i did'nt have to take all that, i reduced my dose then came off it! no problem no other drugs, it was hard, but its all in your mind! you can do it guys. im 5 days clear of any painkillers and i feel great!!!!! on a night when i go to bed its a bit crappy problems getting to sleep and a bit anxoius but im ok! but really compared to what i was like on painkillers im great now! my back is still really painful but its ok better than oxcodone! good look everyone!
We've talked years ago bout opiates and the differences in attitude towards opiate addiction between Holland and the US. Remember? Anyway, you still can talk to me or even call me if U feel the need of course...me, am also still making it ...(sort of)...and you also still look good....
@Jofph Hoe gaat het met jou? Anyway,b I surely do remember! How have you been? Go ahead and send me a private message. Would be cool to catch up with you and see what's new in your life, and perhaps give you an update on myself. Also, about calling, my plan does not allow me to call outside the US. Though if I could I would certainly call. Anyway like I said, send me a message and let me know what's up, and I'll let you know what's going on with me. Glad to see you again!
@Jofph im sorry euphorial but every single time that i see you u r high, let me tell u more when u upload the the suboxone video u looked way more high , the suboxone dont make u high like that it withdrawls the opiods bad habits, i just hope that u get better and quit to the suboxone ,cuz it may be harder to quit it...W
@wiporaphell Wrong. For the first few weeks, Suboxone knocked me off my ass. They had me on 4 8/2 tablets a day. NOW it is blocking other opioids. You need to understand that. I am still taking it, only in Films. You don't know me anymore than what I posted here, so how would you know for sure exactly what I go through?
@euphorial i can tell u that understand and i care,i dont know in th US but here in puerto rico the dont prescribe the pill anymore they prescribing i dont know how to say it but u remenber acid?? its like a little sleve of paper and thats what they are giving adics , there is a lot of herion users here and the suboxone had help many of them, some of the are shooting up the subx. cuz when u shoot it the naloxone dont blocked the buprenorfine effects ,so bro believe me i know...W
You are such a fat loser. Nobody cares about your opiate use, why post this bullsht? Sersiouly, stop posting please man. Just keep all your thoughts to your self or just talk to your doctor. No one here cares. I really hope this help you.
@MsSoccerMommy You are a very unintelligent individual. Do you not see the views? Do you not see the caring comments? Obviously you are either blind or stupid. If you do not want to watch my videos, then go elsewhere. You are the loser for watching my videos if you hate them so much. Have a WONDERFUL day!
maaaan do i need to get off this shit...im on day 2 of being clean and boy do i tell you i miss those things man....i wasnt taking oxys but i was taking hydros in large doses...only once a day but anywhere from 6-10 tabs at a time..yeah i know thats fuckin bad....i'm gettin goosebumps...loose stomach....aching bones...no sleep...fuuuuuck!!!!...t
Stop commenting hate Comment's or Disliking his video because hes fat, seriously it doesn't matter weather or not his fat, he actually seem's pre cool.
Keep up the great attitude ... look at it like this ... your addiction in some odd way prepared you to help others ... you are keeping it real every recovery step of the way ... best to you, buddy
Hello, I have a question. My "friend" Wants me to take one Vicodin, he says it's not addictive, I've seen him on it. He seems relaxed and Whatever. He tells me I Won't get addicted and I Won't get Withdrawals, he looks fine. He can go days Without. I Want to ask, What if I try it once? Just once, plus, my braces hurt like a motherfucker, I can't chew, so What Will happen if I do it just once? I don't take any drugs at all right now.
@Gillzilla13 I am very sorry for the late reply. It's very hard to be able to promise yourself that it's just once. Does he seem to be able to do it just once? Even if it's just once, the point is you will want to do it again 'just once' more. The problem is this can spiral way out of control very fast. The only time I would EVER, personally use it again, is if I have to have it; such as a surgery or painful procedure. Hope this helps.
your going on about how your so sick and quitting everything, but your on more drugs than my grandma, and please for the sake of your friend please dont peirce her titty while your on so much dopee, you give rouge piercers a bad name, you should feel awful
@blisterpacman First of all, you have no business coming to my channel and telling me what to do. I am on the medications, but only those prescribed by licensed doctors. My primary care physician agrees with the psychiatrist and the other way around as well. I do not use them to abuse them in any way, so they are medications, not dope in my opinion. You should research the proper use of medication before you go mouthing off.
i kno exactly how yu feel...i wake up every morning hating life...especially w/ out percs...ive been hooked for three years...it's fuckn horrible..and ne one who thinks it's fun...like he said.."Quit now" cause it makes ur life horrible!!!! i'm tryin to get off em'...
Opiate meds are very hard to overcome once you are drawn into them. I went through the routine too..,lortab, vicodin, percocet, oxycodone. I had damaged tissue in my ureter (below my kidney) and cancer of my kidney. Long story short, I went from 120mg oxy/day to none within 4 days and the next month was HELL! But I have overcome it. Then I had surgery to fix my probs, so now I'm both opiate and pain free finally. Thank you so much for sharing the vids. You are so right on about so many things!
youre never gunna get clean.. what asshole doctor do you go to that gives you narcos,clonodine, xanax, and serequil u can die just from those 4 pills combined how the fuck do you even stay awake all day with that shit. your never gunna get off pills bro hate to tell u.. u should of just went on suboxone for a few weeks and taper off that and not substitute oxys for 5 more pills and then drink alcohol on top of it.. you are fucked. u have no knowledge of recovery at all you are a fat joke.u suck
@Relentt2008 I hate.. no wait, I LOVE to say this.. but I am not on any of those drugs anymore. Obviously you are not a doctor or a scientist. It all worked. So perhaps YOU have no knowledge of what works for some people and what works for others. :)
A complete failure. Look at you... you're taking SO many pills. You're fallen into the pharmaceutical trap.
And for that little comment at 2:37, YOU'RE STILL TAKING OPOIDS ASSHOLE.
You're not in any "shoes" right now.
Why don't you get into my shoes buddy... i did it cold fucking turkey. I celebrate 41 days clean today... i went through the hell of the detox without medications.
Now THAT'S something to celebrate and be happy. You're still on pills.
@mattman4020 Aww, do you want a cookie? How a person gets off of it does not matter. You come here with your holier than thou attitude "OHH I DID IT COLD TURKEY".. well congratu-fucking-lations. What does it mean? Nothing. If I quit, and you quit, we did the same thing. You do not deserve a trophy for doing it cold turkey. There is much more going on here than I disclosed. You don't know my history. So take it elsewhere, because I don't give one flying fuck. k? Thanks.
I took all my morning pills (36 & NO I don't mean all pain killers I have a lot of things wrong w/me, but yes I did take a pain killer but this is for "euphorial" anyway) w/you so I didn't have to alone, Thank you! i may replay in the afternoon & evening to when I take them too, I don't know, Take Care Sweetie!
So, as I was saying, how do you function on the 100mg seroquil during the day? I took a 50mg and threw the rest of the shit out.
And if you're withdrawing opiates, why are you on benzodiazepines? Xanax is dangerous too, my klonopin withdraw is severe, Took it starting at 16 years old for anxiety. Now I'm 18 and feel like shit. Panic attacks are hardcore. Just wondering.
@Fastspoolsupra Well, there's a lot more going on that I want to disclose. The Xanax was a problem getting off, but it was not as bad as I thought it would be. It's a matter of mind and will power. Klonopin is good because it's very mild and long acting. If your panic attacks are worse (I say this from experience), then try Valium. It's stronger, and lasts even longer. You'd think that'd make you more addicted, but it does the reverse. I need much less than I am prescribed.
I'm wondering, You're on xanax 2mg, and 100mg seroquil. So you're on opiates and benzos? Becareful if you're going to drink.
