WOW. You are in a very safe, serene, balanced place mentally and emotionally and that is FANTASTIC! Knowing how much anxiety is a part of an ED as well as OCD on top of that, and you are calm, not freaking out about taking on something that wouldn't have been possible a short time ago...
forget taking a step forward in recovery, you've freaking sprinted and jumped a high hurdle. I think you've got recovery nailed with this kind of hard work :D
i love me a whole lot of you bunny hunny. ps. i am getting a birds of paradise tatt eventually too. we will be twins. i keep forgetting to mention this to you from my last video... peacock feather, birds of paradise, coconut and avocado, a swan lake piece, some ed phrase font... are all on the top of my current tatt list. oh and of course my blowing dandelion too.
ooh that's awesome! :D i can't wait for my birds but will be a little while, i don't have enough money just yet...
also on my list are jasmine flowers on one foot, arabic text on the other and a few more pieces of text, i also want a bunny rabbit tattoo :D but can't decide where yet
your list sounds so awesome, you'll have to show them all off, i can't wait to see them!
Oh, excuse me, there is no new facial decor. You are so dermatologically expressive that I acted prematurely. Now that I take a second look I realize there are no new adornments.
Honey you crack me up. I love it... dermatologically expressive, that's brilliant. I will eventually have more facial and body adornments, piercing wise, but for now I am working on the tattoos... grim reaper and all LOL no really, there's a new video up from last night of the outcome of my zeus and leda tattoo piece for my Mom, xoxo
Also, the constipation is most likely due to medications, the edema and slowed metabolism. How bad is it at this point? if you want to PM me about it, please do - I saw your comment yesterday and YT ate my response!
It's called edema and that is not your actual body weight. It's the water. It's your body reacting. The only thing you can do is elevate your legs, increase your protein intake and eat water releasing foods (foods that increase urination)... as well as massage the swollen areas for circulation. I went through medically acute edema during severe refeeding syndrome and my skin pit a good 1 to 1 1/2 inches when you touched it, it was like human marshmellow man and very painful, worst pain ever
I love this video! I say that every time you make one haha but I love being so close to your lovely face and your gorgeous brown eyes!! I wanted to ask you a favour. Can you do a shoutout for Charlie in the net video pleeeeez. He was waving at you throughout this one and saying "hiya Johnny hiya Johnny" I couldn't explain to him that you couldn't say hiya back - thankies hunni much love huggs and kisses x x x x x x x x x x x x
He is such an angel. Your comments always bring me joy, honestly like pure joy. I just made him a video, it's uploading now. Make sure the speakers aren't too loud though, there is a little monkey screaming to wake me up and it gets loud for a moment.
AND OMG, this is my third comment, but I totally know what you mean when you say that people get insecure about their "eye smiles"! My husband HATES when I mention his, but the only reason I say anything is because I LOVE THEM! They are so precious and beautiful, and they mean that you live, love, and laugh a LOT! :) /huggggggles One day I shall be at those meet-ups. You ever doing anything in CenCal? Oooo, did you hear about the holistic ED event in Pleasant Hill? I'll send you a PM...
: ) Thanks again for the Pm and info. I actually wanted study at JFK after I obtain a degree in psychology, it's a great local resource. However, I have really shifted my focus. Anyhow, this workshop/seminar day sounds really healing. If my schedule were to permit, I'd be there.
Ooo, and you know, Bakersfield (where I live) is like THE AGRICULTURE centre of the NATION! ;) We've got some of the best veggies and fruits. Have you ever been to Morro Bay? They have an AMAZING avocado stand (more like HUGE orchard) with all KINDS of avocados! ;) I wish I could meet up with you so I could give you a big bag of them. Anyway, it hailed here yesterday, so instead of pitter-patter, it was BING-BANG on the windows. ;) It looked like it had snowed! Anyway, thanks again! :D
Avocado = Amazing. I make it into guacamole and just eat the guacamole plain. This video is so funny- lip smackin' good. :D Okay, my recipe for guacamole- One avocado + a squeeze of half of a lemon + shake or two of garlic salt + shake or two of pepper = Mash it up! Nice nice nice. I'm glad someone was nice to you, Johnny, when you were nice to them! (Especially in the City!) What sort of volunteer work have you done in the past? Thanks for all you do, hun! Has it hailed there yet?!
