ok. shot of crack n i feel much better. n no, im no junkie. well, maybe a part-time functional junkie. i still get a habit now n then n have to feel like shit for a week, but i have a house, a couple cars (one old one, n a newish one, both cheap), n im not hungry, so why does the man care so much if i smoke a little weed n play around a couple times a month? they don't, they just convinced people it was something to get behind n they fell for it. in school, it was harder to get beer than weed...
just thinking of all the millions of people right now who actually care ALOT about some stupid game played by a bunch of steroid headed overgrown overpaid egomaniacs, most of whom still act like they're in the ghetto, even the ones who've never been in a ghetto in they're lives. not angry, i just find it a bit fucked up that everyone will watch the stupidbowl, which is as fake as wrestling (its proven to my satisfaction, anyhow), but wont take the time to educate themselves on whats really up.
@jeffsbored13 replying to myself, didn't know i could. awesome. sorry, but this is my rant about amerika. i love this country, but everything that made it great is being lost on a daily basis. most people here aren't even really american, if you mean 'land of the free n home of the brave'. its a land of cowards n liars more interested in living just like everyone around them than actually knowing the truth about anything going on. our fascist gov't is killing us with food, toxins, etc.
@jeffsbored13 our education system indoctrinates kids to believe what the state wants them to. the whole multiculturism (?) thing is as big a joke as the war on drugs. if you don't want to be 'american', why are you here? n im no racist. n all the idiots actually are going to fall for voting dem or rep, just like always, n wonder why nothing changes. r. paul MIGHT change things, but the media wont let that happen. no one even notices the news has the intelligence of 1st grade with blood. fukuall
@jeffsbored13 n don't get me started on cell phones n the towers n how bad that is for us. or that nutrients are now considered toxins. (codex alimuntarius) (?not spelling well today) n chemtrails are REAL. the gov't has admitted it. for real. what about all the DU we spread in iraq? n how come we the people didn't burn down every BP gas station while the gov't took their refineries here away n made em clean it up? n you aren't being told shit about the radiation from japan raining down on us.
@jeffsbored13 im done. i just think this sports holiday is as gay as our president. it pisses me off that the illegal drugs i purchase are proven to be protected by the marines n other amerikan forces, and the queen of england has had a lock on the opium trade since it began. hell, her ancestors invented it! it isn't terrorists your supporting, like the commercial says, well, it is, just through the bush's clinton's and windsor's, just to name a few. smartfolksallneed2move2thesamestatensucceed.
kicking as i type- day 3. God knows why, but im starting to actually feel ok- i had 15mg's of methadone. but all i wanna fucking do is get in my car n go downtown.... grrrrrrrrr!!! kill me, kill me now.....
great movie.... one of the best movies ever filmed... but be aware kids. heroine is equal to death. period. it doesnt matter if you are talking of an od, cold turkey, or one or a 1000 shots... sooner or later, this would end with you
NEVER try heroine or any opiate. inform yourself. marijuana is not addictive, or in any case is a small addiction. but heroine and opiates are other thing. if u try once u chances are u r going to repeat it. then u r addictted. this shit is not a toy.
People who have taken buprenorphine have suffered serious breathing problems and death—especially when taking buprenorphine by injection, and in combination with benzodiazepines or other central nervous system depressants (including alcohol).
If you do heroin, you don't deserve to live anymore; thats why they're all dumb as dirt and never do anything meaningful in life. So do it! Do alot of it! So much you die!
@SaegoSaegoSaego91 Hey asshole, I did heroin for 10 years, got locked up for almost two, got out, got a clean, got a job,and now it's back too school, so shove your prejudice and ignorance up your ass, dipshit!
@SaegoSaegoSaego91 so basically you're saying everyone who has ever made a mistake go off yourself? because thats all heroin is.. a big mistake. most people start when they are really young and dont know any better or are just really cocky and think they wont get hooked. and once they make that mistake as a kid or mislead young adult its stuck with them till someone else can pull them out, but that usually doesnt happen in a society where people view drug users as you do.. with no compassion.