I don't see how people function on seroquil, I was perscribed 50 mg for night, along with 2 1mg of Klonopin. First night I took seroquil I woke up in the middle of the night to piss. Yeah I passed out in the bathroom and my parents had to help me back in the room.
@Fastspoolsupra It's not very easy to get used to Seroquel, it takes about a month to get used to the effects. It also depends on whether or not you have any psychosis. It's an anti-psychotic after all, and if you do not have any psychosis, it will knock you down ever quicker.
euphorial,I am addicted to oxy and benzo and I really just want to go to rehab but they take you straight off the oxy's and practically at the same time drop your benzo addiction down real fast.The reason I am not there is because I have a heart problem too..and scared shitless that it will kill me.I would really like to talk to you about this..
europhial, I totally agree when you said if your going to be little bastards thinking that you can get oxy..just wait until ya in my shoes.Anyway,If they can't watch this video and have enough common sense to realise not to do these drugs.. which are the worst by far in my experience to overcome..and I still haven't... then they are a waste of time even replying back to.Well,You are really putting everything you have into this.Good Luck..
i used to watch your videos like 6 months ago and made me decide to quit opiates and now im 5 months clean man..no suboxone or any bullshit like that..hope your doin good brother
my neighbor the otherday he had been on lortabs for a couple years from his pain management doctor. then he finally changed them to morphine 30mgs three times a day. well he called back complaining about the itching and what have. you. so the doctor without explaining to him how it works sent him a bottle of suboxone. when he got it in the mail he called me asking what the heck it was. and i explained to him that if he has anything in his system not to take it or he would be sicker than a dog.
Bro. I just started watchin your videos and i wanna say good luck with this suck addiction is hard i still tryin to recover from a coke addiction. and it sucks. but all i really wanna say in man good luck all the way.
dude you're a pathetic loser, no one cares about your gay little opiate problem, you think you're special because you're hooked on pain killers, so is everyone else in this fucking country. heres an idea how about you take like 7 oc-80's and go to sleep forever you dicknose motherfucker
@951Vandal 7 oc 80s? That would just start the day off. If you do not care for my videos, STOP WATCHING THEM! Now, there's an idea! I came here for help, not for people like you who are just miserable maggots. The world could really do without you. I'll pray for you, maybe you can find the right side of the bed.
I was taking between 150 & 200 mgs of Oxy per day for 2+ years. Took it for stomach/bowel disorder, NEVER to get "high"! Dose, of course is about triple prescribed, but dosage gradually got higher (duh!). I went cold turkey for 24hrs and then cut dose to 80mgs per day. I was crazy sick and aching for about 5 days but now after 2 1/2 weeks I'm sticking about 80mgs per day. I still ache/crave between doses but my body DID adjust pretty much. Another month I'm gonna cut again. Pray for me...
no offense but yea i mean he could be going through some trouble, but at least he has xanis and all those other drugs to come off of. he should think of some of the opiate users who dont get their drugs through doctors. I.e ME. wait till you are RAILING oxycontin 80mgs all day. 1 or 2 or 3 a day, and try to get through those withdrawals with no help. mad respect to this guy trying to stop. but you dont know anything about opiate withdrawal
@alessiorotondo Just because mine are prescribed does not make me different. I was ingesting over 2 grams of oxycodone a day. Maybe not shooting it up, but my God man, I do know. I know diarrhea, vomiting, shaking cold when it's hot out, muscles tensing beyond something I can handle, doctor shopping and begging, faking injuries to get more. If that's not hell-like withdrawal, I don't know what is.
I tried seroquel, I found it to be shit. Just knocks me on my ass. As for cymbalta, well, it didn't do shit for my depression, quit that after a few months with no results. But damn, am I gonna kill people from qutting oxy cold turkey?
Hey mate, I think you just have a really addictive personality, drugs, booze, food, I am the same, guess you need to keep going, keep your shit together until you find a safe addiction.
dude all those pills cant be good for you man, i feel bad for you, do you feel like drowzy or drugged up? or is it part of life for you now because you dont even notice the effects of the drugs now? let me know. peace.
Honestly for me coming off xanax was SO much worse than coming off cocaine or opiates. I dont know why but the withdrawals from xanax made me much more sick. I'm a fuckup just like you haha.
Very helpful and inspiring. But hey, regardless of your addiction problems your a wicked funny person lol. Idk what it is, your mannerisms maybe? idk. but yea, be a comedian or something. lol nice vid!
oh god, you are such a good person and as a cigarette smoker i do understand addiction. i wont pretend to understand what you're going through but i sincerely wish you every happiness and success with this. what i know is that opiates turn off the bodies endorphins so you may be feeling pain, fear and stress. it's very hard to see you suffer and i wish there was more i could do...please hang in there.
It's bigger because of the acetaminophen, I won't go into CWE cause you're trying to stop, and why or how did you get on opiates in the first place. All I have to say is watch out with the Alprazolam and seroquel, the (xanax) causes real bad withdraws and seroquel is now a black box medication, hope this helped you out, also how old are you? Young as shit to be put on all those meds..
I'm glad you are trying to quit, and also seeing for yourself that you need to quit. But you have drugs in your hands that are easily abusable, hydrocodone, alprazolam, clonidine potentiates too. I hope you're off all of those, xanax addiction is far worse than opiates. Good luck
aw hang in there boo! :) u seem like an awesome person, anything is possible always remember that. some people just have an addictive personality..it isnt that you are a fuck up. a lot of addiction has to do with uncovering the real reasons behind it. the depression and so on. we only get this one short life on this earth..you have to make it worth while. there is happiness outside of drugs. there r things n life that can make you feel better than any drug in the world. dont let yourself down.
Kev, Steve in Australia, you must be my twin with the meds and coming off, cept you seem more of a chracter,. Can you post more please. see ya Mate. Steve
It's entertaining you say this, because YOU viewed this video, right? Sheesh -- Take the video for it's informational use and go on with your life, LiquidzDNB... More people need to take the initiative euphorial has, as far as I'm concerned.
I love you too! I will make a new video with updates soon.. Just need to take care of some things in real life, and then I'll be able to concentrate on what to say/include in my update vid.
Glad to see you making progress.. I was up to taking ten of the yellow 10mgdones, then you raise up in the bathroom mirror at work with puke dripping of your chin... I took bc powder three times a day to help me kick the shit, but still slip up... It takes courage to do what youre doing good luck..
@drunktexter03 Dude, i'm addicted to oxycodone, hydrocodone(i get lortabs and norc's)
and the occasional dose of methadone. The point is i'm trying to tell you that i know my shit, and BC POWDER isn't gonna do a damn thing to help you get off the hydro 10/325's. I would suggest Suboxone for getting off of pain pills. DON'T TRY METHADONE FOR DETOX/GETTING CLEAN....AND DON'T BELIEVE THE HYPE, IT'S AS ADDICTIVE AS ANYTHING ELSE AND IT GETS YOU HIGH. Just trying to help, but maybe you already know.
You have to control your body and not let the opiatescontrol it, just tell that to yourself. Now you have to go down on dose- you can take one week with half dose and another with half dose of that until you are on zero. The last thing and most important, is to keep yourself from taking it again. You need to have a little chat with yourself about what is the most important things in your life. Remember all people and animals can be addicted to opiates.
Yeah, sleeping issues. After medication after medication, that was the only thing that worked, and the doctor allowed me to keep it. Now I sleep like a baby.
