I've been depressed for so long that i don't even recognised my symptoms anymore. Depression has become a normality now, which is quite sad really. But I'm managing to life this life of empriness in my own way. I was put on prozac & that REALLY messed me up. I was out of character, very impulsive and doing things without thinking about the consequences. When I came off it i experienced the most intense & frightening emotions and felt this immense need to end my life. Meds are not the cure
@rosaryfilms hmm okay I'll do some research on that and will consider going on it. But at the moment my depression doesn't feel so life debilitating as it did before. I'm coping okay without meds.... for now.
cut sugar and simple carbs out of your diet (no soda, fruit juices, cakes, white bread, white rice, ect.) no caffeine (coffee, tea, sodas, energy drinks) go outside more and get a UV light. Doing those things are helping me more than therapy and meds ever did.
CYMBALTA OR DULOXETINE IS NOT DIFFERENT-IT'S AN SNRI SAME CLASS AS VENLAFAXINE,IT MAY WELL HELP YOU,BUT IT'S NOT REALLY DIFFERENT FROM MIRTAZAPINE OR VENLAFAXINE-GOOD LUCK.
I feel mine coming back.. Worse than ever, and Im scared about the thoughts of suicide.. Im feeling numb already and I dont want to spend time with the kids.. I dont know how I'll cope when I go back to university :'( I wish I could just be better forever
@littlebubbles1000 I feel the exact same way. Right now I feel sick to my stomach. Have hope, it doesnt last forever. At least thats what I tell myself.
@MerciX1001 I'm still fighting, I know I'm not alone in the battle. And I know I have to keep going for my baby girls. Dr again next week maybe theyll help a bit, but doesnt seem likely, they havent before. We can do this, we have too xx
@littlebubbles1000 Its so amazing to just receive a comment from someone who knows what Im going through. And yes if we have made it this far I am sure we can keep going.xx
@MerciX1001 Fair play, Im thinking of you!! AND I actually feel good today.. God I love these days, hope this week hasnt been too hard on you xx Big hugs
And left, I still thank him to this day for loving me like he did giving me the best time of my life jus for that one year and a half. Ever since, I've never found another guy like him. -3
I don't know who to trust anymore, I feel very much alone and confused even when I have people who do care about me.. I just feel alone. Also am bipolar, and grew up being abused my whole life. My mother is an alcoholic and my father is a smoker who dates alot of women. They divorced when I was 4 but I guess I was to young to understand what it meant. I fell in love with a boy 4 years ago who said he'd take away my pain and would forever love me.. We dated for a year and a half, though he cheat
Heh, well.. May as well comment. I'm 14, I'm pretty sure I suffer from depression. I've tried suiciding many times. I've had a friend 3 years ago hang herself at my old school, and a new friend in highschool that just recently passed away.. I also suffer bulimia, paranoia, and schizophrenia(which I yet need medication for.) While having a little over the average teenage life, with my bestfriend (I mean the closest friend you could have) choose my boyfriend over me, and took him. Sadly.. I don'
Cognitive therapy is wonderful. For me, it helped in the short run and the long run. Over time it becomes a way of thinking or living. After awhile you become aware of your depression and know it better. When you become seriously depressed you begin to see it like a flu. It is the strangest thing. Sometimes you think the awfullness will never go away and then it lifts. You learn what you can do and when. You learn how to know whats right for you.
@KravaLLT life is not fucked up thing, i have depressions as well, but is the way you get around it, so i will give you a tip that will keep you goin, and start by telling you this, No matter what what our problem is that keeps us down, their are much worst things beside what we have. Keep that in mind and you will realise that depresison is something you can fight it by staying calm and steady and peicence is the key.
@sappiou I dont think that's possible to think like that when your life is fucked up from the beggining and looks like it's going to be fucked up till the end
you are right, but i take advantage of that now, im trying to gain my health back, so i started cycling and gym, make me calm and i enjoy my self even though none is around. maybe i wont be able to quit smoking but the least i will reduce it. maybe staying active i will socialise a bit more while i take my bike for a ride...
bytheway, the money i spend for the bike was the only 100 euros i left in my pocket and i broke now, but fuck it, money comes and goes, i took a risk and without risks there is no adventure in life, so i guess i made the right or the wrong choice but again is something i risked for to make me feel better.
