I listen to this every time i go to sleep, it's like a lullaby to me... this song had cheered up my soul, and i am in elementary though thinking of suicide...
as fucked as it sounds! im sitting here with a pistol in my lap and i came across this song, and it has my mind settled, im still confused on why im sitting here and what im here for! but this was not something i would have expected to stop me from what i was thinking about and my gf is on cam right now and she doesnt even know :( so your worth it even though it does not seem that way even though im the one sitting here like a moron, your voice is beautiful, thanks ALOOOOT!!! inspiring by alot.
HI! Marie here.Great song. relaxes me.An escape from reality short but sweet.Guess it`s back to my reality witch is surviving.I take it one day at a time trying to survive the day without falling apart.A good day for me is one that no one hurts me & i don`t hurt myself.Have a bad habit i turn my anger inwards.I don`t get angry or hurt others i just can`t!Reward for being nice & polite to others i punish myself for letting them hurt me.It may kill me one day.Who cares! Can`t feel am numb to life.
i freakkin love this song im only 15 but if ppl only knew the stuff i have been in the would understand tht im not just some dramatic teenage girl looking for attention but i just wana let you know i really really really enjoied your song && with all the stuff im still going through ill always remember your song (: this is the first time i actualy smiled in 7 months tho im still cryin but in a guud way your song gives me faith (:
i have had 3 friends that who have comitted suicide,listening to this song i dont think would have changed their minds,how ever this song brings peace to me,being an ex soldier who has served his country well and fought in adverse enviroments......this song brings warmth.....well done sara jane........i willbe gutted if you dont make it into the big time because i think you are superb....keep writing
SORRY THE BAD ENGLISH! Aki tudja tartani kézben függetlenül a dolgait, és öngyilkos akar lenni, soha ne tegye, a vége csak pszichiátria lesz és örökre elkísér, mert lebélyegez az életed és a méltóságod. "Meghalni kéne de nem lehet, a vállalat nem engedi a lelkemet!"-(előadó a dalszövegből) Republic-kedvesem jöjj velem
@stevepanella I am too! :'( my parents, my pedofile dad.... my life when i was13 year and i hate the hospitals, i back, i wont live... "goodbye to the circus, I want a hours onley lonley, my life sleep, and i never want wake up here again, the game whit they I play but I never win never win to the years they alwas win always win, and nothing know this feels, the antidepressant slowing down me, and the show from me THE END!!!"
@stevepanella stay strong, if you need help you can talk to me and i can recommend good websites that are really helpful too! everyone is worth something never forget that:)
i got disowned by my parents and my mate sent me this song and it saved my life and now im a better person i dnt regret it and neither shud anyone else becoz then i wud'nt b the perosn i am today
i was 13 when my big brother died at 17. my parents left me to my grandparents and turned to drugs. my dad hardly woke up, my mom took to dissing me with every breath, my family turned against each other. i get bullied at school because im big and quiet. all i want to do is go to sleep and never wake again. i HATE life!every time i get happy something takes that away. i've tooken antidepressent but that made it worse. i found your song by accident, but i cried so bad.
I love your music! This song means so much to me because i have attempted suicide before and i have been hospitalized twice in a matter of two months.I just got out three days before New Years even had to spend Christmas in the hospital at only16 in 11th in high school. It sucks having to go through this, but we are all strong enough to make it out alive. If you could, could you write a song for me I havebeen bullied ever since Kindergarten and it still happens. I've went anorexic/bolimic Thanks
Last Friday, I lost all will to live. I was abandoned by my family, my boyfriend, my religion, and I abandoned myself. I took out the razor and made an incision in my arm so deep, I had thought I hit the bone... I called my best friend Destiny; she helped me through it all. I thank God for what she has done for me, what she does for me, and what she will do for me. I love you so much. This song just reminded me of you... Thank you.
suicide is not the way you all look at what you have first and stop thinking of the bad. look at the good at all the people around you tht care for you and you care about. i am not saying i haven't considered it myself or even attempted but i look at things first and see a sliver of light in the dark and have always been able to hold on to it no matter how big or small it is. I hope to all of you reading this that you are all able to find a light/somethiung to hold onto in your darkest time thx.
I found this song the other day when I was about to commit suicide. I was listening to this and I started crying a lot. Then I texted my best friend and talked to her about it. She helped my through it all. I love you my best friend, Keelie I owe you my life.
I tried to kill my self December 5th 2010 the worst day of my teenage life. I took a handful of pills and took one after the other. in 2011 I found this song on December 5th. My mom came into my room as i was listening to it while i was crying, she broke down crying telling me how sorry she was for not being there for me and how much she loves me. I could not ask for a better life now i love my family more then life itself and would not change anything. Life Is Beautiful
i use to be bullied when i was a kid i was constantly picked on over being over weight not popular or being a nerd but i promise you this i used every thing they did to me as an inspiration to become everything i can be now im on my last year of highschool i lost weight have 4.0 gpa play football and wrestle and currently fight for the welterweight devision on tag mma's team my point is use them as your motivation to be the best you can
I can't believe I am saying this but..I was/am really depressed and searched for ways to commit suicide, until I came on this page. I stopped searching and listening to it over and over again.
@HelemaalleipDog The world is not as bad as it seems. Deep inside you are a really talented person. Make your dreams come true and be yourself. Just smile a lot (five minutes a day), watch videos that make you laugh and don't let anyone convince you that you are worthless.
i can relatrte to this song i got picked on and it sucks but just got to stay strong and remember that your better then the people that are picking on you
honestly, since i can remember ive hated myself because ive been the kid who everyone escapes to for a joke for anything just so no one else feels the pain going to the army because i want to be in iraq so i dont come back its too late for me but save whoever you can you dont know how much a conversation can mean to someone god bless learn from what ive said never let something go because it was "gay" or uncool no matter who it is do the best you can to make their day better
The Girl you just called a Mudblood? She spends hours practicing spells hoping people will like her. The boy you just stupefied? His parents use the Cruciatus Curse on him regularly. That kid you just pushed? He is trying to use the killing curse on himself. That guy you just made fun of for crying? His mother was killed by a Death Eater. Put this on your status for an hour, if you are against Bullying in the Wizarding World. You never know what it’s like until you fly a mile on their broom.
