Its all about mastering your thoughts, emotion and being truthful to yourself. I know saying it is easy but thats all you need to achieve if you want to be slim. There is no such thing as a fat gene, just ask all the hungry people in Africa. Good luck
if your wondering why there is an add on the description etc, i was asked to put the link up for a page to help people with B.E.D, they seem legit in what they are doing, so thought maybe fellow sufferers may benefit from this!
Hey thanks for sharing your video. I too am a binge eater/Compulsive eater but only just came out. I have been to embarrassed to admitt it before but i have now just started a video diary too. Only got one video up for now but please watch and follow me on my journey. Peace and love Lola xxx
I think you're very brave for talking about this. I've just started my own video journal and as a fellow BED sufferer, I totally get it. Thanks for sharing. :)
I'd so love scientist to finally find out why and how some people eat a lot and stay thin, while people like you and me are fat, no matter what. Mother nature is so f***** unfair!
you're so pretty :) and this is coming from one of those girls who spend hours in the mirror. i'm trying to lose weight myself although i'm not large. i've always been chubby and i can relate to lots of things that you're talking about. it seems to me that people around you messed up with your little mind since you were a kid and that's a shame. i hope you can find balance and happiness. and i hope you can learn to enjoy life to the fullest, no matter your size
I assume you mean Preston town centre? I'm in Lostock Hall! :D I have what I think is a vague form of this- I eat when I'm bored, and feel actually disgusted at myself afterward. I write down EVERYTHING I eat, even pieces of fruit or slices of cooked meat. Kind of helps me feel secure. |:|
I just started about 3 yrs ago I was 160pounds for my 16 first yrs... Then when I turned 17 I gained weight... Now I'm 19 and I'm at 250. Pounds... :( it's hard to loose..
I struggle with body images issues and you are brave in posting this. My heart goes out and can relate to you on so many levels (sadly) It makes me so mad that people have to be so mean. Words do mean something and they can stick with you FOREVER. Your a beautiful person and good luck on your journey into being healthy, mind,body and soul:)
i found thinking "to shrink my stomach"every time i think of food or preparing it. and trying to eat a little less each time i ate. look up ( the truth about food) online...
Hi angelvoice, you are so brave to post this. Remember that you're the most beautiful when you're just being yourself! I wish you all the luck with your diet, stay strong, I believe you can do it! :)
Great video - glad you posted. Funnily enough i'm at the other end. I lost the weight (30kg), but i did it to be accepted and loved. Now i'm struggling to keep it off and resorting to purging in sheer desperation. The weight loss started naturally, through a new sport, but quickly turned into an obsession. I don't know, do you think it's something we're born with, or is it society? Or a bad combination of both? I have been an overeater my whole life...exercise & purging keeps me trim :-(
my appetite is crazy i have benge eating disorder..
every 20 minutes im hungry.. i eat a lot, my diet is white breads, fruits & veges like bananas apple, peach, strawberry, salads 2 apple chicken pecan salad. a large vanilla frosty. & i want more a large frenchfries with extra sea salt. one large ice tea.
every day i had to walk 2 hours a day.. if i dont walk i feel so tired & sleepy. i need to do some exercise 7 days a week.. 2 hours a day..
You are a wonderful woman. I think you are incredibly brave and I'm so sorry for the pain you've been through. I'm addicted to chocolate (especially nutella) and will eat it from the jar when I'm feeling vulnerable. I'm rather scrawny-looking and eat a lot of health food so people wouldn't guess or think I have a problem, but I feel powerless to stop and it makes me feel really low. Congratulations on your steps towards better health. We've got to focus on improving our quality of life and not
Im 13 and a male i think im fat and want to lose wait i do the same thing but with a litte throwing up on the side im going to lose wait for me and no one else fat ppl arnt akseped only skinny ppl are in this world know
@blaxx9917 sweetie, please done make yourself sick :( it will cause more harm than good :( just try to excersize more and eat a little healthyer, you will loose weight better that way, good luck :) xxx
@blaxx9917 goodness, please don't make yourself throw up. I've been bulimic for 3 and a bit years now. It takes you over. You cannot stop... It starts off innocently, and then becomes your entire life. x
@blaxx9917 No, don't do that, you'll become bulimic. Try to find someone who can help you. Watch the programs of the bbc on food (there are some very good explanations and tips). Someone uploaded them on youtube.
Oh, I forgot to mention. I too suffered from bullying. It's the worst feeling in the world, and because of what I experienced, I now hate bullies and I do anything in my power to prevent any child I know from being a victim of bullying, or a bully.
You're courageous for posting this video, and I thank you for that.
I too am battling weight problems and I'm only 18 years old. From the age of 14 I was suffering from anorexia thanks to the constant torment of my family members. They don't understand that I just can't be their idea of perfect. It frustrates, but we have to learn to say "Fuck what they think and say" I'm going to be me.
I am so sorry for all you've been through, you did not deserve it and I wish you the best healthy future and I truly pray you get or have gotten help.
@angelvoice222 thankyouu hun :) your a really nice person dont let anyone get you down you are better than them. your positive energy will be to powerful for them to handle :P xxxx
that was abuse that you suffered in school..and if it were me...I would sue the hell out of that school for emotional abuse....OMG this kind of thing makes me mad. This is one of the many reasons why young girls develop an eating disorder...
Great posting....I am also overweight and I suffer from binge eating. It is definitely the worst when you eat over every emotion, happy, sad, mad, etc. I wish you the best hun and I believe in ya!
@hollytherat uhmmmmm its not about health?!?! people who are overweight have a huge chance of having a heart attack and becoming diabetic. so having "class" if you are overweight is the stupidest thing. this woman is amazing because she is losing weight for herself and not for others. and i give her credit for trying to become healthy!
