ruki's crying T.T

[ChizuKukii]

/watch?v=eJ_3ABPMFNc

It's here.

6:02

[sophiabarbachano]

@ChizuKukii oh... thank you :D

[iLarxene]

Roses are red

Violets are blue

Who ever made Ruki cry

I will fucking kill you

[MissAliciaDark]

Try reading the eng sub to Pledge, and I think personally it explains a lot. And you also notice in the making of Pledge, it was a downish atmosrphere between the band members.

[MissAliciaDark]

I think it was either Reila, Pledge or any of those about his past relationship with his girlfriend (some people say fiancee).

[DianaKatelynBirch]

:(

[Prgsan]

@hikoHotaru It's from Miseinen, Stacked Rubbish [Repeated Countless Error] Tour Finale 2007- 2008. ^^'

[hikoHotaru]

Is it Reila or is it Miseinen that he sings o.o you guys from down under confuses me ;___;

[gothloli18rock]

hey where were you find that ?

[XxAoiTsukixX]

owww Ruki,don't cry Q_Q,we love you ❤ :(

[iishmanda]

He was singing the song about his girlfriend killing herself....every time he sings that song he cries..

[DuskLit5x0]

@iishmanda What's it called?

[iishmanda]

@DuskLit5x0 It's called Reila

[DuskLit5x0]

@iishmanda Thanks

[iishmanda]

@DuskLit5x0 No problem love~

[heysayse7en]

@iishmanda he was singing miseinen in this l0ls

[danse1111]

probably after the live at tokyo dome: the same dress up.

[MikiTakanori]

he's crying because he sang a very sad song that means a lot for him. it was on one concert and it broke my heart to see such an emotion on stage. Ruki <3

[Emo6Hinata]

@MikiTakanori Do u know what the song was called?

[MikiTakanori]

@Emo6Hinata not sure if it was Taion or Guren.

[LoveUruha4Ever]

@MikiTakanori It's Miseinen. Live from 2006 I think.

[MikiTakanori]

@LoveUruha4Ever then I mixed up. he was crying once on one of these two songs. I know because I watched that concert, but yeah it's possible to be on Miseinen too.

[CountPlooku3971]

gasp * timetravels to crying Ruki and gives him big hug and some strawberries that i have hidden in my pockets*

[KayPuChan]

why is he crying? O_o

[xxzeldaxx97]

I can't believe that he is crying :O

I chose to believe he is laughing hysterically!

[TheGazettefan82]

HE NEEDS A HUG!

[SebbaiLover]

AWWW RUKI!!! TwT

[Harukagamine]

Sorry XD my english is not good >u<

[lalamimmi]

DOes someone know really why was Ruki crying?....

[Tiffany67756]

He looks like Demyx from Kingdom Hearts.

[Harukagamine]

vean el video de "miseinen" en vivo, ahi creo que se explica el porque llora ='(

[habeasaeternam89]

@Harukagamine Thank you. For everyone who wants to know what Harukagamine's saying: "See the video of the live version of "miseinen", I believe that explains why he's crying."

[BamItsDebbie]

His Girlfrien COmmited Suicide Apparently

[AndyEvansPhantomhive]

exactly why he was crying? o__o

awww ruki♥ D:

[uchiwanosakura]

pleas don´t cry littel ruki, reita is allways with you!!!

[yHui93]

roughly how many years back was this live?

[NenadelJRock]

ayyy que no llore,yo lo consuelo.

[yaoipandabutterfly]

i said pink didnt suit him sowwweeeyy DX didnt know he would cry from that D:!!?? dont hate me XD

[kagiua]

wtf are you talking about?

death lonliness

do you think that he may cry

because he do that live ?

he see his fans and so?

people should stop to say nonsense and make their fan unhappy

i think all member put themself into the song

but if they cry it doesnt mead what they uhappy

i know that tour were disaster

maybe he cry because it end with a good point dont you think?

[BamBam69ification]

isnt this from one of the shows with taion on the list cause he always gets all sad during that ; _ ;

[LadySixthBullet]

@BamBam69ification This is from the Repeated Countless Error tour. Also known as Stacked Rubbish. He started crying just after Miseinen at the very end.

