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  • this is such a terrible illness. I wish we had a cure for it, but you will probably struggle with this for the rest of your life. But dont worry, battle scars build character. Stay positive, you've already won the biggest battle.. consciously knowing that this is not the person you want to be. you are stronger and certainly beautiful because of your endurance and your will to move forward. thanks for sharing ur story

  • you seems to have such a happy life at the beginning of the story...So why does the whole anorexic started? But you don't look anorexic at all in your photos...Maybe it's too much graphic so u didn't show it? :\

  • @LoverGothicGaaraKai anorexia doesnt mean just bones 200 calories a day is the key point that means she was severely anorexic like everyday she only at a can of soup her body was going drastically down hill and fast and she was happy but little things probably built up like a friend being skinner and getting more guys to like her

  • your story made me sad.. :'( I wish you a LOT of luck.. :)

  • Your really pretty how you where im really big I will kill for your looks and body good luck

  • You looked happy in every picture.. and I don't understand how Anorexia works.. because all you have to do its eat... just eat like Crazy! XD try all kinds of delicious Foods!! mmmm I'm hungry now..

  • i was happy.. I'm not anymore.. anorexia is my reality.. i weigh 59lbs and I'm 14.

  • Yur gorgeous girl!

  • i rather look at dead people than this. and as for you, dont let others tell you any different. you are beautiful and everyone is beautiful just the way they are. stay healthy and stay happy.good luck in the future.

  • this world is so stupid, so full of skinny ugly girls. i dont know why, its is so stupid. if i could change the world, ill just set the whole world on fire and watch them suffer. keep starving yourself, you are not getting anything. you;ll get sick and dehydrated and then, people have to give a shit about this when there is more in life. dumbass. dont regret once you're dead. when death seems overwhelming, remember that you still have to get up to throw up and starve in the morning. sigh..

  • i have recenty turned anorexic im 12 and on a regular day i eat maybe a little over 200 or 300 calories. My friends keep say that if i didnt eat lunch the will shove food in my lunch to make me eat, so all of u who r making fun of people for eating disorders, it could happen to u i nvr dreamt it could happen to me but it did

  • @iluvbrightcolours YOU ARE 12!!!! oh my gosh, you should be playing with barbies or going to dance classes!!!! you can eat whatever u want but in portions!!! and DANCE!!!

  • @iluvbrightcolours LISTEN TO YOUR FRIENDS. they cared about you. i was a bullimic and i suffered from anorexia for 5 years just to fit in. i got sick and i waste my parents money to support for the medical and treatment. and then i got so bored with these 'girls wanting to be thin and pretty', i start eating healthy again and working out. i was thin, and people make fun of me and its no good for me. so i stopped. i gave up.. and so far im doing great. just listen to people who cares about you.

  • I can't tell if I have a eating disorder. I hate all food and never eat. I'm 11 and 62 pounds. This scares me.

  • היא ממש חמודה

  • what was the reasons for your eating disorder?

  • @meltingdiamonds they wanted to be pretty and accepted in a society where they dont give a shit about anything but their looks and their stupid weight. god, i hate anorexic girls. they are so ugly. and you cant fight that because everyone is against eating disorder and ive had enough showing my sympathy for these pathetic girls. and you are just wasting your time.

  • somehow i can't feel sorry for an anorexic, rich fool don't want to eat while there are close to a billlion people starving in Africa, what kind of a disease is "i don't want to eat"

  • @DJHastenz it's not that she just "didnt want to eat" she couldn't. it's a mental disorder. being skinny and sick is the symptom. the disease is in your mind. your mind tells you that you "can't have" or "dont deserve" food for x reason. it shows on the outside, but really is all about how the person deals with his/her mental state and emotions. you assume she's a "rich fool". i feel sorry for you. i know many anorexics who are barely getting by and are the nicest and smartest people

  • @ChaosInAGlassCage anorexia is a state of mind not a disease so yes their is choice in the matter, "couldn't" is a word that gets thrown around way too often when we are talking about someones erratic condition of the mind. Anorexia is a satellite of mental psychosis which pre programs a person's self esteem to mirror what they see in others and what they MUST do to change. It is a selfish way of thinking because they are hurting more than just themselves, families and friends feel the sting

  • @DJHastenz i really don't feel up to arguing about it anymore. i know what i'm talking about it and i will never be able to prove my point to someone who isn't able to see into my thoughts or understand them. i can try, but you don't know what it's like unless you've been there.

