Oh my god... I cried my eyes out at this... I've been strongly considering suicide for the last couple of months.. and seeing this. Seeing what it's done to loved ones, I don't think I could do it. Thank you for posting this. Not just in memory of this poor soul, but because maybe, just maybe, other kids like him will see that suicide is not the way to go.
@ArielleLenoreBentley hey i promise u no matter wat ur going through even though i couldnt even possibly imagine how u feel... I want u to kno that i care and even though i dnt even kno ur name, wat u look like, or who u r as a person... I CARE!!!!!!!
Only you could've done that for yourself, bud. Once you die, people cry and mourn for a few months before moving on without you. Growing up, going to college, getting married, etc. Yeah, some people will lose a part of themselves and never forget... but, eventually, they die too. And then who will remember little old Sebastian, who didn't have enough courage? I apologize if I'm being an asshole... but I can't see why that this isn't fake.
thats was probably the sadest things i have ever seen, te everyone out there who has commited suicide i hopeyou R.I.P and i hope your life is much better in heaven <3
who he was and they teased me like hell. It hurt so much! I'd come home every single day and act like it never happenned. I wanted them to not worry about me. I did not want to be a burden. I realised that the guys I liked would never like me I would never fit in and the people I hung around would never think of me as a BFF! It hurt everyday. But now I'm trying not to do it. My Milly was born, and I love her. I don't want her growing up with the memory of a dead cousin who was like a twin.
called a nerd because I had good grades and I 'behaved in school'. I did those things, so I could make my parents proud. I didn't want to be a burden to them. They've done so much for me. Especially the rest of my family. I love them so much. It hurt so much more than I realised. Every time I'd go into the toilets and cry, I'd wipe my tears with the toliet paper and walk outside, laughing and smiling as if it never happenned. When word came out on who I liked, life was hell. All the boys knew
I sometimes watch these in hope that it'd turn me off this road. Suicide. You might think mean thoughts about me when I write this but all I want is comfort. I want to be happier.When I went to my new school last year to start middle school, I wanted a real best friend. My old best friend was a bitch and she hurt me so much. I tried fitting in but I couldn't make conversation because I wasn't use to the outgoing people in this year. But they were fun to be around. I was excluded, shunned and
Wow this really hit home for me. I just got out of inpatient for anorexia,depression,OCD,anxiety, self-harm, compulsive exercising and a suicide attempt, I'm 13 and I really want to die right now, but I know now that I cannot commit suicide or I will not meet Jesus in Heaven. I hope this boy repented before he died. Maybe God saved him.
everythingt is not ok its all my fucking moms falt becuz she never cares i can tell her im going 2 jump off the inpire state bilding and shell say have fun and she never looks up from the fucking compter bitch
i dnt even no this dude but i feel sooo bad for him n i no wat he is going thro cuz just last night i was going to swallow six of my moms sleeping pills.....im glad im still here but everyone should relize wat other ppl r going thro before they act creully to them
That is heartbreaking. He killed himself on the same day, a year later?, It's so sad to think someone is in so deep they feel there is no other way out.
WHY DO PEOPLE BULLY? BULLIES ARE MURDERERS, AND KNOWONE DESERVES TO BE BULLIED, I WANT TO DO SOMETHING TO STOP BULLYING BUT THERE IS NOT MUCH ONE PERSON CAN DO...STOP BULLYING!
@pocketfrogprincess16 If only they could have seen that this was not the way; We could have comforted them in heaven for all they have gone through, but it's too late now....
honestly I don't understand why anyone would post hate comments on the video. JUST SAYING BUT HATING IS ONE OF THE FUCKING REASONS WHY THIS VIDEO IS UP. I love reading the comments on this vid that say mean things. you know why..? CAUSE I REMEMBER THAT THOSE DICKS ARE GOING TO BURN IN HELL ONE DAY. good bye.
@Sweetbabygirl2344 ...Suicide is an eternal sin and, by most religion's standards (Including all Christian denominations/cults), that means that you cannot be forgiven for murdering yourself. Jesus, Allah, etc. cannot save/forgive you, because you cannot repent. So, if you apply Christian logic by saying that all the trolls who comment negatively on this video will burn in hell, then Seb must also be burning as well, for you can only enter heaven if you are 'forgiven'. Have a nice day~
@Sweetbabygirl2344 you are just jealous that we are better persons stronger and our life is doing good. somebuddy kill himself because of me so what, afterall this is how your "god" made things. have fun
@DuBstep115 Now why would i be jealous of assholes such as yourself. my "god" huh? its people like you that are going to be sorry for what you say. Just wait because while your running you mouth, it will come back and bite you right in the ass. CARMAS a huge bitch. Now you go have fun.
Sadly, I almost did what this kid did... I was scared and tired of everything I had for my life. But my best friend pushed me through it all and I'm still sittin here today, encouraging people to move forward. Cause yes I am young. I'm 13. But people tell me my words are wise. And the reason I think that is cause all that pain I went through, I learned. And with what I have learned, I teach. And though I have scars on my arms and legs, I have colorful hair, and maybe even sharp words. I help...
tl,dr he did an hero, and one of the reasons was becouse he belived in his religion, he belived in "heaven" and killed himself becouse he wanted to see his brothar xD
@iRSleepy Who are you to point out the truth ALL THE TIME? and saying things like that isnt logical, its just plain rude...im done here, dont bother replying, i wont answer, and just for the record, your making yourself look like an ass, being that mean, no one cares how logical you are, sometimes you just have to hold your tongue, its the polite thing to do, i hope your just doing this for attention, cuz if ur rlly like that, god help you
@iRSleepy maybe, at least i dont make negative comments towards grieving people, and to be the bigger person, im sorry for any offensive comments, but i meant no offence, just know that everything you typed, the uploader will see, and that will be a blow for her, if you cant say anything nice, say nothing at all
@iRSleepy my mom, she is a part of the law, if they catch you in time, well, i guess i worded that kinda wrong, they dont make you go to jail, but there's therapy and stuff like that
@iRSleepy OKAY! HOW ABOUT THIS! Depression is a GENUINE medical disorder, MEDICAL! and thats when the chemical in your brains get all messed up causing abnormal behavior, such as self mutilation, eating disorders,and even suicidal thoughts; caused by traumatic experiences, such as being beaten and losing a sibling, in this case...some people DONT show symptoms, cuz they want evryone to think theyre fine, so when the time comes that they want to die, they can be successful, cuz suicide is illegal
Unless there were kids at her school or something that bullied her, I can't understand why she killed herself.
