This is being played at my Daddys' funeral. How could you leave us daddy? In your suicide note it says "I will always love you, Dad." But it you loved us so much why did you leave? You tore my life apart Daddy. I love you. R.I.P. <3
Dear smalls, I know you are no longer here with us, and that's the hardest part to understand, that we will no longer see you in the hallways smiling at the whole world. We all miss you soo much, and you know this song reminds me of you soo much. No one knew what you were going throught, i still ask myself 'Why?' 'Why didnt i notice, why didnt you come and talk to me?' You were like a brother to me, but you are no longer here. But now your in a better place. Save me a spot in heaven. Miss you!
This is my cousins friends song. He killed himself, I was to young to care when she played this song. Now im old enough, i know why now. I may not have known him but i look apon him as a friend. This is for him, and to all his friends. Thats why i want you to play this song for him. He will be missed, he will be missed.
rip cameron & spenser. i didn't know you spenser, but i did know cameron..i miss you both SO much. i love you. you're never forgotten. cameron i want to talk to you again :( you loved everyone & everyone loves you. fly high
When I was suicidal, it wasn't that no one cares. I know so many people who care, and that's what propels me to do it in a way. It's not because I want to cause them pain, I mean I don't want to do that. But it's because I know that I will be remembered, songs will be written about how tragic it was, videos will be made in my memory and so many people will share such beautiful stories. That makes me a terrible person, I know, but I've always been an attention hog.
i had a ex boyfriend tried taking his life but i stopped him and then he tried taking his life again when i broke up with him but he said he couldnt do that and hurt me cuz he still cares about me
On the 15th I attempted suicide. Obviously i didn't succeed in anything but breaking my daddy's heart. I spent a week in the hospital. I'm home now but i am not in a better place. I was asked if i would attemp suicide again, my answer was yes, if i knew i would succeed. i don't think my daddy will ever forgive me, but some people just need to leave this world and i feel like it's time for me to go. I need prayers please because i want to be strong for my daddy.
My two daughters ages 17 and 16 just lost one good guy to suicide. I don't know if he's at peace, but this was in October of 2011 and my two girls still go to sleep crying. This song says everything that they are afraid of asking.
Makes me wonder what its like. Yah know, up there or over there. That mystical place you go after death. Makes me wonder if i could die tommorow and be forever at peace watching all the people i love living a happier life.
R.I.P Danielle Marie Clouse!</3 she is a sister, daughter, and a friend that will forever be missed. She has touched many hearts including mine, She was is always will be my role model. I went to the view I look at her, and it looked nothing like her, She was not the sister I saw all joyful and happy:'( she died at the age of 18 from a 73 year old man driving thru the red light. Danielle if you are watching me I'm sorry for all the things I have done and I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU! 1-29-93to11-4-11
@lilwayne420ist im sorry for your loss ): i went to my friends funeral today and i went to his viewing and they put clay on him cause he also got hit by a car walking to school ): and now thats the last memory i have of him ): im sorry ): no one should go through this ):
R.I.P Brandon Edwin Vera!!! we will always miss our sexy Latino!! today was one of the worst days of my life going to my friends funeral and seeing him laying in a coffin and he didn't look like him they had to put clay on his face... and he was only 16 years old... no one should die that young.. we love you Brandon! and you'll always be in our hearts! 9-7-95 2-2-12
this song reminds me of my cousin R.I.P SGT. John Wayne Miller gonna but never forgotten you are loved and missed very much rest in peace cousin can't wait til we met again
I always relate this to myslef... cause i tried to hang myself but the wood bar i used broke... and i lived.. barley... then i thought how people would react... to my death.. how my boyfriend would start cutting..
''Cause it's not like you to walk away in the middle of a song'
It's so hard not to have to around, I miss you so much. You were my best and closest friend. Cody, You were the one who stopped me from Suicide, you saved my life multiple times. I just wished I could have saved yours. :'( No one could ever replace you. You were like my brother. I love you. </3 R.I.P Cody M. 4/22/96--6/30/10.
