wow when you said that mantra, i was thinking i say that too i m finally realizing that i will never be happy and that i will not live to see my ideal body or "perfection" I want to live ed free and your videos are helping me so much
Dont start yapping about african people starving. You think people with eating disorders give a fuck? Eating disorders are in your head. People with them dont care about africans
I'm a medical student and anorexic. crazy isn't it. i've been like this for years. and after learning and see how dangerous it is being malnourished, i decided to eat more. but then, when i gained some weight, i hate it. then i'll be back,not eating again. i agree, this is an obsession self-hatred. i hate to see myself dying because of opportunistic infection and organ failure.what kind of doc who cant take care of herself.but if only there is a way for me to get out of this...i just can't
@LovelyMissTina Oh yes you can, you know you can. Being, in treatment in hard and it is a battle but many have gone through with it and have recovered and so can you. You just dont want to.
@buttchiss Mental disorders ARE selfish. We only think about ourselves, even if there's a reason for it, even if it is logical, or if it is because the chemistry in our brain is fucked up, it doesn't make the fact that it is selfish go away. (I'm not anorexic, but i have major depression)
this is very inspiring.... i had a horrible week and this really helped me. I dont have an ED, well kind of, im a compulsive eater.... but thats a story for another time.... This is a wonderful video whenever i am hating myself i will watch it.
you truly are amazing. im 19, and, well...never been diagnosed. i dont go to tthe doctors. i dont want to really know the truth i guess, but...idk. i just really like ur videos. i think you have found part of your purpose here on earth. cuz i know its got to change the way ppl think with the things you say. stay strong!
You are so brilliantly articulate and your films are amazing. They should be shown in schools and universities all over the world, not just on the Net. A lot of parents will not allow their kids to view Youtube because of what they fear the kids will view. There is a lot of junk, some of it indeed offensive. Films like this one need to be shown to people of all ages because your honesty is powerful. If the truth cannot be communicated by someone like you, then we are all in serious trouble.
no offence but your thin its so easy for you to say it when your thin what you you had another likw 50 or 60 or 70 pounds on you?? could you still promise that youd be sitting ehre aying the same things? and i dont mean to sound mean or nothing like that but my friend is ana and no matter what you do or say it wont stop i showed her this is only determined her more, shes not that heavy but bigger then you and thats what she said, its easy for you to say it cazz your already thin..tnx anyway tho
there was a time where i needed misery, i was afraid to be happy. God had to show me a lot of things. if you come to that point, ask God to help you, accept his son. just my advice.
you helped me to wake up, even though my anorexia wasn't about being skinny (at least thats not what i thought about) it was a control mechanism, and it was self destruction, it was my way of cutting. But i realized that my anorexia was killing me, and i was loosing my hair, and was looking like a skeleton and i could see the previous pics of me from when i was young. I want to live, i want to recover, i want to be healthy. And you helped me to realize it. Thank you
wow when you said that mantra, i was thinking i say that too i m finally realizing that i will never be happy and that i will not live to see my ideal body or "perfection" I want to live ed free and your videos are helping me so much
justwanabebeautiful 11 months ago
I feel this video touches more than just those with eating disorders - it touches those falling apart in general. Thank you.
RobotFingers91 1 year ago
Dont start yapping about african people starving. You think people with eating disorders give a fuck? Eating disorders are in your head. People with them dont care about africans
ClythiaMystica 1 year ago
I'm a medical student and anorexic. crazy isn't it. i've been like this for years. and after learning and see how dangerous it is being malnourished, i decided to eat more. but then, when i gained some weight, i hate it. then i'll be back,not eating again. i agree, this is an obsession self-hatred. i hate to see myself dying because of opportunistic infection and organ failure.what kind of doc who cant take care of herself.but if only there is a way for me to get out of this...i just can't
LovelyMissTina 1 year ago
@LovelyMissTina Oh yes you can, you know you can. Being, in treatment in hard and it is a battle but many have gone through with it and have recovered and so can you. You just dont want to.