@KravaLLT It's even more fucked up for people that were born in this generation such as myself. Were born, don't even fully experience anything for four or five years, get thrown in school for from then on, then we have to deal with all of these end of the world theories. Born->Work->Die a horrible death. Sure there's those little things in between, but seeing this life "roadmap," we'd better enjoy em as much as possible.
@UnknownSect333 Well, I'm graduated from school already and I'm studying in colledge and these years are supposed to be the best of my life but right now I feel like i've never felt more shitty than right now
@JDsCreationsTV still there? I don't have the answers.I have ADD and slight OCD and If its not perfect its wrong. dont totally understand you but I know there is no one that has ever been, is, or will ever beYou. YOU are unique. YOU are talking to people...here, theres hope. People are social creatures...if your not communicating GIVING and some taking then you are not balanced. YOU have nothing to lose by helping others instead. Volunteer, help old folks home by talking to them.LIVE...get out
I hate it when depression comes back after a few years, I'm not sure weather to talk about it to my boyfriend or friends. It just seems like too much of a burden to tell them how I feel and making them feel sad because of it. Sometimes I wonder what my life would be like if did attempt suicide when I had the chance. It takes sooooo much not to go through with it.
@JDsCreationsTV I don't understand? I'm in the same 'boat' that you feel your in where I do have a mental health condition myself. Being 'different' is not being 'misunderstood', you have your own personal choice whether or not to tell someone or not and most of the time yes they wont understand but how can you ever fully understand someone else's mental health?
Bit offended that you feel you have an 'us' and 'we' section, and that you feel you can talk on behalf of everyone with Depression.
this is so mee, I havent goton help yet but I think I might go soon and talk to a dr. I dont have a dr. right now and need to get one. I hardly sleep at all and then I will sleep for quiet a while, like just this week, I wasnt sleeping but for maybe a few hrs a night and then last night I fell asleep at like 4 yesterday afternoon and slept till 7:45 this morning, what a great fathers day for my fiance. I have 2 little girls at home and dont want them to see me like this but I need to get help.
I'm still awake and it's almost 8 am. Just feeling kinda bad right now, and finding that lotsa people posting here sound 10X more depressed than I am. I'm sorry for you guys, and wish I could help. All I can do is perhaps, recommend reading self-help books and applying them without skepticism. It won't help in a permanent manner, but I think it MIGHT help.
Of course, I am pretty sure some of you guys got heavy biologically originated depression. I am adamant though that all depression is contributed by both biological and psychological/social factors. I just think that for anybody, a change in philosophical thinking will always be an important step. And that change shouldn't be "think more positively", because that sounds delusional and cheesy. I think it should be something like "challenge every impulse and thought you have". I dono .___.
@o00o0o0o0o0o I think you hit it on the head.. people need challenges.. when I have been depressed I have found that by getting out and being with.. working with people and changing your life helps a lot. As you put it... no cheesy work it outs. People were made to love and live ...not subsist and be alone. Love on others like you want to.....NEED to be loved and understood. People need challenges to living not mundane. I have used some meds and some work but cant stay on them forever. LIVE
I'm convinced that I have depression due to an embarrassing disorder I have. Its completely destroyed my motivation, determination, and I've lost interest in many things. I feel unfit to go to school and have to force myself. The thing is, I kind of need help, but I'm still in high school so it will take a lot for convincing my mom to go to the doctor, and I'm hesitant to tell her. But I'm very independent and am stubborn to ask for help...
I'm actually looking forward to death. Something has got to be better than this shitty life. I probably haven't ended it all because I'm afraid of going to hell (maybe one of my delusions). By the way, my parents are Catholic and are anti-gay, and me being gay combined with my shitty boyfriends really hasn't helped me.
@luckyshiningstar101 I'm 26 years old and for the past year my depression is slowly gotten worse. I started to see the world for what it really was a few years back and it has been upsetting - but I truly believe that death isn't the answer. Life is a beautiful gift. Don't let other people who cannot see that ruin it for you. Hang in there, and believe me, setting small but possible tasks for yourself can and DOES help. Just keep breathing.
