ive been in love with you for 9 years.and youve been in love with me for 9 years. when we went out. i was so afraid that you would get to know me more than anyone has. and you'd realize that im not the woman you want to marry. and grow old with. we have talked about children our love for eachother, our futures. and when that became a possibility. i ran away from you. i never went to see you. now youre into drugs, and depressed, and i cant find you. im SO sorry. my almost lover. im so so sorry.
Just remember there is light at the end of the tunnel.
I used to listen to this song and think about my life and cry and cry for hours at a time.
But my friends helped me through it and I know how difficult I was at the time and I just really needed a shoulder to cry on...
If any of you guys need help or anything.
Please. Just come to me. I'll be here for you. And I'll give you a shoulder to cry on. I'm only 13 and I have already helped a lot of people. Love yourself. And your set. just reme
I wish someone knew and cared about everything that has happened. I used to cut, and I stopped. It took a long time for all the scars to fade, but they only faded because I rubbed lemon juice and honey on them. Now I miss the scars, and the days are feeling lonelier and darker.... I miss cutting. I'm twelve.
Don't ever give up. No matter what happens you are here for a reason. I know that I sound like a hallmark card, but it is true. I believe in you. Just stay strong and know that you are never alone.
Im scared that maybe life hasnt turned out the way i wanted it to be im scared that what people are saying are true that "i have a screw loose, im selfish, im a chicken" im scared that i dont know how to change that im losing my relationship im scared that i have no one, im scared that i dont know how to be the old happy me who didnt care what people said and had friends and family and didnt care that she got bullied, but i changed and now i look at myself in the mirror and hate myself for it
I've been the "other guy" in the past two relationships I've been in without me even knowing it. I'm 28. I'm gonna stop searching. When you stop searching that's when the best comes along. I've noticed too, that no matter what we do in life, if we are in a relationship or not, we struggle somehow. We think we found an answer, only to be hurt again.
I will never forgive you...you broke my heart, you lied to me, you lied to fricken girlfriend, i want to forgive you so much. but if you had just told me things would have been different, you would have me as a friend and you would still have her. all you had to say was you had a girlfriend and you could still have her and me. But you were stupid. Im sick of crying myself to sleep at knight because of u. Today will be different i will go to sleep happy and find someone else. Remember u did this
"I smile alot just so nobody would know how lonely I feel."-That used to be me. I'm glad that I'm able to smile genuinely now. This video made me cry. Good job on this vid though! :)
a cutter for over year and a half, out of therapy, not on the meds i should be, but still smiling everyday. every now and then, i get those tendencies again. i am in a new relationship, and i'm wondering how to tell him i am a cutter without scaring him. but i fear i will be rejected again (i have borderline personality disorder, and rejection is terrible for us) and abandoned (yay abandonment issues) i welcome suggestions on how to tell him.
@fall4themusic sometimes the best way is straight up, try to tell him about your borderline personality disorder and then go on telling him about how ur a cutter, if he loves you he will understand. this is the best i could think of, you might not want to take this advice because im not old enought to understand relationships but hey i hope itll hep.
he said that he loved me and i believed him until the hitting started, it went on for over 8 months but after a long hard struggle to get away from him, ive found a true man who cares and loves me more that he ever has.
i have a bunch of scars on my rists from when i used to cut and each and every one of them reminds me of why i did it in the first place and i feel like the pain will never go away nothing makes me happy anymore i try and hide behind smiles and laughter but most people see right through it everyone around me trys so hard to make me happy and it makes me sad because i know that if i could be happy they could too
He said no one would love me the way he did, and that's why I stayed in that abusive relationship for so long, but now I've found someone who loves me more than him.
the only true friends ive made through out my whole highschool years are leaving for college in a few weeks...all of them. Im a senior in highschool now....this will be one long lonely sucky senior year.
I wont let my mom know about my life, I wont let her know I don't have friends and I wont let her know how I really feel. All because I don't want her to feel like she's failing at being a mother.
I have had to two opporrtunities to cheat on my boyfriend recently and turned them both down even though he has cheated on me. I couldnt be more proud of myself but, at the same time I cant forget how much hurt he has caused me.
I'm in love with a girl I met over the internet 3 years ago. I haven't spoken to her in 2 years. Even though my life has drastically changed and improved, sometimes I still get depressed remembering that I'll probably never get to say goodbye to her.
He did have sex with me... And the cops are saying he admitted to it, but I hope not. He might be engaged to another girl, but I can't bring myself to have him unhappy and in jail... I love him enough to let him go, but I care enough to try my hardest to keep him out of trouble :/
What we had was tragic but beautiful. you were the sole reason i got off that ledge. now you're the sole reason i want to get back on and the drugs don't fucking work.
I like girls. And it's not to get attention from guys, it's because it's how I feel, and they're beautiful. It's too bad the people closest to me will never know this because they're all so stuck up. I can't wait to be free of them and live how I want to! (Even though it scares the shit out of me).
Hey I know who you feel... I had the same thoughts before my coming-out but everything went fine and my friends/family accepted it. If you need help you can ask me =).
@88Fash I was like that years ago but I found in order to get over that, I had to give up a piece of me...I think going to Iraq took my ability to care, it's ok to be scared, thats part of the adventure of life...good luck my friend
You used to get mad at me for listening to this song because it reminded me of him - now I get mad at myself for listening to this song because it reminds me of you
2:33 - My ex-boyfriend told me that he didn't care for me anymore and to kill myself.I thought about it again & again, hurt myself over it. But in the end I didn't because somewhere inside of me I knew that I was better than that.
