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  • hi my name is Garrett im 17 years old ive been diagnosed with bipolar ADD ADHD asburgers autism PDD NOS and many other things and ive suffered depression through many years of my life and it just gets progressively worse ive spent a year and half in the UofM psychiatric ward for trying to kill my self and worst of it all im on probation and ive been to jail too and i just look at my self in the mirror and say "nobody will miss me" i just want my depression to go away but it never does :(

  • @garrettm2009 hi im lucii i suffer from depression from 7 i've been trying to cope with depression still find it hard, but i always thought if i find the right person to have a nice conversation then my smile will finally mean something real

  • when i watch the original powerpuff girls i always feel depressed because it's not on tv anymore but when i watch powerpuff girls z i feel happy inside for some reason

  • @kriztuhfuh82 I've just done wrong things. I wrote about just murdering people of my past. People in my past have just tortured me beyond belief. I haven't forgotten any of it. I only drink and rub snuff because it makes me feel in control. Like I have the influence. I didn't start rubbing snuff till like last month. I'm not addicted it just makes me feel better about my life.

  • I haven't been diagnosed with depression myself but I feel I should. Sometimes I sit and think to myself I wonder who really cares about me. I always feel like I'm not enough for people. I'm not good looking been single my entire life, nice guy. People say they never expected me to do things wrong but I have. I have almost attempted suicide but I didn't have the will to pull the trigger. Im only 16 going on 17 next Saturday. I've always just wondered what is my purpose in life. I never did ask

  • @Kyle35010 I've suffered depression my whole life, even surrounded by folks who love me I feel isolated. I can tell you though, the person you are at 17 will not be the person you are at 19, or 21, or 25, or 30- I'm turning 30 this year and it has been the hardest one of my life. Some days I look back at things that troubled me in the past and just have to laugh though. Don't deprive yourself the chance to know the you that you will become.

  • what song is this?

  • @Hellokittyloverr2010 "Be here" by Parachute ;)

  • I was just dumped today by my girlfriend. I've cried three times today. My name is Matt and yes if you watch me on my channel I lime to sing and I'm only twelve. But this girl has really hurt my heat. When i heard these words "im breaking up with you" my world fell apart I'm currently going into depression. Also can yall help me by watching my videos. Please I have a dream of being a singer.

  • people think i'm wierd when they find me looking, but all i'm doing is searching for someone like me, people who feel my pain and share my thoughts, but if theres one thing i've learnt, were 1 in a million, we can form groups, we can find people simular, but never the same, never the same storys, never the same song, never the same lyrics. always that small thing that creates the distance, the gap we need to jump.

  • Their is no point in life. I don't have a best friend. Sometimes I can't tell apart the friends I do have from bullies. I can't get a girlfriend, and I haven't even been kissed. I am lazy and can't seem to do anything right. Life is nothing but pain and suffering, and there is no point in me having it.

  • @canihave1dollar the same words i think to myself everyday my friend, what is the point?

  • @canihave1dollar I have the same issue its just if i wish for something the total opposite happens. Its like did my parents not wish for a kid then they just had one? There is no freaking point in life.

  • it made me cry... time to checkout new porns.

  • for her..one day she told me she was raped...my hands were shaking as i was reading her text message...it turned out, it was a friend of the guy that works in the clinic aswell...i asked her who she is, she didn't want to tell me his name...i'm a bjj blue belt..i got pumped..adrenaline was taking over...we're going to greece in july..and he will be there with his friend...she begged me not to do anything...but i know what has to be done...i'm sorry i wrote this, i guess i needed to let it out...

  • we chat trough skype almost every single day...i love making her laugh and smile...it makes my day that much better...she told me all her secrets and i listened to her trough the night...i felt happy knowing i'm the person she trusts....when i don't hear from her on a daily bases i get depressed, i check my cellphone 5 times a minute hoping she texted me...she invited me for lunch..and i invited her to come to my place to party...she sead yes...i have no idea what to do..i would do anything

  • I don't know what to do...I recently started working in a Clinic for heart transplant...there's..this girl...2 years older than me...she is the most beautiful thing i've ever seen in my life...from day one, i think about her every single day... i somehow managed to contact her..we're friends now...she needed some money because her wallet got stolen...she cried when i gave her my money in her hands...i hugged her and sead don't worry it's gonna be ok....she sead she'll never forget it...

