@lullation13 It's curious how one's state of mind can alter how we perceive a situation or even how we hear the words of a song. I've always really loved this song, but today (after a rather emotional day) it suddenly sounded as if you were saying "I'd rather you make up your mind/ you little bastard/ you were such a waste of time"....so...yeah...that happened. lol
hope you tour with the other nerdfighter artists one day. it takes so much courage to put yourself out there, and i commend you. this song and your voice are truly lovely
So I finally bought your ep today and then I was all like "Laurena is the best I'm going to go listen to the other songs on her channel again" and then I realized I wasn't even subscribed to you! I have no idea how that happened because I definitely was at one point. Well, that problem was promptly amended :)
I woke up with this song in my head... now your music is helping me get through a difficult essay due in four hours. I like how your music acknowledges sadness without play into it, without making you feel more depressed like some sad songs do. There's a lot of hope of contiuation in your music, like something's going on, but at the same time everything's still going forward... definitely what I needed to get me through the day. :) DFTBA from one Canadian Nerdfighter to another!
My Nerdfighter friend often says she listens to this on repeat. This is the first time I really sat down and listened. I totally understand why now. Though I have jealousy of your SHEER talent, I also really want you to be recognized, so much. (almost 200 000 views!
And if this was written about a real guy, HE MISSED OUT on something wonderful :)
I think your album was the first thing I've bought on Itunes with no doubt at all. Your song has brightened my day...my week. Sidenote: The things I love are connected...this girl...Wheezywaiter...Nerdfighteria...
When I first saw the TFiOS trailer, I saw it online. I saw it today when I accidentally watched MTV. I was so excited for you as a musician, for John as an author, for nerdfighters as a community... it's a good time to be alive. c: Beautiful song.
Hey...I love this song (bought it on Itunes) and I just wanted to say that you have an amazing God given talent and someday I hope you become a famous singer because you deserve it. I love your music so keep writing, deary :) and keep pursuing music!! I have a band myself and we're trying so hard to become noticed, so I know how hard it is sometimes.
I was laying in bed with the tv on and I heard this and saw TFiOS commercial and remembered I'm meeting John & Hank in two weeks. FRENCH THE LLAMA! (:
At first I saw this song as really calm and mellow, until I saw the TFiOS trailer, which was really fast paced and made the song seem really intense. Now when I listen to the song, I hear both views, constantly mixing within each other... Really cool :)
This really is a fantastic song, and definitely my favourite new song for 2011. I wonder, have you heard the singer 'Hera' from Iceland? Her style of song is a bit similar and I think you might enjoy her songs. Her youtube channel is herasings.
Laurena, you are such an inspiration! Congrats on everything you have accomplished recently. You deserve it for your beautiful voice and beautiful song. :) DFTBA!
Wow, just wow. Your music is absolutely incredible. You are a marvelous lyricist and musician. Of course, being a beautiful young woman only helps. :P Just saying, I love everything about this video. DFTBA, Peace!
I cannot get tired of listening to this song, no matter how many times I play it. I just get lost in that world of evergreens, snow gently falling upon that meloncholy permafrost.
When I listen to you, I feel like as long as the industry blocks YOU out, then I will never make it... BECAUSE YOU'RE AMAZING. Way better than yours truly.
The first thing I thought then I saw you was that you were the twin of a girl who goes to my school, and my first thought when I heard you sing was "Oh my God this is beautiful." Keep on doing what you do and DFTBA :)
@KeepCalmEatCake but that sounds lame. If you say, "sometimes I feel like I am permafrost..." you sound deep. If you say, "sometimes I feel like I am frozen ground..." you sound stupid. Thus the awesome wordking. Plus, frozen dirt isnt a good song name.
So after listening to this hundreds of times and singing along, I've realised I keep claiming to feel like permafrost even though I have no idea what it is..xD
@Gallifreak Permafrost is ground that has been frozen for more than two years. Most of Canada is permafrost (or permafrosted...?) So I guess when I say permafrost I really mean frozen.