  • @ChaosInAGlassCage you justifiably can't make any valid argument against when i said that anorexia is a satellite of mental psychosis, its not a matter of can't its a matter of won't eat due to self esteem issues and exterior pressure of others. Wanting to appear attractive is done so through exercise, eating healthy and self discipline. self deprivation is a role reversal of being at a healthy state of mind. It acts like a vortex downward spiral, that though is the choice of the individual

  • anorexia is not how u look, its how u think. bullying, abuse and other terrible things lead ppl to be anorexic, wen they r perfect already. They dont just stop eatig cause they think theyre fat, they hope it will help them fit in. it is a disease that is to do wiv ppls brains not body. If u think ur ugly, fat and look horrible, U R NOT. u r beautiful in every way and if anyone abuses u or bullys u, they r a weaker person then u and need to feel strong. <3

  • Can i just say, Your beautiful!

  • anorexia is just an excuse for people when they get caught making themselves throw the fuck up cause they wanna be skinny if u wnna be skinny fuckin go work out go to the gym

  • @Noiseboxjuggalo1

    That's bulimia, actually.

    Anorexics work out constantly.

    Anorexia Nervosa is actually a mental disease.

    Stop being so ignorant. If you are going to post pathetic comments, then know your facts first, and don't click on the fucking video.

  • @Noiseboxjuggalo1 This is a serious disease. Nothing to do with choice. It overwhelms somebody. Anorexia is starvation and constant exercise. No throwing up involved. It's taken lives. Your ignorant and stupid words are not needed.

  • Omj!!You were so skinny!I think that you shouldn't have because you are beautiful and I hope that you get over Anorexia.

  • It's so sad how people do this to themselves! When they are already beautiful and perfect...it's really sad! And I'm not saying its her fault but it always happens to the perfect normal girls!

  • stay strong.. keep fighting.. you're a true inspiration to all of us. <33

  • beautiful stay strong. i am currently suffering from it to. no lie. i went to hospital in november 2011 and came out december 2011 and i was there for 2 whole weeks :( its true u get all dizzy and u feel really weak and ur always cold. and u just wanna sleep and sometimes u even fall. im currently in rcovery. i just found out how much i weighed yesterday. now im pissed off and refusing again. its a baddle and i know you can get better because i guess i can try to.

  • you are BEAUTIFUL.

  • God bless you, and I hope it gets better <3 xoxo

  • When you get anorexia you become all weak and that's how you get sick from it.

  • awww i hope u get better!

  • stay strong gorgeous <3 we are all here for you xo

  • Hey what caused you to get sick (with anorexia)?

  • hey, i know that was probably a tough time, and possibly could still be. and i know myself i most likely have teen depression and ADD. i also have trichotrillomania. i really am here for you, i am reallyy proud of you for going through this and getting straightened out. i know that you must be a great and kind person, so i look up to you and hope that to this day, you're doing much better<3

  • i noticed you uploaded this in 07, are you healthy now? or are you still struggling...i hope youre okay (:

  • I hope you get better !

  • yo tengo anorexia y bulimia y espero sinceramente que te mejores y ganes la batalla contra esta terrible enfermedad .I have anorexia and I hope you get better and win the battle against anorexia

  • I had anorexia once :((.. but then i took a bite of a sandwich :D

  • You kinda look like Mariah Carey!

