How To Save A Life - PostSecret

[22runnergirl22]

no one deserves to feel worthless.

[HatesachoiceLovesnot]

This video reminds me of my best friend. She doesn't realize the reason I didn't kill myself 2 years ago is her, so every time she cuts herself it kills me just a little bit more because she doesn't know how LUCKY she is that she has so many people willing to die for her. I wish she could see what i would do just to she her smile again.

[barbieluvr818]

My dad left my family when I was one. We haven't talked in a year and no one has any idea how worthless I feel.

[nerdn33ded]

the scars may fade, yet i will always feel like this



[nerdn33ded]

i have a huge scar from trying to killmyself in a bathtub...i lost so much blood. the only reason i lived... my best friend walked in to my bathroom on accident and called an ambulance...i'm alive because of her...and i love her...i'm ALIVE

[damenmartinez]

I lost a friend to suicide 2 years ago. He hung himself. This is hard for me to type, and there's a terrible lump in my throat. He tried to call me and all of our other friends, and we were either asleep, or our phone's were dead. He took his life because of a girl. Because of someone who destroyed him. Coming from someone who's felt what it's like to lose someone, don't do it. Don't make a permanent decision, over a temporary feeling. Message me. Let me know how you feel, I'll listen. Promise.

[Yousarryanne]

I called the suicide hotline today, I'm still going to jump.

[beekinagrypnia]

@Yousarryanne There is always a reason to jump, but there's a world full of reasons not to. Take a day and wander around a city, be someone else, be no-one, watch people; live through them until you find something else to live for.

[flower5890]

I'm crying in my bathroom because when I kill myself today, no one will know how badly I'm hurting inside.... Or how the pain found its way to my wrists....

[FemaleUnknownUser]

I'm scared that if I dare to be myself

I'll lose him.

[staystrongloveee]

man this is depressing it makes me want to commit suicide

[CheyenneTheBee]

I'm afraid to have kids because my brothers have Muscular Dystrophy. If I have kids they may have it too.

I'm afraid no one will love me for this.

[tatulover2120]

I feel everyone is more excited about me going to college than i am

[NeroAtsumori]

I don't trust anyone anymore. Not since you.

Thanks, Ellen.

I can't get close to anyone. But at least I've sworn to never be like you.

Thanks, Dad.

Lifetime full of mistakes. You're never gonna heal up. You should've just taken the pills like Mom wanted you to.

Thanks, me.

[marissaleahy]

I wish I could've gotten to know you better before you got Alzheimer's. I love you Gradmom. Rest easy.

[Revinita]

When my boyfriend said he wasn't going back to school I almost left him.

Sometimes I still worry that I'll end up supporting him.

But I love him enough that even if I do, I'll still stay.

[stefnicoleduncan]

I love the one that says "I wish I could carry her demons so she wouldn't have to"

I wish I had had a real excuse as well

[stefnicoleduncan]

I love the one that says "I wish I could carry her demons so she wouldn't have to"

[VeggiePyromaniac]

I spent all my life complaining on how hard everything is and how shitty people behave. Now I understand that hard things and shitty people made me a better person. I aint angry at god anymore, thank you.

[RAWRrabbit]

The audio works for everyone right...?

[RAWRrabbit]

I know I don't really comment back at all but I hope you are all doing well :) I am surprised this got so many views but I am glad the majority of you like it. :)

Your comments are lovely. It's nice coming on here and not seeing people arguing about something irrelevant. Thank you!

<3

[variationsthereof]

time to let it all out. vie always been terrified by the fact that there will always be someone that anyone will like more than me. i will never be anyones favorite or have someone who actually would choose me iver someone else, or would taje a bullet for me or something, I'll never have someone like that :(

[VeggiePyromaniac]

@variationsthereof

I think you deserve to have it, and you will. Just know yourself and realize that there´s really no need for sufferment besides going further.