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@lullation13 You sound like Freelance Whales. You should listen to them; you're both lovely artists, and you have a similar style and sound.
beautiful song, and the lyrics are my favorite part.
snatchingstars 1 day ago
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snatchingstars 1 day ago
I have officially listened to this song over 400 times on my iTunes account, not counting how many times I've listened to it on YouTube ^_^
stickerlover164902 4 days ago
Can't tell if giant banjo, or tiny person...
tyrannoravenbot37 1 week ago
You remind me so much of Regina Spektor
Last42Tides 1 week ago
this is the song for the cover for the fault in our stars book trailer
waterman561052 1 week ago in playlist Favorite videos
This is so beautiful :) Thank you for soothing my mind! I feel so much calmer listening to this.
AnnaBanan2012 1 week ago in playlist Uploaded videos
@lullation13 It's curious how one's state of mind can alter how we perceive a situation or even how we hear the words of a song. I've always really loved this song, but today (after a rather emotional day) it suddenly sounded as if you were saying "I'd rather you make up your mind/ you little bastard/ you were such a waste of time"....so...yeah...that happened. lol
KieaOfZion 1 week ago 14
@KieaOfZion Hahaha.. that's pretty funny.
lullation13 1 week ago 4
Chills. Every Time.
MicroCraftTV 1 week ago in playlist Nerd Factor
Thanks, John Green.
sabreli1 2 weeks ago 11
"Gracias por los mapas"???
Your voice and all in this song is beautiful! super sad but beautiful!!!
DinastiaJonas 2 weeks ago in playlist TFIOS
@DinastiaJonas Thank you for the maps?
lemonice2700 2 weeks ago
You are my Valentine.
leon123leon 2 weeks ago 18
@leon123leon Aww :)
lullation13 2 weeks ago 10
Your voice is absolutely angelic.
mahimadhesi 2 weeks ago
There should be 0 dislikes. Not even joking.
TuckerMacMillan 2 weeks ago
I had a hard time finding words, but this is simply beautiful, pure awesomeness and at the same time so sad... Love it...
BlurgMaster3000 2 weeks ago in playlist Nerd Factor
hope you tour with the other nerdfighter artists one day. it takes so much courage to put yourself out there, and i commend you. this song and your voice are truly lovely
sydandtaytum 2 weeks ago
You are amazingly talented and beautiful. That is all.
Thefrickenator 3 weeks ago 3
So I finally bought your ep today and then I was all like "Laurena is the best I'm going to go listen to the other songs on her channel again" and then I realized I wasn't even subscribed to you! I have no idea how that happened because I definitely was at one point. Well, that problem was promptly amended :)
suchaspacecadet 3 weeks ago in playlist Uploaded videos
Listening to this song so close to Valentine's Day has depressed me in the best way possible. Your music is beautiful and for that I thank you.
arcticdeserts 3 weeks ago 9
I woke up with this song in my head... now your music is helping me get through a difficult essay due in four hours. I like how your music acknowledges sadness without play into it, without making you feel more depressed like some sad songs do. There's a lot of hope of contiuation in your music, like something's going on, but at the same time everything's still going forward... definitely what I needed to get me through the day. :) DFTBA from one Canadian Nerdfighter to another!
26syntax 3 weeks ago
Simply put... Beautiful.
dlo925 3 weeks ago 2
You have the voice of an angel :)
NatalieMcMurry 3 weeks ago
I'm so in love with you
th3soviet 3 weeks ago 2
HER EYES STARE INTO UR SOUL!
Thytiny1 3 weeks ago 2
WOW
Izaak247 3 weeks ago
this is so gorgeous.
JurassicParkingLots 4 weeks ago in playlist Nerd Factor
this is so beautiful!!!
katemley 4 weeks ago
My Nerdfighter friend often says she listens to this on repeat. This is the first time I really sat down and listened. I totally understand why now. Though I have jealousy of your SHEER talent, I also really want you to be recognized, so much. (almost 200 000 views!
And if this was written about a real guy, HE MISSED OUT on something wonderful :)
4thatbeyondtheshadow 1 month ago 54
In fact you discovered a fantastic new world of harmonies , very , very , very , very
outstanding
TheAccelerated 1 month ago 3
I LOVE this song. Love it.
