Wow man i feel for you :) stick in there :) people getting assaulted for no reason is bullshit man its happened to me aswell and i still think about it all the time .
aww bendito, like the others have said, i know this was a long time ago, but idk if i was like 8 years older, lived in an apartment next to you, and saw those jackasses doing that, well, let's just say i would have raised my army of fierceness-icity and just let loose! lmao! just though i'd try to make something positive out of this *hugsss* ^-^
i know this happened a long time ago and i just wanted to tell you i have been following your videos and i think your an amazing genuine person and that in its self is amazing...
OMG! I cant belive you just called yourself "not great"!!! I thinki you felt so "weird" afterwards because you were probably in shock...
I gotta tell u- i know this was a while ago now but it absolutely broke my heart... I just wanted to give you a huge hug and tell you your not alone and not to feel lonely!!! I hope you havnt had anymore days/incidences like this... From the sounds of it they sound like just stupid young kids acting tough- not that it was a premeditated attack.
I know this was over a year ago, and I take solace that now Nic can be there by your side and comfort you. But as I watched this, all I wanted to do was reach through the computer and hug you. I'm so glad this is the past. What a brave guy you are. Love your Blog. You are better than tv. Love ya!
fuck, I'm so sorry. It's always upsetting when I think about how control and stability in life only exist as far as we believe them to... they're easy to take away. A bit harder to bring back, but they do come back and that's what matters
That is something that you shouldn't have to deal with.Don't feel weird about it because it was five against one and I hate that something as brutal has happened to you and by your place none the less.I wish I could've been there to hold you and say everything is going to be ok.
Chris, wow, I'm sorry to hear your story. I don't know what the laws are in NY, but in NV, pepper spray is legal. Get some, legal or not. It really works! I've used it. One shot of that and they are done...out of action, everytime. Security where I work uses it and I've never seen it not work no matter how drunk or high the person was. If you want me to mail you some, contact me. Sorry once again!
Hey Chris just came across this old video of yours (i subscribed at the start of the nick thing) and just thought it was amazing to see some true raw emotion on here. I also thinks its great to see how happy you are now with Nick. I just hope you stay happy and that you and Nick keep going strong. Your story inspires me so much, anyway keep happy
I know this was a long time ago... now... but your sharing your feelings with hundreds of strangers is a pretty brave thing to do. Well now we have all seen your future... and its pretty happy huh!! (((hUgS))) bruce
Though this video left me in tears, I am glad you vented. Sadly, I know how disorienting it can be at your first gay bash (mine was in the Castro no less). I am impressed at your strength and quality of character that you expressed all of this in a video post. Take strength from the love and support expressed here. You are truly a remarkable young man, and many people, me included, are here to support you.
Chris. I must admit that while sad, this is the best video I have ever whatched on YouTube. You are brutally honest and expresive of your emotions its amazing. If only my ex had been like you. I am hooked. God Bless.
Wow. I stumbled across your videos randomly and watched all of your lemonade cleanse videos one right after another. Then I found this one. What a change after all those ultrahappy diet/cleanse videos. Like everyone else, I just wish I could have been with you to give you a hug. Nobody deserves for something like that to happen, especially not you. Take care. X
So, I know that incident happened some time ago now, but I still want to comment on it. A very very similar situation happened to me (actually twice). Rock on for your statement about it not defining you. you're absolutely right about that! u are more strong than you know. u have ppl online who look foward to your videos--that's big!
Hey. Came across pedro's blog a long time ago and, consequently, yours too. But this is the first time I am leaving a comment. Kinda weird. Anyway, I admire you for being so open and honest! Keep your head up. Better times are coming. Hugs
Awwe. I almost cried. Then I realized... I'd just be crying with someone who's not really here. It's only worth it when you cry with someone who's with you so. I just would really like to... Hug you right now.
i am so very sorry to see you hurting. i wish you peace and calm in the middle of your sadness. all will be well, and all will be well--and all manner of things will be well.
this makes me so sad, I don't even know what to write.
