Almost seems like the last words before... whatever, I can't explain it... but were, "I'll find you! I'll always find you!" But... oh... well... okay.
I remember someone telling me they seen some lady pouring something into their drink, trying to poison them. Well, I guess I can kind of see why thanks.
I guess nothing ever happened with the TV show. Well, you know what? They can go to Hell then, and they will. Oh yea, I believe you can count on that.
"You are a very pretty, smart, awesome, and talented adult. I hope you have all the blessings and safety this life has to offer." things you say to crazy people
@mooiedromen not really i think its cuz men are the ones that usually have to worry about money and protect the family and that carries a lot more stress then taking care of kids or cooking or shopping
@mooiedromen You need capitals in the beginning of your sentences. Also it's Women" and Men".We do know why women live longer on average,its becuasethe average man does more physical work than the average woman. Btw I'm a guy.
Got some Combat Training from some of the best friends money could buy I guess, and the trainer was like, "No I want you to turn your fist back like this," I said, "Yea, but if I did that I'd hit'im in the nose," and he gave me this look like, "Yea, that's right." And,... well, whatever.
Life would also be a lot easier if people just said what they mean, like instead of some people saying, "I love you," it would be easier if they just said something like, "I love abusing you," which would probably be more appropriate.
I had a dream I got married once. I was really really drunk in the dream. It had just married written on the car door, and I remember someone starring at me in the rear view mirror. I awoke, jumped up, and was wringing wet with sweat. Some of these dreams I've had, sometimes I've wondered about, like how am I supposed to remember what happened for 30 minutes years and years ago while I was drunk?
I remember I wrote into the new channel once. I was thinking about melting down my dead Grandfather's wedding ring and selling it for scrap metal, Gold is worth a lot of money now for some reason, and a lawyer on there said, "And my wife said, 'You'd better not burn that ring.'"
im a stresshead and i smoke ... im doomed, but is only 11am so i can go play in the sunshine that im sure is just behind that raincloud :) i be crop dusting that glitter on shit.
(Somber laugh) I've always had these... I guess you could call them suspicians... but never did they become more real than after I watched these things. But yea, it all really does amount to a hill of beans, and that is about it; especially, if... it doesn't matter.
It sounds crazy probably I know, but I've always had that memory. I always thought about it and it always made me happy and curious. I don't suspect the go around it seems, like there may've been before will be there again. That is fine. It wasn't my fate. It is so wierd, I was reading something and it talked about initiators being given to someone. It almost seemed like that stuff just may've been them. It doesn't matter, as long as you're happy. I'll be gone.
I really did, I thought it was fate for a minute looking at trinkets people planted, words that were said by people, but I believe I took it the wrong way. I believe it was fate, but my fate is to be alone.
If it makes you happy then go do it, but it doesn't mean I should or would even want to sit here and watch it, and try to trick me into staying. I love you, I think I always will and of course I want you to be happy. I knew I loved that person in my memory. Doesn't mean I have to watch it, when it makes me sad. There is nothing in this world for me, so I just want to leave, and be alone I guess. Maybe go live in the wild.
And you're first question after I followed your Twitter account, "Why do we have to die," the truth is I don't think we do. I really don't. It seems like all my life, even before I was supposed to be able to remember, I've always carried a memory. And, I think it was of you; especially, with all that Grandma talk because I always for some reason thought it was my Grandma, but knew it wasn't. I don't know exactly how to explain that.
Then it got either better or worse, depending upon how you look at it I guess. Then I watched one that really hit me hard that was something I wish I had done but didn't, but that made it seem almost like I did. It made my regret feel better, and I don't know how you did that. It even made me feel more like I was one with my Country. You always seem to do stuff like that... you make me feel better.
After Coffee vs. Tea, I seen something there. And then I thought about a before video I watched, and then I really seen something. And then I watched more and was OMG this woman is completely great. And then I was like... wait... something is wierd.
Fuckin' snow blower is what I need, and maybe like... a salt dispensor, like an electric grass seed spreader or something like that to hang off of my butt while I walk and a flashing light maybe.
Make up some flyers, put'em under a target crowds windshield wipers in advace, like lazy fat rich people in advance and see what happens. Maybe, a window washing service... too... I don't know.
Hmm, wintertime? Snow shoveling + other stuff? I remember when I was a parking lot attendendant. They made me shovel the whole damned parking lot. I did it. Throw down some salt and stuff.