  • this song is amazing, im going threw depression atm and this song gets me threw <3

  • I'm gonna suicide , it's not a joke :)

  • @zakimakaveli and why did you decide that ?

  • @zakimakaveli . think before you do that . live for people . what would they feel if you died ? im sure theres one or two people in your life who love you enough . thats all that matters .. right ? for me i dont have anyone who really loves me ;; orphan with adopted parents ;; no matter how perfect a person seems to be . We are all just H U M A N .

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  • all the sad and depressed girls are that way because they arent hot, sexy or pretty, thier beautiful inside and out. but these days if your beautiful the other girls and boys get jealous of them so they have to try and bring them down so they can pretend to be better than them. but girls that bring other girls down are most likely sluts and whores and will probably never experiance love like the ones they make suffer.

  • i love u all

  • the name of the song is depression

  • what's the name of this song ?

  • i feel like nobody understands depression because people always say that things will get better but sometimes and for some people thats not true, its just giving that person false hope. i've have depression for 2 years now and nobody knows about it. i have always believed that things would get better but they never have and so have given up thinking it would. i know what its like to feel so sad and lonley and i know it will never get better no matter how many times people say it will...

  • what is the name of this song?

  • people say everything will be fine but they dont understand the loneliness we feel the cold inside us nd how empty we feel, the words "dont worry, it will get better in time" dont help, we know the truth that it wont, what has gone will be gone forever, ive suffered wiv depression now for 4 years ever since my grandad passed as well as everything on top of that, i know what it feels like nd i know it wont get better in time my heart is out there to all wiv depression<3

  • When i was real deppressed and felt sick i used to lissen to deppression music to, i tried everything from buddism to psyciatrism to doctors diffrent books exsept Jesus, But after i came to Jesus Christ He has helped me. Do you people know that Jesus is the Savior of the world. Read Mattew 11:28 where Jesus says: COME TO ME, ALL YOU WHO ARE WEARY AND BURDENED, AND I WILL GIVE YOU REST. Come to Jesus with your sicknesses and depression and He will help you. The Bible is 100% true. read it :-)

  • @fettkatt87 if u say christ is der dn plz pray for me... tell him to give me my love... i need her or else i wont be able to survive any more...

    if hes really der den he has to help me

  • @fettkatt87

    "The Bible is 100% true" lolz, that's like me saying the lion the witch and the wardrobe is 100% true. Troll harder.

  • It's bad to be depression but it's worse that no body understands what is really happening to you, they ask just "how are you?" then you pretend to say " I'm fine " with broken smile, but however it's worst to be this without caring from some people you love. Ps this song is beautiful :)

  • Are there any lyrics?

  • i cant take anymore hurt its just getting to much for me i have never told anyone about my depression my best friends see me happy but they have no idea what i do when i am alone or what i think about its just to much

  • @ZxxscotlandxxZ hi hang on there, there are people who can help, websites and phonelines,

  • he says tell me whats wrong, I say you won't understand, no-one does not even when i tell them, he says you say no-one undersatnds you but you don't let them understand you, I say thats not fair, you clearly don't know me, he says well clearly i've wasted two mothes of my life with you - i don't have time for this, you have everything you need! I say, have a nice life. I cry, I hurt, I tell people im fine. I'm really not....

  • @SnzGirlxx trust me ik how you feel, everyone thinks i have an amazingly happy life but i dont i hate it, but you cant let people or anyone bring you down you have to look up in that sky and say to yourself, im going to be something no one has EVER seen before, god put me here for a reason and im going to withhold that reason today!!! anyone needs help please contact me im here with an open heart

  • wow! this is sad, but its even sadder that it perfectly describes me!

  • I haven't had a single good day in two years... People can really underestimate what a teenage break-up can do. Once you're depressed, everything changes. Everything about your world.

  • I have been depressed since i watched me ma die suddenly when i was 14, but like most people i have good days & bad days too. 