[RansiiaSykes]

owww TTwTT qe peniitaaa :(



[Jir0GhostlyDragon]

Ruki :(

[DalkomhanDolly]

Awh... T-T why?

[mOmOchinxoxo]

ruki~sama ... hontoni kowaisou T________T

but don't worry we're all here for you !!!

we Love you ~!!

[pandarocker01]

I have read translations of Miseinen, and it breaks even my heart. I some what know how Ruki feels, but I could never compare to what he has been through. He's had a tough life... and I just wanna give him (and the band) all the support I can!

As for the fight...even though they did, they are still good friends and worked everything out! These guys are amazing & I would do anything just to meet them one day. To clarify things...I have had a tough school life. Non stop bullying really hurts =(

[Yukari92Hikki]

Is this when he was shooting the cover of Reila? The clothes look similar..:

[missia12341]

Ruki crying because before the concert they had argument but im not sure. I hate to see him or other gazette membets crying (-_-')

[Reitaissosmexi]

@missia12341 I don't think he got into a fight or crying. Yes it was very emotional but I think he's...uh you know...I don't know how to explain it... he was getting "into" the song. Like in Chizuru Kai drops his drum sticks and starts to mourn, I think thats what happened here.

[Fiiainswe]

@Reitaissosmexi which live was it when kai drops his drumstick?

[Reitaissosmexi]

@Fiiainswe Not the live, the pv (I was trying to use it as an example lol). If they did get into an argument they most likely wouldn't be hugging each other at the end of this live. And I agree, I don't want to see them cry, unless if it's filled with happiness. :)

[Fiiainswe]

@Reitaissosmexi ooh i see.

no ofc not, they have a really strong relationship ^^ and i hope it will hold forever and ever! ^^) Their songs are so awesome and i hope they will keep there work going (^o^)/

[DarknesOnly13]

Poor Ruki!!! >o< 

[tobiluvcookies]

10 dislikes this vid cause they hate to see ruki cry xP

[temarinara77]

ruki dont cry i love you well forever and ever hugs for you

[NyappyIma]

why is Ruki crying?

[adry1997able]

oh no ruki crying noooooo i love you ruki

[kuroshitsujifreak]

When he cries, I cry with him...

:'(

[Neonlightify]

@kuroshitsujifreak I know, you just wanna hug him :(

[saranghaeYS501]

DONT CRY! ㅠㅡㅠ

[afsgdgd]

well he cries very often... he's so sensitive

[ClariceNery]

Eu sempre choro '-' ainda mais quando vejo RCE

[cindycat1995]

What song is it please tell me I want to know the song about his life.

[crazykitty243]

TT-TT

[HinamoriXMikusuke]

siempre que the GazettE toca Miseinen, Ruki llora al cantarla :c

[LiittleCutePandaGirl]

ruki cry beacause 9 persons dislike this ;_;

ruukiiiii <3

[SoraKoshinaka]

mi vida!!! ~ ruki recuerda con Miseinen(que es como su autobiografía) y no puede evitar las lagrimas!! mira que me ha hecho llorar a mi también!

Lo bueno es que el se ha convertido en alguien muy famoso, aunque su padre no reconoce su esfuerzo TT_TT ruki iloveu ~fighting!! Espero que esas memorias poco a poco se borren y vea hacía el futuro *u*

[MusickSpaz]

I want to hold him. *holds Ruki* There there. *he keeps crying* No, Don't- *cries with him*

[nejiboo989]

omggg , TT_TT~ I WILL CRY WITH U !!!!! WHEN U CRY I CRYY , ALL THE GAZETTE FANS AROUND THE WORLD CRYY !!!

[JungYuha]

No Ruki!~~~ T^T I cry with you too!~

[moamanga]

TTwTT

which song?!

[boozienacho]

@moamanga

Reila

[konan19996]

TT~TT

[MidnightKaulitz]

T3T

[Nastia179]

@naitomeaObsesseD605

Me too TT^TT.

[naitomeaObsesseD605]

aww! T3T and i just came from a video that was dedicated to his giggling and silliness... WHY?!

