A Christian Girl's Struggle Through Anorexia

[cfarmsrgv]

Stay strong, trust in jesus, don't let mean comments hurt you.l the holy spirit will Gide you call on him.

[bIackmetaIheart]

It's not cool to compare yourself to someone who was in a concentration camp. You chose to starve yourself when the person you're comparing yourself to had no decision but to lay there and await their death via starvation. Please choose your words wisely.

[belrich08]

What do you eat in a day?

[KottLoom]

CUNT

[EmzilyD]

So are you wanting to recover or is it just something that's kinna being forced on you?

[jacu25]

What's the best thing about Christian girls?

They'll literally believe anything! 

[spd21]

you are very pretty, stop looking at photoshopped images of size 0 models, they are not real.

[vfkLoneDove]

Your 20? I thought you were 14 :P

[arlanatan]

and i believe that even though we (and soo many other people out there) are going through this disorder, i know that we have a greater and bigger God! He is greater than all our circumstances! we must NOT let the devil gain a stronghold in our lives! despite this HUGE ROCK (ED) in front of us, lets stand firm and keep our eyes on Jesus, praise Him even when we're helpless, for He hears our cries and He is the only one tt can save us! lets continue to hold on to His promises!! im w u thru this!

[arlanatan]

hi, i jus saw your video and i can totally empathise with your situation. i started to developed anorexia when i was abt 14 and it dictated my whole life! i hated it SOOOO MUCH! all in all, i recovered about a year later and since then, bcos i've deprived myself of the food i loveeeeee (unhealthy food), i developed binge eating disorder :( sigh, im still going through it and it IS definitely hard to stop. i've tried all ways but failed miserably. like you, im a christian as well (cont'd)

[jenneyefer86]

Hi!! I need to catch up on your videos! I went to the Frew last year too. April-May. I have been to a bunch of places but I kind of liked Renfrew. I live in CA but I still talk to a bunch of my friends from there. <3 hope you're doin' well!

[ForeverGodsChild2011]

i really want to see a video/pics of you when you were 68 pounds...wow girl thats soo small.

[jackass41995]

Omg that's scary!! :( it looks like ur doing better luv ur videos :)

Jesus loves you :)

[singinchick]

I happen to love McDonalds double cheeseburger meal all the way. I also got some new glitzy silly bandz.

[iJude]

Have you found a counselor you like yet?

[LiveInTheGray]

@iJude Yeah, I'm seeing this therapist in Columbia who's been specializing in ed's for almost 25 years. I like her so far, and she's pretty easy to talk with. I've only been seeing her for about 3 weeks though.

[iJude]

@LiveInTheGray Ok good, I'm glad

[TranquilityBass]

You're awesome. You were relaxing to listen to and had awesome flow to your video.

I'm struggling with food issues also and body issues. I hope you keep getting better. I wish I could.

New subscriber here.

[TranquilityBass]

PS. You don't look like you are 20. You look like you're 15 or something. lol

[LiveInTheGray]

@TranquilityBass Haha, yeah I get that a lot.

[LiveInTheGray]

@TranquilityBass Thanks. =]

[stemalik]

wow this is a great video! thanks for posting it, it's comforting and you're so genuine and i totally know what you mean about not wanting to "die" but also not wanting to have to deal with life either. Keep making these!

[LiveInTheGray]

@stemalik Thanks. =]

[RachSchnee]

I.Love.You. <3 KEEP MAKIN VIDEOS!

[LiveInTheGray]

@RachSchnee I <3 you more!!!!