  • you are really pretty i know its hard to fight it put if i did u can ive had a ED since i was 9 , im 12 now and still have it put there are pills that you can take so you want puke and stick your fingers down your throat , i didnt take the pills i couldnt and i wouldnt th eonly way you can fight it is to get a peice of paper and right on it I AM PRETTY AND SKINNY, I AM PERFECT THE WAY I AM~ME if you stick that to your bedroom door and read it every morning it helps it helped me alot :) HANG IN

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  • In the beginning, when i saw the pic when you were smiling, i was like: "omg she is so pretty". :D

  • hang in there u can do it -3

  • your so beautiful Anorexia is common but you have to fight stay strong and please eat :)

  • I am thinking of you and wishing you all the best. I also have suffered from Anorexia and Bulimia and people who never had it just don't get it! They just say to just eat...it isn't as simple as that! I see a young woman with alot of potencial! Maybe you could go on to college and learn about nutricion and go on to help girls like yourself. You can turn thgis into something positive! Stay strong girl!

  • You are so beautiful! I feel so sorry for you! FUCK ANOREXIA! :(

  • skinny girls skinny skinny girls

  • Furious Pete FTW!

  • i have a really common disease that runs in my family.... its really sad the doctors say well live but its not atcrative..... i believe its called (fat ass sydrome).....

  • you have such a beautiful smile.:)

  • I obssesed with my body but never Anoexy i never Sorry Ana but i love my body i am not perfect but is sufficient my weight ,,,, for my ♥

  • quitter 

  • swear down, you're gorgeous! you can afford to put on a bit more - you'd still be able to pull it off <3

  • This person is so brave to share this with us all ..

    Simple Steps has a very successful online recovery program for eating disorders!

    simplesteps-eatingdisorders.co­­.uk

  • But.

    But u so pretty!!!

    Y u no eat good food??:0

  • ur so pretty! even thogh i dont no u i feel really really bad 4 u!

  • you are seriously one of the most beautiful girls i have ever seen.

  • ;( It was very sad,I love u! I'll pray for u!!xo;*

  • well 400 ppl have no heart, </3

    i loved it and i pray for you xo

  • I'm crying - hope you feel well - I will pray :) for you

  • fcking attention/drama whore

  • yo man go fuck yourself ok she almost died and your being a fucking dick head so back off she is beautifull how she is and is definetly not a whore your just talking about yourself

  • @ehTWorldIsMine who the fuck do you think you are? anorexia is a psychological disease. this poor girl didn't ask to go through this. you should really think before you say things because you don't understand how they can affect someone. grow up and do something more productive with your time.

  • @ehTWorldIsMine I know where your coming from. You're one of those people who always assume the negitive, right? (like I just did there) Well, there are real ways to tell if somebody just wants attention or if their really sick. But the internet isn't one. I hope you think about howyou said that.

  • oh my god....shes beautiful

  • Thank you for posting, there still this day needs to be more awareness of this illness, so that the people around are better equipped to be able to understand x

  • @NooriNoor81 Awareness of this illness triggered me to get it ._.

  • @BubbleGumBubbleGirl I suffered with it from the ages of 13 to 17 then again from 21 to 28, I triggered it at 13 from a comment my ballet teacher made to me. It only takes something small to completely destroy someone xx These days I am still slim but eat healthily and mix will ballet and now my hair is lush and my skin glows xxx I hope you are much better these days xxx

  • have a large chicken burger with extra cheese and your good to go

  • this is soo sad :( im sry this happend to you, stay strong.. god is with you ..

  • I know exactly what you're going through. I've got anorexia and it sucks :(

  • You are such a beautiful girl. I have struggled for 7 years and know how hard it can be. I hope you continue to fight!

  • i am 13 and have been battling with anorexia for 2 yrs

    i am scared.... wats it like in those places that make everything better is it scary??

  • I am glad you got better. and Don't take this the wrong way but this video seems like more of a video that was made to get attention.. Maybe your issue in life is that you feel like you don't get enough attention? Like you can't get enough? Seriously that's not a bad thing cause I've suffered from Bulimia... and honestly sometimes I tell people that to get attention.. Anyways you look much better with more weight on you hun.

  • its funny how bliss some people are. they don't realize how great their life actually is. they take their lives for granted and miss out on all the wonderful little things in the world. i would honestly give up my life to spend one day in yours.....B Thankful! God Bless!

  • you are gorgeous.

