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  • Im 32 & Ive lived with depression since I was 14. I come from a shit hole country where there is absolutely no future. Im in Canada right now going to school, finishing my studies but alone without my family, without a support structure. Sometimes it gets really, really bad. My brain hurts like acid has been poured on it. I cant get out of bed, shower, etc. But I still muddle through. I'm still fighting though & hope 1 day I ll be happy and normal again. Its has to get better someday, right?

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  • Wow. I've never seen you so down, or ever before.

  • I understand what you mean.

  • Number one cure for depression is sex , love , friends , and validation

  • You speak the truth mate.

  • Dude, I loved your video and associate with everything you said on all levels of my life. I've been seeing what you're saying and have thought about it a lot in the past growing up. I guess it's just because as human beings, we live in fiction. We love it with all of our hearts because it gives us something to feel. Without fiction, nothing makes sense in our lives - we become unconscious. It's just choosing which fiction we believe in that can either help us understand life or lead us astray.

  • @BeAsTm0aD Anyways, your comment about an international holiday haha - it would be so sick to have a day where once a year, for 1 hour at night (differing time zones - same time for each time zone aka 8pm-9pm), every person turns off their lights (except hospitals, police stations, anything important - would have to be discussed) so we can see the stars to their fullest brightness and maybe take a moment to reflect on life while looking out into the vastness of space.

  • You sir are my hero. I watched this video twice last night, and again tonight. You've inspired me. I hope you make more videos like this in the future.

  • Holy, crap. This guy is intense.

  • i have never met another person that feels the way you do. I agree with what you are thinking i have come to the same conclusions too.

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  • watch out for 5:17 it might give you a heart attack

  • @sharkshockey19 it will give you a heart attack or jump start you out of your depression, It made me break out into laughter.

  • Hello crossmack, loved your video! Isn't Christmas a global holiday/celebration btw? hehe

  • Hello crossmack, loved your video! Isn't christmas a global holiday/celebration btw? hehe

  • I've struggled with depression for years but its gotten even worse ever since my mom forced me and my bf to break up because of some stuff she found out about him. i can honestly say he is the one for me and without him, i feel like nothing anymore. does anyone have any advice to help me? it would be greatly appreciated...

  • If I would be your friend I would care about you so much and push you to takes medications. Something in your mind acting too much, some chemicals and you feel like this: very restless, with millions thoughts in your head, believing in not very real things...I hope you will get better, I really hope. I would like to talk to you sometime. If you didn't commit suicide yet, it's very thin line between life and death in this illness. Sorry, I feel very sorry for that what your going through!

  • You have bipolar and here manic episode. It's really awesome how being in these states of mind you can explore so deeply the world inside you, I have similar things too.

  • i'm really depressed the girl i really like she has a boyfriend. i had a date and she left me for her ex-fiance. I just want to move on but there is still a lot of shit going on, test. i can't be myself because I don't know who i am and I don't know who i am.i didn't have a rough child hood but I was spoiled i didn't have any friends the only people i "hanged out" with was some guys that always were misbehaving i really hated them but i didn't have anyone to talk to. and know i just hate my life

  • oh and BTW I'm 16

  • im 17 . i have depression and social anxiety.. i dnt know why..i have feelings that i dnt understand in school. i cant talk like i do at home. im obnoxious at home but a quiet ass mother fucker at school. i cant explain my state of mind in words.....fuck my life.. i like ur beliefs....its time we change society cuz it sux.. i cant do good at school cuz i cant stop thinkin how fukin wrong all the shit is.. not the information but...idk. the process of learning and why or why not we r learning shi

  • I'm sorry Ian, but you are being so vague about what depression is. someone with depression knows EXACTLY what it feels like. With real depression there is no way to make it go away, there is no way to "get better" there isn't some way to get "cured" you live with it. I'm watching this video and realizing as I watch that of course people will agree with you like Elizabeth, you aren't even explaining anything, you're using extremely vague metaphors and simile.

    Your fellow Youtuber,

    Royzero

  • No one understands depression untill you go through it...then you'll understand what depression feels like... so please, don't say that hes not explaining it, its difficult.

  • You don't "go through" depression. You stay in it for your entire life. it's always there. I suffer from depression. I was merely stating that it is futile to attempt to describe depression. It's not difficult, it's impossible to explain what it feels like.

