People keep complaining about Billy's voice in this song. The truth is, it really fits. David Byrne once said that if the singer sings great, then nobody will believe what they are saying. So, I believe, in order to reach it's full emotional potential, Billy doesn't have to sing good, he just has to mean it. Great song. I really wish they would have put some of the songs from the EPs on Mellon Collie.
@JusticeRamos that is so true man.you just have to put your heart into a song,you don't have to sing amazing,you just have to do it from your soul and put a lot of emotion into a song.
He means blank by either by being without worry or that he wants you to put in your on word(s) to discribe what you wish you were i think. i LOVE Smashing Pumkins, Billy Corgan is so hot to me, idk what it is about him, but thats a diff story, (like anyone cares) lol. well there is my opinion. O.~
every time I'm in school, I write "i wish i was blank" on the walls / benches, and none of my friends understands why. but the words means so much to me ...
Smashing Pumpkins, Billy Corgan. Normal person......I wish...to meet a person of such pure genius on a level basis would be something else, something althogether different, his musical genius is unparralelled on this planet. And that is an understatement.
well i admire Billy as a song writer/Musician.......but yet I have my own life to worry about....I just hope for Billy to be happy one day........whatever Billy went thruough in the pass should be left alone. him singing about it just brings demons into his present life.... well ok how do i read about his life? give me a link or were to go.
google billy corgan a whole bunch of shit will come up. And for some people singing about it is the only way to express what they feel and that is how they get everything out. seriously how old are you if you can't understand that?
I love this simple song. After starring at this picture for a while, I feel like Billy is going to get up and move or something. Oh and on the lyrics, I'm pretty sure it says "I pray my soul to sleep" instead of "I pray myself to sleep". Thanks for sharing this song!
This is one of Billy's Solo Works that he recorded at his home.
Some people might complain about this 'not being one of his best work',but so what?
Billy Corgan/Smashing Pumpkins have like over 300 songs many of them which aren't used for commercial purposes anyway.
So i don't complain if one of many many songs isn't perfect,i'd consider myself a great musican if i could write a song half as good as any of the unfinished demos/unrecorded songs from the smashing pumpkins.
Its true mate.They have got so much material that can be used in decades to come.Just listen to Pistachio Medley.One of the best bands ever,and im glad i watched them with the original line-up.
@amieosia That's good you're introducing The Pumpkins at an early age! My Dad used to play "Today" since I was a baby. It's better than learning to read, really.
just havent been in the best of moods n wen i herd dis song i just started crying, its a beautifull song with lyrics that realy come from the heart.....
I really like it. Songs like this are usually written with more emotion attached to them then ones with severely articulate lyrics. Conciseness destroys emotion if overdone imo. The repetitiveness really gets the message across. The song is about him wanting to be totally normal. This is obviously one of his hugest life themes. To say this song isn't great is really putting down his emotions in a way. Again, my own opinions, but I really feel something deep from this song.
If I saw those lyrics in a notebook I would think this is the worst high school band at the talent show...but of course billy is a melodic genius and now the song is stuck in my head...
Exactly! Many fans of the SPs don't like the new albums because Corgan's musical tastes and writing skills have changed too drastically, but really, there are a lot of people that are younger than really love it. I bet in 10 years in Corgan is still making music, the new fans he has now won't like his music, but the generation at that point WILL.
Im very surprised to see this song hear. APFH was a great collection and this song is really rare. Ive seen them plenty of times live but they never played it. Great post.
I love this song! This and Medellia of the Gray skies are the ones I always go back to off TAFH. Thanks for reminding everyone there's more to SP than 1979 and BWBW.
Lol, I didn't know that this wasn't a video, I just sat here and wondered when he would stop staring into the camera and move ;p Should I mention I've been up for about 24 hours?
amo a los smashing pumpkins .. admiro a billy corgan.. gracias a esta agrupacion le encontre sentido al rock and roll son originales... gracias billy, Darcy, James y Jimmy gracias por llenar de buena musica mi alma siempre los voy a llevar en mi corazon.
I love the Smashing Pumpkins... I admire Billy. Thanks to this group for finding an original rock and roll feeling (an original sound or emotional message in the music, I'm not good enough to know which). Thanks to Billy, D'Arcy, James and Jimmy for always filling my heart and soul with good music.