"Choose Life. Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family. Choose a fucking big television, choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players and electrical tin openers. Choose a starter home. Choose your friends.. Choose your future. Choose life... But why would I want to do a thing like that? I chose not to choose life. I chose somethin' else. And the reasons? There are no reasons. Who needs reasons when you've got heroin?"
I'm going to be just like you the job, the family, the fucking big television, the washing machine, the car, the compact disc and electrical tin opener, good health, low cholesterol, dental insurance, mortgage, starter home, leisurewear, luggage, 3 piece suite, d.i.y., game shows, junk food, children, walks in the park, nine to five, good at golf, washing the car, choice of sweaters, family Christmas, indexed pension, tax exemption, getting by, looking ahead to the day you die.
@avedic I hear you and respect you, think you're right that our desire to "own" stuff is more of an imaginary sense of fulfilment. Most concepts of social interactions are merely approximations at a logic in order to minimize chaos for ourselves. But often they work, and they also minimize suffering. I'm with you in many ways of seeing this, but I also gotta play the game.
@uncontrolable777 Heroin by The Velvet Underground from the album The Velvet Underground & Nico. If you think this is good you should acquire the whole album...
what is it about opiates? i never ever thought i would even touch the stuff, but i did. 3 years later, i'd give anything to not HAVE to have the stuff to just not be sick. i hate it....BUT, i still love it. and movies like Trainspotting just sum it up to a T. the horror and the ecstacy. the "lifestyle" is another draw...i almost LIKE the strung out, dirty, physicality of it all. probably just the dopamine talking though. :/ it's such a love/hate thing. at least i've learned alot through it...
@rloken I wouldn't say it's stupid. In my years meeting people who do opiates I've found many good natured, creative, and loving people...who were drawn to the drug because it provided the security the world cannot provide to someone that sensitive. As of now, I finally got on suboxone and am trying to turn my life around. But to just whitewash what I learned from opiate use would be ridiculous. It taught me tons about life. Selfish? In many ways yes, but I think owning a home is selfish.
I see your point and maybe even agree with you that lots of junkies can be creative and lovable etc. but then I also have to be the devil's advocate and say that your statement is a bit like saying: "not all KKK members are dicks" or "I know lots of bailiffs that are nice" etc. And why is it selfish to inhabit a house that you bought with your own earned cash?
@rloken Because I don't believe the concept of ownership makes any sense. How can a being that lives for 80 years claim to own a piece of reality that is 16 Billion years old? We don't own anything...we exist within it. We share it...all.
Your analogy doesn't fly with me...KKK members are not the same as drug users...by any stretch.
I wouldn't ever repeat my drug using years...but I won't pretend I didn't learn a whole lot from it. The value of family...love. Even the high offers perspective.
continuing here cause i ran out of space: is it more selfish than using heroin you bought with your own (?) cash, or more likely, scrapped together from begging your old man for the 54th time? I'm intrigued by your logic. (or perhaps the lack of it, i cant judge)
@rloken Of course drug use leads to selfish behavior. I've done the begging for money thing...and lying, and stealing. I hated that. It hurt almost as much as the withdrawal.
All I'm saying is that I'm not going to be one of those recovering addicts who paints their drug using years as "bad". I wouldn't repeat it, but I learned a whole lot...about myself, spirituality, creativity, what love REALLY means, the value of true friends, etc. It gave a perspective I couldn't have gotten elsewhere.
@avedic I think your years of abuse put you at a standstill of human growth. so you've adopted a belief that 'ownership' is selfish because when you're as fucked as a H addict, you make no gains in any area of life or thought. "provided security the world could not"?? And tell me who ever said the world was supposed to be responsible for your security? People say life is hard because IT IS! BTW, subxne= just another crutch for an opiate addict. The only way to be cured is to stop it all.
@lunarsiege you speak like someone who has no understanding of this stuff. ownership IS selfish in one sense...in that it's a case where you claim something outside of yourself is somehow YOURS. but, i don't disparage people for owning things. honestly.
i never said the world was supposed to provide security. i said, some people are hyper sensitive to the utter lack of security, and turn to drugs to fill that. doesn't mean it's right. but, it is a reason.
