The fact that you opened up and shared a very sensitive subject in your life to the world is very brave of you! Now i see where some of your strength comes from :)
Johnny boy, you are an amazing inspiration. The fact that your dad neglected you do who you are really tears my heart into two because I felt like that when I was younger, because I was different...tha fact that I am dyslexic an I wish I didn't have to deal with it, but, it's life, and you only get one chance to live it. Don't care about what others think about you b/c you will only see them 1 or 2 times in your life. Care for people who care for you -3
im soo sorry boo! youre rite everything happens for a reason! youre prob the strongest person i know well i dont really "know" you but! you know what i mean! youre sch an inspiration!
Wow, I'm sorry about your father:( It's quit sad, and yes, it does make you stronger! You are stronger than probably anyone out there. With all the hatred that you get, you are very strong.
You are very strong for being who you are, Johnny. It isn't easy, ever. I love you, and you are truely a great person and a pretty freakin halrious!!! Much love xoxoxo
I have never seen you serious before. That must have really hurt when your father ignored you. I guess a lot of men can't stand to see their sons not being like them. But you're still here making us laugh and that is a good thing.
It takes alot to parade ones emotional sensitivities on you tube. Your remarks were sensitive and reflective when you speak of your father. Congradulations to your Mom 4 holding it together. Good luck to you in whaever you chose to do with your future.
Sorry to hear about the way your father was to you b4 he died. Mine was there for me only briefly. After a time, I didn't see him for years at a time. I know this is late coming but it really touches me when people speak about their fathers, negatively or positively. I could've been so much better off if he'd talked to me more and shared his heart. Why it's so hard for men to share their hearts with their own family much less others is and always will be a mystery
Three years ago I lost my dad to suicide. I was 11 so I did have more time to get to know him but I know what your saying about everything happens for a reason. I am now starting to see things that are happening and opportunities I have gotten that I probably would not have if my dad was still alive. Even though I would give those things up to have him back I know that all I can do is make the most of what I have and never take things for granted. You are a wonderful person!
I personaly can't tell you that I know what you mean because I have had my dad with me my whole life. When he dies I will miss him, but Johnnyboy I'm sorry for your family. For your dad dying
I lost my dad to suicide about 8 months ago. He did it in our own home. Sometimes I see him smiling at me and sitting with me. So I can relate to you. People say that God did it for a reason. What's the reason? Fuck people like that. I <3 you Johnnyboy,and never forget it.
@DJLunsford umm, why tha fuck would you say something like that? "digrace to humanity"?? your fucking stupid and lookie here bitch, no one gives a fuck if you have a mac pro, or any other abiotic thing. you need help. think before you speak your IQ level must be 0. because your rude, cruel and asinine!!! (in case your wondering asinine is a poilite way of saying your FUCKING STUPID!!! go choke on that bitch!
@SuperTiffy1234 Ikr this dude needs Jesus. My brother has a fuckin Mac book. Who ggives a fuck ?? But your definetly right, this dude is trying to argue with me to, smh people these days
Bustsomecaps I hope you get hit by a bus!!!!!! I can't believe anyone would say anything about one dead family member like that if you believe in he'll you certainly belong there!!!!!
Bustsomecaps I hope you get hit by a bus!!!!!! I can't believe anyone would say anything about one dead family member like that if you believe in he'll you certainly belong there!!!!!
Just be who you want to be. After the death of my father two months ago I have realised that people and relationships are at the centre of all meaning and purpose- so do whatever makes you happy and enjoy your time on earth.
@bustsomecaps GO FUCK YOUSELF! i hope you whole family dies and i want you to stand there and say OH WELL IM GLAD. Imma bout ta bust a cap in YOUR ass if you EVER fucking talk like that you ASSHOLE! YOU SUCK DICK! People like you make me sick! Hope you commit suicide and you NEVER rest in fucking peace! HELL YES I SAID THAT fucking cunt
I love you johnnyboy ! But i Have something to say to you haters! Yeah you know who you are! You are making me so mad with your "Cheap i have a mac pro" well at least johnnyboy has has a life and lives it very well but to you people saying crap like that it just makes me want to vomit. If you had a life you would leave johnnyboys alone ALONE.. OK!
My dad committed suicide when I was 3 or 4 years old... I know exactly what you're talking about. It's hard sometimes. I wish I had my dad back, but I know things would probably be harder than they are now. If he were here right now, I'd probably have a heart to heart moment with him, then spit in his face for such a douche he was to my mom, my sister, and I. My sister is a lot like him, and it worries me.
I love you johnny boy you made me tear up watching this. People are going to judge you and me or anyone way pass when we die. Keep your head up because people only judge things they don't understand. They will have there judgement day and all the hating there doing don't even matter because at the end of the day you have you and only you. They don't pay your bills or do shit for you but hate. When you get famous or start bring in big paper with your songs let that speak to them haters
@DJLunsford you are the disgrace, leaving a comment like that when johnnyboy is putting his heart of his sleeve. He happens to have a big heart, unlike you, asshole.
Johnnyboy I gotta ask you something. You look EXACTLY like Chris Crocker. Your voice sounds different because I'm sure you disguised it but I gotta know...are you Chris Crocker and using another persona on youtube?
You made your life everyone's business when you decided to make a blog you fucking disgrace to humanity! Buying you tampons?!?! YOU HAVE A DICK, BITCH!!!!