Besides the neighbors that are dicks (to everyone) the note only explains that it was all her dad's fault. So if she knew, she could've called child protective services and got her dad arrested where he would probably get prison rapped and killed himself. And whatever he did to Johnathon was probably bad enough alone just for him to go to prison.
@logrithm4 you mother-fucking asshole. My stepfather just passed away from cancer at 57 years old and I am destroyed. i'd like to see one of the closest person to you in your life just die and when you start to share it with someone, they laugh right in your ugly as shit face as you start to cry, and as you cry harder they beat the fuck out of you just like i'm about to.
@awesomegrant1 i'm glad your stepfather passed away. haha he's not even your real father... everybody on this video needs to stop bitching and move on. btw, i wouldn't give a shit if any1 in my family died.
Actually he meant that he hated us and that's why he left? If there's even one person in the world that we love -- it is enough to keep us here. He obviously couldn't love anyone. That seemed to be his problem. This is how I think after reading that guy's last words here.
Think of all who love you .Not what others hate you for. Are you really going to give up when ,you have these people who love you more then anything,they would put your life frist not thiers. Think of all the hearts you would hurt not the ones you will make happy . some want the world to them selfs but they dont know that to be happy you need the ones who love you not hurt you .some will hurt .some will love . some cry over life others hurts other so they dont have to cry....
No family is perfect. No friends are perfect. No neighbours are perfect. Nobody is. To kill yourself because your life is not perfect is something stupid. EVERYBODY has problems.I'm not hating or something...
Holy crap. This is powerful. I honestly don't get why people bully. Bullies are murderers. So what if people aren't who you expect them to be? They are who they are. If you have a problem with someone, don't talk to them. Don't make their lives miserable. Bullies need to get a fricken life because they are just jealous of how amazing people are and they don't want anyone to be better than them. So bullies, be quiet. No-one wants your opinion.
I'm not sure if I should like this or dislike?? If I like it will I be saying i'm happy for their deaths? I'm not. It's a terrible thing when someone takes their life. Stay strong to all of those left behind.
there's no god, so stop praying. Every time you talk about that crap you make us one step closer to doing it. God would make things so people don't feel the way they do, as opposed to making the rich fucks who rip people off on a daily basis who feel just dandy. Things DONT get better. You either live through it, or you don't
@0ptimyze dude god is real, if god made EVERYTHING better than we'd all be living in heaven and we'd all be rich, he wants nature to go free, little retards like you that dont believe in god will rot in the depths of hell for all eternity
@0ptimyze He does it to make you stronger, a better person, to not let us be jellyfishes all our lives, to know the benifits of hard work, so that the human race can be successful, and how would you know? have you ever TRIED to believe in him? go to church? learn? God doesnt like ugly, dont quote me word for word, but in the Bible, John 3:16 "God so loved the world that he gave is only begotten son, so that whosoever believeth in him, shall not perish, but have everlasting life"
Idk what to say... I wanna say i understand, i wanna say I know how he felt, but all i have is scars. I haven't attempted suicide, but I've thought about it... It would be wrong to say everything will get better, cause it won't, so all i have to say is, have faith...
this is SO me. The "perfect life". But inside, its ALL crap. It's just the FAKE you. I am not planning to leave this world. I will not give up. I will do all I can to get out of this alive. Live in the hope it will get better. Suicide has been on my mind MANY times. But I will fight. Live for my nearest.. I am a boy just like Sebastian. R.I.P Sebastian, you're in a much better place now.
OMG! This is so sad!! Two suicides in the same family a year a part. I feel for those boys and their mom. If they were being abused by their own father why didn't she do all she could to protect them?? I have two kids myself and would DIE protecting them!!
This made me cry. I have major depression (the worst depression you can have) and horribly anxiety. I think about killing myself al the time. But this made me realize I couldn't do that to my friends or boyfriend.
Rest In Peace... no matter how hard life gets, you just have to think that you can be better than life, be better than your parents expectations. you stand up in the world and let them know youre there and you deserve respect... i know, much easier said than done:/
I'm so sorry for what has happened to him. Even though things could be different, this has alrdy happened. Pls do rest in peace and be happy, wherever you are. I'll be praying for you though we do not know each other.
my heart is so hurting, and i feel like i understand. i hope you guys are together.... say hi to my friends if you see them up there. God bless and rest in peace . (((hug)))
@iRSleepy I am aware that suicide is a choice. And, I do not agree with the choice. But, though some don't choose to commit suicide, the ones who contemplate it do deserve to be helped. I have personal experience with two of my dear friends that wanted to commit suicide, their reasons were like many others but I didn't give up on them. And they eventually came to their senses. They do deserve to be helped, and for those who committed it, do deserve to be remembered.
@iRSleepy In a sense, you are correct. But I believe you lack the understanding needed. This boy and his brother, were beaten by their father. And do you know how it is to lose a brother? Or a sibling at all? From your obvious negitivity, I think not. Depending on the closeness of those two, loosing one was probably the most painful thing that boy had to go through. So before you judge, think about if you lost someone so dear to you that you couldn't spend a day without them. That's all.
@Birthdaycake24 wow really? This is a human being that committed suicide and you saying shit like that? lets see how you would feel if your best friend committed suicide you fucking pig.
