@LunaIsAce The village caught on fire. Steph went in to save Amy and her children, Lucas and Leah. Steph was dying from cancer at the time, and in this scene, she's ready to die. :(
@Dav6785598 it was a fire and she had cancer - tht guy was her husband and she told him how she was scared of dying. But she saw amy in the fire and ran in. She saved her and her 2 kids proving to herself she was ready because she was brave and saved 3 lives!
Omg i know its just a film but that was really selfish of Steph. No one would do that to people they loved. But anyway, if I was Gilly I would of just gone "Fuck no you dont" and jumped in and grabbed her.
@xxJackRussellGirlxx I so agree with you. I hated this ending for Steph. It was weak and out of character in my opinion. To just give up like that. Like that wouldn't cause her family even more pain given the fact they already knew they were gonna lose her. And then what it done to Gilly (who done the right thing in not telling her family that Steph basically committed suicide). For me it destroyed Gilly inside and messed him up (but I can also blamed the TPTB for turning Gilly into a d***head).
having watched hollyoaks for years now , i sobbed for ages after the origanal airing of this episode it was a massive story line and very upsetting as steph had being a great character for years and always will stay within our hearts
I don't even watch hollyoaks but i came across this and wow.... Nearly had me in tears.. her acting is amazing and the song.. ohh my word that song makes it!!
I've never cried so much at a tv show as I did during that scene -everytime I hear that music it reminds me of it. When they used this clip at the NTAs the other night I was really disappointed Hollyoaks didn't get the Best Soap award.
EVERYONE JUDGING HOLLYOAKS shut the f up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! No she wasnt screaming you retard she was trying to be brave it was fantastic acting so shut it k.
why is gilly telling everyone she got trapped or something? he didnt tell frankie that she said she wanted to go.. so now hes getting blamed for not rescuing her! :S
I also like the fact that whoever makes the opening credits decided to put Steph in them . 2 F'n days be4 they killed her. She @least deserved to be in the new one when they 1st appeared.
10y on the show and she gets beat out by a bunch of newbies. One even twice. That Jasmine/Jason character.
ya I think im done with this show after watching this episode tonite. I cant stand what Marquess has done with it. Not only with Steph but with all the other past cast members. Killing em off all @ once for a bunch of people I could care less for. Like that O'Connor family. They just showed up 1 day out of the blue and up to this date have had no real storyline. Kill them please, They are boring.
what happened? like how did she die? obviously it shows here how she died but what exactly caused the fire and everything? i missed the week this happened :/
feck every1 that says hollyoaks is sh!t ive never cried at eastenders or anything but i cried at this, when sarah died in the parachute accident, max and ob dying/leaving and the fire a few years ago i the dog when justins twin sisters died, the bit where zoe calls the guy she finally likes and u hear his mobile ringing in the bodybag.
hollyoaks should get some recognision. and some awards! >:( :)
@xxdreamycreamyxx You obviously havent watched it long- I watched it from 1998 until the funeral + have now boycotted it as it's gone down the pan- I think the ending to this + malachy was way too rushed- maybe paul marquess couldnt be bothered carrying on with a potentially really good storyline.. hmmm lets see we've got 2 terminally ill characters... let's kill them off in a fire...... bring back kirkwood! or even better phil redmond!
@burninbutterfly ive watched it all my life, but seriously watched it since the fire in the dog afew years back.