Look in the mirror every single day and say something nice to yourself. And everytime you have a negative thought about your body, turn those thoughts around and think of at least two positive things about yourself. Before you know it you will stop thinking badly of yourself and that alone will help you on your journey. Wish you the best of luck sweetheart!
youre so pretty, well done for dropping 4 dress sizes! i found this video really shocking (what you had to endure) ! So do you have any idea what is is that made you gain the weight? was it the weekend bingeing combined with the weeks starvation? that can really make a person gain i hear! not too sure though
Well done for having the strength to share your story, even though you knew some people would submit harsh comments and judge unfairly. It's been a lifelong battle for you, and I hope you can finally find some peace of mind someday. Good luck.
this is a good vid. and i agree that alot of people are quick to judge someone on their size thinking just because they are bigger means they have no control over eating and heat alot of crap and stuff like that. when really there are so many skinny people with crazy eating disorders. they effect every size every kind of person no matter if they are boy or girl, fat or skinny, smart of dumb, poor or rich, whatever! its hell for anyone dealing with it.
i use the wii fit to excersize and i lost like 5 pounds on it already...along with healthier diet and less junkfood...and OBSOLUTLY no snacking. lol but anyways good luck with whatever comes along ur way :)
I am given enough evidence to believe you suffer from PCOS. No it is not fair, I eat 10x less junk food than everyone else to keep my figure after loosing the weight and have a psychological disorder just restricting myself so much so my weight doesnt fluctuate.
Your not alone, I was bullied for a very long time
@angelvoice222 I personally think the first step is to stop feeling sorry for yourself. I dont mean that in any mean way but many people who have suffered in their childhood tend to fall into that trap. Once you accept the past it will be easier to move on. gl
Well done for dropping 4 dress sizes.. it's great that you are speaking out for people with binge-eating disorder and compulsive over-eating. I hope you continue with your weight loss xx x
I can imagine this took a lot for u to post this on youtube, after watching i can tell your a real and good person and u speak out for those who cant.
your so right to think that way:) girls like that are just mean and shallow and dont know how it feels to struggle wit weight and they end up causeing more weight gain keep it up just take tiny steps at a time dont think of the whole goal way to go on loseing 4 dress sizes is that 40 pounds it great to know your doing it for the right reasons hope you keep posting:)
First, DON'T TALK ABT WHHAT U DON'T KNOW ABOUT! How about all you weight obseesed ppl shut the hell up, big is beautiful. ONLY A DOG WANTS A BONE all of your who are trying to tease this beautiful girl r only making yourselves look ignorant. I bet if you all took the engery you wasted trying to make her feel bad for being who she is could've been directed at working on your own personal imperfections. I'm with you hunny, skinny ppl that complian about a lil extra weight make me sick! Dnt give up
first of all i do think you're brave for posting this video
secondly, surely if you were smaller when you were younger you can get back to being that weight if you make your portion sizes smaller and exercise? (buy a gym membership or take up something that's fun and will make you healthier, like dancing or a sport)
i'm not saying it'll be easy, and i'm not saying i can relate to you, i'm 5ft7 & a size 8/10. but if you've lost some weight already then it's an indication that you can
hiyya i think that you are brave for posting something like that with all the people out there who would say stuff like that. Your perfect the way you are and don't let what other people think change you! people who say things are just insecure and need to say things to make them self feel good. I hope your message gets through to all the people who have bin sayin things..x stay happy you have a nice smile..x if you need 2 talk im ash x
Well, I have watched you video, and yes I know everybody said how brave you are to take this stand for yoursrelf. BRAVO, you have impressed me and that takes allot.
You have done a public service to those who have the brains and ability to comprehend to understand (very few) as is evidenced by the way many believe looking like a prison camp rescuee is fasionable.
I feel you have made it over the hump, as you now strike me as being able to see the stupidity of what poeople call thin. BRAVO
Girls today need to know that it's okay not to be pencil thin, and that it's not even healthy! Being healthy is different for every girl because we're all built differently. Your updated pictures look great, keep on keeping on!
i feel really sorry for you :( i hope that everything works out .. i just cant believe that girl have you a look like that when she eats more crap then you
I know what you're going through... I have binge eating disorder too. It makes it VERY hard to lose any weight...
But I've found that if I eat well and then have a binge, I think "what was the point of that? i didnt even enjoy it" but that still doesnt stop me and I do it again!
I'm sorry that you have to deal with this. I'm dealing with an eating disorder right now, and it makes me angry how people put emphasis on undereating disorder, but don't bat an eye at overeating disorders. They don't realise that it is in fact a disorder. It'sinspiring that you can put something this personal up on Youtube.
I have advice, I was quite chubby as a child but now i'm pretty think my bf thinks i'm fine and almost everyone thinks i'm gorgeous/beautifu/pretty etc. And I don't think you realyl do need to lose weight because you are pretty just the way you are, screw those faggots, there prob insecure about themselves so just keep making vids.:)
You're very brave for posting this, I hope you know that you're beautiful, and that no one has the right to say otherwise.
It makes me sad to think what you must have gone through, and I hope that you can be at peace with your body and know that there is no perfect weight, it is just a media fad!
In the middle ages it was thought extremely sexy to be "large" as it presented class.
So it's really nothing to do with health, just the media! :P
@harshbuttfair ow about stop playing the "i give a shit and want to help!" card and if your so concerened become a dieticion or a doctor, binge eating disorder is VERY real, it affects thousands of people, same as anorexia and bulimia is real too!
Listen, stop it just stop it now. Stop posting videos on youtube looking for sympathy and attention for something you bring on yourself. Being healthy and exercising requires COMMITMENT. Don't delude yourself that there's an easy way out.
It DOESN'T MATTER if other people can eat what they like, all that matters if you eat vegetables, minimise junk food and exercise regurarly.