Nah. Me and myself were talking over the possibility of this and we decided I didn't have it! lol jk. Nah, it's for sleep and helping out with mood from coming off addictions and stuff :-P
I took 300 of those a month but in the form of Lortab for 10 years. Was prescribed after that
90, 40mg Oxies a month instead of the Vicodin. I weaned myself off the Oxies in 30 days with a little help only from 3, .5mg Klonopins a day. Oh did I mention I drank a quart of Scotch every day from 2001 to 2007? It's been almost a year opiate and alcohol free. No rehab, just support from my family MD and the Clonazepam. I have no yearnings for either. It's very doable dude,
I lit a cigarette because I'm a fucking cigarette smoker. I was not trying to act tough, the whole point of these videos is awareness and truth. People need to hear it, and if I have to share my personal experiences to get out a point, so be it. I don't care if anyone thinks I'm tough or not, this is just a fucking video site, and no one knows who I am. This is my outlet to freely speak, and I have taken the the liberty to do so.
@Laxhotshot0787 Your a jerk hotshot. It takes a hell of a lot of courage to do what this guy is doing. Your probebly not there yet. I hope not too! These video's are here to help others
just posted on other video and hope you are doing ok..You mentioned naloxone and I was a nurse working in a methadone clinic. (20 yrs ago) and to determine how addicted someone was we would give them naloxone. It puts the person into immediate withdrawal....this is the same drug that is given to overdose patients in the ER. Withdrawal wont kill ya, it makes you feel horrible..but other drugs are not so safe to withdraw from, like valium or barbs...Be well..keep us updated..
See, when drugs enter your brain, it pretty much programs your thinking to "Nothing is fun unless I feel these chemicals SURGING through my brain at a million miles per hour". It's fucked up really, but yes I did kick the habit using Suboxone. Suboxone, along with the willingness to work hard made me quit. Thanks for taking time to comment!
i praise you for your decision to get off the drugs. i am currently in recovery from a drug i will not disclose. I have been struggling with my recovery for 7 years. and its a tough road that i will live with for the rest of my life. thankfully i have God and my family giving me the strength to be myself again. THANK YOU FOR YOUR VIDEOS! God bless and be strong :)
Thanks a lot for the kind words, praise, and blessing. I wish the same upon you, and hope that you find a way to kick whatever it is you are battling!
dude during my withdrawals i would of died for a xanax bar and blunt full of weed im sorry but you had it easy as hell my ass didnt even have a vitamin
I didn't quit until I was equipped with what I thought I needed to do so. Some people don't have that privilege, but since I COULD, I couldn't find any reason to make it hard on myself. I wish you the best of luck!
whats up dude. i know what u are goin through. i been down that road. my addition got so bad i robed a pharmacy. . one thing i can tell ya is i gave my life to God an dude i am tellin u that he changed my life. i got into a program called Teen challenge. u should look it up. i will be prayin for ya dude. i know the strugle. give Christ a chance. dont listen to any of these people that nock u down for having a problem. Christ gave me a second chance an he will do it for u if u let him.
hey man, that is a lot of anti-anxiety medication. Its almost too much. I would say to cut down on that. those 2mg xannax fuck me up but i take them to sleep because i am an insomniac. Keep up the good fight with the opiates man, i really hate my addiction too. Fucking sucks when you dont have a prescription or anything. spending like 1,500 bucks a month on drugs.
@Goshdangit69 1500 bucks a month? i remember and wish i could go bak to those days. more like 1500 bucks a day now. good job everyone that quit. I need to very soon before i die. 2000 mg of oxy per day is not good.
Dude i feel ur fucken pain...i was addicted to that shit for 2 years and now im on methodone 4 years now(SAVED MY LIFE).Is there any meth clicnic where u r cuz it really does help way better then taking all those pills
I hate Methadone. Thats what I'm getting off of right now. I dont think anyone should start taking that if they dont have to, because it is very hard to get off of. That stuff sticks to your bones. And your not getting "Clean" all you are is feeding your opiate addiction. If someone has to use it. I wouldnt use it for more than 2 weeks. Your gonna have big trouble if you do. Trust me, because I'm in that boat right now.
a better way is taking all your pills, put theb in a bowl of water, smash them, put them on th fridge, and then let it melt, let the water vanish (i dont know the exact word) and then smash it again. now you are ready to throw it out of the window. It works....
buddy your a piece of shit, your basically addicted to heroin and your actually enjoyinmg it.. and the worst part ABOUT IT IS YOUR A FUCKING NERD THAT SITS IN THAT DIRT APPT
You are soooo much a liar. If you are going to lie about smoke in you eyes, you think I am going to believe you're making 6 figures, oh quit it. You may be able to bullshit many of the young kids on here but you aren't bullshitting me pal.
Though I have seen these before, I can't help but watch them. It is "a liar's human behavior" at its finest. "Oh this smoke is in my eyes - oh I didn't know it was taping." LOL - the first thing out of his mouth was a lie. He knew it was taping. If he would lie about something as small as that, just imagine what else he will lie about. Back to the rest of this epic video:-)
i feel you bro i was hooked on Oxy hydrocodone vicodin percocet you name it so i know how you feel and it kills you when you try and stop but cigs helped me alot and yesterday i got in a car wreck so now i am on Darvocet also called propoxyphene and they are like 650 MG so yea i now where you are coming from plus i smoke weed to lol, and just hang in there and hope you r doing great. Peace
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3.that person will ask u out or say they love u tomarrow.
4. heres the thing copy and paste to 2 other vids
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"I got smoke in my eye- shit it is recording"...lol...what a con. Dude, be honest, you KNEW it was recording, it's little things like that that tell me you are a bullshitter.
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Thanks a lot! I'm doing pretty good actually. After a while I got prescribed a medication call Suboxone, and it got me off the painkillers. I am just about to finish the Suboxone program, and be totally drug free (besides my anti-depressants). Thanks again, and I appreciate you watching!
You are so ignorant it makes my gag reflex extremely active. I was prescribed the medication by a doctor who did not warn me that the medication was addictive. Once I started it, it was too late. I had no prior knowledge of its addictive potential. Please do us all a favor and re-enroll yourself in the 1st grade. I think that's when they start working on grammar and spelling. =)
Your gag reflex? It seems you are an expert on the gag reflex, with that pretty tongue ring you have and all. I bet you have practiced to the point you could swallow the barrel of a Louisville Slugger champ.
Im smoking it right now and u should an hero stop feeling sorry for yourself nobody cares about ur advice and cigs are for momo's again nobody fucking cares!
Seems to me like a lot of people care actually. The number of supporters outweigh my haters by MANY. Also, I didn't invite you here, so don't come FIND *MY* video, and then tell me how displeased you are with it. You can totally fuck off.
They don't care dude....lol..I know I don't. It is just human nature to actually want to watch losers videotape their train wreck of a life. That is all. Nothing more- nothing less. Again, stop your grandiose type of thinking, you're not famous you're pitied....lol.
Dude....I am in the same boat as you but the doctors are killing me.......I am slowly weening off ..I was in a bad car accident in 2007 and started on Fentanyl 75mcg......I have been weening off slowly but am getting incredibly sick..im doing a 30 mg oxy a day plus 2 of the yellow norocs and its killing me ...any advice would be appreciated....thanks man
I am simply going to suggest Suboxone. It's a medication that diverts you away. A lot of people persecute this medication because it IS another opiate, but they don't understand how different it is. The fact that you are already addicted to one of the strongest, and taking hydrocodone twice a day qualifies you for Suboxone. If you want to learn more go to suboxone (dot) com or send me a message. I will be glad to explain it all in detail and help you find a doctor to ask questions about it.
I was on 10x10MG/325 day Oxycodone. STOP ASKING HELP from others brother... Let me tell you, it only takes 10 days and you are free of drugs. I dont know how else to tell you. Barricade yourself for 10 little days buy enough food (canned food, juice and veggy mix) and and IT WILL GET BETTER exponentially from day 5,6,7 and happiness you will feel it again. Every hearth beat, every time your blood rinses through your body you are getting better the body/brain in an amazing machine - good luck
big pharma wants u addicted on 1 medication or another, JUST STOP ALL THAT CRAP. learn on your own, don't ask doctors, they have a bias opinion on behalf of big pharma.
its the big pharma industry that distorted your first video, think about it. i might be paranoid but read the book.
btw, yes do a bowel cleanse, get all those toxic medication crap out of your system. change your diet and exercise, thats what worked for me.