This really touched my heart and it reflects about my love for this guy and im depressed to know if he loves me back and this song also reflects my other depressions. thanks you so much for making this song and making people feel something. i hope your friend is ok. <3
id actually encourage someone to kill themselfs, never gotten better for me, bullying, dads ditched me for his new gf, ginger, fat, what makes u think its gonna get better for u
Im glad i found this.. i almost killed myself tonite. my girlfriend of 5 years just broke up with me.... D,: im crying like crazy and i needed this.. so thank you.
Yeah everyone im with jp im the co leader of the suicide provention program go 2 my channle and i have all the details 4 u plz vist my channle and read the about me and text the #s u c plz we want 2 help u
@Jersyshore23 ill have a look, im so depressed right now, i feel the need for suicide more everyday, when i confronted my friends that i felt this way they didnt understand and said ill be fine and changed the subject
Ok I'm 14 yet I lead a suicide prevention group I've been raped beaten and tortured my family wants me dead and I have no friends please call I know what its like
Hi I'm jp from the suicide prevention program if u wanna end ur life don't I know what its like please contact me at 5017650470 I have a person for you standing by thank u
i think i should end my life my life has gone from up a hill to down to the pits of hell i feel alone in this world like nothing matters and i feel empty inside of my heart i wish i wouldnt been born
This song changed my mind about killing myself and beileve me everytime i think about it i listen to this song until the thought is no longer there im in a bad realationship and she keeps coming back and i keep letting her but i dont think about it and my family dont want me arround and i have no freinds so whats the point in me staying
@TheSarahJade I like it so much!!!! but let me ask...why are you always hiding your eyes?? (well..maybe you`re not...maybe it is just your style... is it?)
I'm going through a rough time and I decide to look up suicide songs cuz usually they help and I saw this so I listens to it and I almost cryed this song helps me alil thanx
I was only in 3rd grade when I started getting bullied because I never talked at school and my hair was curly. They called me stupid, idiot, etc.Now I'm in 9th grade. I still get bullied by the same people. To all those people getting bullied, YOU know its not true. My mom always said: "They bully the ones who don't say anything back." And she was right. You are all beauitful people who know you can make it through. Forget them. They don't desverve people like you guys. <3
@AshxxJuanxx my hair is curly and i dont talk to anyone but my best friend and i agree to all the people getting bullied dont worry you are b-e-autiful just the way you are. God made you and he makes no mistakes.i love all of yall<3
@AshxxJuanxx The same thing happened to me, tho my hair wasn't/isn't curly. I started getting bullied in 1st grade, I think? & I just wished it would stop.. but it never did. I left that school, but still sometimes.. I'll get emails from people at that school saying things about me that aren't true.. & it still hurts. <|3
@dhtxras the same thing is happening to me now... n i moved STATES...n still get them... theres only 1 person im still living 4...but i want to be done. dont want to hang n there. but i do 4 her. even as it kills me. to endure this pain drownning n my own hell
@dhtxras We just need 2 remeber 2 keep our heads held high! We cant let their words hurt us, we r better than that. We r all beautiful! I find it hard 2 say when i think bout wut ppl tell me but its true. I have been getting called anorexic everyday starting in 5th gr by other classmates + sometimes even teachers. The important thing is that i know its not true, I know i am not anorexic, so i try not to listen to what others say. Dont let others bring you down. stay strong <3
@Barrakaflaka14 Listen to me. No matter what they're bullying you about. I think you're a fantastic person. There's only ONE of you. & So many of them. You're ORIGINAL & they are obviously all copies. I'm here NO MATTER WHAT. They're not secure about themselves, the first thing you should do is accept yourself for who you are.. & they won't stop, but you'll be comfortable. & Remember. SOMEONE will love you no matter what they say. ♥ Stay strong.
@dhtxras you should print out those emails and give them to the police. that's what my friend did and he was only like 12 but it got the bully into serious trouble and it makes people see just how much it hurts. stay strong:)
@AshxxJuanxx i could have a paper that i finished school then they bulied me i was on the lowest school now i dont know what i wanna become for job and bullies dont deserve to die
My friend only 17 years old, hung herself. her parents found her 3 in the morning...just hanging there. she was being bullied for being bisexual. i am bisexual...and because of bullying i lost my best friend. its real...treat it like it is
They only show hate they make fimun they judge me they say I'm stupid and that I'm a peice of shit they won't be laughing when Find me with a empty bottle of pillslpl
I'm suicidal and only 12. I'm always bullied, and if people look at me, it's always a look of distaste. My own family hates me. This song helps, but I'm dead November 19th
@MrMisterMoshiez ive been bullied since i was 5 years old but i hav moved on they bullie u because they r jealous u r better than that fight, and u would see it would work because no life is full of happiness
@MrMisterMoshiez Hi, how are you? I read your post and watched your youtube vid, you are not stupid, you are a child who is trying hard to get through the hard times of growing up. Keep reading and try to be happy. Life will be what you want it to be if you stay positive and work towards your goals in life. Don't take any harmful comments to heart, they don't count, you do!
@Chloexxbabii It's good news that you're still with us, we all have bad days, some worse than others, but never give up. Even if the bad lasts for years you only get to live once, never give up hope of having that perfect day that makes living worth while. Some problems can be fixed, some can't. Those that can't, need to be thought of in a different way, so it doesn't cause as much pain and we learn how to live with it. The second your life ends so does any dream of a happy ending.Think positive
I ove this song!! I am a teenager who really wants to kill my self so bad, but i just dont have the guts to do it. I mean I already cut myself to take the pain away. Everyday I come home and sit in my room alone by myself. if i had guts i wouldnt be here typing this. This song does help a little bit, but i still have that feeling that i dont wanna live anymore. Why do i think that way? Whats wrong with me? Am I normal? All I have are questions and no answers.
@TheStephaniejean13 It is normal to feel the way you do, it's hard to cope with all the changes your body goes through when you're a teenager. Hormones play a big part in the emotional roller coaster teens face. Just keep it in mind that as soon as you get toward the end of your teen years things should start to calm down. For now! try something else to get out any anger or pain, maybe draw/paint or write. Try not to self harm, but if you do, keep the cuts clean & dry. Can you talk with anyone?
@wendynicholson1 yes i talk with some people but i dont tell them everything! I want to die nobody would miss me! Cutting helped but i dont anymore... its been a month and i am starting to get help with my anger from my childhood. I blame the way i feel on the way i was raised now in a foster family slowly getting better!!
