That's why you destroy everything you touch - My story.

[TheParadoxMuse]

Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never met... I lost Alice, and that day I nearly forgot all that I still had.  This video Brought me to tears indeed, but those were the good kind, the kind that cleanse. I needed it. Allow me to offer you my condolences and love. mostly the latter because truly that is all we have in life. Never forget, but it is important to move on. I know its true, but still I often have struggle in heeding my own advice. I loved her.

[crazycat9972]

good vid

[ginny2020]

this is genuinely the most beautiful video I have ever seen on YouTube. I am so sorry for you loss<3

[OfGoldenDaffodils]

@ginny2020

Thank you so so so much <3

[natanduarte69]

@OfGoldenDaffodils

if you put a subtitle I would like very much to translate to portuguese. Im from brazil.

LOVED

[CamGGsweden]

I have no words... just feelings <3

[OfGoldenDaffodils]

@CamGGsweden

<3

[Flickertowers]

This is beautiful, haunting, raw and honest. I love it. It brought me to tears. You're better now, right? You're okay … or as okay as you can be after going through all that?

[OfGoldenDaffodils]

@Flickertowers

Thank you so much for the comment and the questions :)

To be honest I think I'm the most unlucky person in the world and I'm telling you this with a smile in my mouth, I swear.My father a year after my mother death gone almost crazy. I'm not saying completely crazy, but he thinks without any sense and you we have to look after him constantly.

[Flickertowers]

@OfGoldenDaffodils Aw, hun, I wish I could say that it'll all be alright, but, truth be told, we're not five. It's not like we can wake up in the morning and everything will be okay. It takes time. Sometimes even more than that: a lifetime to overcome struggles. But I believe that it will all take a turn to the best for you. It'll make you stronger, more than anything. :)

I'd tell you my story but it's long and I might vid it one day, contest or not.

[OfGoldenDaffodils]

@Flickertowers

Wow. Your comments are fantastic, almost life's lessons. I hope that, as you say, sooner or later my turn will come. If you want to write me something about you send me private message, do it! I'm an excellent listener. And, if you time to vid your story, let me know ;)

[Flickertowers]

@OfGoldenDaffodils

:D The last one was a bit cliche, but if they weren't honest, they wouldn't be cliche, right? Maybe I will tell you a little of my story in PM. I dunno. Maybe. :)

[OfGoldenDaffodils]

@Flickertowers

I hope you will :D

[OfGoldenDaffodils]

I have to do everything: cooking, washing him, put him to bed, helping my brother with homework, take care of my brother and my father and maybe of myself. Currently we have no help, next year I'll work(hope so) so I can pay someone to help him. I am sad for my brother. My sister and I have more than 18 years old, so we are young, but he is more. It 's all very much, too heavy, I mean, do everything by myself, but I have my friends and my boyfriend who love me.

[Knuddel2302]

this is beautiful. <3

[OfGoldenDaffodils]

@Knuddel2302

Thank you !!!

[benzedrineaddiction]

so beautiful...brings tears to my eyes

[OfGoldenDaffodils]

@benzedrineaddiction

Thank you.

[VilyaXxX0llwyna]

well let me tell you you almost made me cry with this. and the worst thing about it is that it's not even fictional.

[OfGoldenDaffodils]

@VilyaXxX0llwyna

Thank you sweetheart. I wouldn't make you cry. :(

Kiss

Sarah

[BakerFan93211]

i know i commented on this before but i must do it again.

-ahem- when ever i listen to this song i think about this video

this song has become my lullabye,when i listen to it i think think about every emotional thing thats happend in my life.

2 parts that stay with me are;"And I needed my best friend more than ever. And you cut me out cause I was honest with you" the part where pandora closes the door on effy stays with me too.

i love this video its absaloute beauty. and i love it thank u

[OfGoldenDaffodils]

@BakerFan93211

Thank you. <3<3<3 You know I love you?

I love you! You're so kind!!

[BakerFan93211]

@OfGoldenDaffodils

haha your welcome honey

i love you too :)

[PARTYtilim50]

i don't think i've commented on this yet, but this is just so amazing. such great editing and the emotion behind this is just so powerful <3 and i'm so sorry about your best friend, mom and ex-boyrfriend.

[OfGoldenDaffodils]

@PARTYtilim50

Thanks darling <3

[BakerFan93211]

my video and story has nothing on this.

i watch this video everyday.

your gonna win the contest i know it :)

great job honey

[OfGoldenDaffodils]

@BakerFan93211

Oh gosh, thank honey!!!! Definetely I'm not gonna win, I don't like it, the editing is too quick. I don't know... -.- Well I see your video and I live a comment

Kisskiss

<3

Sarah

[IrmaRock]

The video and the story are so beautiful <3 I'm very sorry for your mum :( Your story is similar of mine, because i'm aggressive with people, even with my parents, who hates me (:

Anyway, what is the name of the song?

(Sorry for my bad english D: )

[OfGoldenDaffodils]

@IrmaRock

Oh thank you <3

The song is "From the Valley to the Stars" can't remember the name of the singer, but if you search it on youtube you definetely gonna discover who is.

Sarah

[VolcanoMeltYouDown]

your life need to own a movie.

i love you, you know? and i'm sorry to hear about everything...

but another thing, about the video, because he did blow me away, he's amazing!

[OfGoldenDaffodils]

@VolcanoMeltYouDown

A movie? XD I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.

Thank you, you're such kind!!!

[luvsandyb]

Oh my god, Sarah. I love you. And this is amazing. The song, the colouring, the STORY; everything is just ... wow. and i can relate to you on so many levels. what contest are you talking about? i thought the "Tell your story" contest was closed in august? I'm working on something to do with my own life too, and you are such a huge inspiration when it comes to stuff like that. Really, you are. You're amazing, and don't ever let anybody tell you any different. <3

[OfGoldenDaffodils]

@luvsandyb

I mean the new "Tell your story contest" (watch it on my fav, I think I saved it) Are you gonna enter?Okay, now I will definetely lose : /

I LOVE YOU BEAUTIFUL GIRLZZZ

<3 <3 <3

[punkmuffin27]

whoa oh my gosh i totally adore this <3

[OfGoldenDaffodils]

@punkmuffin27

Thank you <3 You're so kind!!!

[Naryak]

This is so unique and awesome :)

[OfGoldenDaffodils]

@Naryak

<3 Thanks babe

Kisses

Sarah

[SueBaby22]

Wow that was incredible.. intense story subbed

[OfGoldenDaffodils]

@SueBaby22

:D Thanks

kisses

Sarah

[becqy16]

WONDERFUll! its really amazing!

[OfGoldenDaffodils]

@becqy16

Oh thank you darling.. You're awesome<3

[elenawwr]

this is amazing, can tell it means alot to you.

[OfGoldenDaffodils]

@elenawwr

Thank you Elena <3