FTM 2 Years On T Slideshow

[chanelKIREI]

@laidbaqq: watching your videos has made me very confident in myself & sexuality. I was raised in a religious house so coming out is a sort of 'transition' for me.. Because im not being my FULL self.. I cant wear my colors without some1 questioning it. Im going through a daily battle because morally i know it isnt right but i cant stop these feelings. I have been feeling for this way for a very long time. This isnt a trend for me,this is ME. The more i watch your vids,The more confident i get..

[KTevolved]

Wow u r extreamly attractive, just looking at u is just wow

[chanelKIREI]

You are very nice looking.. I love your videos.. Its crazy that you were born a woman because I cant tell at all.. One thing though:i would love to see some before & after pictures of you in a updated video,if its possible.. Your videos are giving some people who feel the same you felt before you transitioned a hope that things can go good.. Stay blessed..

[laidbaqq]

@chanelKIREI I never was a woman, just assumed to have been. You mean now compared to life before T?

Thanks, good to know. I was hoping to communicate that. I can remember all of the fear I had of transitioning, it being wrong and making my life in society a complete mess. It didn't. It got better. Better than I could have ever imagined. Do you use tumblr?

[chanelKIREI]

@laidbaqq I am so sorry about the misunderstanding.. Yes I meant how is life now on T compared to when you wasnt?? I really like watching your videos because it gives me my own source of confidence to finally come out to my family. I guess you can say that is my own transitioning. Its somewhat hard for me because all my family is religious so its like a battle between morals & what I feel.Its a daily battle. But who I truly am and how I feel isn't going anywhere anytime soon....

[laidbaqq]

@chanelKIREI I think I sprinkle that info out in my videos. My life now is something my previous way of living never could have given me. I am glad that you can take something from my videos. You are right, who are isnt going anywhere. Most you can do is embrace it.

[chanelKIREI]

@laidbaqq:thank you for making these videos because they are very helpful to people like myself.. and no i do not have a tumblr;do i need one?? ;-)winks

[laidbaqq]

@chanelKIREI No, I was simply asking because I could have posted a few pics instead of making yet another slideshow of myself lol

[chanelKIREI]

@laidbaqq: oh i just thought u had wanted to chat:-( just shut me down lol..#feeling a little crunchy..personally, i like the slideshow videos of you. and once again thanks for the videos..im thinking of making a vlog to but i dont have any topic that i would talk about.. any suggestions??

[BlackTransGuyParis]

Very handsome man

[powderpink]

you are real as rain!!

[laidbaqq]

@powderpink I love rain.

[Catpn]

and dayumnnnnn @ Sept11 verrry nice!!

[Catpn]

wonderful !!!

[NEKKyD]

my dude... loving the locks

[traceMilan81]

so cute

[mosto4000]

Boy, you are handsome. <33

[didithejanetfan13]

This is a great video. You've transitioned very well and I'm glad you're happy and doing well. By making these videos you've helped me to gain many perspectives about the Trans community and made me want to do more to help. Keep it up!!

[laidbaqq]

@didithejanetfan13 Hey, thanks!

[didithejanetfan13]

@laidbaqq You're welcome :)

[MzFreaKyLova97]

I like your videos, i like how you show us how it is, i like your work. I think you've answered to all my questions, with each of your videos, by just watching you or by listening to you.. I don't think i'm going to take this decision, but thank you my opinion is more clear now.. =) Love & Respect.

[gawgetter]

Beautiful video. Happy New year!

[MrsFeliciaBrown08]

Omg so sexy it hurts

[ValentinThirteen]

Lookin' very masculine! And stylish too :D

[charmedwthempathy]

I just had to say that you are amazing! I cant believe anything about you, but you're real. Handsome, sexy, intelligent and wonderful in every way possible. Seeing your videos makes me happy. And being able to see you does the same. Amazing. And look at that baby! Lol.

[laidbaqq]

@charmedwthempathy :) thank you, love. Thats my godson, aint he cute!

[vvvoltavolta]

you have beautiful eyes like Tupac :)

[bambam6231973]

Great vid

[Giftofgoingnatural09]

Wow!!!One of the MosT Attractive Ever!!!

[JAZZsOULJAH]

Hey! Blessful Holidays to You. You would be an awesome male model in Paris London. I'm study their video's here. My own collectin clothing line for Gents: SafairiJaz Collection. Name after my twin and I. Would love to invite you to model in my first show here in Vegas next summer. Be Well! Jazperi

[1SUPAWEIRDO]

you are a sexy mofo

[rarestcat]

i dig your style

[CHSMB09]

You're so freaking sexy!

[Glenodessa]

Awesome video!! You look great..

[MrDerekJW]

I hope to have smooth transition too. Your vids give me hope. thanks for posting.



[ThirdCoffeeCup]

All I see is that you're great!! :) ;)

[mzvirgostarr429]

much respect for you allowin others in on your personal voyage to bein one with your inner self. i continue to hope others in the lgbt community will continue to enlighten others on personal acceptance and makin yourself happy first.

[laidbaqq]

@mzvirgostarr429 I hope so as well.

[JAZZsOULJAH]

LET US KNOW IF YOU NEED US MAN; YOU ARE REAL LIKE THAT. WOULD SHOULD HAVE A FTM CONVENTION IN VEGAS; AND TAKE IT BY STROM. OH IF I PERHAPS SUGGEST; THE MORE YOU TWIST YOUR DREADS; YOU STRESS THEM; JUST LAY BACK AND LET YOUR YOUR ROOTS EXPRESS THEMSELVES..I WEAR DREADS; IN THE MIDDLE OF BACK; I LIVE; THEY LIVE.. MISS YOU ALREADY. IRIE..JAZPERI

[laidbaqq]

@JAZZsOULJAH I do not twist my hair that often, and it comes loose rather quickly anyway.

