Depression, Self Harm, Suicide

[Iheartmymusic1]

I do self harm still but finding it hard to stop its not easy im addicted it helps and without selfharm my depression and anixety will be worse and without selfharm i would have commited suicide even though ive attemped heaps

[littlesercet]

I used to self harm and i am now recovered, i have had severe depression and i have recovered i ended up in hospital for ' trying to kill myself' ( Staff and my family thought i did)

I have recovered from it all. If anyone wants to talk about depression or self harm, their problems. I have been there i wont judge you. If anyone needs someone to talk to then feel free to drop me a message :)

[HeartBreaker0996]

wtf I've felt like this since I was 9 yes old and I'm now 15 O.O i know ima overdose one day later on in life just like my SH got worse and one day in life I started cutting, my suicidal thoughts are deepening thats all i know.

[zestuboubilly]

I've realised something, the only people (in majority) watching those kind of videos are people who cut, drink, etc. sometime I can't help myself but wonder why the people around us who saw us like that never checked on the web to try and understand how we feel. I've been self-harming for years and tried to kill myself, but never did my ''friends'' or family tried to really understand, They just assume from what they know, it makes me so angry

[rockergirll13]

well this is cheerful! :D

[FallOutBoyForever821]

I've had depression since I was 10, but just got diagnosed a week ago. I'm 13 now. I first cut when I was 11. Instead of getting help, or anyone caring, I got bullied even more than before. Bullying is the cause of all my problems. I hate them.

[iRockemu]

Help Me

[RockysBabyGirl2011]

Help :_(

[grandpagirl22]

Been molested,and Bullied life is fucked up My heart hurts everyday knowing my life is ganna suck more than it already is..depressed 4 years now tried to commit suicide 2 times but failed right now im only living for my cousin and my best friend.My cousin dont understand but my best friend does shes going through depression like me..I'm afraid if something really BAD happens I will overdoes on my old medication i got hidden in my room..I'm not afraid to die I want to die actually..cant stand it.

[Redhotdevilxoxo]

This reminds me of myself. i feel like nobody cares about me or understands the pain i go through with depression. So i self harm. Eventually, my suicidal thoughts turned into attempts. Im so glad i failed because i still have hope.

[ECmusicqueen]

"To write love on her arms" is a good website...it's slowly helping me stop:)

[xXxoxbelivexcxXx]

i have a disablty i am a girl who feel depress cant tell her mom that she cutt not wear blood come out or leave scars scary2 death get bullied feel alone,scary,ugly,stup teachers dose don't understand me i don't seem like the girl that cutt i hate high school i feel like i want2 die sometimes but get2 scary 2 feel like no1 cares about me or love me i feel like my friends think i am annoying and thye fee srry i want2 be a singer/actress but i don't eat alot and peope don't know that :(

[y0utub3r12345678]

@xXxoxbelivexcxXx

I know how you feel......Just stay strong inside.I know it seems like you'll never stop being depressed but you'll get over it,it just takes time to heal.If your scard to tell your mom,or if nobody understands you...Talk with a mental health worker.

[ZombieFan99]

i use to feel alone

im always tired

i use to cut

i dnt eat much

i forget alot

i sometimes hate n love life

but other times i really dnt care

[MillerMachinima]

i feel different...iv eheard all of these reasons why people do it but i just feel like theres a rift inside...ive been told my parents love me and i believe that but its kinda hard for parents not to love their kids, im fine around people but when im alone, and i usualy am, im miserable

[amy6354]

i can so relate to this

[4evertraceywithme]

noone cares about us,so fuck them,!!!!!! just love yourself !!!

[Seemypain]

i so have to agree with this video, more people have got to start noticing depression, or it leads onto so many self destructing behaviours, like was said on the video, self harm, then disordered eating, then medicaticating yourself (or others force medicating you), OD's and much more.

[darkdragon0666]

I love this video. <3 Seriously, I know the feeling. I've been diagnosed with borderline personality.. been suffering with self harm, eating disorders, alcoholism, overmedicating, dissociation, depression and such for way too many years... This somehow gives me hope. I'm not alone. I hope u will get better...

