helio video blog episode 3... love and death (01186741512031000000097291.3g2)

[ohthehorrorofitall]

Another one with miffed up sound. o_O

[LiaTyson]

I am SURE you won't be alone, who wouldn't want to be by your side?

[obahound]

Since then we've seen each other but she's already met this other dude and although she says she still loves me, says I'm amazing in bed, and generally expresses a desire to get back together eventually, I am stuck here in a dead end job, with 11 grand in credit card debt, no car, no license,

[obahound]

After that we started fighting more than ever, usually about really petty crap, and we ended up breaking up about three and a half weeks ago

[obahound]

I made this movie about a disastrous relationship in 2004 and after two and a half years of hearing about this movie, my girlfriend finally got to see it and it fucked with her so bad that I think it loaned to negative feelings about our relationship.

[obahound]

I was with somebody for two and a half years, almost completely inseperable, together virtually every day, first person to ever make me think about marriage or having kids, like for real and shit, and I love her more than anything, but we fought a lot and drank too much and that caused even more fights.

[AcuraRSX05]

how do u upload?

i tried to but it said file size too big or file not supported

[sheilamadrie]

Atleast you're not only 26 years old and being diagnosed with something that means your life is almost over.

[generalhorn69]

i love you.

[bdivy1]

U would do best to keep the attitude u had in that vid were u had a cold and were drugged up. Carpe Diem. Tell people how u feel and take chances it's never too late. And lay off the depressing films they will only make u feel like the world is falling apart no matter how well ur life is going. Especially the foriegn ones. The French ones r the worst and the Russian ones r real wrist slitters sometimes. lol

[bdivy1]

I think that since u r so aware of the possibility of dying alone and the frailty but importance of love and relationships u never will die alone. People who die alone don't pay attention to these kind of things untill it's too late and all their chances have passed them by. Like u said ur young and it's cool that u think about this kinda stuff @ such a young age.