WHAT THE EFF R U DOING? i got off oxycodone,oxyconton,durajesic patch(used for 1 year for back pain), all by cold turkeying it. worse 2 months of my life. QUIT ALL MEDICATION. STAY AWAY FROM DOCTORS.
do your self a favour and buy the book "NATURAL CURES THEY DON'T WANT YOU TO KNOW ABOUT, by kevin trudeau.
dey on-line dude friend. curious as to how you are doing here in april2009. i hope you are okay, etc. i watch your videso here and ther as, for me, they ar uniquely(spelling?), CALMING. the sharing is cool but the synchopation of your voice and the video content is just plain cool.
You want to know how he is doing? He found, some how some way to con a different doctor into getting his fix. Don't you guys see it? I just watched three of his videos and I can PROMISE you what he is doing today.
i totaly understand what you are going through dude, and i really respect what you are doing on you tube. and dont liston to the people who are leaving shitting comments about you cause they dont know whats its like to go through what your going through, iv been through the same thing and still going strong alomost a year now. keep up the treatment. i quitt cold turkey and it was the hardest thing i ever had to go through in my life and i dont wish this opon anyone. good luck dude.
I wasn't bragging about anything at all. I was showing you a day in my life. And the last time I checked, this was my channel, and the videos I release ARE about me. Thanks.
There is a big misconception about opiate addiction and rapid weight loss. Even with cocaine this is a misconception. They are getting skinny because they spent so much money on the drugs, that they either can't buy food, or are concentrating more on getting the drugs. For me, they were fast, easy, and free. But you should know I used to weigh 350lbs or more. Right now, as of date of comment, I'm 190. I've LOST weight since I quit.
i did'nt have to take all that, i reduced my dose then came off it! no problem no other drugs, it was hard, but its all in your mind! you can do it guys. im 5 days clear of any painkillers and i feel great!!!!! on a night when i go to bed its a bit crappy problems getting to sleep and a bit anxoius but im ok! but really compared to what i was like on painkillers im great now! my back is still really painful but its ok better than oxcodone! good look everyone!
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We've talked years ago bout opiates and the differences in attitude towards opiate addiction between Holland and the US. Remember? Anyway, you still can talk to me or even call me if U feel the need of course...me, am also still making it ...(sort of)...and you also still look good....
Jofph 3 months ago
@Jofph Hoe gaat het met jou? Anyway,b I surely do remember! How have you been? Go ahead and send me a private message. Would be cool to catch up with you and see what's new in your life, and perhaps give you an update on myself. Also, about calling, my plan does not allow me to call outside the US. Though if I could I would certainly call. Anyway like I said, send me a message and let me know what's up, and I'll let you know what's going on with me. Glad to see you again!
euphorial 3 months ago
@Jofph im sorry euphorial but every single time that i see you u r high, let me tell u more when u upload the the suboxone video u looked way more high , the suboxone dont make u high like that it withdrawls the opiods bad habits, i just hope that u get better and quit to the suboxone ,cuz it may be harder to quit it...W
wiporaphell 2 weeks ago
@wiporaphell Wrong. For the first few weeks, Suboxone knocked me off my ass. They had me on 4 8/2 tablets a day. NOW it is blocking other opioids. You need to understand that. I am still taking it, only in Films. You don't know me anymore than what I posted here, so how would you know for sure exactly what I go through?
euphorial 2 weeks ago
@euphorial i can tell u that understand and i care,i dont know in th US but here in puerto rico the dont prescribe the pill anymore they prescribing i dont know how to say it but u remenber acid?? its like a little sleve of paper and thats what they are giving adics , there is a lot of herion users here and the suboxone had help many of them, some of the are shooting up the subx. cuz when u shoot it the naloxone dont blocked the buprenorfine effects ,so bro believe me i know...W
wiporaphell 2 weeks ago
@therealjohnnyjohnson How many times have you withdrawled?
afghi420 5 months ago
You are such a fat loser. Nobody cares about your opiate use, why post this bullsht? Sersiouly, stop posting please man. Just keep all your thoughts to your self or just talk to your doctor. No one here cares. I really hope this help you.
MsSoccerMommy 7 months ago
@MsSoccerMommy You are a very unintelligent individual. Do you not see the views? Do you not see the caring comments? Obviously you are either blind or stupid. If you do not want to watch my videos, then go elsewhere. You are the loser for watching my videos if you hate them so much. Have a WONDERFUL day!
euphorial 7 months ago
@MsSoccerMommy you sound like a miserable hoe bag.. go suck a dick
Sudo209 7 months ago
PS youre Brave for putting your addiction on here to help others so stop being a coward by having comment approval lol
lilrdog 7 months ago
i know shit is hard but damn youre taking mad shit youre probably better off taperring
lilrdog 7 months ago
loose some wieght and light exercise will be better than all that crap.
Razorokc 7 months ago
maaaan do i need to get off this shit...im on day 2 of being clean and boy do i tell you i miss those things man....i wasnt taking oxys but i was taking hydros in large doses...only once a day but anywhere from 6-10 tabs at a time..yeah i know thats fuckin bad....i'm gettin goosebumps...loose stomach....aching bones...no sleep...fuuuuuck!!!!...t
resinmic 8 months ago
hey man you can make it! your fight is inspiring. remember the hardest part is staying off!
torey013 8 months ago
hey man justwondering how you are coping? let me know please
deanoz679 8 months ago
Stop commenting hate Comment's or Disliking his video because hes fat, seriously it doesn't matter weather or not his fat, he actually seem's pre cool.
Jlewi158 8 months ago
Keep up the great attitude ... look at it like this ... your addiction in some odd way prepared you to help others ... you are keeping it real every recovery step of the way ... best to you, buddy
MrAnthonyVance 10 months ago
You look good in this clip, like you have more color in your face.
OrthodoxDarwinist 11 months ago
Hello, I have a question. My "friend" Wants me to take one Vicodin, he says it's not addictive, I've seen him on it. He seems relaxed and Whatever. He tells me I Won't get addicted and I Won't get Withdrawals, he looks fine. He can go days Without. I Want to ask, What if I try it once? Just once, plus, my braces hurt like a motherfucker, I can't chew, so What Will happen if I do it just once? I don't take any drugs at all right now.
Gillzilla13 1 year ago
@Gillzilla13 I am very sorry for the late reply. It's very hard to be able to promise yourself that it's just once. Does he seem to be able to do it just once? Even if it's just once, the point is you will want to do it again 'just once' more. The problem is this can spiral way out of control very fast. The only time I would EVER, personally use it again, is if I have to have it; such as a surgery or painful procedure. Hope this helps.
euphorial 6 months ago
No problem against it bro, but you are homosexual right?
whoohaaXL 1 year ago
@whoohaaXL yeah
euphorial 6 months ago
Again, you're in my prayers my man!
TheSmallTownStoner 1 year ago
Smoke some chronic my dude.
Blazeddaze 1 year ago
your going on about how your so sick and quitting everything, but your on more drugs than my grandma, and please for the sake of your friend please dont peirce her titty while your on so much dopee, you give rouge piercers a bad name, you should feel awful
blisterpacman 1 year ago
@blisterpacman First of all, you have no business coming to my channel and telling me what to do. I am on the medications, but only those prescribed by licensed doctors. My primary care physician agrees with the psychiatrist and the other way around as well. I do not use them to abuse them in any way, so they are medications, not dope in my opinion. You should research the proper use of medication before you go mouthing off.
euphorial 6 months ago
haha "Ohh....iam gonna peirce one of my best friends titties tonight."
