Manic Episode Story And Plans for the Future

[LexOnTheWeb]

Hey there Miltownkid. I also used your "vlog" as an example for my Psychology presentation a few days ago about Mania and Manic Episodes, I think the class was entertained by your whole story, haha! :D

[miltownkid]

@LexOnTheWeb I just had TWO manic episodes within one month's time! Back I came BACK in less than a week! (I had to stop taking the HALDOL, that shit is GARBAGE! Made me want to kill myself!) Google: The Life of Casey Abbott Payne I'm STAYING manic because... It's awesome! :D lol I just need to make sure I wear myself out each day so my body can sleep at night. peace!

[winliz9900]

I grew up with someone with bi-polar and she never would admit it and likes to think she is just eccentric -- no accountability for the paths of wreckage. I have so much respect for how you take charge of your life. I know it's not always simple to find the magic combo that gets your mind to cooperate with your life's aims, but respect and love to you for taking care of yourself. Blessings and wishes that your treatment has gone easy and stays easy .

[miltownkid]

@winliz9900 Thanks for the comment. All is BEAUTIFUL right now. I did my best to capture moments like this so when I'm "rich and famous" I can point people back to the times of strife and let them know that I persevered.

[miltownkid]

@winliz9900 I'm feeling GREAT now. I've realized that my body needs sleep. I've also realized that I'm responsible for making it tired enough during the day to make me rest at night. That's for the wishes!

[miltownkid]

@winliz9900 lol! I responded to you already and didn't notice... lol

[Maj0ra]

One of the strongest and most vulnerable people on youtube. I love you MTK.

[miltownkid]

@Maj0ra Love you too!

[DUDEEitsAYANA]

We watched this video in our AP Psychology class when learning about bipolar disorder and manic depression. Our teacher used you as an example. Can I just say that you have at least a hundred new (high school) fans now? :) Haha. Best of luck to you in recovery and keep on being awesome.

[miltownkid]

@DUDEEitsAYANA lol Awesome. I haven't been able to rewatch this video since I posted it... It's been more than a year now though... Hmm... You know what. I'll watch it and post an update with remarks. A lot has gone down since then. :)

[hokagealex]

@DUDEEitsAYANA hey i would just like to ask you. ummm how is AP pyschology, because im taking it next year. is it really hard? and did you have alot of fun?

[ayanagabrielle]

@hokagealex Hello. :) Honestly, it depends on your teacher...my teacher was awesome and the class was one of the easiest, most entertaining APs I've ever taken. I got a 4 on the exam with minimal studying and learned A LOT about psychology in the process. Get excited. :)

[TheGreatDraytoni]

The zyprexa is super lame. They will ruin your creativity and imagination

[johnnywhack]

Thank you for your courage and honesty in posting this video.

[AdrechtSwe]

u not alone brotha. mad respect for this video.

[miltownkid]

@AdrechtSwe Thanks for the comment. It's interesting watching that video now. Feeling WAY better. Already moved back to Milwaukee (after living at my Grandma's for like 8 months) and... Things are coming back together. :)

[AmericanTravelers]

can you replie with video or email how you tube pays you for your videos. would like your input

[biggvice187]

each time u laugh i started laughing at the same time

[hellokittyismyfavy]

you're so cool like u are so honest. i really appreciate that. thank you for your post u are very brave

[Element095]

YOU ARE FUCKKIGN MEEESSSSED UP

[miltownkid]

@Element095 Yeah. I was then. I'm not now. Such is life. :)

[MrProVidz]

hey man awesome video and really cool story. 

[STLstraitRip]

i've been watching this guys videos for the past couple months. i get so downed knowing that mental illnesses plague people like this guy. just hope hes doing alright

[MrMagician1]

stay strong bro!

[Cptsnuggles]

A real video from a real person. I love how you can laugh at your disorder, like you got it under control, it can't control you. Just stumbled on ur video here think ill subscribe. Take Care and Tornado Kick that Bi-Polar in its ugly face.

