I have bipolar disorder also. My manic breakdown was very similar to yours and I ended up in the hospital too and a crazy people hospital. You're not alone.
My dad has bipolar disorder.. Being his daughter makes me the victim when he has his bipolar low & mood swings because i cannot fight back.. Mom can leave or divorce him.. I'm stuck. I wish there was a cure so i wouldnt be afraid of him & afraid of what the next day has in store. Because his moods change the mood of the whole house. & i'm an only child, only 15 years old. My whole family has mental illnesses. I'm afraid to find what i have, if i have one, once i'm old enough to tell..
Thank you, I'm truly sick of the trivialization of what we go through caused by an over diagnosis of the disorder combined with peoples ignorance of how deep the emotions actually go.
to all high schoolers who think they're bipolar: I'll believe you when you act like this. otherwise stfu. And also after reading this comments: NO it does not sound like schizophrenia.... Bipolar mania episodes mimic schizophrenia. mania can cause to to have delusions and hallucinate....
I live with this disorder every day not to mention psychosis/racing thoughts and I too know what its like to be confined to a hospital drugged up on who knows what. Its something you take one day at a time thats all that can be done it seems
This is a great video...Google "FRANKLY BIPOLAR" to help the cause, and be sure to check out the website to learn more information about bipolar disorder, join the forum, read blogs, and take polls. All of this is to change the reality of Bipolar disorder!
I think you suffer from OCD, bipolar and OCD are easily mis-diagnosed. In fact, it could take 9 years for a proper diagnosis because bipolar and OCD are similar disorders. I was mis-diagnosed, but I'm too afraid to confront that so best of luck.
thanks for sharing your experience, i can relate to nearly all of it as I too had my manic breakdown 2001 and thought i could do anything, thought i was invincible and as you quoted "in the end i too thought i was God" i never want to go through it again, still not 100% stable and have other issues now like fibromyalgia and chronic OCD from i was 3 years old, love to create!! All the clever special people have bipolar, take care!! :)
You need to get off that f**ing zopiclone! What a nasty horrible drug that is. It numbs you to the point where you'r almost autistic, you become so clumsy it's dangerous and also, It makes you sleep all the time and everytime you wake up you think something you did ten minuits ago like go to the shop actually happened three days ago, not to mention some VERY realistic and sometimes scary dreams. Seriously, i can't stress enough how bad this drug is.
I do hope that the forthcoming DSM V removes Bipolar from it's diagnostic classifications along with NPD and BPD. Behavioural and Emotional Challenges should not be classified by their expressed syptoms but by their underlying cause.
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i've feared i've had this illness for a while now. i'm 15 and i had a major stroke when i was 9, affected my right side by giving me spacticity. no one understands me, not even my parents. i've been really depressed numerous times, one time i even got suicidal. and i've been not what i'd call 'manic', but sort of strange happy a couple of times. to many thoughts to think, pranoia, panic about the samallest things. what should i do?
This video is ssion of wot its like i am very similar i was diagnosed as being bipolar sept 09 all my life i felt different 2 divorces thinking i could rule the world i set up 2 buisnesses and decided to branch out to austrailia and im live in wales and all this as a single mum of 5, i got in such a euphoric state at time i felt the happiest woman on the planet but then came the crashing and everything went wrong. Its nice to see our condition is made more of a day to day subject, xxx
Psychiatric disorders are not medical diseases. There are no lab tests, brain scans, X-rays or chemical imbalance tests that can verify any mental disorder is a physical condition. This is not to say that people do not get depressed, or that people can’t experience emotional or mental duress, but psychiatry has repackaged these emotions and behaviors as “disease” in order to sell drugs.
An absolutley fine piece of work, I actually saw the production as I read, all in my head of course. I wish we could be understood. Why does everyone think we are trying to manipulate them or give excuses for our actions. Anyway, again, I am so glad I found your video and it helped me, thank you.
i wish there was a fast and easy way to die but i know id just probably be reincarnated into a very similar lfie over and over again i am Gods greatest example of his very humor
@JanetFarawayAngell i dont want to be reincarnted i figure if i just go to hell, then i got to hell. being chased by demons is more productive then this.
@SoCalWhiteboyXx how could you say such a thing?I am probably in the same (emotional) boat as you. Things get better with each day that passes, we think it won't but winter never fails to turn to spring. ..I know you probably won't want to share your problems with strangers like me...But no matter what it is you're going thru at this moment it will get better.No,hell isn't a fun place to be in,it's full of horrifying tortures nobody wishes to go there.
The Citizens Commission on Human Rights (CCHR) is a mental health watchdog, responsible for helping to enact more than 150 laws protecting us from abusive or coercive practices.
and the RIGHT TO REFUSE TREATMENT. I was a Victim 0f Psychiatry for many years, Im not part of this CCHR.org but agree 100%
I have been diagnosed today, and read alot and watched this clip and hits home, I have been bipolar for many years but I didn't know I was, just felt diffrent and have many dark days. I have learnt so much about the universe and trying to understand how it was created and how it's just a soup of atoms and we are all part as one. My mind just dont stop. Can't say all of this video is a reflection of me but I sure understand it. Just happy that this thing has a name and I now understand.
The Citizens Commission on Human Rights (CCHR) is a mental health watchdog, responsible for helping to enact more than 150 laws protecting us from abusive or coercive practices.
CCHR has fought to restore human rights to mental health, including, full informed consent regarding the medical legitimacy of psychiatric diagnosis, risks of psychiatric treatments,
and the RIGHT TO REFUSE TREATMENT. I was a victim of psychiatry for many years, Im not part of this group but agree 1000%
The Citizens Commission on Human Rights (CCHR) is a nonprofit mental health watchdog, responsible for helping to enact more than 150 laws protecting individuals from abusive or coercive practices. CCHR has long fought to restore basic inalienable human rights to the field of mental health, including, but not limited to, full informed consent regarding the medical legitimacy of psychiatric diagnosis, the risks of psychiatric treatments,and the Right to Refuse any treatment considered harmful.
Diabetes and related complications like hyperglycemia, ketoacidosis, pancreatitis, coma, and death. These side effects can develop at any point during treatment, but we know whats best for you. Its our bussiness to sell drugs, that cause disability, and psychological suffering.
There are No lab tests,MRIs, brain scans, X-rays or chemical imbalance tests that can verify any mental disorder is a physical condition. me -former victim of psychiatry
hi this story is really good i have bipolar iswell i am only 15 i had since i was 7 they found out i had i when i was 13 it was really sceary i had never heard of it befor
The music used? And your story is so amazing, I hope you continue to do well in life. Keep moving on and live life day by day, don't try to skip any parts because you never know when there will be no parts left. That goes to everyone. :)
It's easy to say buy a gun , unless u are bipolar yourself u have no idea what its like ... You wonder what everyday is going to be like waiting n hoping it's not like the last ... I live with bipolar ( unmedicated ) your mind ticks over from the sec u wake up till the sec u go to sleep , it never stops , one broken marriage , a suicide attempt and a night in a " quiet room " n here I am ... 29 years old ... I am getting the help I need and live my life day by day ... But if you seen me in th
@waynerx7 You never finished your paragraph, their were no more characters remaining so you stop at "......But if you seen me in th" What were you actually going to say at the end?
@ainanor um well in my case I wouldn't kno but I'm pretty sure every1 can tell the difference. But my girlfriend is acting like she doesn't care about us anymore, do u think that that's her bipolar disorder or do u think that's actually her?
This year Ive been thingking about being bipolar..I dont know, Maybe because I experience being so happy or hyper and there are times that I get easily felt bad or extreme sadness.I feel worthless,hopeless,ugly,or death. It scares me..