[freacls]

awwww poor poor Ruki just wanna give him a big hug and never let him go poor guy

[soumy74]

Is not possible that ruki has lived in the street,I can't belive that !!!!

poor ruki-sama it's too sad TTTTOTTTT (sorry for my bad english )

[mimolette103]

:'( no ruki !

[gmpansa76]

@Liar4Fun ruki was homeless??? did i understand you correctly? o.0

[GiCcKuS]

I'm crying too... Ruki:(

[ShinSenGumI66Regneva]

:(

[BlackWindAmaya]

Oh noes ;___;

[Midori000100]

Pewnie się załamał po śmierci Reili...

[Versailles30]

I wanna cry too and I also wanna know Y?!

[KamuiMiha]

@YummyTwinPies I just found on the internet one letter that he wrote to his dad so sad letter did you read it ?

[hebell96]

This makes me wanna cry :'( matter a fact I'm all tearry eyed now TT.TT

[tsukinokamira]

ruki was sad because apparently, the band members had problems of living in this tour ... Miseinen talks about friendship and what kai, Reita, Aoi and Uruha meant for a strong friendship ... Note that when I was talking (before singing Miseinen) kai was crying too.

[tsukinokamira]

ruki was sad because apparently, the band members had problems of living in this tour ... Miseinen talks about friendship and what kai, Reita, Aoi and Uruha meant for a strong friendship ... Note that when I was talking (before singing Miseinen) kai was crying too.

[TsukiTheDeadMage]

What's with all that crap about his ex omg?!

I don't get it at all..can someone please answer me?

[Julehln]

@TsukiTheDeadMage His ex girlfriend comitted suicide, so obviously he's sad because of it.

[xdaremo]

@Julehln I thought this is a rumor o_o well nothing to actually back it up x_x

[GalleryOfSuiside666]

WOW that really broke my heart....

[DarkMagicSeptember]

Aaaah! D:

[AstharasInsanity]

It's Miseinen, I've watched that too

[CherryBlossoms2112]

@PyromaniacBlackWings could you send me the link to the video please?

[PyromaniacBlackWings]

The song is Miseinen. I have a link to a video of the entire song, I won't post it on here but if anyone's interested feel free to PM me or something. Agreed though, after watching the full clip I feel so bad for Ruki. He got so emotional about the song, then again he pretty much always does.

[unrelatedrocktwins]

@PyromaniacBlackWings can u pls send me the link? i'd be really grateful. thx

[Liar4Fun]

He cries because of the fact, that Miseinen speak about the loneliness of a teenager, and, all those moment in this period which was exhausting. Moreover, if you make a relation between this song, and the fact that, before the GazettE Ruki was alone in the street, with no money etc... Rumors says that his father don't approve his choice, (living for and from music). So, his father put Ruki out of their house, like a fucking dog. So.. I Think you can understand his emotion... Lot of memories.

[NikolaNightmare]

@Liar4Fun poor Ruki-chan </3 i would like to set on fire that man(his father).

[KamuiMiha]

@Liar4Fun I don't think that his dad did that , because in the song Miseinen is : " The cheers of encouragement from my father, mother and friends gave me light "

[MiceGoSqueak]

@Liar4Fun the thing about his father is true he explained it during an interview

[TheGazette1999]

@MiceGoSqueak in what interview did he say that? sorry for my band english

[MiceGoSqueak]

@TheGazette1999 i think it was the hey hey hey interview.... not sure

[TheGazette1999]

@MiceGoSqueak cool thanks

[missyaoicrave]

@Liar4Fun you're not lying for fun right?

[TheRed343]

@missyaoicrave LMFAO! i just got that! xD

[SilentHillNinja001]

rukiiiii dont cryyyyy T-T

[Born2Rock1987]

no plz stop crying or I'll cry too :(

[jenovaedyta]

In this concert at this moment it wasn't Reila . It was Miseinen, so it can't be about his girlfriend

[Aderpay]

@jenovaedyta what? ruki has a gf?

[ilovejRock1]

He cry because the tour is over!

[Ruka1998]

ao what exactly? What happened there?

[euhee]

LMFAO @ the ridiculous comments on this vid.