  • i know exactly what your talking about and i'm only 13 i recently figured out that im suffering from depression. i have tried telling my parents but they thought i was over reacting they thought i was to young to have it. at home my sister tells me im not wanted and at school no one talks to me. i have suicidal thoughts every once in a while but when i get close enough im to scared to accually kill myself. i find my self crying for no reason. I really need help what should i do? ~elizabeth~

  • Wow, this video is 3 years old.... madness!

  • its true that society is a take what u want and "fight" for it society. I am experiencing this in a relationship which is slowly sending me into a deep depression. Everyone is in it for themselves...no one is ready to compromise.

  • Hey! Aren't you the guy that was on yahoo answers posting his picture over and over again?! The doctor?

    lol well I'm not certain, buy heyyy! ;)

  • nice guy

  • dude, you look depressed and ready to shoot some dudes....

  • dude i get you i have it 2

  • oh dear, another 20something talking crap, its funny , wait till you get in your 30's youl be sooo embarresed by your vain conceited verbal diorrhea. also, how dare you talk about depression a subject you obviously know nothing about. ive lived with depression all my life, there aint no tricks to out think or out smart it, ew i cant stand over bloated egos like yours, reminds me of so many deluded men ive had the misfortune to know in my life. u just thinkn and talkn urself in2 black hole"dude"

  • you can pick those pebbles apart with the eft tapping technique

  • its within our inner selves to fight depression or anything.......although your right i always think that why dont people find it not right to socialize

  • oh that's a truth, people never listen... But i'm used to listening more than talking, i find difficulties in the second one...

  • I admire your conviction, and though I do agree with you, I still think you are somewhat crazy.

  • this mite sound stupid to all of u who read this , but its not , it is acutly a cure for depression, as a brother ama let u know what it is, i promise if u really intend to stay happy then ur answer is islam, no joke read about it, dont let the media tell u about it, once again ISLAM!! i promise, ur probblly like is he seriouse? yes i am , ISLAM ull be gratful

  • I am a random person....I always like opening conversations with complete strangers...It realy does works...... It 's normal for me.... and it makes you popular too.

  • respect mate

  • When you tell all this to a psychiatrist or even a doctor he will say that you are crazy and depressed and need help...Pretty shitty isn't it? About opening up to complete strangers, it's not gonna happen...Your video was nothing more than a useless rant and you changed notghing to the problems you speak of. Wake up...That's life, deal with it!

  • Don't pay any mind to the negative comments, you were being honest and letting out what you were feeling

    I hope all is well!

  • I can feel what your feelin at that moment of the video. I do listen, yes its human instinct to not want to listen. But we all make ourselves do it. Just like you said. And your right, that I(or)most people do not speak to anyone when they are depressed, I sure the fuck don't. I would like to. But I usually think when my just at work, or walkin around town. and don't have anything to write it down. But yeah. =)

    Enjoyed the video. Made a lot of sense.

  • your rambles are completely incoherent

  • so handsome and smart

  • You , Sir, have to wake up and grow up

    You have lived in this world for approximately 20 -25 years?

    You should have understood that nothing will get better by complaining all the time

    You have to make a change and stop worrying about things you couldn't change anyway.

    BTW : You seem to be driven by self-hatred not necessarily hatred towards other people.

  • And what if other people just ignore you? What can you do then?

  • I think you are cute!

  • good acting dude

  • i liked the confrontation part. Read the Quran man you wont feel depressed. its just one copy for the whole world. and ofcourse it has alot of translations.

  • Like the Italian guy said, this seems to be a very American thing. Maybe, that's why everybody there seems to be in therapy.

  • 'that's depression right?'- no, just slow down, narrow the focus, deal with practicalities of food, sleep, exercise. You can't save the planet on your own in two minutes.

    As for belief, I think you're looking for 'the self fulfilling prophecy, social constructivism, consensus reality, dasein

  • dude honestly your right bro listening is the key i mean if you listen thats what people want to know u care what they have to say i dont know how many times i have been talking and someone just blows me off like who gives a fuck its annoying and rude i think but i dont say anything cuz i listen to them even if i dont care what they are talking about i give them that respect!

  • your a cunt.

  • yo have no idea what depression is do you?

  • Happiness should come from inside out.I used to think how adn why this adn that but once I start beleiving that my happiness is right inside my soul, I became a free from Depression.Who cares who thinks what. I can live any where adn still be happy.I am not a followr any more but rather an independent thinker.I do nto let poeple to tell me how to be happy or who I shold be any more.Canada is also a good country I guess.YOu an be any thing you want!

