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  • Glad you're here. Keep trying!!

  • I know how you feel. Though I'm still planning on it. No one that I know knows.

  • Couldn't you pop a couple TITS up on the screen? It's bad enough your tags are total downers :( With upbeat tags like: dead puppy, incubator ward, grandma's funeral, nobody is going to with a smile on their face, ALL HARSH! p.s. is that the music from "The Lion King"?

  • sometimes u just want to break down and give up you get tired of lifes shit and dnt want anything any more but for it to all end,, that was me today, i was gonna slice my wrist open,,, but luckly i have beautiful friends and one who is very close to me talked to me, and we came to an understanding so i am un injured amd feel like a complete ass and idiot! lolz thnk god for good ppl and friends <3 ty A.O and U. M and all my other ppl i love you all!!!!!! thank you God for saving lifes

  • A dear friend of mine killed hisself and I understand why but this goes to any who want to consider it you are worth more to those around you than you will ever know! Even if it's not your family every1 has a friend wether u think it or not. Talk to the one u trust most about it and then I suppose yes if its still the best thing then by all means its your life. My BIGGEST warning is(from experience) Do NOT enter into suicide pacts, 1 of you'll chicken out and regret it forever!

  • Well Keep trying and GOD will be on your side,even if you are a bad kid. GOD cares for everyone!(Take care). :)

  • awww :') thats awesome u survived! WAT A GREAT VIDEO!!!!!! THAT WAS AWESOME MAN!!!!!! :D YAY!!

  • Wow I am so proud of you although I do not know you. Keep praying and everything will come to pass. You will be whole again soon enough. You sound so smart and learned so much from what happened to you. Keep smiling and keep praying. You know everything will happen with effort and time. You can do anything in this world if you only believe and trust God. I am so happy and no more tears from hearing something so sad. I hate hearing how people are in so much pain, I just have to help them.

  • @omochii123 its all true.. i know now its not fair, if i did go thru it all the way. sadly it happens to more and more everyday. thanks for stopping by to comment!

  • The fact that you're alive should tell you something, God cares and has a plan for you! Keep having courage and LIVE!

  • @sskiller111 thank you :)

  • really touching video hope you live a happy life ♥♥♥♥

    plus your friends should go to heaven because of you they saved your life

  • i was suicidal at one point, in and out of the hospital and all this stuff. and this video set just makes me mad. its like youre telling this story to get attetion or brag. not so much on this video but your last one. i think this one is fine, but the first part is like you think its a cool story or something.

  • Maybe it's the animal instinct we are all born with, the need to survive and reproduce. Maybe it's the fear of death. Maybe it's the guilt of not saying your goodbyes to those you care about. No matter what made you want to live, you strove to live. Personally I find suicide to be a selfish act, but realizing how others feel gave you emotional intelligence, jesmalu :D . People if you don't want to live for yourself, at least live for others. You'll make them happy and then you'll be happy.

  • thank you very much for this video

  • No offence, but how do you fail at killing yourself, it shouldn't be that hard ;)

  • Hmm..You did die, and were reborn. Not literally..but mentally and emotionally. I'm glad for you that you are still around. A death cannot be undone. A person can nor be replaced like a machine can. =)

  • I feel the same way all the time over the dumbest of stuff that seems to pry at me every minute of my life...wanting to see my babies back in my arms is what keeps me breathing every minute that I am...but the fight hurts so bad...I can't even begin to explain the pain I endure. I fight for them...but can barely handle the pain.

  • Hi, Don't know where your life is now, but I sincerely do hope better. I have mental problems like so many. I have lost track of suicide attempts, last one last Feb/09. Ended up in ward getting 28 ECT treatments. They helped clear my mind, now I know I want to go peacefully. Am I going to die today? probably not. When the right, time and a very happy state, Yes.

    I want to go, because I know what my future is, more meds, ECT, state wards. I don't want to die, but I don't want to live. Be Happy

  • i almost died when i cut myself with a knife

  • You're help and reason to live is a really cool dude named JESUS CHRIST

  • i almost died when my friend tried to drown me D=

  • i dont know wut to say

    i cant believe u took so many meds but im happy u survived god bless u

    u didnt die cuz god loves u he loves everyone

  • that was "out more" not "our more" :)

  • Don't ever give up!! It's not only what others well feel when you die but what you well feel to! Because we do not end when we die, we eather go to Heaven or we go to Hell. The pain that is felt in Hell is much worst (many times worst) then the pain we feel here. So seek GOD while you can because there is comeing a day when we all well stand before Him and answer for our lives. We well ancer for what we did and didn't do and if we reiceve His Son!! Are you saved? read the Bible to find our more

  • The truth hurts, but the reason you live is to Serve. When you are done serving, you will know, because then it will be your time to go.