"Now here we are gathered in our little hometown, this cant be the way you meant to draw a crowd..."
I still can't believe you're gone. Never thought after 11 years of seeing you at school you'd just be gone.. Blake, you're missed so much. I wish there was something I could've done, something I could have said, maybe things would be different.. But Sue and I are coming to visit you on Wednesday. A lot of us are. You can't celebrate your 16th by yourself
if anyone ever needs someone to talk to, i would be more than happy to listen or talk you through something. everyone should know that they are so loved and that there rainbow at the end of the storm <3
I dedicate this song to Christopher Howell, one of my best friends who committed suicide back in September. Rest In Peace Chris! (March 25th, 1994 - September 8th, 2011)
My dreams, my sorrow, my loneliness, they have turned against me and have acted like my emotions were a punching bag, but I won't let them get to my head, I have to stay strong... I cant walk away in the middle of my song...
@Luvrgrl20 if you ever need someone to talk to, i know that i don't know you but i am here. always remember that you are loved more than words could say
This song reminds me of my friend Taylor... she was so young and beautiful.. Taylor, suicide wasnt your only option... we love and miss you soo much. Rest In Paridise Beautiful Angel.
RipSam. You meant a lot to so many people. I hope that you are looking down on all of us. I will get to see you someday. #We'll_Always_Miss_You. #fly_high_In_the_sky.
Rip. Sam. Everyone at Buffalo miss you dearly. You were a happy go lucky kid. I personally didn't know you, but I heard that you were very funny. You made a lot of people happy. Fly high up in the sky. We will ALWAYS remember you. #Rip_Sam
Sometimes this song reminds me of how me and my boyfriends are. We have a long distance relationship and he just told me last night he's moving down to Florida for a while. He's leaving me here until I'm old enought to move down there. Right when he told me he was going to Florida tonight and catching the flight at 6, I was listening to this wondering how were gonna make thi work. He's the one I want in my life but I don't want him to move away.
I'm in an extreamly dark place right now. I really was thinking of commiting sucide last night, but then I thought of this song. And here I am today. So I guess you can say this song saved my life.
I had a boy at my school who recently committed suicide. He was the happiest person and when it says "Why would you leave a stage in the middle of a song?" It makes me think of him... He was in Choir and sat 3 chairs away from me and always had a smile on his face. I don't know what he went through to make him do it but I know that whatever it was, it must have been bad to break him... He was strong. R.I.P Zach
This song always made me cry, but now I ball my eyes out and keep it on repeat. One of my friends killed himself in September and another one killed himself two days ago :( I miss you Deej and Eli!! I will never forget you ♥
@ShananaMuffin never give up on anything no matter what hun hell i dont even know u but i love and respect u keep fighting keep ur head up be proud of who u r an never give in an everythings gna b ok i promise :)
This song reminds me of my friend who past a few weeks ago!:( Taitlyn Shae Hughes !!:( my angel left Mee And she's in a better place now !!!!!1999-2011!! We love and miss u baby tait!!!!:)-333
We're going to play this song for a boy at our school. This song fits him so well, almost like he wrote it himself. He commited suicide... it was a big shock for such a small town and school. The kid seemed so happy all the time, and we all really liked him. We love you, Kent! Hope that you are rocking it in Heaven. R.I.P. <3
There are so many sad stories out there. It makes me feel like we're all Sleepwalking Past Hope. It's a different song, but it feels like the same message.
Why Bill, you were 16, you had so much to life for. Why did u have to kill yourself? i understand you were depressed and had a lot of stuff go on but you had so many friends who cared about you, who loved you and wanted to help you. You touched so many people's lives. i can't believe its been over 3 years now :( i wonder what you'd be like today. i know you'd still be the same loving funny caring guy we all know and love. i miss you and love you <3 RIP <3
</3 They Played This For My Friend's Funeral <3 RIP Timmy Randy Duran Always In Our Hearts<3 You Jus Had To Leave In A Middle of a Song Due To Jesus Calling Youu<3 03-28-92~11-11-11<3 Ily And miss u Brah
who told you life wasn't worth the fight? ...They were wrong!"
that part really touched me. It's an important life lesson that lots of us forgot.