[XLosSantosX]

I'm a man with a plan :D

that was funny :D

[TonyaTko]

I actually thought the video was a little short... I love long stories. I like putting the pc on play and walking around... feels like youre talking to an old friend, and youre an excellent story teller :)

I hope robo is okay. I know in the video u said he claimed u hit like a girl. But I know from seeing you in action, youre a force to be reckoned with. With your skills & outisde of your frame of mind to curtail those skills, someone can get really hurt. Glad u & everyone is ok luvU2

-Tko

[imoanD]

i like you, you're a pretty cool guy

just sayin' :)

[unjedi007]

good luck

[mattxix]

glad to hear you're ok

don't forget your beingbipolar channel

[dannyphantom3]

LEGEND i lvoe your videos you make me laugh all the time!! BIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA­AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA (1:10)

[MrFlyerGuy]

Good luck Casey! Your video are great. Have a safe Thanksgiving!

[RobinHoodFox74]

sorry for being late about this, but happy birthday man! and also I just want to say that you're videos are always very inspirational, you're a very smart dude :) and I think you're advice to younger people really might help more than you think sometimes! and also good luck with your recovery man! no stress man, put on some bob marley or something while you're playin' your xbox and ps3 :D take care dude

[TheXpressvideos]

ok i dnt like u im unsubscribing 2 u

[04ayasin]

loved the story glad to see your better now.

[sk8er15421]

This didn't show up in my sub box...

[CHesTeRtoTheGaME]

How are you and robo

[demesh6]

Dude, I hope every thing is going well for you and all. You seem to be a very intelligent person. I am very interested in knowing how you make money from Youtube and Google. I'm 30 and broke , at least I feel like the money I make is not enough. PLEASE HELP A HOMIE OUT!!

Steve

[hubertcumberdale2008]

Hey thee Master Yoda!

These episodes happen and they are part of your so called gift. It's good to hear that you are surrounding yourself with people who love you.

There is nothing wrong with turning 30, I just turned 28 a couple of days ago and thanks to you I do have a plan as well. There is a lot of work ahaed of me now. I can't wait to see your recovery.

Best wishes from Germany.

Dome.

[PhishTakko]

Good luck with your recovery casey, all the best m8.

[Keo069]

Yo Miltownkid. What town are you gonna live in Iowa? I live in Iowa too.

[Ninjapupil123]

Happy birthday my friend.

[Dread320]

Great Video Miltownkid, Glad your recovering :)

[Changeis9]

good to see you! ;)

[miltownkid]

And it's nice seeing (a digital written form) of you too! ;)

[whysammy]

Hey man, i'm glad your recovering man, i've not tuned in to your videos for a long time but i once chatted with you on mic lol, anyway the plan sounds good man, give some time for yourself and work shit out...just don't do what i've done and take advantage of it XD, i left college to sort myself out personaly and now i've just sat on my ass for about a good year.

[BeatFRK]

I'm glad that your back. take care!

[saltyeggs71]

I love meeting other people with bipolar. See you in your next video.

[XLosSantosX]

I love video games too the man who made the first video game is the best :D

P.S. MTK is the best too :D

[Iceberqe]

hey mtk whats up with dat phaydaraps (however it is written) challenge??

[Jesta6996]

Good luck with the recovery and great work, keep it up... ps. Happy B'Dat too :D

[Thatsnotwhatuwant]

Good luck with recovery man

[mbozza]

miltown is the next grandmas boy. Casey why'd you beat up robo nuts what exactly happend?

[mbozza]

holy crap miltown i haven't gotten a video from you since the stone ages. where u been at my man.

[updownjunkie]

Casey, a great plan. You're doing all the right things. I'm bipolar too. I understand and I'm looking forward to your next videos.

[CHesTeRtoTheGaME]

My Dead Xbox oh Yeah sounds like an Awesome plan Miltowkid. Dude!

[DeathnoteAmvMaster3]

yeh mate im going trow probely the same shit wat u going trow at moment yeh i know bro it hard having a mental problems

[bhk2006]

Sounds like quite the experience MTK, good luck on your journey to handling and coping with your condition.

[DrakeSpartan]

Good luck on your journey back, that sounds like an awesome idea. Coming from experience Gaming is a great release.

[spartantampere]

Did you and Robonuts actually get into it with each other?

[kramcas2]

nice friar tuck look.

Have you been doing your daily tai chi?

[viet411]

Glad to hear your back and okay though man! Keep making videos! Their awesome!

[JoeSomebody2]

WTF!?! Why is it I find out about you moving for a bit over video? Dude... :D

[devilslayer888]

Damn dude, I had no idea. Glad you are better. Do you feel better? Stay well, and safe. you have a ear in Hawaii if you need one.

[CheesyCheetah]

You do keep it real Miltown!! We thinking bout ya down here in Racine.