no, i think they were starting to drag on so he killed them off at the right time imo
but i do agree with the bringing back of kirkwood! he was good! it has gone down since he left but that was b/c of lucy allen, she was rubbish, its getting better now again :) plus, the xmas storyline seems good :)
an as for the burnin in the fire was abit extreme mabye she didn't wnt to go thru all tht cancer all tht sufferin all tht pain she was ready to go an it was bttr for er to go in fire rather thn suffer dnt u think? huh?.xEmma Milnerx
an as for the screamin in agony screamin for er life or chokin frantically desperate to survive at all costs 1 she had cancer 2 she was in pain 3 i think she had enuf of sufferin 4 she wudn't hv felt owt coz she was passin ovr so she wudn't hv knwn wat was goin on around er or smelt the smoke an 5 mabye she didn't wnt to survive thts y she said she was ready to go whn its sum1's time its their time whthr u wnt thm to go or nt.xEmma Milnerx
to any1 thts lost sum1 u hv to learn to let go i knw it hurts bt u hv to let em go 4 both of ur sakes u cnt hang on 4eva eventually u hv to let em go evn tho it kills u it wudn't b fair to thm or u an uve gtta learn to shutt off its the only way to move on is to feel nowt its the only way it wnt get to u u hv 2 b strong for both of u an keep ur chin up no m8ttr hw much it hurts u hv to wrk past tht an get thru it jst b strong 4 both of u its wat they wud hv wantd.xEmma Milnerx
reminded me of whn my partner died i miss er so much i only jst lost er lst april ive recently let er go tho it killed me bt i had to let er go eventually i cudn't hld on 4eva it wudn't hv been fair on er i luv er so much bt i will nvr evr 4get i will always luv er evn in death.R.I.P Susan Stead.xEmma Milnerx
i admit i did actully cry at this lol i loved steph so sad she died and tbh i think they did a gd job not making her scream cough etc over the flames because it made it more intresting and sad the way she just back of from him into the fire , so sadd
This is really upsetting but - to die of cancer is a horrible thing. My grandma died in the hospital from cancer last year and although she wasnt in pain. By time my family was there she was almost gone. She had lost her sight and hearing - really sad time x
so she wasn't screaming in pain and agonyand screaming for her life, chicking on the poisonus fumes, frantically desperate to survive at all costs; she was just sniffeling saying let me go ,, its okay shit. very realistic there.
Theres nothing realistic about pretty much ANY tv/movie fires.. end of... if it was, the cameras wouldnt see shit, among many other impractical elements. :)
@redpillow100 - If you watch hollyoaks you would know that she was battleing breast cancer, and in the scenes before she died she asked gilly to 'let her die' when she was ready - this is what she was reffering to in her dying scenes. - although I agree a little more coughing would have made it a bit more realistic.
@Feodaran Yeah, but it means you woudn't be 'frantically desperate to survive'. I said she wouldn't scream for her life, not that she wouldn't feel any pain.
@xPrincessKx Well yeah, you wouldn't be desperate to survive if you want to die. She should be screaming in pain though or at least show some sign of discomfort.
@Nandowkd As much as I'd LOVE for Steph to win best exit at the BSA's, I've got a feeling that Jack Duckworth from Corrie will win it :/ though I think Steph's exit deserves the award more lol :P
omg i cried so much at this episode. the music is beautiful aswell. i am trying to find out what song is played right at the end when gilly gopes into the house to tell her mum. cant find it anywhere.
Is it weird that Steph's death still affects me today? It happened so long ago but Steph was me favorite on the show. =' (
Juliamby88 3 weeks ago
this was the first episode i ever watched of hollyoaks, i didn't even know the characters and i still cried, this is sooo sad :'(
Aimesify11 1 month ago
So what exactly happened here?
LunaIsAce 2 months ago
@LunaIsAce The village caught on fire. Steph went in to save Amy and her children, Lucas and Leah. Steph was dying from cancer at the time, and in this scene, she's ready to die. :(
Juliamby88 3 weeks ago
suprisingly i didn't' cry but i normally do with sad scenes... like max's death however i did find this scene extremly sad and really well done
ClairMxxx 2 months ago
@ClairMxxx okay i dont watch it much anymore did you just say max died? no way that fucking sucks
DarkOnOneSide 1 month ago
@DarkOnOneSide yeah Max died, it was extremly sad.
ClairMxxx 1 month ago
BREAKING NEWS: Steph has been confirmed to return to Hollyoaks as an angel for the Christmas Episode. - if you don't believe me, google it :)
Coddlet 3 months ago
@Coddlet LOL
serpentzara 2 months ago
why did she just die?