@harshbuttfair when did i say i wanted sympathy? i did this vid to explain tings to others going thru similar things, hey guess what i had for breakfast, a low fat natural yoghurt, and for lunch... a baked potatoe with marge. and salad, lmao love how idiots like you ASUME i constantly eat crap!!! when did i say there was an easy way out? i was offered surgery,,, gues who refused it ?? MEEEE!!! and why? because im lloosing on my own lmao!
@angelvoice222just eating healthy wont do the trick you NEED to exercise i changed my eating habits drastically and i exercised alot i got up extra early just to do it i was in 8th grade 5,8 and weighed 245 pounds now im in 12th grade 6,4 and weigh 215 and it was worth pushing myself because now im curently being drafted to play football at 4 major colleges including University of MIami and Alabama you need to get motivated
@angelvoice222 this upsets me so much when people make assumptions and judge where they have no business to. Three years ago, I gained over 100 pounds because of a metabolic and hormonal problem, and I had anorexia at the time! I had gained all this weight on 200 calories or less a day..so NO ONE should judge anyone without knowing all the facts. Once my hormones were regulated, I returned to my normal weight, but the looks I got at times affect me to this day...and I wasn't even that big....
@harshbuttfair there are health issues that, no matter how many vegetables you eat or how much you really watch your diet you still gain a hella weight. So it's not like it's something that is only an issue a person brings on themselves. Plus, you can't tell me that you're flawless, and that you don't have some bad habit that you brought on yourself and can't get rid of or maybe stuggled to get rid of
@harshbuttfair I'm sorry for what you have gone through. Binge eating is a disease just like bulimia and anorexia. I suffered from bulimia for years! I agree with harshbuttfair that it isn't easy to lose weight....but you are not necessarily talking about it. You are talking about the diseases. :) But...I hope you are not suggesting that Weight Loss Surgery is easy. Because that's not true either
@harshbuttfair i know that i am EXTREMELY heavy for my age group and i dont really look it because im tall. but i have been picked on and i have had like nutritionists watch me eat and it just makes you not want to eat in front of anyone because they sit here and STARE. and i am on a diet too. and let me tell you something its not easy. i eat all the right foods but i have something wrong i guess. i cant remember the name but it makes it so its VERY hard to lose weight.
I admire your courage in sharing your story, and I wish you the best in your struggle. I've been going through ED behavior for 10 years and I know how painful and isolating it can be.
i feel where your coming from, im not fat personally, but i know the urge of wanting something that makes you feel better, wether it be food, alcohol, drugs, or any quick fix... but life is pain... maybe the reason your not losing weight is because you cant just diet alone. You need to speed up your metabolism. Go for long walks, excercise along with dieting. I bet you'll feel better and lose alot more weight and not have as many urges.
ive lose about 4 sizes now woo... tbh diet is bad all round cos you ban foods in diets then u crave it more and then end up giving in, i prefer 2 just eat what i want,,... in proportion! lol
i kno you´re binging illness must be tough on you, being forced to NOT eat is unimaginable, especially at such a young age. But you can overcome it if you change. dont starve, be healthy. dont binge, cause i think it makes you even more upset when you do it. good luck :)
Okay, so what you're saying is you defy the rules of nature, saying that you gain massive ammounts of weight when eating small normal healthy meals is the same as saying gravity doesn't exist, sure you might have low metabolism so you might gain weight faster, guess what thats normal when people stop growing, but blaming it on diseases and such is just running from the truth, you don't take care of yourself and you need excuses. i don't even think you belive in them urself.
you have obviously MISSED the point of this vid.. binge eatin disorder ISNT a desease, its a psychological illness and its VERY real! I gained all the weight cos i would starve myself causing my body to go in2 stavation mode then completely stuff my face so my body would store up everythin as it didnt kno wer the next meal was coming from!
if binge eating disorder didnt exist then i wouldnt have been diagnosed with it. i suggest you go an actually READ up on conditions BEFORE you post!
The point of starvation for a human being of normal weight can take quite some time to happen. It is generally perceived in the scientific community that it can take up to 35 days or more for the body to go into starvation mode. Of course this is for someone of normal weight and eating habits.
As you said you where eating regularly on the weekends, and even during the week (a piece of toast, ect) , starvation mode would have never been entered. Im not saying that you dont have this pseudo psychological problem, but it would seem that it isnt to blame for weight gain earlier in life.
@apaxtoa No there actually is diseases that make it hard to lose weight or easy to gain. or both. you can eat soo healthy and still gain weight. so i really dont know why you are saying shes lying.
@apaxtoa i think every food we eat has a certain percentage of fat and due to the fact that everyones body works different some can eat all they want and never gain weight some can eat healthy and only gain simply because they ate i know this is old and im not saying eating healthy can get you fat but eating in general without excercise can always lead to gain. i though eat bad food and good food but now am on a tuna diet then ill switch to fruit then veggie etc but eating healthy is 50% of it
stay away from starches lovely, they are the trouble makers... I used to drink lots of soda, and when I quit I started losing right away... its hard though and i think you are nice to make these videos.
I'm looking at the key words for your video, and I notice that you used the acronym "BBW". I guess you realize this acronym stands for Big Beautiful Woman. I guess you also realize that some viewers would consider you attractive at your current weight. I happen to be one of those viewers. As far as I'm concerned you are far from "disgusting". I think you're pretty damn cute!
I agree with the previous posters... I love your courage in this video and think you have such a voice to be heard.... I hope you make more videos like this!
