Little Girl

[BLUEloveSPARKLE]

Nobody is born to die :( child abuse is horrible and so are eating disorders and suicide and tortyre

[lillyshak]

Good luck, sweetheart. Maybe one day you'll break through that shell and be a confident (yet utterly little) girl, the one you should be.

[SailorBalance]

I'm just like you. I ate when I was little to kill the girl inside me. I'm 30 now and weigh over 350 lbs. I'm not giving up. I'm going to get thin. You, don't give up. Don't let the bad people win. They're just sick themselves. They don't deserve to win. I'm here. Let God take your pain. Instead of turning to food, turn to God. You weren't made to use food to feel better. You were made to turn to a power greater than youself.

[bleaux42]

@SailorBalance Thank you so much. I need to hear some positive feedback sometimes and that was just what I needed to (read) hear.

[duvalbit]

Awe! Very sad.

[b7oken]

heart breaking

[De3Bot]

That video is beautiful, very sad :(

[ripcurl251]

R those picturess of you?

[ripcurl251]

you are soo brave darling thankyou soo much from all the children that have been abused for speaking out and posting these videos.

wen did this start? and how did u get away from it comment me and ill give u my email to reply coz im on my brothers account atm

[bleaux42]

Those pictures are of my youngest daughter. My kids love to be part of my art projects and have even participated in anti-abuse rallies.

[xXMegan1111Xx]

GOD DAM i fuckin hate the fuckin past and what it has done to me this video kind of explained to me some of my eating habit/disorders thanks :/

[bleaux42]

You're welcome. *hugs*

[atargetnomore]

Commend you in your bravery to speak out.

Thank you for sharing.

[bleaux42]

Thank you!

[bleaux42]

@atargetnomore Thank you. :)

[pmdelong]

I love your videos thank you for sharing them. My story is similar and I also ate to bury the pain. It is good to know I am not alone, and yet I wish no child ever had to feel this pain. WE ARE SURVIVORS!

[bleaux42]

We are survivors! And our experiences make us stronger and more profound people because we've had no choice but to grow from them.

[bleaux42]

@pmdelong I wish no one had to go through this either. It is such a selfish, cruel act to abuse a child.

[brooklyn438]

ohhhhh my i cant stop thinking in the other video about the letter to you mom and ada how did you survive all them years and when did you get away how can you still forgive them i just dont understand??????this is such a nic video esspecially because it came from the heart! reply plz! peace

[bleaux42]

Thank you for watching my videos and even linking them together. They do come from my heart. I think that's why I don't make them very often. I have to be in the mood. *hugs*

[bleaux42]

@brooklyn438 You know, I think about removing that video about forgiving every single day. I have good days and bad days. My mother actually lives with me now and we have a great relationship. My father...not so much. It's ok to be angry though. I hate when people tell me I HAVE to forgive. That's personal and no one should tell you how or when to do it.

[brooklyn438]

@bleaux42 woah , thats when i didnt know you to spell, but haha, yeah i agree with you and its good that your mom lives with you now. :)

[qwedjebo]

Hi Michelle, Thanks for sharing with us....How are you?

[bleaux42]

Hey! I'm doing okay. Kind of busy since school started. I bet you are too. :) How are you?

[favea]

this was so touching...

[bleaux42]

Thank you.  :) *hugs*

[favea]

you're very welcome ::smiles::

how are you doing?

[Kewlbob1]

As an adult, parent, and father I apologize for your pain. If I thought I inflicted pain like this on an innocent child and thereby destroying the innocense, I would not be able to live with that.

I have a counselor friend who has developed a psychological tool called "Story Telling" in which he uses friends as actors and they act out a painful experience in your past life, only this time they change the outcome. The subconscious doesn't know the difference - hence a cure of sorts. Email me!

[bleaux42]

Hi Bob! Thank you so much for commenting and sharing with me. I'll have to look into the Story Telling aspect. That sounds interesting.

[SeverinaQFormina]

This is beautiful. Thank you for creating it and being a voice for all of us.

[bleaux42]

You're welcome and thank you for commenting.

[vietangel927]

thank you for sharing and being so honest about what you have been through. A very powerful video that just touched the heart and shattered many walls. You are in my prayers in your healing journey. Thank you for opening the door for many other, who thought they may be alone , to heal as well.

BIG GIANT HUG

[bleaux42]

Thank you so much. That means a lot to me.

[jesmalu]

wow so strong of a video. no one should have to go thru that.

[bleaux42]

Thank you. :)

[bigworldlittlegirl]

Wow, i loved it so much, very beautiful.

[bleaux42]

Thank you!

[menspeakout]

so beautiful!! thank you for sharing this and posting it. it's really touching. i'm sorry for your pain and hope that sharing it will help you in your healing. namaste.

[bleaux42]

Thank you so much for your well wishes. It means a lot to me.