Not a word for word translation, I didn't know a few words, but did my best. Hope that helped :)
oh god....i must be an idiot....i'm sitting here thinking "how is he staying so still" then about a minute into the video i realize that it's a picture.....i gotta get some sleep
Actually scratch that...sorry I was thinking of "The Aeroplane Flies High." I don't know how I managed to confuse the two seeing as how they sound nothing like each other at all.
I wish I was blank
rends 11 months ago
In which album is this song?
i know is a stupid question....but i can't find it in internet
drgioggio85 1 year ago
@drgioggio85 I think it was a b-side, although I have it on vinyl as a bootleg.
mistersimonfletcher 11 months ago
@drgioggio85 It's from the Tonight, Tonight single, which comes with the Aeroplane Flies High boxset
manvswolfman 11 months ago
EPIC EPIC EPIC
binaryclock01 1 year ago
i am blank
NoR3ligion 1 year ago
@NoR3ligion rnt we all
BloodSuckerCalvin 1 year ago
I listend to this and Medilla alot after my mom passed away........comfort music...Pumpins fan since I was 12....16 years-
jmInDreams 1 year ago 3
blank can have many meanings in this song... everybody should understand what they want from it.. all interpretations are good.really good.
soloboy1991 1 year ago
i wish i was blank...
smokyeyesfly 1 year ago
tho as a person, he now annoys me...his songs will always be so good
rumladada 1 year ago
probably one of the most misunderstood song writers ever and thats why his songs are just so amazing. Smahing Pumpkins rule.
000500006 1 year ago 4
long live the real emo's!
solemn21 1 year ago
Ah thank god such delicate creatures like Corgan still exist..
placeboloverrrrz 1 year ago 9
a beautiful song
9Inch9Nails9 1 year ago 4
i think his voice is pretty beast in this song
nateDawg12346 1 year ago 3
i wonder if a pop tart would make him happy?
willmferg 1 year ago 17
my mind opened up when i heard this song, i noticed things. life in its beauty.
hupajupa 1 year ago 2
Perfect song.
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Hutchence13 1 year ago
wow since noone else said it, i'll say it. Billy moved in the picture!!! I saw it watch closely he moves!!!!
JoshFF745 1 year ago
good stuff
Zhiomem 1 year ago 4
i love the pumpkins
Cuddleskillsuall 1 year ago 3
What an amazing song... it means so much to me...
FizzyStudios 1 year ago
My Life...
MrCfhfcr 1 year ago
I've never had a problem with Billy's voice.
Thor13332 1 year ago 9
People keep complaining about Billy's voice in this song. The truth is, it really fits. David Byrne once said that if the singer sings great, then nobody will believe what they are saying. So, I believe, in order to reach it's full emotional potential, Billy doesn't have to sing good, he just has to mean it. Great song. I really wish they would have put some of the songs from the EPs on Mellon Collie.
JusticeRamos 2 years ago 79
@JusticeRamos that is so true man.you just have to put your heart into a song,you don't have to sing amazing,you just have to do it from your soul and put a lot of emotion into a song.
soloboy1991 1 year ago
@JusticeRamos Agreed. Take a look at Bob Dylan.
wafflesandbeer 1 year ago 6
@wafflesandbeer so true!!!
zimgir5000 1 year ago
@JusticeRamos
I love the Billy Corgan's voice so much..f
is the best voice in the world,i think if a angel could talk tome ,he will have
this voice...so i agree with you"it's full emotional potential"
deabreda 1 year ago
@JusticeRamos i agree and i think thats why i love smashing pumkins so much... they did what thought was great nd didnt excatly seem to care
reba137 11 months ago
Don't we all wish we were blank?
JordanSGalloway 2 years ago 4
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i shoot nothing but blanks....
adictpunk88 2 years ago
He means blank by either by being without worry or that he wants you to put in your on word(s) to discribe what you wish you were i think. i LOVE Smashing Pumkins, Billy Corgan is so hot to me, idk what it is about him, but thats a diff story, (like anyone cares) lol. well there is my opinion. O.~
KuteDolphinz 2 years ago 9
great song! LONG LIVE ALL SP MUSIC!!!
33MellonCollie 2 years ago 8
not to all... only, de very old pumpkins... those times were smashing pumpkins, not today.