I've personally given up on life and pretty much don't have any goals. Right now, I'm living at home even though I'm 30, and I pretend to my parents that I'm getting my degree. I can't concentrate on anything I'm studying right now. I'm just not interested in it. I've never had any good friends, and I usually pretend to be happy around people outside my family which gives me a splitting headache at the end of the day. I just can't stand being fake anymore, so I've become a recluse.
I personally feel like I'm depressed. I think I've been depressed for years because the feelings I've had just don't seem normal: feelings of guilt, feelings of hopelessness and delusions that I'm a horrible person who might do something to harm someone, even though I never have. The delusions get bad because I'm preoccupied with them every day, all day. I used to get thoughts of suicide, but those have subsided because of counselling.
i can lay in bed for days on end, i think of killing myself on a daily basis, no one even notices it, not my parents, friends, people i thought that knew me and could tell how i truly feel. my meds havent worked. the psychiatrist office my docter referred me to hasent called me back even after leaving multiple msg's on the receptionist and docters answering machine. the more i talk with the people at the NPSL, i still cant deal with all this....
this is a pre-written fucking movie script with lousy actors. they took some of the facts about depression and just acted it out. thanks for this upload. i feel so much better now, i'm not depressed anymore i just wanna take a spoon and dig your brain out through your eyesockets.
I'm a jolly person with depression. May sound rather contradictory, but despite an incredibly positive view on the world, the feelings are just numb and cold.
Actually I rather like coldness. Makes me think of snow. Perhaps "dull" would be better.
I never got hooked on anything except for cigarettes. In her eyes I was the lowlife junkie. I lost 10 years of my life because she just didn't understand. Now I'm 28 years old and I can never get those 10 years back. I have never been in trouble with the police and I have no debts. Yet I find myself a complete loser. I have no friends, no family and a sketchy girlfriend who I don't really trust (money issues). I wish I could have the ENERGY to rise above my troubles.
i've been depressed for years. I never have taken medication for that because I'm afraid it will alter my mind negatively.I tried to conquer it but it doesn't help. I started smoking weed 10 years ago to feel happy. At first it felt really good but it all blew up in my face when I told my mom. She made my life a living hell just because I smoked weed. For years she told me I was a worthless junkie. Nowadays I don't smoke that much anymore because it doesn't help as it did before.
@onlyacog - have your tried an SNRI like Cymbalta? IT IS different and takes up to 2 to 4 weeks before you will start feeling stronger. If you have not tried it -- give it a try. Regards...
@onlyacog I suggest go see your Dr's ASAP. Theres LOADS of diffrent meds and diffrent counserling such as CBT which work on the key elements of depression :) Before you fully dismiss how about you take a wider view? Hope that helps ^^ xxx
I'm depressed and this is exactly how i feel. I avoid a lot of things but i always act like i'm happy so my friends won't worry about me. I don't really mind though.
@la5949 exactly :( but i really try hard not to show my depression because my friends are so use to me being an happy outgoing person. I act happy during the day when i get home i just crash :( it's really not healthy
I've been depressed for so long that i don't even recognised my symptoms anymore. Depression has become a normality now, which is quite sad really. But I'm managing to life this life of empriness in my own way. I was put on prozac & that REALLY messed me up. I was out of character, very impulsive and doing things without thinking about the consequences. When I came off it i experienced the most intense & frightening emotions and felt this immense need to end my life. Meds are not the cure
Cardien18 2 weeks ago
@Cardien18 - if you have a norepinephrine deficiency which diet alone cannot address, then Cymbalta can help where SSRIs cannot. regards
rosaryfilms 1 week ago
@rosaryfilms hmm okay I'll do some research on that and will consider going on it. But at the moment my depression doesn't feel so life debilitating as it did before. I'm coping okay without meds.... for now.
Cardien18 1 week ago
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please go to mindcheck.ca if you or someone you know has depression
tweeter3205 1 month ago
cut sugar and simple carbs out of your diet (no soda, fruit juices, cakes, white bread, white rice, ect.) no caffeine (coffee, tea, sodas, energy drinks) go outside more and get a UV light. Doing those things are helping me more than therapy and meds ever did.
gleelover4 1 month ago
People with depression just happens to be a little more complicated.often there are people that wonders why they Even exist.