@MyDailyLyfe In my case my boyfriend did all to push me away....he also never felt guilty when he acted wrong and hurt me. Is it true that bipolar people don`t see the difference between right and wrong?
@MyDailyLyfe Put up with her mood swings. That's one of the most important things. When she's depressed, let her know you'll be there for her. Us people that are bipolar really need people to be there for us. It's hard for us and the people around us. But just don't give up on her.
@MyDailyLyfe the best way to find out how to help is certaintly not the youtube comment section... Go searching the web or speak to an expert or the one who diagnosed your girlfriend...
i was diagnosed as being bi-polar as well. so many of what you said you felt, i do! i knew it wasnt normal but there is no way im going to a hospital.... i give you total respect for taking the help thats given because i think id be way more stubborn.
I am bipolar too. I got the diagnose this winter, when I went to hospital under christmas.
Handling this takes stregnth of one certain kind. At first you feel like you lack it. But then you learn to master it, but only if there's someone to help you.
I had my friends and my family, my boyfriend left me though, but still, the hospital kept me alive when it was too hard to me.
I read this story in a respectful silence.
Dear other bipolar people, you can do it. You have my prayers with you.
Your stronger than I am! I might be bipolar. I am going through 2hours of testing next week. I definitely have anxiety, depression, and mood swings. The only day I saw hope was two days ago during my intake at a health place I decided to go for reevaluation. I saw a previous psych for about 2 years and all she found was GAD, which didn't help me much. Anyways, thanks for being brave and sharing your story! It is sad to hear stories like these. But it seems you have accepted it and that is good.
Thank you so much for your video. I am struggling.. All of the things that you said.. So many of them I did or thought too.. I have had a few relapses.. It has only been a year and half.
Seriously, Im 20 and BP. I'm thinking about killing myself. Im tired of feeling left out, i can't have friends. Im not bad looking at all. Nobody seems interested in me. My moods changes constantly. Im so bipolar. Im 20. I realized this like a couple of months ago, I haven't been to the doctor yet, cause I dont have a job to pay for meds, and im in school. My life is messed up all around me, in front of me, behind me, and all around me.
@MrAUFANATIC My name is Heather. I live in Ireland. I do not know much about BP but this is what I do know. You have so much to give in this world! Dont let your life slip through your fingers. You can get through every obstacle that you think stands in your way. Please believe me when I say this! You dont know me, I dont know you. But I know that if you hurt yourself in any way, you will also hurt the people that really love you! Take control. This is a big world. Explore it and find yourself.
@hmaccers2009 What do you mean ill hurt someone. People don't show me no kind of support what so ever. Im in my own little world called the devils world he is in control of my life.
@MrAUFANATIC Look... Its up to you, not the ''devil''. There are billions of people in the world. You just obviously havnt found the right people that will help you! Like I said, travel. Dont lower yourself to this kind of pain. Life isnt all roses and fairy tales I know, but its not all that bad either if you can make something of your life. Love yourself. Dont think that the ''devil'' can control you, because he cant!! No one can, exept for you. No excuses. Find the people that will love you
@MrAUFANATIC and when you do find them, then think about what you said. You have to make your life happen. Make your happiness be the greatest thing about you. Trust me. I know I sound like a complete councilor thats only 20 but really... Take my advice.
Thank you for sharing. I've been struggling with depression for years. I began abusing alcohol and eventually developed a drug habit which made things worse. It made my academic career hell. And I didn't know what was wrong. I managed to get into a graduate school and it was the wrong time. I started seeing a therapist when the depression got worse and worse. Three years later I was recently diagnosed with bipolar. And I feel like I'm getting worse and worse. There is no end.
Hi, I was diagnosed with Bipolar 1 11 March 2010, I have known I had it since 2008. I have had it since early childhood. I am now 19 yr/ol studying at university living away from home and working as a part time actress and model. I found this video insulting to say the least. I take no medication, I have an IQ that's gifted, I do continuous charity work. Bipolar has enabled me to do so much with my life and people who complain about it drives me crazy ... ( posting 2 messages!)
sounds more like u went bat nuts crazy as fuck, u sure ur not a skitzo? hahahaha fuckin wrapping towels around ur head and shit? what a nut you are man, ur fucking insane
the world is bipolar. anybody can label themselves bipolar..its just a label. whos to say its even a real disease and not just a money scheme for doctors. shit ive been told by two doctors who put that ridiculous label on me, and i correct them in the words of Mr. Sheen. "excuse me doctor, think you have it wrong. im biWINNING!!!" instantly a near lethal dose of Depakote and Welbutrin prescribed! call me crazy guys but i think we all just need to step up and drink the kool aid here if you call
I have BiP II. Having been brought up in a dysfunctional family, leading to relationship problems, regualr assualt by a teacher in primary school, broken marriage and years of depression I found my self in observation after a head injury in a psych ward wher the nurses proceeded to experiment on me with 6 different antipsych drugs leaving me unable to walk, talk use my hands, and blood and saliva dripping from my thrush and ulcers riddled mouth!!! FUCK THE BRITISH PRIVATE MEDICAL ESTABLISHMENt
Napoleon is said to have had Bipolar disorder. If I know anything, it's this: According to Darwinism there must be a fundamental need for the, it has it's tremendous positives for some individuals. If it didn't have any benefits it most likely wouldn't be around right now, the gene that is. I dislike it when people call you mentally disabled for this when it can have so many benefits if you have outstanding self control and truly know yourself. Just think about Napoleon, and you get the idea.
My mum thinks i have bipolar, i dont believe her. i have really bad mood swings but i put it down to depression. but when im really happy i have to move around . i shake my feet and i move my hands and i laugh histerically but thats just hyper. i shop all the time online and spend hours on computer. my grandad had suspected bipolar. i just feel normal. i love how you just bring it out
If you are a loved one of a person with bipolar disorder, please educate yourself as much as you can about this disorder to fully understand why people with bipolar act the way they do. What wrong they do is not their fault. You have to understand that they are mentally ill and need medical attention. It's not just a phase..and no they won't snap out of it,..it will get worse if untreated. If you think you are in physical danger or from constant verbal attacks, go to a shelter and call for help.
Thanks for posting vid. I was diagnosed at the start of my junior yr. in high school @ 16 yrs old, I'm now 42. It has been a very long hard struggle, amazed I'm still alive. My best friend back in high school who was like a brother to me, was diagnosed bi-polar yrs later and sadly took his own life in 2002. Like many he lost the fight with this soul sucking disease. RIP Erin "Shannon" Trujillo.
gees there are alot of delusions there,and hearing music in the distance , is that really bipolar disorder ?? thought it could be dillusional personality disorder,maybe im wrong and bipolar disorder does have them symptoms??
my gf has it and she oftens forgets what she talk about and this creates a huge problem in our relationship. She goes on outbursts almost everyday arguing with me about a mistake I made 5-15 years ago and she focuses on that and I can see that her emotions are extreme and they linger and can't seem come down from it. She is in the state of hypomania and it's not her fault she acts this way. The only way I survive is knowledge. Hang in there for those who have bp.
Look people i was diagnosed with BP. Been sectioned twice, but it wont happen again, especially the depression. Truth is, we lost our conscious mind, the part that makes us think and behave rationally and 'normal'. The crazy things we were thinking and doing weren't crazy. That was our subconscious - it's so powerful. That was inside us. Now all you have to do is rationalise what your subconscious was saying to you and bingo, you found yourself man and the truth. The truth is out there
@Dominuette you have no clue about mental illness.
im the calmest guy youd ever meet, but ive been strapped down to the bed in a mental hospital. i know theres no way for you to understand, but its real illness. its just not what your used to seeing and understanding like cancer or the flu.