So Depressingly Sad....Lucky For You My Cousin I Grew Up With & Was Like My Bestfriend He Commitied Suicide 06-15-2000 @ age 15...He Left Nothing No Note Nor Not A Clue Of Why He Commited Such An Act That Has Taughted a lot of us.... Its Been 11 1/2 yrs since he has passed & the feeling & the emotional wounds for many of us has not faded.....& prolly never will!
I just dont feel like im worth living anymore.. And i feel like committing suicide, I feel so lonley because i cant even get a girlfriend, im just to shy.. i get bullied everyday at school and at home by my parents, they beat me. I have no friends cause they all threw me away and out of there lives. I just see there no reason to live for me anymore, the only person who understands me is my older brother who is trying to help me, but it never works. I just see there no reason for me to go on....
@B4im81 Hey dude, dont think like that. Each one of us have a special purpose in life. Theres always a reason to live. Even for your brother. He loves you. Think how he would feel knowing he lost you? Dont do it bro. It will all get better. There are always positives. You just gotta find em. Good luck dude Cheer up :)
sometimes i wish people could just understand... i have a anxiety disorder... doesn't seem bad right? yeah well you should try and be in my brain, the pain's just not worth living... i've tried committing suicide before too bad my parents got to me in time:/ yeah i'm not going to lie i'm depressed& yeah i cut to make my outside pain hurt more than the inside so you people who even have the cheek to say it's for quitters fuck right off!
It is really f'in mature. She is telling us how people are suffering in this world. If your best friend commited suicide because of abuse,that is if you have any, hou'd you feel? Ya thats right. and btw, its Youtube. not Yotube
1997 a girl called Lauren was walking through a forest and she disappeared no one ever found her until 2000 when a young girl called Mary found her body and markings on her chest saying:I wasn't pretty enough" and now you have read this she will appear in your mirror saying your not pretty enough and kill you. By the way the girl called Mary died shortly after.to be saved post this to 5 other videos. This is TRUE I'm posting this because I don't play with my life
a real "friend" wouldnt want you meet them in hell.. I honestly wasnt going to say anything, I was just going to watch and on to the next youtube video.. But something made me stop.. I dont know what people in general honeslty this angers my down to my soul! HELL IS NOT A GOOD PLACE! You will burn forever and ever constant pain of burning! darkness! tourture! Its not a game it not a joke! But Jesus already took our death for us.. why die twice?!! ugggggh! your friend is not a nice one. :.(
@MsJanise123 Except for the fact that hell doesn't exist. Take a deep breath and just realize that you won't end up in hell when you die of you don't obey the bible. It's just a book of stories, nothing is proven to be real. In fact, there's plenty of scientifical proofs that tells us that it never actually happened and that Jesus didn't exist either. So you don't have to be afraid, everyting is ok!
@MsJanise123 How fucking dare you say that,This video may have saved someones life,Someone almost crossing the line to suicide might watch this and realise they don't want to have to write a letter of explanation to why they ended their life,so fucking think before you write that fucking pointless comment,and how do you even know god exists for that matter?
Cant even talk right now i have a knot in my throug cuz i am abot to cry , God forbid me to say this but May he Rot in Hell i wish nobody death but he deservs it i swear if i saw him with my own too eyes i will have K**lled him my self.... :'(
HELP! im a 12 year old boy named peter knobel who is thinking of suicide because im the stupidest person evr and my life just sux if i do kill myself then i will slit my wrist
@MrNerfman507 Well don't. Take back what you said/did. It's hard. But do not. think of all the people that have shined in your life sweetheart. It will be okay.Honestly. Nothing is worth killing yourself over. Do NOT kill yourself. Apologize to that person for whatever you said or did, & mean it.
@MrNerfman507 Honey..... I have often thought about suicide.... I know what it's like to want your exsistence to dissapear bcuz no one cares enough to recognize your life. Well..... your life is obviously worth living. If it wasn't.... God would have NEVER put you in this world to begin with and He hasn't taken you out of it yet either. Wait for the right moment and let God do His magic. Believe me honey, your life WILL get better. I can promise you that.
dont ever COMMIT SUICIDE.... Life is hell but we do get through it!!! i thought about it many of times...now a days its common!! Every time you think about it you think of the negatives...try thinking of the positives...! </3 R.I.P Sebastian and Jonathan
@MRSBeautiful123abc Yes there is!! there is in everyones life trust me i feel like my life is the worst but im surrounded with people that love me... i have alot of things that happen in my life but music helps me through and talking about it.. soo if u EVER wanna talk im here for you<3 That goes for anyone...
I hope he rots in hell too. Im sorry about your friend Sebastian. I hope he was welcomed by the gates of heaven and taken in by the angels :'( sorry for your loss.
quit ur bitching and beat the shit of ur bully for fuck sakes i like this vids bcs u guys are so butthurt i was bullied i had to risk getting kicked out of 4 private skools but know im respected i got people who defend me and yes its hard bcs i was always acused of the bully when the bully was the other guy i was locked up in a mental hospital for beating a BULLY but know im happy im respected im if u have any questions of HOW to beat the shit of ur bully fukin ask me simple cut him
I didn't know you could overdose and die from sleeping pills. I should be a little more careful with that. But at least I know that now. Why did he say he'd meet you in hell though?
i cannot express strongly enough how i loathe and detest the villainous, vitriolic, virulent filth of abusive parents. i'm sorry you had to endure this. God bless you.
Killing yourself doesn't fix anything. Just makes it a worser way of living your whole life in hell. Is that really what you ppl who want to kill yourselves want? Suffer internity in hell? H.s is tough but then after h.s there so much you could do if you keep ur self strong not care what others say .
Though I may not know who u are, I wish I did. I'm sorry people were so mean. R.I.P.