@lunarsiege also...I haven't stagnated in my growth as a human at all. If anything, doing opiates exposed me to facets of my creative, mental, and physical being that were previously untapped. to call anything 100% bad or good is disengenuous. opiates are both. in the long run, they kill..but not always.
as for suboxone..it keeps people out of jail, gets them working, and gives them JUST enough time to turn their life around. it HAS saved lives, mine included. i wouldn't wish opiate WD on anyone
@lunarsiege suboxone is very weak. in fact, after a week you don't even feel it. its a saving grace in that it holds off withdrawal and allows people to fight the cravings and get their life together. getting off opiates, imo, is the single most difficult mental and physical thing a human being could ever endure. you can't sleep..period, are so exhausted you can't lift your hand, sweat and shiver 24/7, feel fire deep in your bones, and are so depressed suicide makes perfect sense. it's awful....
@avedic your comment rang resounding with me, because ive been through the same horrible pain of withdrawl.. i agree with you 120 fucking percent. out of everything ive been through, withdrawl was the WORST thing ive ever experienced. but i got on suboxone and got off that shit.. and im so fucking happy i took the chance and DID.. cause i was gonna die soon.. i KNOW i was... but thank god i said FUCK THIS SHIT and got out of that whole lifestyle
@Toyman1982 It's great to hear that man! The guy I was replying to obviously hasn't been through this. I wouldn't wish opiate wd on anyone. Before I went through it I used to joke about it and couldn't imagine it was 'that' bad. Well...it is. It's worse. I wouldn't wish it upon my worst enemy. It crippled my soul and left me crying and begging for anything to stop it. Suboxone saved me from killing myself...which I was so close to doing. Suboxone is NOT a crutch. It's a life saver.
@avedic Thanks for the kind words, they mean alot believe me.. yeah id joke about withdrawl too.. well i was quite a bit younger.. im 28 now, but i was in my teens id say stuff like (why cant those people just get it together, it cant be THAT BAD) oh lord... yeah.. big mistake haha... big big mistake.. it can, it was, it was worse then anything ive ever felt.. i mean just KNOWING i was getting close to running out of my dope would send me into a panic attack.. im so happy im out of that life!
@Toyman1982 yeah...the pre-running out panic attacks were the worst. i ended up selling all my music equipment(the stuff i loved the most)...and just about everything else...for just a few more days...always just pushing out the inevitable a few more days.
oh well. somehow i made it through. i'm 28 as well. at least we're still young enough to not have totally wasted our lives away.
@avedic Ugh, I agree...I cant imaging doin injection but I am starting to wean off the pills...hardest thing EVER! OMG! I get leg cramps now...shivers and nausea...horrible..yes, I feel tired, no I cant sleep...no I dont wanna die but I feel very aggrevated a lot of the time...at almost nothing...sad... :/ But Im weaning...very slowly working my way off and being so sick in the process...
@ahhshytson sorry to hear that. i hope you make it through ok. i worry about the day when i'll have to wean off suboxone. from the few times i've tried..it seems every bit as difficult as the harsher opiates. the upside is the legality of it all...allowing me to avoid things like jail. :P
stick with it though..i understand the suffering that is wd. it sucks. no one can understand. the mental and physical pain is just unreal. it instantly made me empathetic toward anyone else going through it.
@avedic LOL, well, Opiate is a nickname I've had since I was 15 because I'm supposedly, "addictive". This was before I did any drugs of any kind. "Opiate" was taken, so I just added an "s". It's just a coincidence really.
I have been on Suboxone for 10 days now, off heroin, it's great...but can you tell me if you still get a buzz on it after a while?I am on 24MGs, any help would be great!!!
@SuperSquishface Hell no. Just like any other opiate/opioid, tolerance develops. Besides that, bupe rarely gets those who are not opiate-naive high. But give it to someone else and they'll be high as a kite for about 4 days, heh.
I loved this movie. I even enjoyed VU and was around when they were. But,....sorry, man, this song sucks and doesn't go at all with this video. Great video, great movie, but mismatched music.
@freakinpink01 Actually, I think you're right. I didn't give this video a full or fair shot. Not sure why my initial reaction was that it didn't match,...but RE-viewing, yeah,....you are right. This does make a good combo. Glad I got the msg to revisit this vid. Thanks.
Seen a documentary yesterday & it was about how iran has the highest rate of heroin addiction in the world & its not even close, wouldnt of thought that.