Be nice for a job to come my way. Shit sucks. I've gotta do something differently. If I can't get one, maybe I should make one. I'm just not sure what yet. That sure was one happy, loud, girl before. lol
I'm not sure if it is worth anything or not but apparently she has some stuff in it, but it is an internet business selling animal products like squeeky toys and stuff.
Whatever. Going to stay in Florida for a little while next month. Big ol' pool, big ol' house and stuff. That sounds like fun I guess. The lady told me she was going to leave me something in her will today. Wierd. I wasn't planning on anything like that. She just said it. Whatever.
Maybe this place feels more like Hell than that memory I've kept with me. People burning all around and stuff. I've always thought back to it when I felt scared or whatever you want to call it... angry... it always sort of helped me feel better.
Hey, that little girl's got the jones. That little girl's got the jones... She can push she can shove 'til it's just a nub. Just a nub. She can push she can shove 'til it's just a nub.
Or, maybe I should forget it all and go be a drunk again. Probably that route sounds like the right one to go down for real. Some Jack and Mello Yellow sounds both good and nasty in it's own way. But, I won't. It might kill me or something, but it seems sort of like that in any way I look. Each in it's own way.
I also don't know how things got to be, but they're there, and it kind of flips me out a little. Or, there are things there it seems only one other person would know, but those are probably just crazy things, but they seem to be there.
But again I believe that is why I wanted to drink or whatever to begin with because I didn't feel like anyone loved me. I figured no one cared, so I just kind of wanted to die, but it is almost like someone that did care actually was there. I just kind of don't understand if that is the way it is why nothing was said then because I probably would've stopped drinking or whatever a lot sooner.
It's almost like I'm sitting here looking at someone I've known for a long time, that I used to love more than anything in the word that is still completely lovable, yet I don't know exactly how or why things have gotten to be the way they are. I mean, sort of, but not really. And, it is wierd that also looks really really familiar, but isn't exactly the way I remember.
Shit with glitter makes me happier a little I guess. Even though I think people are just putting shit into my head and have been throughout time in order to make me feel like I'm crazy.
Cool. I had just been thinking about putting on a Neckerchief and stuff, and that guy came by last night and said that to me, so I'll be able to wear a Scout one then. Bowow.
I don't know, but being a complete asshole teaching a bunch of little squirts self discipline (and working on my own), cold weather survival training and all that sounds like a little bit of fun.
i know a person that acts happy ALL THE TIME and he smiles ALOT that his face stays like that! the only the reason he acts happy is that his mother left him and he was THREE
Ahahahahahah.. "Maybe your positivity will rub off on them"... Last time someone tried to make me more positive... I felt like killing them. :L But I didn't, because that's illegal. c;
Hades was not however an evil god, for although he was stern, cruel, and unpitying he was still just. Hades' chariot, drawn by four black horses, made for a fearsome and impressive sight. Hades was often portrayed as passive rather than evil; his role was often maintaining relative balance. Hades ruled the dead, assisted by others over whom he had complete authority.
And what was your dead grandmother doing in the kitchen little lady? I'd imagine probably feleting fish for sushi rolls and making sweet buns whilst they deaded in the kitchen.
It even said that it is the director of the CIA's job to weigh the Contractor's pay vs the Military's pay, and things like that. Then I got to reading about Double Agents and all kinds of things, like people that are put into Police Department's to gather intelligence about them and things like that. It is wierd because at work I'm a Contractor... and all kinds of wierd stuff. Whatever. All that crap.
You know what is really wierd? I looked up the area General Petraeus just got transferred to, and I was reading about it, and it seems to kind of be what I was doing anyways. The CIA is a spy agency, and part of their jobs too is to go in and take out Police Departments that fall into bad people's hands, and to do counter espionage and things like that. Reminds me of the Scout Training I had a little. I was taught everything they're allowed to do in there.
whipping post. Leave me alone." Sometimes then I have to explain what that is, but... it seems to've chilled some people out a little. A whipping post a symbolic thing or expression for someone everyone lays their personal problems off onto. She basically told me to tell them to leave me alone. That is alright.