  • last christmas my husbads brother killed himself...he had just moved back to america frome england 2 week earlyer and we were going to get a house together he wanted to reconect with his brother and get to know our son...on christmas eve we got a call from the hospital and they said that we need to come in..they dident say what happened we just thought he got hurt..nope..he killed himself...we were so angry at him...we still are....suicide is selfish...there are people who care out there

  • I went through the exact same thing 3 years ago on the exact sane month. I am really happy to be here too. Your a really brave person

  • i want to die every day

  • yeah so do i

  • im not trying to be mean and all,but you all dont have the same belifes about as me and i understand it.but if u dont try new things and see you will never know.telling you all the bible has saved my life because,when i come home with a horrible mood,when people are nasty to me,i read the bible and it tell me what to do.Also if you dont belive in god just try and you will find you way.people please dont send me hatful commets cause i dont want to read it.

  • @VFauxus i agree :) even though there is no way to prove if there is 1 or not, it's still a bit silly to go with something requiring pure belief when you can believe in something based on theories and facts

  • YOU ARE MY HERO! i love you!

  • well i think the point of life is to live by gods way,the way he intended it.were the good will go to heven and the bed will go to hell.If you dant belive in god then dont tell be you just never put you heart in to it cause wen you do you will see there is a way and god gives second chances.GOD IT VERY MUSIFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!­!!!!!!

  • @TheHippyDippyCandys are you a creationist?

  • i tried to kill myself....and i want to do it again

  • i came close last summer now im better,it was not my time to go,a few years a go i took lot meds one night went to bed before that i called family said i love u,but i woke up alive

  • U ARE INDEED A BRAVE PERSON after all u survived.. its not true that no1 cares for u,there are atleast sum1 & sumtyms it is just our feelings that make us think that way,i too, hv lots of worries to think & experiencing a slight depression..remember that life is the most wonderful possession we hv & whether we are struggling hard to live with it, its still life that is worth living for, try to include God in your life..He has its own way & time to fix everything..just keep believing..big TC =)

  • thank you for coming by! :)

  • mike go to hell thats a murder threat essentially

  • Haha thanks but no thanks. I don't take advice from people who tell other people to end their life. How low can a person be to tell someone to kill themselves? If you don't like it, then don't watch! But you took time to comment me so I feel special =P

  • lol It's funny that he complained about getting suckered into watching this and he went on to waste more of his time typing a comment on it.

    And January 14th is my birthday so yeah, I was having a party that same day which is weird.. oO;

  • What a horrible thing to write.

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  • @mikefraz01 dude thats sick!

  • 1.think of all the people who would miss u

    2.ur parent would be mad at there self for letting that happen

    3.GOD WOULD BE MAD he will tell u when time is right to pass on to him

  • ok here r my suggestions 1. pray 2. get help 3. STAY OUT OF TRUBBLE and 4.eat bananas because you need the potassioum.( that was a joke) anyways just follow those rules. i belive in yah! merry christmas happy new year!!!!!!!!!as09hotie1 said, belive n god nd jesus!

  • I suggest you change your description you cocky bitch. You dare to tell other people that they have no lives, while you tried to end yours? you must be kidding me.

    PS - You dont deserve any respect. Theres a deep corner of hell waiting for people who dont respect life/living. You try and make it seem like you've accomplished something, but you really havent. All youve really done is failed at dying. Not much of an achivement.

  • thanks for your cocky comment! *winks* you dont know much so therefore you are just as stupid!

  • thank you for helping me rethink my desire to commit suicide, ^_^

  • -.- ok person 1. quit tryin t end your life. 2. dont overdose. 3. omg plz stay safe and 4. tryin to end life is a REALLY stupid idea. no offence i would stay at hospital and stuff so i WOULDENT DIE! ok but ask for help try everything i hope u live :) believe in god nd jesus

  • Im happy to hear your life is slowly healing hope its healed in time ;)

  • now im in university. i will have a lamborghini. i hope ;)... and i blame all the society. its because of them that i am here, cause they saved me, and its because of them that i tryied to die. cause ppl are stupid... all of them around me. in cafe, in restaurant, at work, in school, etc. society is fucked up, and im not happy cause of them. cause of ppl who come here to make funny of ppl like u and me.

    i dont believe in god, and im sad for human race is so stupid.