Yet again I thank you for another great video, you always have a way of making me feel better, whenever I need it, its like BAM theres johnny again making me smile! hehe you truely are a wonder, an amazing person, so sincere and genuine. Thank you for making these videos darlin. I hope you have a great day full of wonderful blessings and happiness. Much love <3 NacolleMarie
well i gotta be honest, i have never had an avocado lol so next time i visit the grocery store, im gonna go to the produce section and think of u johnny and buy some and try them lol
yummy! make sure you allow it to ripen before eating it, it should be somewhat soft, yet firm if you press into it lightly. Like a mango..... you don't want to eat an avocado if it's hard, but not if it's mushy either.
yes, avocado art pickin' --- also, store it in the fridge for longer life... or to ripen a nonripe avocado, place it in a brown paper bag and in a few days... perfecto
Thank you so much for this video,it was very calming to watch this.Because..well i havent been to well today this whole issue with my friend :/ someone so dear to me isnt talking to me as of late and i couldnt stop crying until i saw this video,
and its been 4 days since ive eaten anything because of that but thanks for giving me the strength.I think i will go ejoy an avocado :) *hugs*
oh dear, i know how hard it is to deal with relationship/friendship issues and i'm sorry you dealt with four days of torture but glad you are open to breaking the starvation - it will help LIFT your mood and get your more stable to better handle emotions and reactions. everything is brain chemical related, more nutrition - more function.
I wish I could share. I have so many organic ones here in 3 different varities. BTW. GARLIC is your best friend right now Eli, it zaps my colds and heals my immune... Are you doing anything natural right now? If not, I will rawguru you all better... Let me know.
I am getting my next one tomorrow but the 2 I have planned after that are actually an avocado and a coconut... so... You may of been being silly here but you are right on the money LOL because I am getting these 2 pieces of love to respect and honor my raw food lifestyle and earth offerings... it's also ed progress related.
do you have a censored pic of it for email? that doesn't show something you shouldnt show... also have you seen flicker's photo club of produce tattoos? omg i love fruit and veggie tatts
Ooooo-I had an avocado for dinner (lol) just before I watched this. My friend's sister gave it to me last night and I had it tonight before it got overripe.
Ahh I call them smiley eyes. I love that on people. ^ _ ^
You are doing so well. I am proud of you..and I was wondering if you would have time to send me a few sites that could help me begin the raw food diet?
Every few days I give my ears a break. Those earrings have cheap backings and tend to create chaos at times.. so it's cleaner and better to give them a break... sometimes it's a purity thing too, not sure but I feel an essence of youngness, hard to explain. Less distraction?
Johnny, I could feel the piece within your heart in this vid. Not some fake crap! But real happiness. "I love laugh lines there the best of the best !!! " Sending a little blue bird to sit on your shoulder and whisle pos, pos, positive, happy tunes in your ear tommarow as well ! Don't worry he won't poooo on your shoulder. he, he ! Hugs !!! :D
This video gave me such a sense of peace. I feel like we are sharing a rainy day sleepover. It made me really happy and serene. Thank you. It was a blessing to hear all the good in your life today.
you are my warrior woman. consider the weight gain a blessing, your body is in crisis and needs all the health it can get right now. mail goes out again tomorrow, your mailbox will be filled with johnny love soon. hugs and kisses and healing energy. you are in my prayers, daily.
ok I've finished watching and dear wifey, thank you so much for sharing that experience with us! It felt so personal, you were so in the moment, so aware, and up close I am SO proud of you through this video, avocado power all the way!!!
