Aspergers and NLD Video Journal 1

[somotastic21]

science still isn't bought on NLD falling under the autism spectrum

[Sashabear40]

im right here with u sister. i, myself, dont believe in god- well, man's definition of god anyhow.. but anyhow, i am 21 years old living at home and detoxong off of drugs and think of suicide more and more each day, its my top fantasy.

i have autism. i cant do simple math but i am gifted when it comes to writing.. but this world revolves around math and money.. im not good at mundaine things, so that makes me mundaine. but i think u should not be sad cos your indearing & look like cary muligan!

[xella666]

I have recently been diagnosed with NLD too through my university( I am a 21 year old girl from London, England). I completely identify with everything you are saying. What I am afraid of is the future- when I finish uni will I be able to get a job? will I ever find a life partner? everything is so much harder for us people with NLD and social disabilities but we need to have hope!

[TheEditor80]

I have NVLD and always wondered what was wrong with me and had the same feeling of being fraud and everything u just described. God bless u, u just made me realize how awesome we NVLD's really are. Listening and looking at you was like looking in the mirror of my own soul. You are, I am, we are beautiful. Sorry, I just had this awkward moment, marked by epiphany and sentiment.

[candy3A3Z]

Hi Adia, I am 23 and have NLD too. I understand your feelings, but understand that you ARE valuable and are most certainly NOT a waste of space. You just have to find your passion and work towards it. There is also some merit to being different. You have a unique perspective. I found I have been able to help others and make a difference not in spite of my differences, but because of them.

[CindyOsborne]

You SO ROCK!

[weirdcitykid]

If you haven't - then order and read all Cats have aspergers [sic].

[weirdcitykid]

Oh wow! A genuine girl with Aspergers! Most of the people on youtube who claim to have Aspergers do not - I can tell.

Wonderful asperger logic.

You will be okay - I can tell.

[torrentcompany]

i have autism but not aspergers what are your intrests it will be cool if you made more videos about talking about your diagnosis

[torrentcompany]

i have autism but not aspergers what are your intrests

[ultraviolet013]

I am learning about Aspergers and NLD in one my classes, and I wanted to know more about it from someone with a personal experience over learning it only from a book so I decided to search through youtube for videos. As I watched your video, my heart just really hurt for you. I want you to know that as people have said in previous comments that you are beautiful, and that God truly made you in His image. Thank-you for helping me learn more about Aspergers and NLD and being so open about it.

[mamajazzygirl]

Oh Adia - my heart is breaking for you. You are so well spoken and that is one of your exceptional strengths. You ARE special. What sorts of things to do you love? My daughter has NVLD and has trouble relating to her peers. She loves little kids and so I've always encouraged her to spend time with them. Now she's an exceptional babysitter and is booked solid with neighbourhood parents. That makes her feel special. Focus on what you love, not what you think others expect of you. Hugs to you!

[MustardSeedish]

I'm a 42 year old mother that has struggled with NLD my whole life. I can tell you are created just perfectly by God. I'm a happily married and have three children and I work at a school with other children with similar issues. You have a gift, and don't let psychiatrists, teachers or anyone else tell you otherwise. God bless you sweet girl.

[DoomNoMore]

Thanks for sharing your thoughts with us.

[pepperkatz]

My son 9 yrs old has nld and possibly ADD. You are NOT a freak. You seem very bright smart. I tell my son that "you are just as smart as any one else you just learn differently". I hope you have support at home. I'll look for more of your videos.

[sybeve]

I have AS & am going on 50. Didn't know this until about 4 years ago! fyi: There is PLENTY to be besides being "The Smartest." Sounds like you're going through some of the same feelings as a child-star who suddenly grew up & has no parts to play. Why not read about how those of that ilk who are now living happy & fulfilling lives in or out of show-business came to be able to accept that? Just an idea. I understand completely the whole "Square Peg" thing. Yep; OUTside "the" "box."

[winterstellar]

5 stars for this one. By the way, you're lucky to have been diagnosed so early. It will be much less of a problem for you than it could be for us older people who grew up when nobody in school or anywhere even knew what AS was. You'll be just fine.Cheers!

[Deadboy360]

you're like me :D I usually ramble and then say "anyway" shortly afterwards XD

I too have AS and it is hard to understand ones own self.

I was never good at English yet... I started writing my own fantasy novels, mainly because I needed an escape route from school (many bad memories there).

I think of AS as being both a gift and a curse =/

I used to think that God was on my side, he never was. Was he there to comfort me while I was making my way through school? no.

anyway, good video Adia =)

[alkiselg]

think aboout how rare you are..you know of things noone EVER could have thought about !! we are all wery weird snowflakes..and the meaning we shall not understand

[1LoneDesperado]

I understand how difficult it is to have the intelligence to analyze this condition yet be so helpless in trying to fix . It's exhausting and painful at times but it's not hopeless. Try to get as much support as you can, don't be afraid to ask for help when you need it. I know that's not easy but It's important. Try not to replay all the failures - stay positive. All the best to you.

[baha1844]

I've had Aspergers all my life. You ARE exceptional, NOT a freak. The world isn't easy for people with AS, but just be who you are ( a great person). It is SO easy to see that you're intelligent, insightful, and thoughtful. The road ahead isn't an easy one, but you are ADIA, not your diagnosis. Your video is very good, well done and helpful for people. I worry about being a "fraud" too, but build upon your strengths as I have learned to do. Good luck and don't be too scared Adia.