TheHiphopneverdied 1 month ago
this video is 100% how i feel everyday.. but im not geting the right help just higher xanax prozac
and sleeping and have been on all these since i was around 16 im now 20
coyloyee 1 month ago
CYMBALTA OR DULOXETINE IS NOT DIFFERENT-IT'S AN SNRI SAME CLASS AS VENLAFAXINE,IT MAY WELL HELP YOU,BUT IT'S NOT REALLY DIFFERENT FROM MIRTAZAPINE OR VENLAFAXINE-GOOD LUCK.
simon01ize 2 months ago
I feel mine coming back.. Worse than ever, and Im scared about the thoughts of suicide.. Im feeling numb already and I dont want to spend time with the kids.. I dont know how I'll cope when I go back to university :'( I wish I could just be better forever
littlebubbles1000 2 months ago
@littlebubbles1000 - try Cymbalta for short term relief. then after about a year cycle off of it. regards
rosaryfilms 2 months ago
@rosaryfilms Is that classified as "okay" for the young adults, the only thing I'm allowed to take is prozac :'(
littlebubbles1000 1 month ago
@littlebubbles1000 i feel you on that one
IrishMick71180 1 month ago
@IrishMick71180 I feel sorry for you so, maybe we can pull through though.. I'd love us to be able to
littlebubbles1000 1 month ago
@littlebubbles1000 I feel the exact same way. Right now I feel sick to my stomach. Have hope, it doesnt last forever. At least thats what I tell myself.
MerciX1001 1 month ago
@MerciX1001 I'm still fighting, I know I'm not alone in the battle. And I know I have to keep going for my baby girls. Dr again next week maybe theyll help a bit, but doesnt seem likely, they havent before. We can do this, we have too xx
littlebubbles1000 1 month ago
@littlebubbles1000 Its so amazing to just receive a comment from someone who knows what Im going through. And yes if we have made it this far I am sure we can keep going.xx
MerciX1001 1 month ago
@MerciX1001 Fair play, Im thinking of you!! AND I actually feel good today.. God I love these days, hope this week hasnt been too hard on you xx Big hugs
littlebubbles1000 1 month ago
Thank you for information. I have a similar video
swiyyahnm 2 months ago
@swiyyahnm - you are welcome
rosaryfilms 2 months ago
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the thing with me is if something goes bad i just get all these negative thoughts and just get very suicidal and start crying
farah2619 4 months ago
And left, I still thank him to this day for loving me like he did giving me the best time of my life jus for that one year and a half. Ever since, I've never found another guy like him. -3
EvilCatKid13 5 months ago
I don't know who to trust anymore, I feel very much alone and confused even when I have people who do care about me.. I just feel alone. Also am bipolar, and grew up being abused my whole life. My mother is an alcoholic and my father is a smoker who dates alot of women. They divorced when I was 4 but I guess I was to young to understand what it meant. I fell in love with a boy 4 years ago who said he'd take away my pain and would forever love me.. We dated for a year and a half, though he cheat
EvilCatKid13 5 months ago
Heh, well.. May as well comment. I'm 14, I'm pretty sure I suffer from depression. I've tried suiciding many times. I've had a friend 3 years ago hang herself at my old school, and a new friend in highschool that just recently passed away.. I also suffer bulimia, paranoia, and schizophrenia(which I yet need medication for.) While having a little over the average teenage life, with my bestfriend (I mean the closest friend you could have) choose my boyfriend over me, and took him. Sadly.. I don'
EvilCatKid13 5 months ago
sounds like my life !!! in a nutshell!!!!
MORBIDLEGACY27 5 months ago
Cognitive therapy is wonderful. For me, it helped in the short run and the long run. Over time it becomes a way of thinking or living. After awhile you become aware of your depression and know it better. When you become seriously depressed you begin to see it like a flu. It is the strangest thing. Sometimes you think the awfullness will never go away and then it lifts. You learn what you can do and when. You learn how to know whats right for you.