  • you are beautiful just the way you are. i don't know how or why this happened, but i know what it's like. it's very difficult. you're a strong person, i hope i can get the help i need as well. thank you for sharing your story. it can help a lot of people. there is hope out there. :)

  • I like this, but I don't like it. Know what I mean?...Thanks for sharing.

  • The picture of you at Remuda broke my heart when I saw, the girl on the left with a feeding tube...

  • you´re hot!

  • Anyone with anorexia, shut the fuck up and start eating some food. Anorexia isnt a disease. People do that most likely because they feel they are too over weight and try to lose some pounds. You say you got sick. you made Yourself sick. Get off your ass and go eat some cereal instead of making videos trying to get everyone to feel bad about you when you clearly caused this to yourself.

  • @CoD3x4life Kinda like how obesity isn't a disease they can shut up about "fast food made me fat." When in reality obese people just sit on their fat asses all day and gorge themselves. Obesity is not a disease they are just lazy. So I don't feel sorry for fat people, they can't stop complaining about it being a "disease." No, youre fat because you don't know when to stop eating. It's no ones fault but your own.

  • Anorexia and obesity are both diseases! Anorexia you under eat and obesity you over eat! You can not control it either way! And all fat people are not lazy! You idiot!

  • @Lyndsay3285 Then you think that people with bulimia & anorexia are in sound mind? They can't just shut up & eat, because it's a mental problem. Clearly you live a charmed life & nothing ever goes wrong but that's not real life. Mental illness is mental illness regardless of what form, anorexia, bulimia, obesity, depression. No matter what, they can't control as much as you think they can. It's hard and sometimes it takes years. You being negative isn't going to help anyone. Just be quiet.

  • @volcomsp247 Pretty sure that my comment was not directed towards you. You know nothing about my life whatsoever so you can't judge how "charmed" it is. And clearly I wasn't asking for your input on this subject mattter. So please mind your own business, and keep your own opinions to yourself, thanks!

  • @Lyndsay3285 Wait, you're allowed to litter this girl's video with your bullshit opinions, but when someone disagrees with you it's suddenly a problem? lol hypocrite much? I agree with volcomsp, just be quiet. Nobody needs another Negative Nancy tolling the web because you feel the urge to take out your frustrations in life on random strangers.

  • @titans091052 Lol thank you! Some people just need to take their own advice. If they try real hard, they'll figure out they're the ones who need to mind their own business.

  • @titans091052 Its funny how people feel the need to make someone elses business their own. Sorry I have a life and actually attend college as well as a job, so I can't stay on the internet all day long like you.

  • @Lyndsay3285 lol! You are such a hypocrite it's funny! You leave a nasty comments on a strangers video then complain about how people responding to what you said in a public forum need to mind their business. You leave 4 comments on a Youtube video and then talk about how busy you are and how you don't have time for this. Oh you go to college and work?!?! So do I and every person I associate with. Don't pat yourself on the back. I'm guessing you have some serious personal issues to deal with.

  • @Lyndsay3285 It was directed towards everyone who has ever known anyone with a mental illness & it was rude. You know nothing about someone who has struggled with mental illness so you can't judge how someone else's life is. I don't remember anyone asking for YOUR input on the subject matter, unless you have some sort of medical degree? which, I'm sure I'm right in assuming you don't. So please take your own advice. Mind your own business, and keep your own NEGATIVE opinions to yourself, thanks!

  • @volcomsp247 I never even said anything to you until you felt compelled to comment on my post.  So don't say you never asked for my input when you're the one who commented on something that I posted.

  • @Lyndsay3285 Interesting argument.

    However, you should consider that, in many cases, people's problematic relationships with food are strongly connected to their mentally health. Obesity can just be the result of another way to handle the inner pain - by "giving up", eating too much, where as Anorexia Nervousa is the exact opposite.

    I often hear people being way too harsh on obese people. "Just pull yourself together!" Would you just do that yourself? And if you claim so, that's just bullshit.

  • @Lyndsay3285 If we were all to think like that, there'd be a fucking big bunch of people dealing with AN out there - way more than now.

    I admit that, yes. Anorexia is worse than obesity. Both my brother and I have been/are dealing with the problem.