  • lay off the drugs

  • pupils are big

  • Imagine that depression is a badass man in your head, he doesn't like you, he thinks you are stupid. He loves only himself, it's a parasite and he lives from your stupidity.

    He is very smart in the ways he fights, he knows what you want. The man of every faces. Someone will tell you you sucks, useless and if you think yourself thats 2:0 for him. And Badasser lolz what you are a stupid noob!

    Some are so stupid, if they say damn, fuck you, they think it can manage something, like a kids.

  • God damn hippies is right! If you want everybody in the elevator to give you a hug and rub down then why don't you head over to europe. They've got a place for you.

  • You fucking American Wanker, we might not have the strongest military in the world, but we sure as hell have a better government structure and educational system. And were not fucking ignorant like you bloody rednecks are.

  • god damn hippies

  • the guy in this video has taken extacy

  • deep

  • dilated pupils

  • what are you on, in this video?

  • Can you imagine if Ian did a porn video? I sometimes wonder if he did when he was younger. Nah, I bet Ian is to much of a pruded. Now thats what I believe.

  • im sure i have depressions, and my life is based on my depression toughts....

    Live my life, When things get too tough, im outta here... thats the way ive lived my life so far, ineed changes, but i have no clue what to do, i dont enjoy anything dont think anythings fun, i dont work, dropped out of school, and now ive been without school or job now in 3-4 years. and im just 18, had depressions more less my whole life, already in kindergarden the ppl who worked there told my mom i looked sad

  • Depression is when you have to fight to get out of bed because everything seems so pointless. Depression is where it doesn't feel like there is a point in picking the pebbles apart. It screws with your mind and you can't beat it on your own. You might be talking about a very mild depression but real depression the stuff that gets people down is over 100 times worse. I don't mean to sound harsh but you can't have an idea of what depression is if you made this vidio. Depression is true hoplessness

  • yea. thats the real shit

  • yup. I just start crying for no reason sometimes. I feel like a failure, like I jjust want to take the long sleep goodnight forever...i feel my throat connstrict and i get this pain that runs from my chest to my hand...its like lightening from my heart...has anyone felt this. i feel it when i am desperately hurting. I have had alot of shit happen in my life, i could make millions on a movie so I know enough of it id not just physiology. the last 2 yrs i have had general anxiety and ADD symptoms

  • Ian...you are like the American, male version of me, lol.  I feel as though you are a kindred spirit ;)

    And I also believe you can change the world by changing your own life. I love Chaos Theory...have you read much about it? Does the flap of a Butterfly's wings create a tornado? Who knows...but its worth a try :)

    Lol...Happy Thanksgiving for 2 years ago, even though I dont celebrate it myself. A global holiday that everyone can appreciate would be nice :)

  • i think you just need to get laid. ur not depressed, u wouldnt even no how to understand it. ur a smart guy, and you want to progress and make ur self better, so ull be allright.

  • Yeah, you're not depressed. Or you weren't anyway, at the time of this video.

    You clearly don't want to die.

  • lol

  • i can't even find the words to describe how much i agree with this video. this is what i think about in my spear time, ha. my favorite video by far.

  • "I've got like a million thoughts in my head and because of that nothing is coming out, that's depression right?" No, that's not depression, nor anything like it. That's feeling a bit down and confused. If you had depression, you wouldn't be sitting there talking about it, you'd be huddled in bed afraid to move. It's an indescribable affliction. I'm so sick of people with mild problems and a bit of sadness saying they have depression. They couldn't even begin to imagine it.

  • I don't think your generalization of depression as a mental illness is accurate either.

  • Oh I think it is, look it up. Depression and "feeling depressed" are two very different things.

  • you have no clue what your talking about. It's pretty funny. That's not what depression is

  • I think you'll find that is exactly the definition of depression. What exactly are your qualifications in psychology? I'm willing to bet the answer is zero, based on your comment.

  • Ok I'm not gonna argue with you on youtube. But your wrong and thats it.

  • Ok, if that is your opinion, then I will extend similar courtesy and agree to disagree. Let me just say that I am qualified in psychology and have a family history of depression. It may not make me right, but I know a good amount about it. I'm not going to sit here and discredit your opinion like an asshole because it is an objective topic. Your opinion may be based on very different experiences to mine and I like to think I am intelligent enough to respect that.

  • Quality response!

  • Crossmac :

    Take it easy there friend.

    You are tearing yourself up.

