If some people brought you back from the eternal pleasure of death and you killed them, wouldn't you be doing them a favor rather than punishing them? I enjoyed this vlog a lot... I find death quite fascinating.
@fehquig good point! Ha! I too am fascinated by death and everything that goes with preparation and burial and even more fascinated with the afterlife... to a point of it probably being unhealthy. :P
Okay then, I will finish that was not all: it was about 10:pm we were sitting here I was beading of course and Hawkeye was watching the tube. In came my grandkid
and my daughter-in-law crying their eyes out, their Mom had run over their little dog. It just about killed me to see them in such pain. This was a couple of weeks ago. I have a 10 year old Jack Russell named Steven, he is my youngest son. Sleeps with us goes with us everywhere when it's possible too hot now. Poor Guy. luv ya
@debthebeader Oh that's a pity, why does crap like that have to happen? It's crazy how much it hurts when we lose our critter-kids! All I have to do is think about some of mine from the past and how they died and the pain is right back in my heart, as fresh as the day it happened. :(
Okay then, I will finish that was not all: it was about 10:pm we were sitting here I was beading of course and Hawkeye was watching the tube. In came my grandkid
and my daughter-in-law crying their eyes out, their Mom had run over their little dog. It just about killed me to see them in such pain. This was a couple of weeks ago. I have a 10 year old Jack Russell named Steven, he is my youngest son. Sleeps with us goes with us everywhere when it's possible too hot now. Poor Guy. luv ya.
Omg I'm so sorry for going on like that. I guess I needed to get it out and you opened it up. John ( Hawkeye) holds me and lets me cry. He's a good man. I swear this was not mine is better than yours...when I read that it sounds like a downer instead of trying to lift you up. I believe our loved ones are still around to comfort us.
@debthebeader I like that you shared that personal loss with me, I feel for you honey! My friend Ron also lost 2 people and a neighbor's dog got hit so he;s bummin too and last night I saw that a friend's brother had died. What the heck is going on with all the deaths this week?! {{{giant hugs}}}
Hi Tushy, so sorry for your loss. We have also had a loss this week. Our friend Tony whom was a fantastic drummer and rode motorcycles with us died at the age of 45. We were blown away...just gone. Then we lost two people that were like parents to us. Bernice died then two months later Lou went. This one was a blessing, they were both suffering. We miss them. I always cry and cry and cry as well. Both my parents are gone, my sister. Lately I have been thinking about them so much.
Hi Alyssa, sorry to hear about your recent loss. I always find death such a difficult thing to process in my mind...it's so abstract and intangible. I really struggled when the dog who I grew up with passed away when I was 17. It's such a shame that pets can't live longer. The one thing that cheers me up with this stuff is reading Woody Allen quotes on death, sometimes humour makes it easier to cope. :)
@nunacom Woody is such a modern day philosopher, I'll have to see if I still have a book of his quotes or maybe just Goog it.
I grew up with a cat named Charlie and for years after his death he would hop up on my bed and walk towards me then just stop, never saw him, just felt it. He was a heavy boy and even in the spirit he made a pretty good thud when he landed. Found out years later from my Mom the he'd do the same to her at night. Still miss that boy.
A LOT of people that I know through YT and in my day-to-day life, are either making a significant change in their lives (dieting, exercise, therapy...) or having a close friend/family member dying or some kind of tragedy. I started a diet a couple of days ago myself, and then I popped my knee out of joint. A cousin of mine died maybe a month ago while being intoxicated... I was the one who got the "he's dead" call... It was absolutely devastating.
@GoldenWardell Oh my gosh, that's so awful! Makes me think we're under a bad moon or something. So sorry you're grieving and dealing with loss as well.
Spiritually death will always be a mystery unless someone finds comfort in their belief system and know whats to come. in some places in the world even here they celebrate. In Hawaii they take elderly ones and throw them a party and comfort them in the last few days. Complete with cake and ice creme, singing and dancing. But yet most of us mourn our eyes out. Im one of the latter. I think hawaii has the right idea tho, its a "going home" and cause to celebrate, what you live for in the end.