elibeth121 1 year ago
@buttchiss Mental disorders ARE selfish. We only think about ourselves, even if there's a reason for it, even if it is logical, or if it is because the chemistry in our brain is fucked up, it doesn't make the fact that it is selfish go away. (I'm not anorexic, but i have major depression)
CreatureofMasquerade 1 year ago
I am struggling with like ed thoughts. Thnx for this
cortneyxnanoo 1 year ago
you are so smart and beautiful. congrats on recovery
unholypariah001 1 year ago
this is very inspiring.... i had a horrible week and this really helped me. I dont have an ED, well kind of, im a compulsive eater.... but thats a story for another time.... This is a wonderful video whenever i am hating myself i will watch it.
xXShrinkWrapXx 2 years ago
You Are Amazing!!!
GraveyardGirl77 2 years ago
You are making alot of sense. You really give me a different prespective on life. Thanks :)
SaRkyFay23 2 years ago 2
This is a very good wakeup call!! Thank you
littlemiranda 2 years ago
you truly are amazing. im 19, and, well...never been diagnosed. i dont go to tthe doctors. i dont want to really know the truth i guess, but...idk. i just really like ur videos. i think you have found part of your purpose here on earth. cuz i know its got to change the way ppl think with the things you say. stay strong!
trustmeican 2 years ago
this is so brilliant..
but the first thing that came on my mind was that i not just want to die but die the way I want to die........
secretp101 2 years ago 2
You are so brilliantly articulate and your films are amazing. They should be shown in schools and universities all over the world, not just on the Net. A lot of parents will not allow their kids to view Youtube because of what they fear the kids will view. There is a lot of junk, some of it indeed offensive. Films like this one need to be shown to people of all ages because your honesty is powerful. If the truth cannot be communicated by someone like you, then we are all in serious trouble.
HaFannyHa 2 years ago 4
no offence but your thin its so easy for you to say it when your thin what you you had another likw 50 or 60 or 70 pounds on you?? could you still promise that youd be sitting ehre aying the same things? and i dont mean to sound mean or nothing like that but my friend is ana and no matter what you do or say it wont stop i showed her this is only determined her more, shes not that heavy but bigger then you and thats what she said, its easy for you to say it cazz your already thin..tnx anyway tho
Starved4perfection 2 years ago
@Starved4perfection ana is not your FRIEND.
unholypariah001 1 year ago
@unholypariah001 Never said it was.. more like a crutch...
StarveOn 1 year ago
I already am aware of this.
Food is for people who can appreciate it.
I cant and I dont deserve food.
Im not happy whether "better" or not and whether I am nourished or malnurished.
It doesnt mattter, I wont ever be happy.
At least this is more bittersweet.
notwithname 2 years ago
there was a time where i needed misery, i was afraid to be happy. God had to show me a lot of things. if you come to that point, ask God to help you, accept his son. just my advice.
faithm 2 years ago
Thank you so much. You and your videos really saved my life. I have recovered from my eating disorder but I could never have done it without you.
tlbuisaanhetplafond 2 years ago 10
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i cant wait to die though
besides.. i don't even have anorexia. I just never eat. hahaha not the same thing
Arachnimite 2 years ago
that was the same realization a friend of mine had, like word for word, but thanks for posting this, a lot of people need to hear it
diiscolemonade 3 years ago
this video saved my life, I always come back to this one. thank you so much for all you do.
wellja 3 years ago 12
you helped me to wake up, even though my anorexia wasn't about being skinny (at least thats not what i thought about) it was a control mechanism, and it was self destruction, it was my way of cutting. But i realized that my anorexia was killing me, and i was loosing my hair, and was looking like a skeleton and i could see the previous pics of me from when i was young. I want to live, i want to recover, i want to be healthy. And you helped me to realize it. Thank you
butterflymatron 3 years ago 4
You worded that SO well.
Thank you,
you've really put things into perspective for SO many people, I'm sure.
You have a way with words. =)
geishaxxgirl 3 years ago 4