@Dominuette Yes I agree that this video is a joke. It makes no sense and its a shit video. This lady sounds like a fucking moron and not like she has bipolar. Bipolar tends to correlate with a genius IQ- and I know no bipolar who would make such a shitty video. On the other hand your comment is rude towards the condition of bipolar- which IS a real condition, perhaps one of the most debilitating and stressful conditions known.
Im wasnt talking directly talk you , this page is full of fellow BD suffers leaving their story ,I throught i would do the sane if you dont have a better comment then that dont comment then that please dont comment at all. im glaf you were able to get throught it on your but wouldnt you have liked help if it had been avalable to you I was very depressed at the time and needed to vent im sorry if you find something wrong with that
I am manic depressive too. We are special people. Medications inhibit the true potential of the gift we are given. We all have the same symptoms man. Embrace them. Do not fear them
ANYONE WITH BIPOLAR READ THIS: if your taking lithium, do not stop cold turkey, take less pills everyday so u ease urself off, you will notice some growth, and you will get smarter, depending on how long youve been on it, were all our own geniouses, no one NEEDS meds, we just think we do cuz we live in a society run by banksters and politics, trust me people WATCH YOUR PRESCRIPTIONS, BETTER YET, DONT TAKE EM AT ALL!
@alexiengio24 i had that disorder and took lithium...the life of hell....im sober now and actually living, i feel great, im straight, not gay, had those thoughts, they went away, because of the drugs, they were in my brain, i was insane, with no way out, stopped takin the drugs, cleared up, opened up, started living
I do not love being bipolar. Ever since I started going on medication I have suffered massive increase in bodyweight, ever sincen I have been on the full dosis of lithium my life has stopped. I haven't been able to do for university due to a complete lack of concentration. My only problem with mania is that I havent seen it or anything similar in years. I am going off lithium. Having no life or a disturbed life is a hard descision but descisions have to be made when not caring about nothing.
Ive just been dianosed with bipolar disorder, i feel so alone its destroying my relationship with close family and friends as they do not no how to cope with the mood swings, I dont want to be around family and friends anymore cause im scared of messing up there lives I have counciler but she can only meet with me once a week I feel I need more help then that for dealing with my all my issues I feel like im in a dark scary forset with know where to turn . I want to run from everyone
thank you for making this im 15 and having bipolar disorder is terrible for me i mean i always feel like nothing gets better and everything just fucking sucks all the time and that life is just this delusion, almost like a hallucination that at any given minute we'll all slip out of it and enter a state of unconsciousness in a universe where nothing exists its made extremely anti social because i tend to resent everybody for something and hate them so it makes me really quiet it just sucks
@20ThaMuzikMayn11 Watch out man. 15 is a young diagnosis. These shrinks lie about everything to get you on pills. Know what you feel. Not what they tell you too feel
you are normal. it is a struggle to suffer everyday from this condition, but maybe soon things will get better because anyone with this disorder knows you can be well medicated and still have a downfall. medicine only saves you for a short while. it takes forever to find the right one. Nobody give up dont let this condition run your life like it does mine everyday.
Is this what I have to look forward to as I know I am bi polar? Im 37 and have exhibited all these symptoms all of my life. But I always thought that that was the way I was.Even now I feel the depression. I want to shake it off the anger frustration but it creeps back in and if you dont catch it it feels like it is gonna take me away.Yes the megalomaniacal thoughts. I used think I had superpowers of observation and had clear insight of the human condition. Wierd feeling.
the experience is different with everyone. but yes this is basically what it is. and its so damn powerful to suck you in and make you feel horrible everyday. but dont worry it gets better. you have to stay persistant with your meds etc......or you will find yourself in a psychiatric ward. and they are no fun. god bless.
@oldnotweak because your a meglamaniac, LOL! I don't know, do you eat right? I am a lunatic if you know how to be normal please help. Are you on lots of fish oils? I should stay off dairy that always makes things worse. <3 Peace
@Catherine8raw being normal?! are you mad? your not "normal" and thats the whole point this is normal to you just accept who you are it works just fine for me. I merely accept who I am and don't deny truths I analyze whatever "issues" I may have when they surface and always come to the solution whether it be the one I like or not. learning how to do this is the only thing you should need I believe medication is the worst thing you can do and have far to many reasons to possibly fit in this post.
@oldnotweak I would have to accept I am normal just the way I am. But I am a man eater, sex maniac, workaholic, extemist and alot more, it gets difficult to be this way. I was considering meditation. Although, I have a plethora of natural remedies at my disposal.
@oldnotweak I would have to accept I am normal just the way I am. But I am a man eater, sex maniac, workaholic, extremist and alot more, it gets difficult to be this way. I was considering meditation. Although, I have a plethora of natural remedies at my disposal.
I can really relate to this. My savior med: Depakote. I remember of thinking of things in 3, the "theory of everything," thinking I was a genius.... yup. I was there too.
im bipolar, 14 years old. i was first misdiagnosed with ADHD when i was 11, but then we found out i was bipolar genetically from my "birth" parents (yes im adopted)
when i was about 13. ive been taking resperdal since 11, and now im taking resperdal in combination with lithium, it seems to be working out pretty well.
ok mine was like yours to the point were it you started writing all those niggas
and at the end i would never take hand out by the government i stick to pot dood and i never tryd meth but yeah i liked it a lil sad and you should add like dont cry for me cause im already dead.
This video is a nice one. .I am a BPD myself .. really its a struggle when you think that you are labelled like that ... the background scre of this video is so soothing...
Thank you for your honesty, and sharing your pain. Bipolar disorder consumed my life, but after trying every pathway I finally found solace in daily prayer-meditation and study of the Christian sacred scriptures. Sincerely, Eric.
Look people i was diagnosed with BP. Been sectioned twice, but it wont happen again, especially the depression. Truth is, we lost our conscious mind, the part that makes us think and behave rationally and 'normal'. The crazy things we were thinking and doing weren't crazy. That was our subconscious - it's so powerful. That was inside us. Now all you have to do is rationalise what your subconscious was saying to you and bingo, you found yourself man and the truth. Trust me, the truth is out there
Look people i was diagnosed with BP. Been sectioned twice, but it wont happen again, especially the depression. Truth is, we lost our conscious mind, the part that makes us think and behave rationally and 'normal'. The crazy things we were thinking and doing weren't crazy. That was our subconscious - it's so powerful. That was inside us. Now all you have to do is rationalise what your subconscious was saying to you and bingo, you found yourself man and the truth. The truth is out there
Look people i was diagnosed with BP. Been sectioned twice, but it wont happen again, especially the depression. Truth is, we lost our conscious mind, the part that makes us think and behave rationally and 'normal'. The crazy things we were thinking and doing weren't crazy. That was our subconscious - it's so powerful. That was inside us. Now all you have to do is rationalise what your subconscious was saying to you and bingo, you found yourself man and the truth. The truth is out there
Look people i was diagnosed with BP. Been sectioned twice, but it wont happen again, especially the depression. Truth is, we lost our conscious mind, the part that makes us think and behave rationally and 'normal'. The crazy things we were thinking and doing weren't crazy. That was our subconscious - it's so powerful. That was inside us. Now all you have to do is rationalise what your subconscious was saying to you and bingo, you found yourself man and the truth. The truth is out there
peace n caring to you, i am also bp was diagnosed 27 years ago i would not wish it on my worst enemy and that is saying a lot, LoL peace to all my fellow bp sufferers.