Chanitooo 2 years ago
I wish I was blank.
xjulierk 2 years ago 5
someone please tell me what this song is about.... please dont be pissed at me.. i just wanna know. its such an awesome song :)
cryptoj19 2 years ago
im pretty sure, its meant to be interpreted based on the person, which is the same for most songs. But idk what they meant in writing it
rtdrum 2 years ago
in reality, they had to put "blank" due to the censors editing. it actually is saying, " i wish i was pooping".
maybe not.
awesomeubermensch 2 years ago
lol. I can't believe that received so many thumbs down. Haha. Man, that was classic. Poop.
Anyway back to the insightful comments~
olliestottle 2 years ago
I understand this.
Thor13332 2 years ago 3
every time I'm in school, I write "i wish i was blank" on the walls / benches, and none of my friends understands why. but the words means so much to me ...
DundelionChild 2 years ago
i saw him move.......i swear
megamalizia 2 years ago 5
I am officially in love with Billy Corgan
Kristenscream 2 years ago 9
i love billy and SP
but this is a bit 2 whiny
nirvanarugby 2 years ago
I wanna be blank D:
TehWickturkey 2 years ago
my heart just broke
TheScandinavian1989 2 years ago 6
W3L5HI3 you are a frigen dick head =|
hirsa1795 2 years ago
i wish i was blank!
eatALOTsleepALOT 2 years ago 4
Smashing Pumpkins, Billy Corgan. Normal person......I wish...to meet a person of such pure genius on a level basis would be something else, something althogether different, his musical genius is unparralelled on this planet. And that is an understatement.
Whir25 2 years ago 7
i love his voice its so calming
fuzzyroses13 2 years ago 3
great song..i feel bad for him..cuz he tries so hard..then every 1 just left him..he is a great writer singer and composer
RamiG900 2 years ago 6
hey does somebody know if billy has a girl freind. is he a staright man or ????????? I wonder why all his songs are meloncholy.
drum509 2 years ago
go read about his life and you will understand why
xabbeyroad 2 years ago 2
well i admire Billy as a song writer/Musician.......but yet I have my own life to worry about....I just hope for Billy to be happy one day........whatever Billy went thruough in the pass should be left alone. him singing about it just brings demons into his present life.... well ok how do i read about his life? give me a link or were to go.
drum509 2 years ago
google billy corgan a whole bunch of shit will come up. And for some people singing about it is the only way to express what they feel and that is how they get everything out. seriously how old are you if you can't understand that?
xabbeyroad 2 years ago 2
you dont have to sound like a smart ass man.......just give me a logic answer thats all.
drum509 2 years ago
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yep he is gay he sucked my dick last weekend, then when I came on his face he told me he was straight and his mother used to abuse him
W3L5HI3 2 years ago
you're such a faggot. (W3L5HI3)
Billy Corgan FTW! :D
aadrianaKnows 2 years ago
I love this simple song. After starring at this picture for a while, I feel like Billy is going to get up and move or something. Oh and on the lyrics, I'm pretty sure it says "I pray my soul to sleep" instead of "I pray myself to sleep". Thanks for sharing this song!
grantchestermeadows1 2 years ago
smashing pumpkins [♥]
freshman2008till2011 2 years ago
This is one of Billy's Solo Works that he recorded at his home.
Some people might complain about this 'not being one of his best work',but so what?
Billy Corgan/Smashing Pumpkins have like over 300 songs many of them which aren't used for commercial purposes anyway.
So i don't complain if one of many many songs isn't perfect,i'd consider myself a great musican if i could write a song half as good as any of the unfinished demos/unrecorded songs from the smashing pumpkins.
U2rock55 2 years ago 3
i agree man same here
zwt617 2 years ago
Its true mate.They have got so much material that can be used in decades to come.Just listen to Pistachio Medley.One of the best bands ever,and im glad i watched them with the original line-up.
bairrocorderosa 2 years ago
i wish i was blank
drum509 2 years ago
hahahaha, my 5 yr old heard this and goes "ohhhh, that guy can't blink?". I don't think she gets the whole "blank" concept yet.
amieosia 2 years ago 60
cute (:
MECPSM16258 2 years ago
I wish we all react like your kid:)
dlohtreb 2 years ago
@amieosia That's good you're introducing The Pumpkins at an early age! My Dad used to play "Today" since I was a baby. It's better than learning to read, really.
bush555 1 year ago 3
@bush555 omg hahah a baby listening to " i'll burn my eyes out/ can't live for tommorrow " hahaha
b0w13nspac3 1 year ago 2
@amieosia
Hahahha. Nice!
chulk607 1 year ago
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isn't this in the arms of sleep? sounds like a demo of that one.