@AnnyaMoon I think the Hawaiians are brilliant for that. I wish we could have forsight and see when the surprise deaths are coming up... those are the ones that upset me most. Sometimes death is just an end to dying and when that's the case it's a blessing and a relief but these car wrecks and surgery complications can SUCK IT! :(
(((Elissa))) Death is a stupid insane part of life. I too believe there is life beyond the physical... that doesn't make it any easier. We are flesh and human and carnal and that's why it hurts. Hugs again!
@tushygalore It's the same thing out here. My mom (78) is terrified that I (55) will die, because one of her friend's daughter, who is also 55, just died. And my really good friend has family members who have died recently. Let's have some people having babies now.
I don't know what comes next, but I was taught that energy doesn't just disappear. It transforms. I think there is something else, but I can't say for sure obviously. I get very emotional when it comes to loss of life...even just really thinking about it for any length of time. Life is precious and it's sad when people or animals go because they aren't with us physically anymore. We can't talk to them or anything. So yeah, I'm going to cry now.
@Nirvanalicious When someone lives a full life and dies in older years I certainly miss them but there's a peace to that, this business of violent or accidental death just pisses me off and crushes me. Bah!
First where is Mr Bean.. Second Mom Died July 1 dad died Aug. 2rd and I have lost and lost all this year so man up Nancy! God calls us when it is our time to meet him! That being said.. you and fidget could cry on my shoulder any time.. I know I would be better if you held me.. Damn this is a deep video and I went all pervert!
@WelakaWombat , Mr Bean is on my dining nook table, waiting to hear from a friend on whether or not he wants to be the next to get him (or are you supposed to dictate that?). The person I asked is someone we all know (we=internet/youtube people) and he'll be good to it.
Let me tell ya, I feel so freaking lucky to have my parents still, I know so many people my age who don't.
Maybe you and I should hole up in a cheap motel somewhere and just cry and snot all over each other.
@nikkii26cali , unfortunately there are many sad stories that goes along with working with animals but I have to concentrate on the good we do for them too, it out-weighs the bad by far. It helps too that the people I know in the animal rescue/adoption/population control group are as tender-hearted as I am, we all hurt for the critters that have it rough. I too think life is too complex and beautiful for this to be all there is.
@timido66 I remember trying to start a CompuServe account and setting it all up was insanely complex. It was like you already had to be a computer techy person to figure it all out. We've come a long way, baby!
@kansasjamiemcmurray , Jamie, the one thing we've got to keep reminding ourselves is that life is all about cycles and soon the bad stuff will end and cycle out and good times will cycle back in! {hugs}
If some people brought you back from the eternal pleasure of death and you killed them, wouldn't you be doing them a favor rather than punishing them? I enjoyed this vlog a lot... I find death quite fascinating.
fehquig 8 months ago
@fehquig good point! Ha! I too am fascinated by death and everything that goes with preparation and burial and even more fascinated with the afterlife... to a point of it probably being unhealthy. :P
tushygalore 8 months ago
Many blessings and comfort to you and your family beautiful one. :) You and your family are most definitely in my thoughts.
ScenicWitch 8 months ago
@ScenicWitch Thank you so much, that means a lot to me.
tushygalore 8 months ago
Okay then, I will finish that was not all: it was about 10:pm we were sitting here I was beading of course and Hawkeye was watching the tube. In came my grandkid
and my daughter-in-law crying their eyes out, their Mom had run over their little dog. It just about killed me to see them in such pain. This was a couple of weeks ago. I have a 10 year old Jack Russell named Steven, he is my youngest son. Sleeps with us goes with us everywhere when it's possible too hot now. Poor Guy. luv ya
debthebeader 8 months ago
@debthebeader Oh that's a pity, why does crap like that have to happen? It's crazy how much it hurts when we lose our critter-kids! All I have to do is think about some of mine from the past and how they died and the pain is right back in my heart, as fresh as the day it happened. :(
tushygalore 8 months ago
Okay then, I will finish that was not all: it was about 10:pm we were sitting here I was beading of course and Hawkeye was watching the tube. In came my grandkid
and my daughter-in-law crying their eyes out, their Mom had run over their little dog. It just about killed me to see them in such pain. This was a couple of weeks ago. I have a 10 year old Jack Russell named Steven, he is my youngest son. Sleeps with us goes with us everywhere when it's possible too hot now. Poor Guy. luv ya.