@ninjasyn Mania is a natural high and is very dangerous just like drugs that enduces mania such as Meth. There are some people with bipolar that manipulate their medication to tap into their creative side but great caution must be taken. If you are new to bipolar, be careful with it. You may feel good and think nothing is wrong until you come down from your mania and regret a lot of things that you may do. Don't wake up in jail without remembering anything. That's is very scary.
cheers man,,could be talking about me here....my heaven/hell..,,the most precarious balancing act a human can make is this thing+when the pressure is too great+bp knocks on my door to greet me,I never know which side it will be...either way destruction
,I see having bp as a tiny part of me, when it "visits" oh boy its like a tsnami..self awareness is everything but at times our judgement when high,our boundaries blurred...thankyou take care S
im bipolar, and i take lithium (which i like), and welbutrin (which i hate,and am about to get off of) don't ever take welbutrin, its a fuckin emotion killer....... rather be sad than nothing.
@ChemiculsHD I take Wellbutrin and still think is a libido killer or else. Lamotrigin for Mania makes me feel in a fog for a whole day. Exercising hard helps the Maniac I think. Helps me.
@outwiththem I take Wellbutrin too and I think is not good for me, I would rather take the risk of not taking it !... today my hangs just shake like hell.
There's a small and excellent online depression support group called Depression Hangout that is always open to anyone who is struggling with mental health problems (not just depression). It's run in its own chaotic way by its members who meet regularly in the chat room and it's a great place to seek and provide help and support, make new friends and even just have a laugh. (We all need that too!) To join just go to depressionhangout-dot-blogspot-dot-com.
I have racing thoughts and talk loud in class. one day ill be on cloud 9, feeling confident and great, and then ill be at rock bottom. when i get in those moods i isolate myself. sometimes i feel anxious, like when my thoughts are racing and people are talking, i get mad and want to be alone. sometimes i get angry or upset for no apparant reason .. my parents think im just moody. i really dont know
You are not alone... you are indeed God, most people don't know it. But in fact they are God in their own way. You really had discovered the Theory of Everything. I've been there.
The truth is that You have acquired knowledge in your own way, you can't suppress it. You understand everything Einstein in his quotes:
"Imagination is more important than knowledge."
"The most incomprehensible thing about the world is that it is comprehensible."
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Has an article on the 4 episodes of bipolar disorder
imbored0830 1 day ago
They call me bipolar but I know what I actually am.
I believe you went to ancient Egypt!
I would love to hear your theory on everything.
I got one of my own. :)
gallanough 4 days ago
Very interesting view on bi-polar! watch?v=g5VLtJeeEpA&list=FLZ7WR_LHh7-wn62x72Bka1g&index=1&feature=plpp_video
firebug089 1 week ago
I have bipolar disorder also. My manic breakdown was very similar to yours and I ended up in the hospital too and a crazy people hospital. You're not alone.
dragonjka 1 week ago
is that advertising??
bitethis47 1 week ago
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SuckMyAssBarf 2 weeks ago
Fuck it I almost shat myself cause of this face in the begging and at the end
pumpkinthestrange 3 weeks ago 2
@misscoveryyy Yes mapofmates is a great place for "us". Anyone on lithium?
illflywithyounow 3 weeks ago
I would love to read some of your letters you wrote about your theory of everything!!
tooldrummer 3 weeks ago
I take risperdone..
MsMackenzie95 1 month ago
Marbles cat! hit em with a bat!
ImTwixtorXD 1 month ago
This person is crazy thinking that he or she is gos
ghrnhdh 1 month ago
My dad has bipolar disorder.. Being his daughter makes me the victim when he has his bipolar low & mood swings because i cannot fight back.. Mom can leave or divorce him.. I'm stuck. I wish there was a cure so i wouldnt be afraid of him & afraid of what the next day has in store. Because his moods change the mood of the whole house. & i'm an only child, only 15 years old. My whole family has mental illnesses. I'm afraid to find what i have, if i have one, once i'm old enough to tell..
guitargirlygirl113 1 month ago
dont worry i thought i had the portal to the playboy mansion!!
LTZUESS 1 month ago
@LTZUESS me too!
etapussy69 2 weeks ago
ALL YOU BIPOLAR SUFFERERS SHOULD COME AND TALK TO US OTHER BIPOLAR FELLOWS AT mapofmates. com ! ;D
misscoveryyy 1 month ago
Nice job, thanks...Scott
writ121 1 month ago
life is suffering, mentally ill persons are often in tune with this sad fact. so they are quite well under the circumstances.
Javeriffic 1 month ago
Thank you, I'm truly sick of the trivialization of what we go through caused by an over diagnosis of the disorder combined with peoples ignorance of how deep the emotions actually go.
allegon70 1 month ago
to all high schoolers who think they're bipolar: I'll believe you when you act like this. otherwise stfu. And also after reading this comments: NO it does not sound like schizophrenia.... Bipolar mania episodes mimic schizophrenia. mania can cause to to have delusions and hallucinate....
KimIsMissing 1 month ago
to all high schoolers who think they're bipolar: I'll believe you when you act like this. otherwise stfu.
KimIsMissing 1 month ago
I live with this disorder every day not to mention psychosis/racing thoughts and I too know what its like to be confined to a hospital drugged up on who knows what. Its something you take one day at a time thats all that can be done it seems
cbohar84 2 months ago
This is a great video...Google "FRANKLY BIPOLAR" to help the cause, and be sure to check out the website to learn more information about bipolar disorder, join the forum, read blogs, and take polls. All of this is to change the reality of Bipolar disorder!
FranklyBipolar 2 months ago
I think you suffer from OCD, bipolar and OCD are easily mis-diagnosed. In fact, it could take 9 years for a proper diagnosis because bipolar and OCD are similar disorders. I was mis-diagnosed, but I'm too afraid to confront that so best of luck.
doodooadvisedamerica 3 months ago
probably a psychopath more than anything tbh
CPPublications 3 months ago
thanks for sharing your experience, i can relate to nearly all of it as I too had my manic breakdown 2001 and thought i could do anything, thought i was invincible and as you quoted "in the end i too thought i was God" i never want to go through it again, still not 100% stable and have other issues now like fibromyalgia and chronic OCD from i was 3 years old, love to create!! All the clever special people have bipolar, take care!! :)
Bouncybenji 3 months ago
GETTING HIGH ON BIPOLAR <3 <3
wwefanworld2 3 months ago
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The Einstein comment really got to me. I know exactly what he means.
PreReborn1 3 months ago
You need to get off that f**ing zopiclone! What a nasty horrible drug that is. It numbs you to the point where you'r almost autistic, you become so clumsy it's dangerous and also, It makes you sleep all the time and everytime you wake up you think something you did ten minuits ago like go to the shop actually happened three days ago, not to mention some VERY realistic and sometimes scary dreams. Seriously, i can't stress enough how bad this drug is.
morrismagic08 4 months ago
Sounds more like Schizophrenia.
I do hope that the forthcoming DSM V removes Bipolar from it's diagnostic classifications along with NPD and BPD. Behavioural and Emotional Challenges should not be classified by their expressed syptoms but by their underlying cause.
Evilrolfharris 4 months ago
Whoever would like advice about Bipolar Disorder, just have questions, or want to learn more about Bipolar and other mental illnesses, ask me questions and follow me at formspring. me/ illnesssupport <3333
CorsetsRatsAndMusic 4 months ago
Well mate, at least you got a lot of pussy
roni4000 4 months ago
i've feared i've had this illness for a while now. i'm 15 and i had a major stroke when i was 9, affected my right side by giving me spacticity. no one understands me, not even my parents. i've been really depressed numerous times, one time i even got suicidal. and i've been not what i'd call 'manic', but sort of strange happy a couple of times. to many thoughts to think, pranoia, panic about the samallest things. what should i do?
DukeSecom 4 months ago
My grandaunt is suffering from this. Well, i'm an angry child too but not expelled.