337camo 1 year ago
narcos are definately better than oxycodone. those xanax can make you mad sometimes watch yourself with that. good luck though dude
337camo 1 year ago
awsome fuckin tattoo :D
bigballz1825 1 year ago
i kno exactly how yu feel...i wake up every morning hating life...especially w/ out percs...ive been hooked for three years...it's fuckn horrible..and ne one who thinks it's fun...like he said.."Quit now" cause it makes ur life horrible!!!! i'm tryin to get off em'...
shotgunzablazen 1 year ago
Opiate meds are very hard to overcome once you are drawn into them. I went through the routine too..,lortab, vicodin, percocet, oxycodone. I had damaged tissue in my ureter (below my kidney) and cancer of my kidney. Long story short, I went from 120mg oxy/day to none within 4 days and the next month was HELL! But I have overcome it. Then I had surgery to fix my probs, so now I'm both opiate and pain free finally. Thank you so much for sharing the vids. You are so right on about so many things!
flagulfcoast 1 year ago
youre never gunna get clean.. what asshole doctor do you go to that gives you narcos,clonodine, xanax, and serequil u can die just from those 4 pills combined how the fuck do you even stay awake all day with that shit. your never gunna get off pills bro hate to tell u.. u should of just went on suboxone for a few weeks and taper off that and not substitute oxys for 5 more pills and then drink alcohol on top of it.. you are fucked. u have no knowledge of recovery at all you are a fat joke.u suck
Relentt2008 1 year ago
@Relentt2008 I hate.. no wait, I LOVE to say this.. but I am not on any of those drugs anymore. Obviously you are not a doctor or a scientist. It all worked. So perhaps YOU have no knowledge of what works for some people and what works for others. :)
euphorial 6 months ago
Hey man just get off all that crap and just have your M.D.'s put you on some medical fucking marijuana. Solve all your problems!
MrCigarilloFiend 1 year ago
you got this dogg dont let people fuc wit you
jhalink666 1 year ago
A complete failure. Look at you... you're taking SO many pills. You're fallen into the pharmaceutical trap.
And for that little comment at 2:37, YOU'RE STILL TAKING OPOIDS ASSHOLE.
You're not in any "shoes" right now.
Why don't you get into my shoes buddy... i did it cold fucking turkey. I celebrate 41 days clean today... i went through the hell of the detox without medications.
Now THAT'S something to celebrate and be happy. You're still on pills.
I WIN!!!
mattman4020 1 year ago
@mattman4020 Aww, do you want a cookie? How a person gets off of it does not matter. You come here with your holier than thou attitude "OHH I DID IT COLD TURKEY".. well congratu-fucking-lations. What does it mean? Nothing. If I quit, and you quit, we did the same thing. You do not deserve a trophy for doing it cold turkey. There is much more going on here than I disclosed. You don't know my history. So take it elsewhere, because I don't give one flying fuck. k? Thanks.
euphorial 6 months ago
I took all my morning pills (36 & NO I don't mean all pain killers I have a lot of things wrong w/me, but yes I did take a pain killer but this is for "euphorial" anyway) w/you so I didn't have to alone, Thank you! i may replay in the afternoon & evening to when I take them too, I don't know, Take Care Sweetie!
AJ5669 1 year ago
good work man!.. keep it up!.. im under the demon too :(..
crxnutta 1 year ago
keep it cool
good luck
zmeura87 1 year ago
keep up the fight bro.
IanOnChili 1 year ago
going through OC WD right now. you send out a positive vibe for me. thank you
hellothurr123 1 year ago
i luv how he has the ballz to make this vid and put it on youtube hope u cure yur addiction
PhsychoSk8erJake 1 year ago
@liquiszdnb its got a lot of views try to make a video and see how much views you get
PhsychoSk8erJake 1 year ago
So, as I was saying, how do you function on the 100mg seroquil during the day? I took a 50mg and threw the rest of the shit out.
And if you're withdrawing opiates, why are you on benzodiazepines? Xanax is dangerous too, my klonopin withdraw is severe, Took it starting at 16 years old for anxiety. Now I'm 18 and feel like shit. Panic attacks are hardcore. Just wondering.
Matt
Fastspoolsupra 1 year ago
@Fastspoolsupra Well, there's a lot more going on that I want to disclose. The Xanax was a problem getting off, but it was not as bad as I thought it would be. It's a matter of mind and will power. Klonopin is good because it's very mild and long acting. If your panic attacks are worse (I say this from experience), then try Valium. It's stronger, and lasts even longer. You'd think that'd make you more addicted, but it does the reverse. I need much less than I am prescribed.
euphorial 6 months ago
I'm wondering, You're on xanax 2mg, and 100mg seroquil. So you're on opiates and benzos? Becareful if you're going to drink.
I don't see how people function on seroquil, I was perscribed 50 mg for night, along with 2 1mg of Klonopin. First night I took seroquil I woke up in the middle of the night to piss. Yeah I passed out in the bathroom and my parents had to help me back in the room.
Fastspoolsupra 1 year ago
@Fastspoolsupra It's not very easy to get used to Seroquel, it takes about a month to get used to the effects. It also depends on whether or not you have any psychosis. It's an anti-psychotic after all, and if you do not have any psychosis, it will knock you down ever quicker.
euphorial 6 months ago
euphorial,I am addicted to oxy and benzo and I really just want to go to rehab but they take you straight off the oxy's and practically at the same time drop your benzo addiction down real fast.The reason I am not there is because I have a heart problem too..and scared shitless that it will kill me.I would really like to talk to you about this..
Pammie
GunsnAerosmith 2 years ago
europhial, I totally agree when you said if your going to be little bastards thinking that you can get oxy..just wait until ya in my shoes.Anyway,If they can't watch this video and have enough common sense to realise not to do these drugs.. which are the worst by far in my experience to overcome..and I still haven't... then they are a waste of time even replying back to.Well,You are really putting everything you have into this.Good Luck..
Pammie.
You are in my prayers
GunsnAerosmith 2 years ago
fuck. i quit heroin. but now im doing oxys
. its hard yo. i got some suboxan but i dont have alot. i dont know why im even posting this,
nategarcia 2 years ago
damn thats intense!!!!
i just got some percocet for my wisdom teeth surgery, curious about how it works i found your video. im scared to even take my prescription now!
ericthehurdler 2 years ago
i used to watch your videos like 6 months ago and made me decide to quit opiates and now im 5 months clean man..no suboxone or any bullshit like that..hope your doin good brother
RNOmusic 2 years ago
I finally got on suboxone. I didn't take very long. made an appointment, that day I got some. Now a week or so later I hate a pescrption.
suboxone and my awesome doctor saved my life
mikeyaaa 2 years ago
Damnit man... I can't even try to think about how hard that is for you... I tried quit smoking but I failed and I think that is kinda hard... s:
Well, good luck with the medication and all that!
CharliesName 2 years ago
Damn that's one crazy cocktail you were taking there! Xanax, seroquel, cymbalta and hydrocodone, that's crazy.
Letsmakeasamich 2 years ago
my neighbor the otherday he had been on lortabs for a couple years from his pain management doctor. then he finally changed them to morphine 30mgs three times a day. well he called back complaining about the itching and what have. you. so the doctor without explaining to him how it works sent him a bottle of suboxone. when he got it in the mail he called me asking what the heck it was. and i explained to him that if he has anything in his system not to take it or he would be sicker than a dog.