AryuTakomie89 1 day ago
i care
KNIFEREVIEWS1000 3 days ago
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rissababyrawr 5 days ago
Oh my god... I cried my eyes out at this... I've been strongly considering suicide for the last couple of months.. and seeing this. Seeing what it's done to loved ones, I don't think I could do it. Thank you for posting this. Not just in memory of this poor soul, but because maybe, just maybe, other kids like him will see that suicide is not the way to go.
ArielleLenoreBentley 1 week ago
@ArielleLenoreBentley hey i promise u no matter wat ur going through even though i couldnt even possibly imagine how u feel... I want u to kno that i care and even though i dnt even kno ur name, wat u look like, or who u r as a person... I CARE!!!!!!!
shorTylove342 1 week ago
I would like to know, why that 12, people disliked this.
OMGDenmark 1 week ago
@OMGDenmark because somebuddy posts your suecide letter to youtube that was ment only for those people?
DuBstep115 9 hours ago
Rip.:(
OMGDenmark 2 weeks ago
Xxx
time2partylmfao 2 weeks ago
give everything but up
imo07 2 weeks ago
I don't understand why people feel the need to post hateful comments about this video. I hope you feel like a real p.o.s
andreab2012 2 weeks ago
i cried....
taaybaayxo 3 weeks ago
:(
aizyarb 3 weeks ago
@Masterdarwin88 where are you getting this? Its not in the bible
jamesjeffery49 3 weeks ago
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@Masterdarwin88 where the hell are you getting this
jamesjeffery49 3 weeks ago
@Masterdarwin88 where the hell are you getting this
jamesjeffery49 3 weeks ago
FUNNIEST PART: 'Keep my memory alive.'
Only you could've done that for yourself, bud. Once you die, people cry and mourn for a few months before moving on without you. Growing up, going to college, getting married, etc. Yeah, some people will lose a part of themselves and never forget... but, eventually, they die too. And then who will remember little old Sebastian, who didn't have enough courage? I apologize if I'm being an asshole... but I can't see why that this isn't fake.
Masterdarwin88 3 weeks ago
The big hint that this is fake is that there is an advertisement on this video. The uploader is using the views to get money, folks. Pathetic.
Masterdarwin88 3 weeks ago
thats was probably the sadest things i have ever seen, te everyone out there who has commited suicide i hopeyou R.I.P and i hope your life is much better in heaven <3
MsJanaBabe 3 weeks ago
one of the reasons he died was because his neighbors left garbage or shit on his lawn? thats pretty lame.
crytoyourmom 1 month ago
mest up
raizot 1 month ago
made me cry!!!
jojo181511 1 month ago 2
I'll keep my comments to myself .............but I'm sorry to hear about it
zombiecloak 1 month ago
who he was and they teased me like hell. It hurt so much! I'd come home every single day and act like it never happenned. I wanted them to not worry about me. I did not want to be a burden. I realised that the guys I liked would never like me I would never fit in and the people I hung around would never think of me as a BFF! It hurt everyday. But now I'm trying not to do it. My Milly was born, and I love her. I don't want her growing up with the memory of a dead cousin who was like a twin.
lozziestar4eva 1 month ago
called a nerd because I had good grades and I 'behaved in school'. I did those things, so I could make my parents proud. I didn't want to be a burden to them. They've done so much for me. Especially the rest of my family. I love them so much. It hurt so much more than I realised. Every time I'd go into the toilets and cry, I'd wipe my tears with the toliet paper and walk outside, laughing and smiling as if it never happenned. When word came out on who I liked, life was hell. All the boys knew
lozziestar4eva 1 month ago
I sometimes watch these in hope that it'd turn me off this road. Suicide. You might think mean thoughts about me when I write this but all I want is comfort. I want to be happier.When I went to my new school last year to start middle school, I wanted a real best friend. My old best friend was a bitch and she hurt me so much. I tried fitting in but I couldn't make conversation because I wasn't use to the outgoing people in this year. But they were fun to be around. I was excluded, shunned and
lozziestar4eva 1 month ago
everytime im sad i feel sick and in need to barf...
KricketKid44 1 month ago
i wish i had the guts to do what he did ive tried many times but never suceeded
MsCrazygirls123 1 month ago
if the people who commited these suicides saw these comments and support, they'd still be alive
Deniese8110 1 month ago
wow. In every other sad video/song ive ever seen/heard, my heart broke... In this, it was mangled
Deniese8110 1 month ago
Wow this really hit home for me. I just got out of inpatient for anorexia,depression,OCD,anxiety, self-harm, compulsive exercising and a suicide attempt, I'm 13 and I really want to die right now, but I know now that I cannot commit suicide or I will not meet Jesus in Heaven. I hope this boy repented before he died. Maybe God saved him.
RachelcanRecover 1 month ago
The moment you think of giving up...
Think about why you held on for so long.
kaiisan88 1 month ago 18
everythingt is not ok its all my fucking moms falt becuz she never cares i can tell her im going 2 jump off the inpire state bilding and shell say have fun and she never looks up from the fucking compter bitch
emokillsu 1 month ago
i dnt even no this dude but i feel sooo bad for him n i no wat he is going thro cuz just last night i was going to swallow six of my moms sleeping pills.....im glad im still here but everyone should relize wat other ppl r going thro before they act creully to them
funnymonsterable 1 month ago
completely true to me.. except the soul part. my friends wouldn't get money because they would have nothing to sell
Blastbrutal 1 month ago
That is heartbreaking. He killed himself on the same day, a year later?, It's so sad to think someone is in so deep they feel there is no other way out.
tanniiix 1 month ago
wow, tears in my eyes
bighunerpro123 1 month ago
WHY DO PEOPLE BULLY? BULLIES ARE MURDERERS, AND KNOWONE DESERVES TO BE BULLIED, I WANT TO DO SOMETHING TO STOP BULLYING BUT THERE IS NOT MUCH ONE PERSON CAN DO...STOP BULLYING!
phoebzyal 1 month ago
in my school, the rules are simple: be bullied or be the bully.
it's a sad world :/
xiashadow84 1 month ago 2
Made me cry, I would have been your friend, and you should not have gone to **** go to heaven!
pocketfrogprincess16 1 month ago
@pocketfrogprincess16 If only they could have seen that this was not the way; We could have comforted them in heaven for all they have gone through, but it's too late now....