SuperMario3442 4 months ago
Wow. That was kind of incredible. Well done for educating people about Bipolar disorder.
sarahparsons87 4 months ago
This video is ssion of wot its like i am very similar i was diagnosed as being bipolar sept 09 all my life i felt different 2 divorces thinking i could rule the world i set up 2 buisnesses and decided to branch out to austrailia and im live in wales and all this as a single mum of 5, i got in such a euphoric state at time i felt the happiest woman on the planet but then came the crashing and everything went wrong. Its nice to see our condition is made more of a day to day subject, xxx
1968crazychick 4 months ago
@1968crazychick *expression
1968crazychick 4 months ago
Psychiatric disorders are not medical diseases. There are no lab tests, brain scans, X-rays or chemical imbalance tests that can verify any mental disorder is a physical condition. This is not to say that people do not get depressed, or that people can’t experience emotional or mental duress, but psychiatry has repackaged these emotions and behaviors as “disease” in order to sell drugs.
AkathisiA101 4 months ago
An absolutley fine piece of work, I actually saw the production as I read, all in my head of course. I wish we could be understood. Why does everyone think we are trying to manipulate them or give excuses for our actions. Anyway, again, I am so glad I found your video and it helped me, thank you.
ZenaBattaglia 5 months ago
Fuck u bipolar! I hate you! Give me my life back!
MrAUFANATIC 5 months ago
i wish there was a fast and easy way to die but i know id just probably be reincarnated into a very similar lfie over and over again i am Gods greatest example of his very humor
SoCalWhiteboyXx 5 months ago
@SoCalWhiteboyXx no:( if you take your own life,you wouldn't be able to be reincarnated again or worse still be born into an animal
source: im a buddhist
JanetFarawayAngell 5 months ago
@JanetFarawayAngell i dont want to be reincarnted i figure if i just go to hell, then i got to hell. being chased by demons is more productive then this.
SoCalWhiteboyXx 5 months ago
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@SoCalWhiteboyXx how could you say such a thing?I am probably in the same (emotional) boat as you. Things get better with each day that passes, we think it won't but winter never fails to turn to spring. ..I know you probably won't want to share your problems with strangers like me...But no matter what it is you're going thru at this moment it will get better.No,hell isn't a fun place to be in,it's full of horrifying tortures nobody wishes to go there.
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The Citizens Commission on Human Rights (CCHR) is a mental health watchdog, responsible for helping to enact more than 150 laws protecting us from abusive or coercive practices.
and the RIGHT TO REFUSE TREATMENT. I was a Victim 0f Psychiatry for many years, Im not part of this CCHR.org but agree 100%
AkathisiA101 5 months ago
This is all so true. Wow.
tmennell 5 months ago
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jaylasen1 5 months ago
:'(
jaylasen1 5 months ago
I have been diagnosed today, and read alot and watched this clip and hits home, I have been bipolar for many years but I didn't know I was, just felt diffrent and have many dark days. I have learnt so much about the universe and trying to understand how it was created and how it's just a soup of atoms and we are all part as one. My mind just dont stop. Can't say all of this video is a reflection of me but I sure understand it. Just happy that this thing has a name and I now understand.
zerodayz00 5 months ago
The Citizens Commission on Human Rights (CCHR) is a mental health watchdog, responsible for helping to enact more than 150 laws protecting us from abusive or coercive practices.
CCHR has fought to restore human rights to mental health, including, full informed consent regarding the medical legitimacy of psychiatric diagnosis, risks of psychiatric treatments,
and the RIGHT TO REFUSE TREATMENT. I was a victim of psychiatry for many years, Im not part of this group but agree 1000%
AkathisiA101 5 months ago
im bipolar....i just couldnt take this seriously
saavSON 5 months ago
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The Citizens Commission on Human Rights (CCHR) is a nonprofit mental health watchdog, responsible for helping to enact more than 150 laws protecting individuals from abusive or coercive practices. CCHR has long fought to restore basic inalienable human rights to the field of mental health, including, but not limited to, full informed consent regarding the medical legitimacy of psychiatric diagnosis, the risks of psychiatric treatments,and the Right to Refuse any treatment considered harmful.
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Diabetes and related complications like hyperglycemia, ketoacidosis, pancreatitis, coma, and death. These side effects can develop at any point during treatment, but we know whats best for you. Its our bussiness to sell drugs, that cause disability, and psychological suffering.
There are No lab tests,MRIs, brain scans, X-rays or chemical imbalance tests that can verify any mental disorder is a physical condition. me -former victim of psychiatry
AkathisiA101 5 months ago
hi this story is really good i have bipolar iswell i am only 15 i had since i was 7 they found out i had i when i was 13 it was really sceary i had never heard of it befor
stephaniej52 5 months ago
very very inspirational.
AzmaYAizal 6 months ago
The music used? And your story is so amazing, I hope you continue to do well in life. Keep moving on and live life day by day, don't try to skip any parts because you never know when there will be no parts left. That goes to everyone. :)
MusikkIzMiLiffee 6 months ago 2
It's easy to say buy a gun , unless u are bipolar yourself u have no idea what its like ... You wonder what everyday is going to be like waiting n hoping it's not like the last ... I live with bipolar ( unmedicated ) your mind ticks over from the sec u wake up till the sec u go to sleep , it never stops , one broken marriage , a suicide attempt and a night in a " quiet room " n here I am ... 29 years old ... I am getting the help I need and live my life day by day ... But if you seen me in th
waynerx7 6 months ago
@waynerx7 You never finished your paragraph, their were no more characters remaining so you stop at "......But if you seen me in th" What were you actually going to say at the end?
MusikkIzMiLiffee 6 months ago
Buy a gun.....
Tobinsky3 6 months ago
@ainanor um well in my case I wouldn't kno but I'm pretty sure every1 can tell the difference. But my girlfriend is acting like she doesn't care about us anymore, do u think that that's her bipolar disorder or do u think that's actually her?
MyDailyLyfe 6 months ago
@MyDailyLyfe she could be going though a depressive state right now
sunshinegraffiti 5 months ago
This year Ive been thingking about being bipolar..I dont know, Maybe because I experience being so happy or hyper and there are times that I get easily felt bad or extreme sadness.I feel worthless,hopeless,ugly,or death. It scares me..
angelfrancesdahren 6 months ago
@iwanttobecullenified
thanks it means alot(:
MyDailyLyfe 6 months ago
@MyDailyLyfe In my case my boyfriend did all to push me away....he also never felt guilty when he acted wrong and hurt me. Is it true that bipolar people don`t see the difference between right and wrong?
ainanor 6 months ago
My girlfriend is bipolar and idk how to help.. Can some1 give any advice please?
MyDailyLyfe 6 months ago
@MyDailyLyfe Put up with her mood swings. That's one of the most important things. When she's depressed, let her know you'll be there for her. Us people that are bipolar really need people to be there for us. It's hard for us and the people around us. But just don't give up on her.
iwanttobecullenified 6 months ago
@MyDailyLyfe the best way to find out how to help is certaintly not the youtube comment section... Go searching the web or speak to an expert or the one who diagnosed your girlfriend...
Daugaard91 6 months ago
i was diagnosed as being bi-polar as well. so many of what you said you felt, i do! i knew it wasnt normal but there is no way im going to a hospital.... i give you total respect for taking the help thats given because i think id be way more stubborn.
itsgoing2010 6 months ago
i was diagnosed when i was placed in a childrens mental hospital
MoonXxXxChild 7 months ago
I am bipolar too. I got the diagnose this winter, when I went to hospital under christmas.
Handling this takes stregnth of one certain kind. At first you feel like you lack it. But then you learn to master it, but only if there's someone to help you.
I had my friends and my family, my boyfriend left me though, but still, the hospital kept me alive when it was too hard to me.
I read this story in a respectful silence.
Dear other bipolar people, you can do it. You have my prayers with you.