Its all about mastering your thoughts, emotion and being truthful to yourself. I know saying it is easy but thats all you need to achieve if you want to be slim. There is no such thing as a fat gene, just ask all the hungry people in Africa. Good luck
immo121 1 week ago
beautiful
thebellylover2011 2 weeks ago
what are yourthoughts on raw vegan diet and juicing?
yendor1200 1 month ago
@yendor1200 i dont know much about them to really comment, but i think all crash diets are stupid and unhealthy!
angelvoice222 1 month ago
@yendor1200 That would really get the weight down. I have never seen a person on a raw vegan diet who is fat.
kaunas888 1 week ago
if your wondering why there is an add on the description etc, i was asked to put the link up for a page to help people with B.E.D, they seem legit in what they are doing, so thought maybe fellow sufferers may benefit from this!
angelvoice222 1 month ago
Hey thanks for sharing your video. I too am a binge eater/Compulsive eater but only just came out. I have been to embarrassed to admitt it before but i have now just started a video diary too. Only got one video up for now but please watch and follow me on my journey. Peace and love Lola xxx
Bingeeaterlola 2 months ago
I think you're very brave for talking about this. I've just started my own video journal and as a fellow BED sufferer, I totally get it. Thanks for sharing. :)
Your0nlyHope 2 months ago
i also have BEDA. its ruining my life.
ltricia89 2 months ago
I'd so love scientist to finally find out why and how some people eat a lot and stay thin, while people like you and me are fat, no matter what. Mother nature is so f***** unfair!
msinvincible2000 2 months ago
This is very inspiring . thanks for sharing it (:
mikaela8422 3 months ago
you're so pretty :) and this is coming from one of those girls who spend hours in the mirror. i'm trying to lose weight myself although i'm not large. i've always been chubby and i can relate to lots of things that you're talking about. it seems to me that people around you messed up with your little mind since you were a kid and that's a shame. i hope you can find balance and happiness. and i hope you can learn to enjoy life to the fullest, no matter your size
Anna11854 4 months ago
I assume you mean Preston town centre? I'm in Lostock Hall! :D I have what I think is a vague form of this- I eat when I'm bored, and feel actually disgusted at myself afterward. I write down EVERYTHING I eat, even pieces of fruit or slices of cooked meat. Kind of helps me feel secure. |:|
ecofreak9 4 months ago
@ecofreak9 holy crap!! i used to live there 5 month ago and had for aboutr 20 years!!
angelvoice222 4 months ago
Hi lovely ur gorgeous,don't just listen anyone live ur life as u want :)
jodh101 4 months ago
Hi lovely ur gorgeous don't just listen anyone live ur life as u want :)
jodh101 4 months ago
I wish I knew you personally just so I could tell you how amazing and brave and pretty I think you are and how wrong everyone else was
twilightcullenfreak1 4 months ago
I just started about 3 yrs ago I was 160pounds for my 16 first yrs... Then when I turned 17 I gained weight... Now I'm 19 and I'm at 250. Pounds... :( it's hard to loose..
AngiieXlicious 5 months ago
I struggle with body images issues and you are brave in posting this. My heart goes out and can relate to you on so many levels (sadly) It makes me so mad that people have to be so mean. Words do mean something and they can stick with you FOREVER. Your a beautiful person and good luck on your journey into being healthy, mind,body and soul:)
Imsassafras27 5 months ago
i found thinking "to shrink my stomach"every time i think of food or preparing it. and trying to eat a little less each time i ate. look up ( the truth about food) online...
i havent watched you yet so ill post again after
x x x
monkshood999 5 months ago
i just binged a jamaican patty with sour cream , 3 servings of pasta, 3 servings lunch meat chips, a donut, a peach and bout a leter of coke zero
Shrink18 5 months ago
I hate being teased for being big!
CrazyLife92287 5 months ago
It's alright hun it's no crime to love anything even of it's eating
NeHagur 5 months ago
Hi angelvoice, you are so brave to post this. Remember that you're the most beautiful when you're just being yourself! I wish you all the luck with your diet, stay strong, I believe you can do it! :)
markffan 5 months ago
Great video - glad you posted. Funnily enough i'm at the other end. I lost the weight (30kg), but i did it to be accepted and loved. Now i'm struggling to keep it off and resorting to purging in sheer desperation. The weight loss started naturally, through a new sport, but quickly turned into an obsession. I don't know, do you think it's something we're born with, or is it society? Or a bad combination of both? I have been an overeater my whole life...exercise & purging keeps me trim :-(
allywigs88 5 months ago
my appetite is crazy i have benge eating disorder..
every 20 minutes im hungry.. i eat a lot, my diet is white breads, fruits & veges like bananas apple, peach, strawberry, salads 2 apple chicken pecan salad. a large vanilla frosty. & i want more a large frenchfries with extra sea salt. one large ice tea.
every day i had to walk 2 hours a day.. if i dont walk i feel so tired & sleepy. i need to do some exercise 7 days a week.. 2 hours a day..
mar7dong 5 months ago
I have binge eating issues too - and I agree with so many things you say in this video. I'll spare you the massive list of my rants XD
I'm also thrilled that you're British! I'm in Manchester - where are you? ^^
fluorescentpanda 6 months ago
@fluorescentpanda im actually not far from you at all im in chorley :)
angelvoice222 6 months ago
@angelvoice222 Mental! I thought by your voice that you must be from somewhere round this neck of the woods.
fluorescentpanda 6 months ago
You are a wonderful woman. I think you are incredibly brave and I'm so sorry for the pain you've been through. I'm addicted to chocolate (especially nutella) and will eat it from the jar when I'm feeling vulnerable. I'm rather scrawny-looking and eat a lot of health food so people wouldn't guess or think I have a problem, but I feel powerless to stop and it makes me feel really low. Congratulations on your steps towards better health. We've got to focus on improving our quality of life and not
medislamara 6 months ago
I'm not fat or anything like 115 pounds and I'm 5 foot 3 but I HATE when ppl make fun of larger ppl:(
38crazigirl 6 months ago 3
Im 13 and a male i think im fat and want to lose wait i do the same thing but with a litte throwing up on the side im going to lose wait for me and no one else fat ppl arnt akseped only skinny ppl are in this world know
blaxx9917 7 months ago
@blaxx9917 sweetie, please done make yourself sick :( it will cause more harm than good :( just try to excersize more and eat a little healthyer, you will loose weight better that way, good luck :) xxx
angelvoice222 7 months ago 4
@blaxx9917 goodness, please don't make yourself throw up. I've been bulimic for 3 and a bit years now. It takes you over. You cannot stop... It starts off innocently, and then becomes your entire life. x
partyunicorn 5 months ago
@blaxx9917 No, don't do that, you'll become bulimic. Try to find someone who can help you. Watch the programs of the bbc on food (there are some very good explanations and tips). Someone uploaded them on youtube.
