my body is not beautiful, im too tall, too barrel chested, too large of thighs, too strong to feel normal and precise. Im told i should play football, but i don't like hurting people, but i like throwing punches too much... my body and mind are contradictions. So i abuse it, throw it around, starve it, drown it, and over work it... and i do the same with my mind. I found that i am not a athlete, an academic, a runner, a fighter. Im just me, and am not defined by any type. Love urself :) i do
The video is good but I have a question about the video around 2:18. Did you have to purposely make you fingers all prune-like for that shot, or no? Because in all my years of showers, which nearly double my years of baths, I have never gotten "pruney" fingers from showering. If "yes", then I guess you really were suffering for your art, lol.
Life gets better for any outcast, I think. Since you don't have a map prepared for you, and have to find your own way, it just takes a little longer and it's a little harder.
It's strange, but up until now, I think I'd forgotten that life could be beautiful and wonderful. Thank you for reminding me, friend. I needed it very much.
wow. You blew me away Ben. I don't think you could have possibly said it any better. It is funny how are faces never change under those beards we wear. I shaved mine a few months ago, I do it occasionally for one reason or another, maybe I'm a sadist. I was greeted with comments of how fat my face looked and how I resembled a young kid. I grew it back of course but I find humor in how some things we do as adults cover up pain we felt as kids. It gets better though, theres no doubt about that.
A man is all things. He kills, weeps and he sings through blood stained pixie lips.
msa1985 7 months ago
This is amazing.
SassiBoB 8 months ago
Feels good to do a video like that, doesn't it?
azrienoch 8 months ago
my body is not beautiful, im too tall, too barrel chested, too large of thighs, too strong to feel normal and precise. Im told i should play football, but i don't like hurting people, but i like throwing punches too much... my body and mind are contradictions. So i abuse it, throw it around, starve it, drown it, and over work it... and i do the same with my mind. I found that i am not a athlete, an academic, a runner, a fighter. Im just me, and am not defined by any type. Love urself :) i do
NatureGnome 11 months ago
Love the ending kiss *Bravo* ♥
JoSieLove2Sing4u 1 year ago
((( ♥ ))) I like whats in your head too
JoSieLove2Sing4u 1 year ago
Awesome... Good video.
YouStoleMyTube 1 year ago
Stopping at 6:02.
Picture perfect.
Sombrek 1 year ago
I would have to say probably the best It Gets Better video I've seen.
Sombrek 1 year ago
The video is good but I have a question about the video around 2:18. Did you have to purposely make you fingers all prune-like for that shot, or no? Because in all my years of showers, which nearly double my years of baths, I have never gotten "pruney" fingers from showering. If "yes", then I guess you really were suffering for your art, lol.
fauyd 1 year ago
:) i loved it
Ev3rFl0w 1 year ago
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Rh1no1 1 year ago
I'm usually pretty tolerant of trolling (especially when its friends). Not here.
TheCarruths 1 year ago
Life gets better for any outcast, I think. Since you don't have a map prepared for you, and have to find your own way, it just takes a little longer and it's a little harder.
boomermutt 1 year ago
I'm so glad that I subscribed, this was absolute beauty, thank you! ;)
VitaVeritasVictoria1 1 year ago
Nice work, powerful!
corskie1111 1 year ago
I guess I'm not the only one who does the shower scenes for YouTube. Looks good!
AnnikaSkywalkr 1 year ago
@AnnikaSkywalkr hey hey stop stealing my fantasy men
GrowthSpiral 1 year ago
i like ya face, bearded or nay.
oojamaflipper 1 year ago
Beautiful
CaptainBlackCatz 1 year ago
I like this. Dunno what else to say.
yeahwotevaman 1 year ago
"I look good and I like what's in my head these days"
^
FunStunGun 1 year ago
That was really beautiful. Pretty much sums up the life of the outcast. I really, really connected to this one.
Blitzingtakin 1 year ago
mesmerising. perfect.
myblisslikethis 1 year ago
This was, in my opinion, your best video to date. Great job! Very honest
ThePunkReturns 1 year ago
Excellent, well put together
kershyboy 1 year ago
Very honest, and beautiful too :)
freethinkerdangerous 1 year ago
Honest!
busheybushdawg 1 year ago
wonderful!
CityzenJane 1 year ago
>>Watch in HD
oh... to late, read that at the last ten seconds lol. =(
That was amazing, none teh same.
DackIsBack 1 year ago
That was beautiful Ben. Thank you.
dpicolet 1 year ago
gorgeous in prose and mind!!!!
GrowthSpiral 1 year ago
It's strange, but up until now, I think I'd forgotten that life could be beautiful and wonderful. Thank you for reminding me, friend. I needed it very much.
+3 for n00dz, too.
reflectionist 1 year ago
that was powerful
jmeiskues 1 year ago
I don't need poetry to survive but it certainly gives me a reason to.
keep it ^
ripemind 1 year ago
@sallyjones22 you act if there's something wrong with being gay or anything alike. please take your heteronormative criticisms and shove it.
kemiallisetystavat 1 year ago
Extraordinary job!
Strength of beauty, beauty of strength and self-acceptance!
nowexist 1 year ago
5:54 warmth and chills. Beautiful Ben. Thanks so much for sharing.
LJonYT 1 year ago
Beautiful
proteanview 1 year ago
wow. You blew me away Ben. I don't think you could have possibly said it any better. It is funny how are faces never change under those beards we wear. I shaved mine a few months ago, I do it occasionally for one reason or another, maybe I'm a sadist. I was greeted with comments of how fat my face looked and how I resembled a young kid. I grew it back of course but I find humor in how some things we do as adults cover up pain we felt as kids. It gets better though, theres no doubt about that.
southmcl 1 year ago
Awesome work Ben. Excellent word and image work. Very well put together.
crazycat1984 1 year ago
Excellent work, Ben! Absolutely wonderful! :D
williamcardno 1 year ago