[etaica]

Poor thing...T^T

[freakymasochistic]

ohhh i just want to hug him >____<

[killuanette07]

Bah. Everyone's crying ! Even Ruki, why not ? He's a humann being, i don't understand why everybody's chocked and all the stuff

[MiyuKirameku]

maybe its a little bit show.. sorry that shouldnt sound hard.. but I just say "maybe"

[Petra30cooll]

@MiyuKirameku Well, i think so :-/

[xxXCorpseBrideXxxx]

I actually know why. It was their last concert before they announced their hiatus (long pause). At the end of the concert, Kai and Ruki were crying, and everyone in the band was hugging and holding hands. It was like Bou's last live (An Cafe) but not QUITE as bad. But I gues they were all sad they were breaking up for a little while. But they're back now!!

[AkatsukiGirl89]

@xxXCorpseBrideXxxx first an cafe´s going on hiatus, and now the gazette too? T.T

[xxXCorpseBrideXxxx]

@AkatsukiGirl89 No, no, no!!! This was YEARS ago.

[AkatsukiGirl89]

@xxXCorpseBrideXxxx ah okay ^.^

[nightdhade]

@xxXCorpseBrideXxxx ....where in the name of jrock are you getting your info? XD

trollolol

[xxXCorpseBrideXxxx]

@nightdhade xD

I own the DVD this was on. ^^

[nightdhade]

@xxXCorpseBrideXxxx except they've never announced hiatus....

[xxhummingbird]

It may be Taion - since he has cried during that song before and it is pretty emotional.

[asuka92ify]

@xxhummingbird It was during Miseinen in Yoyogi. Ruki always gets emotional in this song along wtih Taion.

[mariantoniadelao]

It's during Miseinen in the 2008 concert on Yoyogi.

A really special song, wich is some kind of autobiography of Ruki, he usually gets pretty emotional during it.

 And also I think before this song, during the MC, he mentioned that the group had had an argument before the finals for the Stacked Rubbish tour, but I'm not sure on this.

[PuhaayO]

dont cry!!

Smile Ruki (: 

[Toterpunk666]

T.T ruki darling....

[czekoladades]

This song was Miseinen. He often cry when he sing this song because he had a hard past and this song is about his life. anyway it's so sad when he cry T.T

[aaanniimmee14]

i heard that rukis ex comited suicide !! poor rukiii !!!

[whitewolk777]

Ребята очень эмоциональные! Почитай историю песен - поймешь почему.

[LoveJaprock]

N'aaawww... I don't want him to cry! T__T

Seeing him cry makes me wanna go and cuddle him, really badly.

Though I don't know if that would help o.o

[Sian103]

The song he was singing at the time was Miseinen- a song about his childhood, which was rough for him. At some point in his childhood, he was disowned by his parents and ran away; which was a really tough time for him. To sing about it obviously brings out a lot of emotions, so he was probably crying for this reason alongside others.

[AnnaNugent]

O.o i think its cos he was exausted from the live they were doing, i was watching my sisters dvd of it and he looked really tired maybe thats why

[ClyzelFalls]

He cried because he's singing Reila. And Reila is a song for his girlfriend who committed suicide because of him. And he really regretted it. This story is true.

[RukiXPuki]

Ahh, the scene occurs in the RCE Tour DVD.

In the end, when He Miseinen sings. The last song of the DVD.

Unfortunately I have not understood a word of what he has also said in his speech, as the subtitle has been lacking.

Yet I came here anyway and even the tears in this picture. T-T

Sorry for my bad English. @@'

[anime4ever689]

TwT poor Ruki-sama we luff u no cry *huggles and kisses him*

[punkibrouster]

Why is Ruki crying? I wanna know...This is making me sad too. TT.TT Dun cry Ruki-san. :'<

[CreepyMe7]

aww don't cry Ruki ;<

[Kelvinrps]

he cried when he was singing Miseinen,

the concert was at Yoyogi

[AngelLoveSky]

Love it ^ ^

[dangokagome]

if this is the live of miseien so the song is a little about his past what he felt. i think it was about the parents they were mean to him . hit him. and i think its because of he wanted to do with music but the parents wont let him so yeah

[MikuZakune]

@dangokagome  HAAAIII JULIAAAA :3

[dangokagome]

@MikuZakune hai ^^

[mikaelagamel]

because REILA ...='(

[MikuZakune]

@mikaelagamel no, its when he sings miseinen

[MiharuChanxTakaChan]

ahm... sometimes i cant believe that he was disowned by his parents... bah..