msinvincible2000 2 months ago
Good luck in the rest of your recovery, although at this pace I would see if there's any exercises you can do to help prevent excess skin, peace :)
IncidentalShine 7 months ago
Oh, I forgot to mention. I too suffered from bullying. It's the worst feeling in the world, and because of what I experienced, I now hate bullies and I do anything in my power to prevent any child I know from being a victim of bullying, or a bully.
ParadoxAnonymous 7 months ago
You're courageous for posting this video, and I thank you for that.
I too am battling weight problems and I'm only 18 years old. From the age of 14 I was suffering from anorexia thanks to the constant torment of my family members. They don't understand that I just can't be their idea of perfect. It frustrates, but we have to learn to say "Fuck what they think and say" I'm going to be me.
ParadoxAnonymous 7 months ago
I am so sorry for all you've been through, you did not deserve it and I wish you the best healthy future and I truly pray you get or have gotten help.
ReillyAJ 8 months ago
Chubby chicks are cute.
finishfloor 8 months ago
U have really pretty skin (:
tayloranddana7 8 months ago
F the haters, being big and having tourette's is not easy...youre a really strong person.
Uprising771 9 months ago
@mrszacefron1love121 good luck hunni.. and if u ever need a listening ear feel free to drop me a message on here xxxx
angelvoice222 9 months ago
@angelvoice222 thankyouu hun :) your a really nice person dont let anyone get you down you are better than them. your positive energy will be to powerful for them to handle :P xxxx
mrszacefron1love121 9 months ago
@mrszacefron1love121 sweetie, you need to go to your doctors about it, dont be scared there is help out there xxx
angelvoice222 9 months ago
@angelvoice222 yeah i know , im gonna get some help once ive moved ill be goin to kent and down there is a hospital which can help me :) xxx
mrszacefron1love121 9 months ago
maybe, that girl at mcdonalds is deep in bulimia or naturally has a high metabolism or perhaps thats the only meal she eats a day.
cinnabun7485 10 months ago
wow people are so disrespectful!
binge eating disorder should be taken just as seriously as anorexia or bulimia.
its a mental disorder, you cant help it!
i wish people would understand this, and not just see a fat person an judge them.
shazpie 10 months ago
that was abuse that you suffered in school..and if it were me...I would sue the hell out of that school for emotional abuse....OMG this kind of thing makes me mad. This is one of the many reasons why young girls develop an eating disorder...
blessedmommy73 10 months ago
Great posting....I am also overweight and I suffer from binge eating. It is definitely the worst when you eat over every emotion, happy, sad, mad, etc. I wish you the best hun and I believe in ya!
dwjw33 10 months ago
@hollytherat uhmmmmm its not about health?!?! people who are overweight have a huge chance of having a heart attack and becoming diabetic. so having "class" if you are overweight is the stupidest thing. this woman is amazing because she is losing weight for herself and not for others. and i give her credit for trying to become healthy!
Bulgariangirl96 11 months ago
Look in the mirror every single day and say something nice to yourself. And everytime you have a negative thought about your body, turn those thoughts around and think of at least two positive things about yourself. Before you know it you will stop thinking badly of yourself and that alone will help you on your journey. Wish you the best of luck sweetheart!
CathyMevik 11 months ago
youre so pretty, well done for dropping 4 dress sizes! i found this video really shocking (what you had to endure) ! So do you have any idea what is is that made you gain the weight? was it the weekend bingeing combined with the weeks starvation? that can really make a person gain i hear! not too sure though
womanonajourney 11 months ago
Well done for having the strength to share your story, even though you knew some people would submit harsh comments and judge unfairly. It's been a lifelong battle for you, and I hope you can finally find some peace of mind someday. Good luck.
elysiansoul 1 year ago
Are you the girl from that doc teenage tourrets camp?
fushadragon 1 year ago
You're beautiful!
SScornale 1 year ago
this is a good vid. and i agree that alot of people are quick to judge someone on their size thinking just because they are bigger means they have no control over eating and heat alot of crap and stuff like that. when really there are so many skinny people with crazy eating disorders. they effect every size every kind of person no matter if they are boy or girl, fat or skinny, smart of dumb, poor or rich, whatever! its hell for anyone dealing with it.
problemchild1187 1 year ago
And yet you still cute... To me at least
fuzzybwill 1 year ago
also i definently notice a weight difference :D good job
hola333454 1 year ago
i use the wii fit to excersize and i lost like 5 pounds on it already...along with healthier diet and less junkfood...and OBSOLUTLY no snacking. lol but anyways good luck with whatever comes along ur way :)
hola333454 1 year ago
Every word you said is so true :)
Good Luck sweety!!
LoyalTrust1 1 year ago
Thank you for your bravery and for sharing your story. God Bless.
Care4urSkin 1 year ago
you can overcome any pain with your own permision..........
ceradoru88 1 year ago
awwh
xBarbieexGirlx 1 year ago
I am given enough evidence to believe you suffer from PCOS. No it is not fair, I eat 10x less junk food than everyone else to keep my figure after loosing the weight and have a psychological disorder just restricting myself so much so my weight doesnt fluctuate.
