Another Day

[ImFatNotPhat]

Oh boo who. Everyone fakes a smile some, or all, of the time. You'll grow up soon enough. Maybe you should go to volunteer work with people that actually have problems.

[justagirl166]

@ImFatNotPhat Oh go spin! I do voluntear actually in a youth group, and I have BPD, Magor depression, GAD aswell. And yeah I take medication, I'm in therapy and I work. I do have general issues due to being raped and abused....so go spin with your comment!!

[ImFatNotPhat]

@justagirl166 There are thousands of people that have been raped and abused. Some of us just don't have to blame all of our problems on our past. Life is what you make it. I hope you can get over your self pity one day. Good luck with that.

[justagirl166]

@ImFatNotPhat Clearly you have no idea what its like to be raped and abused and the consequences by it. This is an old video btw and I do not pitty myself, at the time my issues were caused by my past. And for a matter of fact I am very happy and healthy atm!!!

[ImFatNotPhat]

@justagirl166 Clearly I do seeing as how I have been. Glad to hear you're doing better then. I hope things continue to go well with you.

[thuqchiqabrunette]

@ImFatNotPhat hahahahahaha so funny when people can't understand borderline :D it's hilarius :D

[ImFatNotPhat]

@thuqchiqabrunette There are also a lot of people who don't have BPD and still use it as an excuse to feel sorry for themselves. Go bug them.

[thuqchiqabrunette]

@ImFatNotPhat and so what ? if that makes them happier i am more than happy to feel sorry for them who ues it as an excuse.

[thuqchiqabrunette]

thank you so much i do not feel like i'm the only one with borderline :)

[justagirl166]

@thuqchiqabrunette your welcome! x

[thuqchiqabrunette]

@justagirl166 i think it's so wonderfull and brave these videos :D

[justagirl166]

@thuqchiqabrunette Thank you :) x

[sadicticgeek94]

I feel good when I watch ur vids.Because now I know that there is someone who have the same feelings that I have everyday and how struggle to face the world.I dunno whether I have BPD or not but I cry a lots expecially when I'm at skool.I'm so ashamed of my self and my feelings is exactly like urs.

Thanks Victoria.I hope u continue ur life for much longer okay.

Thanks for everything.

Dee from Malaysia.

[justagirl166]

@sadicticgeek94 Thank you and you are welcome! x

[bevon17]

you and I are so much alike that if we met in person We'd prob rather have nothing to do with one another.

I've gotten a lot better though. I hope you can climb your self out of the hole as well.

[krsyness]

wow im watching myself and to see other go through it too makes me cry *sniffles* i spent my whole life with this crap and i thought it was all normal until a month ago :'( thank you for sharing it.

[bpdisntdestiny]

good video it's like I was looking at myself

[StarryKid22]

Heh, you could have used Vanessa Carlton's, "Ordinary Day," lol. In all actuality though, if you are depressed, I would refrain from listening to such intense and poignant things such as Evanesense. You get out (of your head) what you put in and although I like that band quite a bit, they have an undeniably melancholy undertone, if you see what I'm saying. ;P

[justagirl166]

Hey, I was actually listening to christain music on my ipod, but my the programe I used wouldnt upload any other song from my hardrive other than that one for some od reason because it's weird. x

[StarryKid22]

Really?? That's weird because... I think I told you that you have been playing a part in me being able to open with what I deal with but....

I actually, and I know I didn't tell you this at all I don't think but.... I have been totally trying to get back to the "good life." I actually have started to find something really useful in the Christian life.... I was really jealous of some friends I had a few years ago who were about it.... and it *just* started to seem to make a diff for me. ;P

[Smellypope]

It's like looking at myself,

I understand what u are going thru.

Good luck from the Netherlands

[doar0eu]

i do the thing you do in your bed i listen musik and sing with it ...when i saw the vid i almost cried but i can t even if i want 2 but i felt in immense nedd 2 hug you don t know why probaly beacause i can feel all ppl told me what s wrong with you you always listen musik shake up in the reality but music makes all desepiar makes me stay in my silence world makes me flow and avoid the eyes of people tourmenting me ....

[justagirl166]

Hey everyone, thanks for all your lovely comments <3

[TheBlogGuy1]

You truly are amazing for soldiering on like you have done after everything you've been thru... ive watched most of your vids..

Ive been diagnosed with having depression w/ anxiety so i know how it feels and i wish more people understood too...

anyway, keep making videos & getting it out there..

all the best to you,

TheBlogGuy1

[bedtimebear10]

your talent never fails, great video! you just put it all out there, its beautiful and very intense! keep up the great work and keep in the fight, you can do it! talk to you soon :)

[iertjuh]

I know just how you feel..

I got BPD,

Struggling to keep the mask on, and so much more I know I can relate w/ you.

*nice song+editing

*nice date for making the vid lol(mybday)

[Skyoti6]

Impressive video editing. Good song choice. Good shots of you. 5/5

[thesoothingsurf]

I can relate.

*Hugs* from across the pond...

[fever103]

Great filming and editing. I'm very impressed.

[emmaw35]

Love this video, cause it sums up what I deal with daily too, along with an eating disorder...Masks are hard to keep up. xoxo

[taylorguy72]

I know how that feels an all,great video as always x