i knew in my heart that beyond the giggles, the cuteness, the avocado, you would see the real meaning to this.. the joy of pure bliss and the honesty of my heart spoken through my eyes. i love you. tonight is movie night with mom and a little gift exchange, xoxo
no, not in any shape or form. they are known for their nourishing and lubricating effects and could fall under the list of natural laxative foods... they are also a complete fruit, rawsomely balanced.
i love you my sweet beet, never a dull moment, such a beautiful family we are...coco did not come by for valentine's day. he said he was craving some of your chocolates... did he strike at midnight??? he sent me a picture with cacao stuck up in his grill.
mmmm they are my staple foods, seriously. i love everything about them. i could meditate on them forever. i could sit in a bath of avocado and make guacamole angels. mmmm unleash the avocado beast.
My grandpa had two avocado trees in his farm so we would go and have lunch under them during summer. One day while we were eating, an avocado fall on his head. He was unconscious for about 10 minutes. We realize that eating under those trees during avocado season was not a very good idea but we still do it anyways its so much fun!
Thank you. The eyes can't lie. I really enjoyed being this upclose and personal, it felt like I was speaking from my heart through my eyes... like little brown portal windows to the soul.
You and me plus arts and crafts plus avocados plus hello kitty spoons plus sunshine plus barefeet on grass equals... we are so hooking this up when you move back here this fall.
delicious!!!! ^_^
KellykaLynn 2 years ago
You have the most beautiful eyes... I noticed that before you even talked about the eye-smiling thing.
idioteque90 3 years ago
WOW. You are in a very safe, serene, balanced place mentally and emotionally and that is FANTASTIC! Knowing how much anxiety is a part of an ED as well as OCD on top of that, and you are calm, not freaking out about taking on something that wouldn't have been possible a short time ago...
forget taking a step forward in recovery, you've freaking sprinted and jumped a high hurdle. I think you've got recovery nailed with this kind of hard work :D
P.S. Avocados are amazing!!
shmeezel 3 years ago
This comment is comforting. You are encouraging and beautiful. Thank you for your offering of kindness and compassion. Gratitude.
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
watching your videos always seems to make me feel better, thanks.
WTFsimonPLZ 3 years ago
Ah this was beautiful:)!
you help me appreciate things so much more..
Love
eifosnosslo 3 years ago
ahhh beautiful!!!
and you sound so serene and wise :)
xxx
CinnamonPhoenix 3 years ago
i love me a whole lot of you bunny hunny. ps. i am getting a birds of paradise tatt eventually too. we will be twins. i keep forgetting to mention this to you from my last video... peacock feather, birds of paradise, coconut and avocado, a swan lake piece, some ed phrase font... are all on the top of my current tatt list. oh and of course my blowing dandelion too.
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
ooh that's awesome! :D i can't wait for my birds but will be a little while, i don't have enough money just yet...
also on my list are jasmine flowers on one foot, arabic text on the other and a few more pieces of text, i also want a bunny rabbit tattoo :D but can't decide where yet
your list sounds so awesome, you'll have to show them all off, i can't wait to see them!
xxx
CinnamonPhoenix 3 years ago
You challenged me with this one; I like that.
Ending with the statement that nutrition is something you can "cherish"- I'm going to be reflecting on that today.
Glad to hear you had such a great weekend. Much love
rockbythetree 3 years ago
Oh, excuse me, there is no new facial decor. You are so dermatologically expressive that I acted prematurely. Now that I take a second look I realize there are no new adornments.
5pork5 3 years ago
Honey you crack me up. I love it... dermatologically expressive, that's brilliant. I will eventually have more facial and body adornments, piercing wise, but for now I am working on the tattoos... grim reaper and all LOL no really, there's a new video up from last night of the outcome of my zeus and leda tattoo piece for my Mom, xoxo
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
Also, the constipation is most likely due to medications, the edema and slowed metabolism. How bad is it at this point? if you want to PM me about it, please do - I saw your comment yesterday and YT ate my response!
