If I Were to Truly Live:

[palomadove3]

I guess I'm not much of a poet but I didn't really feel anything. So sorry.

[zanahanman]

That was just great. I think about things like that sometime. I over stress myself about those things too. Like today. This really helped me out a lot. Even tho the vid was uploaded a while back. That made me make a YouTube profile so I could say this to you. Thank you!

[youngboysnation]

that shit was deep did you come up with that your one hell of a poet

[PokemonFartsEtider07]

Why at your channel there is this dude who says "What the phuck are you doing

Why the hell is that???

[LoveToReggae]

That was really good! Great words!

[kicesie]

@TenSierraEcho aaahhhh, thank you so much for that comment!!!  It means so much to me!

[tiraisalju]

yea

[mascara1980]

WHAT IS THE SONG PLAYED DURING THIS????

[kicesie]

@mascara1980 It's listed in the video!

[Continuum7]

that was really good =) What is the music in the background? That was great as well.

[BlueBlancBlack]

I too wish to know what the music in this video is called

[BlueBlancBlack]

@Continuum7 I too wish to know what the music in this video is called.

[andrewelliott123]

I would hold a thought and learn to fly

I would wipe the tears from the wounded eyes

To touch the soul is my greatest dream

To show compassion to other human beings

To be as one is the goal

To know your hart and feel lovers soul

[runtubefantasy]

live in a monastery is also something I've wanted to do. I've been housebound and I try to make it feel like one, but it isn't . there's no garden to be out in. there's no people that will not judge me but only yelling, traffic passing by, bathroom to clean,

[runtubefantasy]

you inspired something in me. i too wanted for so long to live in a monastery for a few months just o experience it. is there a way possible for that to happen?

[TheEmerz69]

You actually made me think. Now if you knew me you'd know that I already do think way too much, but it's always about the negative things, and what's going to happen, and what if. Its always what if this, or what if that and I always over think things, so therefore i worry and I freak myself out. If anything I should just quit this whatever I'm doing in my life, bring my boyfriend, and just go some place. Star a new life. But like you said, its all about the bravery, and that can be scary.

[amitmali007]

may god bless u

[amadrys77]

...could've, would've, might've...If only someone would pay for it, for the rest of me loif... and leave me aloone, no strings attached... Puerile dreamer...

[uschick7777]

I would love to buy this as a music video (-:

[Greymist21042069]

Absolutely amazing. Beautiful mental imagery every step of the way. Now don't take this too seriously, but I think I might have just met my soul mate. I'm just playin', although I do want to find someone as open minded and mesmerizing as you appear to be.

[tgrnbd]

I too, enjoyed this more than I can describe. You made me feel my connection with GOD. I'd love to be able to talk to you online, introduce you to my wife, etc. You are totally awesome! I found some of your earlier vids about 2 years ago, but didn't have an account. lost it and just found them again. Your spirit and zest for life made me remember when i was young, and I thank you for ALL your videos, even the ones I haven't seen. XOXOX

[samanthaannx]

amazing

i loved every moment of it thank you so much for giving me so much to think about

if only we all could truly live bravely

[Kendallan29]

I wish my words flowed as beautiful...

[arronere]

i think if you wanna do different thing then why not just do it like you just seid we have 1 live so just do it i love 2 see

[starzbelow]

uhhh ya i liked all of it except for the "id slap bush across the face twice and chat with clinton" ya that kinda made me wanna stop listening. ROCK ON BUSH!!!!! eventho obama is prez now

[luckyodeler]

Today I had a near-death experience. I had to ask myself, is this the way I would really want to live my life, if I was about to die right now? I go to work, and come home, it's hardly worth the while... Is this really how I've chosen to live my life? Then I went to work, and got fired. I have a feeling that I am off to a beautiful new beginning.

[KAITLINMCKNIGHT]

Very Inspiring....and yet it makes me sad...I can't live the way I personally want to because living the way I would like to costs lots of money..because travel takes lots of money.

[Kyliemarie89]

i think this is amazing

[HispanicImpression]

I think if we were really aware of the singularity of life... we all would act braver...

[hus787]

nice

[trxmedia]

that was amazing... it takes courage to post something like that. my favorite was the bush comment, twice. very nice.

second favorite, the nudist colony. as a whole, amazing. keep 'em coming.

[eggboy1988]

Interesting...

[0HAMMERFALL1]

nice done it is like a film but that you will listen to only and j don't understand the point can someone answer what is the point??