I've considered suicide a couple of times... but this song really open my eyes. It shows me that even though it doesn't seem like it, there ARE people out there who care for you. It shows me the pain i'd inflect on them if i did. Mom's been through so much, i can't let her suffer again... and i won't.
All you need to know is that there are people out there who care about you, and would miss you. Iv'e been there before. Ive had days where i wonder why i was put on this earth, and if anyone cares if i were gone. But there are.
When I first heard this song I started crying literally. From what I could tell and maybe I'm wrong but the way I took it was that the song is about someone who killed themself. My cousin and best friend committed sucide back in August and this song opened the flood gates and I couldn't stop crying for like 20 minutes. This song means so much to me and I love it. It's really beautiful. My favorite of theirs so far.
This is being played at my Daddys' funeral. How could you leave us daddy? In your suicide note it says "I will always love you, Dad." But it you loved us so much why did you leave? You tore my life apart Daddy. I love you. R.I.P. <3
volleyball0725 2 days ago
Dear smalls, I know you are no longer here with us, and that's the hardest part to understand, that we will no longer see you in the hallways smiling at the whole world. We all miss you soo much, and you know this song reminds me of you soo much. No one knew what you were going throught, i still ask myself 'Why?' 'Why didnt i notice, why didnt you come and talk to me?' You were like a brother to me, but you are no longer here. But now your in a better place. Save me a spot in heaven. Miss you!
Lizzy22O 4 days ago
This is my cousins friends song. He killed himself, I was to young to care when she played this song. Now im old enough, i know why now. I may not have known him but i look apon him as a friend. This is for him, and to all his friends. Thats why i want you to play this song for him. He will be missed, he will be missed.
Gagedshaffer 4 days ago
rip cameron & spenser. i didn't know you spenser, but i did know cameron..i miss you both SO much. i love you. you're never forgotten. cameron i want to talk to you again :( you loved everyone & everyone loves you. fly high
MileyCyrusRulesBOBW 6 days ago
When I was suicidal, it wasn't that no one cares. I know so many people who care, and that's what propels me to do it in a way. It's not because I want to cause them pain, I mean I don't want to do that. But it's because I know that I will be remembered, songs will be written about how tragic it was, videos will be made in my memory and so many people will share such beautiful stories. That makes me a terrible person, I know, but I've always been an attention hog.
iplayviolafortyler 2 weeks ago
i had a ex boyfriend tried taking his life but i stopped him and then he tried taking his life again when i broke up with him but he said he couldnt do that and hurt me cuz he still cares about me
hotrod4321ful 2 weeks ago
On the 15th I attempted suicide. Obviously i didn't succeed in anything but breaking my daddy's heart. I spent a week in the hospital. I'm home now but i am not in a better place. I was asked if i would attemp suicide again, my answer was yes, if i knew i would succeed. i don't think my daddy will ever forgive me, but some people just need to leave this world and i feel like it's time for me to go. I need prayers please because i want to be strong for my daddy.
torylinnangel 2 weeks ago
Rest in peace Britney Renee Tongel. I love and miss you. Not a day goes by that I dont think of you. Rest easy sweet angel3
noelleEliseBitchess 3 weeks ago
My two daughters ages 17 and 16 just lost one good guy to suicide. I don't know if he's at peace, but this was in October of 2011 and my two girls still go to sleep crying. This song says everything that they are afraid of asking.
myyoda15 3 weeks ago in playlist Favorite videos
( Rest In Paradise . ♥ ] Derek Urbaszewski , its your 6th month in heaven today & I miss you more then anythinq .