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
It's called edema and that is not your actual body weight. It's the water. It's your body reacting. The only thing you can do is elevate your legs, increase your protein intake and eat water releasing foods (foods that increase urination)... as well as massage the swollen areas for circulation. I went through medically acute edema during severe refeeding syndrome and my skin pit a good 1 to 1 1/2 inches when you touched it, it was like human marshmellow man and very painful, worst pain ever
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
Ah, new facial decor!
Change is good.
Avocados are good.
Bacon is good.
5pork5 3 years ago
wait what new facial decor?
avocado = Heaven! i have the bacon variety here but also have 2 others, hass being my favorite.
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
I love this video! I say that every time you make one haha but I love being so close to your lovely face and your gorgeous brown eyes!! I wanted to ask you a favour. Can you do a shoutout for Charlie in the net video pleeeeez. He was waving at you throughout this one and saying "hiya Johnny hiya Johnny" I couldn't explain to him that you couldn't say hiya back - thankies hunni much love huggs and kisses x x x x x x x x x x x x
cubbles7 3 years ago
that's meant to say next video - lol!! x
cubbles7 3 years ago
He is such an angel. Your comments always bring me joy, honestly like pure joy. I just made him a video, it's uploading now. Make sure the speakers aren't too loud though, there is a little monkey screaming to wake me up and it gets loud for a moment.
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
AND OMG, this is my third comment, but I totally know what you mean when you say that people get insecure about their "eye smiles"! My husband HATES when I mention his, but the only reason I say anything is because I LOVE THEM! They are so precious and beautiful, and they mean that you live, love, and laugh a LOT! :) /huggggggles One day I shall be at those meet-ups. You ever doing anything in CenCal? Oooo, did you hear about the holistic ED event in Pleasant Hill? I'll send you a PM...
prettysailorusagi 3 years ago
: ) Thanks again for the Pm and info. I actually wanted study at JFK after I obtain a degree in psychology, it's a great local resource. However, I have really shifted my focus. Anyhow, this workshop/seminar day sounds really healing. If my schedule were to permit, I'd be there.
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
Ooo, and you know, Bakersfield (where I live) is like THE AGRICULTURE centre of the NATION! ;) We've got some of the best veggies and fruits. Have you ever been to Morro Bay? They have an AMAZING avocado stand (more like HUGE orchard) with all KINDS of avocados! ;) I wish I could meet up with you so I could give you a big bag of them. Anyway, it hailed here yesterday, so instead of pitter-patter, it was BING-BANG on the windows. ;) It looked like it had snowed! Anyway, thanks again! :D
prettysailorusagi 3 years ago
I wish I could snap my fingers and go frollic the fields there... with permission of the farmers of course. Do you do co-op with the farms?
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
Avocado = Amazing. I make it into guacamole and just eat the guacamole plain. This video is so funny- lip smackin' good. :D Okay, my recipe for guacamole- One avocado + a squeeze of half of a lemon + shake or two of garlic salt + shake or two of pepper = Mash it up! Nice nice nice. I'm glad someone was nice to you, Johnny, when you were nice to them! (Especially in the City!) What sort of volunteer work have you done in the past? Thanks for all you do, hun! Has it hailed there yet?!
prettysailorusagi 3 years ago
Yet again I thank you for another great video, you always have a way of making me feel better, whenever I need it, its like BAM theres johnny again making me smile! hehe you truely are a wonder, an amazing person, so sincere and genuine. Thank you for making these videos darlin. I hope you have a great day full of wonderful blessings and happiness. Much love <3 NacolleMarie
missgrace2211 3 years ago
well i gotta be honest, i have never had an avocado lol so next time i visit the grocery store, im gonna go to the produce section and think of u johnny and buy some and try them lol
vllplee69 3 years ago
yummy! make sure you allow it to ripen before eating it, it should be somewhat soft, yet firm if you press into it lightly. Like a mango..... you don't want to eat an avocado if it's hard, but not if it's mushy either.
theskinnypig 3 years ago
yes, avocado art pickin' --- also, store it in the fridge for longer life... or to ripen a nonripe avocado, place it in a brown paper bag and in a few days... perfecto
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
and maybe with a banana, or an apple too!
theskinnypig 3 years ago
I admire your sincerity , you're so brave!