NearlyPublished 1 month ago
Listening to this while reading TFiOS was a fantastically dreadful idea. I've never mourned so in my life. Thank you.
heyguysitsmel 1 month ago 2
I really like that hat and, why isn't this song on DFTBA.com anymore? I wanted to get the CD :(
Bnoffeepi 1 month ago
Your eyes are simply bewitching.
ducttapechik 1 month ago 2
I can't stop listening to this and thinking of TFiOS. Thank you so much for this! :D
ChiodosIsMyLove 1 month ago
I listen to this when Lana del Rey makes me sad.
hadiaIAM 1 month ago
This song is amazing. I usually don't like songs like this, but this one is fantastic! Keep up the great work!
Yarjibo 1 month ago
this is amazing. its my favorite song at the moment :D do you have tabs or chords or sheet music for it or something? cause i'd love to cover it.
cupcakes1348 1 month ago
I named my tumblr after this song :) suddenpermafrost
RainBOWTiex 1 month ago
you are so amazing! congrats on winning Nerd Factor!
TaaniAmatani 1 month ago in playlist Nerd Factor
did you make those maps? I'm just wondering because I go to college, studying map making. I have to say those maps are really amazing.
PaniicRoom 1 month ago
Wait, all her songs are about being single. How is she single? How? Someone please explain this to me.
roboticstardust 1 month ago 6
I think that she plays every instrument know to man. French horn, guitar, according, banjo, whats next?
roboticstardust 1 month ago
we learned about permafrost today in chemistry. and i like jumped and i was like laurena!!! yay!!
AWESoMEPLATYPUS 1 month ago
I think your album was the first thing I've bought on Itunes with no doubt at all. Your song has brightened my day...my week. Sidenote: The things I love are connected...this girl...Wheezywaiter...Nerdfighteria...
There are no such thing as coincidences...
fallingjupiter 1 month ago
I need money. Ever since John talked about this video, I've kinda been obsessed with this song. You are amazing. DFTBA!
Ayshafr 1 month ago
I'm absolutely obsessed with this song.
TessieLane 1 month ago
I srsly LOVE! this girl!! and this Gorgeous song.
TroyCottonJr 1 month ago
laue, vendetta est un caca :(
MirrorMask3J 1 month ago 2
Care-institutions make mistakes, but nothing that's going that's going to blip on your radar :)
Zoofnick 1 month ago
thanks to john green i download and discover your amazing song
FaustoWriter 1 month ago
sounds similar to First Aid Kit :)
stormcloud847 1 month ago in playlist Favorite videos
That, is one beautiful guitar!. Brand and model please?
stude444 1 month ago
I.AM.BUYING.THIS.SONG.OFF.iTUNES.RIGHT.NOW.
Lucyisbored64 1 month ago 2
it makes me cry. Every time.
nemothehobofish 1 month ago
everything looks smudged now. i cant tell if im crying or if the song is actually melting and fading the world around me. :')
Thisisnotapipe1 1 month ago
I listened to this while reading The Fault in Our Stars. Wow.
Hadreleii 1 month ago
When I first saw the TFiOS trailer, I saw it online. I saw it today when I accidentally watched MTV. I was so excited for you as a musician, for John as an author, for nerdfighters as a community... it's a good time to be alive. c: Beautiful song.
PinstripedNotebook 1 month ago 2
0:32 Ukulele win
lula839 1 month ago
@lula839 ...the banjo?
jmridingred 1 month ago 7
This is so pretty. I'm at a loss of words.
thelazyhufflepuff 1 month ago
me encanta esta canción
photoartistfy 1 month ago
This is so so so stunning.
OddmentTweak 1 month ago
CHILLS: I have them.
kenzietheterrible 1 month ago 2
the lyrics to this song are perfect.
ProblemStick 1 month ago
Hey...I love this song (bought it on Itunes) and I just wanted to say that you have an amazing God given talent and someday I hope you become a famous singer because you deserve it. I love your music so keep writing, deary :) and keep pursuing music!! I have a band myself and we're trying so hard to become noticed, so I know how hard it is sometimes.