People always say suicide is selfish. But, unless you've been suicidal you will never know the pain that person feels. Suicidal people have a very distorted view of reality. When your in that frame of mind, you think everyone would be better off without you. You don't understand the effect it could have. The future doesn't exist, It's just empty. So rather than calling someone selfish, try and help them. After all, maybe It's selfish to want someone to continuing living with that pain. <3
@shaylefaerie I lost my son to suicide, believe me your problems will end but everyone who knows and loves you will suffer for the rest of their lives. For nearly two years now, my wife, my daughter, and myself have been dealing with the lost of brother/son we will never hear him say Happy birthday mine was this month and I totally ignored it, we will never hear him say I love you or I miss you again.
@murfr5 I'm sure your intentions are good, however I fear your words may be of little comfort to shaylefaerie. For what ever reason your son committed suicide please don't say it was "for no reason all because of life is hard" Suicide is not a selfish act, it's a spur of the moment decision when that person can't see any other option. Suicidal people are beyond thinking how it will affect those they love. I'm sorry to hear your son thought suicide was the only way out to end his problems.
@wendynicholson1 I am sorry but you misunderstood what I was saying, I did not say that people who commits suicide does it for no reason at all, I was trying to get shaylefaerie to see how she would feel if someone she loved and/or cared about all of a sudden for no reason (my son did not leave a note) and once I seen what problems he was facing his life was going very hard.
@shaylefaerie So just think how you will feel if someone you love and/or care for just suddenly dies for no reason all because of life is hard or just because? I miss telling my son I love you very very very much!
I never said that it was a selfish act and never will, but even though it ended all the problems my son was facing his death created a whole lot of problems for his mother, sister, and myself
@murfr5 I hope you have found help to deal with your loss. My son tried to take his own life about 3 years ago. When he recovered we talked about why tried to commit suicide and if he had thought about what it would have done to me and his 2 brothers. He said at the moment he decided to do it, it was as if he had no control over what he was doing, he didn't think about anthing else or anyone. I hope you and your family find ways of coping and a way to live your life.
This song is really good. I like it a lot!! I personally have never had ANY suicidal thoughts but i have friends who have. No matter if you beleive it or not the only answer is God. He really dose take away the pain!! I PROMISE!
I am fighting hard i got a 6yr old son to think of just hard when u been raped and beat so many times even raped by 2men who held title pastor no joke Love is a slow suicide for sure awsomeeeeeeeeee song my gosh ur good
This is like my 30th time listening to this song. I cry every time too, and I wish I could make everyone I cared about could watch this. I've lost too many people this way.
this song is so wonderful. always sends chills down my spine and makes me cry at the most wonderful heart. Sarah jade. you are a true hero just by singing. keep up your amazing-ness. :)
Suicide is the easy way out. Sadness has become a trend. But why not fight it? Why not work on yourself until you get better, and then just go out there, do something you like and meet people? All kinds of them. Some of them jerks, some of them gentle souls. Maybe some of them future lovers or friends. In life there is potential. In death, only denial.
This is to fataltemptation i would like to believe you when you say there is someone who cares but in my life there is no one and i would dare you to try to prove me wrong. i ahve no family or freinds and the only person who meant anything to me died in 2006 when i was a junior in highschool.
its nikolas1516 again and ive been reading thanks ddog0804 for the msg dont matter though i was trying to commit since i was 7 there is nothing that can help me im just a lost soul and ive read every reply i know not all read the msg but every story is sad in its own way lately all ive been doing is waking up in the morning and putting on my fake happy face ive only confesed to 1 person i know and that just ended up worst than it started so im just a shadow in the background do to fade away
I am still very suicidal and am trying at every possible moment to plan the perfect suicide plan.i have been trying to kill myself ever since i was a sophomore in high school and now that my sister has passed i want to be with her more and more everyday. I am now 22 years old and i know that nobody cares about me.
@cahanson22 there is always someone who cares about you. If you know it or not. I may not know you, but i think that there is probably someone still there for you. Suicide is not always the best option. My best friend's mother comitted suicide, because she thought Laura and nobody cared about her, but Laura and i miss her everyday. There is always someone who loves you and don't give up hope.
ive tryed to kill myself several times since i wa 12 im 14 now and still find myself slipping into depression sometimes. but when i do i take my baby sister and take her outside and we just sit and swing on my porch swing and i play with her and when i hear her sweet little laugh it reminds me of how much i would be missed by my friends and grandparents and i couldnt leave my baby sis lol
i know how ur friend feels ive been bullied from kinder garden to 6th grade ive tried to take my life over 30 times every time i couldnt do it it would only hurt others i know and but when i think of it it would help if i just ended it know if i keep going ill only hurt more and more people i want it to end to fade into numbness the stop hurting others if only i couldi just cant bring myself to do it and to add on my parents just devoced and im felling like im sufficating i wish it would end now
@nikolas1516 ive been bullied most of my life, ive been through what you are going through. my parents divorced, i didnt have anyone to talk to, no one to share my feelings. i know that im just some other kid from youtube but please take this advice. life is hard. no matter where you come from, no matter who you are, what you look like, life is hard. you have to push through it and keep going. read the comments and learn from all the people that went through hard times, you can get through it.
My friend committed suicide2 days ago, I wish I could of stoped him
But I couldnt I miss him so much, please no one make the mistake that he did cause trust me people will miss you even if you dont think if anyone cares
You will always be in my memory Matt, I love you </3
Today I was lied to again by a friend. Because of her I carve the words into my wrist, take a sleeping pill and pray to not wake up, I pray he lets me go, pray I will not be bullied again. Been sexually abused, emotionally abused, bullied to depression, cut, suicidal, saved friends from suicide. But as for her, she's on her own. Life is much too short to waste on people who are bitter, and full of spitefullness. Never give up anyone!!! Anyone wants to talk to me, message me.
Today I was lied to again by a friend. Because of her I carve the words into my wrist, take a sleeping pill and pray to not wake up, I pray he lets me go, pray I will not be bullied again. Been sexually abused, emotionally abused, bullied to depression, cut, suicidal, saved friends from suicide. But as for her, she's on her own. Life is much too short to waste on people who are bitter, and full of spitefullness. Never give up anyone!!! Anyone wants to talk to me, message me.
in february, friend get killed. in august my best friend comitted a suicide and yesterday my girlfriend learned that she have the bones cancer.... seriously.... what a dumb fucking year! :,( CRAP
I am crying... lovely song. I also attempted suicide in the past... it is like walking deaf and blind...