  • YOU ARE REAL STUPID PPL!!!!

    dude, i tryed to suicide in april 2007 i think. somwhere near that date. month after or later.

    i see things a diferent way now. but i trully wanted to die, and i still do. but doctors saved me.

    and i didnt want to.

    i went to psycologist, etc etc...

    and i think they owe me. cause they did something i didnt want to. yes, i saw things now i didnt see be4. but they made me keep here, so they owe me one...

  • You only have 1 life. enjoy it do things. Smoke out of a bong. Live life to the edge.

  • we only live once.. enjoy your life even though your depress or problems.. the next next next next next day will be fine and just laugh your problems :) ok?

  • I am so glad you survived and got better.=) You are a very strong person and I'm glad you have found reasons to live. I have written many suicide letters to my husband, saying goodbye to him and telling him to tell our cats and his family I love them. I've never done anything, though. I tried to take some pills with alcohol when I was younger, but I threw up. Then I found a reason to live. My sister had a baby. From then on that has been my reason; babies. I want children.

  • Good video!

  • thank you!

  • remeber me im just back to say say sharing wont help you sharing your emotion just allows others to say shit that sad feeling you get when someone says something hurtfull your gonna have to take it dying will just end your story and if your story ends wheres the fun in that your story will end soon enough on its own but just awsner me a question why is it okay to cry at a wedding and not laugh at a funeral

  • i feel like i want to die sometimes too.... but i'll try to stay alive and enjoy life like it should be lived

  • if u want to die sometimes go ahead ive been locked in a straight jacket for 15 years since i was 4 a darrange four year old isnt a happy though enjoying life pointless happyness is just a chemical reaction a feeling of safety but hey im fucked in the head ignore me

  • wow inspiring hope i never come to that i had a friend who tried to kill himself in my house infront of me and my other friends with i pod head phones and strangling himself.

  • thanks

  • take your comments elsewhere, life for some1 is actually kinda hard

  • My friend said to me one day that she wanted to die so badly...

    I was srsly crying and I didn't know what to do.

    I was totally confused. I sent her text messages,

    I sent her phone calls. I didn't want to tell anyone else cause I didn't want to go crazy and thought I could help her on my own (I know stupid right?) So I followed to where she was going and I told her that if she's going to die I'm going to die with her (I'm getting stupid by the minute right? xD) then she cried and then she told me

  • "I'm so sorry" (typical)

    And yeah.. crying stuff and what not

    So after that I went with her to counsling at school

    together :D yay

    And she's gotten better

    You know I make the worst choices xD

    But.. She told me:

    " I'm really sorry I did that and I had no idea that you would do such a thing just to get my attention! You are the greatest friend I've ever had and I'm so glad that I was able to live. I want to see both of us live on naturally. Plus! I was finally able to go to New York with you :D "

  • if she wanted to die let her die why would you get in the way of someones desires but hey dont listen to me im fucked in the head and just trying to bring you down

  • Well I have to agree on that one.. she really did want to die at that time. And don't say ur fucked up in the head >_>

    that's ridiculous. If you think you are that's fine just don't take it srs

    You're only fucked up in the head only if you Want to be.

  • well then i guess spending 8 years in a padded room with a straight jacket was for nothing i better go demand a refund

  • Er you do what you want xP

    I've been in a padded room. But not a straight jacket... just how tight is a straight jacket? o_O

  • tight enough to restrain all arm movement and all i want is to spread my message of cheer and dread

  • oh ._o

    that's gotta hurt D:

    but now ur able to spread as much cheers and dreadedness xD

  • but of course

  • Yes indeed

    merry christmas :D

  • people stop leaving ur gay ass comments! hes just putting it out ther!

  • I just dont understand the point of this video ?

  • you're a little faggot now, you should try again and rid the world of annoying assholes who make attention whore videos on youtube to get attention cause they failed at killing themselves. go to hell, pussy, you go to hell and you die!

  • thanks =D takes one to know one. see you in hell...ill wait for you! *big smiles*

  • wow faggot. dont be such a little bitch.

  • "wow faggot" hey thanks! takes one to know one ;) ty for the comment!