As soon as I walked in there I could tell the Therapist was kind of on my side, just by looking into her eyes. It was just kind of like that... "Oh," look. I was talking to her and we really have a lot in common. She is a really nice lady. That is all we do is sit there and talk. She doesn't like try to hypnotise me or anything, and she helps me with some of my problems. It is great. Like she told me some phrases I now use when I talk to people. When people start griping, I say, "I'm not your
Lol. The Prosecutor was kind of on my side. He even made up the paperwork and all that, and by the way things sound, I probably won't be in Therapy for long. They said I was sentenced to Therapy for a year or whatever, but if the Therapist releases me sooner then I won't have to go anymore. They're helping me find a job there and stuff. The DHS showed up during my second appointment. I wonder what they said. I know those Cops are in a little bit of trouble now.
When I was in jail I said, "I didn't threaten my mother, Sir, I didn't threaten my Sister, Sir! I didn't threaten anyone else, Sir," and when I got out they asked the person that had me locked up why they'd had me arrested and said I was a very nice person. I guess it doesn't matter what I do anyhow since I'm already dead, I guess, or whatever.
Pretty sure it was part of the ol' job description I had before anyhow, and the Police Dept. got into trouble for doing the crazy shit they were doing and are being watched by a team of other people now too. It's all good, except I had to sit in jail for like... 2 days.
Still not inconvenient. Something pretty cool is goin' on. Even though I couldn't find one on my own, my Therapist's Office has a vocational rehab area in it, and they're going to help me find a job. Going to jail for a couple of days, even though after a while all charges are going to be dropped if I don't commit anymore criminal offenses, which I'm pretty sure I didn't to begin with... whatever... but all charges will be dropped like I never did anything. It's all good. Whoo! lol
Diggin' something for the International Airport. Federal/International job type of thing. Gosh that hurt. And, a lot of people are shorter than me, so they make things shorter.
I remember my safety glasses were all fogged up one day and I was jumping out of a hole and smacked my head right up against a pipe. I didn't see it. A lot of hard work and being out in the sun like that sort of strains the old noodle I think.
"When you go all I know is You're my favorite mistake You're my favorite mistake Well maybe nothin' lasts forever Even when you stay together I don't need for ever after It's your laughter won't let me go So I'm holdin' on this way Did you know, could you tell You were the only one That I ever loved Now everything's so wrong" -(@_@)
Sometimes it is like my dead Grandfather's wedding ring speaks to me, like through my friends. One person for example saying to me saying, "Do you have a wedding ring," he asked. I was like, "Yea, it was my dead Grandfather's," and he was like, "Well, you'd definately find a girlfriend if you put that on."
Almost seems like the last words before... whatever, I can't explain it... but were, "I'll find you! I'll always find you!" But... oh... well... okay.
DeJuanDon 1 day ago
I remember someone telling me they seen some lady pouring something into their drink, trying to poison them. Well, I guess I can kind of see why thanks.
DeJuanDon 1 day ago
If morality is a race, then wouldn't people that die earlier win?! lol
BPsychoW 3 days ago
I guess nothing ever happened with the TV show. Well, you know what? They can go to Hell then, and they will. Oh yea, I believe you can count on that.
DeJuanDon 3 days ago
lol damn girl that grandma story is the kind of dark shit I might come up with. two peas in a pod you and I
TheLordoftheJazz 4 days ago
Around that time, they showed me a picture of a girl named Karen in a Hospital gown and said she died.
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"You are a very pretty, smart, awesome, and talented adult. I hope you have all the blessings and safety this life has to offer." things you say to crazy people
jecaurhyn 1 week ago
'nice video...
Kmvv86 1 week ago
Dem Eyes.
OtothaG 1 week ago
That reminds me, I forgot to feed the cat. Oh shit, I forgot to feed Grandma too.
TuBeFun4You 2 weeks ago
I always feel better when happy people are miserable! Ha ha you're miserable! Ha ha ha. I will probably live to be 1,000.
TuBeFun4You 2 weeks ago
karen, you are not normal :)
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"NEED MORE TIGER BLOOD THIS SHIT IS WEREING OFF" LMAO made my day thanks
MrLokito328 2 weeks ago
It is not so bad being ugly I guess as long as there is a beautiful woman standing there pretending she cares about ya for a minute I guess.
DeJuanDon 3 weeks ago 3
you are just so beautiful! :)
cilantroification 3 weeks ago 8
What are positive and regular people?
bfgguns 1 month ago
what if you're positively negative? . . . . .dunnn dunnn dunnnnnnnnnnn
JereckLerma 1 month ago
Yea, I don't know, I already have my Grandfather's wedding ring Momma.