Sarcasmodulce 1 day ago
this song is beautiful :)
curlyfry123ready 4 days ago
I cried. RIP Ryan. I love you ♥
KISSESxSOxSWEET 1 week ago in playlist Favorite videos
Best song
badsipirit 1 week ago
i think of suicide because i feel alone ur parents say talk to us about anything but sometimes talking does no good u have to take action
nicecoolmarsha 1 week ago
I listen to this every time i go to sleep, it's like a lullaby to me... this song had cheered up my soul, and i am in elementary though thinking of suicide...
groverunderwoodbff 1 week ago
Love it so much -3 I would buy it if it's on iTunes!
inspires me to get back into writing songs. I have been in the same situation with several of my friends :/
AusGirl212 1 week ago
as fucked as it sounds! im sitting here with a pistol in my lap and i came across this song, and it has my mind settled, im still confused on why im sitting here and what im here for! but this was not something i would have expected to stop me from what i was thinking about and my gf is on cam right now and she doesnt even know :( so your worth it even though it does not seem that way even though im the one sitting here like a moron, your voice is beautiful, thanks ALOOOOT!!! inspiring by alot.
juggaloslime 1 week ago
HI! Marie here.Great song. relaxes me.An escape from reality short but sweet.Guess it`s back to my reality witch is surviving.I take it one day at a time trying to survive the day without falling apart.A good day for me is one that no one hurts me & i don`t hurt myself.Have a bad habit i turn my anger inwards.I don`t get angry or hurt others i just can`t!Reward for being nice & polite to others i punish myself for letting them hurt me.It may kill me one day.Who cares! Can`t feel am numb to life.
underloved1 1 week ago
i freakkin love this song im only 15 but if ppl only knew the stuff i have been in the would understand tht im not just some dramatic teenage girl looking for attention but i just wana let you know i really really really enjoied your song && with all the stuff im still going through ill always remember your song (: this is the first time i actualy smiled in 7 months tho im still cryin but in a guud way your song gives me faith (:
PHYSCOsisters1996 2 weeks ago
i love this song ... concrats , girl ...
Eunice98best 2 weeks ago
i have had 3 friends that who have comitted suicide,listening to this song i dont think would have changed their minds,how ever this song brings peace to me,being an ex soldier who has served his country well and fought in adverse enviroments......this song brings warmth.....well done sara jane........i willbe gutted if you dont make it into the big time because i think you are superb....keep writing
hilts9744 2 weeks ago in playlist sad music
one of my best school teacher just took his life last week-end... rip Pascal Robitaille
iTzToNyz 2 weeks ago
@iTzToNyz sorry to hear this, stay strong
AnnaRoseKi 2 weeks ago in playlist Uploaded videos
Makes me cry everytime I listen to it :(
awsomhippos 3 weeks ago
I bought this song a few seconds ago off iTunes, it's beautiful.
hazelkiek 3 weeks ago
SORRY THE BAD ENGLISH! Aki tudja tartani kézben függetlenül a dolgait, és öngyilkos akar lenni, soha ne tegye, a vége csak pszichiátria lesz és örökre elkísér, mert lebélyegez az életed és a méltóságod. "Meghalni kéne de nem lehet, a vállalat nem engedi a lelkemet!"-(előadó a dalszövegből) Republic-kedvesem jöjj velem
DoraTheHardRider 1 month ago
Darlin,....Same BOAT... HOLD ON!!!
RxExExD 1 month ago
@RxExExD stay strong:)
AnnaRoseKi 2 weeks ago in playlist Uploaded videos
Thank you for this song , I want to die everyday .
stevepanella 1 month ago
@stevepanella I am too! :'( my parents, my pedofile dad.... my life when i was13 year and i hate the hospitals, i back, i wont live... "goodbye to the circus, I want a hours onley lonley, my life sleep, and i never want wake up here again, the game whit they I play but I never win never win to the years they alwas win always win, and nothing know this feels, the antidepressant slowing down me, and the show from me THE END!!!"
DoraTheHardRider 1 month ago
@DoraTheHardRider stay strong if you need someone to talk to i'm here and there are online helpsites and phonelines you can call too:)
AnnaRoseKi 2 weeks ago in playlist Uploaded videos
@DoraTheHardRider stay strong...life can be beautiful
linkavitchC 2 weeks ago
please don't kill yourself. please. your too beautiful.
sofiepaige 3 weeks ago
@stevepanella stay strong, if you need help you can talk to me and i can recommend good websites that are really helpful too! everyone is worth something never forget that:)
AnnaRoseKi 2 weeks ago in playlist Uploaded videos
Kay, great you saved this girl's lifw ..
But what about her?
What about Haley?
Why didn't she live?
She didn't call anyone up...
And told them to help?
So that's great you saved her life.
But what about Haley?
PyschoFurby 1 month ago
i got disowned by my parents and my mate sent me this song and it saved my life and now im a better person i dnt regret it and neither shud anyone else becoz then i wud'nt b the perosn i am today
holliestratton 1 month ago 2
I love love love this song so much I love how people are really relating to this song:D keep it up girl awesome song bravo
YoYoYoitzLuvbugbaby 1 month ago
i was 13 when my big brother died at 17. my parents left me to my grandparents and turned to drugs. my dad hardly woke up, my mom took to dissing me with every breath, my family turned against each other. i get bullied at school because im big and quiet. all i want to do is go to sleep and never wake again. i HATE life!every time i get happy something takes that away. i've tooken antidepressent but that made it worse. i found your song by accident, but i cried so bad.
kibaxhinaforever 1 month ago
@kibaxhinaforever stay song...life can be beautiful.
linkavitchC 2 weeks ago
I love your music! This song means so much to me because i have attempted suicide before and i have been hospitalized twice in a matter of two months.I just got out three days before New Years even had to spend Christmas in the hospital at only16 in 11th in high school. It sucks having to go through this, but we are all strong enough to make it out alive. If you could, could you write a song for me I havebeen bullied ever since Kindergarten and it still happens. I've went anorexic/bolimic Thanks
1SuicidalGirl 1 month ago
Last Friday, I lost all will to live. I was abandoned by my family, my boyfriend, my religion, and I abandoned myself. I took out the razor and made an incision in my arm so deep, I had thought I hit the bone... I called my best friend Destiny; she helped me through it all. I thank God for what she has done for me, what she does for me, and what she will do for me. I love you so much. This song just reminded me of you... Thank you.