EXTRON180 1 month ago
This is so sad
Dalieen 1 month ago
Amen, and Amen
DrOctagonapus117 1 month ago
honestly I don't understand why anyone would post hate comments on the video. JUST SAYING BUT HATING IS ONE OF THE FUCKING REASONS WHY THIS VIDEO IS UP. I love reading the comments on this vid that say mean things. you know why..? CAUSE I REMEMBER THAT THOSE DICKS ARE GOING TO BURN IN HELL ONE DAY. good bye.
Sweetbabygirl2344 1 month ago 31
@Sweetbabygirl2344 ...Suicide is an eternal sin and, by most religion's standards (Including all Christian denominations/cults), that means that you cannot be forgiven for murdering yourself. Jesus, Allah, etc. cannot save/forgive you, because you cannot repent. So, if you apply Christian logic by saying that all the trolls who comment negatively on this video will burn in hell, then Seb must also be burning as well, for you can only enter heaven if you are 'forgiven'. Have a nice day~
Masterdarwin88 3 weeks ago
@Sweetbabygirl2344 you are just jealous that we are better persons stronger and our life is doing good. somebuddy kill himself because of me so what, afterall this is how your "god" made things. have fun
DuBstep115 9 hours ago
@DuBstep115 Now why would i be jealous of assholes such as yourself. my "god" huh? its people like you that are going to be sorry for what you say. Just wait because while your running you mouth, it will come back and bite you right in the ass. CARMAS a huge bitch. Now you go have fun.
Sweetbabygirl2344 4 hours ago
some people think death is funny. I think people who do this kind of thing wants to take the easy way out.
Halfaliveindeath01 1 month ago
-sighs- I'm glad atleast that he had friends that cared...
DarkCanisLupis 1 month ago
You know this world is coming to an end when the put advertizements on suicide note videos...
But this is some sad shit D:
MissInfinityness 1 month ago
Sadly, I almost did what this kid did... I was scared and tired of everything I had for my life. But my best friend pushed me through it all and I'm still sittin here today, encouraging people to move forward. Cause yes I am young. I'm 13. But people tell me my words are wise. And the reason I think that is cause all that pain I went through, I learned. And with what I have learned, I teach. And though I have scars on my arms and legs, I have colorful hair, and maybe even sharp words. I help...
littlemissscenexD 1 month ago
@iRSleepy Teach logic to the bullies that cause this. Then maybe you'll understand.
ToastyPinecone 1 month ago
Wow that made me cry :/ RIP guys im sorry for your pain
Shy852 1 month ago
tl,dr he did an hero, and one of the reasons was becouse he belived in his religion, he belived in "heaven" and killed himself becouse he wanted to see his brothar xD
lamebananas 1 month ago
@iRSleepy Who are you to point out the truth ALL THE TIME? and saying things like that isnt logical, its just plain rude...im done here, dont bother replying, i wont answer, and just for the record, your making yourself look like an ass, being that mean, no one cares how logical you are, sometimes you just have to hold your tongue, its the polite thing to do, i hope your just doing this for attention, cuz if ur rlly like that, god help you
KateSkate55 1 month ago
@iRSleepy maybe, at least i dont make negative comments towards grieving people, and to be the bigger person, im sorry for any offensive comments, but i meant no offence, just know that everything you typed, the uploader will see, and that will be a blow for her, if you cant say anything nice, say nothing at all
KateSkate55 1 month ago
@iRSleepy my mom, she is a part of the law, if they catch you in time, well, i guess i worded that kinda wrong, they dont make you go to jail, but there's therapy and stuff like that
KateSkate55 1 month ago
@iRSleepy OKAY! HOW ABOUT THIS! Depression is a GENUINE medical disorder, MEDICAL! and thats when the chemical in your brains get all messed up causing abnormal behavior, such as self mutilation, eating disorders,and even suicidal thoughts; caused by traumatic experiences, such as being beaten and losing a sibling, in this case...some people DONT show symptoms, cuz they want evryone to think theyre fine, so when the time comes that they want to die, they can be successful, cuz suicide is illegal
KateSkate55 1 month ago
@HALF this isnt funny at all i cant imagine what her family is going through!
greciaperez100 1 month ago
this was touching, but i dont see why ud post it on youtube. seems a bit morbid to me. but who am i to judge. im sorry for you loss
iluvglawl 1 month ago
Oh my god I'm crying...
GoldenToraToraChan 1 month ago
Stopping bullying is an infringement on our freedom of speech. Suicide is necessary. Survival of the fittest!
logrithm4 1 month ago
Unless there were kids at her school or something that bullied her, I can't understand why she killed herself.
Besides the neighbors that are dicks (to everyone) the note only explains that it was all her dad's fault. So if she knew, she could've called child protective services and got her dad arrested where he would probably get prison rapped and killed himself. And whatever he did to Johnathon was probably bad enough alone just for him to go to prison.
TheGLaDOSvideoCore 1 month ago
I don't know if this is fake but I think it is. Who would posted it on youtube.