    Don't try to solve all the world's problems here.

    You are educated, and literate, and you are a thinker.

    You have a lot to give.

    This is depression. It does go away in the end.

    Take it easy, friend.

  • this is great!

  • Help ME........... PLEASE

  • Fuck this emo bullshit. It's called "depression" and

    I really feel for this guy.

  • depression doesnt exist, its just mans natural reaction fascist control and law made to be a modern day slave.

  • gobal holiday- yes Instead of all this being separate countries, I dream of just one world, everyone just from the same place.

  • wow I totally get you. awesome

  • he's not emo but he is talking emo

  • How can you label his feelings, his emotions as emo? You can't. Just because he's expressing sadness doesn't make him emo, it makes him human.

  • I can appreciate what your saying, but at the same time this guy is always in this perpetual teen angst/drama mode. It gets kind of old after a while. I'm still entertained by him and laugh at his LIKE really really deep thoughts. I sympathize with his depression because I've been there, but I've also gotten to a point where I'm so numb that all I can do is laugh. That's being human and the release is incredible, better than prozac.

  • A GLOBAL HOLIDAY..i love the way that sounds!! this is good..

  • I felt depressed and wanted to find an enlightened personal journal or someone that had similar thoughts to mine and I found that in this video. I think about social norms everyday, I sit in crowded rooms with strangers and wonder why all these people with millions of thoughts aren't saying a word. It's so important to speak with substance,so rare, because of fear. What you've shared is important, simple, but necessary. Thanks, you've made a difference, it's rare that people are so brave

  • what if you confront these problems and the problems either get worse or dont do anything to help. Or you just have no one to confide in. Its hard to speak to the ones you love about something they might not have even gone through. Although You do make alot of reasonable and true points. But i have definatley listened and makes me a little happier. :-)

  • You say it how it is,I appreciate that, keep it up

  • Great speech,i sometimes laucht about it and sometimes i thought,yeah,thats fukking true what you say.

    greetings from daniel from the netherlands.

  • Yes, there is a "Shift" happening -- I just read and downloaded the audio version of Echart Tolle's "A New Earth"

    I have to say its the best book I've ever read -- In fact, I've bought about a dozen copies and passed them out to all my friends, along with the audio version.

    Its important the you not only read the book, its best to do it along with the audio version -- its a lot easier to understand what you're reading when you have the author reading out loud with you.

    Get it!!!!

  • It is a good book and there are others too. Echart's, Practicing the Power of Now is quite good and is also available in audio.

    His teachings are actually common with meditators...

    being in the Now...Presence.

    following the breath...being Mindful

    stopping the thought.

    surrender and acceptance...

    All good and is standard meditation practice.

    Echart's teaching added the Pain Body concept.

  • get a life

  • i think youre absolutely right about listening. it all makes sense now.i have A.D.D. and i cant conversate because im not a focused person. im afraid to talk to people because im not a good listener. there are three types of listening. listening to the point where you can repeat what someone said, to the point where you can understand what someone said and to the point where you can give constructive feedback and judgement on what that person said. All it takes is practice and foucus.

  • forget that comment. this will just end up being a stupid arguement. peace be with u

  • I deffinetly just watched that whole thing and my god dude are u on coke and weed at the same time or what..

  • this video struck me with an unusual happiness. ive been severely depressed for 3 years now and alot goes on in my mind. i can relate to your words so much and i feel like the lens ive been seeing through has changed drastically after being inspired by this video...thank you

  • Look into Islam, it will bring you peace of mind and a way out of depression instead of having to rely on medications to be happy.

  • depression is just a brain tortured by masturbation.

    It takes 6 to 8 weeks without masturbation to become healhy.

  • Depression has nothing to do with masturbation...-_-

  • lol right when he said 'i know you want to turn this off' I was scrolling the other videos lol.......damn im fucking depressed

  • haha same here. shit.