39tommyboy 2 years ago
Bro. I just started watchin your videos and i wanna say good luck with this suck addiction is hard i still tryin to recover from a coke addiction. and it sucks. but all i really wanna say in man good luck all the way.
one love
Nickj9391 2 years ago
I am starting suboxone next tuesday.
nov 24th.
wish me luck everybody
mikeyaaa 2 years ago
dude you're a pathetic loser, no one cares about your gay little opiate problem, you think you're special because you're hooked on pain killers, so is everyone else in this fucking country. heres an idea how about you take like 7 oc-80's and go to sleep forever you dicknose motherfucker
951Vandal 2 years ago
@951Vandal 7 oc 80s? That would just start the day off. If you do not care for my videos, STOP WATCHING THEM! Now, there's an idea! I came here for help, not for people like you who are just miserable maggots. The world could really do without you. I'll pray for you, maybe you can find the right side of the bed.
euphorial 6 months ago
I was taking between 150 & 200 mgs of Oxy per day for 2+ years. Took it for stomach/bowel disorder, NEVER to get "high"! Dose, of course is about triple prescribed, but dosage gradually got higher (duh!). I went cold turkey for 24hrs and then cut dose to 80mgs per day. I was crazy sick and aching for about 5 days but now after 2 1/2 weeks I'm sticking about 80mgs per day. I still ache/crave between doses but my body DID adjust pretty much. Another month I'm gonna cut again. Pray for me...
randy109 2 years ago
no offense but yea i mean he could be going through some trouble, but at least he has xanis and all those other drugs to come off of. he should think of some of the opiate users who dont get their drugs through doctors. I.e ME. wait till you are RAILING oxycontin 80mgs all day. 1 or 2 or 3 a day, and try to get through those withdrawals with no help. mad respect to this guy trying to stop. but you dont know anything about opiate withdrawal
alessiorotondo 2 years ago
@alessiorotondo Just because mine are prescribed does not make me different. I was ingesting over 2 grams of oxycodone a day. Maybe not shooting it up, but my God man, I do know. I know diarrhea, vomiting, shaking cold when it's hot out, muscles tensing beyond something I can handle, doctor shopping and begging, faking injuries to get more. If that's not hell-like withdrawal, I don't know what is.
euphorial 6 months ago
wow dude thats like DEATH Lol what all you just took man
jaso19 2 years ago
this is to make sure i don't murder anybody in the process :)
hahahahahahaha
i'm weak at this
glad to see you made progress ~
hayleeybaby 2 years ago
I tried seroquel, I found it to be shit. Just knocks me on my ass. As for cymbalta, well, it didn't do shit for my depression, quit that after a few months with no results. But damn, am I gonna kill people from qutting oxy cold turkey?
dymd3z 2 years ago
Xanax is supposedly harder to get off of then opiates so be careful with the benzo's
icywytesoljas 2 years ago
Hey mate, I think you just have a really addictive personality, drugs, booze, food, I am the same, guess you need to keep going, keep your shit together until you find a safe addiction.
stuprestonexperience 2 years ago
dude all those pills cant be good for you man, i feel bad for you, do you feel like drowzy or drugged up? or is it part of life for you now because you dont even notice the effects of the drugs now? let me know. peace.
barneycoles 2 years ago
Honestly for me coming off xanax was SO much worse than coming off cocaine or opiates. I dont know why but the withdrawals from xanax made me much more sick. I'm a fuckup just like you haha.
olshitass 2 years ago
Very helpful and inspiring. But hey, regardless of your addiction problems your a wicked funny person lol. Idk what it is, your mannerisms maybe? idk. but yea, be a comedian or something. lol nice vid!
thomasr43 2 years ago
oh god, you are such a good person and as a cigarette smoker i do understand addiction. i wont pretend to understand what you're going through but i sincerely wish you every happiness and success with this. what i know is that opiates turn off the bodies endorphins so you may be feeling pain, fear and stress. it's very hard to see you suffer and i wish there was more i could do...please hang in there.
Much Love, Lillian x
samara89kitten 2 years ago
Just stick to the herb!
mthightoker 2 years ago
yo , man your doing awsome , keep up the good work :D youll make it through it all , i struggled with trying to get off of smoking , it was harsh...
YutubeMusicUploader 2 years ago
If I dont smoke bud in the morning, im a trainwreck, i dont care what the doctors say about dependence, its as close to addiction as i can get
hotchman99 2 years ago
It's bigger because of the acetaminophen, I won't go into CWE cause you're trying to stop, and why or how did you get on opiates in the first place. All I have to say is watch out with the Alprazolam and seroquel, the (xanax) causes real bad withdraws and seroquel is now a black box medication, hope this helped you out, also how old are you? Young as shit to be put on all those meds..
B0DYR0T 2 years ago
Take Care Kevin!!! I wish you well dude
thegreatcanadiangoof 2 years ago
I'm glad you are trying to quit, and also seeing for yourself that you need to quit. But you have drugs in your hands that are easily abusable, hydrocodone, alprazolam, clonidine potentiates too. I hope you're off all of those, xanax addiction is far worse than opiates. Good luck
Whiterobot122 2 years ago
I don't think you were hyper, I think that's your normal energy that you can put to use.
mrmoneymaker05 2 years ago
aw hang in there boo! :) u seem like an awesome person, anything is possible always remember that. some people just have an addictive personality..it isnt that you are a fuck up. a lot of addiction has to do with uncovering the real reasons behind it. the depression and so on. we only get this one short life on this earth..you have to make it worth while. there is happiness outside of drugs. there r things n life that can make you feel better than any drug in the world. dont let yourself down.
jarito86 2 years ago 14
Thanks so much for the encouraging and kind comment! :)
euphorial 2 years ago
hey man.. keep up the good work and stay away from it. Im glad oyu got that kind of medication to keep you away from the more dangerous shit.
I respect you making this video and i hope more teens could see it and make the right decision.
xM67x 2 years ago
Kev, Steve in Australia, you must be my twin with the meds and coming off, cept you seem more of a chracter,. Can you post more please. see ya Mate. Steve
stevewahful 2 years ago
It's funny how all the videos with you in them barely have any views lol.
LiquidzDNB 2 years ago
It's funny how you're WRONG.
euphorial 2 years ago 12
@euphorial haha that is kinda funny how dnb is wrong haha
jhalink666 1 year ago
It's entertaining you say this, because YOU viewed this video, right? Sheesh -- Take the video for it's informational use and go on with your life, LiquidzDNB... More people need to take the initiative euphorial has, as far as I'm concerned.
terriberrysworld 2 years ago
i love you ..really i do i wish you would make a new video
Meganbrianna 2 years ago
I love you too! I will make a new video with updates soon.. Just need to take care of some things in real life, and then I'll be able to concentrate on what to say/include in my update vid.
euphorial 2 years ago 3
Glad to see you making progress.. I was up to taking ten of the yellow 10mgdones, then you raise up in the bathroom mirror at work with puke dripping of your chin... I took bc powder three times a day to help me kick the shit, but still slip up... It takes courage to do what youre doing good luck..
drunktexter03 2 years ago
@drunktexter03 Dude, i'm addicted to oxycodone, hydrocodone(i get lortabs and norc's)
and the occasional dose of methadone. The point is i'm trying to tell you that i know my shit, and BC POWDER isn't gonna do a damn thing to help you get off the hydro 10/325's. I would suggest Suboxone for getting off of pain pills. DON'T TRY METHADONE FOR DETOX/GETTING CLEAN....AND DON'T BELIEVE THE HYPE, IT'S AS ADDICTIVE AS ANYTHING ELSE AND IT GETS YOU HIGH. Just trying to help, but maybe you already know.
purpledrohaze777 2 years ago
You have to control your body and not let the opiatescontrol it, just tell that to yourself. Now you have to go down on dose- you can take one week with half dose and another with half dose of that until you are on zero. The last thing and most important, is to keep yourself from taking it again. You need to have a little chat with yourself about what is the most important things in your life. Remember all people and animals can be addicted to opiates.
globe255 2 years ago
Yeah, sleeping issues. After medication after medication, that was the only thing that worked, and the doctor allowed me to keep it. Now I sleep like a baby.
euphorial 2 years ago
so no schizophrenia then?
ak47523 2 years ago
Nah. Me and myself were talking over the possibility of this and we decided I didn't have it! lol jk. Nah, it's for sleep and helping out with mood from coming off addictions and stuff :-P
euphorial 2 years ago
I took 300 of those a month but in the form of Lortab for 10 years. Was prescribed after that
90, 40mg Oxies a month instead of the Vicodin. I weaned myself off the Oxies in 30 days with a little help only from 3, .5mg Klonopins a day. Oh did I mention I drank a quart of Scotch every day from 2001 to 2007? It's been almost a year opiate and alcohol free. No rehab, just support from my family MD and the Clonazepam. I have no yearnings for either. It's very doable dude,
TheCanesVenatici 2 years ago
5:16 haha
adamhuegel 2 years ago
how old are you man
reeyutra 2 years ago
24 now.
euphorial 2 years ago
Y do u feel the need to light up on camera and try and act tough! All i got from your video was that you are trying to look cool.