I called you a stubborn idiot today, but it was really because you can't see how much I love you.
If you took time out of your busy schedule to sit down with me, and tell me how much I mean to you, whether it's negative or positive, I wouldn't ask for anything else.
I Have never herd a song so tru to my life atm every word to this song relects to my ex boyfriend well ''almost lover'' so werid i love thiss song and would to kno what the actual sond is called who is singgin it... i liten to this song everyday with out a doubt
=( This video is really sad... and the comments too.
My secret: I think I still love her 'cause she is the only one who understood me and loved me for who I am, and she's probably the only one on this planet... But she'll get married next year... And she doesn't talk to me anymore.
My uncle has been gone for five years. I wish he would come home just so we can tell him about everything he's missed out on...and that his mom's dead.
5 years ago we broke up. I've bin dating someone else for 3 years. The other day my ex wrote me a letter saying it wasn't his choice to leave n that he misses me. we were to young at the time but ever since he has bin coming to my door but never knocked. He doesn't know i feel the same about him. I don't know what to do.
I want my old life back, with no worries, or heartaches. Being in love with someone who doesnt feel the same about you is the worst feeling in the entire world.
I'm ashamed of loosing everything I owned, and changing for the wrong reasons.
My secret: I learned that losing your virginity when you're 14 might make you feel beautiful and loved at first. But eventually, it just makes you feel ashamed.
i fell in love with this girl a while ago, she doesnt know how much i truly love her. my friends say i shud let go. i just cant do it, its almost like its fate =/.
2:38 or 2:39 I'm the same exact way, I just can't seem to let things go. And it keeps getting in the way.
And I can never seem to tell people how much I hurt... I just can't.. and i wish like hell someone could know exactly how I feel and some how make me feel better....
sometimes i just feel like dying cause of what is happening, trying to forget I just hurt myself and sometimes I just look at myself and just try to see what could I change. Im like the other's hiding behind a mask...
To whoever is 2:39 I am like this day in day out, I am so focused on how much love I had in the past that i am causing myself to be a loser today...no friends nothing, I just wish I could be happy for once, I just wish that someone would think about me once.....
its so easy to tell everyone to leave me alone, but i dont have the strength to ask for help, i always tell everyone i am fine. when really my nights are full of nightmares, my day is full of my tears threatening to spill and yet i cant ask for help, i just wish it would end ...
i know i've done so much things wrong...& i'm really sorry... but you he didn't notes.. that when i was telling him all the things that i feel for him i was dying inside... and he just tell me '' i don't know what to say' & the worst part of all of it.. was that i knew that he told me that to not to tell me that he loves someone else now...cause he knows that it would kill me... i still loved him.. is just that i didn't notes that when i have to... i hate myself for that.
Also,for a 13 year old girl to commit suicide you wonder what did 'Josh' say to her?'He' must have said something more to make her love 'him' that much.I mean you don't fall in love easily.Adults or 'Josh' should know when to stop fucking with a girl's mind.Damn,it makes me so mad that all of her loved ones miss her so much and so called 'Josh' is living a happy life.Those parents still have their daughter.I wonder what the daughter said.I'd be mad at my parents if they killed my former bff. <3
There are some messed up suicide stories and one is the Megan Meier myspace suicide that you can find if you type in suicide.Her parents and friends were devastated when they found out that the reason she commmitted suicide was a hoax.One made up by parents.Megan was a 13 year old girl and she deserved better.Horomones at that age are enough but bringing down self esteem is what killed her.Especially when the parents were also parents of one of Megan's former friends....R.I.P. Megan.<3
kyle9524, where in the heck did you get all of those? Some are from you I think but some are just, i dont know.
I agree, suicide is the worst thing someone can do, it's like saying I give up, you won. For the friends and loved ones though its like saying I hate you. Even if its not meant to. They always think what did I do wrong to make her/him give up? How could I have helped? Some friends seem like they betray you but really they betray themselves.
Everyone here, if they search hard enough, if they try hard enough, then they can find at least three people that love you. Overcome, don't say you can't. Drunk parents? Some parents try to sell their children. Unpopular at school? Some people don't even have a chance to go to school. Do you get picked on? Some children get sent out to war at the age of six. They have overcome, why can't you? There is no such thing as can't. There is only wont.
You make it sound so easy. Like it's as simple as turning on a switch. Well I'm sorry it's not. This world sucks. And just because other people may be in worse circumstances, doesn't mean other's do not have a right to hurt too. I understand what you are saying.. to be thankful for what we already have... But, in a world where there is so much hatred, lies... betrayal and death, it is impossible to be thankful to be alive... so how do you go beyond that? How do you live in this world?
I never said it was easy, I am sorry if I said it as if it was. In this world full of hate, I felt as if I could not ever stand up against it and I at one point, gave up. I saw no point in resisting what I saw as in inevitable. I had no point in life, I saw life as useless. As my friends saw my gaunt face, I only smiled and said that nothing was wrong. I was lost in my self pity, unable to notice that one of my friends was inveloped in sorrow. She tried to commit suicide. That opened my eyes.