@DJLunsford yeah obviously you needed to put the brand of your computer to feel special huh? well you just missed the price c'mon impress me... oh wait I have one too
Im so sorry ........ Thank you for opening up to everyone and im sorry about your childhood ! mine is getting slapped around and teated badly so yeah i get it .... also my aunt cut herself to deep and died....she was the only one who really cared about me.... im so sorry <3
i really do appreciate you opening up on youtube, its dificult to do what with all the critical people who hate on whoever they want.
you're story reminded me alot of when i was young, my father died when i was 3, he cracked his head open. like you said about your father, i don't remember much about my dad. i always hear my sister talking about times when he was alive and i just draw a blank. its hard without a father and even after 8 years i still havent gotten over it. <3 i'm here for you jb
Johnny, this made me cry, my dad has kidney failure, and hes getting a kidney tomorrow after 7 years of waiting. I've been kicked out of the house a few times by him and had to live in shelters and couch surf at peoples house. The experience that I've had with my family has lead me to believe family isn't about blood relations, families about caring for one another, anyone who cares for or about you is your family
My Dad LEft me, so this made me cry. It Was May 1999. My Sister was born April 30th. We are best friends. He left and tried to abduct me and kill my family. He succesfully took me. and didnt kill my family :) My grandparents came and got me. That was 11 years ago. I saw my dad once on my 9th birthday. I Feel sympathy for everyone who has lost their father. But the good thing is, i get to walk both of my sisters down the aisle when they get married :')
My heart sank till it touched the bottom of the floor when i heard about ur dad commiting suicide im sorry remember johnny u still have people who care and love you just look at ur fans ur brothers , sister they love you .....i love you ;)
awww sweetie.. i lost my dad last December.. he was shot.. he was never really in my life until last summer and i always wish i could've spent more time with him and talked to him more.. i had to try not to cry when i watched this.. i love you Johnnyboy!! <333 you and Antoine Dodson are my idols!!! lol
johnny. ohmygosh. im so sorry. this really shows that there always is a story behind someone and, that no one ever ever ever deserves to be treated diffrently or bullied. you're so strong.<3
even if ur dad commited suicide and took drugs, ur just perfect. u really are a true inspirational girl.... u have a strong will and just love being yourself. You're great. Continue being your pretty, sexy strong self. Cuz thts wat ur always going to be. Dont regret anything.
Johnny ur an amazing person my momtakes on both rolls in my life butt at least u have your mom to by u eye lahes,and tampons lol,love u johnny boy sorry for ur loss
Well you're amazing and beautiful and sexy and funny. I wish I could meet you in real life I'm a huge fan. You're talented and my role model. -3 -3 love from San Francisco.
i take ma pain out on cutting i stop been months i havnt done tht nd i cry evry night jst too bring me old life back if u only knew ma pain nd how me bf forces me to be with him he made me emo he has also pull out a blade on me nd smash me on me locker nd others stuff but yet im strong nd still with him cz if i left him he kill me fam. nd freinds :(
I LOVE YOU!!!!! SO mUCH U So DAM FKN PREETy Nd CuTE !!
dude kinda sound like ur beggin for attention. i was in an abusive relationship for 2 years and i left also didnt even tell a soul. not even my best friend,. if u trully r just leave. the guys are usually cowards and wont do shit. luckily my x has a 2 inch scar under his eye frm me. bet he got his hahah
my dad died of a tumor 4 years ago and ever since then ive been taking out all my anger on my mom, i think about what i put her through and i tell myself no more treating my own mother like that but when she makes me mad i cant help myself. i just know that if my dad were here things wouldnt be this way. im sorry for your loss johnny boy and i love u sooo much;')
My mum couldn't stand the sight of my cos i was a rape baby... her own husband Raped her... I was taken out of her care when i was born immedietly as my dad used to beat her upo and on one record it outlines how he tried to "Kick me" out of her whom... I know twisted right
Then moved onto a adoption family where 14 years of my life was being a punch bag! moved my self out, Went to foster familys now im stronger <3 u
My mom was always on drugs, and she left me and my dad when I was 2, I'm 13 now and she's back in my life, but it's hard because I hadn't seen her, and I had only seen her every once in a while, My dad has almost committed suicide, but he hasn't I only pray that life will be good for me and for all those who deserve it, Me, you, animals, homless, hungry, orphans, they all need help, every one does, keep making your videos Johnny Boy, you have fans that support and love you!<3
I've been through the same:( my grandpa died 2 years ago and in one week ONE WEEK! my great grandpa died of age and my cousin who I loved so much commuted suicide:(
I just found out my Dad died about four hours ago.
he was depressed and was in the hospital for suicidal thoughts.
for anybody who is gonna tell me that i probably made it up, i cant rweally proove it but its true, i was seeking help from anybody who can relate cuz i dont know anybody.
i feel your pain more then you can imagine.
i love you Daddy and i miss you. <3
i wish you were happy and i wish you were with me now. i love you dad, i love you so much and i will remeber forever and ever <3
I know this comment of mine is like three years later but I can't help but comment this video. I love you JonneyBoy, you're my favourite youtube chick. :) but seeing you really sad like that killed me. I'm so sorry for your loss with your Dad. I have issues with my Dad too...always have. But still I guess it's different since my Dad is alive. I haven't talked to him in three months.../:
But just know that I'm one of the many people here who love and care about you! Stay strong, always! xoxo!
i love how you said if there is a heaven I will surely see him there. so dont listen to all the people who pour/throw holy water at you because your different. and im sure when you get there he will be there. different is beautiful, and you show people that!