Just know u r not alone and that even though we've never met face2face, I still feel what u r feeling.
Hang in there, tomorrow will be better.
OH and PS: I went to see grey garden's by myself (like at the last minute) and enjoyed it, I talked to this old woman beside me the whole time... u r really not alone, if anything ppl at the theatre are wanting to talk!
You did the right thing. I applaud you for putting yourself out there. You seem like no one cares...but people DO care. Hell, I don't even know you and I care. I feel so bad, and I don't even know why.
I'm glad though, that this happened in the course of one day and not spread out through a week, making it a horrible week. Chris, don't stop what you're doing. I loved your last saying about defining who you are. It was beautiful. Stay strong!
Wow man i feel for you :) stick in there :) people getting assaulted for no reason is bullshit man its happened to me aswell and i still think about it all the time .
jamiegee123 8 months ago
aww bendito, like the others have said, i know this was a long time ago, but idk if i was like 8 years older, lived in an apartment next to you, and saw those jackasses doing that, well, let's just say i would have raised my army of fierceness-icity and just let loose! lmao! just though i'd try to make something positive out of this *hugsss* ^-^
rikanfellow 2 years ago
LOL
Tyzooo 2 years ago
I'm Sorry ... , You are cute , Exelent Man ..
DjDuilioPV 2 years ago
i know this happened a long time ago and i just wanted to tell you i have been following your videos and i think your an amazing genuine person and that in its self is amazing...
shelby19nicole 2 years ago
OMG! I cant belive you just called yourself "not great"!!! I thinki you felt so "weird" afterwards because you were probably in shock...
I gotta tell u- i know this was a while ago now but it absolutely broke my heart... I just wanted to give you a huge hug and tell you your not alone and not to feel lonely!!! I hope you havnt had anymore days/incidences like this... From the sounds of it they sound like just stupid young kids acting tough- not that it was a premeditated attack.
dueaug132007 3 years ago
I know this was over a year ago, and I take solace that now Nic can be there by your side and comfort you. But as I watched this, all I wanted to do was reach through the computer and hug you. I'm so glad this is the past. What a brave guy you are. Love your Blog. You are better than tv. Love ya!
ThatGuyFromUTube 3 years ago
fuck, I'm so sorry. It's always upsetting when I think about how control and stability in life only exist as far as we believe them to... they're easy to take away. A bit harder to bring back, but they do come back and that's what matters
kaysea81 3 years ago
a good cry will actually help n tomorrow is a brand new day... Be Strong.. :)
gusbong85 3 years ago
This video is exactly the reason why YouTube is revolutionary.
CircleInTheFire 3 years ago 3
That is something that you shouldn't have to deal with.Don't feel weird about it because it was five against one and I hate that something as brutal has happened to you and by your place none the less.I wish I could've been there to hold you and say everything is going to be ok.
jsnaughtywife 4 years ago
oh my papa ....
your to cute, dis video made me cry! ur NVER alone!! remember dat ... hugs ...
btw . i love all ur videos ,, =) thanks for makin my day..
dl85345 4 years ago
Aww. Now I almost started crying...
BloodyHMartini 4 years ago
Chris, wow, I'm sorry to hear your story. I don't know what the laws are in NY, but in NV, pepper spray is legal. Get some, legal or not. It really works! I've used it. One shot of that and they are done...out of action, everytime. Security where I work uses it and I've never seen it not work no matter how drunk or high the person was. If you want me to mail you some, contact me. Sorry once again!
pvampire 4 years ago
Hey Chris just came across this old video of yours (i subscribed at the start of the nick thing) and just thought it was amazing to see some true raw emotion on here. I also thinks its great to see how happy you are now with Nick. I just hope you stay happy and that you and Nick keep going strong. Your story inspires me so much, anyway keep happy
edwardkimuk 4 years ago
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there are to many sensitive people looking at the mothafucker. gay boy needs to learn how to fight. shit, maybe he just needs some pussy!