  • I remember when life was fun easy for me then it became hard for me but then i started smoking weed to just get over then i noticed that life doesnt matter i lost all my friends bt 1 my family got split up while back ago i moved in with my one friend wacht my dad drink and be sad then we all got back together but me and my mom hated are lives and i would come home and try to overdose on pills and every one in my family started to freak out and worrie about me and idc now now i look at life diff

  • and im 13 and still wonder why and how am i not dead

  • @mrkuul Me too but its because it just hasn't been our time yet

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  • @mrkuul what the fuck!?

  • @mrkuul WHAT THEFUCK?!?!? i didnt write this who the fuck was on my account writing this bullshit?!!

  • i tried commoiting suicide lots of times by holding a knife to my heart hanging out the wingow and strangling myself but now i know that even though it hurts loads when i argue wiith ma mum suicide isn't the awnser because i will miss the good things

  • I am glad you survived your suicide attempt. My best friend of 17 years committed suicide on September 24, 2001. He was 25 years old. He was diagnosed with Clinical Depression. It still hurts me to this day. There is not a day that goes by that I don't think about him. I was diagnosed as "Bipolar with a stronger tendency towards depression." I think about suicide every single day but I will never do it because I know it will hurt my loved ones. Take care and good luck!

  • Suicide became a daily thought, acted on a few times. I never learned and I don't think I have fully learned yet. I still cut to stop the mental pain because I can not handle it. I have helped 2 friends overcome suicide in the last year. Why cant I? I am glad you posted this video it has helped me out the last time I tried to kill my self. ( Sept 8 2009 ) I held the knife in my hand and watched your video over 9 times. I am sorry for the long posts. Stay strong your not alone. Thanks again.

  • That is until I became a Pagan, she lashed out and called me a satanist.... I was never allowed back into her house. I was 15 at the time, and no where to go. Yes I did live at my mothers house and go to school. I was taking care of my self though. She would cook dinner for herself and her abusive new husband. Me it was what ever I knew how to cook. I started to cut my arms at the age of 15 and never stopped. My neck came at age 17 landing me back in the Phyc ward a few times.

  • When my father did pick me up, at a young age I was force fed beer to keep me from crying. Then left in a room with no lights. I hated that place and I still hate him. All through my child hood he beat me when ever I saw him... I hold three 6 inch scars on my back from his knife that he told the cops I grabbed and cut my self up... 8 weeks in the Phyc ward for me. 24/7 suicide watch. My mother believed the story and shunned me. My grandmother the only one left caring about me.

  • dont worry keep it up life is expensive and you dont wont to lose yourself how ever bad you feel just be strong youll get through it !

  • Bi-weekly turned into him calling to say he was to fu**ed up to come pick me up. Or.... I am hanging with friends, I am to busy to pick you up, I have better things to do, I just plan don't want to see you. Those were the responses I would get and every time it would hurt worse. Still my mother would tell me Jesus would make things better. She then would force me to go to the spot where my father would "Pick me up" with my head hung low I would walk back.... Though I do have to say ...

  • 20 years of hell on earth. That is what I have lived, I am going to tell my story as a post because I am to scared and ashmed to step into the camera for vidio responce.

    I am living in northern mane at a small college,,, Growing up I was forced to believe christanity was the only true religion, something I never believed in. At the age of three my father walked out on me. He was court orderd to visit me every weekend... He told me and my mother he could only make time for me bi-weekly.

  • I went through a time of wanting to kill myself as well. I can understand how you felt, but this is not your true calling. I had just become aware of a condition that I had called Multiple Sclerosis. At first I didn't want that to be cast on my life, but now I work through it, take my injections, and work with MS support group members to get through it all. Just do a look on the web, I am sure that there are more people like you as well. Best of luck to you.

  • i'm glad that it didnt work , and that you're still here.....i'm older than you but i still have my down days, yes you will for the forseeable future , but we trudge on....when i was your age ,i tried a few times to "off myself", as i used to call it.....stay in therapy and stay on your meds ....i'm chronic stage 1 bi-polar, so i 've been doing this along time(51 years), believe it or not sweety, you can make a life out of this monster and survive just to spite the damned thing, good luck((huggs

  • thanks for the time & your comment. =) you stay strong too!

  • Beacause people who want to die deserve to die...

  • That's a little harsh don't you think?

  • nope, life is harse... if you do not relise this you are just living in a pretend world... in the true world no one is happy... deal with it

    P.S. -burns bible-

  • some people are treated like crap and abused by family members, not everyone has read the bible, even though they do believe in god. Just because they cant stand life doesnt mean they deserve to die. Im not promoting suicide bu the way, im just saying, some people have it rough.

