Living Damaged - Borderline Personality (pt. 1)

[AshTheMovieGeek]

I really relate to this.

Thanks for posting.

[karacigerkelebegi]

thats the third person i have ever seen who has bpd. and who looks like kristen stewart. i think its something like a gene

[minimonkey252]

you're gorgeous, by the way

[jannerww]

hiya bless u x

[AnthonyDelRay]

You're young and you're talking your way through this which is exactly what you need to be doing. Understanding helps heal it. Suppressing it makes it worse.

I was married to someone with BPD for nearly 16 years because my mother was a severe BPD as well as the other women in my family. So naturally at a young age I fell in love with a BPD woman. She fought her way through it too. We went through hell but she is getting much better by talking through it. So if you keep this up you will heal.

[prot8to]

My wife was exactly like you. Thank you for posting this. She has no control and I stood by her through hell. Know there are those of us that can care and love someone with this. My wife won't believe it and won't get help. She stalked and created a love affair with a man with a substance abuse problem. She's changed into another person. I would still love and help her, if she hadn't cut me out of her life in every way. None of you are alone. Getting help is a good start.

[WingoStoverman]

Was diagnosed with bpd 3 weeks ago at the age of 42. Been suffering for so long. It's good to know that I'm not the only one that is this way.

Thanks. All the best, Wingo

[hugotuga100]

I also have BPD and I can relate to you in everything you said. thanks for uploading videos that give me company when im feel like sxxx

[SoulGoth32]

i like your nose :) big kiss

[AubrieSykes]

I know exactly how you feel....

[KennyReddwooddforest]

Write it all down. Every single thought. Paint the feelings with colors on paper. This really brings things into perspective. It also helps to write a journal or book. I used to injure myself when I was in my 20s. I read so many books, studied psychology in schools and universities, trained as a therapist and did primal therapy which all helped me to love myself. Things got a whole lot better. I still have huge anger, but the anger can save your life. Anger is your friend. And you are good.

[sorenver]

Kristen Stewart?

[glamkitten24]

What you are describing sounds a lot like bipolar disorder.I wish you the best.

[eleanorbarron]

Thank you for making this video, what a brave and beautiful person you are. Your vulnerability is laid bare, and I admire you so much for that. I felt such sadness for the child you described yourself as being; I hope so much, that slowly, with good treatment and love, you'll feel better about things. Your video also gave me comfort that I'm not alone in feeling the way I do, which is similar to you in many ways; so thank you for that.

[laurag333]

I feel the same way. i'm sorry you were abused. I think you're beautiful and you helped me very much. yes there is a reason maybe, but that reason is for you to get better and talk about your experiences so I can feel less alone. So people with BPD can feel less alone. I really appreciate you.

[maskedmosher]

the bat mobile broke its wheel and the joker got away. remember lokie is the father of the wolves. to bad i cant tell you something constructive that will help you, but you got to know where heven and hell lie before you make a choice, its not a rightous path but i say fuck it, dawn the mask of lokie, why cut YOURself. when you can wreek a wraith

[teteak0]

You're very brave to post these videos, which reveal so much about yourself to the world. I can relate in a big way to what you say -- I cried part way through your video -- and I appreciate your honesty. Hang in there -- sending digital hugs your way!

[LucieMarieRudge]

i feel exactly the same way :/

[77fallenpiper77]

Hey Britt, this is where the mirror of you and I split! yes, there was violence in my home growing up, BUT.. I also feel I had a great childhood! I'm so sorry you don't have pleasurable memories to go back to. I'm blessed to have had great childhood memories! the only downside is that, I'm mourning the person I use to be before my horrific trauma! I feel I will never be that happy child or even normal again! I do miss the old me, but at least I know I use to smile. Your videos are helping me!

[BeingBorderline]

You nailed it completely... I'm pretty much exactly how you've described yourself when you go into your tailspins. And yeah, I can't believe how ignorant people can be... Damn...

[sassymatazzy]

watching this video is depressing... even for another person with bpd..

[MonacoBlast]

You seem like a really nice person compared to me. About a year ago I started to remember everything. I mean Everything. Oh what strange hell is this?

[theakins]

I have the exact same problem we should talk sometime, its good to have people who can help you who have been through the same things.

[MeAndMyBlackTable]

Hey, really great video! I started to feel bleh myself watching the first half.. I recognize so much of what you are talking about. I have days when i don't even know what i did a few hours earlier that same day.. it feels like my head is not recording.. If that makes any sense..can't wait to see part2

[lovethewiccan3fl]

@MeAndMyBlackTable Well if I can ever get part 2 up, I suggest not watching it, lol. It's pretty, depressing.

[laurag333]

@MeAndMyBlackTable omg!! im so glad someone else feels that way!!!! like "your head isn't recording your day" thats how i feel!!! i never remember anything like i automatically block everything out!!!!

[lovethewiccan3fl]

@ksiedzuniu Good Song :)

[lovethewiccan3fl]

@ChannellingusIII Don't assume, it irritates me. Yes my doctor diagnosed me.

[MonacoBlast]

@lovethewiccan3fl I assume that blah blah blah. And I assume that blah blah blah blah.

I want to be in pictures...I want to be in pain.