I promised that I would try my best to let no one else feel so horrible that they would choose to end their life So much hatred and lies, you are right I will not deny that the world is evil and rotten, but will you destroy it when some is still good? Humans have good in them, their potential to be good is so high, Hurricane Katrina, the acts of heroism there,9/11 the country united to try and find survivors of that attack, there is good in this world, I wish to be part of it. To matter somehow
Yes. I know what you mean. I do see as much as my loved ones will allowe me to of their pain. It's there and I will not deny it. I am always afraid of what could happen to them if I tried to. I am glad though that you have found your feet in this world. That you have found a purpose to life and I wish you all the best of luck with it.
You can never escape, only delay. The only way to escape is to defeat. To defeat you must face the cause head on. It's hard, its tough, to face your fears, but if you don't then you only cause pain to the people surrounding you. Thats not so bad... right?
To escape pain my suicide is to CAUSE MORE PAIN FOR OTHERS. Cling to life my friends, cling to it with all your stregth, because it is all you have! Find that 1% that is good in your life and focus on it. May all of the pained souls in this world find peace, for I can think of none that deserve it more.
99% of the world is misery, hate, distruction and all the evil things that I have grown to hate myself. I decided to focus on that 1% of good, and I say lets make that 1.0000001%, I choose to make a differance, I choose to fight for the good things in life, and even if it is just .00000001% of differance, I will look at my life when I die and say, IT WAS WORTH IT
Suicide is the worst thing a person can do. It is the most arrogant, idiotic, stubborn, asinine act a person can commit. Its a persons way of looking at the world and saying, Youve beaten me. I give up. The problems of the world are too great for me. Im pathetic, and my life was a waste.
I was one of those pathetic people. I surrendered around the time I was sixteen. I didnt want to go on living. I didnt want things to get better. I just wanted it to end.
Ive thought if there was an after-life for so long and I believe there is.Your little sister I am sorry to hear about and I know for a fact that if she loved you,you could never,ever,let her down.I've let parents and family members down and most of them have gotten past it.I am almost sure that there is an after-life as much as I know that your little sister loves you,remembers you,and isn't disappointed in you.She also doesn't want to see you sad.You're sad but be happy about where she is now.
the day that my little sister died, i could stop crying, 2 days before that she said 'i'm so scared to find out what happens next, what happens if theres no after-life?' i said dont worry, there will be, to this day i still don't know if i was right, and that feeling kills me everyday to know that i could of let my little sister down.
Not to sound depressed or anything but 37 of these sayings relate to me and my life. My life has gotten a little better but only a little. Some weeks better some worse. The saying at 2:31 almost made me start crying but it didn't relate to me. Just to know that someone would end their life over one person. If you don't stay with someone then you weren't meant to be then or ever. It could be either. Just stay strong and don't give up hope. You're problems may seem stupid but they never are to you
secret- i have been a cutter for two years and my little sister started cutting because she looked up to me.... i break down every time i look at the scars on my wrists and see matching ones on hers.... i want to kill myself more and more because i wrecked her life just cause i didnt know how to handel my stupid problems
she is only 13 she started cutting in 7th grade !!! ughh its so hard cause i feel so terrible for doing that and now i wanna cut more but i cant cause i want to be good enough for her...
my dear, my dear...1 Your problems are never EVER stupid! one thing that is, is self mutilation...now i know that everybody has their own way to deal with problems, I for one use drugs. But if theres one thing that we all have to realize it's that making someting the answer to our problems never really solves them just reanimates them into everyday life/actions...2, it's always darkest before dawn...i know it may feel like lose hope but it's always there...evenwhen we think it isn't
secret-I'm the only person in my family who doesn't have anyone to give stuff to on valentines day...so i just stay home from school that day so i don't see everyone else get stuff
3.23 (I have so much left to say to you), 5.17(I think what I need more than anything else in the word is to be told [just once] that a friend doesn't know what they would do without me.) & 8.52 (Please don't leave. Your the only reason I'm staying.) Are the ones I relate most too. Hopefully my best friend will read this? I miss you x
the i wish i knew how to fall out of love..........destroyed me....i want to fall out of love.........toooo much right now....never been put on my ass so hard by an emotion in my life........even harder than my grandfather's death
ive been in love with you for 9 years.and youve been in love with me for 9 years. when we went out. i was so afraid that you would get to know me more than anyone has. and you'd realize that im not the woman you want to marry. and grow old with. we have talked about children our love for eachother, our futures. and when that became a possibility. i ran away from you. i never went to see you. now youre into drugs, and depressed, and i cant find you. im SO sorry. my almost lover. im so so sorry.
cherokeecayla 2 weeks ago
Ember it gets better*
(it goes with my last comment)
brookespaige40 1 month ago
Just remember there is light at the end of the tunnel.
I used to listen to this song and think about my life and cry and cry for hours at a time.
But my friends helped me through it and I know how difficult I was at the time and I just really needed a shoulder to cry on...
If any of you guys need help or anything.