[YuRiPafraek]

@MiharuChanxTakaChan he got disowned??! poor guy D:

[MiharuChanxTakaChan]

@YuRiPafraek yes.. just before the GazettE starting... it was beacause of his "misbehaviour"... and then, a lot of sad thing that still have place in his life. the GazettE are the only thing that makes he a really happy man, I think... I love to try to see what he hide behind those eyes... I really love it...

[YuRiPafraek]

@MiharuChanxTakaChan awwwww, poor Ruki D:

at least he has his amazing gazette-fans who support 'em and kai, uruha, reita and aoi are there for him too :')

[Diamonds4eyes]

@MiharuChanxTakaChan He was disowned by his parents!? Really!? aw :(

[MiharuChanxTakaChan]

@Diamonds4eyes Yes... mmmh... anyway it is a rumor. someone says he was disowned because his obsession with music, just before gazette made up. but he says he has a difficult relationship with his parents, nothing else.

[LovingGaze]

@MiharuChanxTakaChan i don't think that was a rumor. Ruki said something about it on an interview in a vid somewhere. He still calls his parents and his mother still wants him back but his father was really upset when Ruki wanted to go into the music industry. He says that he would still call his parents on the phone to talk to his mother but sometimes his mother would give the phone to his father and they would talk.His father would noe about his new single and would guess the names of it.

[LovingGaze]

@LovingGaze but would usually fail.

[MiharuChanxTakaChan]

it was after miseinen live. the last words that he says are so important... i think. i cried a lot during those wonderful words and they reflect what he have reached: his "dream" thanks to his family and his wonderful friends... find out what the lyric means (expecially at the end) and you will understand something more. i know, my words are too vague...

[Mokuyobi14]

You should read the lyrics of miseinen and you will understand. He's crying because he had some problems with his parents, and in the lyrics he says about family and friends, and he's also touched by the live, the fans and the fact that he is able to be there with the rest of the band and enjoy this moment.

[KosaChuChu]

@Mokuyobi14 problems with his parents? o_o like what?

[Mokuyobi14]

@KosaChuChu when he wanted to become a musician, his parents didn't agree, so he kind of broke all the relations with them. It seems that now when he is famous and rich, he reconciled with them, somehow.

# sorry for my poor english

[KosaChuChu]

@Mokuyobi14 I see :s thats rly sad.. but well i hope everything is really okay now

[explodingneonstar]

@KosaChuChu They disowned him

[KosaChuChu]

@explodingneonstar x_x that was to much geez.. weird

[NYAPPYxKIR]

Guys.. this was at Miseinen from the concert 2007/2008.

[DarkMusicalNote]

i suck at english XD

damn that japanese studying!!! now i speck engrish

[GacktSe7en]

@DarkMusicalNote

lol right me too i know 2 1/2 language/...actually more but yeah all those languages is cramped in my head now sometimes i'm like DARH lol

[Ereway4ever]

I don't believe in all that crap about Reila. It's just a song. Even he said that Reila is one of the rare fictional lyrics he wrote -.-

And this pic is not even made during Reila. I know they didn't perform it live when he had that look. I think it's taion here and it's not suprise. It's really, really sad song.

[ZerosBloodyRose]

@Ereway4ever yes it's true, this clip is from Miseinen from the RCE

[PINEAPPLEHOLIC]

@Ereway4ever

Well, i don't think that Reila is only song for Ruki. I think, that song has really beautiful history behind it. I've readed, that Ruki has writed and composed it to her ex-girlfriend, who did a suicide. So, it's NOT 'just a song' to him. I'm sorry, that i taked that comment rly hardly (or somethin'), but i just wanted to say, that Reila is not just a song.

[Ereway4ever]

@PINEAPPLEHOLIC Actually... it is. Please, do you really believe in everything you hear? I know certainly that Ruki said it once how "Reila" has fictional lyrics which are not based on any real event. The same goes for Cassis. I can't remember which interview is that but if I did I'd sent you a link to see.