[danieldecabo]

Without words. I can see, my own, tears falling.

Poetry and art mixted without their owns limits. Just, feelings

Only, sensations Such voice..

[SexyRaww]

why are you trying to be the "most cunning sexy woman". just be yourself, its a really sexy thing.

[herewatchingutube]

This was really good. I was talking to someone on the IM and they messaged me and didnt hear it or acknowledge it, I was so fixated on the words in the video. Nicely Done! :)

[SCHMERorga]

wow!

I looked yesterday, and the day before yesterday^^ on youtube for something like this (someone who is talking, with a very soft and beautiful voice, for feeling relaxed) and I found something, but yours were awesome. I had a deep feeling in my belly(I hope its the right word), every time I breathed in and out.I Never had this feeling before.

Thank you!

[iPiet]

Wow, this is beautiful - it made goose pimples drive all over my whole body. ~smile~

[angelshaze]

A beautiful, thought provoking video Kicesie, thank you so much for sharing...I listened to your words with my eyes closed...and had my eyes opened.x

[m260282]

sei una grande fica !! you are a greate female

[SlomotionCookie]

lol! You go girl! You know if we all stopped to think about the question you asked we would step back and look at life in a differnt light.

[butterflyblooddragon]

I have watched all of your videos and this is one of my very favorites it has spoken to me so much I love it thank you for that

[seth3556r]

Did you just say "I would slap Bush across the face, twice"?

[kicesie]

yes... lol, surprised I never got a call from secret service.... :-)

[AoneKun]

@kicesie i'm surprised you never got anyone calling you a virgin/idiot.

sorry babe, but dam, you sound like a needy lame bitch ;-)

[jerbar120]

wow cool

[david7862375360]

I'm in love. Thank You!

[luvdalonelyluv]

wow is all i can say i love this video it is so deep i could really feel it the words and all i think u sould make more but if u have i have 2 see it cuz this one is so deep and i cant wait 2 see more i love it why cant they be more girls like u so deep so ture my name is kevin and i want 2 truly live my life and u have help me reallies that and 4 that i want 2 thank u

[TearsofaGhost]

awesome!

carpe diem!

*favorite

[HKichen]

Is this the life of a prostituite?

Nice words. It's really sweet. Liked the part u said to slap bush.

Pls don't take me to judge u wrongly after what i said.

I think u are a smart and brave woman that is ready to take on the world head on. The world is ur oyster, enjoy it. :)

[ople124124]

no u r a prousditute

[HKichen]

there's no need to be rude, now. I love her writing alot and i hope kicesie knows that. :)

And i said don't take me wrongly. Do u understand? I had the impression of a prostituite when she said she had $10 dollars to her name. Sorry if u felt that it's wrong.

[ople124124]

its k then

[HeeBee87GeeBee]

that was meant for here but i put clicked the wrong reply button,

[HeeBee87GeeBee]

also not 2 mention that she says she would woo the richest n most powerful of men n they would fall madly in love with her n she would be impossible to catch.. ople124124 i think u need 2 be a little less critical and maybe listen to the words kicesie says and then see where HKichen's comment is coming from and understand that HKichen wasnt saying she is a prostitute so stop trying to get brownie points with kicesie trying to stick up for her when you completely took what was said out of context

[HKichen]

Hey, thanks. I really appreciate it. :)

[HeeBee87GeeBee]

all good juss sayin it how i see it, and also because i thought the same thing when i watched kicesie's vlog

[ortugger]

Nice video. What came to mind for me and seemed to be part of your theme was being alone. However I have learned self realization comes from a communion effort.....we cant do it alone. One key distinction I have recently learned of is between individual and person. I will leave the contemplation of them to you...I would be interested to hear what you learn.

[MARKUZAMARALBRASIL]

I usually bitch about videos like these, because people usually do it to look cool and smart while they themselves don't even know what they are really talking about. Yours, however, has an obvious core of truth to it. I've spent years thinking life shouldn't just be passed unlived. I've had dreams about world journeys and a whole different life for the major part of my life, but I never got around to actually living it. The attitude "I can do it tomorrow too" kills. Just get up and do it.

[Dameon2385]

This video touches the deepest darkest depths of the soul. If I could I'd watch and listen to it everyday to remind myself that enough is never enough.

[captsnowflake]

gave me chills.

[funurayt050]

you are a very beautiful amazing intelligent woman your fiance is a very lucky man. I wish the best to both of you.

