A very nasty disorder. We know that you are more than bpd and you have healthy feelings deep inside you. The problem is that these symptoms makes you who you are and from the perspective of others, you are deemed a bad person because those bpd traits are responsible for your actions. Only some of us understands that there are more to you than just bpd shadowing your real true self inside and it's unfortunate that most people do not understand and will simply judge you for your actions. Be strong
I have BPD and I really relate to this video. I feel a connection. Im not suicidal, but I feel alot of emotions and it is a constant battle. I also am married to a narcissist and it is a marriage made in hell. I have to find the courage and strength to fight this and to remove myself from a bad situation. Thank you for your video.
I think I might have this. Even though I don't do drugs or self injure myself, I have anger issues and a really big fear of being alone and misunderstood...I'm a good person but no one seems to care...
The doctor was worried I may have BPD, but I am not a substance abuser, nor am I afraid of being alone. Its quite the opposite with me... I hate people... everyone I meet is out to use me... in the end I always end up alone, and that's how I prefer. If I am alone, no one can hurt me. I have the bipolor ups and downs tho, the frequent money spending... I go days without eating... I've cut myself often in the past..and I hate myself... but I don't think that's BPD... I looked it up here encase...
I completely agree with your last words. We are caring, we wear our hearts on our sleeves because we expect people to feel love with the intensity that we do, but they dont realize when they leave we are devastated. A pain that is so overwhelming we cant think straight. We arent crazy, were artistic, creative, poetic, and genuine. We have a bad side, but to know the truth, our truth is soomething anyone should be lucky to have. We give and give, and they take and take
It is tough to hear you say that a BPD gives and gives....My soon to be ex wife put me and my family through hell these last 2 years. I was always there for her and never EVER threatened to leave because of her issues. She is leaving for the 5th time this week in the last 15 months. I feel terrible for my daughter and I feel bad for her but I cannot take it anymore. Right now I am the devil....3 weeks ago I am the angel. I can do nothing but ler her go. Tragic and sad.
I have recently found out I have BPD and it is soo me...I have always wondered what the hell was wrong with me....I can't believe there are other people who think thoughts like I do! I thought I was the only one....so, I understand your video and totally feel the whole thing ....we are not weak people ....just have something that is out of our control but we can control how we deal with it....thanks for sharing your video and life with us...takes courage to admit this type of thing....peace...
thankyou for sharing your story. i too have BPD and am sick of people not understanding why I behave the way I do and being told to "just snap out of it". Only if you have lived in our heads can you truly understand the hell that is BPD. I am in long term DBT & counselling and am 42yrs old and a single mum to a teenage daughter. My daughter is the reason I am still alive. I'm sick of the stigma that goes with mental illness and it needs to be removed. None of us chose our illness's.
@myothergem i think you have narcissistic personality disorder, not bpd.. and i bet you don't think you need help and that you are hot. that's because you are truly sick and narcissists never see anything wrong with themselves. I would rather have BPD anyday. We have hearts, and are compassionate, caring, human beings. I think you need more help than anyone I have ever met with BPD, judging by your comments, which are really sad I must say.
I just had to say I suffer with borderline personality disorder. I love your video and watch it all the time. I also made a video if anyone wants to see..
@sixisreal ~ I going to respectfully, yet completely disagree. I'm in love with an amazing, beautiful woman with BPD... she means the world to me and at times yes the BPD takes over, but I know she doesn't mean what she says or does, and the fact that she is trying SO hard to take control, inspires me. I try to learn as much as I can about this disorder so that I can understand her better. I suggest you do the same, because it is apparent you have no idea the hell they go through everyday...
@JaySalious Bless you and you're strength! I also have BPD and have a Husband who sees me for who I am, not how shittily I may handle life. Your gf/wife is blessed to have you!