Halfaliveindeath01 1 month ago
@Halfaliveindeath01 lol I think it's funny
logrithm4 1 month ago
@logrithm4 you mother-fucking asshole. My stepfather just passed away from cancer at 57 years old and I am destroyed. i'd like to see one of the closest person to you in your life just die and when you start to share it with someone, they laugh right in your ugly as shit face as you start to cry, and as you cry harder they beat the fuck out of you just like i'm about to.
awesomegrant1 1 month ago
@awesomegrant1 i'm glad your stepfather passed away. haha he's not even your real father... everybody on this video needs to stop bitching and move on. btw, i wouldn't give a shit if any1 in my family died.
logrithm4 1 month ago
@logrithm4 okay thats way to fucking far and selfish,,,,,,,,, you wouldnt no until it hit you. fuck off
Tululaconsela135 1 month ago
OMG MY FRIENDS ARE LIKE THAT TOO! nd i cry every day, what did i do to diserve this? why am i treated like this? i know how sebestian felt
MsThehappyqueen24 1 month ago
Is this real or made up?
Siggs3 1 month ago
why so emontional ? :,(
Izz06221 1 month ago
Actually he meant that he hated us and that's why he left? If there's even one person in the world that we love -- it is enough to keep us here. He obviously couldn't love anyone. That seemed to be his problem. This is how I think after reading that guy's last words here.
utasalokkim 1 month ago
oh i'm so very super sorry this made me cry Sebastian may you rest in peace R.I.P.
001Glaceonice001 2 months ago
Are you people seriously fucking fighting over religion on this? stfu, and gtfo. RIP Sebastian<3
KatIshAPandaBearr 2 months ago
Cannot stop crying :'( R.I.P. Sebastian
101ilovedance 2 months ago
Think of all who love you .Not what others hate you for. Are you really going to give up when ,you have these people who love you more then anything,they would put your life frist not thiers. Think of all the hearts you would hurt not the ones you will make happy . some want the world to them selfs but they dont know that to be happy you need the ones who love you not hurt you .some will hurt .some will love . some cry over life others hurts other so they dont have to cry....
Nes123333 2 months ago
What's the difference between a bully and a pizza? Pizza doesn't yell when getting baked in the oven.
JuliusIsMe 2 months ago
Fucken faggot. Rest in shit. Melodramatic cunt.
yourugly1994 2 months ago
im so sorry for your lost R.I.P
Swagglives 2 months ago
im sorry :(
shadowfan1998 2 months ago
He died on his birthday. So did his brother.. :/
foodmakesmehappyx3 2 months ago
@foodmakesmehappyx3 did both commit suicide? :o
MartinMilkscene 2 months ago
@MartinMilkscene i think so..Jonathan jumped off a roof and Sebastian overdosed on sleep pills D:
foodmakesmehappyx3 2 months ago
No family is perfect. No friends are perfect. No neighbours are perfect. Nobody is. To kill yourself because your life is not perfect is something stupid. EVERYBODY has problems.I'm not hating or something...
acidulatedCookie 2 months ago
i cried my eyes out the entire time. I'm so, so, very sorry./:
NinjaCupcake79 2 months ago
Holy crap. This is powerful. I honestly don't get why people bully. Bullies are murderers. So what if people aren't who you expect them to be? They are who they are. If you have a problem with someone, don't talk to them. Don't make their lives miserable. Bullies need to get a fricken life because they are just jealous of how amazing people are and they don't want anyone to be better than them. So bullies, be quiet. No-one wants your opinion.
georgiepieiscool 2 months ago 41
.... Is this fake? =_=
candy4725331 2 months ago
@candy4725331 It can't be fake she isn't repling to any of this so..she must be dead :'(
jaylaelaine33 2 months ago
I'm not sure if I should like this or dislike?? If I like it will I be saying i'm happy for their deaths? I'm not. It's a terrible thing when someone takes their life. Stay strong to all of those left behind.
freya8672 2 months ago
he killed himself on the same day jonathan died soo sad x
BlauwJasje 2 months ago
there's no god, so stop praying. Every time you talk about that crap you make us one step closer to doing it. God would make things so people don't feel the way they do, as opposed to making the rich fucks who rip people off on a daily basis who feel just dandy. Things DONT get better. You either live through it, or you don't
0ptimyze 2 months ago
@0ptimyze I wish I could see your face when you stand before God too. The face you make when you realize he's real.
iloverandyorton15 2 months ago
@0ptimyze There is to a God!
ilovedolly4 2 months ago
@0ptimyze dude god is real, if god made EVERYTHING better than we'd all be living in heaven and we'd all be rich, he wants nature to go free, little retards like you that dont believe in god will rot in the depths of hell for all eternity
MrDub4u 2 months ago
@0ptimyze He does it to make you stronger, a better person, to not let us be jellyfishes all our lives, to know the benifits of hard work, so that the human race can be successful, and how would you know? have you ever TRIED to believe in him? go to church? learn? God doesnt like ugly, dont quote me word for word, but in the Bible, John 3:16 "God so loved the world that he gave is only begotten son, so that whosoever believeth in him, shall not perish, but have everlasting life"
KateSkate55 1 month ago
@KateSkate55 "..according to that, im going to pray for you, for you to believe, for him to show you the way, at least try, wut do you have to lose?
KateSkate55 1 month ago
And i'll be praying
hailey3348 2 months ago
Idk what to say... I wanna say i understand, i wanna say I know how he felt, but all i have is scars. I haven't attempted suicide, but I've thought about it... It would be wrong to say everything will get better, cause it won't, so all i have to say is, have faith...
hailey3348 2 months ago
@hailey3348 same here.
LunaPanther98 2 months ago
oh my god this is so i wanna cry
Smallvillefan10234 2 months ago
Serious i'am crying!
joannalarsson 2 months ago
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this is SO me. The "perfect life". But inside, its ALL crap. It's just the FAKE you. I am not planning to leave this world. I will not give up. I will do all I can to get out of this alive. Live in the hope it will get better. Suicide has been on my mind MANY times. But I will fight. Live for my nearest.. I am a boy just like Sebastian. R.I.P Sebastian, you're in a much better place now.
kriskuala2010 2 months ago
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kriskuala2010 2 months ago
this made me cry...
sLOVEnijaFORever 2 months ago
OMG! This is so sad!! Two suicides in the same family a year a part. I feel for those boys and their mom. If they were being abused by their own father why didn't she do all she could to protect them?? I have two kids myself and would DIE protecting them!!