Your not alone, I was bullied for a very long time
MissPonderosa 1 year ago
@MissPonderosa nope not got PCOS lol i know a few people who do thou :(
angelvoice222 1 year ago
@angelvoice222 I personally think the first step is to stop feeling sorry for yourself. I dont mean that in any mean way but many people who have suffered in their childhood tend to fall into that trap. Once you accept the past it will be easier to move on. gl
MissPonderosa 1 year ago
@MissPonderosa i get bullied all the time still for being so fucking skinny
TheBadassSuperstar 1 year ago
Well done for dropping 4 dress sizes.. it's great that you are speaking out for people with binge-eating disorder and compulsive over-eating. I hope you continue with your weight loss xx x
luluzbox 1 year ago
You look fine just as you are.
bobsjers 1 year ago
I can imagine this took a lot for u to post this on youtube, after watching i can tell your a real and good person and u speak out for those who cant.
anlazzi4 1 year ago
I think your beautiful Xxx
sexxysarah1991 1 year ago
Really good video but I can't help the way I think anymore all I want is skinny
skinny4summer 1 year ago
your so right to think that way:) girls like that are just mean and shallow and dont know how it feels to struggle wit weight and they end up causeing more weight gain keep it up just take tiny steps at a time dont think of the whole goal way to go on loseing 4 dress sizes is that 40 pounds it great to know your doing it for the right reasons hope you keep posting:)
eclipse92able 1 year ago
Great vid! thank you ^^
Sausent 1 year ago
if i were u i would have threw that coffee in her face and say "EAT THAT BITCH!"
xPourxMexOutx 1 year ago
oh wow thts so stupid. ur beutiful n just by this vid i can see tht. ur amazing inside n out n theyre just haters
mrssoccer240 1 year ago
I'm a Gamer and has high metabolism!
Witch totally is a win Cause ive been 155 Since i was 17 xD
TylerGRRR 1 year ago
First, DON'T TALK ABT WHHAT U DON'T KNOW ABOUT! How about all you weight obseesed ppl shut the hell up, big is beautiful. ONLY A DOG WANTS A BONE all of your who are trying to tease this beautiful girl r only making yourselves look ignorant. I bet if you all took the engery you wasted trying to make her feel bad for being who she is could've been directed at working on your own personal imperfections. I'm with you hunny, skinny ppl that complian about a lil extra weight make me sick! Dnt give up
RASTABRANDO 1 year ago
@RASTABRANDO aww i agree with u :') its rediculous
BIGBITCHMAMA 1 year ago
first of all i do think you're brave for posting this video
secondly, surely if you were smaller when you were younger you can get back to being that weight if you make your portion sizes smaller and exercise? (buy a gym membership or take up something that's fun and will make you healthier, like dancing or a sport)
i'm not saying it'll be easy, and i'm not saying i can relate to you, i'm 5ft7 & a size 8/10. but if you've lost some weight already then it's an indication that you can
satsuthegreat 1 year ago
i think you are absolutely beautiful. i will never again judge people i see on the streets, etc. who are overweight. thank you.
gymnastparexcellence 1 year ago
hiyya i think that you are brave for posting something like that with all the people out there who would say stuff like that. Your perfect the way you are and don't let what other people think change you! people who say things are just insecure and need to say things to make them self feel good. I hope your message gets through to all the people who have bin sayin things..x stay happy you have a nice smile..x if you need 2 talk im ash x
gdgirl101 1 year ago
Well, I have watched you video, and yes I know everybody said how brave you are to take this stand for yoursrelf. BRAVO, you have impressed me and that takes allot.
You have done a public service to those who have the brains and ability to comprehend to understand (very few) as is evidenced by the way many believe looking like a prison camp rescuee is fasionable.
I feel you have made it over the hump, as you now strike me as being able to see the stupidity of what poeople call thin. BRAVO
dithbmine1 1 year ago
This video is inspiring. =]
Girls today need to know that it's okay not to be pencil thin, and that it's not even healthy! Being healthy is different for every girl because we're all built differently. Your updated pictures look great, keep on keeping on!
God Bless.
AshleyDionna 1 year ago 2
i feel really sorry for you :( i hope that everything works out .. i just cant believe that girl have you a look like that when she eats more crap then you
GabbyProrsum 1 year ago
I know what you're going through... I have binge eating disorder too. It makes it VERY hard to lose any weight...
But I've found that if I eat well and then have a binge, I think "what was the point of that? i didnt even enjoy it" but that still doesnt stop me and I do it again!
ByeByeBelly 1 year ago
I want to hug you! you are awesome and i have a lot of respect to you
Bittersweet21222 1 year ago
You rule, good for you girl!!!!
tobybroadie 1 year ago
I'm sorry that you have to deal with this. I'm dealing with an eating disorder right now, and it makes me angry how people put emphasis on undereating disorder, but don't bat an eye at overeating disorders. They don't realise that it is in fact a disorder. It'sinspiring that you can put something this personal up on Youtube.
metrostationjunkie 1 year ago
I have advice, I was quite chubby as a child but now i'm pretty think my bf thinks i'm fine and almost everyone thinks i'm gorgeous/beautifu/pretty etc. And I don't think you realyl do need to lose weight because you are pretty just the way you are, screw those faggots, there prob insecure about themselves so just keep making vids.:)
ThomasBabiii333 1 year ago
You're very brave for posting this, I hope you know that you're beautiful, and that no one has the right to say otherwise.
It makes me sad to think what you must have gone through, and I hope that you can be at peace with your body and know that there is no perfect weight, it is just a media fad!
In the middle ages it was thought extremely sexy to be "large" as it presented class.