  • I wish I could be happy and every time I listen to this song I feel happy ......sometimes

  • i have been depressed so depressed ive started to cut myself and im bout to stop eating

  • This song is called Be Here! Its by a band called Parachute! :)

  • did you write this and are singing? I like it if not who sings this?

  • What song is this?

    

  • some people don't have depression. It's called CULTURE SHOCK people, get it!

  • the worst part is, people try to tell you everything gets better. And that just makes you worse than before, cause you know too well, it won't. That's depression, it's a lack of hope, a lack of worth in ur life and people try to help you by encouragement when even the sun can't encourage you, no matter how intense the heat is, you still feel cold on the inside. They don't get it.

  • @uriko0469 so right :(

  • @uriko0469 exactly! at least someone understands. x

  • @uriko0469 you are sooo right!! Lack of hope & worth = pure depression! Ive been living with it for 6 years and it seems to get worse :( today is my birthday and i was almost crying at the table and now im here FML :(

  • @uriko0469 i understand and i hate it but at the same time i have felt like this so long that i dont know anyother way to feel.

  • @uriko0469 Agreed. 

  • @uriko0469 if you want things to get better for you emotionally and physically they will, if you want them not to and believe they wont then not medicine not anyone can make you happy but yourself

  • @uriko0469 they get it very good, the problem is depressed people may commit suicide (bad cases) but when a friend of mine is depressed i will try everything to cheer him up because it hurts me to see him that way... :P and people that will agree with you they don't have true friends... and they'l just say i don't give a fuck because he or she is depressed,,,, :P you suck...

  • I'm in depression because of 1 teacher. Wish I could somehow film her teaching and get her life ruined. I hope she burns in hell and I could watch it while her fat falls out of her and for once in her life she will feel thin. No one loves her, and she knows it, thats why shes cruel to everyone and simply doesnt treat people in an etiquette way. And this is my jewish bible teacher. The only way she knows god is because she's satan.

  • @sabiampoukastavedo umm how about you dont comment on my page then okay! and learn how too spell your swear words how old are you 6?

    hahaha

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  • @sabiampoukastavedo lol learn to spell please ;3

  • depression sucks!!! i hate it

    

  • It gets better.

  • its been so long i cant even count ive fallen so hard the onoy thing that keeps me here is my girlfriend y cant it stop i cant cry anymore literally i lay awake all night never rlly sleep i feel so weak im slowly slipping and i dont think ill make it much longer

  • Wat is this song called x

  • What's this song please

  • I hope that will help me!

  • All those people saying I'm not alone, what does it help? It just makes it worst that I know others got the same pain and suffering as I do..

    All those comments who says I should just hang in there, for how long? I want this to end.. But it doesn't, no mather how much I was, no matter how much I pray and cry.. All those sleepless nights, why can't it stop?

  • i have depression well had it since i was 11 but wit everything that happened this year it finally came out nd i got diagnosed

  • ive hadd it sence i was 4

  • .... I still feel alone :'(

  • I have been getting better with my depression but I still feel this way like I'm not wanted in this world deprssion goes where I go no matter how strong I fight it takes a lifetime to heal

  • And guys, an advice. If you don't wanna BE DEPRESSED then get more D-vitamins. I think it will help.^^

  • I love depression. I like to cry ^^, but i can't everytime i want to. I envy you guys. Depression makes me feel like that people should feel sorry for me ^^

  • @ThanySin it's not something to envy

  • I lost 2 close friends and my gf of almost a year today...i feel more empty than i have felt since i first got depression 8 years ago...im so done with it all...

  • I am 13 and I am going thru depression. I am working to fix myself quietly by myself. And I am determined to get better

  • Im depressed i dont have the strength to do anythin anymore all i do is cry im dyin inside i just wana let go of myself and everything

  • Im depressed I dont have the strength to do anything anymore al i do is cry im dyin inside

  • I am so depressed. I dint gave the strength to do anything anymore. I am truly dead inside. I don't want to kill myself and seem weak. All if my friends say I hide it so well but its because they arent with me when I go to the bathroom and cry my eyes out

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  • I...m very deeply depressed... Its weird that...I want to kill myself, but I cant...I feel to weak to do even do that... Red around my eyes....restless...Im doing this from my phone in the middle of the night...I dress black....at school Im known as a zombie, walking around slower then others, I dont talk, people think Im really creepy. no therapist helps me good enough...I would like someone to kill me...since I'm even to lame for that.. Ill hang vacation as and greece is ahead.. typed it full.