[dominologistics]

I think everyone that finds inspiration in this should buy * *The Secret by RHONDA BYRNE* *....at least look it up.

[KHFlash]

thank you for this post ... i realy needed this right now. Keep up all the great work. XD.

[deboneca]

Great work, made me cry!

[KMacC7]

You are an incredible writer. This video is a quintessential example of how special and unique each person is. Through your own hopes and dreams you have allowed others a window into what is truly important. Living life each day as though it were your last. Thank you for writing, and producing this video. It was a pleasure to watch.

[LAracingX]

Wow..just going through your old videos and stumbled onto this one. Ummm, WOW?? Didn't know you had THIS in you! Amazing job...seriously.

[laxtunas]

I recomend you to work on transitioning the screen or whatever it's called in English (the moment where one shot ends and the next one starts), they're too... sharp or something like that, I don;t know how to describe. That's about the technical side.

Of the other side (moral or spiritual or how it's called?), this video made me to go deep inside and I felt everything I was thinking while watching (listening). All the feelings felt like they would be physical. That's amazing. Keep going ;>

[kage24neko]

i think her eyes are pretty

[misscmfxox]

beautiful. i love art, music, writing, photography. this was very rejuvinating (sp). :]

[WraithWarrior23]

wow

This video was beautiful and amazing. Love it :)

[AFGHANiieYeS]

After watching this vidio all

i could do was clap.

amazing truly amazing.i felt so relaxed and rejuvinated.after watching this vidio

i try harder everyday to find the pure meaning of life itself

thank you so much for this vidio. i touched me in an unexplainable way.

thank you one again

[ripster100]

wow!

[Thorkinex]

This, poem... Sounds like the begining to a great story. In an of itself, it is beautiful, but... more remains to be written.

[WVBeetle99]

I know I emailed you regarding this video and I appreciate the reply. But I just wanted to leave a comment saying how much I appreciate this video. I have watched it multiple times and will probably watch it several more. The sound of your voice just relaxes me and the message in the video reminds me to take life 1 day at a time and to try and make the most of that day. Thank you again for putting you life out there for us.

[Nishie900]

What song is playing in the background? Great video by the way.

[sexylenagirl88]

Thank you Kicesie. I say this to you personally because it touched me so. It was easy to close my eyes to the sound of your voice, The voice of another human being That felt exactly as I do, But could put these feelings into words So much better than I ever could have. Comfort. You inspire me to do many things in my life. I want so much more than to forever live in a low-income community where Violence is expected from our youth and ignorance is tolerable. I dream too.

[kicesie]

And dreams come true. The more vividly we dream, the more easily they come true. Never stop dreaming and striving to make the world a better place... to make your life what you dream of it being!!! :-)

[HaleyMary]

This was beautiful, Kicesie. I am reminded that I have never truly lived in my life, not as much as I would like to. Most of my life I have spent working and studying in school. This was very peaceful and inspiring. Thanks for sharing this. :)

[leianon]

Best video I have ever seen. Thank you. xxx

[cuppachai]

wut DO u do with that?

[Anizamara102]

Great, awesome, just what I needed to hear right when I needed to hear it. You are great at expressing yourself, I look forward to hearing what you have to say in the future!!!

[chergirl949]

Wow...I usually don't like poetic stuff like this, but this video truly touched me. I'm going through a really rough time right now- and it just calmed my nerves. Truly beautiful...Thank you.

[kicesie]

Thank you! I definitely wrote it from my heart and longingly...

[joe902k]

I agree with chergirl949... i realy likethe video... i find it interesting how your first few viodeos have around 8-9 thousand views baut every video that you mention sex has half a milion,the oral sex one even more,i just dont get those people,i saw tnhat one first but got interested ang started viewing all of your vids from the begining...

[spindriver]

Kimberly, I just came across your videos for the first time today. While listening to your poetry with my eyes closed, I Suddenly got goose bumps all over!!! I am looking forward to watching your videos and Excited that they will help!

Thank You,

Daniel

[SchmockerHollis]

Just when I thought you couldn't impress me further... there you go again. You are an old soul Kimberly, welcome to the club.

[egraves]

i tagged you long ago. today i got around to watching your videos. i wanted to comment on all of them so far and this was the first that had comments enabled. while this was different, they're all quite the same in what i would like to thank you for. thank you for being up front and in one's face. your words impart the knowledge that you have maintained yourself and held your ground. you have been struck down and risen again. you *are* yourself. that is an inspiring thing.

