When recovery really sucks

[hollister599]

I watch this every day to keep me going thank you

[Cerval1974]

Thanks to the person who has showed this video with that personal version.

I´d like to belive in it... I´ll see more times to think in that is possible.

[caodoglover]

I´ve been in recovery for almost a year,and every day is a struggle,sometimes I just don´t go out for weeks because I´m scared that people will notice that I´ve gained weight....but you know what? EVERYTHING is worth it ,and everytime I feel like falling apart I just see this video ...It makes me feel better..THANKYOU

[funnygirlyouknow123]

i watch this like every day, thank u soo much for making this!

[JustMeDns]

i want you to know that it helps me so much watching this when i'm really in 'troubles',so thanks for posting it,really!:°

[waitingfortheone1000]

I listen to this every day! Thank you!

[sdclub100]

Great video...so encouraging!

[anon2672]

Awesome video, worst possibe choice of song

[GameDependable]

EMINEM?

[campdaffy]

I'm now in Recovery and it's still a struggle each day to stay on that path. Each & every day ED is always there trying to tempt me, but we have the choice weather to listen and follow or to take the High road and ignore the voice by CHOOSING to follow the recovery path. I'm a guy and never thought I"d recover from Anorexia but have this year and plan on sticking with it. Contact me if anyone needs support or a shoulder to cry on.

[fadingxink]

Well, hell . . .

I didn't even know there was a recovery side to the ED videos of youtube.

This is amazing . . .

[monkey10251987]

AMAZING!!! thonk you so much, I really needed this right now! Struggling to see recovery and fight through the ED thoughts to fight!! But now I know I can fight, I want to beat this!! Thankyou!

[makki4070]

i almost cry everytime i watch this. it reminds me all the pain my anorexia brought me, all the times i've felt this illness is so much stronger than me and that i'll never be free. it is so hard to recover but i gotta live, i really don't want t give up this time, i don't want to keep hurting myself. i've had enough

[monkey10251987]

@makki4070

I hear you and I am the same way, my anorexia has stolen so much from me but I have to fight. We are stronger and ED is only there to hurt us even though its hard for me to realize at times, but we deserve to be happy and live and not be in pain anymore. I play this song at all my meals just to get me through it bc it is so hard, but we keep on fighting! We can do it, Hang in there! You can always get in contact with me if you want to talk.

[makki4070]

@monkey10251987

thanks! it is really hard to eat a whole meal but we can beat this. you can contact me anytime too

[bluebearme12]

i was starting to give in to my anorexia once more,then your video came up and i said "you will not control me" and i went and i ate. there is hope. this video gave me hope and my boyfriend gives me hope. thank you.

[bluebearme12]

@elibeth121

thank you so much :)

[makki4070]

thanks! this vid is really helpful, def going to my motivation playlist

[xcspychik47]

love this. so encouraging

[tryintoholdon]

this is truly amazing video. I have been struggling with recovery for the past few weeks and was thinking it wasnt worth the fight. But this video seriously is making me want to get back on recovery! Thank you so much for this video it was beautiful!

[Ebina87]

omg so beautiful, I started to cry, I have been try recovery for a year, but some days I think Anorexia is the only way for me, but the truth is, but the only way anorexia is, death!

[Jondy09]

its been almost a year and a half since my discharge from IP but today recovery REALLY REALLY sucks :'(

[Jondy09]

f*ck it STILL sucks :'(

[Jondy09]

@Jondy09 ... not any better...still horrible, still fat...2 years, 2 months and 13 days since inpatient discharge and now i'm 20, in college and closer to suicide then I have been since december 23rd 2006 (my most recent attempt was december 24th 2006)...Going on a hunger strike until the second coming sounds like a great idea to me! Ugh, i HATE this, I have everything anyone could ever want, the simple truth is, I am too weak for this world, too brittle, defective... :(

[makki4070]

@Jondy09 you are not weak, you are sick and all those suicidal thoughts is your ED talking. i tried to kill myself too so i do understand how you feel. give yourself another chance, you can get back your life. if you need to talk i'm here

[Jondy09]

@makki4070 thanks, I'm on some new meds so less depressed but I'm still struggling with be ok with recovery

[EmoElmoLove789]

@Jondy09 Dont worry and dont give up!Im anorexic too!But im only 13.I weigh barley 100 and im like you im weak and I hate it I want to just end it all give up.Msg me if you wanna talk.

[Jondy09]

@EmoElmoLove789 Aw, hun, is there anyone you can talk to? I'm 20 now and I've had my ed since I was 11. Don't let yourself be tortured 7 years from now. And right back at you, message me...

[alexaXbX789]

I love how you care about others and your helping us all..thank you!