[Jerry4050]

more video game stuff seriously

[MoMoNextjen10]

Lol, I;ll have to watch this vidoe a other time man; 5 stars lol

[666diabolical]

Good luck man, I had similar trouble in my life. I'm 28 and finally working on a life for myself, Martial Arts has opened so many doors for me. All the best...

[FrostfoxFTW]

Why don't you stick with the Xbox stuff and let me handle the PS3 side. I need more subs, not less.lol

[ChaosTheory5789]

Glad you're feeling better!

[IIIBloodIII]

Bipolar?

Damn thats crazy, i never knew, I just thought you were off the ball a little bit :p

[Youdabaka]

Yes go back to gaming vids that's why I suscribed! Gaming is good for stress you should try it more.

[Legitbusiness1182]

atleast your ok bro, hope everything works out for you.

[conwizzlo717]

Hahah I've been to like 5 different impatient hospitals for my anger management problems since I was 13.

The places are awesome, though.

[tpvoid]

Nice video - I think it would be best to go back to basics. It was that xbox video that made you a youtube star. Making gaming videos is the direction you should be heading. Make more vids.. 臺灣

[Bobstar15]

sounds like an epic plan... gd luck gettin better man..

its gd ur back u make gr8 vids and i love watching them

[Magdalicious00]

:) and yes.. they let your ass out too soon :) happy birthday lol.... I"m glad you're feeling better.

I did it at 18.. was that quick enough? ;)

[00Tucker00]

Hey man I know where you are coming from as I commented on your last vid I have Skitsopethica disorder, has simalaritys to Bi-Polar but still has distinctions, anyway I also had what they call a "Phycotic Brake", I got really paranoid had deluisons and hulisinations and was swingin on people, Im doing better now and its glad to see you are too, Hit me up if you ever wanna talk, ive been in your shoes

[Magdalicious00]

Casey... clean yourself up... damnit

[BeantownYid86]

MTK!!!! Glad to see your back and doing well. Your far from crazy dude! Stay up playa!!!

[Shenzo22]

This guy is reall!!! gotta give him props man. Not many people like miltownkid on Youtube.

[1HeartnSoul]

The beard's better than ever!

[jokeboxproductions]

Miltown we missed you. Just wish you had a video of all that lol.

[loganxrandom]

:)Good luck ! Love, peace, dreams, and happy things

[1992seanjr]

haha ur awesome and the gaming thing ya finally ur bring it bakk woo.. ur vid are kool and the long once i like best lol ..so ya Keep making long ones

[Gerrard080925]

how releaf..to see u back!!!!

[32JSE]

Good to see you back.

[btow38]

BEEEEEEAAAARRRRRDDDDD

[elvis32z]

Good plan, Casey. Best of luck to you!

[weses2]

Great to see you're doing fine now, you're the man... with a plan!

[TooJakub]

ur 30 only!!!!!!! and ur wife islike 60?

[alieC101]

LOL @ 1:12 onwards.

[omega1919191919]

do he even still play on XBL because on his account it say last online was 9/3/09 lmao

[MILTOWNSBEST11]

I truly have learned so much from you already, and I'm so happy that your in the process of getting your head in the right spot.

I'm very proud to say that you are my favorite youtuber, your just so real.... You and MrChiCity.....

[DAVETYIOP]

I was wondering where you were then. I hope this time you will be able to control it for sure. So no more miltown, what will you call yourself?

[warriorprincess65]

happy birthday early, beautiful wife/ex-wife, great friends as robo and magda! live in the moment! people are crazy, i am crazy.thank youl for you sharing ur plan! what will happen 2 ur crib? will u just rent it out?! I'll be watching and re watching ur videos so u can keep getting the checks! moms and grandmas rule, u will b fine,i know it!call anytime!thank YOU for the learning experience,anyone who has been keeping up with you knew IOWA already, least i did,C i do pay attention,i love you too

[OMGH4X3RN00B]

41ST

[GiANtTWiNkY]

MAN WITHA PLAN! Sounds good... :D

[Elistios]

Welcome back :) Bipolar is a bitch, i'm currently in a depressive mode for the past 3 days and god i so hate this bipolar shit when that happen but anyways i hope you'll find your way to stay on track and keep moving foward! You take care man, Peace, Ken ^-^ v

[Vilemk0]

I turned twenty today miltown. You're ten years ahead of me. =)

[718Digital]

OH SNAP YO ITS CASEY!!!!

woo hoo!!

its good to see you're ok man

hahaha its the swiss cheese box!!!

