Reality Disorder

[Proud2bmeTequila]

There is nothing funny and about anorexia. I defeat it but I know there is so many pain in this world and so many girls I want to help to defeat an ED. You can do it!

[Whedongrl2]

Full recovery is possible. I've done it. I know many who have. You can recover COMPLETELY.

[edpinkgurl]

I wish I was thinner though I am so fat around 200 lbs, it's horrible. I used to be anorexic and sometimes I miss it because at least then I was thin.

[edpinkgurl]

Thank you for sharing your story. This is really encouraging to me!!

[diggabum]

you are so amazing for sharing your story!!!

[WeIshNotOkay]

thank you... you're a huge role model to me... i've been stuggling with the same disorder... thank you for this video... it's bringing me to tears.

[LillyChic101]

i noticed the "i -3 boobies" bracelet :) do u wear that bracelet because your a lesbian or because you promote finding a cure for breast cancer?

also, are you reading this from a script? because that is so deep and so emotional that i, personally, couldnt say all those things from the top of my head.

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[strawbezzz11]

I've always been confused about my sexuality,and something inside tells me i'm bisexual but I just really don't want to admit that and i'm not sure.But whenever I watch you I get so attracted to you,and now I know 100% I am Bisexual.

[Krisshomez]

whats the music in the background? it's so beautiful, haha anyway, i love your videos, you really inspire me, ive really been struggling with weight problems and confidence issues, i have (or had) Bulimia and it's hard to talk about to people, but ive realized that i love myself for who i am, i may be a little big, but when i look at myself in the mirror now, i see a beautiful person that has so many good qualities, my looks aren't as important as who i am on the inside.

[Shelby28112811]

I'm gonna hunt you down and marry you. hahaa (:

[Shelby28112811]

I'm gonna hunt you down and marry you. hahaa (:

[KerisNinjette666]

god u are so fkn amazing, let me tell you girl. i juss heard about you on facebook and starting watching your videos and shit and i juss feel like your talking str8 to me. That video called "you are worth it" was juss omg i wantd 2 cry, i bout cried. u are one amazin girl! keep this up u gona have me fallen in love or some shit lol. My longrelationship girlfriend i miss her so much, we broke up bc she found someone thats better then me. im still so inlove her i juss wish i could have her back:(

[axel107107]

are you charlie bricks????????

[ElecTricProductionz]

@axel107107 haha yes I am. :)

[SuperBluestar08]

I have so much respect for you.... you are so strong and amazing!

You are gorgeous!!!! <3

[LoveX0XCheer96]

You still have insecurities?! I don't see how; you're beyond beautiful!!! I wish I was as strong as you to have an eating disorder.. I used to not really eat but I started eating again and I wish I could throw it all up.. But I'm too scared my parents would notice.. I beat myself up alll the time because I'm not skinny enough. I just wanna feel pretty and skinny and no one would care if I had an eating disorder anyways..

[HannaJossangMusic]

I <3 Boobies! I love and have that bracelet :D

[xxbetaneaxx]

My girlfriend is the only person who makes me feel beautiful .. other times i just feel ugly ..

and you are amazing.

[lordloss121]

I just wish i was thinner.. I pretend I dont care but I do.. I also think that I`m ugly and I think i sound stupid saying this shit because I dont think it matters because I dont matter... I just cant talk to any one and yes I know I`m typing this but I dont know any of u and probably never will.. I just look horrible

[xlenarawrfacex]

You are amazing.

[SpiritlessNight]

I want one . . . that's so stupid. But I do. I'd rather deal with everything about an eating disorder, than the stuff I have to deal with now. I am /fat/ plane and simple. Fat (and hell, ugly) I wish I could be strong enough to not eat, not to stuff my goddamn face. I do in fact have an ED, over eating. Compulsive eating. I am willing to take the chance. I'm already far to fucked up to be saved, so why the hell not. It doesn't matter ( i don't matter ) so I'm okay with having an ED.

[toxicitysugarbabe]

5'6 and 140 pounds is the perfect weight and height! you are damn sexy!!!!

[yougoglenncoco71]

awesome video. this is so off topic but what is the name of the music in the background?? seriously, i hear it everywhere!