Your eyes are so shiny and beautiful and they look even better when you laugh.
Avogado power! LOL
GISMOON8 3 years ago
NOM i love avocados with just the tiniest sprinkle of salt hehe.
ben314z 3 years ago
I find you so wise.
You've helped alot <3
gregyboy 3 years ago
How sweet, thank you. It must be all these avocados lol
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
Thank you so much for this video,it was very calming to watch this.Because..well i havent been to well today this whole issue with my friend :/ someone so dear to me isnt talking to me as of late and i couldnt stop crying until i saw this video,
and its been 4 days since ive eaten anything because of that but thanks for giving me the strength.I think i will go ejoy an avocado :) *hugs*
nooyouGoeatpoop 3 years ago
oh dear, i know how hard it is to deal with relationship/friendship issues and i'm sorry you dealt with four days of torture but glad you are open to breaking the starvation - it will help LIFT your mood and get your more stable to better handle emotions and reactions. everything is brain chemical related, more nutrition - more function.
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
I am sooo jealous,...ate my last avocado yesterday...god...even in my condition with a bad cold...it looks great!!.
permacultureli 3 years ago
I wish I could share. I have so many organic ones here in 3 different varities. BTW. GARLIC is your best friend right now Eli, it zaps my colds and heals my immune... Are you doing anything natural right now? If not, I will rawguru you all better... Let me know.
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
please make you next tattoo be an avocado
im a vegan and i recently got carrot haha
:}
love you always kiddo
g
eyelashesonearth 3 years ago
I am getting my next one tomorrow but the 2 I have planned after that are actually an avocado and a coconut... so... You may of been being silly here but you are right on the money LOL because I am getting these 2 pieces of love to respect and honor my raw food lifestyle and earth offerings... it's also ed progress related.
I want to see your carrot, pronot! please?!
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
SO EXITED!
i wasn't being silly lol,
i am in culinary school, as a vegan,and three years post successful recovery from anorexia nervosa-
i decided to further honor food for all the wondrous things it has taught me
(haha i also got it in vegan ink :)
HOWEVER it dose happen to be placed extremely close to one.. not so internet safe part of this lady's body so no :{
eyelashesonearth 3 years ago
do you have a censored pic of it for email? that doesn't show something you shouldnt show... also have you seen flicker's photo club of produce tattoos? omg i love fruit and veggie tatts
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
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eyelashesonearth 3 years ago
Ahhh, I LOVE avocado. I'd kill to have one right now!
yowee1234 3 years ago
Ooooo-I had an avocado for dinner (lol) just before I watched this. My friend's sister gave it to me last night and I had it tonight before it got overripe.
Ahh I call them smiley eyes. I love that on people. ^ _ ^
thesoothingsurf 3 years ago
You are doing so well. I am proud of you..and I was wondering if you would have time to send me a few sites that could help me begin the raw food diet?
DottieCVaughn 3 years ago
You took out your earings
margittarget 3 years ago
Every few days I give my ears a break. Those earrings have cheap backings and tend to create chaos at times.. so it's cleaner and better to give them a break... sometimes it's a purity thing too, not sure but I feel an essence of youngness, hard to explain. Less distraction?
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
aw this makes me so happy (:
i am so proud of you! and you are such an inspiration
ccchhhhriiisttaaa 3 years ago
Johnny, I could feel the piece within your heart in this vid. Not some fake crap! But real happiness. "I love laugh lines there the best of the best !!! " Sending a little blue bird to sit on your shoulder and whisle pos, pos, positive, happy tunes in your ear tommarow as well ! Don't worry he won't poooo on your shoulder. he, he ! Hugs !!! :D
soulardbill 3 years ago
100% lovely.
wolffenhaus 3 years ago
papaya is just as good for reeeeeal. the two of them taste like heaven mixed with lemon. mmmmmmm love!!!