[JAZZsOULJAH]

WOW!!!MERCY...EVERYTIME I VIES THIS VIDEO I HAVE TO PLAY SOME KEM..MAZE..SOMTHING. PLEASE BECOME A FTM MODEL; WE NEED MORE OF THIS. LOL..I TO AM FTM; WITHOUT ANY ENHANCEMENT. HAVE ME ONE OF YOU INVEGAS..BE BLESS AND WELL..IRIE..JAZPER

[themoe85]

Omg u so sexy. Just had to say that lol.

[LakePylot1]

Tht girl at 2:41...mmmm,mmm,mmm

[laidbaqq]

@LakePylot1 lol I take it you find her attractive.

[84leolady]

Sexy, you kinda look like omarion..cute

[PoloBaby45]

Yu have,a pretty smile!

[laidbaqq]

@PoloBaby45 thats what my insurance paid for! lol

[Nick11J]

I just have to say you look GREAT! I definitely wish you well throught out your entire transition.

[TheAntagonist87]

my god you are sexyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!

[nikkiherizen200]

love you boy!!! you are a beautiful energy!!!all growth is in the direction of love and happiness.... stay positive!!!

[MrAustinHJ]

Congratulations, you look great and so happy!

[DopeHandz83]

Sexxi...happy for you. (:

[AmbitiousGirl86]

NICE :)

[bronzz]

handsome :)



[IdaRodionov]

Congratulations! :) You're so incredibly hot, I get health issues just by watching this ^^

[Hazardmusic88]

great stuff x :) 8 weeks 2morrow for me long way to go but getting there. nice update once again :P

[poetrytolive]

Congrats! It's crazy that I've been watching since the beginning.

Ps. You're lookin hot :)

[FreckelzMarie]

i love the pcture of you in the tree. CONGRATS ON YEAR 2

[laidbaqq]

@MrQueenAllie Inbox me.

[Mr247star]

ur fine ass

[diece561]

Congrats... My first T day was 11.11.11..

[laidbaqq]

@diece561 heyy congratulations

[phoenixjodirae]

Your Amazing... "Love Ya" Congratulations

[reeseiimage]

your so cute!!!!

[marmar0007]

you are hot, i like your killer sense of style too man. congrats!

[xxHersheysKissesxx]

Can tell you from the DMV cuz of the GoGo lol

[iagoarchangel]

Enjoy your break. I look forward to your return.

[buttsandwich]

damn u can dress your azz off...what colonge do u wear?

[laidbaqq]

@buttsandwich thnx. Black from Rue 21, Vurt and Kira from Pac Sun.

[Forlaniz3]

You're so.. ohh, I'm drooling. Wait... wait... faints.

[KaywanDaBoss]

Congrats!

[cymonebreathe]

congrats! :o)

[TheAmbitiousDreamer]

I think I need Some More T In My System im lacking a lil bit lol

[tfpunk1979]

Congrats man you look amazing you sound happy and in a good place warms my heart to see that.

[KZSTUD93]

Wow maybe its weird to say this but watching you all the way through I'm proud of you dude . No pun intended I call everyone that . But you look great and seem to be doing well . Glad that you hung in there . Keep going and until your the person you want to be . Just don't forget to come back and share that person with us . !

[NefariousWTF]

You are beautiful!

[TheWhitechapelMurder]

You look like Omarion haha but you look good bro wish I had facial hair aha.

[ZyonisFTM]

Congrats Man! Over the hill

[84source]

respect

[KrisES46]

i did your new? adinkra tattoo! Very fitting and great placement!

[laidbaqq]

@KrisES46 Thanks! I felt it was about time I got something to represent what has taken place and will continue to.

[moolikeachicken]

*swoon* so handsome : DDD

[Transexualism]

Nice man ;)

[Transexualism]

Nice ;)

[rayshaun092309]

You look GREAT!!

[ItsMeCrystalETV]

Xavier...like this is so dope...Your transition on the outside is great...but you can tell by your videos the changes taking place inside as far as your being is even greater..just showing DMV luv. Stay up.

[jayhdee5]

Xavey Pavey!!! *tears of joy*

[sigmund30]

you look good baby.....im glad u hung in there...

[sarkazzII]

awesomeness!

[TheRealGrandMoss]

I kno I've said this before, but you really do look like Omar Epps!!!

[laidbaqq]

@TheRealGrandMoss Omar Epps though? Naw, don't think so.

[TheCPX3]

.@TheRealGrandMoss maybe you meant omarion.! lol

[laidbaqq]

@TheCPX3 thats what I was thinking lol

[ResidentJackass]

nice chops man

[didithejanetfan13]

It's hard to believe it's already been two years. I feel proud to say that I had the honor of watching the beginning of your transition up till now

[Studdedout2008]

Ur transition is going very well... do u feel like ur voice will get even deeper? how long u been growing ur locs fam? ~CJ~ ty for sharing with us

[laidbaqq]

@Studdedout2008 I have no clue. Even now, it still fluctuates. About a year & 5 months.

[tewhott4tv]

Looking good yo...

[DylanIsJD]

Where are you from? Is that GoGo I hear in the background?

[laidbaqq]

@DylanIsJD It is. PG County.