LJW42465 2 months ago
This made me cry. I have major depression (the worst depression you can have) and horribly anxiety. I think about killing myself al the time. But this made me realize I couldn't do that to my friends or boyfriend.
YoMeggie 2 months ago
Rest In Peace... no matter how hard life gets, you just have to think that you can be better than life, be better than your parents expectations. you stand up in the world and let them know youre there and you deserve respect... i know, much easier said than done:/
bFamous2day 2 months ago
I'm so sorry for what has happened to him. Even though things could be different, this has alrdy happened. Pls do rest in peace and be happy, wherever you are. I'll be praying for you though we do not know each other.
loyalmurder 2 months ago
jonathan is dead too? (im actually crying right now)
lauralee1115 2 months ago
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ThePerla1231 2 months ago
my heart is so hurting, and i feel like i understand. i hope you guys are together.... say hi to my friends if you see them up there. God bless and rest in peace . (((hug)))
irishraver38 2 months ago
what did he do to jonathan. i couldn't stop crying i couldn't even hear the music
unicornsandglitte100 2 months ago in playlist suicide notes
Wow... this is the best you cld have done for your friend. It truly is. May his soul rest in peace.
And also, you...people, take your conversation somewhere else. this sint a fricking chatroom. Its about someone taking their own life. Unbelievable.
ChalkLitIScream 2 months ago
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humsyourlife 2 months ago
@iRSleepy I am aware that suicide is a choice. And, I do not agree with the choice. But, though some don't choose to commit suicide, the ones who contemplate it do deserve to be helped. I have personal experience with two of my dear friends that wanted to commit suicide, their reasons were like many others but I didn't give up on them. And they eventually came to their senses. They do deserve to be helped, and for those who committed it, do deserve to be remembered.
ToxicBiohazardPro 2 months ago
This made me cry
x3GirlGamer 2 months ago
@iRSleepy In a sense, you are correct. But I believe you lack the understanding needed. This boy and his brother, were beaten by their father. And do you know how it is to lose a brother? Or a sibling at all? From your obvious negitivity, I think not. Depending on the closeness of those two, loosing one was probably the most painful thing that boy had to go through. So before you judge, think about if you lost someone so dear to you that you couldn't spend a day without them. That's all.
ToxicBiohazardPro 2 months ago 2
This kid is dumb. I dont see any real reason here to commit suicide.
Birthdaycake24 3 months ago
@Birthdaycake24 wow really? This is a human being that committed suicide and you saying shit like that? lets see how you would feel if your best friend committed suicide you fucking pig.
OMFGITSTAILZ 3 months ago 43
So Depressingly Sad....Lucky For You My Cousin I Grew Up With & Was Like My Bestfriend He Commitied Suicide 06-15-2000 @ age 15...He Left Nothing No Note Nor Not A Clue Of Why He Commited Such An Act That Has Taughted a lot of us.... Its Been 11 1/2 yrs since he has passed & the feeling & the emotional wounds for many of us has not faded.....& prolly never will!
Elinus1132 3 months ago
That's wicked sad.
Bossychick1100 3 months ago
B4im81@ there's a light at the end if the tunnel:)
lamopanda 3 months ago
I just dont feel like im worth living anymore.. And i feel like committing suicide, I feel so lonley because i cant even get a girlfriend, im just to shy.. i get bullied everyday at school and at home by my parents, they beat me. I have no friends cause they all threw me away and out of there lives. I just see there no reason to live for me anymore, the only person who understands me is my older brother who is trying to help me, but it never works. I just see there no reason for me to go on....
B4im81 3 months ago
@B4im81 know how it feels cos im in the same possition :(
amb500u8787uu 2 months ago
@B4im81 Hey dude, dont think like that. Each one of us have a special purpose in life. Theres always a reason to live. Even for your brother. He loves you. Think how he would feel knowing he lost you? Dont do it bro. It will all get better. There are always positives. You just gotta find em. Good luck dude Cheer up :)
ChalkLitIScream 2 months ago
...my brain had destroyed every last bit of me! probably did the same to Jonathon, i'm sorry man & i understand. r.i.p <3
theONLYlil 3 months ago
sometimes i wish people could just understand... i have a anxiety disorder... doesn't seem bad right? yeah well you should try and be in my brain, the pain's just not worth living... i've tried committing suicide before too bad my parents got to me in time:/ yeah i'm not going to lie i'm depressed& yeah i cut to make my outside pain hurt more than the inside so you people who even have the cheek to say it's for quitters fuck right off!
theONLYlil 3 months ago
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Whats the name of this song?
capsnerd 3 months ago
dont do it please dont do it cause one of us goes in and we all go through it
gnarlssays 3 months ago
I like how you posted a suicide letter on Yotube. Really fucking mature.
HailinJune 3 months ago
@HailinJune it's to get awareness out TWAT and to see people's reactions.
theONLYlil 3 months ago
It is really f'in mature. She is telling us how people are suffering in this world. If your best friend commited suicide because of abuse,that is if you have any, hou'd you feel? Ya thats right. and btw, its Youtube. not Yotube
ChalkLitIScream 2 months ago
I am sorry for your loss.