Laxhotshot0787 2 years ago
I lit a cigarette because I'm a fucking cigarette smoker. I was not trying to act tough, the whole point of these videos is awareness and truth. People need to hear it, and if I have to share my personal experiences to get out a point, so be it. I don't care if anyone thinks I'm tough or not, this is just a fucking video site, and no one knows who I am. This is my outlet to freely speak, and I have taken the the liberty to do so.
euphorial 2 years ago
@Laxhotshot0787 Your a jerk hotshot. It takes a hell of a lot of courage to do what this guy is doing. Your probebly not there yet. I hope not too! These video's are here to help others
queensflight1 1 year ago
just posted on other video and hope you are doing ok..You mentioned naloxone and I was a nurse working in a methadone clinic. (20 yrs ago) and to determine how addicted someone was we would give them naloxone. It puts the person into immediate withdrawal....this is the same drug that is given to overdose patients in the ER. Withdrawal wont kill ya, it makes you feel horrible..but other drugs are not so safe to withdraw from, like valium or barbs...Be well..keep us updated..
joannejessie 2 years ago
Thanks much for the comment and knowledge! I will try to keep as updated as possible. I really need to make new vids honestly.
euphorial 2 years ago
You got to just drop that shit cold turkey, find something you like to do.
cazpaintballing 2 years ago
See, when drugs enter your brain, it pretty much programs your thinking to "Nothing is fun unless I feel these chemicals SURGING through my brain at a million miles per hour". It's fucked up really, but yes I did kick the habit using Suboxone. Suboxone, along with the willingness to work hard made me quit. Thanks for taking time to comment!
euphorial 2 years ago
i praise you for your decision to get off the drugs. i am currently in recovery from a drug i will not disclose. I have been struggling with my recovery for 7 years. and its a tough road that i will live with for the rest of my life. thankfully i have God and my family giving me the strength to be myself again. THANK YOU FOR YOUR VIDEOS! God bless and be strong :)
amandajlepe 2 years ago
Thanks a lot for the kind words, praise, and blessing. I wish the same upon you, and hope that you find a way to kick whatever it is you are battling!
euphorial 2 years ago
dude during my withdrawals i would of died for a xanax bar and blunt full of weed im sorry but you had it easy as hell my ass didnt even have a vitamin
ilovmaryjane420 2 years ago
I didn't quit until I was equipped with what I thought I needed to do so. Some people don't have that privilege, but since I COULD, I couldn't find any reason to make it hard on myself. I wish you the best of luck!
euphorial 2 years ago
whats up dude. i know what u are goin through. i been down that road. my addition got so bad i robed a pharmacy. . one thing i can tell ya is i gave my life to God an dude i am tellin u that he changed my life. i got into a program called Teen challenge. u should look it up. i will be prayin for ya dude. i know the strugle. give Christ a chance. dont listen to any of these people that nock u down for having a problem. Christ gave me a second chance an he will do it for u if u let him.
skaterof86 2 years ago
Amen! Yes, I am doing very well now. Thanks so much for the support!
euphorial 2 years ago
so do you still smoke pot?
Eggroll42 2 years ago
Nope.
euphorial 2 years ago
dude that sucks :(
localbandss 2 years ago
hey man, that is a lot of anti-anxiety medication. Its almost too much. I would say to cut down on that. those 2mg xannax fuck me up but i take them to sleep because i am an insomniac. Keep up the good fight with the opiates man, i really hate my addiction too. Fucking sucks when you dont have a prescription or anything. spending like 1,500 bucks a month on drugs.
Goshdangit69 2 years ago 2
@Goshdangit69 1500 bucks a month? i remember and wish i could go bak to those days. more like 1500 bucks a day now. good job everyone that quit. I need to very soon before i die. 2000 mg of oxy per day is not good.
HeavyTrippin 1 year ago
Dude i feel ur fucken pain...i was addicted to that shit for 2 years and now im on methodone 4 years now(SAVED MY LIFE).Is there any meth clicnic where u r cuz it really does help way better then taking all those pills
rocgard 2 years ago
I hate Methadone. Thats what I'm getting off of right now. I dont think anyone should start taking that if they dont have to, because it is very hard to get off of. That stuff sticks to your bones. And your not getting "Clean" all you are is feeding your opiate addiction. If someone has to use it. I wouldnt use it for more than 2 weeks. Your gonna have big trouble if you do. Trust me, because I'm in that boat right now.
MrSaturdayNight7 2 years ago
a better way is taking all your pills, put theb in a bowl of water, smash them, put them on th fridge, and then let it melt, let the water vanish (i dont know the exact word) and then smash it again. now you are ready to throw it out of the window. It works....
I remind GREEK WEED IS THE BEST!
FoSbaKiaS 2 years ago
buddy your a piece of shit, your basically addicted to heroin and your actually enjoyinmg it.. and the worst part ABOUT IT IS YOUR A FUCKING NERD THAT SITS IN THAT DIRT APPT
iamwealthy01 2 years ago
your not helping you moron.
jonman45 2 years ago
You are soooo much a liar. If you are going to lie about smoke in you eyes, you think I am going to believe you're making 6 figures, oh quit it. You may be able to bullshit many of the young kids on here but you aren't bullshitting me pal.
breehound 2 years ago 5
Though I have seen these before, I can't help but watch them. It is "a liar's human behavior" at its finest. "Oh this smoke is in my eyes - oh I didn't know it was taping." LOL - the first thing out of his mouth was a lie. He knew it was taping. If he would lie about something as small as that, just imagine what else he will lie about. Back to the rest of this epic video:-)
breehound 2 years ago 2
i feel you bro i was hooked on Oxy hydrocodone vicodin percocet you name it so i know how you feel and it kills you when you try and stop but cigs helped me alot and yesterday i got in a car wreck so now i am on Darvocet also called propoxyphene and they are like 650 MG so yea i now where you are coming from plus i smoke weed to lol, and just hang in there and hope you r doing great. Peace
juggalokai2005 2 years ago
DO NOT READ!! This is so stupid... But i love my mom deeply... And i don't want to take any chances. Sorry. If you do not copy and paste this onto 10 videos your mom will die in 4 hours
DixieDuck89 2 years ago
take ur middle finger and put on ur nose.
2.say a name of someone u like.
3.that person will ask u out or say they love u tomarrow.
4. heres the thing copy and paste to 2 other vids
dnt read this(cuz it really wrks). u will gt kissd on the nearest frieday by the love of ur life. 2mara wll b the bst day of ur life hwever if you dnt post ths comment 2 at least 3 vids u will die withn 2 days
thatkidagain0 2 years ago
kill yourself you fag i hope you die
asherbm 2 years ago
"I got smoke in my eye- shit it is recording"...lol...what a con. Dude, be honest, you KNEW it was recording, it's little things like that that tell me you are a bullshitter.
breehound 2 years ago 2
So u went from 1 addiction 2 another ......
