asked that two weeks ago, things were REALLY shaky. I kind of didn't want to answer because I felt that things were going to go downhill in a big way. But everything worked out --almost didn't-- thank goodness. Thank you for asking :)

[paytotheorderofofof2]

Aww, I'm so sorry. Looks like I poked in at kind of the right time. I'm glad things aren't shaky anymore, and I hope 2009 treats you well.

[AlexIloveyou4ever]

This is the most honest video i have seen on youtube so far, congrats.

[paytotheorderofofof2]

Thank you very much. :)

[Retach58]

i must confess that in fact, the videos made by this young woman amuse me. The videos produced by her are amazing at best.

[paytotheorderofofof2]

Thank you very much. :)

[neovaginal]

i like how you try to help people

[neovaginal]

hey.you seem really nice!!!

[paytotheorderofofof2]

Do I? Good!

this was the first video of you ive watched

your like the nicest person on youtube, ever! this video made me smile :D thanks