ReFLeXG4M1NG 6 months ago
Okay, so you tell someone. What if that person doesn't believe you? What if the people you trust the most, don't believe what you tell them?
sirena789 6 months ago
Life is a fucked up thing
KravaLLT 7 months ago
@KravaLLT life is not fucked up thing, i have depressions as well, but is the way you get around it, so i will give you a tip that will keep you goin, and start by telling you this, No matter what what our problem is that keeps us down, their are much worst things beside what we have. Keep that in mind and you will realise that depresison is something you can fight it by staying calm and steady and peicence is the key.
sappiou 7 months ago
@sappiou I dont think that's possible to think like that when your life is fucked up from the beggining and looks like it's going to be fucked up till the end
KravaLLT 7 months ago
you are right, but i take advantage of that now, im trying to gain my health back, so i started cycling and gym, make me calm and i enjoy my self even though none is around. maybe i wont be able to quit smoking but the least i will reduce it. maybe staying active i will socialise a bit more while i take my bike for a ride...
sappiou 7 months ago
bytheway, the money i spend for the bike was the only 100 euros i left in my pocket and i broke now, but fuck it, money comes and goes, i took a risk and without risks there is no adventure in life, so i guess i made the right or the wrong choice but again is something i risked for to make me feel better.
sappiou 7 months ago
@KravaLLT It's even more fucked up for people that were born in this generation such as myself. Were born, don't even fully experience anything for four or five years, get thrown in school for from then on, then we have to deal with all of these end of the world theories. Born->Work->Die a horrible death. Sure there's those little things in between, but seeing this life "roadmap," we'd better enjoy em as much as possible.
UnknownSect333 7 months ago
@UnknownSect333 Well, I'm graduated from school already and I'm studying in colledge and these years are supposed to be the best of my life but right now I feel like i've never felt more shitty than right now
KravaLLT 7 months ago
watch
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ooJesusIsMuslimoo 8 months ago
@JDsCreationsTV still there? I don't have the answers.I have ADD and slight OCD and If its not perfect its wrong. dont totally understand you but I know there is no one that has ever been, is, or will ever beYou. YOU are unique. YOU are talking to people...here, theres hope. People are social creatures...if your not communicating GIVING and some taking then you are not balanced. YOU have nothing to lose by helping others instead. Volunteer, help old folks home by talking to them.LIVE...get out
IamaliveinHim 8 months ago
I hate it when depression comes back after a few years, I'm not sure weather to talk about it to my boyfriend or friends. It just seems like too much of a burden to tell them how I feel and making them feel sad because of it. Sometimes I wonder what my life would be like if did attempt suicide when I had the chance. It takes sooooo much not to go through with it.
twilightsage12 8 months ago
@JDsCreationsTV I don't understand? I'm in the same 'boat' that you feel your in where I do have a mental health condition myself. Being 'different' is not being 'misunderstood', you have your own personal choice whether or not to tell someone or not and most of the time yes they wont understand but how can you ever fully understand someone else's mental health?
Bit offended that you feel you have an 'us' and 'we' section, and that you feel you can talk on behalf of everyone with Depression.
Ilyena123 8 months ago
Please type in Ban Paxil using your google search engine and sign the petition if you believe that Paxil is a bad drug
jessicaelainek 8 months ago
this is so mee, I havent goton help yet but I think I might go soon and talk to a dr. I dont have a dr. right now and need to get one. I hardly sleep at all and then I will sleep for quiet a while, like just this week, I wasnt sleeping but for maybe a few hrs a night and then last night I fell asleep at like 4 yesterday afternoon and slept till 7:45 this morning, what a great fathers day for my fiance. I have 2 little girls at home and dont want them to see me like this but I need to get help.
jsrcamp 8 months ago
I'm still awake and it's almost 8 am. Just feeling kinda bad right now, and finding that lotsa people posting here sound 10X more depressed than I am. I'm sorry for you guys, and wish I could help. All I can do is perhaps, recommend reading self-help books and applying them without skepticism. It won't help in a permanent manner, but I think it MIGHT help.
o00o0o0o0o0o 8 months ago
Of course, I am pretty sure some of you guys got heavy biologically originated depression. I am adamant though that all depression is contributed by both biological and psychological/social factors. I just think that for anybody, a change in philosophical thinking will always be an important step. And that change shouldn't be "think more positively", because that sounds delusional and cheesy. I think it should be something like "challenge every impulse and thought you have". I dono .___.
o00o0o0o0o0o 8 months ago 3
@o00o0o0o0o0o I think you hit it on the head.. people need challenges.. when I have been depressed I have found that by getting out and being with.. working with people and changing your life helps a lot. As you put it... no cheesy work it outs. People were made to love and live ...not subsist and be alone. Love on others like you want to.....NEED to be loved and understood. People need challenges to living not mundane. I have used some meds and some work but cant stay on them forever. LIVE
IamaliveinHim 8 months ago
I too think its weird how i have not hung out with any "friends" in a year and a half and they dont think somethings wrong.