I lost my mother to cancer around the same age, and my dad abandoned my older brothers and I to drugs and alcohol. I'm glad to see how strong you are, and you really have become quite an inspiration for me. :) Stay strong. I live with my grandmother now and my life has flourished ever since, and I know yours will continue to do so. :) Always remember how beautiful you are, Johnny. And never give up on us, we love you!
You are a great person. Sorry for your loss. I love that you always give so much thanks to your mom. You are lucky to have such a great mom. Keep strong..
i really appreciate how strong you are for all you have been through. I lost a friend to suicide over the summer and i kept on thinking to myself "how do people make it through this" but looking at your videos and seeing how you are after all you have been through makes me feel like there is hope. thanks for sharing this it really makes a difference for me.
u are awesome dont listen to haters, u are gorgeous and honestly before i found out u were a tranny i thought u were a like "real" girl if u know what i mean, but u are amazing and reaaaallly pretty!im soo sorry bout ur dad, and they do make u stronger i am very inspired by u and u dont care what ppl think i love that, thank you and i will continue to watch ur vids :D
you're actually one of the pretiest girls i have ever seen. you are really inspiring to me cuz im going through the my own sexual identity issues. Im really sorry for your loss, my dad died in afghanistan so i KINDA know what you're going through but i really thank you fr helping me, i am trying to build up the courage to com out to everyone and to tell i want a sex change.
wow i'm so sorry people bugged you about ur personail life.....and this video, talking bout that must have been hard to talk about.but yeah somethings in life are hard but they can make you stronger. i meen i've never excperinced something as diffuclt as that, i've had my share of life and i'm sure it wont be the end of it.but yeah i'm sorry people pressured you to talk about this.try to keep it good.dont let anyone get you down.
I dont feel sorry for a sick fagot ass wipe like you at all. Your dad is either turning in his grave at what a sick site his SON has become or wishing he never had a thing like you. I spit in the face of things like you and I hope you die. I hate gay people and I hope you all die. Get a fucking life you sick fagot. If I knew where your dads grave was I would piss on it right infront of you just to piss you off so I could see you in more pain. I hate your fucking guts you sad excuse of a human
i feel bad for you. i have to say your issue is worse than mine (my parents are divorced my dad got remarried with two kids and i havent seen him in 5-6 years) and dont worry, dude we're all here for you
--Honestly, your father treating you differently at such a young age, that wasn't your fault. It was his loss and the fact that he didn't get to see the johnnyboy that we all know and love is a damn shame. Your amazing and the fact that you're different only makes you more special.
that kinda what happened to my mom but she is still living.She did drugs when she was pregnant with me and she just got out of rehab i haven't seen here since i was a kid she has cancer I am supposed to get money but she never pays for it but my dads lawyer is looking so i can get my checks.Anyway sometimes i cant sleep because of her.But I love u johnnyboy!!!!
It's bad that you've gotta go thru extremes to be left alone. It's good that your bro does stand for you. Hell, that's what bros do for family anyway, right? Anyway, just be safe and take care 'o that beautiful face!! :D Sorry to hear about your dad and with that, thanks for sharing something so private with the tubers. Also, it's okay to let go and cry, even if it isn't about loss. We're humans and that's one of our losses and disappointments. Cheers to you always!!!
i love you and i am soo sorry about what happened thts awful i cried when i watched this u r so inspiring and seeing this side of you makes me love and support you even more! you are amazing! you have gone through so much but now look where you are a beautiful, stong, inspiring woman!
im sorry Johnny Boy :( dont worry im always here for you(: and the same with alot of other people! dont worry,i know how you feel, my parents and i dont get along and theyre divorced.. havent seen my dad in 4 years i think but in a way its good because i dont have to deal with him saying i look like a guy and all that shit i got last time i saw him.. (lol)
Aww! I love you, Johnny! Girl you will always have me to support you. If anyone says anything I'll pull my shank out and cut a bitch. Fuck the haters. We all love you so much :3
I love you, you're such an amazing person<3
NicoleLynnDevi 1 week ago
Love you<3
TurtlePassion 2 weeks ago
I LOVE YOU!
TheRingLeaderBrit 2 weeks ago
The fact that you opened up and shared a very sensitive subject in your life to the world is very brave of you! Now i see where some of your strength comes from :)
maharley27 2 weeks ago
You are an amazing and admirable person and I hope you know that!! I love you!!!
46JacobyGirl 3 weeks ago
He wouldn't hold his own child. D; How terrible.
FacelessOnlooker 2 months ago
you are one strong babe . my grandpa's passed and i hope he still accepts me as his little booyyy . cause shit's been different since he's gone .
JethJev 2 months ago
I love you:) youre my inspiration!
2tazzypooh 2 months ago
Wow... My dad just commited suicide...
ZelSummers 2 months ago
@ZelSummers hey im so s a bant your dad
dhoskins24 1 month ago
Johnny boy, you are an amazing inspiration. The fact that your dad neglected you do who you are really tears my heart into two because I felt like that when I was younger, because I was different...tha fact that I am dyslexic an I wish I didn't have to deal with it, but, it's life, and you only get one chance to live it. Don't care about what others think about you b/c you will only see them 1 or 2 times in your life. Care for people who care for you -3
MyBloodyValentine011 2 months ago
im soo sorry boo! youre rite everything happens for a reason! youre prob the strongest person i know well i dont really "know" you but! you know what i mean! youre sch an inspiration!