Please. Just come to me. I'll be here for you. And I'll give you a shoulder to cry on. I'm only 13 and I have already helped a lot of people. Love yourself. And your set. just reme
brookespaige40 1 month ago
I wish someone knew and cared about everything that has happened. I used to cut, and I stopped. It took a long time for all the scars to fade, but they only faded because I rubbed lemon juice and honey on them. Now I miss the scars, and the days are feeling lonelier and darker.... I miss cutting. I'm twelve.
flower5890 2 months ago
I wish I could have got to know you before you got Alzheimer's. I love you, Grandmom. Rest Easy.
marissaleahy 7 months ago 2
@unfairchoices post secret archives, the website and other post secret videos!!
biscuitloveralex 7 months ago
Don't ever give up. No matter what happens you are here for a reason. I know that I sound like a hallmark card, but it is true. I believe in you. Just stay strong and know that you are never alone.
longjumpproject123 7 months ago 2
even though I would not answer honestly, I still appreciate it if I'm asked how I'm doing
thisismeanonymous 7 months ago 2
@thisismeanonymous how are you doing?
biscuitloveralex 7 months ago 2
Im scared that maybe life hasnt turned out the way i wanted it to be im scared that what people are saying are true that "i have a screw loose, im selfish, im a chicken" im scared that i dont know how to change that im losing my relationship im scared that i have no one, im scared that i dont know how to be the old happy me who didnt care what people said and had friends and family and didnt care that she got bullied, but i changed and now i look at myself in the mirror and hate myself for it
shelldog999 8 months ago
I've been the "other guy" in the past two relationships I've been in without me even knowing it. I'm 28. I'm gonna stop searching. When you stop searching that's when the best comes along. I've noticed too, that no matter what we do in life, if we are in a relationship or not, we struggle somehow. We think we found an answer, only to be hurt again.
Mrlutsfer 9 months ago
This is the 3rd time I write a confession only to erase it again.
Snargaluffpod 9 months ago
I will never forgive you...you broke my heart, you lied to me, you lied to fricken girlfriend, i want to forgive you so much. but if you had just told me things would have been different, you would have me as a friend and you would still have her. all you had to say was you had a girlfriend and you could still have her and me. But you were stupid. Im sick of crying myself to sleep at knight because of u. Today will be different i will go to sleep happy and find someone else. Remember u did this
PumpkinPie191 10 months ago
Every one thinks he felt from the bridge but thats not what reallly happened :(
WillDrowned 10 months ago
/just here , it's been what -7- 8 years since I was published in the 1st book. Yet I still feel like I'm Just Here. Thanks for this.
JessehConnors 10 months ago
I wish I had someone to wipe these tears away...but there's no one here so I'll cry in the dark.
Mrlutsfer 11 months ago
I cried.
Seadolphins1 11 months ago
i should've known that the other woman never gets the guy.
souptoday8 1 year ago
@souptoday8 I know how you feel.
OXjoXO1992 11 months ago
@OXjoXO1992 thank you.
souptoday8 11 months ago
"I smile alot just so nobody would know how lonely I feel."-That used to be me. I'm glad that I'm able to smile genuinely now. This video made me cry. Good job on this vid though! :)
KenshinSensei 1 year ago
this song is incredibly sad.
brandadamnew 1 year ago
a cutter for over year and a half, out of therapy, not on the meds i should be, but still smiling everyday. every now and then, i get those tendencies again. i am in a new relationship, and i'm wondering how to tell him i am a cutter without scaring him. but i fear i will be rejected again (i have borderline personality disorder, and rejection is terrible for us) and abandoned (yay abandonment issues) i welcome suggestions on how to tell him.
fall4themusic 1 year ago
@fall4themusic sometimes the best way is straight up, try to tell him about your borderline personality disorder and then go on telling him about how ur a cutter, if he loves you he will understand. this is the best i could think of, you might not want to take this advice because im not old enought to understand relationships but hey i hope itll hep.
sonohralover4ever 3 months ago
he said that he loved me and i believed him until the hitting started, it went on for over 8 months but after a long hard struggle to get away from him, ive found a true man who cares and loves me more that he ever has.
BrandyNicole92 1 year ago 4
i have a bunch of scars on my rists from when i used to cut and each and every one of them reminds me of why i did it in the first place and i feel like the pain will never go away nothing makes me happy anymore i try and hide behind smiles and laughter but most people see right through it everyone around me trys so hard to make me happy and it makes me sad because i know that if i could be happy they could too
1993ashleymarie 1 year ago
4390 Winter Park has originals songs that made me just wow!! they has some deep lyrics!!!!
lifemusicgo 1 year ago
I ended it with my boyfriend, we've been together for over a year, I met a stranger who gave me more compliments than he ever has.
jessieinez 1 year ago 3
I just came across this song, but listening to it; I love it already.
beccabeckz 1 year ago
this is absolutly beautiful.
SeattleSkylinesS 1 year ago
@SeattleSkylinesS thankyou so much x
biscuitloveralex 7 months ago
"I like to stay up late on the computer and look for answers."
johnnyqt25 1 year ago 9
He said no one would love me the way he did, and that's why I stayed in that abusive relationship for so long, but now I've found someone who loves me more than him.
SimpleXisXBest 1 year ago 25
@SimpleXisXBest i am so, so proud of you.
biscuitloveralex 1 year ago 18
you are not the person i fell for but i still love you too death and im scared cause i wont be able to leave
MsSlcpunk 1 year ago 3
I LOVE THIS SONG..
ITS SO MEANINGFUL
rainbowsprinklzz 1 year ago
the only true friends ive made through out my whole highschool years are leaving for college in a few weeks...all of them. Im a senior in highschool now....this will be one long lonely sucky senior year.
