Johnny I am so proud of you, in health, how far you've come!! I love ya buddy - you keep up the great work. You inspire me to overcome some of my problems too.
It is so sweet of your Mama to go with you and support you like she does. And your doctor seems like such a sweetheart! This is such a huge, positive step for you!
Thanks love, I need to point out though that on my webcam my face gets washed out due to different light. Here I am using an actual camcorder so you get to see things more clear. My skin is never washed out or dull but on webcam it can appear that way... light and cameras make a huge difference in comparison. The energy is coming back though, it's nice. I feel good after the sick feelings have gone away from treatment...and my reasoning/thinking is a lot better too. Love to you!
oh and I've noticed my skin is more pinkish/red due to facial swelling and flushing after treatment... You can totally see it change from video to video - the ones during/after treatment it's all puffed up... face and neck! and I feel hella heat in my face after too, total flushing - first treatment was like hot flashes.
Complete info in the 1st treatment video series - on all six parts in the info box but will be doing 10 , 1 a week so 10 weeks and then testing to see where to go from there. Ps she is from Hawaii!
Yes my dear, thats my sweet Momma. She offered to record the first one but I had just started it and kept recording on my own. I was having battery issues and couldnt keep starting and stopping it. Next week I will be all alone as my mom will be in Italy so no help recording but I can hold it myself!
There is NOTHING positive about telling someone dealing with anorexia nervosa and who is trying to recover - how thin they look. Think about it before you speak about it or keep your comments to yourself - my body is not your business nor is yours mine. I accept your appology.
I really didn't think before I typed it - I wasn't referring to thinness - I just thought the chair itself looked really big... (bigger than the furniture your normally sitting in).... your head was really low down the back of it....
Anyway - I expressed it very badly & it wasn't really worth mentioning anyway... x
I forgot to say I always love your scarves! The movie idea is great, I make sure now whenever i go to the hospital that I have movies or shows in my IPod. Glad you feel less sick, you look much better too I must say! I am really glad you are getting the nutrients you need. I am always bracing myself for when they remove the IV tape and I have bald arms lol. All my best, Johnny, you are truly doing amazing and I once again thank you for sharing this journey with all of us.
Im so glad to hear that your body is taking this second treatment a bit better than last time. I know the amount got decreased, but still it's good to see that its a little more positive for you. I hope you are continuing just as well. :)
I love you.
GiaMarieCarangi 2 years ago
Johnny I am so proud of you, in health, how far you've come!! I love ya buddy - you keep up the great work. You inspire me to overcome some of my problems too.
redpyramid11121 2 years ago
It is so sweet of your Mama to go with you and support you like she does. And your doctor seems like such a sweetheart! This is such a huge, positive step for you!
SarahMonkay 2 years ago
yeah they both seem so loving and tentave its a nice support to have while doing this.
antshit123 1 year ago
I love your doctor and her fun band-aids! She seems like a sweetheart. :) You are doing so well and I'm proud of you!
laurendelore 2 years ago
hey....hello to your mom from eli. much love!!
permacultureli 2 years ago
you are doing so well, and you're a huge inspiration to me! love and prayers <3
funnyfacee 2 years ago
Its good to see your color back, Johnny :) Best energy to you! <3
FrossetBlod 2 years ago
Thanks love, I need to point out though that on my webcam my face gets washed out due to different light. Here I am using an actual camcorder so you get to see things more clear. My skin is never washed out or dull but on webcam it can appear that way... light and cameras make a huge difference in comparison. The energy is coming back though, it's nice. I feel good after the sick feelings have gone away from treatment...and my reasoning/thinking is a lot better too. Love to you!
MyOwnStickFigure 2 years ago
oh and I've noticed my skin is more pinkish/red due to facial swelling and flushing after treatment... You can totally see it change from video to video - the ones during/after treatment it's all puffed up... face and neck! and I feel hella heat in my face after too, total flushing - first treatment was like hot flashes.
MyOwnStickFigure 2 years ago
Does your Doctor love sea turtles? Glad to see you doing better this week! How long will you do the treatments?
MrTsBastardChild 2 years ago
Complete info in the 1st treatment video series - on all six parts in the info box but will be doing 10 , 1 a week so 10 weeks and then testing to see where to go from there. Ps she is from Hawaii!
MyOwnStickFigure 2 years ago
Oh, I'm sorry! I didn't read it!
MrTsBastardChild 2 years ago
Wow, it's ur mama recording the video??I guess it was her voice...or not?
MissMatania 2 years ago
Yes my dear, thats my sweet Momma. She offered to record the first one but I had just started it and kept recording on my own. I was having battery issues and couldnt keep starting and stopping it. Next week I will be all alone as my mom will be in Italy so no help recording but I can hold it myself!
MyOwnStickFigure 2 years ago
I love watching your videos :) you are such an inspiration johny! :)
God bless
ichooselife00 2 years ago
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DeccaQuinne 2 years ago
Comments like that are not supportive to my recovery and not welcome. Please do not comment on my body size.
MyOwnStickFigure 2 years ago
It wasn't intended to be negative. Sorry.
DeccaQuinne 2 years ago
There is NOTHING positive about telling someone dealing with anorexia nervosa and who is trying to recover - how thin they look. Think about it before you speak about it or keep your comments to yourself - my body is not your business nor is yours mine. I accept your appology.
MyOwnStickFigure 2 years ago
I really didn't think before I typed it - I wasn't referring to thinness - I just thought the chair itself looked really big... (bigger than the furniture your normally sitting in).... your head was really low down the back of it....
Anyway - I expressed it very badly & it wasn't really worth mentioning anyway... x
DeccaQuinne 2 years ago
Sorry.
DeccaQuinne 2 years ago
*hugs* hang in there mate!, you're such an inspiration :)
shizzle4444 2 years ago
I forgot to say I always love your scarves! The movie idea is great, I make sure now whenever i go to the hospital that I have movies or shows in my IPod. Glad you feel less sick, you look much better too I must say! I am really glad you are getting the nutrients you need. I am always bracing myself for when they remove the IV tape and I have bald arms lol. All my best, Johnny, you are truly doing amazing and I once again thank you for sharing this journey with all of us.
eluvzmokie 2 years ago
I sure hope you get better. You seem like a really cool person. I wish I knew you in real life :)
samandchloesmommy 2 years ago
Italians, oh baby. Stickers you bet! Thanks for the intro to Dr. H. And my best to your mom. Send her my love. Rest Johnny- kisses.
wolffenhaus 2 years ago
Im so glad to hear that your body is taking this second treatment a bit better than last time. I know the amount got decreased, but still it's good to see that its a little more positive for you. I hope you are continuing just as well. :)
SweetSwissMiss 2 years ago
Before I die, I want to see you fully recovered and happy. :) It's on my list. <3!
paisleytits 2 years ago
Your doctor seems really nice. I hope you get better really soon. Thanks for posting these..
CosmoHunter24 2 years ago
Thank you, recovery is a lifelong process but I'm in it to win it. Ps. My doctor has the three b's - brains, beauty and brilliance!
MyOwnStickFigure 2 years ago
Aww feel better :)
patunya17 2 years ago
Thank you but trust me - by the time I get home and rest it off some - I FEEL GREAT!!!
MyOwnStickFigure 2 years ago