How calls this song?
Christina17V 1 week ago
ok. shot of crack n i feel much better. n no, im no junkie. well, maybe a part-time functional junkie. i still get a habit now n then n have to feel like shit for a week, but i have a house, a couple cars (one old one, n a newish one, both cheap), n im not hungry, so why does the man care so much if i smoke a little weed n play around a couple times a month? they don't, they just convinced people it was something to get behind n they fell for it. in school, it was harder to get beer than weed...
jeffsbored13 3 weeks ago
just thinking of all the millions of people right now who actually care ALOT about some stupid game played by a bunch of steroid headed overgrown overpaid egomaniacs, most of whom still act like they're in the ghetto, even the ones who've never been in a ghetto in they're lives. not angry, i just find it a bit fucked up that everyone will watch the stupidbowl, which is as fake as wrestling (its proven to my satisfaction, anyhow), but wont take the time to educate themselves on whats really up.
jeffsbored13 3 weeks ago
@jeffsbored13 replying to myself, didn't know i could. awesome. sorry, but this is my rant about amerika. i love this country, but everything that made it great is being lost on a daily basis. most people here aren't even really american, if you mean 'land of the free n home of the brave'. its a land of cowards n liars more interested in living just like everyone around them than actually knowing the truth about anything going on. our fascist gov't is killing us with food, toxins, etc.
jeffsbored13 3 weeks ago
@jeffsbored13 our education system indoctrinates kids to believe what the state wants them to. the whole multiculturism (?) thing is as big a joke as the war on drugs. if you don't want to be 'american', why are you here? n im no racist. n all the idiots actually are going to fall for voting dem or rep, just like always, n wonder why nothing changes. r. paul MIGHT change things, but the media wont let that happen. no one even notices the news has the intelligence of 1st grade with blood. fukuall
jeffsbored13 3 weeks ago
@jeffsbored13 n don't get me started on cell phones n the towers n how bad that is for us. or that nutrients are now considered toxins. (codex alimuntarius) (?not spelling well today) n chemtrails are REAL. the gov't has admitted it. for real. what about all the DU we spread in iraq? n how come we the people didn't burn down every BP gas station while the gov't took their refineries here away n made em clean it up? n you aren't being told shit about the radiation from japan raining down on us.
jeffsbored13 3 weeks ago
@jeffsbored13 im done. i just think this sports holiday is as gay as our president. it pisses me off that the illegal drugs i purchase are proven to be protected by the marines n other amerikan forces, and the queen of england has had a lock on the opium trade since it began. hell, her ancestors invented it! it isn't terrorists your supporting, like the commercial says, well, it is, just through the bush's clinton's and windsor's, just to name a few. smartfolksallneed2move2thesamestatensucceed.
jeffsbored13 3 weeks ago
kicking as i type- day 3. God knows why, but im starting to actually feel ok- i had 15mg's of methadone. but all i wanna fucking do is get in my car n go downtown.... grrrrrrrrr!!! kill me, kill me now.....
jeffsbored13 1 month ago
so true... choose life... not heroin... good at the time but it so takes over your life....like so many presciption drugs....which are legal...
MrMpvincent69 1 month ago
scumbag fuckers
69Dannymc 1 month ago
Amazing movie, Amazing Tune
bclayt 1 month ago
I too Choose Heroin for Over two Decades . . Wot a total Waste Of Life n Talent i Have for Sure... Oh Well, Shit Happens!!!! :-)
paulboothman1 1 month ago
verdade mano
pitbikeovar 1 month ago
Thumbs up if you notice -Buy heroin on iTunes- under the video. lol.