[Addy1796]

i love you, and you don't even know who i am. that's ok. i understand. i wouldn't want to know me either.

[Addy1796]

i love you.

[RealMe1995]

I care. I may just be a random youtuber but I care and I know what it feels like to try to save someone's life in this way.

Suicide is never the way out.

[singlexfilexisxlove]

3:54 I wish it was that easy.

[ninaelle2003]

2:42 totally me i hate valentines day

[ILoveSamTsuii]

Through my early teens I planned on killing myself once my education had finished, Cause I truly felt I'd fail in the real world, I'm only 16 now, and I've realised how wrong I was... Who would of thought a hug could save your life.

[UnitePeaceandLove]

Videos like these help me get thru my super emo pms days...

thanks for making this :)

[remack12]

I think the sticky note one is about me from my father

[kpuffalt]

@remack12 Are you happy he found it and confronted you?

[remack12]

I think the one about the sticky note the dad found is from my dad I wrote tht sticky note and we got in a big fight about 5 years ago

[subliminal85]

im 20 and in the military. im here so i can feel that we did the same thing. i want to believe ill be as good as him. i want to believe that no matter what i do, he will always be the first one to find out and we can talk about it. but i always hold my phone in my hand praying it never rings and for it to be someone to tell me my dad is dead.

[blackboodah147258]

wow...i cant even explain how i feel but that was close...please add me as i friend...reading that made me cry and i take you as a very deep, bright, sensitive, and sweet person...message me..id like to talk...PS: i have a six year old brother with lukemia and my good friend just died also of lukemia..i have troubles too. i still ask myself what to do with myself. i found love. i found family. i found kindness and light in the darkest of times. i thought i gave up too until i saw who was there

[branbabe]

3:02

[danashoes12]

I cheated on an exit exam in high school, and got credit for the whole year.

[WickedCrayons]

0:36 I wish I had a God to believe in; so I wouldn't feel like i'm the only one trying to save your life. /:

[xXMCRmyXcaptainXx]

@booklvr777 I went to jersey.

[scarrymiss123]

It kills me inside that you know exactly when and how you're planning to commit suicide and everything I say to try and stop you evaporates.

[xXMCRmyXcaptainXx]

Secret 1- I hate my parents and sister

Secret 2- my sister bad mouths me and beats me every chance she gets

Secret 3- the scars I have aren't ALL from surgery.

Secret 4- I'm leaving and never coming back.

[Booklvr777]

@xXMCRmyXcaptainXx. Where did you go? <3<3

[whiteknight79]

I wish you would've given me a chance to show u the man that I really am and what you meant to me...

[whiteknight79]

I wish you knew what you meant to me...and now you never will.

[Summerlvr19]

3:15 is correct!

[JOEbro001]

Secret: when I was 11 I wanted to commit suicide, the reason I didn't was because I made a friend who made me feel loved. I am 14 now and I told her that two Months ago, and her reply was " yeah I get that a lot. It's kinda annoying" my heart broke. Two weeks later, she stopped talking to me. I'm glad the friends I have now can save me if I needed it.

[yesimdyinginside]

3:06 <3

[razorbloodstains1]

ive lost everyone i care about because i drink too much

[7supergirl]

You all think I'm so sweet and nice.

I'm not.

[whatadisasterx3]

my friends joke about me being invisible, and I go home and cry about it.

[3rdEpisode]

i think the drugs my bestfriend takes kill me more than they are killing her.

[KyoSohma2211]

Postsecret can be so sad sometimes...But at least the people can get the feelings out there. It's like an anonymous version of the Shout It Out stuff.

[jessikagurl101]

I hate waking up.

[Booklvr777]

@jessikagurl101. Me too. I wish I could sleep.

[kimhckylvr87]

Everyone has a secret but some times i feel like im the only one

who isnt worth listening to....

[WrittingInInk]

Secret: I'm scared to write my secret here because just the other day ago, I showed my friend my account. If my friend were to look me up, she'd know how sad and terrified I really am.