How come NO medications work even a little bit. I have been on so many medications in 8 years.
I just got prescribed seroquel. Is it going to make me really drowsey at night?
onlyacog 10 months ago
I'm convinced that I have depression due to an embarrassing disorder I have. Its completely destroyed my motivation, determination, and I've lost interest in many things. I feel unfit to go to school and have to force myself. The thing is, I kind of need help, but I'm still in high school so it will take a lot for convincing my mom to go to the doctor, and I'm hesitant to tell her. But I'm very independent and am stubborn to ask for help...
JimmothyDean 10 months ago
I'm actually looking forward to death. Something has got to be better than this shitty life. I probably haven't ended it all because I'm afraid of going to hell (maybe one of my delusions). By the way, my parents are Catholic and are anti-gay, and me being gay combined with my shitty boyfriends really hasn't helped me.
luckyshiningstar101 11 months ago
@luckyshiningstar101 I'm 26 years old and for the past year my depression is slowly gotten worse. I started to see the world for what it really was a few years back and it has been upsetting - but I truly believe that death isn't the answer. Life is a beautiful gift. Don't let other people who cannot see that ruin it for you. Hang in there, and believe me, setting small but possible tasks for yourself can and DOES help. Just keep breathing.
lathesius 11 months ago
@lathesius Thanks!
luckyshiningstar101 6 months ago
I've personally given up on life and pretty much don't have any goals. Right now, I'm living at home even though I'm 30, and I pretend to my parents that I'm getting my degree. I can't concentrate on anything I'm studying right now. I'm just not interested in it. I've never had any good friends, and I usually pretend to be happy around people outside my family which gives me a splitting headache at the end of the day. I just can't stand being fake anymore, so I've become a recluse.
luckyshiningstar101 11 months ago
I personally feel like I'm depressed. I think I've been depressed for years because the feelings I've had just don't seem normal: feelings of guilt, feelings of hopelessness and delusions that I'm a horrible person who might do something to harm someone, even though I never have. The delusions get bad because I'm preoccupied with them every day, all day. I used to get thoughts of suicide, but those have subsided because of counselling.
luckyshiningstar101 11 months ago
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TheMajicmirra 11 months ago
i can lay in bed for days on end, i think of killing myself on a daily basis, no one even notices it, not my parents, friends, people i thought that knew me and could tell how i truly feel. my meds havent worked. the psychiatrist office my docter referred me to hasent called me back even after leaving multiple msg's on the receptionist and docters answering machine. the more i talk with the people at the NPSL, i still cant deal with all this....
01tbrown81 1 year ago
this is a pre-written fucking movie script with lousy actors. they took some of the facts about depression and just acted it out. thanks for this upload. i feel so much better now, i'm not depressed anymore i just wanna take a spoon and dig your brain out through your eyesockets.
shootbootleg 1 year ago
this is a good documentary :-)
AllAboutLOVEatYuToob 1 year ago
I'm a jolly person with depression. May sound rather contradictory, but despite an incredibly positive view on the world, the feelings are just numb and cold.
Actually I rather like coldness. Makes me think of snow. Perhaps "dull" would be better.
TuahShinguru 1 year ago
@TuahShinguru I feel the same as you.. no one would really know i have depression to be honest
4evaAShygurl 11 months ago
I never got hooked on anything except for cigarettes. In her eyes I was the lowlife junkie. I lost 10 years of my life because she just didn't understand. Now I'm 28 years old and I can never get those 10 years back. I have never been in trouble with the police and I have no debts. Yet I find myself a complete loser. I have no friends, no family and a sketchy girlfriend who I don't really trust (money issues). I wish I could have the ENERGY to rise above my troubles.
elrenato82 1 year ago
i've been depressed for years. I never have taken medication for that because I'm afraid it will alter my mind negatively.I tried to conquer it but it doesn't help. I started smoking weed 10 years ago to feel happy. At first it felt really good but it all blew up in my face when I told my mom. She made my life a living hell just because I smoked weed. For years she told me I was a worthless junkie. Nowadays I don't smoke that much anymore because it doesn't help as it did before.
elrenato82 1 year ago
Im Tired of all these Shitty fucking pharmaceuticals fucking my body and my life up.