KagamiLolita 7 months ago
Your stronger than I am! I might be bipolar. I am going through 2hours of testing next week. I definitely have anxiety, depression, and mood swings. The only day I saw hope was two days ago during my intake at a health place I decided to go for reevaluation. I saw a previous psych for about 2 years and all she found was GAD, which didn't help me much. Anyways, thanks for being brave and sharing your story! It is sad to hear stories like these. But it seems you have accepted it and that is good.
LMTPworld 7 months ago
thanx 4 making me cry and feel bad 4 u. i hope u hav a gr8 life, seriously
Courtneyluvskittens 7 months ago
your a very strong person u will always be in my parayers thanks for telling ur story
mzzshAwtystayfre3h 7 months ago
i cry right now because i hear and know the truth. i'm struggling today. tomorrow may be better. lets hope
sumibj 7 months ago
Thank you so much for your video. I am struggling.. All of the things that you said.. So many of them I did or thought too.. I have had a few relapses.. It has only been a year and half.
Thank you.
neonnights3000 7 months ago
Thank you very much for you honesty - it might help me to understand a beloved one...
MrsCara2005 7 months ago
Seriously, Im 20 and BP. I'm thinking about killing myself. Im tired of feeling left out, i can't have friends. Im not bad looking at all. Nobody seems interested in me. My moods changes constantly. Im so bipolar. Im 20. I realized this like a couple of months ago, I haven't been to the doctor yet, cause I dont have a job to pay for meds, and im in school. My life is messed up all around me, in front of me, behind me, and all around me.
MrAUFANATIC 7 months ago
@MrAUFANATIC My name is Heather. I live in Ireland. I do not know much about BP but this is what I do know. You have so much to give in this world! Dont let your life slip through your fingers. You can get through every obstacle that you think stands in your way. Please believe me when I say this! You dont know me, I dont know you. But I know that if you hurt yourself in any way, you will also hurt the people that really love you! Take control. This is a big world. Explore it and find yourself.
hmaccers2009 7 months ago
@hmaccers2009 What do you mean ill hurt someone. People don't show me no kind of support what so ever. Im in my own little world called the devils world he is in control of my life.
MrAUFANATIC 7 months ago
@MrAUFANATIC Look... Its up to you, not the ''devil''. There are billions of people in the world. You just obviously havnt found the right people that will help you! Like I said, travel. Dont lower yourself to this kind of pain. Life isnt all roses and fairy tales I know, but its not all that bad either if you can make something of your life. Love yourself. Dont think that the ''devil'' can control you, because he cant!! No one can, exept for you. No excuses. Find the people that will love you
hmaccers2009 7 months ago
@MrAUFANATIC and when you do find them, then think about what you said. You have to make your life happen. Make your happiness be the greatest thing about you. Trust me. I know I sound like a complete councilor thats only 20 but really... Take my advice.
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Canadiankiller41 8 months ago
Thank you for sharing. I've been struggling with depression for years. I began abusing alcohol and eventually developed a drug habit which made things worse. It made my academic career hell. And I didn't know what was wrong. I managed to get into a graduate school and it was the wrong time. I started seeing a therapist when the depression got worse and worse. Three years later I was recently diagnosed with bipolar. And I feel like I'm getting worse and worse. There is no end.
pickleflowr 8 months ago
Hi, I was diagnosed with Bipolar 1 11 March 2010, I have known I had it since 2008. I have had it since early childhood. I am now 19 yr/ol studying at university living away from home and working as a part time actress and model. I found this video insulting to say the least. I take no medication, I have an IQ that's gifted, I do continuous charity work. Bipolar has enabled me to do so much with my life and people who complain about it drives me crazy ... ( posting 2 messages!)
01DancingPrincess 8 months ago
im bipolar too exactly the same
leenicholson33 8 months ago
if i learned to live with it anyone can
THEJAYMAN212 8 months ago
Holy shit! I take the same meds. (-:
Rawrsaysbiteme 8 months ago
i am a bipoler too..
truTTh100 8 months ago
There are new treatments (hoorah!)
Keep taking your meds. If they aren't right, keep nudging them with your Psychiatrist.
Now, besides cognitive behavioral counceling, yoga, music art therapy, art therapy, aroma therapy there is now : drum roll please "
EMDR Eye movement disensitization reprocessing.
Your psychologist helps you untangle your thoughts by switching left brain, right brain, left brain, right brain, left brain, right brain.
It's gone under rigorous studies. Try it!
imagineers0 8 months ago
sounds more like u went bat nuts crazy as fuck, u sure ur not a skitzo? hahahaha fuckin wrapping towels around ur head and shit? what a nut you are man, ur fucking insane
qituvituaq 8 months ago
Guess I'm part of a 'special group' now. Fucking yay -.-
Mompy0yeh 8 months ago
the world is bipolar. anybody can label themselves bipolar..its just a label. whos to say its even a real disease and not just a money scheme for doctors. shit ive been told by two doctors who put that ridiculous label on me, and i correct them in the words of Mr. Sheen. "excuse me doctor, think you have it wrong. im biWINNING!!!" instantly a near lethal dose of Depakote and Welbutrin prescribed! call me crazy guys but i think we all just need to step up and drink the kool aid here if you call
bluesfusion18 8 months ago
This is BAD information
campson001 8 months ago
take a look at my blog to learn about bipolar from a suffering royal marine officer
gibbo34 9 months ago
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tkathryyn 9 months ago
I have bipolar 1 and i don't think i can suffer from this much longer. Hope is fading...
mab1977420 9 months ago
I have BiP II. Having been brought up in a dysfunctional family, leading to relationship problems, regualr assualt by a teacher in primary school, broken marriage and years of depression I found my self in observation after a head injury in a psych ward wher the nurses proceeded to experiment on me with 6 different antipsych drugs leaving me unable to walk, talk use my hands, and blood and saliva dripping from my thrush and ulcers riddled mouth!!! FUCK THE BRITISH PRIVATE MEDICAL ESTABLISHMENt
rayborn11 9 months ago
Napoleon is said to have had Bipolar disorder. If I know anything, it's this: According to Darwinism there must be a fundamental need for the, it has it's tremendous positives for some individuals. If it didn't have any benefits it most likely wouldn't be around right now, the gene that is. I dislike it when people call you mentally disabled for this when it can have so many benefits if you have outstanding self control and truly know yourself. Just think about Napoleon, and you get the idea.
biagiotti2006 9 months ago
My mum thinks i have bipolar, i dont believe her. i have really bad mood swings but i put it down to depression. but when im really happy i have to move around . i shake my feet and i move my hands and i laugh histerically but thats just hyper. i shop all the time online and spend hours on computer. my grandad had suspected bipolar. i just feel normal. i love how you just bring it out
LauraMckay1992 9 months ago
If you are a loved one of a person with bipolar disorder, please educate yourself as much as you can about this disorder to fully understand why people with bipolar act the way they do. What wrong they do is not their fault. You have to understand that they are mentally ill and need medical attention. It's not just a phase..and no they won't snap out of it,..it will get worse if untreated. If you think you are in physical danger or from constant verbal attacks, go to a shelter and call for help.
tkathryyn 9 months ago 2
@tkathryyn I wish some of my friends and family would take your advice to really learn about bipolar disorder
lebenimteufel 9 months ago 12
@lebenimteufel I know bro I have it too I live alone and I feel like I going to be like that forever.
Man4Goodwill 9 months ago
Thanks for posting vid. I was diagnosed at the start of my junior yr. in high school @ 16 yrs old, I'm now 42. It has been a very long hard struggle, amazed I'm still alive. My best friend back in high school who was like a brother to me, was diagnosed bi-polar yrs later and sadly took his own life in 2002. Like many he lost the fight with this soul sucking disease. RIP Erin "Shannon" Trujillo.