Talk to you soon man, take care

[moabdulqadir]

I'm glad you are doing good man

[Maj0ra]

I was in love with a girl that is bi polar, it sucks so bad cause like there's no beating that shit if you don't take your meds. All I can say is take your medicine, and if they don't drop em like a bad habit cause it'll only get harder.

[TheSmoothSmith]

Drugs for mental health allways something good comes from them .... FUCK NO....

[fionnathon1992]

Sheeeit! Sorry to hear about what happened. Going to your mom and grandmas place is a great idea, gives you time to relax :)

Was Kermit with you by any chance?

[SqueeG19]

sounds like you have a plan! the whole working and gaming thing would be a great break from everyday life to bring down some stress levels. its good to hear from you man. keep that pimp hand strong!!!

[MrLesWhite]

Hey bro you're awesome. I would love to hear the things you were thinking during the episode if you want to share. I have had similar episodes and I think what we/people think in those situations are VERY important to the progress of society, not to mention resolving the individual issues.

Either way you sound and look good homie keep up the good work....and imo xbox is GREAT therapy at times

BTW - 1:36 was my favorite part!!

[scenic456]

Hope all is good now dood, keep that chin up! Peace & Love!

[thehilitereel]

Black guys that bald look odd.. Don't get me wrong, I'm bald too, I started losing my hair when I was 17. But you gotta take care of your dome, for sure.

[thehilitereel]

And hopefully Iowa is quiet and peaceful for you, quietness is good.

[Lotsoffun111]

Sounds like a goood plan to me! Good to have you back man

[slylink690]

OMG That's Crazy Casey! You Tell The Most Interesting Stories! I'm Glad You're Doing Ok. I've Very Proud Of You For Getting Yourself Back Together! I Need To Start Working On Myself As Well, & Start Becoming More Independent & Get My "Money Right" As You Said. That's Cool That You're Gonna Work On My Dead X-Box, Can Wait To See What You'll Do! Well Here's One Question For You: What's The First Steps To Becoming Independent? Thanks For The Video Casey! Hope For The Best! Mad Respect! -Steven

[zzz33333]

smoke pot?

[newkie2008]

a man with a plan! :O

when you take over this world remember your dear subscribers. ;)

nice to see you again!

[Samage89]

nice to see you're back! sounds good game reviews, but don't think you should be rockin it all day, get the cash then save. One wise lesson I've learned.

[Auxygen]

Grabbin' pills.

[Firena0]

Damn.. I'm also bipolar but only had one episode anything near like the one u describe and I was alone at the time. Scary as heck, good to see you're dealing with it.

[Simen0303]

I`ve been wondering about when you was going to make another video. Good to have you back :)

Get your self together, just relax :)

[harrypottershiz]

That's an awesome idea man. Much respect and hope you get your pimp hand back.

[1N5OMN14K]

Good to see you back man.

[Foxhoundkid450]

DDDAAAAYYMMMNN, YOU CRAZY (good your back though)

[rdloco]

you just a mess! dude!!

[FishyOnStick]

i approve of facial hair

[ironchef2198]

You should read Unlimited Power by Anthony Robbins.

[wannabeserpento99]

motherfucker u need to shave!

[DollaBillz03]

lmao @ the story. you need to get robo to make a vid explaining what happened.

good to see you functional again, lol.

[CenturyGamer]

Nice beard! What were you thinking about during bruce lee kung fu manic episode? Hate to sound nosy or mean but just wondering

[SuperSizeLeroyGreene]

welcome back miltownkid!

[oliomies]

good thing you´re feeling better now.

[Tobibrocki]

When I first saw you in this video I was like, wtf has happened to ya, but after hearing about all this stuff. It´s good that you get back on track again!

I haven´t watched your videos so regularly like I used to, so that´s why I was so shocked to see you like this! Keep up the videos man (don´t overdo it though) and I´ll keep your advice about the money in my head and put it good use!

[sozzoll]

Yes! The old gamer Miltownkid is back, good times

[maxamillion1011]

Glad  your doing better,, keep going

[dobby10918]

Sounds like a good plan.

[ermah]

Hey Casey, hope you're feeling better.

[sbmillionair]

you look like a .... deeply religious man

[masterofdisaster2k7]

6th view 0.0 Yay

love the hair..

[jihoo134]

that hair........ funny

[LucasPicturesUK]

lol