barloue 4 years ago
Oh and you're a real man right!
truth2748 4 years ago 2
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ahahaaha ur gaaayyy buddi dasss whyy!!! bracken wuz da mo'fucka dat gotcha! ur ugly and gay thats why u have always had short luck in life
mrbracken 4 years ago
tht was soo intence! and also a ncie video! u should start acting lol..
about the stupids thugs! dont let them get 2 u dude! tc
qazofar 4 years ago
I hate random violent shit like this. bastards. hugs and smoochies!
taylorcb77 4 years ago
I know this was a long time ago... now... but your sharing your feelings with hundreds of strangers is a pretty brave thing to do. Well now we have all seen your future... and its pretty happy huh!! (((hUgS))) bruce
jusguyz 4 years ago
I stumbled upon your channel and now I am hooked.
Though this video left me in tears, I am glad you vented. Sadly, I know how disorienting it can be at your first gay bash (mine was in the Castro no less). I am impressed at your strength and quality of character that you expressed all of this in a video post. Take strength from the love and support expressed here. You are truly a remarkable young man, and many people, me included, are here to support you.
Nothin' but love.
whardcastle 4 years ago
Chris. I must admit that while sad, this is the best video I have ever whatched on YouTube. You are brutally honest and expresive of your emotions its amazing. If only my ex had been like you. I am hooked. God Bless.
Blueaveo3568 4 years ago
Wow. I stumbled across your videos randomly and watched all of your lemonade cleanse videos one right after another. Then I found this one. What a change after all those ultrahappy diet/cleanse videos. Like everyone else, I just wish I could have been with you to give you a hug. Nobody deserves for something like that to happen, especially not you. Take care. X
nickasarbata 4 years ago 6
So, I know that incident happened some time ago now, but I still want to comment on it. A very very similar situation happened to me (actually twice). Rock on for your statement about it not defining you. you're absolutely right about that! u are more strong than you know. u have ppl online who look foward to your videos--that's big!
madi3528 4 years ago
Hey. Came across pedro's blog a long time ago and, consequently, yours too. But this is the first time I am leaving a comment. Kinda weird. Anyway, I admire you for being so open and honest! Keep your head up. Better times are coming. Hugs
MisterMillerEXP 4 years ago
Thanks for sharing this with us, It is very brave of you to be so real and honest with us.
rosenbe 4 years ago
Awwe. I almost cried. Then I realized... I'd just be crying with someone who's not really here. It's only worth it when you cry with someone who's with you so. I just would really like to... Hug you right now.
mika22 4 years ago
hope that you are feeling better. I know how it feels to have bad days. those guys were idiots!!
scgurl125 4 years ago
O yeah the ending made me cry :')
smexisix 4 years ago
All i want to do right now is hug you!
**hugs** I hope it feels real ... i totally wish you love and life =)
xxxxxxxxxxxx
emilioryan 4 years ago
i am so very sorry to see you hurting. i wish you peace and calm in the middle of your sadness. all will be well, and all will be well--and all manner of things will be well.
planetbaldy 4 years ago
aw.
this makes me sad.
tomrow hopefully youll wake up and feel a lot better.
im here for yooh.
irocknikeskrew 4 years ago
this makes me so sad, I don't even know what to write.
Just know u r not alone and that even though we've never met face2face, I still feel what u r feeling.
Hang in there, tomorrow will be better.
OH and PS: I went to see grey garden's by myself (like at the last minute) and enjoyed it, I talked to this old woman beside me the whole time... u r really not alone, if anything ppl at the theatre are wanting to talk!
payette 4 years ago
You did the right thing. I applaud you for putting yourself out there. You seem like no one cares...but people DO care. Hell, I don't even know you and I care. I feel so bad, and I don't even know why.
I'm glad though, that this happened in the course of one day and not spread out through a week, making it a horrible week. Chris, don't stop what you're doing. I loved your last saying about defining who you are. It was beautiful. Stay strong!
keatyjoe 4 years ago