I hope they NEVER forget about me
tatulover2120 1 year ago
2:35
That made me cry. Oh my goodness. That would be the most awful thing to have to live with. :( I'm praying for that person, whoever they are..
gracefacesinging 1 year ago
I wont let my mom know about my life, I wont let her know I don't have friends and I wont let her know how I really feel. All because I don't want her to feel like she's failing at being a mother.
Muirine 1 year ago
@Muirine please let her be a mother and tell her...wish i would have
bsbauer39 1 year ago
@Muirine same same!
tatulover2120 1 year ago
Who sings the song in the beginning?o-o And whats it called?
Lillydotzgosjb 1 year ago
@Lillydotzgosjb It's called Almost Lover and it's by A Fine Frenzy. :)
lemoonlimebubbles 1 year ago
I have had to two opporrtunities to cheat on my boyfriend recently and turned them both down even though he has cheated on me. I couldnt be more proud of myself but, at the same time I cant forget how much hurt he has caused me.
Ravgriff18 1 year ago
sometimes i wonder who out there actually loves me, and whether i'll be gone before i ever find out
Willsr14 1 year ago
i teared up at 2:01
theguywhoiswierd 1 year ago
I'm in love with a girl I met over the internet 3 years ago. I haven't spoken to her in 2 years. Even though my life has drastically changed and improved, sometimes I still get depressed remembering that I'll probably never get to say goodbye to her.
Linksthebest 1 year ago
I don't know if it's good or bad but sooo many of these are exactly what i think...
pesuhiir 1 year ago
i dont want her to hurt anymore. I'd do anything to ease her pain.
HopeAndWaffles 1 year ago 2
2:35
"I told me depressed ex-girlfriend that I didn't care anymore, that she might as well jump off a bridge.
And she did."
I cried uncontrollably after reading that, i couldn't begin to imagine living with that for the rest of your life.
terrykayez 1 year ago 5
iLove My BEStFrend Buht iDate HErs
EASTSIDEEDEE 1 year ago
iWish Icud Spell :(
EASTSIDEEDEE 1 year ago
My mother laughs at me when I cry during emotional moments in movies, songs, or because I just feel like letting it all out.
It fucking kills me inside.
TheUnwrittenWriter 1 year ago
Sometimes when I hug you, I wonder if you do it because you have to, and not because you want to.
Jaiqiao27 1 year ago
watching these makes me realize that if people share their secrets, we might all realize that we can relate to eachother more than we ever realized
giveemetherapy 1 year ago
i started tearing up at 3:31
jreesecup33 1 year ago
He did have sex with me... And the cops are saying he admitted to it, but I hope not. He might be engaged to another girl, but I can't bring myself to have him unhappy and in jail... I love him enough to let him go, but I care enough to try my hardest to keep him out of trouble :/
dancinggoddessofbloo 1 year ago
I'm not brave enough to take the risks that would make me happy
just feel like that too
whatmattersmost4 1 year ago
these songs and these commets are so sad :"(
snowalisious 1 year ago
I know you don't love me anymore. And just because I won't leave you, doesn't mean you have to stay.
KaitSays 1 year ago 2
I'm losing faith
maguc 1 year ago 3
What we had was tragic but beautiful. you were the sole reason i got off that ledge. now you're the sole reason i want to get back on and the drugs don't fucking work.
drawfourwild 1 year ago 2
im terrified that my whole personality is a lie i made to fit in...
i havnt been the same since you left me.. i may never be.
kikez1 1 year ago 5
my secret: i gave sumthing up for her..i am so happy that i have made her happy. but im more depressed than ever
chillikid93 1 year ago
this is such a wonderful song
SookieNVelo 2 years ago
I like girls. And it's not to get attention from guys, it's because it's how I feel, and they're beautiful. It's too bad the people closest to me will never know this because they're all so stuck up. I can't wait to be free of them and live how I want to! (Even though it scares the shit out of me).
88Fash 2 years ago 31
Hey I know who you feel... I had the same thoughts before my coming-out but everything went fine and my friends/family accepted it. If you need help you can ask me =).
PoliishPo0wer 2 years ago
@88Fash I was like that years ago but I found in order to get over that, I had to give up a piece of me...I think going to Iraq took my ability to care, it's ok to be scared, thats part of the adventure of life...good luck my friend
bsbauer39 1 year ago
You used to get mad at me for listening to this song because it reminded me of him - now I get mad at myself for listening to this song because it reminds me of you
pristinesinner 2 years ago 3
2:33 - My ex-boyfriend told me that he didn't care for me anymore and to kill myself.I thought about it again & again, hurt myself over it. But in the end I didn't because somewhere inside of me I knew that I was better than that.
pristinesinner 2 years ago 5
I wrote on 5 mirrors in 5 different buildings around my campus: "Stop looking for your flaws & start acknowledging your beauty"
pristinesinner 2 years ago 8
@pristinesinner
Awesome! That makes *you* so beautiful :)
Reason4Happenings 1 year ago
I'm In Love And Everyone Can Tell, My Smile Is All But Real, Though.
I Fee Pain And Don't Eat.
And It Hurts That My Boyfriend Tries And Fails At Fixing Me.. And Sometimes he Says.. "I Give Up."
I Wish I Could Just Get Better For The One I Love.
StRaNgLeDbYlOvE 2 years ago
I called you a stubborn idiot today, but it was really because you can't see how much I love you.