Dav6785598 3 months ago
@Dav6785598 it was a fire and she had cancer - tht guy was her husband and she told him how she was scared of dying. But she saw amy in the fire and ran in. She saved her and her 2 kids proving to herself she was ready because she was brave and saved 3 lives!
lolzatlol 3 months ago
@lolzatlol Ah ok, thanks for telling me :) I am happy that she was so brave as to save them, she was a hero
Dav6785598 3 months ago
Omg i know its just a film but that was really selfish of Steph. No one would do that to people they loved. But anyway, if I was Gilly I would of just gone "Fuck no you dont" and jumped in and grabbed her.
lol
Any way.. back to the real world
xxJackRussellGirlxx 4 months ago 2
@xxJackRussellGirlxx I so agree with you. I hated this ending for Steph. It was weak and out of character in my opinion. To just give up like that. Like that wouldn't cause her family even more pain given the fact they already knew they were gonna lose her. And then what it done to Gilly (who done the right thing in not telling her family that Steph basically committed suicide). For me it destroyed Gilly inside and messed him up (but I can also blamed the TPTB for turning Gilly into a d***head).
CJPDeQueen 5 days ago
ok whoses cutting onions ????
101badgirls 4 months ago 3
Cop out imo. They should've carried through with the cancer storyline.
Jezebellic 4 months ago
Crying my eyes out heree.
Sophstarz98 5 months ago
this was when hollyoaks was good.
choochootrain34 5 months ago
THE TEARSSSS
nalyd79 5 months ago
having watched hollyoaks for years now , i sobbed for ages after the origanal airing of this episode it was a massive story line and very upsetting as steph had being a great character for years and always will stay within our hearts
dan31051987 7 months ago
Shouldn't of put her in a cancer storyline she should still be in it :/
DaleWF10 8 months ago
:(
randommeg 8 months ago
BASTARDS WHY DISLIEK IF YOU BOTHER YOUR ASS WATHING IT GGO YOU DIE IN A FIRE PLEASE XOXOXOX
maccee123 8 months ago
Really sad aint the same without her RIP lol xxxx
glittergirl274 8 months ago
I hated her anyway
She used het cancer to exploit other people, like lee's play
shrimpanzee001 9 months ago
i still think doing this is selfish... didnt she want to say goodbye to everyone?
spiralpuddles 9 months ago
i still cry at this.
nubcakebub 9 months ago
well if this dont make ya cry i dont no what will!
leadobsonx 9 months ago
:'( I Cried Soo Mutch
SparkleAndHearts 9 months ago
Steph noooooooooooo. :( Always was one of my fav characters, dammit.
xmaster2 9 months ago
cant stop crying:(
jakeyjay2k11 9 months ago
This is Max's wife, yeah? Maybe she wanted to be with him in heaven.
iMstrKrft 10 months ago
@iMstrKrft no she had cancer and she didn't want to be alive when it turned ba and painful
PPKproductions3 9 months ago
i dont even watch hollyoaks, and this had me crying when i watched the NTA's
thepinkemo11 1 year ago
Saw this clip when i was watching NTA's, couldn't stop crying. She's an amazing actress.
beccacullen11 1 year ago
I don't even watch hollyoaks but i came across this and wow.... Nearly had me in tears.. her acting is amazing and the song.. ohh my word that song makes it!!
LavallyBobby 1 year ago 12
I've never cried so much at a tv show as I did during that scene -everytime I hear that music it reminds me of it. When they used this clip at the NTAs the other night I was really disappointed Hollyoaks didn't get the Best Soap award.
jkireland14 1 year ago 7
@jkireland14 really you cried at that? i cried when my girlfriend cheated on me yesterday and left me and you cried at a soap opera
DarkOnOneSide 1 month ago
@DarkOnOneSide Yes, I hope they were tears of joy - she sounds awful,
jkireland14 1 month ago
EVERYONE JUDGING HOLLYOAKS shut the f up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! No she wasnt screaming you retard she was trying to be brave it was fantastic acting so shut it k.
xxchaxeyxx 1 year ago 2
does any1 have the full ep as channle 4 keep blocking it
cal4th 1 year ago
why is gilly telling everyone she got trapped or something? he didnt tell frankie that she said she wanted to go.. so now hes getting blamed for not rescuing her! :S
emzere96 1 year ago
I also like the fact that whoever makes the opening credits decided to put Steph in them . 2 F'n days be4 they killed her. She @least deserved to be in the new one when they 1st appeared.