AARDeadORAlive 1 month ago
suicide is not the way you all look at what you have first and stop thinking of the bad. look at the good at all the people around you tht care for you and you care about. i am not saying i haven't considered it myself or even attempted but i look at things first and see a sliver of light in the dark and have always been able to hold on to it no matter how big or small it is. I hope to all of you reading this that you are all able to find a light/somethiung to hold onto in your darkest time thx.
MrTheboy9690 1 month ago
I found this song the other day when I was about to commit suicide. I was listening to this and I started crying a lot. Then I texted my best friend and talked to her about it. She helped my through it all. I love you my best friend, Keelie I owe you my life.
RyaneMadisonWright 1 month ago
I tried to kill my self December 5th 2010 the worst day of my teenage life. I took a handful of pills and took one after the other. in 2011 I found this song on December 5th. My mom came into my room as i was listening to it while i was crying, she broke down crying telling me how sorry she was for not being there for me and how much she loves me. I could not ask for a better life now i love my family more then life itself and would not change anything. Life Is Beautiful
NoxiousTheClown 1 month ago
Life is Pointless. Its No fun and there is only one way to get out this nightmare.
Giggaxwattzzz69 1 month ago
i use to be bullied when i was a kid i was constantly picked on over being over weight not popular or being a nerd but i promise you this i used every thing they did to me as an inspiration to become everything i can be now im on my last year of highschool i lost weight have 4.0 gpa play football and wrestle and currently fight for the welterweight devision on tag mma's team my point is use them as your motivation to be the best you can
MrClevidence 1 month ago
Love human life
StefanieGreenEyes 1 month ago
u have wonderful lips and beautiful face... song great...
g10rga 1 month ago
@HelemaalleipDog I used to be like u since i was a little girl i used to tell my mom i wanted to kill my self :|
jenny7musik 1 month ago
@HelemaalleipDog I used to be like u since i was small i used to tell my mom i wanted to kill my self :/
jenny7musik 1 month ago
I can't believe I am saying this but..I was/am really depressed and searched for ways to commit suicide, until I came on this page. I stopped searching and listening to it over and over again.
HelemaalleipDog 1 month ago 2
@HelemaalleipDog The world is not as bad as it seems. Deep inside you are a really talented person. Make your dreams come true and be yourself. Just smile a lot (five minutes a day), watch videos that make you laugh and don't let anyone convince you that you are worthless.
KausAEffect 1 month ago
this song is amazing!!!
yellowgrl27 1 month ago
this song is amazing
NicoleGossettElmo 2 months ago
where can I please BUY this song!!
woodly135 2 months ago
I cant belive it push me this far :'( want to kill myself now, because of love </3
TheWankWhat5 2 months ago
how can someone dislike an anti-suicide song with good singing. haters :(
ActionPlayer360 2 months ago
HEY!!!THAT'S MY FRIEND'S SONG!!!! NOT YOURS...THE TITLE IS BELIEVE!!!MADE IN 2006!!!!!!!!!!
dwihkr 2 months ago
@dwihkr *cough cough* (Liar)*... oh who said that?? :)
NicoleGossettElmo 2 months ago
know*
evilbitchize 2 months ago
u are wwelcome! ok add me as a freind bc i dont knoq how,if u wish :)
evilbitchize 2 months ago
if you wnat a good laugh check out my channel laughing can make you feel better
time234524 2 months ago
i can relatrte to this song i got picked on and it sucks but just got to stay strong and remember that your better then the people that are picking on you
time234524 2 months ago
honestly, since i can remember ive hated myself because ive been the kid who everyone escapes to for a joke for anything just so no one else feels the pain going to the army because i want to be in iraq so i dont come back its too late for me but save whoever you can you dont know how much a conversation can mean to someone god bless learn from what ive said never let something go because it was "gay" or uncool no matter who it is do the best you can to make their day better
mrbiggleswurth8 2 months ago
Do you think you could post this same song but a karaoke version as i want to sing it in a talent show, i love this song! You done a good job!! <3 xx
missgirlygirl1000 2 months ago
nothing more
nothing else
just do it
u dont need to top less
pull the trigger
nothing more nothing else
dont think about the rest
The lyrics are mine glad if u dont still ;)
ESmgfdsaofijds 2 months ago
bull shit, when the time comes, do it just do it,
alighar01 2 months ago
You have an amazing voice <3
JamesJesusFalkner 2 months ago
Greeeeeaaaat voice & lyrics keep it up... <3
m7moud1992 2 months ago
Always beat up the bullies when witnessing their bullying! THEY STOPPED for the remaining time through school!
sysoflambofgod 2 months ago
where is the actual video? Aswome song I totally can relate to it..
Ericgasak35 2 months ago
Hit*
razorbladesandscars 2 months ago
Not to be rude but u should of named it take it slow also this could so be a hot
razorbladesandscars 2 months ago
The Girl you just called a Mudblood? She spends hours practicing spells hoping people will like her. The boy you just stupefied? His parents use the Cruciatus Curse on him regularly. That kid you just pushed? He is trying to use the killing curse on himself. That guy you just made fun of for crying? His mother was killed by a Death Eater. Put this on your status for an hour, if you are against Bullying in the Wizarding World. You never know what it’s like until you fly a mile on their broom.
DRYKJ17 2 months ago
This song is one of the most beautiful songs that i have ever heard.. It is Amazing!!
GoofyLexxii 2 months ago
This really touched my heart and it reflects about my love for this guy and im depressed to know if he loves me back and this song also reflects my other depressions. thanks you so much for making this song and making people feel something. i hope your friend is ok. <3
ballroombriel 2 months ago
Thank you for making it public about teaching many people now they feel.
hilda7786 2 months ago
Sad, all the sadness there is. And how with it it's like the most selfish feeling, you sit there and revel and time isn't even with you anymore.
Lordizzleee 2 months ago
never gets easier does it? Just always there and nothing really matters.
Lordizzleee 2 months ago
Thank you for making it public hiw
hilda7786 2 months ago
id actually encourage someone to kill themselfs, never gotten better for me, bullying, dads ditched me for his new gf, ginger, fat, what makes u think its gonna get better for u
atcscc 2 months ago
@floofynut, dont do it babe, i only came across u because im feeling the same but there is always alternative options, and people x
dacasilli 2 months ago
this is one of the most beautiful songs i have ever heard......made me cry
littlemissfantasable 2 months ago
I can't wait to leave this awful world :)
floofynut 2 months ago
Im glad i found this.. i almost killed myself tonite. my girlfriend of 5 years just broke up with me.... D,: im crying like crazy and i needed this.. so thank you.