Thanks for posting this video! I have Bipolar 1 Mania as well as BPD, which is pretty common. I usually only tell people I have Bipolar cos once they hear "borderline," they think I am going to boil their pet bunny rabbit and slit my wrists. I appreciate you showing who we really are - fun, caring, loving - not just this manipulative, bitch freak show that the media presents.
for me it doesnt just come from the negative aspects, as i have bi-polar as well, when i get manic i get good, then i go nuts and am lots of fun then crash...Its the bigger picture that causes the fall as i look around at all thats around and the people around and then my mind starts to run a million miles an hour and i cant handle it and i crash...The 'bigger picture' IS part of the issue
The borderline part comes from the doctors side of things where they class the dark patches we get into as on the borderline of Neurosis and Psychosis, its not a bad thing, just a way of them being able to i guess put a label so they can get the treatment happening properly
I know that only a doctor can make the diagnosis, but frankly, I think this is me all over. May I ask why it is called "Borderline?" What exactly does this "border" on? Psychosis? Sociopathy? Please tell me it doesn't! I have dealt with genuine sociopaths, and I hate them more than anything else!
The borderline part comes from the doctors side of things where they class the dark patches we get into as on the borderline of Neurosis and Psychosis, its not a bad thing, just a way of them being able to i guess put a label so they can get the treatment happening properly
People if you think this is hell... you dont wanna know what it will be when you kill yourself... Hell is 100000000000000x worste then on earth.. Just saying... Cuz i wanted to kill my self like 4 times. But i found God in my life and i got better... Good luck to you all.. i know how you feel ): xxxxxxxxx
I've been suicidal about 8 or 10 times so far, its not a good place to be in i know that and awareness is the only thing that stops it from happenning...sometimes the hard part of bpd is the actions arent always voluntary
awareness of the 'right' side of the spectrum you mean!? Suicidal tendencies seem to come from a complete awareness of all the negative aspects of existence. I dont think its that your not aware, its that your not aware of the bigger picture!?
sorry tulpoy, i'm not following you, this isn't meant to make people laugh, and i cant paint? really not following you..and no i am not demented.. i'm just as normal as the next person, i'm just more intense
i have BPD n its hard explaining it to some ppl, uve done an awesome job with the images, gives ppl a deeper look into our eFFed up heads...also one of the best ive seen!...thank you and good luck.
thanks so much I have this and you hit the nail on the head. GOD BLESS YOU! With Jesus Christ and his unconditional love we can overcome this god-awful disease.
Thanks for this amazing video, I too suffer with mental illness and this speaks volumes. I am posting it to facebook so my friends get a feel for what it is to live with BPD. Thank you so much
Oh, I cried over this video. It's so... me.
maybenotmetheone 5 days ago
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maybenotmetheone 5 days ago
A very nasty disorder. We know that you are more than bpd and you have healthy feelings deep inside you. The problem is that these symptoms makes you who you are and from the perspective of others, you are deemed a bad person because those bpd traits are responsible for your actions. Only some of us understands that there are more to you than just bpd shadowing your real true self inside and it's unfortunate that most people do not understand and will simply judge you for your actions. Be strong
tkathryyn 1 week ago
I have BPD and I really relate to this video. I feel a connection. Im not suicidal, but I feel alot of emotions and it is a constant battle. I also am married to a narcissist and it is a marriage made in hell. I have to find the courage and strength to fight this and to remove myself from a bad situation. Thank you for your video.
I feel your pain.
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HippieJesusLuv 1 week ago
i hate my bdp everyday!!!
joycerutten1 1 week ago
I think I might have this. Even though I don't do drugs or self injure myself, I have anger issues and a really big fear of being alone and misunderstood...I'm a good person but no one seems to care...
Prettydog200 4 weeks ago
I take drugs have bin years , my doctor said I was borderline ? So I said no in not ! Coz I'd self harm , I don't kno if it's the drugs or me ?
ZIGGIEPRODUCTIONS1 1 month ago
The doctor was worried I may have BPD, but I am not a substance abuser, nor am I afraid of being alone. Its quite the opposite with me... I hate people... everyone I meet is out to use me... in the end I always end up alone, and that's how I prefer. If I am alone, no one can hurt me. I have the bipolor ups and downs tho, the frequent money spending... I go days without eating... I've cut myself often in the past..and I hate myself... but I don't think that's BPD... I looked it up here encase...