DeJuanDon 1 month ago
Nice
Jeffraccoon47 1 month ago
dumb people have less stress, and woman live 6 years longer on average anyway no one knows why (hmm maybe because woman are more stupid than man :P)
mooiedromen 1 month ago
@mooiedromen not really i think its cuz men are the ones that usually have to worry about money and protect the family and that carries a lot more stress then taking care of kids or cooking or shopping
PENDANTturnips 1 month ago
@mooiedromen You need capitals in the beginning of your sentences. Also it's Women" and Men".We do know why women live longer on average,its becuasethe average man does more physical work than the average woman. Btw I'm a guy.
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mooiedromen 1 month ago
Not sure if I should lay my head down on it or hug it. Probably hug it, "Ssss," says Raving Anaconda.
DeJuanDon 1 month ago
You did it. You're the one. Probably.
DeJuanDon 1 month ago
☝ So it was you... probably, but not exactly. That happened a whiiile back.
DeJuanDon 1 month ago
Got some Combat Training from some of the best friends money could buy I guess, and the trainer was like, "No I want you to turn your fist back like this," I said, "Yea, but if I did that I'd hit'im in the nose," and he gave me this look like, "Yea, that's right." And,... well, whatever.
DeJuanDon 1 month ago
Or, just flat out, "I hate you," would probably even work.
DeJuanDon 1 month ago
Life would also be a lot easier if people just said what they mean, like instead of some people saying, "I love you," it would be easier if they just said something like, "I love abusing you," which would probably be more appropriate.
DeJuanDon 1 month ago
I had a dream I got married once. I was really really drunk in the dream. It had just married written on the car door, and I remember someone starring at me in the rear view mirror. I awoke, jumped up, and was wringing wet with sweat. Some of these dreams I've had, sometimes I've wondered about, like how am I supposed to remember what happened for 30 minutes years and years ago while I was drunk?
DeJuanDon 1 month ago
I remember I wrote into the new channel once. I was thinking about melting down my dead Grandfather's wedding ring and selling it for scrap metal, Gold is worth a lot of money now for some reason, and a lawyer on there said, "And my wife said, 'You'd better not burn that ring.'"
DeJuanDon 1 month ago
103 people are not thinking positively! So stop yelling! Just shut the F*** up! :)
glaciusinferno 1 month ago
You are a very pretty, smart, awesome, and talented adult. I hope you have all the blessings and safety this life has to offer.
DeJuanDon 2 months ago
if positive thinking = longer life then my friend is going to live to 550 years old.
TheArchangles982 2 months ago
Hmmm? Hell yea, and she was out of this world!
DeJuanDon 2 months ago
positive life = long life true story
tenjinnim 2 months ago
Can...can I have that chicken dinner?
Revaris 2 months ago
im a stresshead and i smoke ... im doomed, but is only 11am so i can go play in the sunshine that im sure is just behind that raincloud :) i be crop dusting that glitter on shit.
minesajd 2 months ago
lol how do u come up with this stuf
marcus24000 2 months ago
its a good thing am overall a positive thinker but we al die eventualy so u might as wel relax and live it up:)
marcus24000 2 months ago
"Winner, winner, chicken dinner." LOL
bryonlape 2 months ago
"lon JE vity" its pronounced as "Long-LI-vity" =)
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Yea, I don't know, but they're going to be hating that shit. More than they could ever make me hate anything on here, that I garauntee.
DeJuanDon 3 months ago
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Well, look at you, lol "Rah rah rah rah rah, fuck you, rah rah rah rah rah," there it is again.
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But I guess nothing really means anything, unless someone makes it mean something; otherwise, it doesn't matter.
DeJuanDon 3 months ago
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I guess it really doen't matter does it. I can probably name four initiators off of the top of my head, but it really means nothing I guess.
DeJuanDon 3 months ago
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I don't know about the oddities you have in your life, but somehow you seemed to touch on a lot of mine. Things I never told anyone.
DeJuanDon 3 months ago
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(Somber laugh) I've always had these... I guess you could call them suspicians... but never did they become more real than after I watched these things. But yea, it all really does amount to a hill of beans, and that is about it; especially, if... it doesn't matter.
DeJuanDon 3 months ago
It sounds crazy probably I know, but I've always had that memory. I always thought about it and it always made me happy and curious. I don't suspect the go around it seems, like there may've been before will be there again. That is fine. It wasn't my fate. It is so wierd, I was reading something and it talked about initiators being given to someone. It almost seemed like that stuff just may've been them. It doesn't matter, as long as you're happy. I'll be gone.