  • @bigletteropener You just described my feelings... i've tried to put words into it but i haven't been able to, untill i saw what you wrote... I feel like my soul has already died, but my body's still here... I just want someone to end everything for me... I'm known as the "creepy girl" everywhere i go and i've lied to everyone that i love... no one understands... at least that's how it feels! It just feels like nothing's worth the trouble anymore...!

  • Good*

  • I'm 15 n I do cut myself n I have tried suicide but I finally realized that life is worth it bc god has a plan for everyone n no matter what he'll always put sunshine in your life even on the rainiest days. Hang in there if u have depression.. I've been diagnosed n I'm here to tell u that everything will always end up okay. If anyone needs to talk just message me.. I'm a gold listener

  • im 14 and ive almost killed myself but my bf called me and told me to stop but i said no ima go then he called one more time crying he told me to look at my baby sis i did then i put the pills down and told her how much i love her and then she whiped my tear and gave me the bigest hug ever and said i love you kayla . . ill never forget her tears and his iloveyou dont leave me in this world all alone i love them 2 <3

  • I have logged my account in mouths just to tell. I was depressed because of my appearence and girls. well guys I was a victim of bulling once a long time ago. i am here to tell you all these, I never cut myself or try suicide but I have cried, I have learned that psycological pain is worse than physical. I am here to tell ethat I am always smiling and having fun. life is to short. If you want to talk go to my channel and post your problems and give me thumbs for everyone see's this

  • I have logged my account in mouths just to tell. I was depressed because of my appearence and girls. well guys I was a victim of bulling once a long time ago. i am here to tell you all these, I never cut myself or try suicide but I have cried, I have learned that psycological pain is worse than physical. I am here to tell ethat I am always smiling and having fun. life is to short. If you want to talk go to my channel and post your problems but just think about what your losing staying like that.

  • glad to see im not the only depressed 13 year old

  • I think everyone gets a little depressed. I've been there a lot. And I understand how it feels. So if anyone needs an ear to listen and maybe a few answers or tips I'm here and I don't judge.But it makes me sad to go through these comments and read them. I wish that everyone got some attention, love,respect, and maybe a hug or two without asking someone first. I'm sorry ): Things always have ups and downs. Just keep trying <3 because then you can at least say you tried to be happy.

  • I'm crying no one knows my past and how fucked up it is and I'm 13 I have depression and ugh I just can't do this anymore no one will know how much I hurt and how much I just wana give up on life.....the only one keepong me alive and some wat happy is my 2 bestfriends eli and javen....thnx guys for always given me the confidence I need and holding me back so I don't punch them bitches ....

  • I think the reason why people feel alone is because we are make to feel that way by others ... The reason why life sucks is because people are let down and made fun of more times then lifted up

  • Why is life so hard..?

    Im going through a depression right now.... I have anxiety all the time...... All the adults that are trying to help me dont let my friends help me... I really love my friends... It's not many, but they are the best friends you can have....... The only ones that I trust is my friends..... No one understands me..... I'm so sad every day... But I hide with smiles.... Laughing all the time... But in the inside I just want to die.....

  • depression..well..it hurts..

  • im hiding my depression for fear of being ridiculed, people can be heartless sometimes. what's worse is its the people who claim to be your friends who are the meanest bullies. i feel pathetic, being a college student and still can't stand up for myself.

  • @greennailpolish22 same here, same here, you are not alone.