[bonnierose26]

2:56.

[midairman]

1:04... Why does it always have to be this hard?

[MsSlcpunk]

i like it when people reply to other peoples comments and say stuff like "im sorry" or "dont give up. it will be okay"

it brings hope to me

[babygirl4267]

@MsSlcpunk it helps me too(:

[lemoonlimebubbles]

@jessikagurl101 and he'll always love you. :)

[TheProjectMJ]

Secret: I'm scared to show my true feelings to you because you haven't shown as much love as I feel for you inside

[KaitSays]

Secret: I'm the only one who sees right through you, and I miss you most when you're holding my hand. I hope you know you're allowed to leave.

[candiburgess09]

Secret- I cheat all the time and feel disgusted, everyday I wake up wishing I could tell him!! :(

[DuiVert]

3:03

wow heavy stuff

post secret is great

[peanutspenthouse]

secret: i want to yell at the man who wrote 3:00 in bold letters.

i want to sob and cry and yell at everyone in this room

thats a shitty thing to do, nothing at all.

[xxopink]

1:57 death cab for cutie<3

[chillikid93]

0:28 ...... made me cry..

[shinjathegreat1]

@chillikid93 it made me cry too...

[masterthehate2]

My secret:

It kills me to know I'm still alive, I miss her so much and she doesn't even care.

I've been thinking about how painless it must be to die.

[butterflyblaze08]

@masterthehate2 its not painless. Your body wants to live, so even if you give up, it fights. Sometimes it wins, sometimes you do. But ask yourself if in that last pain filled moment the pain of death is better than the pain of life. I can't make you want to live. That is up to you. But personally, I am a fighter. So I am going for the harder battle: Life. At least its a pain I have some control over.

[masterthehate2]

@butterflyblaze08

I was really drunk when I said what I said. I regret letting those words come out of my fingers. I usually don't give into weakness like that.

[butterflyblaze08]

@masterthehate2 its not weak to think it. Everyone does. Its what you end up doing, or not doing that counts. No matter what, I wish you the best.

[HolziWolziWooo]

My secret: They say If you love someone tell them before it's too late. For me, it would be too late if I told you. 'x

[ThePsychoDetective]

Secret: I didn't put up these walls to keep people out. They're there for me too see who cares enough to push past them. The problem is, I don't think anyone will be able to see past these fake smiles, and if they do, they just won't care.

[TheOneAndOnlyLaurenP]

@ThePsychoDetective

please stay strong. it's strange, i dont even know you, but i know that you matter more than you think you do. and, i care. i hope you're ok. i sincerely do.

[ThePsychoDetective]

@TheOneAndOnlyLaurenP Thank you for the support. It's very uplifting to read it. I've gotten a lot better, and I'm going really well. Thanks again for the comment; you're the kind of person that there needs to be more of. I hope that made sense. :)

[TheOneAndOnlyLaurenP]

@ThePsychoDetective

i'm so glad to hear it! it's made my day :D

and yeah, it did make sense. and thanks, but i just like knowing people are ok. just human nature. :)

[AshJesusFollower1]

@ThePsychoDetective I care. :)

[ericaoeltjen]

this video means so much to me.

secret. - no one knows me. im afraid if they do, i wont be accepted. i hate myself for this.

[CommanderAdama13]

I never had the courage to do what I had always wanted.

[westsidestory8]

mom- I want to go to boarding school because I can't stand living here anymore

[jboh89]

1:04...worst feeling

[TABgoeson]

you were right. I do need you. i just wish i didnt loose my chance. if you change your mind- I'll ALWAYS be waiting.

[samsondog3]

my secret I STILL LOVE YOU

[zombiepromdate]

Secret: I know i will never see or hear from you again but somedays i can't help but think one of the letters in my mail is from you.

[miissLips]

My secret- I hate you, but I hate myself more.