The meds dont help, the counseling doesnt either.
I just want it all to end.
onlyacog 1 year ago 35
@onlyacog - have your tried an SNRI like Cymbalta? IT IS different and takes up to 2 to 4 weeks before you will start feeling stronger. If you have not tried it -- give it a try. Regards...
rosaryfilms 1 year ago
@rosaryfilms Yes, tried SNRIs. To no avail :(
Right now im on Mirtazipine(Remiron)
It is shit
onlyacog 1 year ago
@rosaryfilms i did try symbolta, as well as many other antidepressants
none work
dario8needshelpio8 11 months ago
@onlyacog Try meditaion and meeting someone special.
CrownSkeleton 1 year ago
@onlyacog if i've done (naturally) you sure as hell can.. need a convers?
ThrEEleggedFilipino 10 months ago
@ThrEEleggedFilipino convers?
onlyacog 10 months ago
@onlyacog you know a conversation.? whatever you want, email exchange, anything for a current person in need of some push.
ThrEEleggedFilipino 10 months ago
@onlyacog nahh forget it i've chosen not to help someone like you..sorry
ThrEEleggedFilipino 10 months ago
@onlyacog I suggest go see your Dr's ASAP. Theres LOADS of diffrent meds and diffrent counserling such as CBT which work on the key elements of depression :) Before you fully dismiss how about you take a wider view? Hope that helps ^^ xxx
Ilyena123 8 months ago
@Ilyena123 LOL, Ive been on a range of meds for 8 years, been going to therapy for 7. Nothing helps
onlyacog 8 months ago
@onlyacog hey, friend, Please search youtube" Ajahn Brahm - Depression"..a great video
AryaSravaka 6 months ago
@onlyacog Try jesus....he is instant!!!!!
gqpostaboi 4 months ago
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TaePoDongIII 2 months ago
shit man im JOING THE MARINES cuz of all the fucked up shit in my life
CharlesmontKid 1 year ago
this is me ..huhuhu..
Leolovezoshin 1 year ago
I have major depression, and feel its changing to manic depression. Not sure if ups and downs are normal in major depression.
myheartis2u 1 year ago
@myheartis2u - please see a physician as soon as you can. Regards...
rosaryfilms 1 year ago
I can so relate to thiss, thankyou for upload x
k8emn 1 year ago
@k8emn - thank you for your comment!
rosaryfilms 1 year ago
Thanks for sharing a realistic depiction of depression.
SovHealth 1 year ago
@SovHealth - thank you for your comments!
rosaryfilms 1 year ago
I'm depressed and this is exactly how i feel. I avoid a lot of things but i always act like i'm happy so my friends won't worry about me. I don't really mind though.
SH3R3N3LAQU33N 1 year ago
@SH3R3N3LAQU33N - Have you tried Cymbalta?
rosaryfilms 1 year ago
@rosaryfilms my doctor just precribed cymbalta. i now take prozac and melatonin (for my lack of sleep) .. sorry if i misspelled any of those.
SH3R3N3LAQU33N 1 year ago
@SH3R3N3LAQU33N me too. i just feel like such a fraud... no one knows what i go through..
la5949 1 year ago 9
@la5949 exactly :( but i really try hard not to show my depression because my friends are so use to me being an happy outgoing person. I act happy during the day when i get home i just crash :( it's really not healthy
SH3R3N3LAQU33N 1 year ago 28
@SH3R3N3LAQU33N i feel the same way. Its like my friends dont know the real me. I hide all my feelings inside.
TameTheGameHD 8 months ago
@SH3R3N3LAQU33N i am exactly the same :(
tiggytiggym 3 months ago
Thanks for posting this video.
I agree with what the college student says ...."it is better when people know,"
a burden to one is a bridge for someone else.
thanks
kingTOOL 1 year ago
@kingTOOL - thank you for your comments!
rosaryfilms 1 year ago
Good video. One can feel like having the flu on a continuous basis; that's the best way to describe it to friends sometimes.
requiemvlog 1 year ago
@requiemvlog - thank you for your comments!
rosaryfilms 1 year ago