So it's really nothing to do with health, just the media! :P
Don't give up on being you! I hope you are happy
xxx
hollytherat 1 year ago 10
@hollytherat thank you so much hun :) its so refreshing to get so much positive feed back :)
i agree with the media fad thing and yes big did used 2 be beautiful :) and to me it still is :)
angelvoice222 1 year ago
Gorgeous Woman
klbar2005 1 year ago
By the way - no need to loose weight - if I'd be your boyfriend, I would want u every second... just like u are now!!! Beauty!!!!!!!!!!!
piska98 1 year ago 2
i think you're probs the bravest person ive ever wittnessed
EmyLeonard 1 year ago
you and your boyfriend should do a video together :)
EmyLeonard 1 year ago
How lovely. The message is very deep....thank you for sharing :)
RainbowsAndBullets 1 year ago
You and your video are important for people...tks
funtics 1 year ago
You're really beautiful inside out. Please take care of yourself sweety.
myfitnessgoal21 1 year ago
it takes dedication!! sticking with diet and exercise.
logdoors 1 year ago
omg we've had the same phobias @ _@
bluemoonhaunts 1 year ago
You look gorgouse who could say anything bad about your apperence
HareGamble 1 year ago
@harshbuttfair ow about stop playing the "i give a shit and want to help!" card and if your so concerened become a dieticion or a doctor, binge eating disorder is VERY real, it affects thousands of people, same as anorexia and bulimia is real too!
angelvoice222 1 year ago
Listen, stop it just stop it now. Stop posting videos on youtube looking for sympathy and attention for something you bring on yourself. Being healthy and exercising requires COMMITMENT. Don't delude yourself that there's an easy way out.
It DOESN'T MATTER if other people can eat what they like, all that matters if you eat vegetables, minimise junk food and exercise regurarly.
harshbuttfair 1 year ago
@harshbuttfair when did i say i wanted sympathy? i did this vid to explain tings to others going thru similar things, hey guess what i had for breakfast, a low fat natural yoghurt, and for lunch... a baked potatoe with marge. and salad, lmao love how idiots like you ASUME i constantly eat crap!!! when did i say there was an easy way out? i was offered surgery,,, gues who refused it ?? MEEEE!!! and why? because im lloosing on my own lmao!
angelvoice222 1 year ago
@angelvoice222just eating healthy wont do the trick you NEED to exercise i changed my eating habits drastically and i exercised alot i got up extra early just to do it i was in 8th grade 5,8 and weighed 245 pounds now im in 12th grade 6,4 and weigh 215 and it was worth pushing myself because now im curently being drafted to play football at 4 major colleges including University of MIami and Alabama you need to get motivated
Chris334334 1 year ago
@angelvoice222 this upsets me so much when people make assumptions and judge where they have no business to. Three years ago, I gained over 100 pounds because of a metabolic and hormonal problem, and I had anorexia at the time! I had gained all this weight on 200 calories or less a day..so NO ONE should judge anyone without knowing all the facts. Once my hormones were regulated, I returned to my normal weight, but the looks I got at times affect me to this day...and I wasn't even that big....
blessedmommy73 10 months ago
@harshbuttfair there are health issues that, no matter how many vegetables you eat or how much you really watch your diet you still gain a hella weight. So it's not like it's something that is only an issue a person brings on themselves. Plus, you can't tell me that you're flawless, and that you don't have some bad habit that you brought on yourself and can't get rid of or maybe stuggled to get rid of
FUKST1K726 1 year ago
@harshbuttfair I'm sorry for what you have gone through. Binge eating is a disease just like bulimia and anorexia. I suffered from bulimia for years! I agree with harshbuttfair that it isn't easy to lose weight....but you are not necessarily talking about it. You are talking about the diseases. :) But...I hope you are not suggesting that Weight Loss Surgery is easy. Because that's not true either
xxxandieapplesxxx 1 year ago
@harshbuttfair i know that i am EXTREMELY heavy for my age group and i dont really look it because im tall. but i have been picked on and i have had like nutritionists watch me eat and it just makes you not want to eat in front of anyone because they sit here and STARE. and i am on a diet too. and let me tell you something its not easy. i eat all the right foods but i have something wrong i guess. i cant remember the name but it makes it so its VERY hard to lose weight.
BIGBITCHMAMA 1 year ago
@olivialorna i suppose anorexia or bulimia doesnt then
angelvoice222 2 years ago
I enjoy listening to your voice on youtube, but I don't think you will ever recover. Granted, I admire the way you refuse to give up.
composer63 2 years ago
I admire your courage in sharing your story, and I wish you the best in your struggle. I've been going through ED behavior for 10 years and I know how painful and isolating it can be.
cuttoothed 2 years ago
i feel where your coming from, im not fat personally, but i know the urge of wanting something that makes you feel better, wether it be food, alcohol, drugs, or any quick fix... but life is pain... maybe the reason your not losing weight is because you cant just diet alone. You need to speed up your metabolism. Go for long walks, excercise along with dieting. I bet you'll feel better and lose alot more weight and not have as many urges.
pikeplayer 2 years ago
ive lose about 4 sizes now woo... tbh diet is bad all round cos you ban foods in diets then u crave it more and then end up giving in, i prefer 2 just eat what i want,,... in proportion! lol
angelvoice222 2 years ago
But, do you actually want to lose weight?
i kno you´re binging illness must be tough on you, being forced to NOT eat is unimaginable, especially at such a young age. But you can overcome it if you change. dont starve, be healthy. dont binge, cause i think it makes you even more upset when you do it. good luck :)
Motherspiano 2 years ago
yes and no, yes because i want to feel better in myself, no because im loving how i am now :)
angelvoice222 2 years ago
Okay, so what you're saying is you defy the rules of nature, saying that you gain massive ammounts of weight when eating small normal healthy meals is the same as saying gravity doesn't exist, sure you might have low metabolism so you might gain weight faster, guess what thats normal when people stop growing, but blaming it on diseases and such is just running from the truth, you don't take care of yourself and you need excuses. i don't even think you belive in them urself.
apaxtoa 2 years ago 19
you have obviously MISSED the point of this vid.. binge eatin disorder ISNT a desease, its a psychological illness and its VERY real! I gained all the weight cos i would starve myself causing my body to go in2 stavation mode then completely stuff my face so my body would store up everythin as it didnt kno wer the next meal was coming from!
if binge eating disorder didnt exist then i wouldnt have been diagnosed with it. i suggest you go an actually READ up on conditions BEFORE you post!
angelvoice222 2 years ago
Im fat, however Im not stupid or in denial, or attention seeking. Neither am I rejecting your claim or perceived psychological food binge behaviour.