4271Dreamer 1 month ago
this song is so pretty that it makes me feel alive in this warm and fuzzy way.
SaraMSyed 1 month ago
So I'm going to keep listening to this to pass the time until receive my copy of TFiOS
radioactivecakeX 1 month ago
So everything kind of went to shit today. This song helped.
mikalaeaste 1 month ago
This song fits so very perfectly with a situation in my life. Thanks for writing it. :)
onecoolnerd 1 month ago
I was laying in bed with the tv on and I heard this and saw TFiOS commercial and remembered I'm meeting John & Hank in two weeks. FRENCH THE LLAMA! (:
MrsSpunkzilla 1 month ago
"The Fault in Our Stars" by John Green
0Reinne0 1 month ago
At first I saw this song as really calm and mellow, until I saw the TFiOS trailer, which was really fast paced and made the song seem really intense. Now when I listen to the song, I hear both views, constantly mixing within each other... Really cool :)
MsBinary101 1 month ago
I am so happy that John Green led me to this song. One of the many, many ways that my life has improved since becoming a Nerdfighter. DFTBA!
twilighter3000 1 month ago 3
This song is just put-it-on-loop, reminisce-about-times-gone-by beautiful. Thank you for sharing your incredible talents.
jespeakfranglais 1 month ago
wow, this is shivers-down-my-spine amazing
ilycrystalir 1 month ago
This really is a fantastic song, and definitely my favourite new song for 2011. I wonder, have you heard the singer 'Hera' from Iceland? Her style of song is a bit similar and I think you might enjoy her songs. Her youtube channel is herasings.
rubius0 1 month ago
This song has become really special to me. Thanks for creating it : )
blue872872 1 month ago
I pet my cat while this song played. It was the most relaxing feeling I've ever felt.
Hadreleii 1 month ago
This is one of those songs that just really grows on you.
springerjesse7 1 month ago 6
i cant stop replaying this.
love it.
guyanaprincess66 1 month ago 3
where are the tabs for this......
uberbleachfan 1 month ago
I had to come back and rewatch this after seeing that it was used in the TFiOS trailer.
tubadame 1 month ago 299
DFTBDFTBDFTBA
mthielssalvo 1 month ago in playlist Favorite videos 5
Laurena, you are such an inspiration! Congrats on everything you have accomplished recently. You deserve it for your beautiful voice and beautiful song. :) DFTBA!
paigelfinch 1 month ago 3
i can't get over how amazingly beautiful this song is, and you are, and your voice. and ahh.
musicgal123abc 1 month ago 2
Don't mind me. Just sitting here, hitting replay again and again.
Worriedwoodchuk 1 month ago 10
You make an amazing trailer music writer!
NYUevanskis 1 month ago 8
Congrats on being featured for the trailer of John's book. :D
Azureluna 1 month ago 51
So Beautiful.! You AND the song.
Snophie12 2 months ago
Ugh, you're too freakin' cute. It's annoying.
DaEdsta 2 months ago
I know I'm an awful singer, but I can't stop myself from singing along to this <3
thekilljoypotato 2 months ago 3
Looking back, this is the best song I've listened to in 2011.
hellawesknight 2 months ago 9
wow, amazing.
sortoffish 2 months ago in playlist Nerd Factor
I always end up coming back to this song, and it's always beautiful.
okayNOWpanic 2 months ago 6
I BOUGHT YOUR ALBUM AND I LOVE IT!!!
dandelionsarecool 2 months ago in playlist Liked videos 2
This may sound silly, but it's like the snowflake setting was meant to go with this song. :)
robinocracy 2 months ago 131
@robinocracy I was totally gonna say that. :)
yourmomlovesefron 2 months ago
I want you to have a million views. You deserve it.
stickerlover164902 2 months ago 6
chords? :P
vlogingmylife 2 months ago 3
You're amazing.
iamasecretnerd 2 months ago
ಥ_ಥ So beautiful.
