School Anxiety Realizations & Online Classes

[SMOKIETHEBEAR101]

Hey just wanted to tell u how lovely ur eyes are and u got dis girl !!!

[Wildchild880]

your very pretty lady

[returnoftheramble3]

Online college is a ripoff. The first school I went to didn't monitor our tests, and I'm me and everyone assumes that I'm cheating or something. I have to have someone babysit me,and it was easy Yeah, I looked up one question on a study guide on google then failed it. The second one didn't lik.e count but it would in a bad way. In regular school, my personality usually gets me a grade higher. I'm not a pet or anything, but I usually improve a bunch and am quiet then am vocal.

[returnoftheramble3]

For my fan club, I did well in school prior to the incident, and I still could; I'm just thinking. I've shown on the computer that I can learn.

[returnoftheramble3]

I'm scared to go to school. Most of the time I'm OK, but some days, I literally have no function. Since I was made special, I'm still asking for special treatment and hand over to Maggie. And I'm hoping that someone needs a specimen. If I recover, I can pay you back. Online school is stupid. I hate it.

[rockonzeppelin]

Online school is fuckin stupid.

[0nDeck]

your a sweety . i subbed

[nasurdan]

how do online classes work. do u have to meet like once a week or just meet for a final?

[EWilsonLife]

Ahh you are so cute!

I really hate getting stressed out about school too.. I get where you're coming from.

[anythingnew]

Never taken online classes before. Can you watch videos over and over again?

[sargentcrackers]

nice! now you can just sit at home, make no new friends, not get out of your computer chair and eat food all day! probably great for anxiety!

[uploader06]

You have erased all the mean comments huh? good for you :)

[youdog12345]

is that where your parents hide you? in the closet?

[angelcarpet]

youre soo sweet!!:D

Greetings from Norway!

[freetothinkify]

I have seated classes for the first time in forever. I"ll probably make real bad grades since my brain is chronically stupid now, and that's okay. I don't need help, or I shouldn't be there. Online classes make me happier, so does the computer. I don't like people either. They make me nervous when we interact. I don't understand them.

[DLUVRL2]

lol i just listen to the f u song cool i totally agree lol f them who hate

[DLUVRL2]

you are awesome babe! keep it up.cool , i love you honesty and i get bad anxiety too.

[TheSarahRah]

haha, you're so cute!

I'm in online school too due to mental health issues, it's good to see someone I can relate to. It's much nicer than a classroom environment eh? :)

[winehouselove]

i love you and your personality....i dont know why but iam crying at this moment i read some of the other comments people left on your page and iam sad about this you are a good person and to know that people say mean things about you bothers me i dont think i will ever do a videos or vlog what for? people jugde you on here its evil people on youtube

[lolpuppetmaster]

where do you take your courses and how much do they cost?

[KingOystar]

The best of luck to you with school, I hope it works out for you.

[Sallyakerti]

Hi Kristin,i was just passng by when i saw your vid and i want to say you look pretty and good luck whith your study home take care.

[PurpleCrayonzz]

omgsh!

u look so preety!

:D

[nervousneuron]

Ah, good old test anxiety. I thought this would be a good video to watch before my thesis defense interview!!

The thing that is putting me off going further and doing a PhD is this anxiety. And then if I make it to academia, there will be publication anxiety and all that jazz.

But yeah, when I was too anxious to sit in a lecture theatre full of people, I could listen online instead and get the notes too. The worst was tutorials which you had to go to [cont]

[nervousneuron]

kind of like highschool class. I hated sitting next to people I didn't know, and standing around before class was the worst.

Good on ya for talking about accommodations. I'd rather eat bad grades then ask for help. If I could request a video, could you talk about how you went about asking and who you asked, etc, and your thoughts on doing so.

So, hope you're doing okay with your classes at the moment :)

[Nuzzelhead]

Hello Kristin, I am a distant student too I am taking 2 courses and I find it demanding and I have to meet dead line all the time my profs. are accommodating but there is still dead line to meet. I have pain in my wrisst from typing all the time but I dont bother about telling my profs. I can relate about the anxiety issues around school. I wish you good luck with your work!