Alianger 2 years ago
not even.
TaurusMellypinkice 2 years ago
the song i meant goes like "I wont deny the pain, but should I fall from grace here with you etc.
Alianger 2 years ago
oh, that's galapagos
TaurusMellypinkice 2 years ago 3
sweet song !
nir1081vana 2 years ago
That picture fits the song perfectly...
Poor, poor, little Billy.
XxMissNoNamexX 2 years ago 4
just havent been in the best of moods n wen i herd dis song i just started crying, its a beautifull song with lyrics that realy come from the heart.....
inraredtv 2 years ago 2
I love this song, it's so melodic.
whiiitn3yy 2 years ago
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not one of billy's best works.....
vJWv 2 years ago
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yeh probably wrote it while taking a crap! coud you picture him doing that!? Lol
fuckedupsickfuckboy 2 years ago
I really like it. Songs like this are usually written with more emotion attached to them then ones with severely articulate lyrics. Conciseness destroys emotion if overdone imo. The repetitiveness really gets the message across. The song is about him wanting to be totally normal. This is obviously one of his hugest life themes. To say this song isn't great is really putting down his emotions in a way. Again, my own opinions, but I really feel something deep from this song.
rohiogerv22 2 years ago 3
yea i gotta agree with you on that one...even though im a big SP fan
syrensoundz 2 years ago
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this song sucks my ass
amarsh85 2 years ago
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booooring...
wadiczka 2 years ago
what?
JennyINIT 2 years ago 4
If I saw those lyrics in a notebook I would think this is the worst high school band at the talent show...but of course billy is a melodic genius and now the song is stuck in my head...
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it's a nice song but the voice doesn't fit on the music, i think :S
MENULG7 2 years ago
How much do you love the pumpkins?
The voice is more beautiful than the music.
nehemiah03 2 years ago 7
so go listen Queen if you think Fred Mercury's voice is better!!
weshoulddoit 2 years ago
There voices are totally differnt, so you cant even compare them. Both unique.
Calvakins 2 years ago
this music is very beautiful. ^^
Nikinhah 2 years ago 2
nice song... not the best but kewl
stormcloud0330 2 years ago
I wish I was blank...
AND I WISH THIS MADE IT ONTO MELLON COLLIE! :(
XURGON69 2 years ago 4
Yet another masterpiece by Billy :')
LemonIime 2 years ago 2
reminds me of thirty-three
567eight9 2 years ago
Wow I can't believe how he can sit still for so long! Incredible!
skweeds 2 years ago 8
are you taking the piss or something? cause, uhh, that's just a picture, not a video.
SargeTheFourth 2 years ago 3
He's one of those people who can look real in pictures.
Mattoxicator 2 years ago 4
Holy crap! You're right!
smirk smirk
kittyfishhooks 2 years ago
hahahaha funny
jackwhitefanatic 2 years ago
Hahahahaha.
kimthepersonwholoves 2 years ago
hahaha
wayneambience 2 years ago
sweet little song
mrpumpkinn 2 years ago 3
This song made me cry:[[
arissamay2 2 years ago 2
beautiful song.
by the way,
Zeitgeist is amazing.
birkalicious 3 years ago 2
Heh-cool! Which album is this from?
zvx490 3 years ago 3
is a b-side from "tonight tonight" single.
You can also find it in a recopilation called "the aeroplane flies high"
lotbear 2 years ago
This is a great song, wow, it really is...
myliferulez 3 years ago 3
i prefer to not pay attention to newer stuff...by any band. nothings good now a days.
however, i have never heard an OLDER smashing pumpkins song that i havent liked.
vmrazek 3 years ago
corgan will prove that what we think is bad, now.
will turn awesome, as the years move on.
like its always been.
pipy05 3 years ago 3
Exactly! Many fans of the SPs don't like the new albums because Corgan's musical tastes and writing skills have changed too drastically, but really, there are a lot of people that are younger than really love it. I bet in 10 years in Corgan is still making music, the new fans he has now won't like his music, but the generation at that point WILL.
Drratburn 3 years ago
LOL, ya, I like all his music though :D
drendedrater 2 years ago
no way!! the more you listen the better it gets. just like alot of things take time to grow on you. i realy dont see what wrong with zeigiest at all
rumplestilskin 3 years ago 2
i have and i love it too
koolguy1029 3 years ago
Mmmm some great songs on these cd's....
