a schizoid accepts some borderline cunt hard ass opinion to follow, in this sense, any PD is embarassing to accept Borderline PD as embarrassing and a shame to the EU and while denying reality places blocks on some for religious supression...
This is so scary. I can relate to more than 95% of what you have said it this video. At one point I actually had to stop and think: have I made this video and somehow magically forgotten about it? (my english sucks, btw sorry)
thanks for this , it says so much, I am also studying nursing and also I hate it. Especially playlab. I can't do games and role stupid play, god do they think that they are artistic! But I seem to have a knack for mental health, your message is great because it shows health care up for the farce that it is in dealing with the mentally ill, and frightening because I relate to it. Get a second opinion and beware of the drugs!
Thank you.. So far, I can't tell whether I'm now okay or freed from personality disorders but I know I've been cured from depression.. Right now, I'm still living each day looking up to my counselor who became my mentor now.. I still fear being overly dependent on her tho as was the case with my first counselor 7yrs ago..BUt my mentor now says I'm looking okay.. But I still get the mood swings and easily getting confused..
Fortunately, just recently, last summer, my being a self-proclaimed computer enthusiast and video editor was given a chance to work out with the outside world. A friend in HS offered me to make a booklet and trailers for a youth camp.. I also was termed by another friend that I have a natural ability for music w/o any trouble in playing any instrument, or simply making my own renditions.. I am also working out my photography and videography skills..
Sorry you haven't had more response to your video in nearly a year. I guess it's a subject that most don't know about or happen on to unless they know of it or of someone that has similar problems like I did today. It seems to me that you may do very well in writing, perhaps a movie or a book or a book of poems from your perspective. There is also the career as a movie critic since you love both movies and writing! A brilliant mind should not be wasted, that would be a shame. Good luck to YOU!
how then can i use this mind in proper use when nobody seems to care of my abilities? if there are, they don't seem to help at all. they are just passive & wants me to be as simple as them when it's hard to fit in to people that are too shallow minded unlike me.. it really is confusing to be myself in the open..
@SamiD29 Very good that you made this video to express how you feel and your confusion. Also I think it is good you are seeing a counsellor if you still are? You may feel anxious about getting too attached or dependent but that is part of the process of counselling too. By discussing your anxieties with your counsellor, that could reveal deeper fears or the real source of that anxiety. Being labelled with disorders is not really helpful,. A lot of the most extraordinary people feel different
@tamosina UPDATE: last May, my counselor sent me to another counselor (a male this time) bcos she became uncomfortable with me and couldn't be near me (she labeled me / or evaluated me to have homo tendencies when I really don't have any intention or urges). she said I have become too attached that it's becoming unhealthy..
I was torn deep. I thought I have found someone who believed in me and whom I could really trust. It's like I lost a best friend, and me w/o much friends nor have...
@tamosina ...a best friend, I'm like back to my usual self. But not quite, i don't want to stay home and confine myself. I go out mostly by myself. I dont mind. As long as I can do other things like I work online. So with a netbook, I can go out to work anywhere.
I also don't want to lose the self-esteem I built with the counselor..
Also, I stopped meeting the new counselor, bcos he's creepy. it's like he implanted me bad stuff that I'm getting angrier which i really don't want to.
Read Explaining colours to a blind man. Not only will it enlighten many as to what living with a mental illness is like, it also gives comfort to those sufferers who think there is no hope and that they are alone. It is very informative, sometimes shocking but also very funny in parts. All in all, a good read and highly recommended.
@SamiD29 I have worked with people diagnosed with mental health problems and I have respect for people who have those sorts of problems. I do not think drugging people up helps people long term but do think it is good for people to have therapy/ counselling to talk through their problems. People have different experiences of counselling and not all of them good. I hope you do not get depressed again and continue to be creative, expressing yourself through your art/ video perhaps ?
a schizoid accepts some borderline cunt hard ass opinion to follow, in this sense, any PD is embarassing to accept Borderline PD as embarrassing and a shame to the EU and while denying reality places blocks on some for religious supression...
