Over on the Deviant Art website, I am constantly posting drawings, but from time to time, I can't sketch because I feel the exact same way. I couldn't agree with your comments on "emo" more. People always tell me "just draw from your depression" and then I feel even worse.
When those stretches of time arrive, I hope you stay strong and get cheered up PDQ.
hi guys, I just want to say that in a minority of people suffering from depression, that results from disorder of parathyroid glands. Plz let check your PTH level and serum Ca concentration.
Have you tried LSD or psilocybin? Just curious..if so..why not make a vid about the experience? -if not, hmm, well, maybe read "The Electric Kool-Aid Acid Test" by Tom Wolfe..much more of an eye-opener than "Prozac Nation" that's for sure..
Thanks for the vid Jessica. You rock. I too suffer from the big D. In my worst moments, I pretend I'm the Captain of a Starship spiralling down into a dark atmosphere, and we have 5 minutes to live; as I take my meds I close my eyes and pretend that a good-looking doctor (you know who I mean :}), is ripping down my sleeve and plunging his hypo into me!
Pathetic huh? Of course not! So you hang in there, and keep searching for those obscure Shatner clips that we all crave... Rem
Pathetic? I wouldn't say so. At least, it's not as pathetic as my fantasy of making wild, passionate love to the Enterprise's chief medical officer on one of the sickbay beds. ;)
this is exactly why i am so woefully retarded in regularly posting at my own blog. it is depression on top of depression to lose interest in the things that used to be so important.
nothing really great to add other than, "i feel ya."
Hey I like watching your videos Jessica, but you didn't need to explain why you might not make them too often. Anyway, I think you're a really cool person and you seem to like a lot of 'classic TV' that I like. Are you on myspace? If you are then PM me the address and I'll add you as a friend.
Thanks, Jack :) No, I'm not on Myspace. I kinda feel like getting a myspace account would be giving into The Man. ;) You can, however, find me at Xanga (screenname j2themarsh), or on my own, personal website JessicaMenn daht Com.
You don't have any good reason to hate yourself... Hate the world, hate people's perceptions of you maybe, but you're a whole, complete being with as much potential as anyone. There's just no reason to hate yourself.
Thank you, Blacksun. I hear you. And, rationally, I know I have no reason to dislike myself, but emotions aren't always rational and when the sadness hits me that's just the way I feel. I don't necessarily *believe* it, but I *feel* it--if that makes sense.
Well said, i really hope you're keeping your chin up. It's a tough thing to face, especially life long. I know the black dog well.
darkcowboyhero 5 months ago
Chin up. Just keep going and you'll be alright.
ortega24024 2 years ago
If I had known you were depressed. I would never have made fun of you in those other comments!
Please accept my sincere apologies!
peace :)
haansgruber 2 years ago
i find that taking prozac with a bottle of vodka whilst watching william shatners version of common people does the trick
brewt1mer 2 years ago
prozac doesn't work when combined with alcohol, lol
SRNF 2 years ago
Well, you just got a new subscriber ^^
smellyshoe01 3 years ago
Have you sought treatment? Just curious.
bearflag70 3 years ago
Yes, I'm seeking treatment. It's been helping, but I'm still not even close to 100%.
j2theperson 3 years ago
i know how you feel girl((
belail8 3 years ago
I get the "just disappear" thing.
I do the same thing from time to time.
VKage 3 years ago
Try regular exercise at least 5 times a week and gradually increase the difficulty of it.
Arianive 3 years ago
like allways a great video.....keep on going.....your the best
JeffLynne1988 3 years ago
Over on the Deviant Art website, I am constantly posting drawings, but from time to time, I can't sketch because I feel the exact same way. I couldn't agree with your comments on "emo" more. People always tell me "just draw from your depression" and then I feel even worse.
When those stretches of time arrive, I hope you stay strong and get cheered up PDQ.
Keep up the good fight. ^_^
Hyperkid37 3 years ago
hi guys, I just want to say that in a minority of people suffering from depression, that results from disorder of parathyroid glands. Plz let check your PTH level and serum Ca concentration.
hijodeargentina 4 years ago
Thirty odd subscribers? I resent being called odd! I'm not saying it isn't true, just that I don't like it. :)
Oops, sorry, I guess I didn't hear the hyphen.
BGenerous 4 years ago
Huzzah. I've been *waiting* for someone to make that comment! I'm glad you came through for me! :p
j2theperson 4 years ago
I was rather surprised myself that nobody had made it already! But it simply could not be left unsaid. :)
BGenerous 4 years ago
"Today I considered killing myself. But then I thought of Horatio Caine, and I found the strength to go on.
WAIT. I owe my life to David Caruso? I wanna die."
dogbert14 4 years ago
Have you tried LSD or psilocybin? Just curious..if so..why not make a vid about the experience? -if not, hmm, well, maybe read "The Electric Kool-Aid Acid Test" by Tom Wolfe..much more of an eye-opener than "Prozac Nation" that's for sure..
Geprodis 4 years ago
Thanks for the vid Jessica. You rock. I too suffer from the big D. In my worst moments, I pretend I'm the Captain of a Starship spiralling down into a dark atmosphere, and we have 5 minutes to live; as I take my meds I close my eyes and pretend that a good-looking doctor (you know who I mean :}), is ripping down my sleeve and plunging his hypo into me!
Pathetic huh? Of course not! So you hang in there, and keep searching for those obscure Shatner clips that we all crave... Rem
Remthefem 4 years ago
Pathetic? I wouldn't say so. At least, it's not as pathetic as my fantasy of making wild, passionate love to the Enterprise's chief medical officer on one of the sickbay beds. ;)
...you didn't hear me say that.
j2theperson 4 years ago
this is exactly why i am so woefully retarded in regularly posting at my own blog. it is depression on top of depression to lose interest in the things that used to be so important.
nothing really great to add other than, "i feel ya."
p.s. this is Rachel from PP.
curlyroller 4 years ago
You're right.
There is no God.
Only Shatner.
;) Anyway, I'm with you on the seasonal depression thing. Cold sucks:P
vengeance1701 4 years ago
And, of course, we *know* there's no God because we watched Star Trek V and saw Shatner kill Him. ;)
j2theperson 4 years ago
Hey I like watching your videos Jessica, but you didn't need to explain why you might not make them too often. Anyway, I think you're a really cool person and you seem to like a lot of 'classic TV' that I like. Are you on myspace? If you are then PM me the address and I'll add you as a friend.
JackTraven2525 4 years ago
Thanks, Jack :) No, I'm not on Myspace. I kinda feel like getting a myspace account would be giving into The Man. ;) You can, however, find me at Xanga (screenname j2themarsh), or on my own, personal website JessicaMenn daht Com.
j2theperson 4 years ago
You don't have any good reason to hate yourself... Hate the world, hate people's perceptions of you maybe, but you're a whole, complete being with as much potential as anyone. There's just no reason to hate yourself.
Blacksun1942 4 years ago
Thank you, Blacksun. I hear you. And, rationally, I know I have no reason to dislike myself, but emotions aren't always rational and when the sadness hits me that's just the way I feel. I don't necessarily *believe* it, but I *feel* it--if that makes sense.
j2theperson 4 years ago
Makes absolute sense....because I can completely relate. You're not alone. Keep the videos coming! :)
Blacksun1942 4 years ago
A lot of us are in the same boat...no worries
ncnikonguy 4 years ago