LoWeAsY18 2 years ago
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bubblegummx2 2 years ago
in 1820 a man named fredrick osloft one day he was working in his lab until a ghost came by and killed him the next morning fredrick was nowhere to be seen 100 years later two boys went in the lab as a dare the boys where never seen again where aparently murdered now that u have read this comment tonight when u go to sleep the two boys and fredrick will come and murder you but you can stop this by posting this comment on 5 other videos by midnigh
cheesenchocolatemilk 2 years ago
1.take ur middle finger and put on ur nose.
2.say a name of someone u like.
3.that person will ask u out or say they love u tomorrow.
4. heres the thing copy and paste to 2 other vids
youngj777 2 years ago
good luck dude
Hawkzie 2 years ago
Thanks a lot! I'm doing pretty good actually. After a while I got prescribed a medication call Suboxone, and it got me off the painkillers. I am just about to finish the Suboxone program, and be totally drug free (besides my anti-depressants). Thanks again, and I appreciate you watching!
euphorial 2 years ago
dude go fuck ureself u shouldnt have done it at all so its ur fault u dumb fuck drug attic!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wtfufagget 2 years ago
wtfufagget, your a jack ass.
Hawkzie 2 years ago
You are so ignorant it makes my gag reflex extremely active. I was prescribed the medication by a doctor who did not warn me that the medication was addictive. Once I started it, it was too late. I had no prior knowledge of its addictive potential. Please do us all a favor and re-enroll yourself in the 1st grade. I think that's when they start working on grammar and spelling. =)
euphorial 2 years ago
Your gag reflex? It seems you are an expert on the gag reflex, with that pretty tongue ring you have and all. I bet you have practiced to the point you could swallow the barrel of a Louisville Slugger champ.
breehound 2 years ago
Im smoking it right now and u should an hero stop feeling sorry for yourself nobody cares about ur advice and cigs are for momo's again nobody fucking cares!
nosleep714 2 years ago
Seems to me like a lot of people care actually. The number of supporters outweigh my haters by MANY. Also, I didn't invite you here, so don't come FIND *MY* video, and then tell me how displeased you are with it. You can totally fuck off.
euphorial 2 years ago
yeah you tell them off! your videos are inspiring. keep up your efforts. =)
myhomeboy 2 years ago
They don't care dude....lol..I know I don't. It is just human nature to actually want to watch losers videotape their train wreck of a life. That is all. Nothing more- nothing less. Again, stop your grandiose type of thinking, you're not famous you're pitied....lol.
breehound 2 years ago
Dude....I am in the same boat as you but the doctors are killing me.......I am slowly weening off ..I was in a bad car accident in 2007 and started on Fentanyl 75mcg......I have been weening off slowly but am getting incredibly sick..im doing a 30 mg oxy a day plus 2 of the yellow norocs and its killing me ...any advice would be appreciated....thanks man
Hoosier46637 2 years ago
I am simply going to suggest Suboxone. It's a medication that diverts you away. A lot of people persecute this medication because it IS another opiate, but they don't understand how different it is. The fact that you are already addicted to one of the strongest, and taking hydrocodone twice a day qualifies you for Suboxone. If you want to learn more go to suboxone (dot) com or send me a message. I will be glad to explain it all in detail and help you find a doctor to ask questions about it.
euphorial 2 years ago
im praying for you
jaykehawkins69 2 years ago
Thanks!
euphorial 2 years ago
I was on 10x10MG/325 day Oxycodone. STOP ASKING HELP from others brother... Let me tell you, it only takes 10 days and you are free of drugs. I dont know how else to tell you. Barricade yourself for 10 little days buy enough food (canned food, juice and veggy mix) and and IT WILL GET BETTER exponentially from day 5,6,7 and happiness you will feel it again. Every hearth beat, every time your blood rinses through your body you are getting better the body/brain in an amazing machine - good luck
habs66666 2 years ago 3
big pharma wants u addicted on 1 medication or another, JUST STOP ALL THAT CRAP. learn on your own, don't ask doctors, they have a bias opinion on behalf of big pharma.
its the big pharma industry that distorted your first video, think about it. i might be paranoid but read the book.
btw, yes do a bowel cleanse, get all those toxic medication crap out of your system. change your diet and exercise, thats what worked for me.
best of luck
apna1man 2 years ago
WHAT THE EFF R U DOING? i got off oxycodone,oxyconton,durajesic patch(used for 1 year for back pain), all by cold turkeying it. worse 2 months of my life. QUIT ALL MEDICATION. STAY AWAY FROM DOCTORS.
do your self a favour and buy the book "NATURAL CURES THEY DON'T WANT YOU TO KNOW ABOUT, by kevin trudeau.
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apna1man 2 years ago
How do you funtcion taking all those pills seraquil 100mg that would floor me 50 mg i slept for two days. good luck
GOBLUE007 2 years ago
dey on-line dude friend. curious as to how you are doing here in april2009. i hope you are okay, etc. i watch your videso here and ther as, for me, they ar uniquely(spelling?), CALMING. the sharing is cool but the synchopation of your voice and the video content is just plain cool.
chicken man
usaemxb5 2 years ago
You want to know how he is doing? He found, some how some way to con a different doctor into getting his fix. Don't you guys see it? I just watched three of his videos and I can PROMISE you what he is doing today.
breehound 2 years ago
I am so happy you are okay!!!! :D
dieinyourarms123 2 years ago
Seroquel kicks ass.
hazeanddealzmusic 2 years ago
he must have no friends if h does these videos
DoomNation1 2 years ago
wat a crapy house
DoomNation1 2 years ago
Bowel cleanse, man. I severely broke my leg, got hopelessly hooked on pills...
... I used Kratom and serious bowel cleansing and I'm cool now.
Good luck!
DarthKazi 2 years ago
i totaly understand what you are going through dude, and i really respect what you are doing on you tube. and dont liston to the people who are leaving shitting comments about you cause they dont know whats its like to go through what your going through, iv been through the same thing and still going strong alomost a year now. keep up the treatment. i quitt cold turkey and it was the hardest thing i ever had to go through in my life and i dont wish this opon anyone. good luck dude.
USSeal1945 2 years ago
Dude why are you bragging about that shit you do all you are doing is looking for attention grow up quit the shit an be a man
youngcj83 2 years ago
I wasn't bragging about anything at all. I was showing you a day in my life. And the last time I checked, this was my channel, and the videos I release ARE about me. Thanks.
euphorial 2 years ago
HOPE U GET BETTER!!!! I'LL PRAY 4 U!!!
dieinyourarms123 2 years ago 2
ditto im prayn to
kokoromon 2 years ago
If I took what he just did, I would be past out for 15 hours.
CaliGirlJes 2 years ago
yeah nice advice dumbass, what makes you think hes gonna get any sex with fucked up teeth? and skin actually it gives you bad ass skin rot
LemonMan91 2 years ago
Who are you responding to? lol
euphorial 2 years ago
I WANNA BE LIKE YOU! =D LOL!!!
LemonMan91 2 years ago
im not gunna lie, ive never seen a fat person addicted to opiates
predawnmd 2 years ago
There is a big misconception about opiate addiction and rapid weight loss. Even with cocaine this is a misconception. They are getting skinny because they spent so much money on the drugs, that they either can't buy food, or are concentrating more on getting the drugs. For me, they were fast, easy, and free. But you should know I used to weigh 350lbs or more. Right now, as of date of comment, I'm 190. I've LOST weight since I quit.
euphorial 2 years ago
is your name jacob? I know someone exactly like you
Mike41253 2 years ago
Nah I'm Kevin.
euphorial 2 years ago
lol damn dude your poping more pills now than after you where taking opium
souldagger14 2 years ago
Dudes! Not everyone reacts to perscription drugs the same way. This guy is on a lot of heavy medications.
Keep on truckin', man. If you don't want to be on these drugs, all the more power to ya' man & good luck.
im666k 2 years ago