    But that doesn't make it any easier to obese people. So if you don't have anything constructive to say, you should just shut that sweet little mouth of yours. Thank you.

  • @Lyndsay3285 obesity is indeed a disease. both anorexia and obesity stem from depression, low self esteem etc. The only difference is that anorectic ppl look fragile and everyone wants to be thin so no one hates their inability to control themselves. fat ppl are big so its the opposite for them. so they have pathetic idiots like you to deal with as well as their problem. Just be glad you dont have a weight problem cos you dont know how good you'd be at controlling it if you did.

  • @Lyndsay3285 have you considered working with the Samaritans?

  • @Lyndsay3285 Actually. Obesity is a symptom. It is a symptom of the lies we have come to accept as truth. Fats are bad? Nope. Wrong target. The real problem is carbohydrates. I wont even bother to explain how stupid your comment is. Watch the documentary ''Fat Head'' you can find all of it on youtube.

  • @CoD3x4life bitchy much. dont talk shit if you dont know the what ur talking about. better yet, if its rude just dont bother talking at all..

  • I have suffered mental illness before, so this is why it really pisses me off. There's no need to go posting about how much you're suffering for attention. Cry me a river, for god's sake. Boo hoo, get over it. She just loves all the attention. She probably stop eating for attention in the first place - I know how their minds probably work. If we just left them to their own devices and let them get on with it she would start eating again in no time. I don't feel sorry for her at all.

  • I'm 13 and 5'6 tall. I weigh about 96 pounds. My mom has gone crazy watching this video thinking I'm anorexic. Can someone please tell her I'm healthy?? This video literally broke her heart :(

  • My goodness people, why do you waste your time posting negative comments?

    and for you, girl <3, I am [even though i dont know you] very proud of your effort! I am glad you survived this test, you are so strong! keep it up! Blessings! :)

  • U REBEL just keep soldiering on RESPECT FROM THE SCOTS

  • that is so sad

  • When I was 13 I weighed 78 lb.I was 5'' 2 I was severly under weight I rarely ate it was horrible I remember sitting in class and having my stomach rumbling like crazy I started getting depressed and lonley. Anorexia is beatable! Im at a healthy weight now if I can do it so can anyone else! :D

  • Just start eating a lot of pies? problem solved!

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  • @TheColaCandy how the hell is she an attention whore?

    she had anorexia! shes getting throught it! im glad she put this video up! some girls want t be extremely skinny! mayb if they see this they wont be anorexic

    thee only attention whore is you! dont say anything if you dont have anything nice to say!

  • @ColiezG I'm sorry but people struggling with issues dont usually go broadcasting their problems on the internet. The only purpose of this video is to elicit attention and to get people to feel sorry for her. It's exactly the same as these videos about cutting where the person starts showing the world images of their scars. Most people don't want to see that shit and it should not be flaunted on online videos!!

  • @TheColaCandy I disagree. I think it's important that people who struggled with something like that tell the "real" story.

    Anorexia is a big issue and movements like pro ana tell young girls and women that this is a glamorous lifestyle.

  • @ShiloSplatter nope, it's self indulgent attention seeking. If you can't see that then you're very naive. Sharing her story? Blah.

  • @TheColaCandy we know she might be seeking for attention and all that shit but i feel Godamn sorry for her and have you actually suffered from this

  • @TheColaCandy But even if it's just attention seeking, there's something good that this pics and vid does.

    Well, maybe you never had a serious issue. To see other people in the same state, to see other people went through the same thing, it keeps you going, gives you hope.

    Maybe her intention wasn't that, maybe it was but who are you to decide/ to judge?

    The video does some good things, so stop being so stuck-up..

  • I wish I could somehow explain to all the anorexic girls that no guy in his right mind thinks being dangerously skinny is in any way attractive. I tend to like mildly chubby girls and it pains me to see stuff like this. Keep up the good eating!

  • @mikeal50001 I wish that I could explain to other people that pretty much no anorexic does it for the guys. Sometimes, Women do it to have no appeal to men AT ALL after a traumatic event like rape or molestation. Primary causes is very low self-worth, inflicted by the media, wanting a sense of control, genetics also plays a part.