[ColieBearr]

Secret 1: Maybe its my fault youre in jail? But I dont want to admit it for the fear of going to hell.

Secret 2: I remember so many memories, and I still dont understand.

Secret 3: Youre the only person that makes me feel again.

Secret 4: And I blame you for screwing up my life. Its been hard ever since. And I blame you for never being there for me. What a dad.

[keirakatastrophy]

My Secret- I STILL Miss You.

[bassaddict119]

secret: after a year and four months of us dating and you cheating, i still love you and i wish i could get over you because i know we'el never be together again.

[nhearts1]

all thes Postsecrets are very sad...

who ever started them should be happy

[lilEMOlil]

when i was 8 my world crubeld...parents should think before what is the kid going thro??? they dont no.

[Dkz17]

Postsecret's safes life's and relationships all over the world <3

[EatColorBlue]

my secret:

i want to punch you so hard your teeth fall out. then i want to give you a kiss. you coward, you've changed me and i hate to admit it becuase things aren't the way they should have been.

[hcosmob]

@itriedsohard914 he probably does, and if he doesnt u don't need him.

[Hangman963]

you should never ever say that you will last for a very long time because tommorrow is never promised by god

[JunIchimaru]

sad.

[trmeaprt187]

2:46, <3

[BurningSilk]

When I was a child around 9 I always said that life sucks; that there is no reason to live, no meaning to my exisitence.

8 years later, at 17, I finally realized that life is wonderful.

[wowbland]

At 9 I had the whole world in frount of me and now at 15 I wish I was dead.

[GreenEyshadow]

@wowbland im sorry...

[astroman0087]

@wowbland you still have the whole world... :) and you always will never let anyone tell you that you don't because only you can let some one take it from you..

[AshJesusFollower1]

@wowbland I would miss you if you were dead. :)

[kpuffalt]

@wowbland Keep going, live your life and be happy, don't forget that your not alone and at 15 you still have the whole world in front of you.

[PeacepeoplesXD]

0:03 very first one, 0:13, 0:18, 0:32, 0:41, 0:54, 1:14, 1:46 i just dont use the blade i never have never will cut because i get checked for it every other day but no one ever notices how hot i turn the water on in showers most the time it burns... 2:28, 2:42, 3:17 my dad is sorta trying but my mom couldnt give a shit, ive basically told her straight i need help and she ignored me so i went to the school and got help, 3:19, 3:57 many have left me and the ones that i didnt like much i love now!

[lilEMOlil]

agreed! i do the same things

[PeacepeoplesXD]

Yeah.

[monserenergy700r]

my secret: i put up a front that im a happy person. but inside im dying everyday.

[MagicalRevolverRoad]

These are beautiful beyond words.

[Guildenstern114]

O my gosh 0:58 is just so sad, it brought tears to my eyes.

[sagefrizell]

0:59 made me cry so hard my brother is just like that

[wellduhitsvannah]

0:59.

:( i have a ten year old brother and i f i ever saw him write that i would probably, scratch that, deffinately cry too. in fact, i just shed a tear about that. these Post Secrets are so emotional..

[RAWRrabbit]

I have a ten year old sister and feel the same way.

<3

[annabellerazorblade]

Secret:

I'm sorry if I seem over-protective, critical, and keep offering advice, I just don't want to lose my little sister to the monsters which destroyed our families relationship.

Not again.

[MyChemicalhartXXxx]

you sound exactly like my older sis. she is overpertective but thanks to you i understand why

[thekilleramanda]

secret: sometimes i hurt myself just to see if people care

secret: i left the only person that really cares about me because she got more attention than me and now i dont trust anyone.

[NowandThen22]

Secret: I laugh along when my friends make an "emo" or "cutting" joke so they don't supect I used to cut. I hope someday I'll have the courage to tell them the truth...

[LollyLilac]

I hope they don't know your youtube account. That's be a bugger.

[ifoughtaneclipse]

0:58.