10y on the show and she gets beat out by a bunch of newbies. One even twice. That Jasmine/Jason character.
umokthenok 1 year ago
ya I think im done with this show after watching this episode tonite. I cant stand what Marquess has done with it. Not only with Steph but with all the other past cast members. Killing em off all @ once for a bunch of people I could care less for. Like that O'Connor family. They just showed up 1 day out of the blue and up to this date have had no real storyline. Kill them please, They are boring.
umokthenok 1 year ago
@umokthenok lmao the way marquess is going the whole village will be dead soon
wwemitch 1 year ago
why didnt he stop her?
blobgirlfuly 1 year ago
can someone send me the link so i can see her goodbye video? x
cuddlezbabii13 1 year ago
what happened? like how did she die? obviously it shows here how she died but what exactly caused the fire and everything? i missed the week this happened :/
1spunkBubble1 1 year ago
when i watched this i cried soooo muchh it was like it was real :'(
missjadiie2010 1 year ago
oh and thanx for the song, didnt think id ever know it :D
xxdreamycreamyxx 1 year ago
feck every1 that says hollyoaks is sh!t ive never cried at eastenders or anything but i cried at this, when sarah died in the parachute accident, max and ob dying/leaving and the fire a few years ago i the dog when justins twin sisters died, the bit where zoe calls the guy she finally likes and u hear his mobile ringing in the bodybag.
hollyoaks should get some recognision. and some awards! >:( :)
xxdreamycreamyxx 1 year ago
@xxdreamycreamyxx You obviously havent watched it long- I watched it from 1998 until the funeral + have now boycotted it as it's gone down the pan- I think the ending to this + malachy was way too rushed- maybe paul marquess couldnt be bothered carrying on with a potentially really good storyline.. hmmm lets see we've got 2 terminally ill characters... let's kill them off in a fire...... bring back kirkwood! or even better phil redmond!
burninbutterfly 1 year ago
@burninbutterfly ive watched it all my life, but seriously watched it since the fire in the dog afew years back.
no, i think they were starting to drag on so he killed them off at the right time imo
but i do agree with the bringing back of kirkwood! he was good! it has gone down since he left but that was b/c of lucy allen, she was rubbish, its getting better now again :) plus, the xmas storyline seems good :)
xxdreamycreamyxx 1 year ago
Why was he not trying to save her.
mkr10001 1 year ago
aww she died just like max saving a life like max saved tom ans steph died saving amy and her kids just so sweet but so sad! XD :'(
princessruby14 1 year ago
mabye she prefered to die in fire rather thn suffer.xEmma Milnerx
AZ095761 1 year ago
an as for the burnin in the fire was abit extreme mabye she didn't wnt to go thru all tht cancer all tht sufferin all tht pain she was ready to go an it was bttr for er to go in fire rather thn suffer dnt u think? huh?.xEmma Milnerx
AZ095761 1 year ago
an as for the screamin in agony screamin for er life or chokin frantically desperate to survive at all costs 1 she had cancer 2 she was in pain 3 i think she had enuf of sufferin 4 she wudn't hv felt owt coz she was passin ovr so she wudn't hv knwn wat was goin on around er or smelt the smoke an 5 mabye she didn't wnt to survive thts y she said she was ready to go whn its sum1's time its their time whthr u wnt thm to go or nt.xEmma Milnerx
AZ095761 1 year ago
to any1 thts lost sum1 u hv to learn to let go i knw it hurts bt u hv to let em go 4 both of ur sakes u cnt hang on 4eva eventually u hv to let em go evn tho it kills u it wudn't b fair to thm or u an uve gtta learn to shutt off its the only way to move on is to feel nowt its the only way it wnt get to u u hv 2 b strong for both of u an keep ur chin up no m8ttr hw much it hurts u hv to wrk past tht an get thru it jst b strong 4 both of u its wat they wud hv wantd.xEmma Milnerx
AZ095761 1 year ago
reminded me of whn my partner died i miss er so much i only jst lost er lst april ive recently let er go tho it killed me bt i had to let er go eventually i cudn't hld on 4eva it wudn't hv been fair on er i luv er so much bt i will nvr evr 4get i will always luv er evn in death.R.I.P Susan Stead.xEmma Milnerx
AZ095761 1 year ago
this would be better if her hair set alight
Rhysbradbury 1 year ago
Does anybody know what the music is?