Abskippy1 3 months ago
I'm sorry for you and your dad. How do you seem so strong even though you get so much hatred thrown at you??
moira11199 3 months ago
I'm sorry about your dad. I'm glad you have some family support.
bloodandbones9 3 months ago
You Are The STRONGEST Person I Know(:
kayliaboo 3 months ago 30
Wow, I'm sorry about your father:( It's quit sad, and yes, it does make you stronger! You are stronger than probably anyone out there. With all the hatred that you get, you are very strong.
xxbunnylover23xx 4 months ago
u wiped ure tears fiercly
alexisanime1232 4 months ago
I just wanna give you a hug johhnyboy!
TheKibanaru 4 months ago
i'm so sorry johnny boy :(
NickiKawaii 4 months ago
Omq.. this was painful to listen to :(
I'm so sorry :\
KaylaTheMindFreak365 4 months ago
aww the pain is just writtin all over your face! must be tuff,
stay strong.
sportywolf 5 months ago
So I just cried my eyes out...o my god...like I think I just died...this is was so like emotionally for me...iloveyou and you're so strong (:
rniro10 5 months ago
You are very strong for being who you are, Johnny. It isn't easy, ever. I love you, and you are truely a great person and a pretty freakin halrious!!! Much love xoxoxo
MissAmandaSpeaks 5 months ago
U make a video I hate my mom then u say u love her Lol xD
Gageschamehorn 5 months ago
I have never seen you serious before. That must have really hurt when your father ignored you. I guess a lot of men can't stand to see their sons not being like them. But you're still here making us laugh and that is a good thing.
bsmack66 5 months ago
<3
jevligtsmutsigdocka 5 months ago
It takes alot to parade ones emotional sensitivities on you tube. Your remarks were sensitive and reflective when you speak of your father. Congradulations to your Mom 4 holding it together. Good luck to you in whaever you chose to do with your future.
NiniBunnyXp 5 months ago
Sorry to hear about the way your father was to you b4 he died. Mine was there for me only briefly. After a time, I didn't see him for years at a time. I know this is late coming but it really touches me when people speak about their fathers, negatively or positively. I could've been so much better off if he'd talked to me more and shared his heart. Why it's so hard for men to share their hearts with their own family much less others is and always will be a mystery
slimdudeDJC 5 months ago
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slimdudeDJC 5 months ago
I lost my dad to suicide when I was 11, he became addicted to drugs. You are so strong Johnnyboy, I love you.
sarahalyssaxo 6 months ago
Three years ago I lost my dad to suicide. I was 11 so I did have more time to get to know him but I know what your saying about everything happens for a reason. I am now starting to see things that are happening and opportunities I have gotten that I probably would not have if my dad was still alive. Even though I would give those things up to have him back I know that all I can do is make the most of what I have and never take things for granted. You are a wonderful person!
missallaboutmakeup 6 months ago
too bad for you and dont talk about jehovah witnesses you he/she
sweets3445 6 months ago
@sweets3445 you are such a mother fucking bitch. Gtfo you fucking dick Dx
AnimeGirl78689 5 months ago
are you an actor ( acress?)
rhiannonanwen 6 months ago
:'(
ThePattyAndFranShow 6 months ago
is this a joke??!!!' is this guy/girl trying to mock chris crocker?? i have no idea
Pocketss312 6 months ago
133 ppl r souless monsters
mrsblahblah92 6 months ago
shes hella funny i love her
hollydannecker1 6 months ago
im sorry to hear about my dad passed when i was 3 of a drug over dose he was shooting up heroin
dickersonsparta 6 months ago
Thats really sad johnnyboy. :(
MikeyKnowsIt 6 months ago
im soorry :( love u JohnnyBoy :)
GodRealm13 6 months ago
I labile you as a person
lovespike13 6 months ago
im really sorry about yourr loss
ashleyangel89 6 months ago
i love u girl
nickmonst3r 6 months ago
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you have a pig nose.
maniahmayhem 7 months ago
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Immortal680 7 months ago
I personaly can't tell you that I know what you mean because I have had my dad with me my whole life. When he dies I will miss him, but Johnnyboy I'm sorry for your family. For your dad dying
Mikkishayeshayeb 7 months ago
I lost my dad to suicide about 8 months ago. He did it in our own home. Sometimes I see him smiling at me and sitting with me. So I can relate to you. People say that God did it for a reason. What's the reason? Fuck people like that. I <3 you Johnnyboy,and never forget it.
kittykatt827 7 months ago
Johnny, there is a God and Heaven and God said in the Bible that He loves EVERYONE... -3 you girl
XxEmoAngel99xX 7 months ago
Omg these commets! O well love u johnny, I have all of ur songs on my iPods. I hope I get to meet u, cus Im from Philly too. -3
loismustdie03 7 months ago
@DJLunsford umm, why tha fuck would you say something like that? "digrace to humanity"?? your fucking stupid and lookie here bitch, no one gives a fuck if you have a mac pro, or any other abiotic thing. you need help. think before you speak your IQ level must be 0. because your rude, cruel and asinine!!! (in case your wondering asinine is a poilite way of saying your FUCKING STUPID!!! go choke on that bitch!
SuperTiffy1234 7 months ago
@SuperTiffy1234 Ikr this dude needs Jesus. My brother has a fuckin Mac book. Who ggives a fuck ?? But your definetly right, this dude is trying to argue with me to, smh people these days
dancingglitter1 6 months ago
Bustsomecaps I hope you get hit by a bus!!!!!! I can't believe anyone would say anything about one dead family member like that if you believe in he'll you certainly belong there!!!!!