ViviELasciaMorire 2 months ago
whats the name of the movie?
sezos93 2 months ago
@sezos93 Trainspotting
83copo 1 month ago
lazy.. they blame families, addiction, teaches and so on. i've seen soo many of them..they make me sick all the time..stupid really haha
mishaoganesyan 2 months ago
heroin is fucking poison
Firefly7419 3 months ago
great movie.... one of the best movies ever filmed... but be aware kids. heroine is equal to death. period. it doesnt matter if you are talking of an od, cold turkey, or one or a 1000 shots... sooner or later, this would end with you
hungerstriker27 3 months ago
NEVER try heroine or any opiate. inform yourself. marijuana is not addictive, or in any case is a small addiction. but heroine and opiates are other thing. if u try once u chances are u r going to repeat it. then u r addictted. this shit is not a toy.
hungerstriker27 3 months ago
My advice, never touch in drugs. You cant just fuck her and go away by yourself. Peace
Mrcomentz 3 months ago
People who have taken buprenorphine have suffered serious breathing problems and death—especially when taking buprenorphine by injection, and in combination with benzodiazepines or other central nervous system depressants (including alcohol).
Mrcomentz 3 months ago
i wish i could try it just once... just once then never again..
KennyParkz 4 months ago
@KennyParkz there is no such thing as just once
TheOldjunky 3 weeks ago
@TheOldjunky haha and that is exactly why i cant do it
KennyParkz 3 weeks ago
The Velvet Underground > Sex and Coffee
JakeChilly93 5 months ago
I usually can't stand videos like this made from the movies that I love, but this is quite well done...nice work!!!!!!
huskerdu1661 5 months ago
If you do heroin, you don't deserve to live anymore; thats why they're all dumb as dirt and never do anything meaningful in life. So do it! Do alot of it! So much you die!
SaegoSaegoSaego91 5 months ago
@SaegoSaegoSaego91 Hey asshole, I did heroin for 10 years, got locked up for almost two, got out, got a clean, got a job,and now it's back too school, so shove your prejudice and ignorance up your ass, dipshit!
wikkerman78 4 months ago
@SaegoSaegoSaego91 so basically you're saying everyone who has ever made a mistake go off yourself? because thats all heroin is.. a big mistake. most people start when they are really young and dont know any better or are just really cocky and think they wont get hooked. and once they make that mistake as a kid or mislead young adult its stuck with them till someone else can pull them out, but that usually doesnt happen in a society where people view drug users as you do.. with no compassion.
mrmikeemike45 4 months ago in playlist T00LIZATION's favorites
"Choose Life. Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family. Choose a fucking big television, choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players and electrical tin openers. Choose a starter home. Choose your friends.. Choose your future. Choose life... But why would I want to do a thing like that? I chose not to choose life. I chose somethin' else. And the reasons? There are no reasons. Who needs reasons when you've got heroin?"
Milanjamin 5 months ago 47
@Milanjamin why do you quote?
oldschoolvescan 2 months ago
@oldschoolvescan so he gets easy likes
iTzILLUSIONS 2 months ago
@iTzILLUSIONS how COOL is that!
oldschoolvescan 2 months ago
@Milanjamin thats bad,but is true.
MsStojadinovic 1 month ago
GOOD JOB MAN..LOVE THIS SONG AND MOVIE OFC.
bosnaponosna100 6 months ago
i live this , 12 years ago my live is that shit
marialfabeta 6 months ago
heroin is the greatest thing ever made, at first, until your addicted, and withdrawing, then its like a pissed off mother in law
packysmatt21 6 months ago
VE IY RE CHINGA ATU PUTA MADRE ARGENTINO MUERTO DE HAMBRE
IPODDAMIAN 6 months ago
<3
SALVOTHESTONEDONE 6 months ago
I chose something else...
cheesesteak93 7 months ago 21
@cheesesteak93
what else ?
halixo1 2 months ago
One of the Best Songs Ever made........but than again I like or love a lot of songs
scdean121 7 months ago
6:33 this shit not flaged yet
coach9087 7 months ago
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I'm going to be just like you the job, the family, the fucking big television, the washing machine, the car, the compact disc and electrical tin opener, good health, low cholesterol, dental insurance, mortgage, starter home, leisurewear, luggage, 3 piece suite, d.i.y., game shows, junk food, children, walks in the park, nine to five, good at golf, washing the car, choice of sweaters, family Christmas, indexed pension, tax exemption, getting by, looking ahead to the day you die.
cranie4 8 months ago
@avedic I hear you and respect you, think you're right that our desire to "own" stuff is more of an imaginary sense of fulfilment. Most concepts of social interactions are merely approximations at a logic in order to minimize chaos for ourselves. But often they work, and they also minimize suffering. I'm with you in many ways of seeing this, but I also gotta play the game.
rloken 8 months ago
better than porn
Brephos 9 months ago
what's the beautiful music??
uncontrolable777 9 months ago
@uncontrolable777 Heroin by The Velvet Underground from the album The Velvet Underground & Nico. If you think this is good you should acquire the whole album...