DeJuanDon 3 months ago
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I really did, I thought it was fate for a minute looking at trinkets people planted, words that were said by people, but I believe I took it the wrong way. I believe it was fate, but my fate is to be alone.
DeJuanDon 3 months ago
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Don't talk about me if you are, talk about him.
DeJuanDon 3 months ago
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I know someone that used to do that same shit to me.
DeJuanDon 3 months ago
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If it makes you happy then go do it, but it doesn't mean I should or would even want to sit here and watch it, and try to trick me into staying. I love you, I think I always will and of course I want you to be happy. I knew I loved that person in my memory. Doesn't mean I have to watch it, when it makes me sad. There is nothing in this world for me, so I just want to leave, and be alone I guess. Maybe go live in the wild.
DeJuanDon 3 months ago
I mean, earthly bodies maybe, but I don't think that we do.
DeJuanDon 3 months ago
And you're first question after I followed your Twitter account, "Why do we have to die," the truth is I don't think we do. I really don't. It seems like all my life, even before I was supposed to be able to remember, I've always carried a memory. And, I think it was of you; especially, with all that Grandma talk because I always for some reason thought it was my Grandma, but knew it wasn't. I don't know exactly how to explain that.
DeJuanDon 3 months ago
Then it got either better or worse, depending upon how you look at it I guess. Then I watched one that really hit me hard that was something I wish I had done but didn't, but that made it seem almost like I did. It made my regret feel better, and I don't know how you did that. It even made me feel more like I was one with my Country. You always seem to do stuff like that... you make me feel better.
DeJuanDon 3 months ago
After Coffee vs. Tea, I seen something there. And then I thought about a before video I watched, and then I really seen something. And then I watched more and was OMG this woman is completely great. And then I was like... wait... something is wierd.
DeJuanDon 3 months ago
So, then I just feel like living under a rock. I guess I can't right now, but... whatever.
DeJuanDon 3 months ago
But really, I guess it doesn't matter, and if that doesn't matter then nothing matters.
DeJuanDon 3 months ago
You scare me, but I don't think I've ever loved anyone more. I don't know how that works.
DeJuanDon 3 months ago
I don't think this could really be Hell though, not if there is someone like you in it. You are awesome.
DeJuanDon 3 months ago
Whitesnake bebe.
DeJuanDon 3 months ago
Maybe your dream was about that song. lol "Is this love that I'm feeling
Is this the love that I've been searching for
Is this love or am I dreaming
This must be love
cause it's really go a hold on me
A hold on me"
DeJuanDon 3 months ago
My dead Grandpappies' wedding ring.
DeJuanDon 3 months ago
I hate myself, I'm in some pain, and I feel like giving up on just about everything.
DeJuanDon 3 months ago
They pulled over a Military truck the other day. How stupid are they when there is an expendable motherfucker out here like me out here?
DeJuanDon 3 months ago
Inconvenient?
DeJuanDon 3 months ago
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If you can find it go ahead. I'm going to go live under a rock.
DeJuanDon 3 months ago
tip #4: SUCK IT! HAHAHAHA
iissamiam 3 months ago
i Love it when you kiss me. it makes me feel good :)
sabawernessfull 3 months ago
Shit with glitter on it is kind of like eating hot peppers -- burns going out! LOL!
6672rock 3 months ago
Like... one mean snow removal machine.
DeJuanDon 4 months ago
For salt.
DeJuanDon 4 months ago
Fuckin' snow blower is what I need, and maybe like... a salt dispensor, like an electric grass seed spreader or something like that to hang off of my butt while I walk and a flashing light maybe.
DeJuanDon 4 months ago
Old people and stuff.
DeJuanDon 4 months ago
Make up some flyers, put'em under a target crowds windshield wipers in advace, like lazy fat rich people in advance and see what happens. Maybe, a window washing service... too... I don't know.
DeJuanDon 4 months ago
Hmm, wintertime? Snow shoveling + other stuff? I remember when I was a parking lot attendendant. They made me shovel the whole damned parking lot. I did it. Throw down some salt and stuff.
DeJuanDon 4 months ago
Be nice for a job to come my way. Shit sucks. I've gotta do something differently. If I can't get one, maybe I should make one. I'm just not sure what yet. That sure was one happy, loud, girl before. lol
DeJuanDon 4 months ago
I love how she made a video about how it's annoying when people say "Justin Sayin'" after stuff and in this video she said it like 4 times
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Life isn't that short. Just this one.