RyanPatrickBowser 7 months ago
Bustsomecaps I hope you get hit by a bus!!!!!! I can't believe anyone would say anything about one dead family member like that if you believe in he'll you certainly belong there!!!!!
RyanPatrickBowser 7 months ago
y the fuck is there an advertisement on this shit??????? johnny boy is to fuckin fly for this shit!!!!!!!! fuckin morons!!!! luv u johnny boy!!!!!
ballard98 7 months ago
johnnyboy was so chubby he looks good now
D0RK91 7 months ago
ur a boy????????????
TheKhalijia 7 months ago
Just be who you want to be. After the death of my father two months ago I have realised that people and relationships are at the centre of all meaning and purpose- so do whatever makes you happy and enjoy your time on earth.
hedgehoghaz 7 months ago
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hed probably be glad he did kill himself seeing as how you are now i can perfectly understand.
bustsomecaps 8 months ago
@bustsomecaps If you don't like Johnny as he is, then piss off.
xglowingheartsx 7 months ago
@bustsomecaps Wow. You are such a piece of shit. Get the fuck outta of here. SUCH A PIECE OF SHIT.
LetsPlayJax2010 7 months ago
@bustsomecaps go to hell.
zinamazing 7 months ago 12
@bustsomecaps bustsomecaps in your face, bro :D
CravingSkies 5 months ago
@bustsomecaps ur an insensitive nasty excuse for a human being ppl lik u make me wanna vomit
Pinky3dgy 4 months ago
@bustsomecaps GO FUCK YOUSELF! i hope you whole family dies and i want you to stand there and say OH WELL IM GLAD. Imma bout ta bust a cap in YOUR ass if you EVER fucking talk like that you ASSHOLE! YOU SUCK DICK! People like you make me sick! Hope you commit suicide and you NEVER rest in fucking peace! HELL YES I SAID THAT fucking cunt
justliveyourlife3 2 months ago
@bustsomecaps You're a peice of shit,Get the fuck out How dare you say something so disrespectful! Get a life you homophobic cunt.
NicoleLynnDevi 1 week ago
@NicoleLynnDevi youre a dude also right? i cant tell :(
bustsomecaps 1 week ago
I love you johnnyboy, you are so strong and you give your strength to all of us
satanspetdoll 8 months ago
I love you johnnyboy ! But i Have something to say to you haters! Yeah you know who you are! You are making me so mad with your "Cheap i have a mac pro" well at least johnnyboy has has a life and lives it very well but to you people saying crap like that it just makes me want to vomit. If you had a life you would leave johnnyboys alone ALONE.. OK!
Duckie88245 8 months ago
My dad committed suicide when I was 3 or 4 years old... I know exactly what you're talking about. It's hard sometimes. I wish I had my dad back, but I know things would probably be harder than they are now. If he were here right now, I'd probably have a heart to heart moment with him, then spit in his face for such a douche he was to my mom, my sister, and I. My sister is a lot like him, and it worries me.
imbethyboo 8 months ago
My dad did the same thing 3 years ago): it still destroys me inside. love you, stay strong everyday<3 your an amazing person and so strong<3
TheBamb12345 8 months ago
@johnnyboyxo i know how u feel my dad comitted suicide and i still remember it to this day in this video u made me cry and i belive in u
stephanie11435 8 months ago
I love you johnny boy you made me tear up watching this. People are going to judge you and me or anyone way pass when we die. Keep your head up because people only judge things they don't understand. They will have there judgement day and all the hating there doing don't even matter because at the end of the day you have you and only you. They don't pay your bills or do shit for you but hate. When you get famous or start bring in big paper with your songs let that speak to them haters
bossyb1992 8 months ago
<3 <3 <3
TiDaLaDoRa 8 months ago
i'm so sorry. This must have taken a lot of courage to put up. I'm proud of you for doing this and don't listen to haters!
SimMovieNetwork 8 months ago
@DJLunsford you are the disgrace, leaving a comment like that when johnnyboy is putting his heart of his sleeve. He happens to have a big heart, unlike you, asshole.
youthadam 8 months ago
Johnnyboy I gotta ask you something. You look EXACTLY like Chris Crocker. Your voice sounds different because I'm sure you disguised it but I gotta know...are you Chris Crocker and using another persona on youtube?
violet46 8 months ago
You made your life everyone's business when you decided to make a blog you fucking disgrace to humanity! Buying you tampons?!?! YOU HAVE A DICK, BITCH!!!!
DJLunsford 9 months ago
@DJLunsford get into the program... if you don't like it just click the x button on your cheap ass computer morron!!! gtfo
kittycindykat95 8 months ago
@kittycindykat95 Cheap? Uhm I have a brand new Mac Pro. Lick my [real] dick. Don't get your weave in a twist, bitch.