*wordless*

[ihopeyougethitbyacar]

Secret:

I am in love with my best friend. But he's dating my sister.

And she knows i love him.

[xsarahhhx14]

the last time my mom called, i refused to talk to her. she was an alcoholic and she had gone 3 months without any communication. that was the last time she called, she died 3 weeks later.

[julialikeskittles]

secret;;

i wish that i didn't have to work so hard to protect myself from other people.

and i wish that you'd forget her and be overprotective of me, because everyone that is.. just isn't enough.

[BlinkPatrol]

3:02. Wow.

[fiyer1022]

my secret: my son died of cancer last year, he was 14 years old... i think of him everyday, and cry everynight. in 8 months im going to become a father again. and i don't know how im going to do it.

[wolfrolando]

post secret: I cry to her name everynight, i encarve her name on my heart, and soon to my arm

[thelasttearsRred]

3:55. thank you mom

[musicmad123]

1:01 that's so sad..

[Teenywakini]

I love my husband, hehehe

[HolyCookiez]

I am scared of what my imagination has to offer. ie,if I imagine that a killer might be in my room,i start believing that they are in it.

god. now that i've typed this, i'll hafta turn on my lights and search my closet and bed b4 i sleep.

[BlackCat9021]

I put my pillow under my bed before I go to sleep - I am not checking if there is anything under there. I'm not.. really!

[jesushatesme666]

Weird.. im the same way

[rstarodea]

My postsecret: i sit there and read other peoples postsecrets and just cry and cry because there are so many secrets that i can relate to.

[lrn2zeus]

@rstarodea Ugh.

[karynnthedreamer]

I keep pretending to myself that I will tell my parents I'm an atheist if they ever ask, and that I'm only not telling them now because I don't find it a big deal. Truth is, I find it a HUGE deal, and it's killing me to keep it a secret from them, but I'm scared - not that they'll be angry, but that they won't take me seriously. & I'm scared that they won't want to bring me to Christmas Service with them. I don't believe in God but I adore the beauty and joy in the church on Christmas Day.

[monkeypuzzletreee]

I wanted the wedding more than the marriage.

[GoatCarte]

I seem to be the one to fix things that are broken.

They distract me from the things that are breaking me.

My Secret is that I wish some one of my friends would care. I've watched and waited.

None of them have.

I'm beginning to believe no on ever will.

I fix them, when will they fix me?

[TheOriginalimKill]

secret:

I love her. And i tell her it in the deepest ways i can. She only brishes it off like the wind because she doesnt take me completely seriously. It hurts everytime i express myself to her because her not caring hurts. i know she loves me, but how much? I'm afraid ill lose her everyday. i dont want to end up hurt again.

[highlandssax08]

I'm crying...

Thank you.

[xbrandehkins]

0:28 made me break down in tears.

[Moshmiester]

I wish I could tell my parents I can't see yet another one of my children. They think I have 2. I have 3 children. Oldest is 13, haven't seen him in 11 years. I'm 28 years old.

[scgirl119]

omg that whole thing was so sad....

[NewAgedHippie]

Secret: I wish I could tell my entire family I'm a lesbian. Instead only two people know, My Aunt and My cousin.

I told my Aunt two days ago.

It did more for me than she knows.

She made me feel loved for who I am.

Thank you.

[Anguishinhereyes]

eveyone knows i'm a lesbian BUT my family. I understand where you're coming from.

[dioncat]

08-23-08...i love u...

[cogo201]

Would ya looka! You put up another video :) I remember when you were in looove with this song, prolly still are in love with it as you are with postsecrets :) 1:11 *hugs*

[RAWRrabbit]

still in love with it 6 months later ;)

[bored24470]

0:38... I ended up praying to a god i don't know if i believe in to help me save a friend...

[ktcoupe]

love it :)

[bonnieisarabbit]

that is quite alright!

[bonnieisarabbit]

that is touching

[RAWRrabbit]

Thank you :)