[fletcheyboi]

keep your head up girl your video's are great i got the converese shoes btw sorry it took so long my internet was down lol x

[foxleyleon]

i think ima really try that online lecture thingy. but what do you do for tests?

[turkishbabe19]

aww you look georgouss:D:D

[xCHOLAx]

ohh loooking pretty

[foxleyleon]

online courses sounds interesting i think ill try it out.:)

[ichbinkeinberliner]

awesome! yah, they are great! I wish I could do all of my school online!!! :)

[BigGurlzDoCry]

Your eye make up is gorgeous!

Did you add any lashes?

You have beautiful eyes anyway.

School will be fine :-)

[ichbinkeinberliner]

Thanks! No, I just used mascara and eye liner. :)

[hell0hkitty]

you're giving me new ideas about looking into online learning! great idea. i want to further my mental health peer support recovery education and it seems online offers the best courses! thank god for our pc's! you look great kris. stay well, and learn your triggers, boundaries, those are the biggies! love, kitty (rosemary in new zealand)

[ichbinkeinberliner]

hello kitty/rosemary! hehe I really want to be a mental health peer supporter! That sounds so great! Should I just go to the nearest hospital and ask them about it? Thanks for all of your support! Hugs, :) kristin

[hell0hkitty]

hi kristin, my husband and i have been working in mental health for a number of years, we studied with mary ellen copeland and shery mead. they both have websites and online course. you'd be wonderful. we are very recovery focused, and believe folks need to take personal responsibility for their illnesses. thank you for answering. you are a lovely woman. keep up your good work!

[xradiantstarx]

good luck w/ school.

[ichbinkeinberliner]

thanks a bunch x! :)

[Anddromedda]

May be I'm thin, but girl you got those beautiful eyes!!.. I love them!!..

I'll really wish that my eyes were so pretty!!

Alwas feel proud from who you are!!

....

And sorry about my english.. I'm starting to learn..

[ichbinkeinberliner]

Your English is perfect! Thank you so much for your nice comment! You are such a sweetie! Hugs, :)

[thistooshallpass87]

you look really nice in this video you have gorgeous eyes

[ichbinkeinberliner]

thank you so much thistoo! :)

[sameerlal832]

Sorry to be an ass...But what exactly is the point of this video?

[ichbinkeinberliner]

What is the point of your comment?

[darkhorsegirl]

Haa, that's awesome. You rock =)

[sameerlal832]

The point was asking...What the point of these videos were...At least answer the question before making a sarcastic comment.

[BlameItOnThePenguin]

You seem like such a nice person! I'm adding u!

[ichbinkeinberliner]

Well, you seem like a sweetheart too! :) Thank you!

[toastyotaku42]

cool good for you I am so happy that ur taking those classes

[ichbinkeinberliner]

thanks so much for your support toasty! :)

[toastyotaku42]

your welcome I know my youtube name is weird but i love it!!! and appearantly you do too you make me laugh

[divagirlrn]

I hope your classes go well. Your top is so cute!

[ichbinkeinberliner]

thanks divagirl!!! :)

[dynom23]

It sucks but when you have mental illness you have to just force yourself to do things that most people find easy. I have social anxiety along with ocd and every day is a struggle but you can't let the illness win because that's what it wants. Keep on taking classes and try to stay busy. Congrats kristen.

[ichbinkeinberliner]

thanks dynom! You are so terrific. You are right...we do have to keep pushing, don't we? Keep pushing on your end and I'll keep pushing on mine! :) hugs :)

[wurmpje1973]

hi!

you look so pretty in that top. i really like it. hope you will be doing wel with your classes. Good luck!!

[ichbinkeinberliner]

thanks wurmpje! heh your user name is so funny! I don't know what it means, but it sounds cute! :)

[Laurasorocks]

i love your top its really cute :)

[ichbinkeinberliner]

thanks laura! :)

[Bambislaught3r]

I have really awful social anxiety and I start a new college course on Monday. I've already dropped out of two courses because of it (and greatly angered my mum who can't understand why I don't just "get over it"), I'm absolutely terrified! :(

I hope you do okay with your classes, you seem to be pretty positive so keep smiling!