SmithBrotha 10 months ago
gees there are alot of delusions there,and hearing music in the distance , is that really bipolar disorder ?? thought it could be dillusional personality disorder,maybe im wrong and bipolar disorder does have them symptoms??
5starLevi 10 months ago
this is not the true light of bipolar
RockySanga 10 months ago
my gf has it and she oftens forgets what she talk about and this creates a huge problem in our relationship. She goes on outbursts almost everyday arguing with me about a mistake I made 5-15 years ago and she focuses on that and I can see that her emotions are extreme and they linger and can't seem come down from it. She is in the state of hypomania and it's not her fault she acts this way. The only way I survive is knowledge. Hang in there for those who have bp.
tkathryyn 10 months ago
Look people i was diagnosed with BP. Been sectioned twice, but it wont happen again, especially the depression. Truth is, we lost our conscious mind, the part that makes us think and behave rationally and 'normal'. The crazy things we were thinking and doing weren't crazy. That was our subconscious - it's so powerful. That was inside us. Now all you have to do is rationalise what your subconscious was saying to you and bingo, you found yourself man and the truth. The truth is out there
greyno66 10 months ago
Wow, what a joke. Bipolar disorder is just an excuse for people to get away with acting in extremes.
Dominuette 10 months ago
@Dominuette fuck yourself.
I've seen people struggle with it. And it's a sad life to live if you can't control it.
Don't talk if you don't know or feel how bipolars feel.
Helpmeimmarron1234 10 months ago
@Dominuette you have no clue about mental illness.
im the calmest guy youd ever meet, but ive been strapped down to the bed in a mental hospital. i know theres no way for you to understand, but its real illness. its just not what your used to seeing and understanding like cancer or the flu.
so ya u can fuck yourself
oneadamtwelve86 10 months ago
@Dominuette Yes I agree that this video is a joke. It makes no sense and its a shit video. This lady sounds like a fucking moron and not like she has bipolar. Bipolar tends to correlate with a genius IQ- and I know no bipolar who would make such a shitty video. On the other hand your comment is rude towards the condition of bipolar- which IS a real condition, perhaps one of the most debilitating and stressful conditions known.
psychedelicate100 9 months ago
Im wasnt talking directly talk you , this page is full of fellow BD suffers leaving their story ,I throught i would do the sane if you dont have a better comment then that dont comment then that please dont comment at all. im glaf you were able to get throught it on your but wouldnt you have liked help if it had been avalable to you I was very depressed at the time and needed to vent im sorry if you find something wrong with that
blueberrykush1988 10 months ago
I am manic depressive too. We are special people. Medications inhibit the true potential of the gift we are given. We all have the same symptoms man. Embrace them. Do not fear them
TheGreatDraytoni 10 months ago
Mind posting a video about the theory of everything
zxxzxzxxzxz 10 months ago
ANYONE WITH BIPOLAR READ THIS: if your taking lithium, do not stop cold turkey, take less pills everyday so u ease urself off, you will notice some growth, and you will get smarter, depending on how long youve been on it, were all our own geniouses, no one NEEDS meds, we just think we do cuz we live in a society run by banksters and politics, trust me people WATCH YOUR PRESCRIPTIONS, BETTER YET, DONT TAKE EM AT ALL!
Turbochargedss 10 months ago 2
@Turbochargedss Genius. i love to see genius at work
TheGreatDraytoni 10 months ago
@alexiengio24 i had that disorder and took lithium...the life of hell....im sober now and actually living, i feel great, im straight, not gay, had those thoughts, they went away, because of the drugs, they were in my brain, i was insane, with no way out, stopped takin the drugs, cleared up, opened up, started living
Turbochargedss 10 months ago
I do not love being bipolar. Ever since I started going on medication I have suffered massive increase in bodyweight, ever sincen I have been on the full dosis of lithium my life has stopped. I haven't been able to do for university due to a complete lack of concentration. My only problem with mania is that I havent seen it or anything similar in years. I am going off lithium. Having no life or a disturbed life is a hard descision but descisions have to be made when not caring about nothing.
inSidejOols 10 months ago
Ive just been dianosed with bipolar disorder, i feel so alone its destroying my relationship with close family and friends as they do not no how to cope with the mood swings, I dont want to be around family and friends anymore cause im scared of messing up there lives I have counciler but she can only meet with me once a week I feel I need more help then that for dealing with my all my issues I feel like im in a dark scary forset with know where to turn . I want to run from everyone
blueberrykush1988 10 months ago
@blueberrykush1988 dude, talk to me about ur shit, i went through enough and figured it out on MY OWN
Turbochargedss 10 months ago
thank you for making this im 15 and having bipolar disorder is terrible for me i mean i always feel like nothing gets better and everything just fucking sucks all the time and that life is just this delusion, almost like a hallucination that at any given minute we'll all slip out of it and enter a state of unconsciousness in a universe where nothing exists its made extremely anti social because i tend to resent everybody for something and hate them so it makes me really quiet it just sucks
20ThaMuzikMayn11 10 months ago
@20ThaMuzikMayn11 dude stop the meds
Turbochargedss 10 months ago
@20ThaMuzikMayn11 Watch out man. 15 is a young diagnosis. These shrinks lie about everything to get you on pills. Know what you feel. Not what they tell you too feel
TheGreatDraytoni 10 months ago
My friend has it and it pisses me off alot, i ask her a question and she yells me, i know shes bi polar but idk i wish she wasnt.
YouTunesxD 10 months ago
You Deserve a Hug. :]
aliu292 10 months ago
Everyone including the uploader,Check out my Bipolar video!! There will be more to come and nice vid btw!
TyranZilver 10 months ago
I have bipolar disorder also. Watching your tory reminded me of things I've gone through. Thank God for medication.
fruitofspirit 10 months ago
Thank you for having the courage to tell your story.
TheTrunkles 10 months ago
you are normal. it is a struggle to suffer everyday from this condition, but maybe soon things will get better because anyone with this disorder knows you can be well medicated and still have a downfall. medicine only saves you for a short while. it takes forever to find the right one. Nobody give up dont let this condition run your life like it does mine everyday.
Stunning6969 10 months ago
I hate being bipolar is just so FUCKIN AWESOME!
RuskiTheBear 10 months ago
Is this what I have to look forward to as I know I am bi polar? Im 37 and have exhibited all these symptoms all of my life. But I always thought that that was the way I was.Even now I feel the depression. I want to shake it off the anger frustration but it creeps back in and if you dont catch it it feels like it is gonna take me away.Yes the megalomaniacal thoughts. I used think I had superpowers of observation and had clear insight of the human condition. Wierd feeling.
abcedy123456 10 months ago
@abcedy123456
the experience is different with everyone. but yes this is basically what it is. and its so damn powerful to suck you in and make you feel horrible everyday. but dont worry it gets better. you have to stay persistant with your meds etc......or you will find yourself in a psychiatric ward. and they are no fun. god bless.
Stunning6969 10 months ago
Poor you, I am sorry and I thought I was bad. I am untreated and I had the God channel (feeling) only once....
Catherine8raw 10 months ago
im bipolar too. i feel like crying. like jwindsblacklist everyday is a struggle for me too.
ahhhhhron 10 months ago
You traded feeling like God for a bunch of fucking pills ?
rottentommy 10 months ago
Charlie Sheen.
BeresfordProductions 10 months ago 20
This music in the background is POWERFUL. Good choice.
frenchhorntrumpet 10 months ago
I have been diagnosed as bipolar but recently started to view it in a whole new light.
Now I just bang 7 gram rocks and drink tiger blood.