  • if you were me you'd wish you were dead because noone understands what i understand not even you apearently suicide thoughts every day i only have 1 or 2 actual friends the rest just left when they saw that i understand more than them 1 of those 2 friends i mentiond understands life like i do i've tried suicide at least 5 times but each time there's a voice that says "don't do it you have a meaning in life." and i stop and put the knife\gun down and go back to my regular life of torture

  • man that is so amazing

  • dont listen to these assholes u are the right one there ARE so many Questions that arnt answerd nd why r u alive why did u survive there are things that some people just cant answer for you you will find the answer in your life maby not now but in the future i garenti it i slit my wrists when i was 19 and i called my best friend and told her i was bleeding uncontroably luckly she came and called and ambulence just in time im still her and i dont know why but im happy that i am here stay stronge

  • um wat was the reason for going emo?

  • you should have tried a second time....

  • Maybe you should try! =D Thanks for the comment!

  • i too want to try again i fail 12 attemps already and dread the lon ghospital stays that follow a botched atepmt

  • this video made me cry im crying right now, i want to commit suicide

  • i really dont want to be on this stupid earth anymore but i dont want to leave the ones that i care about. so im gonna have to suffer throughout my life because i love them. im crying because of your video right now. the tears are just flowing. thanks this vid help me so much. the thing is i cant get help. when i try to reach out to someone they just push me away and everything i want is fading away. i hate life but i love my friends and they may not know it but they are keeping me alive.

  • I'm with you bro

  • I bet one of the reasons you are alive today(probaly 1 out of a million

    reasons) is to inspire people to keep living and to not give up and this video you have made will probaly save tons of people from comitting sucide and to find help. Keep up the work and keep finding answers to your questions.

  • I have been contemplating suicide all day. I watched your video and have tears rolling down my eyes wondering if there is any other way. Your comment "I am scared to live and I am scared to die" really struck me. I am also very scared to get help. I feel like such a failure. I am so afraid of hurting people. I just want to lay down and fade to black, not wake up.

  • aw i sorry! *hugs* i know its tough, just take it one day at a time, if needed, one moment at a time. hang in there.

  • I went through the same thing and I'm 14... I needed help and spent 2 years in a Heath clinic. but I'm back now and will never make that mistake again. Peace out.

  • There´s a God who loves you unbelievable!!!!

  • never stop believeing in what drives you and keeps you alive. never give up, never back down

  • 1:24

    it doesn't sound crazy im scared of dying too, your not the only 1. :)

  • every single person whether he wants to admit it or not is scared of dying..allthough some are able to come to terms with it, we are all afraid of the unknown

  • i shall pray 4 you every day man. You may be stupid for doing that but u r brave. O and good song choice what is it? :-}

  • Thanks for making this video. It lets people see that sucide is not the answer. I know how you feel. I am a sucide suvivor myself. I tried when I was 10. I took a pair of siccors to my wrists....thank God my mother found me. The wounds weren't deep enough to need stiches, but I was lucky. Now however I am 18 getting ready to go to college and loving myself and God. So don't worry one day you will be whole. It is a long hard road, but you have already taken the first steps. God Bless.:)

  • thanks! =) if its so easy, why don't you try *winks* thanks...i love comments!!!! =D

  • ...well it worked for you but it will ever work for me... iv learned no1s out there for me... there never will be

  • yes there is I wanted to take my life too but i got a new bf and he made me realize that he loved me and now we are very happy together so you will find someone too

  • Oh god that's so sad...your video made me cry. But I wish you all the best and a happy life from now on. Don't ever give up again, you can make it!

  • hey, what is the name of this song?!

  • um, let me get back to you on this. i have to look to find the file.

  • hey, did you ever find the name of the song?

  • I know how you feel sweetcheeks. Its not crazy to feel the way you do. I wish you happiness and sucess. Be well.

  • Where r My frnDz? wHere Iz my FamiLy? duzn`T AnybodY caRe? wheRe did I go wronG? wHy Du i FeeL so ....... ALONE...!!

    i`m so aLone..!!

    i haTe myseLf n waNa Die..!! i want To end up Dis Lyf.. :( :'(

  • Where r My frnDz? wHere Iz my FamiLy? duzn`T AnybodY caRe? wheRe did I go wronG? wHy Du i FeeL so ....... ALONE...!!

    i`m so aLone..!!

    i haTe myseLf n waNa Die..!! i want To end up Dis Lyf.. :( :'(

  • I was referring To Orly105 comment previously, by the way.