debthebeader 8 months ago
Omg I'm so sorry for going on like that. I guess I needed to get it out and you opened it up. John ( Hawkeye) holds me and lets me cry. He's a good man. I swear this was not mine is better than yours...when I read that it sounds like a downer instead of trying to lift you up. I believe our loved ones are still around to comfort us.
debthebeader 8 months ago
@debthebeader I like that you shared that personal loss with me, I feel for you honey! My friend Ron also lost 2 people and a neighbor's dog got hit so he;s bummin too and last night I saw that a friend's brother had died. What the heck is going on with all the deaths this week?! {{{giant hugs}}}
tushygalore 8 months ago
Hi Tushy, so sorry for your loss. We have also had a loss this week. Our friend Tony whom was a fantastic drummer and rode motorcycles with us died at the age of 45. We were blown away...just gone. Then we lost two people that were like parents to us. Bernice died then two months later Lou went. This one was a blessing, they were both suffering. We miss them. I always cry and cry and cry as well. Both my parents are gone, my sister. Lately I have been thinking about them so much.
debthebeader 8 months ago
Tushy this is so true preach it sister ..love yea
kansasjamiemcmurray 8 months ago
People seem to be dying to get to the other side lately, and look what we will be leaving this beautiful world to. So sad.
matoman5 8 months ago
@matoman5 Yup!
tushygalore 8 months ago
Hi Alyssa, sorry to hear about your recent loss. I always find death such a difficult thing to process in my mind...it's so abstract and intangible. I really struggled when the dog who I grew up with passed away when I was 17. It's such a shame that pets can't live longer. The one thing that cheers me up with this stuff is reading Woody Allen quotes on death, sometimes humour makes it easier to cope. :)
nunacom 8 months ago
@nunacom Woody is such a modern day philosopher, I'll have to see if I still have a book of his quotes or maybe just Goog it.
I grew up with a cat named Charlie and for years after his death he would hop up on my bed and walk towards me then just stop, never saw him, just felt it. He was a heavy boy and even in the spirit he made a pretty good thud when he landed. Found out years later from my Mom the he'd do the same to her at night. Still miss that boy.
tushygalore 8 months ago
:( Awe. You're so loving, sweet and generous, Tushy. The world's a better place with you in it, too.
tsummerlee 8 months ago
@tsummerlee What a kind thing to say, thank you!
tushygalore 8 months ago
A LOT of people that I know through YT and in my day-to-day life, are either making a significant change in their lives (dieting, exercise, therapy...) or having a close friend/family member dying or some kind of tragedy. I started a diet a couple of days ago myself, and then I popped my knee out of joint. A cousin of mine died maybe a month ago while being intoxicated... I was the one who got the "he's dead" call... It was absolutely devastating.
I'm truly sorry for all you've loss, Tush, XOXO
GoldenWardell 8 months ago
@GoldenWardell Oh my gosh, that's so awful! Makes me think we're under a bad moon or something. So sorry you're grieving and dealing with loss as well.
tushygalore 8 months ago
Spiritually death will always be a mystery unless someone finds comfort in their belief system and know whats to come. in some places in the world even here they celebrate. In Hawaii they take elderly ones and throw them a party and comfort them in the last few days. Complete with cake and ice creme, singing and dancing. But yet most of us mourn our eyes out. Im one of the latter. I think hawaii has the right idea tho, its a "going home" and cause to celebrate, what you live for in the end.