  • dude, look at my comment in this wowmans video

    before it disappears! and cure your depression! It is so easy! and fast! and near free!

    vid

    Cures for depression- that failed

  • :)) nice message. whenever i get sad, i play lil john's snap yo fingers and think of when my little nephew tried dancing to it and singing and snapping his fingers :))

  • Very inspiring video. People are so used to living in their own protective shells that risking approach/confrontation is so beyond their thought process that it is alien to them. I refuse to believe the world is fucked and like you feel it is indeed on the rise with global consciousness. It's possible we won't see dramatic change for some time but it will happen. We are a powerful life-force capable of emitting such beautiful ideas, visions, and dreams...life is so beautiful living this way

  • omg dude this shit is fucking amazing thank you

  • i feel you, man. i would have to say you seem to be doing better than i am, you've made me laugh at the knocking shit over, that felt nice.

    but yeah i need to say things, i listen better than i can speak. you have good thoughts, and i enjoyed watching someone saying somethings that seem to be things i've thought sometimes.

    life is a confusing fucking, thought? event? i'm not real sure. and it's nice seeing someone trying to make sense of it, like i want to do.

    be well.

  • I don't think humans can 'make sense' of life. I know trying to make sense of it is what led to my depression. The people who think too much about the ultimate meaning/purpose are the ones that get depressed. Because it is depressing when you REALLY think about it.

    I think most people go through life without giving it a second thouhgt and not questioning things.

  • some people need to be depressed or need to think. and there is a sense of it all, i believe there is. life isn't that confusing, it's life, and it's there. everyone needs to question their values at different times, never sit in one spot, experience everything you can.

    life is depressing because people think what people do is life, and people are depressing.

  • I don't even believe there is an ultimate meaning. We are biological machines whose sole 'purpose' is to propagate our genes. But we will all eventually die out so it is all in vain. I can't stand when people say that life is more than that. Is it really? I'm kind of in a state of limbo at the minute. I'm not extremely depressed as I have been in the past but at the same time I have no motivation to do anything. It's strange.

  • It seems you are in love with yourself. You just want to keep listening to yourself. Think about it!

  • Two years has past since your "collective consciousness video added 9/18/06.

    I do not know you, but you have changed.

    Remember your awaking.

    Remember Love always.

    No more Fear.

    Give no attention to that which you choose to transform, give full attention to that which you want to become YT messagesfromwithin and St. Germain

    peace

    dp

  • dude...your amazing!

  • whos this jay video u speak of?

  • Your video is fucking amazing and its all true no bullshit.Even though im not american this really made sense to me and its not plastic like alot of the things in this world its all from the heart and realistic.

  • Hey, you're a STAR! We could do with someone like you as our Prime Minister to sort all out shit out for us!

    You have lots of charisma and wisdom! Good luck!

  • I agree with you on some shit in this video...

  • Epic video Ian, RESPECT! I feel better because you just made me feel better and hopeful for the future. I completely agree that positive thinking creates a better world, instead of only dwelling on what is wrong with it.

  • you should be a public speaker =)

  • dude your angry, im like that too.

    if i believe in somethin to the point where I think nothing will faze my ideas then to those who confront me on that, I get frustrated and agitated REALLY easily.

    so i try not to totally believe something is true, but i still feel worried.

    maybe cuz im forcing myself to b like that?

    im seeking help as of now.

  • this guy was great in the movie "into the wild"

  • Into the Wild LMFAOOOO!!!

  • Fight the depression. Fight the power. The fools are becoming wise! Yee-HA! Woooooooo! I'm feeling manic. We live in an insane world but SANITY IS COMING. Connections are being made. The word of wisdom is spreading. It's a revolution of the mind! WIGGLE LIKE A FISH!

  • OMG the moment u said dont klick of because of fear listening i was about 2 clicl of but i listend n i watched again n i agree about a global holidai wer we dont seperat each other n hav 1 dai of because doint somethin we beliv in but i disagree about our world going up i want us 2 but ther is so much coruption n stuf i doubt it wil n ppl wont band 2 gevr for this belif beacuse of the 1 great fear in our world failure

  • You're inspiring and beautiful. Keep talking to us! :-)

  • You are so right! People like you will move millions and, for what it counts,i dont find this video too long at all

  • PUPILS DIALATED , XTEMEFAST TALKING, he's probably on some kind of drugs.

  • Kevin Bacon speaks the truth.

  • Happy global Holiday you well informed beautiful man! U r way of the chart if U feel in any way depressed...just know how much hope U give us! U R the ONLY vid I can wholeheartedly listen to for more more than 10 minutes & truly hear your message! Peace♥

  • your really fit and have alot of really good idea's floatin around in that mind of yours, but u aint got depression and i think our society is defintly headed for 1 and we can't stop it, the common person has no power!!!

  • Limiting Beliefs. The common person has no power alone but if we group together the shit we can do is fucking unbelievable. Understand the potential we have is limitless, we're just stuck in a time where we as human beings use like a tenth of our potential. Society is asleep...we need to WAKE UP!