I just thought YOU might like to know the truth, as I imagine you are not a human biologist.
cutlerface7 2 years ago
im not stupid nor am i in denial. i may not be a biologist but seein how i was PROFESIONALY DIAGNOSED im hardly gona fake a serious problem
angelvoice222 2 years ago
The point of starvation for a human being of normal weight can take quite some time to happen. It is generally perceived in the scientific community that it can take up to 35 days or more for the body to go into starvation mode. Of course this is for someone of normal weight and eating habits.
cutlerface7 2 years ago
i was there 3 yrs... started half a year in!
angelvoice222 2 years ago
As you said you where eating regularly on the weekends, and even during the week (a piece of toast, ect) , starvation mode would have never been entered. Im not saying that you dont have this pseudo psychological problem, but it would seem that it isnt to blame for weight gain earlier in life.
cutlerface7 2 years ago
how is ONE piece of toast per day eating normaly??? i was binging on the weekends,... wer talkin 8 full meals a day on theweekend
angelvoice222 2 years ago
@apaxtoa No there actually is diseases that make it hard to lose weight or easy to gain. or both. you can eat soo healthy and still gain weight. so i really dont know why you are saying shes lying.
BIGBITCHMAMA 1 year ago
@apaxtoa i think every food we eat has a certain percentage of fat and due to the fact that everyones body works different some can eat all they want and never gain weight some can eat healthy and only gain simply because they ate i know this is old and im not saying eating healthy can get you fat but eating in general without excercise can always lead to gain. i though eat bad food and good food but now am on a tuna diet then ill switch to fruit then veggie etc but eating healthy is 50% of it
KubwaNaNzuri 6 months ago
stay away from starches lovely, they are the trouble makers... I used to drink lots of soda, and when I quit I started losing right away... its hard though and i think you are nice to make these videos.
Elenkhos 2 years ago
diabetics need 2 bass their meals round starchy food lol. so no can do
angelvoice222 2 years ago
Well, yes i understand that, but the less starch you eat the less insulin you will use, protein and fat rarely ever raise glycogen levels.....
Elenkhos 2 years ago
5 stars. Thanks for sharing.
janboogy 2 years ago
You are so beautiful!
nordwind74 2 years ago 3
I'm looking at the key words for your video, and I notice that you used the acronym "BBW". I guess you realize this acronym stands for Big Beautiful Woman. I guess you also realize that some viewers would consider you attractive at your current weight. I happen to be one of those viewers. As far as I'm concerned you are far from "disgusting". I think you're pretty damn cute!
Hohlahteh 2 years ago
hell yeah i did lol :D i can now say im proud to be a fatty! im even part of an online fat community :D. thanks hunxxx
angelvoice222 2 years ago
stop eating processed foods, eat fresh fruits and vegetables, run every day, start exercising, problem solved.
TuMira85 2 years ago
i think maybe you should re watch my video! if it was as simple as that then no1 would have binge eating disorder. its a psycologocal problem!
angelvoice222 2 years ago
You're Fat
Whattheehell 2 years ago
well done you have just proven to the world your a moron!
angelvoice222 2 years ago
You've just proven to the world that you're fat!
1x800xPOCKETS 2 years ago
the world already knew!
angelvoice222 2 years ago
@angelvoice222 lol, nicely put
shaynapulley 2 years ago
LOL FATTY
1x800xPOCKETS 2 years ago
just like your bumchum above you have proved you are also an idiot
angelvoice222 2 years ago
I didn't know that McDonalds gives you free internet!
1x800xPOCKETS 2 years ago
they have free wifi, but as i only go in tere for a coffee i dont use it
angelvoice222 2 years ago
Don't go there for tea or coffee.
1x800xPOCKETS 2 years ago
I agree with the previous posters... I love your courage in this video and think you have such a voice to be heard.... I hope you make more videos like this!
sunkissed206 2 years ago 2
Tourettes got you again!!!
funtics 2 years ago 3
the "fat pills" you mention in this video sounds similar to the pills called ALLI. Anyway, I think your video took a lot of courage... subbed!!
sunkissed206 2 years ago
@sunkissed206 not sure tbh... they where prescription
angelvoice222 2 years ago
I think you look great in all ways... of course being too fat is not healthy (I am too fat too) but thats just up to you.
Btw, were you a bit nervous at the start? Since your Tourette was much more active then.
Greetings, Richard.
dutchman983 2 years ago
hey richard... no twicthes tend 2 lessen when i concentrate more hun :)
angelvoice222 2 years ago
Size 32 UK isn't that baaaaad. I'm a 30.
2oddballz 2 years ago
for me it is hun... im not a 24/26 tho :D
angelvoice222 2 years ago
I love you and your videos, i love your courage..go ahead
funtics 2 years ago 2
No matter what. your vary beautiful, Gorgeous sexy. No one should ever be called names no matter how big a person is
I love ya friend
gothlover4u 2 years ago 2
thanks for making this vid, hun
it takes a lot of courage.
and I can totally relate to this, I've had some trouble with eating disorders too
clinicallydeadx 2 years ago 2