AnnyaMoon 8 months ago
@AnnyaMoon I think the Hawaiians are brilliant for that. I wish we could have forsight and see when the surprise deaths are coming up... those are the ones that upset me most. Sometimes death is just an end to dying and when that's the case it's a blessing and a relief but these car wrecks and surgery complications can SUCK IT! :(
tushygalore 8 months ago
(((Elissa))) Death is a stupid insane part of life. I too believe there is life beyond the physical... that doesn't make it any easier. We are flesh and human and carnal and that's why it hurts. Hugs again!
imperceptibleme 8 months ago
@imperceptibleme Thanks, darlin!
tushygalore 8 months ago
Hi Tushy, you have had your fair share of death this week, that's for sure. This was a very moving video.
genmama1955 8 months ago
@genmama1955 it seems that several friends are having deaths in their life this week too. I wonder what's up with that. :(
tushygalore 8 months ago
@tushygalore It's the same thing out here. My mom (78) is terrified that I (55) will die, because one of her friend's daughter, who is also 55, just died. And my really good friend has family members who have died recently. Let's have some people having babies now.
genmama1955 8 months ago
Awww! You're so sweet. I hope I could've given you a hug! You made me cry girl!
lalamazu 8 months ago
@lalamazu , sorry to pass along the sad today, thanks for watching and commenting.
tushygalore 8 months ago
I don't know what comes next, but I was taught that energy doesn't just disappear. It transforms. I think there is something else, but I can't say for sure obviously. I get very emotional when it comes to loss of life...even just really thinking about it for any length of time. Life is precious and it's sad when people or animals go because they aren't with us physically anymore. We can't talk to them or anything. So yeah, I'm going to cry now.
Nirvanalicious 8 months ago
@Nirvanalicious When someone lives a full life and dies in older years I certainly miss them but there's a peace to that, this business of violent or accidental death just pisses me off and crushes me. Bah!
tushygalore 8 months ago
First where is Mr Bean.. Second Mom Died July 1 dad died Aug. 2rd and I have lost and lost all this year so man up Nancy! God calls us when it is our time to meet him! That being said.. you and fidget could cry on my shoulder any time.. I know I would be better if you held me.. Damn this is a deep video and I went all pervert!
Love ya kiddo! and what is a bbw?
WelakaWombat 8 months ago
@WelakaWombat , Mr Bean is on my dining nook table, waiting to hear from a friend on whether or not he wants to be the next to get him (or are you supposed to dictate that?). The person I asked is someone we all know (we=internet/youtube people) and he'll be good to it.
Let me tell ya, I feel so freaking lucky to have my parents still, I know so many people my age who don't.
Maybe you and I should hole up in a cheap motel somewhere and just cry and snot all over each other.
tushygalore 8 months ago
I'm like you about getting upset when something like a kitty dying.
timido66 8 months ago
@timido66 , glad to know I'm not the only one. Sometimes I feel like such a big baby.
tushygalore 8 months ago
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nikkii26cali 8 months ago
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nikkii26cali 8 months ago
@nikkii26cali , unfortunately there are many sad stories that goes along with working with animals but I have to concentrate on the good we do for them too, it out-weighs the bad by far. It helps too that the people I know in the animal rescue/adoption/population control group are as tender-hearted as I am, we all hurt for the critters that have it rough. I too think life is too complex and beautiful for this to be all there is.
tushygalore 8 months ago
I was on CompuServe back in the day.
timido66 8 months ago
@timido66 I remember trying to start a CompuServe account and setting it all up was insanely complex. It was like you already had to be a computer techy person to figure it all out. We've come a long way, baby!
tushygalore 8 months ago
You and me both I have had a chain of bad things going on with me lately an I pray and hope that I can see sunshine again
kansasjamiemcmurray 8 months ago
@kansasjamiemcmurray , Jamie, the one thing we've got to keep reminding ourselves is that life is all about cycles and soon the bad stuff will end and cycle out and good times will cycle back in! {hugs}
tushygalore 8 months ago