Zaniahiononzenbei 2 months ago in playlist Songs... 8
I fucking love your sound
McDicksRocksSocks 2 months ago in playlist Nerd Factor
We're doing a project in my AP bio class on biomes. I chose taiga because this song was stuck in my head (:
TheMadMsHatter 2 months ago 3
These lyrics are so beautiful. Unlike a lot of the songs on the radio, this is truly poetry set to music. Thank you for sharing this.
talye05 2 months ago in playlist Nerd Factor 6
My dad used to say he wanted to learn to play the banjo because it's impossible to not smile while holding a banjo. This song is an exception.
WritingIsHappiness 2 months ago 2
As of thirty minutes ago, this song has become the story of my life.
meenasaurusrex 2 months ago
I love this song. It's so calming and it really helps me think. Thanks for helping me get through finals at college without going insane!
whereinthewrld 2 months ago in playlist Nerd Factor
i love this song so much!!! i am sooo glad you won the nerdfighter's thing-a-ma-jig...i love all your songs!! i listen to them every day!!!
crazycookie76 2 months ago
Please marry me.
YouGottaBeJokingz 2 months ago in playlist Favorite videos
@YouGottaBeJokingz you gotta be joking!!!
crazycookie76 2 months ago
I know its "you shouldn't wander where the hemlock grows" but I keep hearing "you shouldn't wander while I have no clothes"
You are beautiful, as is your voice, a true undiscovered Canadian treasure
Stevieization 2 months ago
@Stevieization Funny, I have the same problem XD Only I hear "You shouldm't ponder with the hands of hope." XD
CountryGirlColby 2 months ago
@CountryGirlColby well that sounds alot better then what I said
Stevieization 2 months ago
Your songs fill me with all sorts of FEELINGS. Thank you for existing, and putting pieces of yourself on the internet.
kmecameron 2 months ago
My god, your beauty is painful.
tarb00shnik 3 months ago 4
She's staring into my soul!
windgemini66 3 months ago 3
Beautiful.
debsterstar 3 months ago
It don't matter how many time I hear this song. I come back at least once a day to listen again.
brandishednail 3 months ago 5
I remember the first time I heard this, I fell in love with it. Still love it. Y U MADE OF SO MUCH AWESOME?
Ayshafr 3 months ago 2
is not avialable to buy outside the US, WHY?
iamnotanasshole 3 months ago
lyrics are amazing. I know this feeling of being always the 'other' girl. Never the first. Always in between two people.
xXHana3Xx 3 months ago in playlist Favorite videos
So pretty! Your voice, this song, and you! hehe!
MsWasteland101 3 months ago in playlist Favorite videos
The worst part of this, their is no made of awesome button.
dapa4 3 months ago 9
I asked laurena a question on tumblr. she answered. the answer made me happy. she is a good youtuber<3
7207elliot 3 months ago
She sounds like Regina Spektor :D <3
QuestionableCharactr 3 months ago
Once i get an ipod this is the first thing being put on it. =)
Redwhiteblue8 3 months ago
January American Idol returns you should totally try out
animehellion1 3 months ago
@animehellion1 All of Nerdfightaria will vote. Especially if John or Hank mentions it. :)
SHALYN8 3 months ago in playlist awesome possum 3
@animehellion1 I don't think she can because she's Canadian and I believe you have to be American, but I think there's a Canadian version :)
CountryGirlColby 3 months ago
i am so covering this tomorrow. ^^ (well on my main channel. i dont really use this one anymore. lol)
maxmusicyo 3 months ago
I love this song in general, but the verse about riding the bus is so applicable - the bus on the way to school was where I fell for my crush.
(Hipster Scream: YOU UNDERSTAND ME!)
Musiclectica 3 months ago
I love your music very quirky and cool you are very talented
greenwwefan1997 3 months ago
Wow, just wow. Your music is absolutely incredible. You are a marvelous lyricist and musician. Of course, being a beautiful young woman only helps. :P Just saying, I love everything about this video. DFTBA, Peace!