Toofartony 9 months ago
@Toofartony And You Should Acquire A Dick...I Bet Your Smart................Man I Wanna Die..Don't Get Annoid..I'm Just A Bord Faggot....
rupilan 8 months ago
@uncontrolable777 its called heroin, by lou reed
MungusSr 9 months ago
this is the greatest video i have ever seen
packysmatt21 9 months ago
@packysmatt21 And a great movie too. Love it
Telstaaa 9 months ago
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Wow, great what you did with the video. :)
originofnoise 9 months ago
Wow, great what you did with the video. :)
originofnoise 9 months ago
what is it about opiates? i never ever thought i would even touch the stuff, but i did. 3 years later, i'd give anything to not HAVE to have the stuff to just not be sick. i hate it....BUT, i still love it. and movies like Trainspotting just sum it up to a T. the horror and the ecstacy. the "lifestyle" is another draw...i almost LIKE the strung out, dirty, physicality of it all. probably just the dopamine talking though. :/ it's such a love/hate thing. at least i've learned alot through it...
avedic 10 months ago 2
@avedic
true but you're failing to say how incredibly stupid and selfish it all is.
rloken 8 months ago
@rloken I wouldn't say it's stupid. In my years meeting people who do opiates I've found many good natured, creative, and loving people...who were drawn to the drug because it provided the security the world cannot provide to someone that sensitive. As of now, I finally got on suboxone and am trying to turn my life around. But to just whitewash what I learned from opiate use would be ridiculous. It taught me tons about life. Selfish? In many ways yes, but I think owning a home is selfish.
avedic 8 months ago
I see your point and maybe even agree with you that lots of junkies can be creative and lovable etc. but then I also have to be the devil's advocate and say that your statement is a bit like saying: "not all KKK members are dicks" or "I know lots of bailiffs that are nice" etc. And why is it selfish to inhabit a house that you bought with your own earned cash?
rloken 8 months ago
@rloken Because I don't believe the concept of ownership makes any sense. How can a being that lives for 80 years claim to own a piece of reality that is 16 Billion years old? We don't own anything...we exist within it. We share it...all.
Your analogy doesn't fly with me...KKK members are not the same as drug users...by any stretch.
I wouldn't ever repeat my drug using years...but I won't pretend I didn't learn a whole lot from it. The value of family...love. Even the high offers perspective.
avedic 8 months ago
@avedic
continuing here cause i ran out of space: is it more selfish than using heroin you bought with your own (?) cash, or more likely, scrapped together from begging your old man for the 54th time? I'm intrigued by your logic. (or perhaps the lack of it, i cant judge)
rloken 8 months ago
@rloken Of course drug use leads to selfish behavior. I've done the begging for money thing...and lying, and stealing. I hated that. It hurt almost as much as the withdrawal.
All I'm saying is that I'm not going to be one of those recovering addicts who paints their drug using years as "bad". I wouldn't repeat it, but I learned a whole lot...about myself, spirituality, creativity, what love REALLY means, the value of true friends, etc. It gave a perspective I couldn't have gotten elsewhere.
avedic 8 months ago
@avedic I think your years of abuse put you at a standstill of human growth. so you've adopted a belief that 'ownership' is selfish because when you're as fucked as a H addict, you make no gains in any area of life or thought. "provided security the world could not"?? And tell me who ever said the world was supposed to be responsible for your security? People say life is hard because IT IS! BTW, subxne= just another crutch for an opiate addict. The only way to be cured is to stop it all.
lunarsiege 6 months ago
@lunarsiege you speak like someone who has no understanding of this stuff. ownership IS selfish in one sense...in that it's a case where you claim something outside of yourself is somehow YOURS. but, i don't disparage people for owning things. honestly.
i never said the world was supposed to provide security. i said, some people are hyper sensitive to the utter lack of security, and turn to drugs to fill that. doesn't mean it's right. but, it is a reason.