DJLunsford 8 months ago
@DJLunsford yeah obviously you needed to put the brand of your computer to feel special huh? well you just missed the price c'mon impress me... oh wait I have one too
kittycindykat95 8 months ago
@DJLunsford um wuts ur problem don't hate on someone cuz they are different spread peace and love
XZYZero 8 months ago
Im so sorry ........ Thank you for opening up to everyone and im sorry about your childhood ! mine is getting slapped around and teated badly so yeah i get it .... also my aunt cut herself to deep and died....she was the only one who really cared about me.... im so sorry <3
camargue123456 9 months ago
i really do appreciate you opening up on youtube, its dificult to do what with all the critical people who hate on whoever they want.
you're story reminded me alot of when i was young, my father died when i was 3, he cracked his head open. like you said about your father, i don't remember much about my dad. i always hear my sister talking about times when he was alive and i just draw a blank. its hard without a father and even after 8 years i still havent gotten over it. <3 i'm here for you jb
uhhhhhpotato 9 months ago
Oh my god that is sooo sad and I'm so sorry! I had no idea :( I'm sure if he was still alive, he would have been accepting and proud of you :)
VikingChicken89 9 months ago
Johnny, this made me cry, my dad has kidney failure, and hes getting a kidney tomorrow after 7 years of waiting. I've been kicked out of the house a few times by him and had to live in shelters and couch surf at peoples house. The experience that I've had with my family has lead me to believe family isn't about blood relations, families about caring for one another, anyone who cares for or about you is your family
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bugboys98 9 months ago
My heart sank till it touched the bottom of the floor when i heard about ur dad commiting suicide im sorry remember johnny u still have people who care and love you just look at ur fans ur brothers , sister they love you .....i love you ;)
123CarlosOrtiz 9 months ago
I respect you so much more after i saw this.<3
EmoDinoLovee 9 months ago
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frankie23456789 9 months ago
@frankie23456789 bitch.
therealmaddie 9 months ago
@frankie23456789 idiot
KatielynTV 9 months ago
Looking back on your newer videos, stuff like this makes you stronger. Love you, JB(:
JakubnessJAR 9 months ago
Johnny, you should NOT be sad. Stuff happens for a reason
adorethisface 9 months ago
awww sweetie.. i lost my dad last December.. he was shot.. he was never really in my life until last summer and i always wish i could've spent more time with him and talked to him more.. i had to try not to cry when i watched this.. i love you Johnnyboy!! <333 you and Antoine Dodson are my idols!!! lol
itzxLIBB3Yxzti 10 months ago 2
johnny. ohmygosh. im so sorry. this really shows that there always is a story behind someone and, that no one ever ever ever deserves to be treated diffrently or bullied. you're so strong.<3
we love you.
hollylikesyourface12 10 months ago
even if ur dad commited suicide and took drugs, ur just perfect. u really are a true inspirational girl.... u have a strong will and just love being yourself. You're great. Continue being your pretty, sexy strong self. Cuz thts wat ur always going to be. Dont regret anything.
xxFuckinUpYoWorldxx 10 months ago
Johnny ur an amazing person my momtakes on both rolls in my life butt at least u have your mom to by u eye lahes,and tampons lol,love u johnny boy sorry for ur loss
emilyrosedoato 10 months ago
Well you're amazing and beautiful and sexy and funny. I wish I could meet you in real life I'm a huge fan. You're talented and my role model. -3 -3 love from San Francisco.
verypathetic 10 months ago
i take ma pain out on cutting i stop been months i havnt done tht nd i cry evry night jst too bring me old life back if u only knew ma pain nd how me bf forces me to be with him he made me emo he has also pull out a blade on me nd smash me on me locker nd others stuff but yet im strong nd still with him cz if i left him he kill me fam. nd freinds :(
I LOVE YOU!!!!! SO mUCH U So DAM FKN PREETy Nd CuTE !!
Nikky619rocks 10 months ago
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dude kinda sound like ur beggin for attention. i was in an abusive relationship for 2 years and i left also didnt even tell a soul. not even my best friend,. if u trully r just leave. the guys are usually cowards and wont do shit. luckily my x has a 2 inch scar under his eye frm me. bet he got his hahah
calo2045 10 months ago
@calo2045 thats mess up nd mean:( im not i was jst saying
Nikky619rocks 10 months ago
U talk funny
123beibergirl 11 months ago
Dont be afriad to cry - when we cry its not becuase were weak, its becuase we have been to strong for to long. <3
clover3835 11 months ago
my dad died of a tumor 4 years ago and ever since then ive been taking out all my anger on my mom, i think about what i put her through and i tell myself no more treating my own mother like that but when she makes me mad i cant help myself. i just know that if my dad were here things wouldnt be this way. im sorry for your loss johnny boy and i love u sooo much;')
fffffffffff31 11 months ago
Omg that is so sad u okay??? I feel sympathy for u... :'(
oOTurquioseZebraOo 11 months ago
Jhonny your not on your own babes...
I got adopted in 1990 to a adopted family.
My mum couldn't stand the sight of my cos i was a rape baby... her own husband Raped her... I was taken out of her care when i was born immedietly as my dad used to beat her upo and on one record it outlines how he tried to "Kick me" out of her whom... I know twisted right
Then moved onto a adoption family where 14 years of my life was being a punch bag! moved my self out, Went to foster familys now im stronger <3 u
TSJodieehart 11 months ago
My mom was always on drugs, and she left me and my dad when I was 2, I'm 13 now and she's back in my life, but it's hard because I hadn't seen her, and I had only seen her every once in a while, My dad has almost committed suicide, but he hasn't I only pray that life will be good for me and for all those who deserve it, Me, you, animals, homless, hungry, orphans, they all need help, every one does, keep making your videos Johnny Boy, you have fans that support and love you!<3
NekogirlSarah 11 months ago 3
I feel so sorry that about your dad and him not supporting you.
But like you said, he is your father, and you still love him.
And your homegirl sister, is always with you no matter what.