UNSPOKENxANOMALY 3 months ago 5
You have an amazing voice Laurena :-) If I ever find that special someone, will you sing at our wedding?
kubrick696969 3 months ago in playlist More videos from lullation13
see the dislike bar? me either.
great song
hotshot3434 3 months ago
@hotshot3434 You may need glasses because I can see the dislike bar, it is a shadow in the whiteness of the background.... So deep.
sethboy66 3 months ago in playlist Liked videos
You inspire me (:
meenasaurusrex 3 months ago in playlist Favorite videos
I cannot get tired of listening to this song, no matter how many times I play it. I just get lost in that world of evergreens, snow gently falling upon that meloncholy permafrost.
Voidmaster05 3 months ago
The beauty of this song has moved me to tears.
TheWarnights 3 months ago
So beautiful - downloaded on itunes and kept on repeat all day long. :)
lynnehthegreat 3 months ago
Promise me that when you get famous, don't let them edit your voice. x
JennaSweeeet 3 months ago 123
Hurry up and get famous please.
I can't listen to Adele or Florence and the Machine or ANYTHING any more because this is so much better :')
DancingOnTheTardis 3 months ago 5
When I listen to you, I feel like as long as the industry blocks YOU out, then I will never make it... BECAUSE YOU'RE AMAZING. Way better than yours truly.
ProperPunctuation 3 months ago 4
the views timeline reminds me of a cliff. vlogbrothers ftw!
ibbyizaG 3 months ago
Hurry up and release a CD so I can design you a cover.
DancingOnTheTardis 3 months ago
When listening to Laurena, all other music seems evil.
DancingOnTheTardis 3 months ago 9
You are so beautiful and your singing makes me jealous XD Keep writing because you obviously have the talent for it :)
CountryGirlColby 3 months ago
The first thing I thought then I saw you was that you were the twin of a girl who goes to my school, and my first thought when I heard you sing was "Oh my God this is beautiful." Keep on doing what you do and DFTBA :)
NicoleSalamen 3 months ago
I want to learn how to play this song. can you put up a guitar tab or chord list somewhere?
leaburlew16 3 months ago
So it's "Sometimes I feel like I'm frozen ground..."
KeepCalmEatCake 3 months ago
@KeepCalmEatCake but that sounds lame. If you say, "sometimes I feel like I am permafrost..." you sound deep. If you say, "sometimes I feel like I am frozen ground..." you sound stupid. Thus the awesome wordking. Plus, frozen dirt isnt a good song name.
ProperPunctuation 3 months ago 7
I feel sorry for the 31 who disliked this!
EclecticDog 3 months ago
you're stunning and super-talented! I love your songs :)
nestryn 3 months ago
I bought this song!!!! Hell yea its a beautiful song!!!
lcgsxiii 3 months ago
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artemisdoesstuff 3 months ago
Luck favors the prepared mind. Laurena was lucky to get chosen by VlogBrothers, but she was prepared with these videos and tunes.
I'm jealous.
TheClayster1138 3 months ago 9
over EIGHTY plays on itunes. Wow wow wow
occlumencymaster 3 months ago
wow,this is really beautiful.you have such a clear,sweet voice :)
CelesteAoi96 3 months ago
Dear DFTBA, Sign her NOW! Sincerely, Me
MrRedspoon 3 months ago 7
@MrRedspoon They did genius.
MrRedspoon 3 months ago 6
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@MrRedspoon
Are you talking to yourself....?
Hadreleii 3 months ago
I think if Paper Towns by John Green ever gets made into a movie, this should be on the soundtrack
beckyboo1001 3 months ago 61
@beckyboo1001 Not only on the soundtrack but a perfect song for the either the roadtrip or when Q stays the night of prom at the mini-mall
Lafleur111 2 months ago
ooh. a banjo.
moonshine152 4 months ago
wow
tati13221 4 months ago in playlist frfrfr
Just beautiful!!
Scrubsmegafan 4 months ago 4
So after listening to this hundreds of times and singing along, I've realised I keep claiming to feel like permafrost even though I have no idea what it is..xD
Gallifreak 4 months ago 101
@Gallifreak Permafrost is ground that has been frozen for more than two years. Most of Canada is permafrost (or permafrosted...?) So I guess when I say permafrost I really mean frozen.
lullation13 3 months ago 138