If you took time out of your busy schedule to sit down with me, and tell me how much I mean to you, whether it's negative or positive, I wouldn't ask for anything else.
I'm tired of tough love,
your cousin.
multipleconcepts2 2 years ago
I Have never herd a song so tru to my life atm every word to this song relects to my ex boyfriend well ''almost lover'' so werid i love thiss song and would to kno what the actual sond is called who is singgin it... i liten to this song everyday with out a doubt
TheSexiibum 2 years ago
=( This video is really sad... and the comments too.
My secret: I think I still love her 'cause she is the only one who understood me and loved me for who I am, and she's probably the only one on this planet... But she'll get married next year... And she doesn't talk to me anymore.
PoliishPo0wer 2 years ago
8:47
PinkBow180 2 years ago
I missed him but now i got him again i dont want to trust him but i am,
also I love someone who loves me yet he has a gf and I want to let go but evry time i try he makes me so secure i cant
MyChemicalhartXXxx 2 years ago
I dont know who im inlove with anymore....
Panda0Bell 2 years ago
I wish I could make the boy I love happy.
LyndseyLaceration 2 years ago
8.29
LeiLambLoves 2 years ago
My uncle has been gone for five years. I wish he would come home just so we can tell him about everything he's missed out on...and that his mom's dead.
andreaeatscabbage7 2 years ago
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lapiz333 2 years ago
5 years ago we broke up. I've bin dating someone else for 3 years. The other day my ex wrote me a letter saying it wasn't his choice to leave n that he misses me. we were to young at the time but ever since he has bin coming to my door but never knocked. He doesn't know i feel the same about him. I don't know what to do.
evolution387x 2 years ago
life's short
tell him how you feel
skaterchik3462 2 years ago
I want my old life back, with no worries, or heartaches. Being in love with someone who doesnt feel the same about you is the worst feeling in the entire world.
I'm ashamed of loosing everything I owned, and changing for the wrong reasons.
Here on out, things are going to change </3
Alyyssaa22 2 years ago
i wish i could forget... its not that easy
TsLice25 2 years ago 2
i wish that making a decision to be happy would actually make me happy. it's the hardest thing in the world.
hotkissdrunk 2 years ago 4
to everyone with problems with boys/girls.
Its better telling them how you feel and getting a no
then not telling them and finding out later all along they loved u as much as u loved them...
think about it .
fullonfatty 2 years ago
I hide when I cry so no one thinks I'm a pussy; but I really wish someone cared enough to find me.
D1s0rd3r74 2 years ago 5
@D1s0rd3r74 me two
EmilyMartin16 2 years ago
My secret: I learned that losing your virginity when you're 14 might make you feel beautiful and loved at first. But eventually, it just makes you feel ashamed.
EternalMagg0t 2 years ago
:\ yeh
Nikkidoodarr 2 years ago
i fell in love with this girl a while ago, she doesnt know how much i truly love her. my friends say i shud let go. i just cant do it, its almost like its fate =/.
great video by the way thanks alot x
zacunltd 2 years ago
technicly its not fate coz fuck alls happened u like her she might not like her
just tell her u like her simple as
okeefe26 2 years ago
I know you don't love me anymore but i'm going to hold on to you..for the sex.
Gennaren 2 years ago
2:38 or 2:39 I'm the same exact way, I just can't seem to let things go. And it keeps getting in the way.
And I can never seem to tell people how much I hurt... I just can't.. and i wish like hell someone could know exactly how I feel and some how make me feel better....
kalie000 2 years ago
I make up fake guys that "hit on me" and tell my boyfriend to make him jealous. I want him to think some one besides him finds me desirable
XxPrincessPukexX 2 years ago 3
ii noticed that all i have are my friends and now im affraid to be alone so now i stick to them as much as i can affraid to let go
nhearts1 2 years ago
i wish he knew how much i think of him, though i know i shouldnt
sweetsmisa 2 years ago 3
sometimes i just feel like dying cause of what is happening, trying to forget I just hurt myself and sometimes I just look at myself and just try to see what could I change. Im like the other's hiding behind a mask...
bloodymusic014 2 years ago
I lost all my friends to computer games, I dont play anymore.
Dkz17 2 years ago 2
so i'm actually not alone.
freethepeople100 2 years ago 4
To whoever is 2:39 I am like this day in day out, I am so focused on how much love I had in the past that i am causing myself to be a loser today...no friends nothing, I just wish I could be happy for once, I just wish that someone would think about me once.....
TheHopelessLost 2 years ago 3
mysecret: - i beleive i killed him and he's not even dead.
prettyuglyx 2 years ago
its so easy to tell everyone to leave me alone, but i dont have the strength to ask for help, i always tell everyone i am fine. when really my nights are full of nightmares, my day is full of my tears threatening to spill and yet i cant ask for help, i just wish it would end ...
horselover022 2 years ago
I can feel everyone's pain...they just can't feel mine
tatulover2120 2 years ago 5
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perfumeeex 2 years ago
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perfumeeex 2 years ago
i know i've done so much things wrong...& i'm really sorry... but you he didn't notes.. that when i was telling him all the things that i feel for him i was dying inside... and he just tell me '' i don't know what to say' & the worst part of all of it.. was that i knew that he told me that to not to tell me that he loves someone else now...cause he knows that it would kill me... i still loved him.. is just that i didn't notes that when i have to... i hate myself for that.
perfumeeex 2 years ago
Someone should do a post secret to The Script's "Break Even"
Lucky4193 2 years ago
Fuck my life.
wowbland 2 years ago 3
i love post secret, evanescence, and a fine frenzy! =)
Boocheyy 2 years ago 21
Two beautiful songs, and oh my god I love the pictures... so meaningful <3 thankyou.