avedic 6 months ago
@lunarsiege also...I haven't stagnated in my growth as a human at all. If anything, doing opiates exposed me to facets of my creative, mental, and physical being that were previously untapped. to call anything 100% bad or good is disengenuous. opiates are both. in the long run, they kill..but not always.
as for suboxone..it keeps people out of jail, gets them working, and gives them JUST enough time to turn their life around. it HAS saved lives, mine included. i wouldn't wish opiate WD on anyone
avedic 6 months ago
@lunarsiege suboxone is very weak. in fact, after a week you don't even feel it. its a saving grace in that it holds off withdrawal and allows people to fight the cravings and get their life together. getting off opiates, imo, is the single most difficult mental and physical thing a human being could ever endure. you can't sleep..period, are so exhausted you can't lift your hand, sweat and shiver 24/7, feel fire deep in your bones, and are so depressed suicide makes perfect sense. it's awful....
avedic 6 months ago
@avedic your comment rang resounding with me, because ive been through the same horrible pain of withdrawl.. i agree with you 120 fucking percent. out of everything ive been through, withdrawl was the WORST thing ive ever experienced. but i got on suboxone and got off that shit.. and im so fucking happy i took the chance and DID.. cause i was gonna die soon.. i KNOW i was... but thank god i said FUCK THIS SHIT and got out of that whole lifestyle
Toyman1982 6 months ago
@Toyman1982 It's great to hear that man! The guy I was replying to obviously hasn't been through this. I wouldn't wish opiate wd on anyone. Before I went through it I used to joke about it and couldn't imagine it was 'that' bad. Well...it is. It's worse. I wouldn't wish it upon my worst enemy. It crippled my soul and left me crying and begging for anything to stop it. Suboxone saved me from killing myself...which I was so close to doing. Suboxone is NOT a crutch. It's a life saver.
avedic 6 months ago
@avedic Thanks for the kind words, they mean alot believe me.. yeah id joke about withdrawl too.. well i was quite a bit younger.. im 28 now, but i was in my teens id say stuff like (why cant those people just get it together, it cant be THAT BAD) oh lord... yeah.. big mistake haha... big big mistake.. it can, it was, it was worse then anything ive ever felt.. i mean just KNOWING i was getting close to running out of my dope would send me into a panic attack.. im so happy im out of that life!
Toyman1982 6 months ago
@Toyman1982 yeah...the pre-running out panic attacks were the worst. i ended up selling all my music equipment(the stuff i loved the most)...and just about everything else...for just a few more days...always just pushing out the inevitable a few more days.
oh well. somehow i made it through. i'm 28 as well. at least we're still young enough to not have totally wasted our lives away.
avedic 6 months ago
@avedic Ugh, I agree...I cant imaging doin injection but I am starting to wean off the pills...hardest thing EVER! OMG! I get leg cramps now...shivers and nausea...horrible..yes, I feel tired, no I cant sleep...no I dont wanna die but I feel very aggrevated a lot of the time...at almost nothing...sad... :/ But Im weaning...very slowly working my way off and being so sick in the process...
ahhshytson 6 months ago
@ahhshytson sorry to hear that. i hope you make it through ok. i worry about the day when i'll have to wean off suboxone. from the few times i've tried..it seems every bit as difficult as the harsher opiates. the upside is the legality of it all...allowing me to avoid things like jail. :P
stick with it though..i understand the suffering that is wd. it sucks. no one can understand. the mental and physical pain is just unreal. it instantly made me empathetic toward anyone else going through it.
avedic 6 months ago
@avedic I feel you. I'm also on suboxone and I think I'll be on it until I die. I just can't let go. Or rather, IT won't let go of me.
opiates 6 months ago
@opiates opiates? lol...you must have gotten that username early in youtube history
avedic 6 months ago
@avedic LOL, well, Opiate is a nickname I've had since I was 15 because I'm supposedly, "addictive". This was before I did any drugs of any kind. "Opiate" was taken, so I just added an "s". It's just a coincidence really.
opiates 6 months ago
@opiates
Hey man.