[lovemypumpkin]

This is amazing

You're really talented.

It's such a beautiful poem

[Kishana80]

Wow..... That was awesome! I liked it all. That was very creative and unique. Good job! :)

[PerthPete1]

I turned off the lights, lay back and felt awe as I listened to your prose. Thank you! Favourited!

[lysander00]

What has this girl been smoking? Would not mind giving it a try!

[phlexonance]

The scenes where you hold the candle near your face are very sensual.

The text ist sheer beautiful. Sounds to me you have figured out your sense in your life or otherwise said your dreams. Try to live them!

More important than actually accomplishing all this, is just trying!

[Aollan]

Amazing.

[keepinitsimple07]

awesome. the BRAVERY to truly live.the dali lama bush, clinton the pope. i liked that part alot.sounds as if your into budhism, a nice place to start to find the bravery.

[music4ever13]

that video, your words... what you say is all thue. this touched me deap inside my soul. it made me think of life itself (not the first time this week). what would i do if i truly lived? dont we all want to dance in a club without worries, walk outside, smoke during a long walk home, watch a sunrise, be in a nudist comunity... what stops us from doing all what we want? why dont we live? why cant we live?

you have all my respects,

Marie-Helene

[meghanm2005]

wow that just put me in the greatest mood. I really enjoyed this video. it was so soothing. anyways just wanted to say your amazing and i love what you do.

[elwatchero]

hi kicesie, my account says i'm 24, but im really 14 (weird, i know) i have subscribed to your videos and love them. You have a beautiful smile, and a cool outlook on life. i have told my friends about your videos and they all think you are a great speaker, and i think the same. I respect you and look forward to new videos. overall, you are an awesome person. :)

[kicesie]

thank you so much! I'm really glad you enjoy them. :-)

[eaglehunt55]

ps i loved mothers day too thanks god your a beatfule soul thanks eagleye55 greenbay

[winry5411]

this is so artistic, so inspiring, so beautiful....

wow, this is one of the reasons i have subscribed to you. your a true character of spert. or something like that....

[vjvanity333]

ur so amazing, ive watched every one of ur vids and ur sooo amazing at wat u do and u have soo many talents... im gauranty theres many of ppl way proud of u and wat u accomplished through ur life so far... luv ya and ur videos!!!

[kicesie]

Thank you so much for that comment! I try. :-) As for people proud of me, I do have great parents and a wonderful fiance to share my successes and failures with. And of course, my youtubers, who have been, as a whole, like a whole new kind of best friend.

[galnamedmal]

I loved this! It's very inspiring. :)

And your voice is so soothing to listen to, you're so pretty, it's easy to enjoy your videos.. I'm a fairly new subscriber but I can already tell you have a beautiful mind and personality. Thank you for sharing (end helping to educate.) :)

[krunked666]

I agree people do live in a world of darkness only existing for one pourpose and that is to go to school get a wife/husband and work fo a period of time and then pass away with nothing to show fo it. I am one of those people who do what they want when they want to with no regards of the consequences of my actions (and no i dont do drugs lol) but i lead a very rich and fulfilling life and in the end isnt that all we have o.0

[krunked666]

and lolz i would SOOOOOOOO slap that goofy ass presidant bush accross the face to XD

[totallyreveka]

i really enjoyed the artistic nature of this video.

So much of our lives are made up of "if only's"

.. inspirational.

[moviedragon69]

Beutifull, just beutifull

[Veronaxx]

That was truly an inspiring, beautiful video.

It gave me chills.

[tammy81783]

happy independence day, wonderful :-)

hope you have a great day.

[neo70tx]

Lovely, poetic video. Reminded me of the topic we're on at Mosaic FW (church) - "Waking Life: the Being Attitudes." How the flowers of the field are unconcerned, but just live life. The picture your video produced in my head of the Pope and me over a beer made me smile. My life isn't this way either, but it's good to dream epically. Thanks.

[jiazu]

great video. period.

one word: travel :)

[8quixote]

nice.  I admire your fearlessness, tilting at windmills....that's how you become great,ya gotta hang it out there.

[willbraham]

hypnotizing and inspirational!