  • I applaud you for wanting to come out and share this personal issue with us, i think if you take life one step at a time, u would find it much easier

  • I'm scared to live and I'm scared to die, doesn't sound crazy to me!

  • im very glad that you have sorted your self out, and have found reason to live, i hate to think of people doing really stupid things, people are idiots anyway, why would you kill your self and just that. reason and will are the main things in my opinion, if you can find things that mean somthing to you then you can protect that, and have a laugh at the same time, somthing to live for and so a will to live to. Good on you mate for realising your mistake, i wish you the best of luck in life! ( =

  • When I go I think I will jump off a large skyscraper, it'd only take on miss-step and there's no way you can stop it once you step off., and it's a guaranteed death, no brain damage, liver, bleeding, until after your long gone. It'd be one final FU to the world and a thrill I have never felt before. I believe I will play Suede - Stay together while doing so also, so when I die and the remains are scavenged everyone will realise why I had done so lol. Yeah it'd be perfect haha ;)

  • I would love it if you had died, all you want is for people to feel sorry for your dumb ass. so fuck you. go take some more pills and end it.

  • haha alright thanks for the comment!

  • Don't listen to this fucking schmuck--obviously someone who noboby cares about, so he/she doesn't care about anybody. How sad to be so fucking hateful--this person must be miserably unhappy. Stay strong, take life one day at a time, and it will get better--take it from me.

  • If you're gonna kill yourself, do it outside, because I feel sorry for the guy thats gonna have to clean the mess up...

  • thanks! thats from a movie!

  • its not, its the intro to a ICP album, (insane clown posse)

    :-)

  • Come on god...Were are you? Thats the question now give me a non-bullshit answer.

  • god? fiction story's like the bible arent real.

  • the world doesnt need another closed minded being.you dont have to follow the bible but dont tell us the bible is fake,keep those inane comments to yourself you inane fool

  • I asked the same question once! I got my answer. I hope that you find yours. Hint: no one and I mean no one on Earth can prove it to you... Not priests, bishops, holy men, activists, bible thumpers... So don't look for the obvious, go with your gut. :)

  • first it helps me express myself, second...it helps some people with my personal experience. not trying to get sympathy, just sharing what i went thru & what i did to myself.

  • Kinda like a life lesson to others, right?

  • yep, can be

  • Oh... didn't think of that... Please delete my 1st comment and sorry for the inconvenience.

  • Well Life has many sad moments and some happy moments. Live for the happy moments. They may not appear often but when they do they are strong and they can bring you back from the dark world you may live in. Life is a gift. Accept it. Live it.

  • Just to say that i have had unwanted thoughts

  • Wowbland, Jesus Christ is the answer to your problems. Let Him into your life as your Lord and Savior and He will give you a fellowship with God that is beyond words. You'll have life more abundantly with Christ.

    Genesis

  • I used to have Jesus in my life...I prayed for a sign he was really there and what did i get??? nothing

  • Sorry, but you're wrong. You've never had Jesus in your life because if you did, then why would you pray for a sign from Him in order to believe if He were already in your life? Your logic is faulty and your statement contradictory in itself.

    The fact is... you don't have Jesus in your life, so that is why you have nothing now.

    Genesis

  • Ok well if I go to church every sunday for 2 years and believe in him and think he real and there then start having dobts then pray to know he is there and i get nothing what do you call that...I am not like you I use logic. If a preacher tells me god is real then i will be like "maybe now show me proof"

  • Knowing Jesus Christ isn't about going to church. It's about accepting Him as your Lord and Savior and having a personal relationship with God. I was 15 yrs. old when I asked Christ into my heart. I was tired of my life being empty, so I woke up one morning and asked Jesus into my heart. My conversion was real because I was sincere. If you are one of His, you'll hear His voice and will respond - if you're not, you won't.

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  • i have been going to church since i was born. i am 14 right now and still have my questions about Jesus. The reason you got no sign is because you werent truely looking for one. You cannot fool God. i have similar problems but i have felt God before and i long for my heart to get back into that place where i can be in his presence again.

  • exactly he isnt real they have no proof and i think it is just a bunch of bull shit

  • we are proof

  • If I call 1-800-273-TALK will they report me to the police or something else?

  • for what?

  • jesmalu, I'm glad to hear that you got help and that you're doing better. The most powerful changes in a person's life comes when they ask the Prince of Peace, Jesus Christ, to take over. Jesus died on the cross for your sins so that you can have life more abundantly. Ask Him to forgive you of your sins and to save you; He will not forsake or abandon you ever.

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