DeJuanDon 4 months ago
So, when everyone else dies, I guess I'll have like... 3 houses I was told and an animal toy business.
DeJuanDon 4 months ago
I'm not sure if it is worth anything or not but apparently she has some stuff in it, but it is an internet business selling animal products like squeeky toys and stuff.
DeJuanDon 4 months ago
Whatever. Going to stay in Florida for a little while next month. Big ol' pool, big ol' house and stuff. That sounds like fun I guess. The lady told me she was going to leave me something in her will today. Wierd. I wasn't planning on anything like that. She just said it. Whatever.
DeJuanDon 4 months ago
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Oh, I see the name. "You're just a fony, a big phat fony." lol
DeJuanDon 4 months ago
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DeJuanDon 4 months ago
They're gonna be hating that shit. lol
DeJuanDon 4 months ago
In that case, I'd say you'll or you'd have them beat in the race for mortality quite a lot.
DeJuanDon 4 months ago
Unless you're fake.
DeJuanDon 4 months ago
I can't say it was maybe my first dream, or something like that... I can't rationalize it out. You make it to where it couldn't have been fake.
DeJuanDon 4 months ago
I guess, not anymore.
DeJuanDon 4 months ago
Maybe this place feels more like Hell than that memory I've kept with me. People burning all around and stuff. I've always thought back to it when I felt scared or whatever you want to call it... angry... it always sort of helped me feel better.
DeJuanDon 4 months ago
Professor Hug'n'stuff
DeJuanDon 4 months ago
And depriving yourself of some can lead to permanent damage, and you might have to take them for the rest of your life.
DeJuanDon 4 months ago
And, I mean of like... hard core therapy. Symptoms might even feel better, or seem better after the first couple of days, but they're not.
DeJuanDon 4 months ago
You know sucks a little in a way? After you neglect your body of stuff, it usually takes a couple of months at least to make it feel better.
DeJuanDon 4 months ago
Hey, that little girl's got the jones. That little girl's got the jones... She can push she can shove 'til it's just a nub. Just a nub. She can push she can shove 'til it's just a nub.
DeJuanDon 4 months ago
I guess that is the thing when using a mind altering substance like beer.
DeJuanDon 4 months ago
Or, maybe I should forget it all and go be a drunk again. Probably that route sounds like the right one to go down for real. Some Jack and Mello Yellow sounds both good and nasty in it's own way. But, I won't. It might kill me or something, but it seems sort of like that in any way I look. Each in it's own way.
DeJuanDon 4 months ago
You're not a piece of shit.
DeJuanDon 4 months ago
I also don't know how things got to be, but they're there, and it kind of flips me out a little. Or, there are things there it seems only one other person would know, but those are probably just crazy things, but they seem to be there.
DeJuanDon 4 months ago
But again I believe that is why I wanted to drink or whatever to begin with because I didn't feel like anyone loved me. I figured no one cared, so I just kind of wanted to die, but it is almost like someone that did care actually was there. I just kind of don't understand if that is the way it is why nothing was said then because I probably would've stopped drinking or whatever a lot sooner.
DeJuanDon 4 months ago
Or, maybe I was just drunk.
DeJuanDon 4 months ago
It's almost like I'm sitting here looking at someone I've known for a long time, that I used to love more than anything in the word that is still completely lovable, yet I don't know exactly how or why things have gotten to be the way they are. I mean, sort of, but not really. And, it is wierd that also looks really really familiar, but isn't exactly the way I remember.
DeJuanDon 4 months ago
Shit with glitter makes me happier a little I guess. Even though I think people are just putting shit into my head and have been throughout time in order to make me feel like I'm crazy.
DeJuanDon 4 months ago
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No and I'm not talking about a hooker. lol
DeJuanDon 4 months ago
And paying some lady to sit there and pretend like she cares like once every couple of weeks kind of helps a little too.
DeJuanDon 4 months ago
Cool. I had just been thinking about putting on a Neckerchief and stuff, and that guy came by last night and said that to me, so I'll be able to wear a Scout one then. Bowow.
DeJuanDon 4 months ago
I remember they made us pull a dog sled with all of our gear on it. lol
DeJuanDon 4 months ago
Taking some boys out on hikes, teaching them how to march as a Troop, all that stuff. Kind of sounds like fun.
DeJuanDon 4 months ago
I don't know, but being a complete asshole teaching a bunch of little squirts self discipline (and working on my own), cold weather survival training and all that sounds like a little bit of fun.