Rawrmonster9393 2 months ago
Beautiful
10sdtennis 2 months ago
Yeah everyone im with jp im the co leader of the suicide provention program go 2 my channle and i have all the details 4 u plz vist my channle and read the about me and text the #s u c plz we want 2 help u
Jersyshore23 2 months ago
@Jersyshore23 ill have a look, im so depressed right now, i feel the need for suicide more everyday, when i confronted my friends that i felt this way they didnt understand and said ill be fine and changed the subject
GraaY94 2 months ago
@GraaY94 well thats messed up if u cant find the about m e my # is 951 285 7787 text me as soon as u get this
Jersyshore23 2 months ago
Ok I'm 14 yet I lead a suicide prevention group I've been raped beaten and tortured my family wants me dead and I have no friends please call I know what its like
Johnpaulbranfieldcor 2 months ago
Hi I'm jp from the suicide prevention program if u wanna end ur life don't I know what its like please contact me at 5017650470 I have a person for you standing by thank u
Johnpaulbranfieldcor 2 months ago
i think i should end my life my life has gone from up a hill to down to the pits of hell i feel alone in this world like nothing matters and i feel empty inside of my heart i wish i wouldnt been born
PreludeVtechB1ch 2 months ago
This song changed my mind about killing myself and beileve me everytime i think about it i listen to this song until the thought is no longer there im in a bad realationship and she keeps coming back and i keep letting her but i dont think about it and my family dont want me arround and i have no freinds so whats the point in me staying
SkyeMitchell0821 2 months ago
RIP ASHLEI GADDIS MY DEAR BUDDIE WISH YOU WOULD OF TALKED TO ME I TRYED June 1 1993-May 28 2011
BeautifulSoulgurl 2 months ago
@TheSarahJade I like it so much!!!! but let me ask...why are you always hiding your eyes?? (well..maybe you`re not...maybe it is just your style... is it?)
mily940 3 months ago
I'm going through a rough time and I decide to look up suicide songs cuz usually they help and I saw this so I listens to it and I almost cryed this song helps me alil thanx
buttscratcherforsale 3 months ago
I was only in 3rd grade when I started getting bullied because I never talked at school and my hair was curly. They called me stupid, idiot, etc.Now I'm in 9th grade. I still get bullied by the same people. To all those people getting bullied, YOU know its not true. My mom always said: "They bully the ones who don't say anything back." And she was right. You are all beauitful people who know you can make it through. Forget them. They don't desverve people like you guys. <3
AshxxJuanxx 3 months ago in playlist Favorite videos 38
@AshxxJuanxx my hair is curly and i dont talk to anyone but my best friend and i agree to all the people getting bullied dont worry you are b-e-autiful just the way you are. God made you and he makes no mistakes.i love all of yall<3
KaylaWillEatChu 2 months ago
@AshxxJuanxx The same thing happened to me, tho my hair wasn't/isn't curly. I started getting bullied in 1st grade, I think? & I just wished it would stop.. but it never did. I left that school, but still sometimes.. I'll get emails from people at that school saying things about me that aren't true.. & it still hurts. <|3
dhtxras 2 months ago 12
@dhtxras the same thing is happening to me now... n i moved STATES...n still get them... theres only 1 person im still living 4...but i want to be done. dont want to hang n there. but i do 4 her. even as it kills me. to endure this pain drownning n my own hell
evilbitchize 2 months ago
@evilbitchize Be strong. You're beautiful just the way you are no matter what they say. You're an amazing person.
dhtxras 2 months ago
@dhtxras thank u! so r you.
evilbitchize 2 months ago
@evilbitchize Anytime!! & thank you! if you ever need a friend don't hesitate to talk to me♥
dhtxras 2 months ago
@dhtxras help me
TheWankWhat5 2 months ago
@TheWankWhat5 What seems to be wrong, dear?
dhtxras 2 months ago
@dhtxras your not the only 1 bullies are silly of them all
rolf85000 2 months ago
@dhtxras We just need 2 remeber 2 keep our heads held high! We cant let their words hurt us, we r better than that. We r all beautiful! I find it hard 2 say when i think bout wut ppl tell me but its true. I have been getting called anorexic everyday starting in 5th gr by other classmates + sometimes even teachers. The important thing is that i know its not true, I know i am not anorexic, so i try not to listen to what others say. Dont let others bring you down. stay strong <3
SmurfPuncherXD 1 month ago
@dhtxras I left my school......and it followed me here, Im beginning to think it is true or it wouldnt have followed me?
Barrakaflaka14 1 month ago
@Barrakaflaka14 Listen to me. No matter what they're bullying you about. I think you're a fantastic person. There's only ONE of you. & So many of them. You're ORIGINAL & they are obviously all copies. I'm here NO MATTER WHAT. They're not secure about themselves, the first thing you should do is accept yourself for who you are.. & they won't stop, but you'll be comfortable. & Remember. SOMEONE will love you no matter what they say. ♥ Stay strong.
dhtxras 1 month ago 16
@dhtxras try make it stop - Rise against. similar message
GalaxyProductionz 2 weeks ago
@dhtxras you should print out those emails and give them to the police. that's what my friend did and he was only like 12 but it got the bully into serious trouble and it makes people see just how much it hurts. stay strong:)
AnnaRoseKi 2 weeks ago in playlist Uploaded videos
@AshxxJuanxx i could have a paper that i finished school then they bulied me i was on the lowest school now i dont know what i wanna become for job and bullies dont deserve to die
rolf85000 2 months ago
This is a very great song!!!
luvalex14 3 months ago
Create awareness.
Larryshannon1976 3 months ago
good song. nice job.