I have been on Suboxone for 10 days now, off heroin, it's great...but can you tell me if you still get a buzz on it after a while?I am on 24MGs, any help would be great!!!
SuperSquishface 5 months ago
@SuperSquishface Still get a buzz from what? The suboxone itself? Or are you talking about a buzz from taking heroin after taking suboxone?
opiates 5 months ago
@opiates
Of course not heroin!
No no, the Suboxone itself=)
I am on 24mgs
SuperSquishface 5 months ago
@SuperSquishface Hell no. Just like any other opiate/opioid, tolerance develops. Besides that, bupe rarely gets those who are not opiate-naive high. But give it to someone else and they'll be high as a kite for about 4 days, heh.
opiates 5 months ago
"King Heroin is my shepherd, I shall always want. He maketh me to lie down in the gutters."
"He leadeth me beside the troubled waters. He destroyeth my soul. He leadeth me in the paths of wickedness."
"Yea, I shall walk through the valley of poverty and will fear no evil for thou, Heroin, art with me."
"Thy needle and thy capsule comfort me."
kaveebee 10 months ago 2
@kaveebee
join the gym :)
rloken 8 months ago
This is great video and a great song, the combination is awsome!
haroyzbe 1 year ago 2
I loved this movie. I even enjoyed VU and was around when they were. But,....sorry, man, this song sucks and doesn't go at all with this video. Great video, great movie, but mismatched music.
Merrida100 1 year ago
@Merrida100 are you serious o_o i think it matches perfectly. couldn't think of a better song to translate the emptiness and emotion.
freakinpink01 11 months ago
@freakinpink01 Actually, I think you're right. I didn't give this video a full or fair shot. Not sure why my initial reaction was that it didn't match,...but RE-viewing, yeah,....you are right. This does make a good combo. Glad I got the msg to revisit this vid. Thanks.
Merrida100 11 months ago
@Merrida100 haha you're welcome. i'm glad you understand what i meant =]
freakinpink01 11 months ago
you broke the Junkie golden rule with this song.
despite this, I still love this song ^^
snafupenguin 1 year ago 2
Bob Dole gave this video a thumbs down.
questionauthoritah 1 year ago
i wanna this song in format mp3!! ;D
IS IT A BABY DEAD?
lucasfernandoribeir 1 year ago
excellent video. trainspotting is one of my favorite movies of all time. i've heard the book is good. i should read it sometime.
jmc647 1 year ago
awesome the velvet underground i love
bromersi 1 year ago
m par a 167
marcovittozziii 1 year ago
lou reed is fuckin awesome.
scum4lyfe 1 year ago
indy
pardon my French..yes I mean dead.
do still love the move..
fleurize 1 year ago
Simply awesome:)!
GrungieGirl87 1 year ago
yes the baby is death..
bu even thx for this..
J.
fleurize 1 year ago
@fleurize do u meen dead
indymogulfan882 1 year ago
excelente performance de Lou Reed, meados dos anos 60 ^^
Brieffing 1 year ago
Seen a documentary yesterday & it was about how iran has the highest rate of heroin addiction in the world & its not even close, wouldnt of thought that.
JMcLovn 1 year ago
is that a dead baby??
Mascofootball75 1 year ago
@Mascofootball75 yeah thats a dead baby
jessicamshannon 1 year ago
musica?
Bruisesnbutterfliesx 1 year ago
@Bruisesnbutterfliesx , its 'heroin' performed by velvet underground
chemiio 1 year ago
I feel like m relationship is like heroin, with high up's and very low low's... I guess if I don't do anything about me it will ruin my life.
Annchen82 1 year ago
This makes me want to cry
carzycolombian 1 year ago
LSD and HEROIN for LIFE !
bd3n21 1 year ago
@bd3n21 so isses! ;-)
polytoxikoman1962 1 year ago
@bd3n21 short LIFE tho
hajajseksi 1 year ago
Nuns slamming smack and popping lsd inSpain inAlmodovar's DARKHABITS. So close to heaven parts hell isn't?
lovesGenet 1 year ago
what the fuck r u talking about?!
Zetter12345 2 years ago
este filme é mesmo grande pedra...quem nao viu esta a fahar
joseferreira99 2 years ago
ke roba grossa
gnugna873 3 years ago