  • life suck for me because i all ways have to put a fake smile i try to teal sum one im sad or mad but they dont hear me all they think is that im just like my big sis but im not like her  they still dont understand me i wish they could see it in my eyes but they dont for once i want to smile a realy smile not a fake one but i dont think i can anymore

  • You know what really sucks,having your parents tell you depression is just hormones,even though they dont know about the cuts,the burns, the scars, the meds...they don't beleive me...I feel alone, I have all signs of depression and yet they still don't beleive me, it was actually my old teacher who told me about a really good counsler...No one at school really started knowing that something was happening until yesterday..I faked my smiles and laughs, but now Im just being me..../:

  • If you've ever thought about killing yourself Remember someone's going to care even if you don't know it If you think life is boring Your adventure's going to come soon Just wait If you don't think you're special Even though you are Then remember that then there will always be someone like you To care for you And besides if you weren't here tomorrow I may never be able to meet the wonderful you that you are -dedicated to a friend who if she died I would be very sad seeing her in the ground
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  • im scared. im lonely while surrounded by people. im sad at nothing. when i see a knife i think of suicide. im scarred all over. im filled with thoughts ofdeath. the funny thing is nothings bad except the past. and u no wuts hilarious? im only 11.... help me

  • @NR22DLYPU Heye buddy whats up ? Why so sad ? Whats wrong ? If you need to talk just inbox me. Ive been through the same thing. But i wasnt as young as you are. Im worry to know that you'Re so young and feel this . And I dont think so you friend around you who are probably the same age as you will understand you. Talk to your mom. Or try to get help from a school counseller. Inbox me anytime you feel like. Me too Ive been seeking for help on youtube when you feel like no one's there.

  • @NR22DLYPU If you dont wanna talk I'll understand. But let me know at least you'Re doing better or you've go look for some help. hope everything will turn good for you. Take Care.

  • Been suffering with this for about 10 years...a lot of my music on my page is influenced by it....maybe some of you can relate to it...

  • very nice.... it´s sad..... i feel with all of you.... don´t give up

  • Reach out!! Don't be afraid, your not alone, if you don't believe me .......read!

    Peace,Love & Respect

    Marley & Me a.k.a. Chaos ;-)

  • i felt depressed alot and im only now starting to get over it because my mom died and its so hard letting him go because we were soo close my pop died when i was in grade.3 and now im in grade.9 and im only now getting over it , somedays is harder then others no'ing he wont be there to talk to or when you come home but trust me it may hurt and it may be hard to get over but it gets easier !trust me so just no that im here for everyone thats depressed :) <3 u all are amazing no matter what !

  • @alenah09 sorry i ment to say my pop died at the beggining not my pop sorry for that misteak !

  • I get hit by parents, then that makes me bad at school then that leads back to parents, then i get hit again, then i become worse, its a cycle of fear and depression i spend alot of days crying in my room.

  • it feels like depression cuz its been on my mind 4 ever and i felt like a ruined a perfect friendship forever, i feel like got a little hole in my heart...:(

  • I feel pretty fucked up today.. this just suits me... damn this depression.. it make me feel so bad so long time...

  • what is the name of this song?

  • i didnt know what depression really felt like until 15 minutes ago! thanks for nothing casey

  • @istalkbananas if only it was that easy as it is to say it trust me i try i dont wana lose but it looks like thats where its goin no matter what i do

  • Why can't depression be truthful instead of this fake encouragement message?

  • Why can't depression be truthful instead of this fake encouragement ad.

  • im so sry for the pppl who are going through any tough times. please message me if you need to talk. i also take prayer requests. :)

  • @zsripe127 Great all we need is a fake roleplaying priest to speak to.

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  • Meds cant cure depression. They dont even help. Its an iternal sickness, that we feel resposible for everything that gos wrong. Its how I am. And once u get too deep into it, itll never go away!!!! And we hurt oursleves, phisically, emotionally, mentally, and it becomes an adiction, because we replace the real pain, with something we can control, unlike, othr ppls actions, and feelings!!

  • @KJ7FrozenHeart I sure as hell hope the medication helps my depression , it's a reason why they prescribe it , councelling often never helps.