CelesteGBaby219 3 weeks ago
Makes me wonder what its like. Yah know, up there or over there. That mystical place you go after death. Makes me wonder if i could die tommorow and be forever at peace watching all the people i love living a happier life.
TheRandomIdots 4 weeks ago
R.I.P Danielle Marie Clouse!</3 she is a sister, daughter, and a friend that will forever be missed. She has touched many hearts including mine, She was is always will be my role model. I went to the view I look at her, and it looked nothing like her, She was not the sister I saw all joyful and happy:'( she died at the age of 18 from a 73 year old man driving thru the red light. Danielle if you are watching me I'm sorry for all the things I have done and I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU! 1-29-93to11-4-11
lilwayne420ist 4 weeks ago
@lilwayne420ist im sorry for your loss ): i went to my friends funeral today and i went to his viewing and they put clay on him cause he also got hit by a car walking to school ): and now thats the last memory i have of him ): im sorry ): no one should go through this ):
blackveilbrides386 4 weeks ago
@lilwayne420ist
I just cried there.
TheRandomIdots 4 weeks ago
R.I.P Brandon Edwin Vera!!! we will always miss our sexy Latino!! today was one of the worst days of my life going to my friends funeral and seeing him laying in a coffin and he didn't look like him they had to put clay on his face... and he was only 16 years old... no one should die that young.. we love you Brandon! and you'll always be in our hearts! 9-7-95 2-2-12
blackveilbrides386 4 weeks ago
Rest in peace Trevor-3 our Angel up in heaven -3
kitkats04 1 month ago
this song reminds me of my cousin R.I.P SGT. John Wayne Miller gonna but never forgotten you are loved and missed very much rest in peace cousin can't wait til we met again
2010marinesister 1 month ago
this song has such a meaning, so does his voice.
MultiAhming 1 month ago
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MultiAhming 1 month ago
I always relate this to myslef... cause i tried to hang myself but the wood bar i used broke... and i lived.. barley... then i thought how people would react... to my death.. how my boyfriend would start cutting..
how my best friend would commit suicide...
horselover1367 1 month ago
''Cause it's not like you to walk away in the middle of a song'
It's so hard not to have to around, I miss you so much. You were my best and closest friend. Cody, You were the one who stopped me from Suicide, you saved my life multiple times. I just wished I could have saved yours. :'( No one could ever replace you. You were like my brother. I love you. </3 R.I.P Cody M. 4/22/96--6/30/10.
SnowybearSings 1 month ago
@SnowybearSings RIP
TheRandomIdots 4 weeks ago
"Now here we are gathered in our little hometown, this cant be the way you meant to draw a crowd..."
I still can't believe you're gone. Never thought after 11 years of seeing you at school you'd just be gone.. Blake, you're missed so much. I wish there was something I could've done, something I could have said, maybe things would be different.. But Sue and I are coming to visit you on Wednesday. A lot of us are. You can't celebrate your 16th by yourself
Rest in peace, Blake <3
deviliciousbrunette 1 month ago
@deviliciousbrunette What happened to Blake? did he die or transfer schools?
shadowmoondrew 1 month ago in playlist Favorite videos
@shadowmoondrew
She committed suicide earlier in the school year.. It's been rough, but at least I have a beautiful angel looking over me
deviliciousbrunette 3 weeks ago
RIP Cameron and Spenser we love and miss you guys so much!!
jonscheyerfan30 1 month ago
if anyone ever needs someone to talk to, i would be more than happy to listen or talk you through something. everyone should know that they are so loved and that there rainbow at the end of the storm <3
michellekm14 1 month ago
rest in peace Bennett (September 22,2011), Cameron (January 28,2012) and Spenser (January 29, 2012)
You all are missed very much, we love you all more than you could ever know
michellekm14 1 month ago
I dedicate this song to Christopher Howell, one of my best friends who committed suicide back in September. Rest In Peace Chris! (March 25th, 1994 - September 8th, 2011)
firareou 1 month ago
RIP Eric... I'll miss you, i still don't understand why you took your own life... Miss you my best friend... love you.