  • is it still hard today to eat and stuff do you still think about what your eating and the amount 

  • this... made me cry. i hate it when people who ARE so amazing think that they arent! I LOVE YOU! ♥ xx

  • i can see its been a couple of years .. so.. are you still struggling today? btw you are truly beautiful

  • sooo sad

  • lm so sorry you beautiful lm happy for you now..

  • you are pretty and lose the weight the right way and dont starve yourself to death that's not the answer.

  • Hey don giv in I no it strong

  • you were pretty back then and still pretty right now i hope you feel better

  • u looked beautiful before and stil look beAUTIFUL TODAY.....god bless u and keep on doing good gurl

  • Your so pretty! I'm glad that you are doing well, and I hope you eat more :)

  • You are so very strong x

  • this was before i was familiar with youtube and didn't put the "@" symbol at the beginning when I was talking to a specific user. this is definately not about the girl in the video

  • 1:39 you look like my best middle school friend i had Karina - very beautiful

  • It´s Amazing, you are a vey strong girl and very pretty.

    Greetings from Spain

  • @gingerlykimberly lol calm down

  • your beautifull and don't ever think that your not

  • Listen to all of us. We have never met you, we don't even know your name, but we all know that you are beautiful. I personally think you are amazing. I can't comprehend how hard it is, but keep strong and don't give in. You are beautiful and a fantastic person. Don't let your weight stop you from living.

  • All you need is more hugs

  • ...well when you lost weight you gained strenght :/

  • Omg so beautiful!

  • God bless you....

    You're one amazing girl and you have all amazing friends and family....

    Please stay strong and be healthy again....

  • the reality of it, is that Anorexia is a serial killer.. young people are dying every day all over the world because of this silent killer that creeps into your life, My heart goes out to all those who suffer with this on a daily basis !

  • Keep fighting hon, you are not alone. I suffer from this disorder as well and I understand how you feel. Believe me, I understand. Thank you for sharing this. It is very inspiring.

  • It's amazing the arrogance that still exists about anorexia, It's not as simple as just eating and getting over it. It is a very serious mental illness. My daughter suffers with it and I live it everyday with her. I have learned so much about it since my daughter got sick, more than I ever thought I would need to know. I pray for anyone who struggles with this, it is very horrible!

  • darling,you are gorgeous..(:

  • i´m sad ...i wish you all the best <3

  • Awww i pray for u<3

  • @actingbug1 its for attention obviously because she made a video

  • Today i spit out my food...

  • also, Everyone, Everyone, and EVERYONE, has something to give and take, you are all fantastci people and matter to someone! :)

  • guys guys... anorexia is a mental disorder, you don't nessacarily have to think low of yourself, sometimes it just happens. You can give a lot of encouragement to an anorexic person, but sometimes it doesn't help. Anorexia is not just a self image type thing, thats why in my opinion, EVERYONE, should concider a tharapist whether they are okay or not. Everyone needs someone to talk to. I don't have one, but I may concieder one. Everyone has a hard time, especially in highschool!

  • Im crying..... how the fuck could she think shes ugly or fat ? :(

  • awwwwww :(

  • omg huney, you're so damn beautifull! please!, get out of the anorexia stuff, please have fun again!

  • 100 likes and I will eat an ice cream

  • pimpofdoom@ Agree! Yes, she gorgeus!! :)<3

  • i can never be anorexic if i go 7 hours straight without eating my stomach hurts real badd

  • omg you are so beautiful :O

    how could you ever think your not?

  • @pimpofdoom she didn't say she didnt?!?

  • @MsConinja it kind of comes with anorexia unfourtanately :\

  • @pimpofdoom Um aha it's really not about beauty.

  • @thelexietaylor but it starts out with them thinking there not there too fat or not good looking enough and ive met a few people battling anorexia and no matter what i say they cant see how beautiful they are

  • Keep fighting u can do it

  • you go girl! you look beautiful, and keep fighting! :)

  • This is amazin