Flakkey 2 years ago
I want to be able to love someone else, but anytime anyone tries to kiss me all I can think about is you. I just want this guilt to leave : [.
MissEmlehAppleh 2 years ago 2
i care more for him than he has or ever will for me.
NL1zarazo 2 years ago 4
1:16
tatulover2120 2 years ago
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tatulover2120 2 years ago
I love this song. It explains exactly what I'm afraid will happen.
kalie000 2 years ago
Post Secret is the best thing ever. I'm so tempted to send in my secret...
HelloKittyaddict14 2 years ago 3
Also,for a 13 year old girl to commit suicide you wonder what did 'Josh' say to her?'He' must have said something more to make her love 'him' that much.I mean you don't fall in love easily.Adults or 'Josh' should know when to stop fucking with a girl's mind.Damn,it makes me so mad that all of her loved ones miss her so much and so called 'Josh' is living a happy life.Those parents still have their daughter.I wonder what the daughter said.I'd be mad at my parents if they killed my former bff. <3
PeacepeoplesXD 2 years ago
There are some messed up suicide stories and one is the Megan Meier myspace suicide that you can find if you type in suicide.Her parents and friends were devastated when they found out that the reason she commmitted suicide was a hoax.One made up by parents.Megan was a 13 year old girl and she deserved better.Horomones at that age are enough but bringing down self esteem is what killed her.Especially when the parents were also parents of one of Megan's former friends....R.I.P. Megan.<3
PeacepeoplesXD 2 years ago
kyle9524, where in the heck did you get all of those? Some are from you I think but some are just, i dont know.
I agree, suicide is the worst thing someone can do, it's like saying I give up, you won. For the friends and loved ones though its like saying I hate you. Even if its not meant to. They always think what did I do wrong to make her/him give up? How could I have helped? Some friends seem like they betray you but really they betray themselves.
PeacepeoplesXD 2 years ago
Everyone here, if they search hard enough, if they try hard enough, then they can find at least three people that love you. Overcome, don't say you can't. Drunk parents? Some parents try to sell their children. Unpopular at school? Some people don't even have a chance to go to school. Do you get picked on? Some children get sent out to war at the age of six. They have overcome, why can't you? There is no such thing as can't. There is only wont.
kyle9524 2 years ago
You make it sound so easy. Like it's as simple as turning on a switch. Well I'm sorry it's not. This world sucks. And just because other people may be in worse circumstances, doesn't mean other's do not have a right to hurt too. I understand what you are saying.. to be thankful for what we already have... But, in a world where there is so much hatred, lies... betrayal and death, it is impossible to be thankful to be alive... so how do you go beyond that? How do you live in this world?
KelleyCakes 2 years ago
I never said it was easy, I am sorry if I said it as if it was. In this world full of hate, I felt as if I could not ever stand up against it and I at one point, gave up. I saw no point in resisting what I saw as in inevitable. I had no point in life, I saw life as useless. As my friends saw my gaunt face, I only smiled and said that nothing was wrong. I was lost in my self pity, unable to notice that one of my friends was inveloped in sorrow. She tried to commit suicide. That opened my eyes.
kyle9524 2 years ago
I promised that I would try my best to let no one else feel so horrible that they would choose to end their life So much hatred and lies, you are right I will not deny that the world is evil and rotten, but will you destroy it when some is still good? Humans have good in them, their potential to be good is so high, Hurricane Katrina, the acts of heroism there,9/11 the country united to try and find survivors of that attack, there is good in this world, I wish to be part of it. To matter somehow
kyle9524 2 years ago
Yes. I know what you mean. I do see as much as my loved ones will allowe me to of their pain. It's there and I will not deny it. I am always afraid of what could happen to them if I tried to. I am glad though that you have found your feet in this world. That you have found a purpose to life and I wish you all the best of luck with it.
KelleyCakes 2 years ago
You can never escape, only delay. The only way to escape is to defeat. To defeat you must face the cause head on. It's hard, its tough, to face your fears, but if you don't then you only cause pain to the people surrounding you. Thats not so bad... right?
kyle9524 2 years ago
To escape pain my suicide is to CAUSE MORE PAIN FOR OTHERS. Cling to life my friends, cling to it with all your stregth, because it is all you have! Find that 1% that is good in your life and focus on it. May all of the pained souls in this world find peace, for I can think of none that deserve it more.
kyle9524 2 years ago
99% of the world is misery, hate, distruction and all the evil things that I have grown to hate myself. I decided to focus on that 1% of good, and I say lets make that 1.0000001%, I choose to make a differance, I choose to fight for the good things in life, and even if it is just .00000001% of differance, I will look at my life when I die and say, IT WAS WORTH IT
kyle9524 2 years ago
Suicide is the worst thing a person can do. It is the most arrogant, idiotic, stubborn, asinine act a person can commit. Its a persons way of looking at the world and saying, Youve beaten me. I give up. The problems of the world are too great for me. Im pathetic, and my life was a waste.