[emodude12341]

im 13 im a cutter ive been ever since i was 11 when i was 5 my dad molested and beat me.I cut cause i feel like i deserve it i deserve it because im not good enough for my parents or my family members and friends.Dont even think about making that first cut if u do ull fuck your life up trust me and the reason u should is .1 ive been hospitalized 4 tmes for cutting .2 ive been through self harm and .3 ur family members and friends will hate u so dont even think about making the first cut

[Kurmyte13]

I used to cut myself, i was so weak, i thought no one listens for me, then i didnt want to be around them anymore.. But now im so strong, i have people around me that listens to me and loves me, never gonna cut myself anymore...

[LordPenguin7485]

THIS VID MAD ME CUT MSELF!!!! :(((((

[Llibuth1]

@LordPenguin7485 While this vid may have triggered I did say it was triggering. But nothing can 'make' you hurt yourself. Its your choice. I hope you find away out of what is making you feel you are forced to SI. Please remember you are not alone, and realise in the end the cuts never make the pain really go away... just fade for the moment. hope things get better xxx

[LordPenguin7485]

@Llibuth1 aww thats adorable baby but I was fucking around. Thanks for the nice hard laugh though.If I ever cut myself over an emo video i might as well just finish the job, or spelled that horrendously or even put that retarded a smiley face I would have to do it out of sheer principle.Happy cutting kids, and remember; make the next one count!

[Llibuth1]

@LordPenguin7485 Ahhh dw mi pleasure. I only have to look at your profile to see your fucking around hunni. :P:P im not stupid haha and I can't spell... Do i look like I care? O well theres always gunner be some spastic people who feel the need to make a joke out of important things... I cant help the fact that you dont understand, or for that matter want to understand. Hummm and im sure if you were gunner cut yourself over an emo vid, a few people would support that you make it worthwile XD xxx

[Abbyd1100]

 that stinks :(

[littlesercet]

In 4:07 you have shown Exactly how i feel every night.

[act224]

i want to go to a honepitaal or something because i need to stop my cutting and my eating disorders. im scred. but i cant ask my mom because it would scare her or shed say your fine, then id have to explain...

[MsDARKNESS15]

omq im qoqinq thru all of that riqght now i wish i could qet the help buht i feel like no one cares

[CampPoconoTrails5]

everything u mentioned in there is like me.

[SillyLilttleGothGirl]

babe you just brought me to fucking tears....... and i already know all this/your shit............... i guess its just seeing it written out rather than hearding it sed i can keep staring at the words........... love you babe sooo much and i love your helping others. i feel i ought to apologise i feel like im intruding on somfing but i found you and though i was you so went on your page and ended up watching this.... love you XXXX

[MsDARKNESS15]

omg thanks this video helped out so much..cuz it rellay expresses how i feel..i feel that death is the only way out..an actually i am getting help

[MissBelinda100]

you are a very positive channel for other that are feeling so helpless!! i have much respect for ur pain!! messages and videos like this are so fundamental to help us get out of the red zone xxxxx

[paige23depressed]

i feel all that,,, i do all that,,, i have tried to kill myself three times. my mom refuses to get me help...i know i need it but i'm afraid of what they will do to me...can anyone help me?

[colorfullyXunique]

this video is everything i am feeling right now.

[worthlessangel1]

everything you said is so true esp. about everything becomes seen as a weapon part.

[Llibuth1]

I hope i helped and plz do tell me how your mum reacts. If it is badly dont take it asthough it is the end of the world. Give her time to accept it and bring it up after she has carmed down... she may b more rational. I bet she loves u so shell want to do wats best 4 u! Best of Luck

[alonewithnone21]

no one in my family belivies(sp?) me and almost every thing in your video is how i feel and my mom just thinks im lieing and wont lisint(sp?) to me my friend notice but no one else will they recamed(sp?) i see someone but mom says not to i have no idea what to do please help me before i hurt my shelf or someone i care for.....(by the way i am ahorable speller)

[Llibuth1]

lol dw i am a pritty bad speller miself. I gave up on it a while aga!

Nyway have you told the person y are cing what ur mum says?? She may have some advice. Also you obviously need him/her. Tell them how you feel... Sometimes parent just dont understand but in the end what you are doing will bennifit yourself, keep it up. Remeber at the heart of this your are still loved and that although suicide seems the way out you have to remeber that infact dying will impact people, especialy your friends

[alonewithnone21]

thank you i'll try talking to my mom

( you are a great person )

i will masseage you with what happens

( if my mom listens to me with out geting mad )

[tjk1974]

hey there....i know exactly how you feel... it gets old.... hope you're well.....