[numbdoll]

Very very beautiful, capturing, strong, deep and unique. Your words and the way you said them were very powerful. <3

[artstudent13]

thank you for posting such a cool vid!

i'm keeping this in my fave's:)xoxo

[missynoo]

BEAUTIFUL kicesie

[missynoo]

Excuse my spelling..Damn..No edit button..LOL!

[geoff2o9]

That was beutiful.

Thankyou for sharing it.

You are a beutiful person!

[enticia]

I am delighted to meet this side of you... from the spaghetti trail I have followed this morning I have been spiritually touched! I even found something sweet for James my 8 months old kitten whilst we performed our am hug & kiss ritual. 'If' I were to choose, I would likely be 'just' who I am, and enigma with a many facetted personality that ebbs and flows to transform. Blessings...E!

[kingofallhacks]

I dated a Deadhead chick once who was just as idyllic and flaky. The sex was great but she was in her own little world, and eventually I was on the verge of jumping off a cliff. Cool video, and you ARE beautiful and talented, even though your politics are FOS:)

[kicesie]

haha... thanks. i think.

[linney69]

Made me feel like self consciousness is totally pointless. made me feel like people nowadays are no longer ppl we once would wanna be. made me feel refreshed.

[Ecdtheow82]

I couldnt really think of anyway to sum up how this vid made me feel nothing i thought of seems to descibe its impact, words just dont do it justice. Thank you

[Mad5am]

Beautiful

[Budda57]

That's impressive! The whole thing....

[darinjinsc]

loved it. you are very good at your number one passion. very passionate.

[rggast]

Powerful, Well done!!!

[oneinwater]

Amazing!

[adelal]

Why stop at twice with slapping Bush... Your videos continue to impress and for some reason, inspire me... I look forward to working my way through the rest of them... keep up the great work.

[b1111968]

Can I ask, why is it most women make us want them so bad and make it impossible to catch. This was your best video I have seen from you yet. "LINDO"

[kicesie]

I think it's a desire to be possessed by no one. We, these powerful women, realize how much they would lose if they were to become practically the property of someone else. However, that doesn't mean these women can't share intense intimacy and committment.

[chappywv]

I am amazed how someone so young can be so deep. your word are true and come from the heart.

[binababy113]

this video was neat! You are a very talented writer, i enjoyed listening to your poem. Keep it up!!

[iekika1985]

WOW Kimberly... You are really amazing.

[kicesie]

Thank you! I'm glad you liked this. It's was my favorite video to make.

[Totonic]

We would all have extra relationships even the stars would be considered 'dogs' eventually, I think it is good to blend rather than seek sexual encounters, I think you are right though,

[snazzit]

Your voice... It's wonderful. I love it ! You're awesome ! :D

[ArtiSci]

This video is one of the best, I have seen on YouTube so far!

[Bet12than6]

I love hearing your voice.  This was really great. So far this video is my favorite.

[Junocozmos]

very mellow, very cool...different often = good :)

[alexvegas]

Wow, this is beautiful. And a sentiment I often ponder. Here's to living!

[overlycreative]

Kimberly, You've described Angelina Jolie, almost entirely. And I think she is truly living, I've been most of what you say, and it's wonderful. Except reverse the gender, k? :) continue living, you'll get there, it's in you and apparent.

[borndemented86]

Wow, i love this!

[Rediahs]

(2nd comment :))

Well, if I had the bravery to "truly live", I'd just lay... and think. Take random entheogens so as to think more clearly in different ways. I'd write it all down with impeccable clarity - unnatural clarity, because entheogens rarely offer one the privilege to express the experience in mere words.

Other than that, I don't know what I'd do.

[Rediahs]

This video makes me want to jump on top of you and, er, do inappropriate things!! You're so beautiful.

I'm supposed to be studying psychology, you distraction you. I has an test tomorrow, oh noes. And you're already the sexiest woman who lived ;) and you are still living!! Lucky us!

(2 comments, cause I have too much to say)

[navymrgoodbar]

Okay dude, you REALLY need to control yourself.

"This video makes me want to jump on top of you... "

Watch my 2 part series on how to pick up a hott girl. Please do that for yourself. You look like a perv by saying that!

Just looking out for you bro, I say it as it is whether or not they want to hear it. It's the truth whether you like it or not.

[Rediahs]

I like how you constantly assume I'm a man. Who are you? If you know Kim, I'll excuse you, but if you don't, please fuck off. Who the hell do you think you are? I'm not just some random perv commenting on a hot girl's video. I'm her friend.

[kndonlee]

can I jump on you?