I am not bipolar anymore...I am bi-winning.
imowtflol 10 months ago
why the fuck am i the only one who doesnt whimp out, break, give up and medicate?!!!
oldnotweak 10 months ago
@oldnotweak because your a meglamaniac, LOL! I don't know, do you eat right? I am a lunatic if you know how to be normal please help. Are you on lots of fish oils? I should stay off dairy that always makes things worse. <3 Peace
Catherine8raw 10 months ago
@Catherine8raw being normal?! are you mad? your not "normal" and thats the whole point this is normal to you just accept who you are it works just fine for me. I merely accept who I am and don't deny truths I analyze whatever "issues" I may have when they surface and always come to the solution whether it be the one I like or not. learning how to do this is the only thing you should need I believe medication is the worst thing you can do and have far to many reasons to possibly fit in this post.
oldnotweak 10 months ago
@oldnotweak I would have to accept I am normal just the way I am. But I am a man eater, sex maniac, workaholic, extemist and alot more, it gets difficult to be this way. I was considering meditation. Although, I have a plethora of natural remedies at my disposal.
Best wishes
Catherine8raw 10 months ago
@oldnotweak I would have to accept I am normal just the way I am. But I am a man eater, sex maniac, workaholic, extremist and alot more, it gets difficult to be this way. I was considering meditation. Although, I have a plethora of natural remedies at my disposal.
Best wishes
Catherine8raw 10 months ago
I can say I am BI polar
mazh3n 10 months ago
I can really relate to this. My savior med: Depakote. I remember of thinking of things in 3, the "theory of everything," thinking I was a genius.... yup. I was there too.
jeremyfrancis 10 months ago
@jeremyfrancis omg me too. i want to cry.
ahhhhhron 10 months ago
Thanks for sharing for sure. I can relate a lot to it and the video was nicely made.
CodeV114 10 months ago
i was obsessed with theree too , what does it mean ? if anyone knows ...
AlwaysinTrancee 11 months ago
im bipolar, 14 years old. i was first misdiagnosed with ADHD when i was 11, but then we found out i was bipolar genetically from my "birth" parents (yes im adopted)
when i was about 13. ive been taking resperdal since 11, and now im taking resperdal in combination with lithium, it seems to be working out pretty well.
ChemiculsHD 11 months ago
@ChemiculsHD i took lithium too it made me sick everyday !! i wanted to killl mysellf the sickness was worse than my bipolar
kidraohl 10 months ago
ok mine was like yours to the point were it you started writing all those niggas
and at the end i would never take hand out by the government i stick to pot dood and i never tryd meth but yeah i liked it a lil sad and you should add like dont cry for me cause im already dead.
ninjasyn 11 months ago
This video is a nice one. .I am a BPD myself .. really its a struggle when you think that you are labelled like that ... the background scre of this video is so soothing...
johnbenjamin084 11 months ago
Thank you for your honesty, and sharing your pain. Bipolar disorder consumed my life, but after trying every pathway I finally found solace in daily prayer-meditation and study of the Christian sacred scriptures. Sincerely, Eric.
aerycksmusic 11 months ago 18
Look people i was diagnosed with BP. Been sectioned twice, but it wont happen again, especially the depression. Truth is, we lost our conscious mind, the part that makes us think and behave rationally and 'normal'. The crazy things we were thinking and doing weren't crazy. That was our subconscious - it's so powerful. That was inside us. Now all you have to do is rationalise what your subconscious was saying to you and bingo, you found yourself man and the truth. Trust me, the truth is out there
greyno66 10 months ago
Look people i was diagnosed with BP. Been sectioned twice, but it wont happen again, especially the depression. Truth is, we lost our conscious mind, the part that makes us think and behave rationally and 'normal'. The crazy things we were thinking and doing weren't crazy. That was our subconscious - it's so powerful. That was inside us. Now all you have to do is rationalise what your subconscious was saying to you and bingo, you found yourself man and the truth. The truth is out there
greyno66 10 months ago
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Look people i was diagnosed with BP. Been sectioned twice, but it wont happen again, especially the depression. Truth is, we lost our conscious mind, the part that makes us think and behave rationally and 'normal'. The crazy things we were thinking and doing weren't crazy. That was our subconscious - it's so powerful. That was inside us. Now all you have to do is rationalise what your subconscious was saying to you and bingo, you found yourself man and the truth. The truth is out there
greyno66 10 months ago
Look people i was diagnosed with BP. Been sectioned twice, but it wont happen again, especially the depression. Truth is, we lost our conscious mind, the part that makes us think and behave rationally and 'normal'. The crazy things we were thinking and doing weren't crazy. That was our subconscious - it's so powerful. That was inside us. Now all you have to do is rationalise what your subconscious was saying to you and bingo, you found yourself man and the truth. The truth is out there
greyno66 10 months ago
@aerycksmusic Amen Eric, Amen.
ShaneequaRayquaza 9 months ago 3
@aerycksmusic I have to agree with Eric :) Everything is going to be okay my brother. Just hold on!
kmshisso 7 months ago
peace n caring to you, i am also bp was diagnosed 27 years ago i would not wish it on my worst enemy and that is saying a lot, LoL peace to all my fellow bp sufferers.
wizardsmuse 11 months ago
@wizardsmuse DOOD WHAT BEING BI POLAR ROCKSSSSSS
TAP INTO YOUR MANIA PPL THAT'S THE GOD GENE!!!
ninjasyn 11 months ago
@ninjasyn Mania is a natural high and is very dangerous just like drugs that enduces mania such as Meth. There are some people with bipolar that manipulate their medication to tap into their creative side but great caution must be taken. If you are new to bipolar, be careful with it. You may feel good and think nothing is wrong until you come down from your mania and regret a lot of things that you may do. Don't wake up in jail without remembering anything. That's is very scary.
tkathryyn 11 months ago
cheers man,,could be talking about me here....my heaven/hell..,,the most precarious balancing act a human can make is this thing+when the pressure is too great+bp knocks on my door to greet me,I never know which side it will be...either way destruction
,I see having bp as a tiny part of me, when it "visits" oh boy its like a tsnami..self awareness is everything but at times our judgement when high,our boundaries blurred...thankyou take care S
MsMagicalCat 11 months ago
im bipolar, and i take lithium (which i like), and welbutrin (which i hate,and am about to get off of) don't ever take welbutrin, its a fuckin emotion killer....... rather be sad than nothing.
ChemiculsHD 11 months ago
@ChemiculsHD I take Wellbutrin and still think is a libido killer or else. Lamotrigin for Mania makes me feel in a fog for a whole day. Exercising hard helps the Maniac I think. Helps me.
outwiththem 11 months ago
@outwiththem I take Wellbutrin too and I think is not good for me, I would rather take the risk of not taking it !... today my hangs just shake like hell.
iamlaotion 11 months ago
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MrSolmon123 1 year ago
i feel so sad
AfterTimeTeaBlade 1 year ago
@AfterTimeTeaBlade oh... coz u got bipolar??
mrcleanup100 11 months ago
@mrcleanup100 the story made me feel sad
AfterTimeTeaBlade 10 months ago
mm, i dont exactly know if im bipolar.
I have racing thoughts and talk loud in class. one day ill be on cloud 9, feeling confident and great, and then ill be at rock bottom. when i get in those moods i isolate myself. sometimes i feel anxious, like when my thoughts are racing and people are talking, i get mad and want to be alone. sometimes i get angry or upset for no apparant reason .. my parents think im just moody. i really dont know
mileyrocks57 1 year ago
@mileyrocks57 I'm the same way.
wrts34 10 months ago
You are not alone... you are indeed God, most people don't know it. But in fact they are God in their own way. You really had discovered the Theory of Everything. I've been there.
The truth is that You have acquired knowledge in your own way, you can't suppress it. You understand everything Einstein in his quotes:
"Imagination is more important than knowledge."
"The most incomprehensible thing about the world is that it is comprehensible."
Zamovinar 1 year ago