YuckyAppleTree 1 month ago
I love that song, who is it cool video
bridgedolphine 1 month ago
I completely agree with your last words. We are caring, we wear our hearts on our sleeves because we expect people to feel love with the intensity that we do, but they dont realize when they leave we are devastated. A pain that is so overwhelming we cant think straight. We arent crazy, were artistic, creative, poetic, and genuine. We have a bad side, but to know the truth, our truth is soomething anyone should be lucky to have. We give and give, and they take and take
yourcomb 1 month ago
@yourcomb
It is tough to hear you say that a BPD gives and gives....My soon to be ex wife put me and my family through hell these last 2 years. I was always there for her and never EVER threatened to leave because of her issues. She is leaving for the 5th time this week in the last 15 months. I feel terrible for my daughter and I feel bad for her but I cannot take it anymore. Right now I am the devil....3 weeks ago I am the angel. I can do nothing but ler her go. Tragic and sad.
jstaffaroni 1 week ago
wat song is this
angelmariemorton 1 month ago
BPD friends and fellows, you should all come and talk to us other sufferers on mom (mapofmates)!
miissmiaa 1 month ago 7
I have recently found out I have BPD and it is soo me...I have always wondered what the hell was wrong with me....I can't believe there are other people who think thoughts like I do! I thought I was the only one....so, I understand your video and totally feel the whole thing ....we are not weak people ....just have something that is out of our control but we can control how we deal with it....thanks for sharing your video and life with us...takes courage to admit this type of thing....peace...
dorex41 3 months ago
What complete and utter nonsense. Nice job though. :)
8Ho03EdONl1liL 3 months ago
@shelllj68 so in other words your a little wimp who cries about everything and u have no backbone? u just insulted yourself, I hope u know that
myothergem 3 months ago
thankyou for sharing your story. i too have BPD and am sick of people not understanding why I behave the way I do and being told to "just snap out of it". Only if you have lived in our heads can you truly understand the hell that is BPD. I am in long term DBT & counselling and am 42yrs old and a single mum to a teenage daughter. My daughter is the reason I am still alive. I'm sick of the stigma that goes with mental illness and it needs to be removed. None of us chose our illness's.
shelllj68 3 months ago 2
thr words are going too fast n its to invisible to read. so fuck this video n the pussys that have bpd without narcissism
myothergem 3 months ago
@myothergem i think you have narcissistic personality disorder, not bpd.. and i bet you don't think you need help and that you are hot. that's because you are truly sick and narcissists never see anything wrong with themselves. I would rather have BPD anyday. We have hearts, and are compassionate, caring, human beings. I think you need more help than anyone I have ever met with BPD, judging by your comments, which are really sad I must say.
shelllj68 3 months ago
I have bpd/narcissism and all the guys wanna have get w/ me. guys are always attractef ti me because the way I look n act heh
myothergem 3 months ago
I just had to say I suffer with borderline personality disorder. I love your video and watch it all the time. I also made a video if anyone wants to see..
chaotickittehh 3 months ago 2
this desorder is the hell and is to much bigger , wen exist a comorbility with the bipolar disorder ,, i have that comorbility.
TheJupahardcore 4 months ago
I need a hug ._.
kombatBarbie1 4 months ago
The real victims of BPD are the people who love and try to help.
sixisreal 4 months ago
@sixisreal ~ I going to respectfully, yet completely disagree. I'm in love with an amazing, beautiful woman with BPD... she means the world to me and at times yes the BPD takes over, but I know she doesn't mean what she says or does, and the fact that she is trying SO hard to take control, inspires me. I try to learn as much as I can about this disorder so that I can understand her better. I suggest you do the same, because it is apparent you have no idea the hell they go through everyday...
JaySalious 4 months ago 5
@JaySalious Bless you and you're strength! I also have BPD and have a Husband who sees me for who I am, not how shittily I may handle life. Your gf/wife is blessed to have you!
PeeingInTheDark418 1 month ago
@PeeingInTheDark418
I wish my BPD wife felt that way...
signed---currently the devil.
jstaffaroni 1 week ago
@JaySalious wow thats lovely that she has you to help her , cos most people just think we are evil :(
leanneknights87 1 month ago
@sixisreal It's not about real or fake victims, there is pain involved for everybody
laurag333 4 months ago
@sixisreal bullshit no matter what they're going through the BPD sufferers are are going through million times that much!
MrHotshot613 3 months ago in playlist BorderLine Personality Disorder
this video helped me explain what i'm going through to others. thank you for being such an awesome artist.
spanielspills 5 months ago
I Suffer From BPD And Bipolar And It's Soooo Hard! I Can understand, Good Video! :)
kiriConCarni 5 months ago
Thanks for posting this video! I have Bipolar 1 Mania as well as BPD, which is pretty common. I usually only tell people I have Bipolar cos once they hear "borderline," they think I am going to boil their pet bunny rabbit and slit my wrists. I appreciate you showing who we really are - fun, caring, loving - not just this manipulative, bitch freak show that the media presents.