Same thing with your mommie. She accepts you no matter what.
And with your brother, he will fuck a bitch up if the mess with you.
You have so many fans, (i'm the first one), and they love you no matter what chice you make. <333
millionairesFREAK 11 months ago
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millionairesFREAK 11 months ago
I've been through the same:( my grandpa died 2 years ago and in one week ONE WEEK! my great grandpa died of age and my cousin who I loved so much commuted suicide:(
Camerooni96 11 months ago
Wow i really respect her.
shes been thru so much...:{
magikmusic1 11 months ago
I have so much respect for you and I wish you best!
shawtyfh123 1 year ago 4
He's really pretty.
Don't worry, it's gonna be better.
candybell357 1 year ago 16
@candybell357 she's*
Flurolamp 4 months ago
-Hug-
pokeyRAWR 1 year ago 3
I just found out my Dad died about four hours ago.
he was depressed and was in the hospital for suicidal thoughts.
for anybody who is gonna tell me that i probably made it up, i cant rweally proove it but its true, i was seeking help from anybody who can relate cuz i dont know anybody.
i feel your pain more then you can imagine.
i love you Daddy and i miss you. <3
i wish you were happy and i wish you were with me now. i love you dad, i love you so much and i will remeber forever and ever <3
BambieNYC 1 year ago 119
@BambieNYC I do..... my fav aunt in the whole world ......she cut herself to deep :/
camargue123456 9 months ago
I know this comment of mine is like three years later but I can't help but comment this video. I love you JonneyBoy, you're my favourite youtube chick. :) but seeing you really sad like that killed me. I'm so sorry for your loss with your Dad. I have issues with my Dad too...always have. But still I guess it's different since my Dad is alive. I haven't talked to him in three months.../:
But just know that I'm one of the many people here who love and care about you! Stay strong, always! xoxo!
ozzyrocksalways 1 year ago
awww johnny im so sorry honey i feel ya i lost 2 people dear to me i really know how it feels i love ya lots an im here for ya :) xoxo
JuggaletteHC 1 year ago
You are such an incredible person. I love how you said that what you've been through makes you stronger. You are truly , truly an amazing person.
xoxo.
Courtneyjen2010 1 year ago
my grandmother poored uhh holy water on me when i was sleepin ik cuz my freind vidtapped it o.o
blurpahhXX 1 year ago
Never look in to the sun because it can make you go crazzy.
heterogeneoushuman 1 year ago
i love how you said if there is a heaven I will surely see him there. so dont listen to all the people who pour/throw holy water at you because your different. and im sure when you get there he will be there. different is beautiful, and you show people that!
pandipolar 1 year ago
stay strong!
lululuvu 1 year ago
I lost my mother to cancer around the same age, and my dad abandoned my older brothers and I to drugs and alcohol. I'm glad to see how strong you are, and you really have become quite an inspiration for me. :) Stay strong. I live with my grandmother now and my life has flourished ever since, and I know yours will continue to do so. :) Always remember how beautiful you are, Johnny. And never give up on us, we love you!
LobsterBlumpkinInc 1 year ago
You are a great person. Sorry for your loss. I love that you always give so much thanks to your mom. You are lucky to have such a great mom. Keep strong..
jmarovich007 1 year ago
Sorry about your dad, mine was never around and then I found out he died last year, he died when I was 10 and I never knew
Trippinpatchouli 1 year ago
Love you JB! You are so strong. You deserve all the happiness in the world. -3
fruitloopsarecrap 1 year ago
johnnny!!! please make more videos like this it shows just how great of a person you are!!
sosupahigh 1 year ago
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omg i almost cried when you said tht but ya know wat we r here 4 ya chick:)
dhaysgc 1 year ago
omg i almost cried when you said tht but ya know wat we r here 4 ya chick
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xoxoLilMizzKimmyxoxo 1 year ago
i really appreciate how strong you are for all you have been through. I lost a friend to suicide over the summer and i kept on thinking to myself "how do people make it through this" but looking at your videos and seeing how you are after all you have been through makes me feel like there is hope. thanks for sharing this it really makes a difference for me.
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Fair play Johnny boy, seen a different side to you.
teamdebt 1 year ago
you talk like you got a tampon in your throat
glenmann62 1 year ago
:(
shastricrooks5 1 year ago
Thnx Johnny:3 You have a beautiful spirit<3
jesusluvsme12345 1 year ago
awww. :'( i love you johnnyboy!!!! stay strong <3
briky1993 1 year ago
u are awesome dont listen to haters, u are gorgeous and honestly before i found out u were a tranny i thought u were a like "real" girl if u know what i mean, but u are amazing and reaaaallly pretty!im soo sorry bout ur dad, and they do make u stronger i am very inspired by u and u dont care what ppl think i love that, thank you and i will continue to watch ur vids :D
123abccutiepie 1 year ago
You are pretty and amazing and to watch and feel what you said made me really sad x
iPhoneCrazy2010 1 year ago
Wow, this is Johnny Boy like I've never seen her. I'll always be here, ready to listen. Love ya'. And I pray for you to feel nothing other than joy.
ImmaBeBeast 1 year ago
I am sorry dear so sorry. I pray for your happiness and joy :D
ronstar1981 1 year ago
i love you omg that is soooooo sad and i feel so bad for you awwwwwwwwww my goodness your the best
sexycinz 1 year ago
you like a girl i would never think your a guy!