Jee814 3 years ago
i haven't ever heard an sp song that i didn't like
koolguy1029 3 years ago 9
This is one of the many songs that I like from the Pumpkins.
squallfinalheaven 3 years ago 2
Im very surprised to see this song hear. APFH was a great collection and this song is really rare. Ive seen them plenty of times live but they never played it. Great post.
pandelerick 3 years ago
Noussen: your my hero. lols.
thx for uploading all these awesome songs!
x3xzorrox3x 3 years ago
this song is soo sad!! i love it!!!
Sherookie 3 years ago
I LOVE BILLY"S VOICE in the end I'm pretty sure it is i pray my soul to sleep.
nehemiah03 3 years ago 2
I love this song! This and Medellia of the Gray skies are the ones I always go back to off TAFH. Thanks for reminding everyone there's more to SP than 1979 and BWBW.
airoplaneflieshigh 3 years ago 2
so depressing....gawd
carsiotto 3 years ago
I'm pretty sure it's "I wish I could think" (not thank) but he pronounces it so that it keeps the rhyme going.
also he says "I'd write a letter to you"
VashTheWaterbender 3 years ago 2
Yeah, you're probably right. I just copied the lyrics :)
Noussen 3 years ago
thanks for lyrics d('.'d)
Ducawesome 3 years ago 2
Lol, I didn't know that this wasn't a video, I just sat here and wondered when he would stop staring into the camera and move ;p Should I mention I've been up for about 24 hours?
BlackStripe2 3 years ago 6
billy COrgan rocks my world. I wish i was blank... gotta love his vocals.
nehemiah03 3 years ago
whats this song off of?
Kimbercakes 3 years ago
the songs off auro plane flys high which are songs that did not make it on mellon collie
sexydanny21awesome 3 years ago
Amazingly, sexydanny21awesome only managed to misspell 3/4 of the album title wrong.
seign 3 years ago 7
amo a los smashing pumpkins .. admiro a billy corgan.. gracias a esta agrupacion le encontre sentido al rock and roll son originales... gracias billy, Darcy, James y Jimmy gracias por llenar de buena musica mi alma siempre los voy a llevar en mi corazon.
goldenjosh123 3 years ago
If you want ANYONE to understand, please write in english.
Noussen 3 years ago
...right.
...cause NO ONE understands Spanish.
CreepyJenny 3 years ago
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shut the fuck up,
fuckin idiot
superlocoymas 3 years ago
you better shut the fuck up!!
Billy is best!!
SchwarzMohn 3 years ago
omfg
sooprcool 3 years ago 2
I love the Smashing Pumpkins... I admire Billy. Thanks to this group for finding an original rock and roll feeling (an original sound or emotional message in the music, I'm not good enough to know which). Thanks to Billy, D'Arcy, James and Jimmy for always filling my heart and soul with good music.
Not a word for word translation, I didn't know a few words, but did my best. Hope that helped :)
macatron 3 years ago 6
I understand Spanish.
boywithstick 3 years ago
oh god....i must be an idiot....i'm sitting here thinking "how is he staying so still" then about a minute into the video i realize that it's a picture.....i gotta get some sleep
40yrOLDsexPERVERT 3 years ago 8
Haha, you're funny!
Noussen 3 years ago
grande billy corgan eres el mejor, los smashing y tu hicieron historia dejaron un hito en el rock and roll los llevare siempre en mi corazon
goldenjosh123 3 years ago
best song ever
myoko1234 3 years ago
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best post ever!
heavyflower 3 years ago
i love this song :)
myoko1234 3 years ago 4
my favorite song...wish i could find a live vid...but thanks for posting
josamite 3 years ago 5
Is there one? I think there's only this one studio recording. Or am I wrong? Tell me if you find a live vid :)
Noussen 3 years ago
I have seen one for the Zeitgeist tour.
OgadaNosaFasu 3 years ago
You sure? That's cool :)
Noussen 3 years ago
Actually scratch that...sorry I was thinking of "The Aeroplane Flies High." I don't know how I managed to confuse the two seeing as how they sound nothing like each other at all.
OgadaNosaFasu 3 years ago
realy love this song. 5*
Pellepluttskrutt 4 years ago 2
thanks man!! enjoy Mr. Corgan's masterpieces
brandonhj 4 years ago
sad song. Where is this song from anyway?
brandonhj 4 years ago
It's from the box "The aeroplane flies high" @ the CD "Tonight, tonight" ^^.
Noussen 4 years ago