Tally231 1 month ago
@Tally231 was his name
Erik loza
GaiaGirl2468 1 month ago
@GaiaGirl2468 No his name was Eric Broadbent
Tally231 1 month ago
i want this song played at my funeral <3
emmce13 1 month ago in playlist sleep1
<3
TheAsheela 1 month ago
RIP dylan u were the love of my life i will always remember u <3
andreasblog21 1 month ago
This song means A LOT to me <3
ChloeBellatrixx 1 month ago
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Lauren24131 1 month ago
So much meaning behind this song...reminds me of a guy my age that was in an accident late last night early this morning...RIP tja
asoldierslove11 1 month ago
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My friend commiting suicide today five hours ago I just found out......
We liked eachother.....Erik I wish I could have done something....Erik I loved you why did you have to leave in the middle of a song
GaiaGirl2468 1 month ago
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My friend commiting suicide today five hours ago I just found out......
We liked eachother.....Erik I wish I could have done something....Erik I loved you why did you have to leave in the middle of a song
GaiaGirl2468 1 month ago
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My friend commiting suicide today five hours ago I just found out......
We liked eachother.....
Erik I wish I could have done something....
Erik I loved you why did you have to leave in the middle of a song
GaiaGirl2468 1 month ago
My friend commiting suicide today five hours ago I just found out......
We liked eachother.....
Erik I wish I could have done something....
Erik I loved you why did you have to leave in the middle of a song
GaiaGirl2468 1 month ago
@GaiaGirl2468 too many Eric/ks have died, I'm in the same position you are in... I'm so sorry ;(
Tally231 1 month ago
@Tally231 I couldnt stop crying
maybe you knew him
his name was Erik loza
GaiaGirl2468 1 month ago
"Who told you life wasn't worth the fight?"
My dreams, my sorrow, my loneliness, they have turned against me and have acted like my emotions were a punching bag, but I won't let them get to my head, I have to stay strong... I cant walk away in the middle of my song...
Luvrgrl20 1 month ago
@Luvrgrl20 if you ever need someone to talk to, i know that i don't know you but i am here. always remember that you are loved more than words could say
michellekm14 1 month ago
This song reminds me of my friend Taylor... she was so young and beautiful.. Taylor, suicide wasnt your only option... we love and miss you soo much. Rest In Paridise Beautiful Angel.
makleyt95 2 months ago 3
RipSam. You meant a lot to so many people. I hope that you are looking down on all of us. I will get to see you someday. #We'll_Always_Miss_You. #fly_high_In_the_sky.
molovestay 2 months ago
Rip. Sam. Everyone at Buffalo miss you dearly. You were a happy go lucky kid. I personally didn't know you, but I heard that you were very funny. You made a lot of people happy. Fly high up in the sky. We will ALWAYS remember you. #Rip_Sam
molovestay 2 months ago
RIP grandpaa-/3
bubblebath290 2 months ago
RIP Sara <3
16thull 2 months ago
Rest in Peace TJ. Everyone misses you.. so much </3
Dec.23.11</3
TheDarkQueen 2 months ago
Sometimes this song reminds me of how me and my boyfriends are. We have a long distance relationship and he just told me last night he's moving down to Florida for a while. He's leaving me here until I'm old enought to move down there. Right when he told me he was going to Florida tonight and catching the flight at 6, I was listening to this wondering how were gonna make thi work. He's the one I want in my life but I don't want him to move away.
missbroken96 2 months ago
I'm in an extreamly dark place right now. I really was thinking of commiting sucide last night, but then I thought of this song. And here I am today. So I guess you can say this song saved my life.