DeJuanDon 4 months ago
Now drop down and give me 25 push-ups!!!
DeJuanDon 4 months ago
I think it is called an, Army Wool Smokey Boy Cub Scout Hat - Olive, according to this website here.
DeJuanDon 4 months ago
I wonder what the Troop number is here now. I was in Troop 150. But the only thing about Troop 150 I can find anything about is in Canada.
DeJuanDon 4 months ago
Little troopers salutin' runnin' around looking like they're going to pee their pants all the time or su'm. lol
DeJuanDon 4 months ago
It'd be kinda coo to wear one of those Trooper hats or su'm.
DeJuanDon 4 months ago
Cool. I think I might have to go be a Scout Leader or something. I believe I was just offered the position again.
DeJuanDon 4 months ago
i know a person that acts happy ALL THE TIME and he smiles ALOT that his face stays like that! the only the reason he acts happy is that his mother left him and he was THREE
posokichi541 4 months ago
I think I might start wearing a neckerchief in hopes they might come back into style.
DeJuanDon 4 months ago
Ahahahahahah.. "Maybe your positivity will rub off on them"... Last time someone tried to make me more positive... I felt like killing them. :L But I didn't, because that's illegal. c;
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Hades: King of the underworld, God of the Dead and Riches. Tartarus. Hecatonchires (giants with fifty heads and one hundred arms)
DeJuanDon 5 months ago
Helios.
DeJuanDon 5 months ago
Hades was not however an evil god, for although he was stern, cruel, and unpitying he was still just. Hades' chariot, drawn by four black horses, made for a fearsome and impressive sight. Hades was often portrayed as passive rather than evil; his role was often maintaining relative balance. Hades ruled the dead, assisted by others over whom he had complete authority.
DeJuanDon 5 months ago
This cultic wannabe-positivity that is pulled from our own asses, is infact just as interesting as HIV-positivity!
TheMessanjah 5 months ago
And what was your dead grandmother doing in the kitchen little lady? I'd imagine probably feleting fish for sushi rolls and making sweet buns whilst they deaded in the kitchen.
DeJuanDon 5 months ago
looks like you done went and killed your own boner Mam.
DeJuanDon 5 months ago
You know what would be the best wedding day ever? The day of the Zombie Apocalypse... I think. Maybe even better than one on Halloween.
DeJuanDon 5 months ago
It even said that it is the director of the CIA's job to weigh the Contractor's pay vs the Military's pay, and things like that. Then I got to reading about Double Agents and all kinds of things, like people that are put into Police Department's to gather intelligence about them and things like that. It is wierd because at work I'm a Contractor... and all kinds of wierd stuff. Whatever. All that crap.
DeJuanDon 5 months ago
You know what is really wierd? I looked up the area General Petraeus just got transferred to, and I was reading about it, and it seems to kind of be what I was doing anyways. The CIA is a spy agency, and part of their jobs too is to go in and take out Police Departments that fall into bad people's hands, and to do counter espionage and things like that. Reminds me of the Scout Training I had a little. I was taught everything they're allowed to do in there.
DeJuanDon 5 months ago
whipping post. Leave me alone." Sometimes then I have to explain what that is, but... it seems to've chilled some people out a little. A whipping post a symbolic thing or expression for someone everyone lays their personal problems off onto. She basically told me to tell them to leave me alone. That is alright.
DeJuanDon 5 months ago
As soon as I walked in there I could tell the Therapist was kind of on my side, just by looking into her eyes. It was just kind of like that... "Oh," look. I was talking to her and we really have a lot in common. She is a really nice lady. That is all we do is sit there and talk. She doesn't like try to hypnotise me or anything, and she helps me with some of my problems. It is great. Like she told me some phrases I now use when I talk to people. When people start griping, I say, "I'm not your
DeJuanDon 5 months ago
Lol. The Prosecutor was kind of on my side. He even made up the paperwork and all that, and by the way things sound, I probably won't be in Therapy for long. They said I was sentenced to Therapy for a year or whatever, but if the Therapist releases me sooner then I won't have to go anymore. They're helping me find a job there and stuff. The DHS showed up during my second appointment. I wonder what they said. I know those Cops are in a little bit of trouble now.
DeJuanDon 5 months ago
They have to turn in their reciepts everytime they use gas now and stuff like that to someone... all kinds of shit.