MonserratianGurlLani 1 year ago
you're actually one of the pretiest girls i have ever seen. you are really inspiring to me cuz im going through the my own sexual identity issues. Im really sorry for your loss, my dad died in afghanistan so i KINDA know what you're going through but i really thank you fr helping me, i am trying to build up the courage to com out to everyone and to tell i want a sex change.
guitarhero1560 1 year ago
wow i'm so sorry people bugged you about ur personail life.....and this video, talking bout that must have been hard to talk about.but yeah somethings in life are hard but they can make you stronger. i meen i've never excperinced something as diffuclt as that, i've had my share of life and i'm sure it wont be the end of it.but yeah i'm sorry people pressured you to talk about this.try to keep it good.dont let anyone get you down.
Arienna1993 1 year ago
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I dont feel sorry for a sick fagot ass wipe like you at all. Your dad is either turning in his grave at what a sick site his SON has become or wishing he never had a thing like you. I spit in the face of things like you and I hope you die. I hate gay people and I hope you all die. Get a fucking life you sick fagot. If I knew where your dads grave was I would piss on it right infront of you just to piss you off so I could see you in more pain. I hate your fucking guts you sad excuse of a human
Nemo2807 1 year ago
@Nemo2807 U bitch! YOU HAVE NO FELLINGS BITCH ASS!!
KamilszlapXD 1 year ago
@Nemo2807 Okay you can be rude but then you can be over the top an horrible.
that was uncalled for people like you should be in the grave then his father.
xtibbersx 1 year ago
@Nemo2807 SOMEONE'S GOING TO HELL! and i believe it's you.
briky1993 1 year ago
i feel bad for you. i have to say your issue is worse than mine (my parents are divorced my dad got remarried with two kids and i havent seen him in 5-6 years) and dont worry, dude we're all here for you
x
babeeshopiez123 1 year ago
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:) <3 u JB
lionfellforthelamb88 1 year ago
ur really hella pretty hun! <3 you biatch! Hehe :)
KiwiBear624 1 year ago
You have a really funny voice.
FiiLmTesa 1 year ago
--Honestly, your father treating you differently at such a young age, that wasn't your fault. It was his loss and the fact that he didn't get to see the johnnyboy that we all know and love is a damn shame. Your amazing and the fact that you're different only makes you more special.
SHAM280 1 year ago 2
that kinda what happened to my mom but she is still living.She did drugs when she was pregnant with me and she just got out of rehab i haven't seen here since i was a kid she has cancer I am supposed to get money but she never pays for it but my dads lawyer is looking so i can get my checks.Anyway sometimes i cant sleep because of her.But I love u johnnyboy!!!!
Daijalove1209 1 year ago
@Daijalove1209 aww im sorry, but trust me things always come through
god bless
x
sophie
babeeshopiez123 1 year ago
not to get into gruesome details, but what did you mean, the bubbles on his face?
adamlovesbmws 1 year ago
It's bad that you've gotta go thru extremes to be left alone. It's good that your bro does stand for you. Hell, that's what bros do for family anyway, right? Anyway, just be safe and take care 'o that beautiful face!! :D Sorry to hear about your dad and with that, thanks for sharing something so private with the tubers. Also, it's okay to let go and cry, even if it isn't about loss. We're humans and that's one of our losses and disappointments. Cheers to you always!!!
slimdudeDJC 1 year ago
@Nemo2807 life didn't come from a list of rules fuck head so people can have sex with whoever they want
watermelongs 1 year ago
@terenesha1997 its a video
watermelongs 1 year ago
aww sorry for your loss
CharlieAstrosaur 1 year ago
sorry for your loss sweety <3 but you have love from the cold Iceland
HyperChan101 1 year ago
O __O... Where is he going to put the tampons?
ThatGoesInMyPants 1 year ago
@ThatGoesInMyPants he has a vajayjay.
mechdrew97 1 year ago
I LOVE U
ABC123ABC2010 1 year ago 2
i love you and i am soo sorry about what happened thts awful i cried when i watched this u r so inspiring and seeing this side of you makes me love and support you even more! you are amazing! you have gone through so much but now look where you are a beautiful, stong, inspiring woman!
46JacobyGirl 1 year ago
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johnnyboy, you are you and we love you for being you!!
roger313111 1 year ago
I miss this side of you. I'm so glad you're living life and feeling well lately, and I think you should do advice/ reflection vlogs more <33
KiwiCollinTV 1 year ago
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i dont like ur stupid voice
bujoher1 1 year ago
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@bujoher1 shut your fucking mouth
8Dsara 1 year ago
im sorry Johnny Boy :( dont worry im always here for you(: and the same with alot of other people! dont worry,i know how you feel, my parents and i dont get along and theyre divorced.. havent seen my dad in 4 years i think but in a way its good because i dont have to deal with him saying i look like a guy and all that shit i got last time i saw him.. (lol)
fredluver12 1 year ago
girl i feel for you i mean your beautiful and you know it girl. i luv ya johhny
videogameboy210 1 year ago
Aww! I love you, Johnny! Girl you will always have me to support you. If anyone says anything I'll pull my shank out and cut a bitch. Fuck the haters. We all love you so much :3
xxSCENExxxGURLxx 1 year ago 2
Aaww.. Johnny.. I love this Side of YOu!!!!!
bblessed24 1 year ago
Awhh :/ I'm sorry for your loss..you're beautiful and stay strong. I'm glad you have family that support you :)
CKGrl1010 1 year ago
this video made me wanna cry..:[
ImatureEmo 1 year ago