Daganerabus 3 months ago
My friend only 17 years old, hung herself. her parents found her 3 in the morning...just hanging there. she was being bullied for being bisexual. i am bisexual...and because of bullying i lost my best friend. its real...treat it like it is
tinyhiny17 3 months ago
They only show hate they make fimun they judge me they say I'm stupid and that I'm a peice of shit they won't be laughing when Find me with a empty bottle of pillslpl
PetofJesus 3 months ago
This song is AMAZING!!! YOU are an inspiration for making this!! I cant wait to get money on iTunes and purchase this song!!!! XOXO megan :)
runmegatron 3 months ago
dude thats amazing. r u a real singer...example taylor swoft. or just like a utube singer. cause ur phonominal
fishpee1234567 3 months ago
I'm suicidal and only 12. I'm always bullied, and if people look at me, it's always a look of distaste. My own family hates me. This song helps, but I'm dead November 19th
MrMisterMoshiez 3 months ago
@MrMisterMoshiez ive been bullied since i was 5 years old but i hav moved on they bullie u because they r jealous u r better than that fight, and u would see it would work because no life is full of happiness
wildspirit1celina 3 months ago
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@MrMisterMoshiez Hi, how are you? I read your post and watched your youtube vid, you are not stupid, you are a child who is trying hard to get through the hard times of growing up. Keep reading and try to be happy. Life will be what you want it to be if you stay positive and work towards your goals in life. Don't take any harmful comments to heart, they don't count, you do!
wendynicholson1 3 months ago in playlist Favorite videos
This song is sooo beautiful!!!
TheStephShorty 3 months ago
R.I.P Connor Albright <3 we'll never forget you you'll forever be in our hearts <3 8-28-1997 - 11-7-11
1nltfan 3 months ago
A few nights ago,I heard this song before I was going to take my life. I love this song, but I'm still going to commit suicide.
KittyKatBFF12 3 months ago
@KittyKatBFF12 No, don't! I've been in your shoes before, but it gets better.
JennaIsntHere 3 months ago
@wendynicholson1 Im still here sadly.... I have my good days, and unfortunately my bad days :/
Chloexxbabii 3 months ago
@Chloexxbabii It's good news that you're still with us, we all have bad days, some worse than others, but never give up. Even if the bad lasts for years you only get to live once, never give up hope of having that perfect day that makes living worth while. Some problems can be fixed, some can't. Those that can't, need to be thought of in a different way, so it doesn't cause as much pain and we learn how to live with it. The second your life ends so does any dream of a happy ending.Think positive
wendynicholson1 3 months ago
Can I do a Japanese cover of this song?
TheLinkinpark50210 3 months ago
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MyUltimateReality 3 months ago
when i heard this song, it made me cry. i strugle whit this myself,being afraid of life, afraid of al the hardships of life. thank you for this song.
lanna770 3 months ago
I ove this song!! I am a teenager who really wants to kill my self so bad, but i just dont have the guts to do it. I mean I already cut myself to take the pain away. Everyday I come home and sit in my room alone by myself. if i had guts i wouldnt be here typing this. This song does help a little bit, but i still have that feeling that i dont wanna live anymore. Why do i think that way? Whats wrong with me? Am I normal? All I have are questions and no answers.
TheStephaniejean13 3 months ago
@TheStephaniejean13 It is normal to feel the way you do, it's hard to cope with all the changes your body goes through when you're a teenager. Hormones play a big part in the emotional roller coaster teens face. Just keep it in mind that as soon as you get toward the end of your teen years things should start to calm down. For now! try something else to get out any anger or pain, maybe draw/paint or write. Try not to self harm, but if you do, keep the cuts clean & dry. Can you talk with anyone?
wendynicholson1 3 months ago
@wendynicholson1 yes i talk with some people but i dont tell them everything! I want to die nobody would miss me! Cutting helped but i dont anymore... its been a month and i am starting to get help with my anger from my childhood. I blame the way i feel on the way i was raised now in a foster family slowly getting better!!
TheStephaniejean13 2 months ago
wow. thats amazing. did u rele roght that song. its so wonderful
fishpee1234567 3 months ago
People always say suicide is selfish. But, unless you've been suicidal you will never know the pain that person feels. Suicidal people have a very distorted view of reality. When your in that frame of mind, you think everyone would be better off without you. You don't understand the effect it could have. The future doesn't exist, It's just empty. So rather than calling someone selfish, try and help them. After all, maybe It's selfish to want someone to continuing living with that pain. <3
BrandyDarko 3 months ago
Such a beautiful voice, song, and heart. Simply breathtakingly, heartbreakingly sweet.
skaricrazyturkey 3 months ago
You are so freaking amazing!!! Your voice is BEAUTIFUL!!!<3<3
volleyballchick1014 3 months ago
Hey. You're pretty freakin' amazing, you know that? <3
123GoAskAlice 3 months ago
i'm considering suicide. i hate all the stuff that is happening or the stuff that has happened in my life.
shaylefaerie 3 months ago
@shaylefaerie I lost my son to suicide, believe me your problems will end but everyone who knows and loves you will suffer for the rest of their lives. For nearly two years now, my wife, my daughter, and myself have been dealing with the lost of brother/son we will never hear him say Happy birthday mine was this month and I totally ignored it, we will never hear him say I love you or I miss you again.
murfr5 3 months ago in playlist Better Favorites
@murfr5 I'm sure your intentions are good, however I fear your words may be of little comfort to shaylefaerie. For what ever reason your son committed suicide please don't say it was "for no reason all because of life is hard" Suicide is not a selfish act, it's a spur of the moment decision when that person can't see any other option. Suicidal people are beyond thinking how it will affect those they love. I'm sorry to hear your son thought suicide was the only way out to end his problems.
wendynicholson1 3 months ago
@wendynicholson1 I am sorry but you misunderstood what I was saying, I did not say that people who commits suicide does it for no reason at all, I was trying to get shaylefaerie to see how she would feel if someone she loved and/or cared about all of a sudden for no reason (my son did not leave a note) and once I seen what problems he was facing his life was going very hard.
murfr5 3 months ago
@shaylefaerie So just think how you will feel if someone you love and/or care for just suddenly dies for no reason all because of life is hard or just because? I miss telling my son I love you very very very much!
murfr5 3 months ago in playlist Better Favorites
I never said that it was a selfish act and never will, but even though it ended all the problems my son was facing his death created a whole lot of problems for his mother, sister, and myself
murfr5 3 months ago
@murfr5 I hope you have found help to deal with your loss. My son tried to take his own life about 3 years ago. When he recovered we talked about why tried to commit suicide and if he had thought about what it would have done to me and his 2 brothers. He said at the moment he decided to do it, it was as if he had no control over what he was doing, he didn't think about anthing else or anyone. I hope you and your family find ways of coping and a way to live your life.
wendynicholson1 3 months ago
This is an amazing song<3 I just recently lost someone to suicide and I miss her a lot<3 u have an amazing voice:)
volleyballchick1014 3 months ago
I would really love the sheet music to this. Is there any way you can give it to me?