  • @1234567890bunnybun i hear u :(( i do the exact same

  • Amazing! I my self mm very depressed i put up a smile in school and puvlic the only one wh sees the pain is my bf and best friend my bf holds me tight and is there at my wors and best my fam is falling appart icu my self yes im emo bu not all emos cut! Ik its wrong but i just can stop the pain is too deep my life is a big black evil world enter if u dare! :`(

  • @theusedbert24 ,Want the cure to how your feeling? Snap the fuck out of it. I have manic depression and the only cure is to say `fuck you`to the disease and keep going. It´s torture but at the same time you have to realise it´s either win or lose and when losing means death you just have to make sure you win. Be strong.

  • because of depression

    suicide thoughts

    cutting

    i hate who i am/becoming. )':

  • Check out the song I wrote a about my depressed times. thanks. I would really appreciate it :)

  • up to me and slapped me... she told me she cares for me and didnt want to see me leave this world... she said that alot of people care for you... but she cared for me the most... so do that and see what that person does to stop you..

  • im depressed right now and im crying while im typing this in... same thing... when people see me i look happy... if they look in my eyes... they can see pain and aloness in me... they try to get me happy and ill i do is stay quite... i would walk away sometimes... i cut myself the other day... my mind took control of my body... i couldnt control my body... if you think no one cares for u... go and try to cut ureself in front of somebody and see what they do... when my freind saw me... she came

  • really , who isn't suffering from depression these days ? lifes getting harder and harder everyday . I've been going through it for about 4 years now . i take meds , and it doesn't work . and it's hard to pretend your happy everyday . it got really old for me so i juss stopped . life's crazy as hell .

  • Whats the name of the song?

  • this is a good song..

  • what is the name of the song? :O really want it! x.x

  • @Cindezorr the name of the song is,, Be Here by Parachute

  • name of the song?

  • I was having problems with getting sick while I was at school. This continued for a while so my mother took me to the local practice/type thing. They asked a bunch of medical questions, and decided to take a blood test to check for MONO. It wasn't. They made another appointment, and they asked me about my life... Turned out I have social anxiety, depression, extreme stress for my age (15 now) and I'm starting to think bi-polar also... I love this song. I understand. I hate the way I am.

  • @All4n4you join the club man

  • @All4n4you Don't hate the way you are. Try to embrace the way you are. I know it's hard, i suffer from depression too and it is VERY difficult to live with.

  • @All4n4you I missed 6 months of school for being sick all the time. I ended up being diagnosed with IBS and Maniac Depression Disorder. It's been two years since then and I'm now going to college and have many people still helping me through support. My depression showed me all my weakness and in that I found my strength. It will get better your never really alone I found many people in my life that had gone through the same thing as me. Just have hope.

  • im going thru depression right now.. most people dont even notice until i tell them. i hide it with random quotes,laughs, and fake smiles but inside im not very happy.. i cant say i dont laugh but i  instntly like 5 mins later i might b crying or just very down..

  • @1KISSHA1 join the club

  • @1KISSHA1 me too, i how how u feel :(

  • @1KISSHA1

    Same with me... I just dont want people to either think its their fault or worry about me...

  • @1KISSHA1 Your strong enough, to tell peoples about you depression.- I had one if I tell YouTube, it's something else... Nobody knows me. But I can't tell my friends...

  • @1KISSHA1 can relate to that alot

  • @1KISSHA1 you're not alone. I'm doing everything I can to just keep from killing myself. And I can't tell people. The depression won't let me. I just lie my way through the day. But at least I know I'm not the only one going through this. So I guess thank you for going through this too. Even if that dosn't make alot of sense...

  • its so hard to be depressed & meds dont work & you hide it by trying to be so positive for others when they are down im always telling everyone keep your head up keep pushing forward...think positive never give up yet im so depressed & down & lost inside myself..so many problems this last month i fell so hopeless..

  • @1PhatHarleyOwner For once in my life someone understands me..

  • @1PhatHarleyOwner that just seems the same with me.....

  • @1PhatHarleyOwner Try smoking some Cannabis Sativa.

  • @1PhatHarleyOwner U r not alone

  • Like the song its really good, the min I started listen 2 it I cried. Whats the song called?

  • @cubaredlamborghini The songs called : "Be here" by Parachute

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  • I like the song. Yeah I'm in depression myself but I've been depressed most of my life, so I'm used to it.

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