JohnVB 1 year ago
@JohnVB
The song is Hometown Glory by Adele.
RyanA2607 1 year ago
such a sad scene, even if hollyoaks has turned shit! But choosing to burn to death is a bit extreme :\
TheReviewsafterdark 1 year ago
@TheReviewsafterdark She obviously wanted to die sooner, rather than suffer from the pain of the cancer, because that would have been worse :/
JessicaHelen96 1 year ago
@JessicaHelen96 yeah, its so sad tho ='(
TheReviewsafterdark 1 year ago
what is the music in the backround??
JMrox1421 1 year ago
i admit i did actully cry at this lol i loved steph so sad she died and tbh i think they did a gd job not making her scream cough etc over the flames because it made it more intresting and sad the way she just back of from him into the fire , so sadd
sallzhomemadevidzx 1 year ago
This is really upsetting but - to die of cancer is a horrible thing. My grandma died in the hospital from cancer last year and although she wasnt in pain. By time my family was there she was almost gone. She had lost her sight and hearing - really sad time x
tveliot 1 year ago
I was in tears when this aired!
Andi1424 1 year ago
@herpfreakuk
its Adele hometown glory,
hope I helped!
georgiabarlow1 1 year ago
Made me cry to be honest, Just when you find a way out, Life finds a way back in...
NewMusicNow2010 1 year ago
whats the name of the tune wen u see the building burning?
herpfreakuk 1 year ago
this episode was wank, unrealistic and stupid, worst program ever, she got 0wned tbh
j1mmyizeya 1 year ago
so she wasn't screaming in pain and agonyand screaming for her life, chicking on the poisonus fumes, frantically desperate to survive at all costs; she was just sniffeling saying let me go ,, its okay shit. very realistic there.
redpillow100 1 year ago
@redpillow100 yeh i get what you mean, but i think its ment to be a more sentimental scene then a realistic one, lol
Coddlet 1 year ago 27
@redpillow100 that's because she wanted to die. She had plenty of opportunity to get out, she just opted not to.
TKLawThunder 1 year ago
@redpillow100 she wasnt actually on fire then she probably died cus of smoke inhalation
MissLauren151 1 year ago
@redpillow100
Theres nothing realistic about pretty much ANY tv/movie fires.. end of... if it was, the cameras wouldnt see shit, among many other impractical elements. :)
Tonk3h 1 year ago
@redpillow100 - If you watch hollyoaks you would know that she was battleing breast cancer, and in the scenes before she died she asked gilly to 'let her die' when she was ready - this is what she was reffering to in her dying scenes. - although I agree a little more coughing would have made it a bit more realistic.
heartbreakers230 1 year ago
@heartbreakers230 it was cervical wasnt it?
TsoLan1 1 year ago
@TsoLan1 - my mistake :)
heartbreakers230 1 year ago
@redpillow100 She was dying of cancer anyway so she would have died either way
GrannySmithApples100 1 year ago
@redpillow100 But she wanted to die! She wasn't screaming for her life because it's what she wanted
xPrincessKx 10 months ago
@xPrincessKx Lol, wanting to die doesn't take away the pain and discomfort from the dying process.
Feodaran 10 months ago
@Feodaran Yeah, but it means you woudn't be 'frantically desperate to survive'. I said she wouldn't scream for her life, not that she wouldn't feel any pain.
xPrincessKx 10 months ago
@xPrincessKx Well yeah, you wouldn't be desperate to survive if you want to die. She should be screaming in pain though or at least show some sign of discomfort.
Feodaran 10 months ago
@Feodaran You don't get to see her engulfed in pain though, you only see her fall. I think she was trying to be strong for Gilly anyway!
xPrincessKx 10 months ago
@xPrincessKx * fire
xPrincessKx 10 months ago
One of the songs at the end is Lamb- Gorecki (If I should die this very moment)... its a beautiful song, made me bawl my eyes out this episode did.