RachDubberz 2 months ago 4
@RachDubberz if you ever need someone to talk to, i know i don't know you but i am here if you need me.
michellekm14 1 month ago
I had a boy at my school who recently committed suicide. He was the happiest person and when it says "Why would you leave a stage in the middle of a song?" It makes me think of him... He was in Choir and sat 3 chairs away from me and always had a smile on his face. I don't know what he went through to make him do it but I know that whatever it was, it must have been bad to break him... He was strong. R.I.P Zach
sbutler11123 2 months ago
This song always made me cry, but now I ball my eyes out and keep it on repeat. One of my friends killed himself in September and another one killed himself two days ago :( I miss you Deej and Eli!! I will never forget you ♥
pwirtz18 3 months ago
@ShananaMuffin never give up on anything no matter what hun hell i dont even know u but i love and respect u keep fighting keep ur head up be proud of who u r an never give in an everythings gna b ok i promise :)
695buster 3 months ago
This song reminds me of my friend who past a few weeks ago!:( Taitlyn Shae Hughes !!:( my angel left Mee And she's in a better place now !!!!!1999-2011!! We love and miss u baby tait!!!!:)-333
nuvodancer12 3 months ago
I looooove this. I almost criedddd -_-
sasgirl26 3 months ago
We're going to play this song for a boy at our school. This song fits him so well, almost like he wrote it himself. He commited suicide... it was a big shock for such a small town and school. The kid seemed so happy all the time, and we all really liked him. We love you, Kent! Hope that you are rocking it in Heaven. R.I.P. <3
AliceKoopa88 3 months ago
There are so many sad stories out there. It makes me feel like we're all Sleepwalking Past Hope. It's a different song, but it feels like the same message.
seastar010 3 months ago
Why Bill, you were 16, you had so much to life for. Why did u have to kill yourself? i understand you were depressed and had a lot of stuff go on but you had so many friends who cared about you, who loved you and wanted to help you. You touched so many people's lives. i can't believe its been over 3 years now :( i wonder what you'd be like today. i know you'd still be the same loving funny caring guy we all know and love. i miss you and love you <3 RIP <3
Laurenrules16 3 months ago
</3 They Played This For My Friend's Funeral <3 RIP Timmy Randy Duran Always In Our Hearts<3 You Jus Had To Leave In A Middle of a Song Due To Jesus Calling Youu<3 03-28-92~11-11-11<3 Ily And miss u Brah
BamBamz1025 3 months ago
i used this song at a rally for my school...i had never seen so many high school kids cry. it touched everyone, and left the entire gym quite.
alie2013 3 months ago 28
"but i do have one burning question:
who told you life wasn't worth the fight? ...They were wrong!"
that part really touched me. It's an important life lesson that lots of us forgot.
I've considered suicide a couple of times... but this song really open my eyes. It shows me that even though it doesn't seem like it, there ARE people out there who care for you. It shows me the pain i'd inflect on them if i did. Mom's been through so much, i can't let her suffer again... and i won't.
luv u mom
TheTwilightSagaHeart 4 months ago 54
@TheTwilightSagaHeart your so right you touched me u should be a peace speaker :)
ella12851 4 weeks ago
@TheTwilightSagaHeart
All you need to know is that there are people out there who care about you, and would miss you. Iv'e been there before. Ive had days where i wonder why i was put on this earth, and if anyone cares if i were gone. But there are.
TheRandomIdots 4 weeks ago
When I first heard this song I started crying literally. From what I could tell and maybe I'm wrong but the way I took it was that the song is about someone who killed themself. My cousin and best friend committed sucide back in August and this song opened the flood gates and I couldn't stop crying for like 20 minutes. This song means so much to me and I love it. It's really beautiful. My favorite of theirs so far.
rnassirammarissanr 4 months ago
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Synstalover15 4 months ago
*Sniffle* Beautiful song...
MudstripeWarriorCat 4 months ago
a beautiful song one of his best
smileyfacelover22 4 months ago
<3 Always makes me cry ... Always <3 :'(
KaFol97 1 year ago