MrSpemat 7 months ago
Typical mainstream society putting labels that are outside of their cliques, as abnormal, bizarre, weird, schizophrenic,antisocial, loner, etc,
Gonji 1 year ago
Awesome! Its like schizotypal without the extra sweet and sour.
nathankayfly 1 year ago
Awesome! Its like schizotypal without the sweet and sour.
nathankayfly 1 year ago
This is so scary. I can relate to more than 95% of what you have said it this video. At one point I actually had to stop and think: have I made this video and somehow magically forgotten about it? (my english sucks, btw sorry)
shreddernkrang 1 year ago
thanks for this , it says so much, I am also studying nursing and also I hate it. Especially playlab. I can't do games and role stupid play, god do they think that they are artistic! But I seem to have a knack for mental health, your message is great because it shows health care up for the farce that it is in dealing with the mentally ill, and frightening because I relate to it. Get a second opinion and beware of the drugs!
Riversleigh1 2 years ago
Thank you.. So far, I can't tell whether I'm now okay or freed from personality disorders but I know I've been cured from depression.. Right now, I'm still living each day looking up to my counselor who became my mentor now.. I still fear being overly dependent on her tho as was the case with my first counselor 7yrs ago..BUt my mentor now says I'm looking okay.. But I still get the mood swings and easily getting confused..
SamiD29 2 years ago
I can relate to a lot of your issues.
You are a swan and don't fit in with the ducks?
Concerning creativity and where it might take you. What are your abilities?
Unless people can see them, how do we know whether we like or appreciate them or not?
I for one wouldn't mind a peek at what you can do.
Sturmtiger100 2 years ago
Fortunately, just recently, last summer, my being a self-proclaimed computer enthusiast and video editor was given a chance to work out with the outside world. A friend in HS offered me to make a booklet and trailers for a youth camp.. I also was termed by another friend that I have a natural ability for music w/o any trouble in playing any instrument, or simply making my own renditions.. I am also working out my photography and videography skills..
SamiD29 2 years ago
Sorry you haven't had more response to your video in nearly a year. I guess it's a subject that most don't know about or happen on to unless they know of it or of someone that has similar problems like I did today. It seems to me that you may do very well in writing, perhaps a movie or a book or a book of poems from your perspective. There is also the career as a movie critic since you love both movies and writing! A brilliant mind should not be wasted, that would be a shame. Good luck to YOU!
CosmicSchemeofThings 2 years ago
how then can i use this mind in proper use when nobody seems to care of my abilities? if there are, they don't seem to help at all. they are just passive & wants me to be as simple as them when it's hard to fit in to people that are too shallow minded unlike me.. it really is confusing to be myself in the open..
SamiD29 2 years ago
@SamiD29 Very good that you made this video to express how you feel and your confusion. Also I think it is good you are seeing a counsellor if you still are? You may feel anxious about getting too attached or dependent but that is part of the process of counselling too. By discussing your anxieties with your counsellor, that could reveal deeper fears or the real source of that anxiety. Being labelled with disorders is not really helpful,. A lot of the most extraordinary people feel different
tamosina 4 months ago
@tamosina UPDATE: last May, my counselor sent me to another counselor (a male this time) bcos she became uncomfortable with me and couldn't be near me (she labeled me / or evaluated me to have homo tendencies when I really don't have any intention or urges). she said I have become too attached that it's becoming unhealthy..
I was torn deep. I thought I have found someone who believed in me and whom I could really trust. It's like I lost a best friend, and me w/o much friends nor have...
SamiD29 4 months ago
@tamosina ...a best friend, I'm like back to my usual self. But not quite, i don't want to stay home and confine myself. I go out mostly by myself. I dont mind. As long as I can do other things like I work online. So with a netbook, I can go out to work anywhere.
I also don't want to lose the self-esteem I built with the counselor..
Also, I stopped meeting the new counselor, bcos he's creepy. it's like he implanted me bad stuff that I'm getting angrier which i really don't want to.
I forgive.
SamiD29 4 months ago
@tamosina nor do I want depression to kick back in.
SamiD29 4 months ago
Read Explaining colours to a blind man. Not only will it enlighten many as to what living with a mental illness is like, it also gives comfort to those sufferers who think there is no hope and that they are alone. It is very informative, sometimes shocking but also very funny in parts. All in all, a good read and highly recommended.
hsttraindriver 2 years ago 2
thnx..
SamiD29 2 years ago
@SamiD29 I have worked with people diagnosed with mental health problems and I have respect for people who have those sorts of problems. I do not think drugging people up helps people long term but do think it is good for people to have therapy/ counselling to talk through their problems. People have different experiences of counselling and not all of them good. I hope you do not get depressed again and continue to be creative, expressing yourself through your art/ video perhaps ?
tamosina 4 months ago