A sigh ... Wondering if wanting to be with you is courage or foolishness ... Or bit of both... It doesn't matter now... Still a sigh that can mean hundreds of different combination of emotions ... You still have my heart in your hands.
For me it's like dialing numbers and hanging up about dozens of time in a day, or throwing the phone in a hole I dig in the backyard, just to furiously digging it up again about ten times a day... All in all I will still get the 'you want what is not there for you' and that what is in my head and heart is not real ... You tried to convince me of that when I was around you, you know what's best right?
3 days ago, yesterday. How I wish it was only 3 hours ago, today. Just watching the sand run out, the train moving away. Just to be a thought, a distant echo, a memory in time.
For me, it feels like your always there. Like a shadow in my thoughts. I have a bit of anxiety, tight stomach n jaw closed tight. Well, you won't be reading this anyway. Thought I saw you about 30 times today, must look straight ahead when I drive. Why even look, I know itz not you..
Hope this will help you crack that nut, as I listen to this tune I have come by to tell you this is my last post on these streams of clips we have as company to our thoughts. I am no good emotionally being here and I am also physically sick (didn't wanna say). With a very heavy heart I leave my last resort of comfort here... I will miss you always, you've been a rock to me. X v
I saw all your messages... Thank you. It rained last night... There's a painting in city I did just for you. I have stopped re designing, that's permanent on the grid. Maybe one day up in the mountain where the air is fresh and the rain is new we can meet and be... Then again maybe not but it's ok to dream I think. I love you with all my heart and soul xxx
I just simply love you ....
VSnagglepuss 1 week ago
A sigh ... Wondering if wanting to be with you is courage or foolishness ... Or bit of both... It doesn't matter now... Still a sigh that can mean hundreds of different combination of emotions ... You still have my heart in your hands.
VSnagglepuss 1 month ago
I do care about your health, I'm so sorry. I'll respond no more.
Cheekydaddyo 1 month ago
'meet me by the water' RY
VSnagglepuss 1 month ago
For me it's like dialing numbers and hanging up about dozens of time in a day, or throwing the phone in a hole I dig in the backyard, just to furiously digging it up again about ten times a day... All in all I will still get the 'you want what is not there for you' and that what is in my head and heart is not real ... You tried to convince me of that when I was around you, you know what's best right?
VSnagglepuss 1 month ago
3 days ago, yesterday. How I wish it was only 3 hours ago, today. Just watching the sand run out, the train moving away. Just to be a thought, a distant echo, a memory in time.
Cheekydaddyo 1 month ago
For me, it feels like your always there. Like a shadow in my thoughts. I have a bit of anxiety, tight stomach n jaw closed tight. Well, you won't be reading this anyway. Thought I saw you about 30 times today, must look straight ahead when I drive. Why even look, I know itz not you..
Cheekydaddyo 1 month ago
Please ignore the sick part, that's selfish of me... All will be ok. You look after your precious ones, they need you and you need them. Xxx
VSnagglepuss 1 month ago
Hope this will help you crack that nut, as I listen to this tune I have come by to tell you this is my last post on these streams of clips we have as company to our thoughts. I am no good emotionally being here and I am also physically sick (didn't wanna say). With a very heavy heart I leave my last resort of comfort here... I will miss you always, you've been a rock to me. X v
VSnagglepuss 1 month ago
I saw all your messages... Thank you. It rained last night... There's a painting in city I did just for you. I have stopped re designing, that's permanent on the grid. Maybe one day up in the mountain where the air is fresh and the rain is new we can meet and be... Then again maybe not but it's ok to dream I think. I love you with all my heart and soul xxx
VSnagglepuss 1 month ago
About decade ago, I learned to play this on my housemate's piano ... I was half way there.
VSnagglepuss 1 month ago
Lists of clips... This is the first one I picked... Coincidence?
VSnagglepuss 2 months ago
I was named after this character, my mother watched the movie in the hospital after she had me.
hippytreehugger4ever 4 months ago
The struggling year of 1982 remembered............
nancyfloressantos 1 year ago