I was one of those pathetic people. I surrendered around the time I was sixteen. I didnt want to go on living. I didnt want things to get better. I just wanted it to end.
-A Little Night Music
Srgeman
kyle9524 2 years ago
I want to kill myself, to escape from responsibility, to crawl abjectly back into the womb Sylvia Plath
kyle9524 2 years ago
Ive thought if there was an after-life for so long and I believe there is.Your little sister I am sorry to hear about and I know for a fact that if she loved you,you could never,ever,let her down.I've let parents and family members down and most of them have gotten past it.I am almost sure that there is an after-life as much as I know that your little sister loves you,remembers you,and isn't disappointed in you.She also doesn't want to see you sad.You're sad but be happy about where she is now.
PeacepeoplesXD 2 years ago
the day that my little sister died, i could stop crying, 2 days before that she said 'i'm so scared to find out what happens next, what happens if theres no after-life?' i said dont worry, there will be, to this day i still don't know if i was right, and that feeling kills me everyday to know that i could of let my little sister down.
ScummbaggBUBZZ 2 years ago
Not to sound depressed or anything but 37 of these sayings relate to me and my life. My life has gotten a little better but only a little. Some weeks better some worse. The saying at 2:31 almost made me start crying but it didn't relate to me. Just to know that someone would end their life over one person. If you don't stay with someone then you weren't meant to be then or ever. It could be either. Just stay strong and don't give up hope. You're problems may seem stupid but they never are to you
PeacepeoplesXD 2 years ago
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heyheyfleamarket 2 years ago
hahaha 1:34 is the story of my life!
SillyGilly777 2 years ago
secret- i have been a cutter for two years and my little sister started cutting because she looked up to me.... i break down every time i look at the scars on my wrists and see matching ones on hers.... i want to kill myself more and more because i wrecked her life just cause i didnt know how to handel my stupid problems
brookie2316 2 years ago 4
wow, that is really sad. how old is ur sis
KutieKhy 2 years ago
she is only 13 she started cutting in 7th grade !!! ughh its so hard cause i feel so terrible for doing that and now i wanna cut more but i cant cause i want to be good enough for her...
brookie2316 2 years ago
Your sister loves you. Be strong. you mean something to someone.
iluveacting13 2 years ago
i know im dong alot better i just hate to see her struggling like this
brookie2316 2 years ago
my dear, my dear...1 Your problems are never EVER stupid! one thing that is, is self mutilation...now i know that everybody has their own way to deal with problems, I for one use drugs. But if theres one thing that we all have to realize it's that making someting the answer to our problems never really solves them just reanimates them into everyday life/actions...2, it's always darkest before dawn...i know it may feel like lose hope but it's always there...evenwhen we think it isn't
SillyGilly777 2 years ago
0:51 2:43 2:23 3:34 4:18 6:42 7:05 8:13 8:18
tatulover2120 2 years ago
I really hope you didnt pick these becuase you relate? :(
Keshlerlovespotatos 2 years ago
0:09 slightly reminds me of me.
secret-I'm the only person in my family who doesn't have anyone to give stuff to on valentines day...so i just stay home from school that day so i don't see everyone else get stuff
tatulover2120 2 years ago 3
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tatulover2120 2 years ago
7:06
voguelove11 2 years ago
2.16 is me
zufah18 2 years ago
0.23
if you were to open up my soul, those would be the only 14 words you would see there.
dudettemaz 2 years ago
6:38. all the time.
alyssa3217 2 years ago
The video is very beautiful and meaningful...good job :)
Raz0r26 2 years ago
3:27 wow thats so true, i wish i didnt care so much. that would solve so many of my problems
mlbossy 2 years ago
hey dude. great video. dealing with depression as well as the normal stresses and shit, i can relate to a lot.........thanks.
alphabetgirl1 2 years ago 3
almost all of these are Me.....
donkyyyyyyy 2 years ago
0:16
moremilkshake 3 years ago
most ov those pics describe me how i feel alot ov the time. xxx
otplesley 3 years ago
oh why so sad!?!?!! sniff sniff =(((
musiclover1889 3 years ago
Wow this video is amazing!
3.23 (I have so much left to say to you), 5.17(I think what I need more than anything else in the word is to be told [just once] that a friend doesn't know what they would do without me.) & 8.52 (Please don't leave. Your the only reason I'm staying.) Are the ones I relate most too. Hopefully my best friend will read this? I miss you x
workinprogress0 3 years ago 2
the i wish i knew how to fall out of love..........destroyed me....i want to fall out of love.........toooo much right now....never been put on my ass so hard by an emotion in my life........even harder than my grandfather's death
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Coribec 3 years ago
Coribec. you NEED to get a life.
annonymousxoxo 2 years ago 4
When you get it figured out let the rest of us know. For now the answer is contained in a little bottle....
KissHope 2 years ago
wow that was a really amazing video. bravo.
xxmaggierose 3 years ago 5
Holy shait!!! Im totally not a depressed person but that just made me feel alone and miserable. WHICH IS F'N GREAT MAN!!! Good job! WHOOOOOOO
carlosandjane 3 years ago 2
1:36 is how i feel ! :( great video
vickyt2011 3 years ago
man.. this is so emo =\
made me depressed
tysonpratts 3 years ago
Good one. The song's superb.
dimpledsmiles 3 years ago 2