DeJuanDon 5 months ago
When I was in jail I said, "I didn't threaten my mother, Sir, I didn't threaten my Sister, Sir! I didn't threaten anyone else, Sir," and when I got out they asked the person that had me locked up why they'd had me arrested and said I was a very nice person. I guess it doesn't matter what I do anyhow since I'm already dead, I guess, or whatever.
DeJuanDon 5 months ago
Pretty sure it was part of the ol' job description I had before anyhow, and the Police Dept. got into trouble for doing the crazy shit they were doing and are being watched by a team of other people now too. It's all good, except I had to sit in jail for like... 2 days.
DeJuanDon 5 months ago
Still not inconvenient. Something pretty cool is goin' on. Even though I couldn't find one on my own, my Therapist's Office has a vocational rehab area in it, and they're going to help me find a job. Going to jail for a couple of days, even though after a while all charges are going to be dropped if I don't commit anymore criminal offenses, which I'm pretty sure I didn't to begin with... whatever... but all charges will be dropped like I never did anything. It's all good. Whoo! lol
DeJuanDon 5 months ago
Very attractive and beautiful girl, interesting :)
MultiMare89 5 months ago
Polish a turd and it's still a turd.....
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I am not a little leprechaun trying to steal your potato Grammy.
DeJuanDon 5 months ago
I ain't trying to steal your potato.
DeJuanDon 5 months ago
That is just great.
DeJuanDon 5 months ago
I don't know what to say.
DeJuanDon 5 months ago
Diggin' something for the International Airport. Federal/International job type of thing. Gosh that hurt. And, a lot of people are shorter than me, so they make things shorter.
DeJuanDon 5 months ago
I remember my safety glasses were all fogged up one day and I was jumping out of a hole and smacked my head right up against a pipe. I didn't see it. A lot of hard work and being out in the sun like that sort of strains the old noodle I think.
DeJuanDon 5 months ago
Well, I got hit upside the head a lot.
DeJuanDon 5 months ago
I hate them.
DeJuanDon 5 months ago
I love the fact I was born on St. Patrick's Day.
DeJuanDon 6 months ago
Grandma
DeJuanDon 6 months ago
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"Looking it all over Grandma, I could live without you in my life, I just don't see the point." -Mr. Whiskers
DeJuanDon 6 months ago
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DeJuanDon 6 months ago
"We'll defuse bombs
And walk marathons
And take on whatever, together" -(@_@)
DeJuanDon 6 months ago
DeJuanDon 6 months ago
Yea, I don't know, I'm 30. I almost feel like I should put that motherfucker on after watching this.
DeJuanDon 6 months ago
"Don't sprinkle your positive glitter on top of shit and tell me it isn't shit. It is still shit with glitter on it." Eat your own words.
DeJuanDon 6 months ago
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I just... I love having my dead Grandfather's wedding ring. I just... I don't know. I feel kind of funny.
DeJuanDon 6 months ago
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DeJuanDon 6 months ago
But I love Grandma and Mr. Whiskers.
DeJuanDon 6 months ago
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DeJuanDon 6 months ago
Great smile! very cute!
Osborn85 6 months ago
where do you get your tiger blood i need sum plz? o.o
yomom208 6 months ago
@DeJuanDan shut the fuck up!!!!!!!! Like seriously... Pleasw stop stalking her!!!
SuperStrawberryNinja 6 months ago
Or, something like that. I think it was exactly, "Stop obsessing about a dead girl."
DeJuanDon 6 months ago
@DeJuanDon dude stop telling ur fucking life story on this vid and stop cyber stalking u fucking troll
yomom208 6 months ago
Someone watching this video with me saying, "Stop watching that dead ladies' videos so much." ?
DeJuanDon 6 months ago
Sometimes it is like my dead Grandfather's wedding ring speaks to me, like through my friends. One person for example saying to me saying, "Do you have a wedding ring," he asked. I was like, "Yea, it was my dead Grandfather's," and he was like, "Well, you'd definately find a girlfriend if you put that on."
DeJuanDon 6 months ago
I've probably drank like 30-45 times or so in the last 9 years.
DeJuanDon 6 months ago
Well, I don't know, I used to get drunk a lot. Not that I'd have to be. I'm just sayin'.
DeJuanDon 6 months ago
Statue of Liberty play!
DeJuanDon 6 months ago
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DeJuanDon 6 months ago
I love the way you speak.
DeJuanDon 6 months ago
I need my Candy!
DeJuanDon 6 months ago