[ichooselife00]

Nice video, but I guess I just don't want it bad enough yet or something... :(

[Marmalady]

everyday is figh for me but i want to recover. i have a hope and power to do this. i know.

[ashleyransley]

THIS THIS THIS THIS THIS is the video I've been waiting for. This is it! Pro-recovery, illuminates the pain of an eating disorder and sheds light on the hope one has to recover. Thank you a thousand times over.

Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!

[Marmalady]

this gave me power.. i want to recover

[evelienvdham]

Thank you so much.

[Bulana00]

The songs you choose for your videos alone inspire me :)

[lovemybones88]

Very insperational, but I have been in recovery and relapse so many times. I am starting to loose all faith and hope.

[SissieBelle1]

I am in relapse right now and really struggling, am so glad I found this video. This was very enlightening and beautiful and the song is amazing with the video.

Is #28 Sophia Bush?

[Bulana00]

yea, it is.

[ayedaydreamer]

this is THE best video i've found and i really thank you for it . i''ve been trying and again and again i've fallen into the ED again... but i guess i'll have to keep trying, stronger..

[TrandomnesstwO]

Hey Im just randomly here.

[sequejepense]

Your videos are amazing ! Again, thank you. In less than 3 minutes you seem to be able to say everything I've been screaming in my head for 12 years. THANK YOU !

Annie C.

[Zuccheroepanna]

I can't do this, I'm not enough...Really...

[sequejepense]

Yes, you can ! Believe me hun, you can do it ! Don't let your disease fool you, though we all know it will try and try again. You can do this, you can live a normal life free from IT and your negative thoughts and obsessions ! YEs You Can

[BrighterStar89]

this is the best recovery video ive ever watched. im so glad that someone understands how i still feel. from ana to bulimia and yoyo dieting. im still struggling and cant even talk to anyone about how i feel cuz no one really understands. thanks so much. i actually cried while watching this.

[sequejepense]

Me too, I know what you mean ! Plus it seems different now, I'm 25, this is my first relapse as an adult. Alot has changed since my last hospitalization. People think I have all my sh*t together. My job is to help others, how does a professional ask for prof. help? People just don't understand !

[badassbandgeek]

thank you ...... so much for this vid and for all of the people out there with an ED we can do it one day at a time

[canyoudothecancanow]

Very inspiring to me. Thank you for posting!

[chocolatekiss608]

what an incredibly encouraging video, thank you

[Stepthatkeepsgoin]

i'm in the beginning of my recovery and tonight i felt like it was pointless and everything in me has been screaming to just go back, but ur vid gave me some hope! i'm going to watch this anytime i feel like giving up.

[GlamorGrl00001]

wuts the name of the song?

[xthinkthinx2011]

i watch it EVERYDAY. =]

Thank you!

[Sia118]

Another amazing video xxx

[oxofakexaxsmileoxo]

I love this vid!!

Stay strong and be safe,

*hug*

[elbie1230]

I love this video!!! Thanks so much for posting it. I wanted to watch a motivating video since I'm having a hard time right now and this is so helpful and inspirational. THANKS!

[teresitaaahhh]

thankyou. AGAIN.

[saraheley83]

this is amaaazing...really uplifting and positive...thanks for putting it up too...i lived in australia for 4 years and find this song really powerful as well - good choice....really works well together. thanks again for your inspiration for recovery!

[kdoy306]

i really love all your videos

[teresitaaahhh]

thank you. i'm adding it as a favorite. i'll watch it when i'm sad :)

[adenalilly]

i just wanted to say this is so encouraging i watch it all the time =)

[hipslikemonroe]

I hate your videos because they really get to me and i hate the reality that is shown. I watch them when i find the courage to expose myself. You are amazing and you have NO idea how much you help so many of us. I pray for you...... xx

[VeggieAny]

Thanks for this video... It makes me cry... It helps me to get through this day and to stay motivated on recovery... It gives the sunshine to my life today...

[buwTfrmPAIN]

absolutely amazing, thank you x o x o

[HorseRidinBbe11]

wow thank you SO much for posting this vid!

[cherylwilson136]

what is the actual name of the song

[Holding0n]

Lift by Shannon Noll

[deleonpower]

omg, so beautiful.

[secretstains]

Love the song! Love your videos! ALL of them! You rock!

[hope164]

thank you from the bottom of my heart, maybe i can beat this disease.

[OSnapski]

"of the two choices u have, only one of them has a future'

wow. im slipping back into a depression right now, and as i woke up this morning i thought about ways i could get away with relapse.

this video made me realize i am better.. YET AGAIN thank you for your videos..

you have to be one of my favorites here on youtube.