YIPPPYSKIPPY 3 years ago
i love this i love you can confirm to yourself and to others that you are beautiful an you have the strength to
make a video and
show us what you've achived and still are achieving thank you for doing this for you
and for us! i love you this is great dont ever stop
stay stong
maya!
wickedwatwat1 3 years ago
Ahhh we know how excited I get at the sight or mention of an avacado! Just as I was compiling my shopping list aswell.. RESULT! xxx
PopGoThePeaches 3 years ago
This video gave me such a sense of peace. I feel like we are sharing a rainy day sleepover. It made me really happy and serene. Thank you. It was a blessing to hear all the good in your life today.
starla1133 3 years ago
thank you. the more the merrier!
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
you are my warrior woman. consider the weight gain a blessing, your body is in crisis and needs all the health it can get right now. mail goes out again tomorrow, your mailbox will be filled with johnny love soon. hugs and kisses and healing energy. you are in my prayers, daily.
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
ok I've finished watching and dear wifey, thank you so much for sharing that experience with us! It felt so personal, you were so in the moment, so aware, and up close I am SO proud of you through this video, avocado power all the way!!!
theskinnypig 3 years ago
i knew in my heart that beyond the giggles, the cuteness, the avocado, you would see the real meaning to this.. the joy of pure bliss and the honesty of my heart spoken through my eyes. i love you. tonight is movie night with mom and a little gift exchange, xoxo
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
enjoy your evening dear one, and blessings, namaste to you! live joyful!
theskinnypig 3 years ago
no, not in any shape or form. they are known for their nourishing and lubricating effects and could fall under the list of natural laxative foods... they are also a complete fruit, rawsomely balanced.
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
avocado power!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
theskinnypig 3 years ago
i love you my sweet beet, never a dull moment, such a beautiful family we are...coco did not come by for valentine's day. he said he was craving some of your chocolates... did he strike at midnight??? he sent me a picture with cacao stuck up in his grill.
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
awesome! Unleash the rawsome spectacularly healthy power of Avocado!!!
gth216a 3 years ago
mmmm they are my staple foods, seriously. i love everything about them. i could meditate on them forever. i could sit in a bath of avocado and make guacamole angels. mmmm unleash the avocado beast.
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
My grandpa got knocked off by an avocado!!
Valebare 3 years ago
lol dare i ask what you mean? no really, can you explain this one?
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
My grandpa had two avocado trees in his farm so we would go and have lunch under them during summer. One day while we were eating, an avocado fall on his head. He was unconscious for about 10 minutes. We realize that eating under those trees during avocado season was not a very good idea but we still do it anyways its so much fun!
Valebare 3 years ago
Oh no, poor thing... how horrible. People in Thailand and other places die, high rates too, from durians, death by durian... how horrible.
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
i freakin love alvacado!!!!!
sushicatny 3 years ago
GOOD! I eat 1-2 rull size ripe organic, locally grown, avocados a DAY. Enjoy!
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
You have really pretty eyes :)
hillaryheartcore1 3 years ago
Thank you. The eyes can't lie. I really enjoyed being this upclose and personal, it felt like I was speaking from my heart through my eyes... like little brown portal windows to the soul.
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
Oh how I love an avocado with some fresh lime juice squeezed on top and a dash of sea salt...mmmm....
JamieSnyderTV 3 years ago
You and me plus arts and crafts plus avocados plus hello kitty spoons plus sunshine plus barefeet on grass equals... we are so hooking this up when you move back here this fall.
MyOwnStickFigure 3 years ago
Perhaps season that recipe with a couple tattoos and a generous helping of thrifting!
A recipe for healing and success!
JamieSnyderTV 3 years ago