Hollywillbeskinny 3 months ago
You have an A-M-A-Z-I-N-G voice.
Hollywillbeskinny 3 months ago
This song is really good. I like it a lot!! I personally have never had ANY suicidal thoughts but i have friends who have. No matter if you beleive it or not the only answer is God. He really dose take away the pain!! I PROMISE!
gracerpig2 4 months ago
Ive came close to suicide many many many times, without even realizing it... Schizophrenia is not fun
TheStruggle66 4 months ago
I am fighting hard i got a 6yr old son to think of just hard when u been raped and beat so many times even raped by 2men who held title pastor no joke Love is a slow suicide for sure awsomeeeeeeeeee song my gosh ur good
BeautifulSoulgurl 4 months ago
This song brings tears to my eyes. it is absolutly beautiful.
nerfwarrior90 4 months ago 7
Thank you, for saving me again.
Sad Angel <3
BlueThornyRoze 4 months ago
thank you for this song
deathalwaysremains 4 months ago
penis
TsReDLiNe 4 months ago
Thank you, for this song.
Meliorrr 4 months ago
How are you not super famous by now?
Sarahrosebello 4 months ago
This is like my 30th time listening to this song. I cry every time too, and I wish I could make everyone I cared about could watch this. I've lost too many people this way.
Brokenmemories5454 4 months ago
this song is so wonderful. always sends chills down my spine and makes me cry at the most wonderful heart. Sarah jade. you are a true hero just by singing. keep up your amazing-ness. :)
emipops95 4 months ago in playlist Liked
Suicide is the easy way out. Sadness has become a trend. But why not fight it? Why not work on yourself until you get better, and then just go out there, do something you like and meet people? All kinds of them. Some of them jerks, some of them gentle souls. Maybe some of them future lovers or friends. In life there is potential. In death, only denial.
ninutzu 4 months ago
O-M-G.........Gave me the willies
melikhov012 4 months ago
i've tried taking my own life b4 and my friend caught me and told me to listen to this and u just saved my life. thank u
cmenglish1 4 months ago
This is to fataltemptation i would like to believe you when you say there is someone who cares but in my life there is no one and i would dare you to try to prove me wrong. i ahve no family or freinds and the only person who meant anything to me died in 2006 when i was a junior in highschool.
cahanson22 4 months ago
its nikolas1516 again and ive been reading thanks ddog0804 for the msg dont matter though i was trying to commit since i was 7 there is nothing that can help me im just a lost soul and ive read every reply i know not all read the msg but every story is sad in its own way lately all ive been doing is waking up in the morning and putting on my fake happy face ive only confesed to 1 person i know and that just ended up worst than it started so im just a shadow in the background do to fade away
nikolas1516 4 months ago
@nikolas1516 Message me and maybe I can help. Sad Angel <3
BlueThornyRoze 4 months ago
I am still very suicidal and am trying at every possible moment to plan the perfect suicide plan.i have been trying to kill myself ever since i was a sophomore in high school and now that my sister has passed i want to be with her more and more everyday. I am now 22 years old and i know that nobody cares about me.
cahanson22 4 months ago
@cahanson22 there is always someone who cares about you. If you know it or not. I may not know you, but i think that there is probably someone still there for you. Suicide is not always the best option. My best friend's mother comitted suicide, because she thought Laura and nobody cared about her, but Laura and i miss her everyday. There is always someone who loves you and don't give up hope.
fataltemptation90 4 months ago
ive tryed to kill myself several times since i wa 12 im 14 now and still find myself slipping into depression sometimes. but when i do i take my baby sister and take her outside and we just sit and swing on my porch swing and i play with her and when i hear her sweet little laugh it reminds me of how much i would be missed by my friends and grandparents and i couldnt leave my baby sis lol
MrImmabeast2 4 months ago
this song is beautiful. I love it
thedaredevillives 4 months ago
this song makes me cry
CookieMonster7586 4 months ago in playlist Sad Songs
THIS IS BEAUTIFUL.
spongeevlover 4 months ago
i know how ur friend feels ive been bullied from kinder garden to 6th grade ive tried to take my life over 30 times every time i couldnt do it it would only hurt others i know and but when i think of it it would help if i just ended it know if i keep going ill only hurt more and more people i want it to end to fade into numbness the stop hurting others if only i couldi just cant bring myself to do it and to add on my parents just devoced and im felling like im sufficating i wish it would end now
nikolas1516 4 months ago
@nikolas1516 ive been bullied most of my life, ive been through what you are going through. my parents divorced, i didnt have anyone to talk to, no one to share my feelings. i know that im just some other kid from youtube but please take this advice. life is hard. no matter where you come from, no matter who you are, what you look like, life is hard. you have to push through it and keep going. read the comments and learn from all the people that went through hard times, you can get through it.
ddog0804 4 months ago
My friend committed suicide2 days ago, I wish I could of stoped him
But I couldnt I miss him so much, please no one make the mistake that he did cause trust me people will miss you even if you dont think if anyone cares
You will always be in my memory Matt, I love you </3
mbdrummond1997 4 months ago
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Today I was lied to again by a friend. Because of her I carve the words into my wrist, take a sleeping pill and pray to not wake up, I pray he lets me go, pray I will not be bullied again. Been sexually abused, emotionally abused, bullied to depression, cut, suicidal, saved friends from suicide. But as for her, she's on her own. Life is much too short to waste on people who are bitter, and full of spitefullness. Never give up anyone!!! Anyone wants to talk to me, message me.
Sad Angel <3
BlueThornyRoze 4 months ago
Today I was lied to again by a friend. Because of her I carve the words into my wrist, take a sleeping pill and pray to not wake up, I pray he lets me go, pray I will not be bullied again. Been sexually abused, emotionally abused, bullied to depression, cut, suicidal, saved friends from suicide. But as for her, she's on her own. Life is much too short to waste on people who are bitter, and full of spitefullness. Never give up anyone!!! Anyone wants to talk to me, message me.
Sad Angel <3
BlueThornyRoze 4 months ago
in february, friend get killed. in august my best friend comitted a suicide and yesterday my girlfriend learned that she have the bones cancer.... seriously.... what a dumb fucking year! :,( CRAP
BoicePictures 4 months ago