@MarijuanaSamadhi ?/ I smoke what ever I can afford to buy. sometimes smokes from the reserve and sometimes factory smokes. player's light King are a regular order.
@permacultureli you are so cute. a nun and a monk huh? got to be a joke in there somewhere. :) I haven't foprgotten the secret language, just haven't studied it yet. I am so slow at some things, but still thinking on this topic. :) take care.
It's so great to hear your progress. I know it wasn't easy, but it allowed you to make many friends you never would've made. All thanks to the brave act of uploading your first video. Take care, and good luck!
Good for you Luv...I'm trying to heal like you are it's a long rough path with lots of potholes...my mantra is Hawwiian Ho"opohono it goes like this....to release negative emotions
I love you...I'm sorry...Please forgive me...Thank you...=)
try making a list and follow the list and check the list as u go. also, try to stay off the pc for a day. see what happens. talking to everything seems fine to me.
@kiara282 I did not forgive the person who hurt me. I forgave the fact that it happened and I have learned to accept that it wasn't my fault. I have learned to ove on and leave it in the past. Not an easy thing to do.. I hope you find a way.
I'm sooooo glad you're doing better, Trish. I'm really glad you're finding yourself. I'm in that same process. Good to see you on YT again! <3 Is it the DBT that's helping you most, or is it something else? Please share :)
@Luv4Learning Thx colleen, yes I think you are on the same tract as me. I will share. my intentions are to create some videos on what I have discovered and what I am currrently doing about it. :)
This all sounds great. Forgiveness is where it's at, I'm sure. And as for talking to things I think it's fine. Sounds to me like you are becoming more spiritual and so feeling grateful and part of everything. Do you think you've been manic all this time or is this you in 'normal' mood/mode? I think I feel more connected to everything when I'm manic but totally cut off when depressed (which I still am). I don't know what my 'normal' looks like.
@maximotion Hi Max. Not too spiritual. Just at ease in my mind. I don't have to wait for approval as much. I do things without input from anyone.. this is a big step for me. No I don't think I'm manic, but don't we all say that when we are. Sorry to hear you are feeling low. wish I could cheer you up
What brand of ciggs you smoke?
MarijuanaSamadhi 1 year ago
@MarijuanaSamadhi ?/ I smoke what ever I can afford to buy. sometimes smokes from the reserve and sometimes factory smokes. player's light King are a regular order.
thecrackwalker 1 year ago
@thecrackwalker Sweet. I smoke American Spirits. Jah Bless
MarijuanaSamadhi 1 year ago
this sounds great...I am so glad for you...you are a kind of hip nun, you know...so am I...a monk...a kind of solitary monk....love it...
permacultureli 1 year ago
@permacultureli you are so cute. a nun and a monk huh? got to be a joke in there somewhere. :) I haven't foprgotten the secret language, just haven't studied it yet. I am so slow at some things, but still thinking on this topic. :) take care.
thecrackwalker 1 year ago
It's so great to hear your progress. I know it wasn't easy, but it allowed you to make many friends you never would've made. All thanks to the brave act of uploading your first video. Take care, and good luck!
kenytco68 1 year ago
@kenytco68 Thx, yes in the last 6 yrs I can say I have lived a second life time trying to work my way out of this mystifying illness
thecrackwalker 1 year ago
Good luck, dear! All the best!
MaaraDeklaLaima 1 year ago
@MaaraDeklaLaima thank you - more to come, stay tuned.
thecrackwalker 1 year ago
Heal well! Best wishes! :)
youtuba87 1 year ago
@youtuba87 thank you so very much, I'll try to do just that
thecrackwalker 1 year ago
I like her too. And bizarre is good :) And I loved the Homer reference - d'oh!
Thimble78 1 year ago
@Thimble78 homer is my hero at times. :X
thecrackwalker 1 year ago
Good for you Luv...I'm trying to heal like you are it's a long rough path with lots of potholes...my mantra is Hawwiian Ho"opohono it goes like this....to release negative emotions
I love you...I'm sorry...Please forgive me...Thank you...=)
alonealotta 1 year ago
@alonealotta Hi there my friend. :) It is a long road with lots of bumps but each bump gets smaller and the road gets easier to travel
thecrackwalker 1 year ago
i work for Natzi , former Stazi members
ShalloeThought 1 year ago
@ShalloeThought - Hmm.. that sounds ominus.. don't believe them when they tell you, you are going on a short trip and to pack yer bags.
thecrackwalker 1 year ago
thc
ShalloeThought 1 year ago
@ShalloeThought oh yeah I have my 4oclock's every day.. don't worry nice to see you buddy. how tricks?
thecrackwalker 1 year ago
try making a list and follow the list and check the list as u go. also, try to stay off the pc for a day. see what happens. talking to everything seems fine to me.
michael
mettanc 1 year ago
@mettanc - lists are great ideas.. I think post-it notes too might help
thecrackwalker 1 year ago
Good to see you Trish. :)
debbiez112 1 year ago
@debbiez112 Thx, glad to be here again
thecrackwalker 1 year ago
How do you forgive?
kiara282 1 year ago
@kiara282 I did not forgive the person who hurt me. I forgave the fact that it happened and I have learned to accept that it wasn't my fault. I have learned to ove on and leave it in the past. Not an easy thing to do.. I hope you find a way.
thecrackwalker 1 year ago
I'm sooooo glad you're doing better, Trish. I'm really glad you're finding yourself. I'm in that same process. Good to see you on YT again! <3 Is it the DBT that's helping you most, or is it something else? Please share :)
Luv4Learning 1 year ago
@Luv4Learning Thx colleen, yes I think you are on the same tract as me. I will share. my intentions are to create some videos on what I have discovered and what I am currrently doing about it. :)
thecrackwalker 1 year ago
This all sounds great. Forgiveness is where it's at, I'm sure. And as for talking to things I think it's fine. Sounds to me like you are becoming more spiritual and so feeling grateful and part of everything. Do you think you've been manic all this time or is this you in 'normal' mood/mode? I think I feel more connected to everything when I'm manic but totally cut off when depressed (which I still am). I don't know what my 'normal' looks like.
maximotion 1 year ago
@maximotion Hi Max. Not too spiritual. Just at ease in my mind. I don't have to wait for approval as much. I do things without input from anyone.. this is a big step for me. No I don't think I'm manic, but don't we all say that when we are. Sorry to hear you are feeling low. wish I could cheer you up
thecrackwalker 1 year ago
Its good to see you. The last time I saw you was on LV.
I admire you for all the hard work you have done in getting your new place.
I dont think I could have done what you have.
My couch is too comfortable.
I ll just watch you do it.
Best Wishes!
PGHMEDIA 1 year ago
@PGHMEDIA I don't do LV anymore. so here is my venue.lol yes it is hard work, but its well worth it.
thecrackwalker 1 year ago