DarthBigBen 3 months ago
im in tears.
dtmjenx 3 months ago
this makes me think
deathlives769 3 months ago
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1997 a girl called Lauren was walking through a forest and she disappeared no one ever found her until 2000 when a young girl called Mary found her body and markings on her chest saying:I wasn't pretty enough" and now you have read this she will appear in your mirror saying your not pretty enough and kill you. By the way the girl called Mary died shortly after.to be saved post this to 5 other videos. This is TRUE I'm posting this because I don't play with my life
ReginaBateman69 3 months ago
a real "friend" wouldnt want you meet them in hell.. I honestly wasnt going to say anything, I was just going to watch and on to the next youtube video.. But something made me stop.. I dont know what people in general honeslty this angers my down to my soul! HELL IS NOT A GOOD PLACE! You will burn forever and ever constant pain of burning! darkness! tourture! Its not a game it not a joke! But Jesus already took our death for us.. why die twice?!! ugggggh! your friend is not a nice one. :.(
MsJanise123 3 months ago
@MsJanise123 Except for the fact that hell doesn't exist. Take a deep breath and just realize that you won't end up in hell when you die of you don't obey the bible. It's just a book of stories, nothing is proven to be real. In fact, there's plenty of scientifical proofs that tells us that it never actually happened and that Jesus didn't exist either. So you don't have to be afraid, everyting is ok!
Stoptalkingwillya 3 months ago
@MsJanise123 How fucking dare you say that,This video may have saved someones life,Someone almost crossing the line to suicide might watch this and realise they don't want to have to write a letter of explanation to why they ended their life,so fucking think before you write that fucking pointless comment,and how do you even know god exists for that matter?
NOMdinosaurs 3 months ago
@MsJanise123 religion is all a lie anyways so why care?
TheRhymeBoy 3 months ago
Im sorry you lost your friend
HunniiChii 3 months ago
I am very sorry for your lost. He sound's like a blessing .
luvablevixen 3 months ago
I cried when I saw that Sebastion had killed himself on the same day and month his brother had..
dramagirl477 3 months ago
Cant even talk right now i have a knot in my throug cuz i am abot to cry , God forbid me to say this but May he Rot in Hell i wish nobody death but he deservs it i swear if i saw him with my own too eyes i will have K**lled him my self.... :'(
F1nalD3sTinaT1oN 3 months ago
i feel so srry for u
chowdhurymimi 3 months ago
i try my hardest to be here but i have shit to pain bullied hurt laughed at sic kof bs hurt and basicly so much but yeahh i have the same feelings
yuma243 3 months ago
r u still alive ? if u r dnt it.. i feel the same way.. but im tryin to stay strong
Th3Mack1 3 months ago in playlist jades playlist :)
HELP! im a 12 year old boy named peter knobel who is thinking of suicide because im the stupidest person evr and my life just sux if i do kill myself then i will slit my wrist
MrNerfman507 3 months ago
@MrNerfman507 Well don't. Take back what you said/did. It's hard. But do not. think of all the people that have shined in your life sweetheart. It will be okay.Honestly. Nothing is worth killing yourself over. Do NOT kill yourself. Apologize to that person for whatever you said or did, & mean it.
xXVampirexLoverXx15 3 months ago
@MrNerfman507 Honey..... I have often thought about suicide.... I know what it's like to want your exsistence to dissapear bcuz no one cares enough to recognize your life. Well..... your life is obviously worth living. If it wasn't.... God would have NEVER put you in this world to begin with and He hasn't taken you out of it yet either. Wait for the right moment and let God do His magic. Believe me honey, your life WILL get better. I can promise you that.
JustinBelieber911 3 months ago 3
:'( RIP Sebastian and Jonithan
vampluva171 3 months ago
My life sucks and I'm contemplating suicide... HELP ME!
FireFistAce111 3 months ago
this fits me LITERALLY.....
cierralynn98 3 months ago
dont ever COMMIT SUICIDE.... Life is hell but we do get through it!!! i thought about it many of times...now a days its common!! Every time you think about it you think of the negatives...try thinking of the positives...! </3 R.I.P Sebastian and Jonathan
MsMarie1998 3 months ago 15
@MsMarie1998 there is no positives in my life
MRSBeautiful123abc 3 months ago
@MRSBeautiful123abc Yes there is!! there is in everyones life trust me i feel like my life is the worst but im surrounded with people that love me... i have alot of things that happen in my life but music helps me through and talking about it.. soo if u EVER wanna talk im here for you<3 That goes for anyone...
MsMarie1998 2 months ago
I hope he rots in hell too. Im sorry about your friend Sebastian. I hope he was welcomed by the gates of heaven and taken in by the angels :'( sorry for your loss.
VIPAnimeClub 4 months ago
damn :'[
x3Laylaaa 4 months ago
quit ur bitching and beat the shit of ur bully for fuck sakes i like this vids bcs u guys are so butthurt i was bullied i had to risk getting kicked out of 4 private skools but know im respected i got people who defend me and yes its hard bcs i was always acused of the bully when the bully was the other guy i was locked up in a mental hospital for beating a BULLY but know im happy im respected im if u have any questions of HOW to beat the shit of ur bully fukin ask me simple cut him
albizu2010 4 months ago
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rmelz3456 4 months ago
So sa
billymays1325 4 months ago
I didn't know you could overdose and die from sleeping pills. I should be a little more careful with that. But at least I know that now. Why did he say he'd meet you in hell though?
xxSynderellaxx 4 months ago
i cried. ):
this is sorta how im feeling /:
LoveMusic016 4 months ago
o god i cired so sad
ronchinight 4 months ago
Wow, I'm so sorry! Words cannot express...
JohnEbony 4 months ago
i cannot express strongly enough how i loathe and detest the villainous, vitriolic, virulent filth of abusive parents. i'm sorry you had to endure this. God bless you.
dameon692002 4 months ago
this is really moving.... thanks for sharing :')
Naomiemo1997 4 months ago
i just balled my fuckin eyes out..
TheBabymamabri 4 months ago
Omg I just cried
hummerdude123 4 months ago
Everytime I watch this I bawl... :/
P1eW1nz 4 months ago
Killing yourself doesn't fix anything. Just makes it a worser way of living your whole life in hell. Is that really what you ppl who want to kill yourselves want? Suffer internity in hell? H.s is tough but then after h.s there so much you could do if you keep ur self strong not care what others say .
loverbaby4life 4 months ago