  • Legalism, rigid beliefs, all or nothing thinking, and the external imposition of doctrinaire attitudes from one person to another are the core axis that psychological disorders are created from- when one ingratiates things of this nature into their minds, cognitive guidelines are formed that influence conscience based responses and aim them at inhibiting freer forms of thinking, behaving, and expressing emotion. At this point depression will occur depending on the nature of the beliefs/attitudes

  • "I just realized I've been letting myself slip into a depression." This is true. We only are how we are because it is what we want, in spite of not control all the time what we want to be. But can we? I think we do. And your video kind of shows that. Thanks from Portugal. Your message arrived here too.

  • i like u <3

  • Dude, you blow my mind. I'M LLLOVIN' IT!

  • i dont think you are deppresed, i think you have many ideas and questions about the future. I dont agree with you that if we believe that the world is going to change, it is going to change. With just thinking, you do nothing! If you want to live in a better world, stop thinking and do something to change it. Good vid

    Julieta

  • Depression can be very diferent case to case. "Clinical major depression"

  • I liked your video and listened to everything you had to say :P it was interesting

  • Europeans came here with their religions, all they did was ask for something and ask "god" to bless them with something new something fresh. and the native american's gave thanks and welcomed new things, not tried to change them, they were how the world now should be, but all the christianity and these religions with rules against everything and not accepting things, thats why people today are depressed.. they dont accept anything or listen to anything anyone has to say

  • I find it difficult sometimes to to say that this world is so great when there is nothing to compare it to. Compared to every other planet? Sure. To think it is a prison in which we have adapted is a theory I can think of. I am not so sure you completely understand what depression is but who am I to judge. Then again, the words of TheMorbidAtheist is the reason the world is the way it is.

  • Hey you remind me Lars Ulrich

    METALLICA RULEZZZ

    Hey i deserve the best for you! XD

  • it's good to hear from real people for a change, lets face it all thoughs plastic smiley people aint gonna change the world, or wont be there when the world does change, it's real people that make a difference, thats how things evolve i feel. And to MOEBIDATHEIST I'd rather live in Africa and experience life, than work in an office, see brick and look at people with hard faces all day, and I'm not American, being American has nothing to do with it.

  • actually alot of inpoverished people are depressed

  • there's a difference between depression and being down

  • If you wish to clear your head, try jogging. I find it helps for me.

  • this nigga is craaaaaazy

  • he isn't retarded because he is thinking about heavier issues. the first sign of intellectual weakness is a person who doesn't care about such issues, i'd like to say the one is religious too, but that would be stigmatic and is one of my weaknesses

    it's only through the initial stages of thinking that a person becomes brilliant, he is in the stages of thinking about everything. he has already discovered atheism through thinking, which puts him far and above 90 percent of the world's population.

  • I could go into massive detail about how I think you're not an expert on this and how with this 11 minutes you couldve adressed a lot of things, but I should probably go excersize now. I'm not trying to be an asshole, but after critically thinking about what you're saying and how you're saying it bugs me. I mean at the beggining I really thought you made a point, but it just get distorted atleast from my perspective.

    Have a good one, take it easy

  • I understand that you're depressed, but I can't stop feeling like you're trying to be funny about this when it's a very real and serious topic. And yes a socially open society would be great, becuase that way you could eliminate the problem straight from the beggining. You say you're starting to feel the depression. I just don't think you've felt it To the point where you think about killing yourself everyday of your life. I don't think you've ran into open trafic not carring about your life

  • People don't deserve to get any better. People are stupid, adults act like spoiled children. Society is beyond changing/saving.

    Thats what i see, people will never change. If your different your wrong, thats how i've been treated and how ive seen others treated. They'll never understand, and never change.

  • depression is not a guilt, it's a way of rebelling againsta a non-sense life and a non-sense society where we must all obey the same rules as zombi-like figures sayin the same thngs and doing the same geste... because if you are just a bit dfferent you'r an outsider, they emarginate you... it means that they can't control you anymore, you are free from conventions, and this is dangerous...this is my opinion

  • You should be a physcologist sense you feel so strongly about everything. you say you wanna help everyone and spread the openess. i really dont know what to say. yea matebe im scared subconciously, BUT i accept that.

    well keep up the videos. when i atch them i just wanna jump in the conversation and put out my idea. =(...gotta keep posative though. =)

    I believe the worlds gonna change.