MsMelissaPants 6 months ago
I go through it too
CinCraw28 6 months ago
thank you
CinCraw28 6 months ago
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Well thats me!!!
eleanorpullicino 6 months ago
thanks
msjifyournasty 6 months ago
Did the doc give you meds
crossandknots 6 months ago
for me it doesnt just come from the negative aspects, as i have bi-polar as well, when i get manic i get good, then i go nuts and am lots of fun then crash...Its the bigger picture that causes the fall as i look around at all thats around and the people around and then my mind starts to run a million miles an hour and i cant handle it and i crash...The 'bigger picture' IS part of the issue
firediamond01 10 months ago 4
god bless you
beyakerasensual 10 months ago
@beyakerasensual Amen!!!!!!
anziilizii 10 months ago
@beyakerasensual Amen!!!!!! The Only way out is if you prase God.. Jezus Christ
anziilizii 10 months ago
The borderline part comes from the doctors side of things where they class the dark patches we get into as on the borderline of Neurosis and Psychosis, its not a bad thing, just a way of them being able to i guess put a label so they can get the treatment happening properly
firediamond01 10 months ago
I know that only a doctor can make the diagnosis, but frankly, I think this is me all over. May I ask why it is called "Borderline?" What exactly does this "border" on? Psychosis? Sociopathy? Please tell me it doesn't! I have dealt with genuine sociopaths, and I hate them more than anything else!
grungefreak10 10 months ago
The borderline part comes from the doctors side of things where they class the dark patches we get into as on the borderline of Neurosis and Psychosis, its not a bad thing, just a way of them being able to i guess put a label so they can get the treatment happening properly
firediamond01 10 months ago
People if you think this is hell... you dont wanna know what it will be when you kill yourself... Hell is 100000000000000x worste then on earth.. Just saying... Cuz i wanted to kill my self like 4 times. But i found God in my life and i got better... Good luck to you all.. i know how you feel ): xxxxxxxxx
anziilizii 11 months ago
I've been suicidal about 8 or 10 times so far, its not a good place to be in i know that and awareness is the only thing that stops it from happenning...sometimes the hard part of bpd is the actions arent always voluntary
firediamond01 10 months ago 3
@firediamond01
awareness of the 'right' side of the spectrum you mean!? Suicidal tendencies seem to come from a complete awareness of all the negative aspects of existence. I dont think its that your not aware, its that your not aware of the bigger picture!?
Dizeat24 10 months ago
Fittz me like a glove!!!!!.... Raised to heaven!!!
RyDawg084 1 year ago
It’s really what I was.
SakaiHime 1 year ago
*HUGS* Good vid
ElizabethCorkins 1 year ago
I love that song. It give the right mood for BPD.
composer63 1 year ago
that was so betalful that it made me cry
valladay1995 1 year ago
sorry tulpoy, i'm not following you, this isn't meant to make people laugh, and i cant paint? really not following you..and no i am not demented.. i'm just as normal as the next person, i'm just more intense
firediamond01 1 year ago
lol. your demented. and you cant paint.
tulpoy 1 year ago
awesome
manthisshitsgotlegs 1 year ago
i have BPD n its hard explaining it to some ppl, uve done an awesome job with the images, gives ppl a deeper look into our eFFed up heads...also one of the best ive seen!...thank you and good luck.
phukyrmum 1 year ago
thanks so much I have this and you hit the nail on the head. GOD BLESS YOU! With Jesus Christ and his unconditional love we can overcome this god-awful disease.
jkd1381 1 year ago
Hey I have watched a lot of bpd videos on youtube and this is the first one i've seen that shows the loving caring side. Thankyou very much
thejudsterbaby 2 years ago
Thanks for this amazing video, I too suffer with mental illness and this speaks volumes. I am posting it to facebook so my friends get a feel for what it is to live with BPD. Thank you so much
greenarse 2 years ago
coming from another person with bpd... this is a good video- one of the few that show our other side. (the good side)
Indi2519 2 years ago