[CSlims]

did u and arielle brake up

[ftmjames37]

your video is an inspiration, keep advocating :)

[fireflygirl246]

people only see what they want to see and don't see the down side to things. Because of a birth defect I was born with out a uterus, there for I have never had a period. One of my female friends said that I was so luck and she wish she never had her period. I said that i could do that for her, but her kids would have never have been born. She then told me "I guess a period is a small price to pay" and I agreed. People just want the easy way out and don't see how good they actually have it.

[animationchick12]

You have inspierd me to change my life

Becouse well idk of it's consider a eating disorder but I tend to eat when I'm alone usually it's candy or something sweet !

And like u said it's really hard to stop or forget about it..

[jqlzp]

You kind of remind me of Bridget from Neighbours. I don't know why.

Good luck with overcoming your eating disorder.

[nomesmcfly]

@jqlzp Thank you...it's been bugging me for ages who Carly remind me of!!

Pretty sure it's the jawline and cheekbones :)

[jqlzp]

@nomesmcfly She also reminds me of the fitness trainer from The Biggest Loser Australia

[Pam4Rob]

Carly, Your story is very inspiring to people. I personally don't have an eating disorder, I am overweight yes, But I don't over eat, I just eat the wrong things..lol But I do know plenty of girls out there that do have eating disorders, and I think your story would inspire them to want to change their lives. Thats why I love your vids, they are usually pretty inspiring.

[fmlXskater22]

what happened with you and arielle

[mariaperiwinkle]

you are so beautiful!

[paul20072007]

Really courageous of you to share this. I think it will be useful to a lot of people to see that this can affect anyone--even an intelligent and attractive person like yourself.

I hope everything works out for you, and that you are able to continue to help/educate others.

[AdiRudi]

Thank you for sharing this video :-) You've been incredibly brave sharing your story & you've given a lot of hope to people who are struggling with eating disorders - & indeed with other issues in their life. Keep it up. You're a beautiful, beautiful person who will overcome your eating disorder.

[urbangeek007]

I don't think anyone gets rid of it. I have just accepted that it is something I have to deal with. Control really is the key b/c with me the lack of control in my life lead me to it. I guess it was the one thing I thought I could control. Disfiguring my body via eating disorder and cutting was me mirroring the pain I didn't dare verbally share. It's good to see you post again and thx for having the courage to be so frank.

[l0nelykitty]

.....it would be so helpful for everybody to see themselves through the eyes of someone else....this is especially true for those with eating disorders.

You are stunning...intelligent...and most importantly, you have your heart in the right place.

thank you for being you......and for caring enough to make this video.

[MoonspiderHugs]

You are awesome.....and thank you so much for being part of this world

keep up the good work

much hugs, keep doing what you do...because you do it perfect :)

[gnikivulb]

5'6 is a majestic height, that's what I wanted to be when I grew up.

[everydaykidinus]

but i feel alone

[ElecTricProductionz]

@everydaykidinus You never are.

[sixfootrise]

@ElecTricProductionz i would give you a hug but pixels kinda hurt

[StayFlyStephanie]

Thank you so much for posting this. It takes so much guts to do this.

[jsweet83]

i'm so proud of you for sharing this .it take so makes courage to share something like this and i hope it helps alot people that need help .you so inspired me with your strength to help others that may not have a voice and the touches me so.this made made me cry i was so moved.

[shoeshimself]

Dude, you're still too fine....

[MidnightXXSam]

I respect for this, I know it is hard to talk about. I am glad you try so hard to not relapse. You are so beautiful and don't need to change a thing.

[spunkytatertot135]

I had a really bad day regarding my weight today (people making fun of me and stuff... stupid stuff). I actually spent the last few hours sitting in my room crying because of my weight. I'm 145 pounds and 5'7. This video is the only thing that made me stop crying. Thank you so much for this! It came at the perfect time for me. You're gorgeous, love. <3

[Bitemeartzombie]

Been watching you from afar. I definitely still have insecurities and even being aware of how insecure I am hurts the most, because it makes me feel like it pushes people away. I constantly need to communicate with people to feel better, and thats no good. I stopped eating once, for control reasons and it really damaged me. Thanks for this vid.