FreyaET 1 year ago
sad scene and @jonnylionman and everyone else that wants to no the song its hometown glory by adele
93lew 1 year ago
Just used Shazam on the end part of the episode and the song is Missing You by Abi but I can't seem to find it on Google, YouTube or iTunes :(
Manhunt2011 1 year ago
What song is that?
JonnyLionMan 1 year ago
I cried more to the song at the end of the episode, which I want and cannot find for the life of me :(
Manhunt2011 1 year ago
I've never cried so much at a programme ;'( truely heartbreaking :'( Steph for best exit at the BSA's!!!!
Nandowkd 1 year ago
@Nandowkd As much as I'd LOVE for Steph to win best exit at the BSA's, I've got a feeling that Jack Duckworth from Corrie will win it :/ though I think Steph's exit deserves the award more lol :P
SpexiNiamh994 1 year ago 2
The tears just streamed doen my face. I couldn't help it :'c One of the most moving scenes on a soap opera every. R.I.P. Steph Roach <3
MapleAndAnimeCrazy 1 year ago 2
i have never been moved by a scene in a soap so much, my body just froze after.
xCarlyyx 1 year ago
omg i cried so much at this episode. the music is beautiful aswell. i am trying to find out what song is played right at the end when gilly gopes into the house to tell her mum. cant find it anywhere.
mummysmuffin 1 year ago
it was so so sad, i was crying really badly and i dont even cry that easily :'( so sad xxx
shaunax14 1 year ago
:'(_________
bigbrother08 1 year ago
i cried me eyes out :/. still crying now.
CallMeCloe 1 year ago
@CallMeCloe Same :'(
LucieJonesFan 1 year ago
i have never cried so much.
theoblivionroxas2 1 year ago
@theoblivionroxas2 sames :/
JessicaHelen96 1 year ago
bahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahaha
HewitG1 1 year ago
This has been flagged as spam show
I cried:'(
xxEllexxx 1 year ago
whats this song called i love it????
ClimaxMan69 1 year ago
@ClimaxMan69 Hometown Glory by Adele
LilacTreat 1 year ago
this really moved me especially when steph said ''Im ready now'' I cryed! I'm going to miss her!
8danny 1 year ago
Poor Gilly ='(
XxCrazygal2007xX 1 year ago
omggg i sobbed like mad at this scene ! x
Abbbiieeexo 1 year ago
Magnificent acting :)
JamesPostlethwaite1 1 year ago
Who else bawled like a baby at this?
Fushiaification 1 year ago 68
@Fushiaification i did! i couldn't stop! even after it finished i was crying for like another half an hour:(
r.i.p steph:(<3
Georgia120965 1 year ago
@Fushiaification oh i did, i ridiculous amount! Carley Stenson for Best Exit at the Soap Awards please! :)
ambs1990 1 year ago
This is soo sad, was watching it earlier and was in floods of tears :'(
JessicaHelen96 1 year ago 25
What was the song at the end of the episode when they were telling Frankie called? something about the final goodbye? :/
kathyrid 1 year ago
@kathyrid
If you find out, can you let me know?. I've been looking but can't find any info on it at all.
MsHybridTheorist 1 year ago
@MsHybridTheorist and @kathyrid if you do find this can you tell me aswell thanks, i had tried typing the lyrics into google but its not found?
rmxrobynx1 1 year ago
@rmxrobynx1 Hometown Glory by Adele :)
JessicaHelen96 1 year ago
@JessicaHelen96 no the one at the end?x
rmxrobynx1 1 year ago
@rmxrobynx1 Oh, idk that one :/ x
JessicaHelen96 1 year ago
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MsHybridTheorist 1 year ago
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@rmxrobynx1 and @kathyrid
It's called Missing You by Abi.
The MP3 is for download from tomorrow (03/12/10) on Amazon and the like.
MsHybridTheorist 1 year ago
What's the song called?
Equinoxxa 1 year ago
@Equinoxxa Hometown Glory - ADELE.
fish2 1 year ago
aww =(
imtoffecake 1 year ago
Thats so selfish she didnt let her family say goodbye. shes such a good actress the best in hollyoaks.
MissLauren151 1 year ago
:(:(:(
Georgia120965 1 year ago