[ichbinkeinberliner]

How'd your class go Bambi??? I think I might have a touch of social anxiety too. I'm sorry you have it. Hang in there! Keep working at it! :)

[Bambislaught3r]

It went really well! I just bit the bullet and went straight in there and I'm already ahead with my assignments! Thanks for the encouraging words :)

[luhluhluhlinz]

aww you always seem so happy :)

[ichbinkeinberliner]

well, I'm not always happy, but pretty happy most of the time lately! :)

[0dour]

you look super pretty here! love your top and necklace ^__^

[ichbinkeinberliner]

thanks a lot! I'm really excited about the top too! hehe it is so fun!

[momoftwo99]

I'm sure you will do great with your classes. Did you find the book you were looking for?

[ichbinkeinberliner]

haha. actually I still haven't found the book I was looking for! I had to drop the class that the book was for, so I gave up looking for it for now. :) thanks for asking! :)

[brittakaaafer]

Oh my gosh, you look so cute in this video. ...Well, you usually look cute in your videos, but you look especially cute in this one, haha. :)

[ichbinkeinberliner]

thank you so much brit! You are sweet and kind! :)

[caseyburk]

Computer science, eh? Lemme know if you need any help. ;.P

[ichbinkeinberliner]

okay, I definitely will! I have my second program due this week! I soooo need to start it! lol! I'll be banging on your youtube door going "PLEASE HELP!!!" lol :)

[Jakeyblues]

Very cute video as always :)

Good luck with the classes, and I love your shirt. x

[ichbinkeinberliner]

thanks so much jakey! you rock! :)

[ichbinkeinberliner]

thank you nick! I just got the top and am loving it right now! I'm especially glad it was on sale!!! :) hehe

[hellokittypourlolita]

I'll be doing the online school thing as well. Mel should educate herself about Maneki Neko which Hello Kitty happens to be.

[ichbinkeinberliner]

cool! what online school are you going to? I'm always on the search for more online classes! :) Maneki Neko says Hello! :) Meow!!! :)

[hellokittypourlolita]

Uh, ok I am checking out College of San Mateo. Maybe I'll vlog my Hk stuff.

[edenbainbridge]

i like your top

xoexo

[ichbinkeinberliner]

thanks eden! It's my new favorite! I like the way it fits and the colors and pattern too! Sometimes I get so excited about the silliest things!!! :) hehe

[edenbainbridge]

xoexo

[luriette78]

you are so cute!

[ichbinkeinberliner]

thank you! I love when people say I'm cute! What a nice compliment!!! :)

[HopeMr]

Congratulations and keep pushing yourself.  You can do it. I bet you could do the field trips too.

[ichbinkeinberliner]

thank you hopemr! You are the best. Hugs, :)

[mandapop]

you look happy and cute today!

at least you know your own patterns... you know what it takes to stay above the water. good luck with school! treat yourself to plenty of time and preparation so you don't freak out later. :)

[ichbinkeinberliner]

ahh thanks! I was feeling really happy when I made that video, and I'm STILL feeling happy! lol Yay! I'll try to take it one step at a time...thanks for your support! :) hugs

[maximotion]

My major was in Women's Studies so I know they tend to be more flexible - that was a big issue for me. I relate totally to the anxiety thing about deadlines and attending lectures and all that. Online classes would be good for me. I should check it out but I would also benefit from attending the odd class/lecture if I could manage the stress. You look really pretty by the way. Your skin is amazing!

[ichbinkeinberliner]

Thanks Maxi! Oh, that is cool you were a WS major! It is a great field!! I love my WS classes!!! I think it would be fun to get a Ph.D. in Women's Studies or something! :) Do you have to pay for uni where you are???

[maximotion]

I was unable to complete my degree - I was at Wellesley doing my 2nd year when I got too ill to continue. I missed out on the student grant system - meaning full coverage - that was replaced with a small grant and loans. I don't have to pay my loans back until I can earn a certain amount. I have to defer repayment every year based on my status as being in receipt of benefits (welfare). Are you paying?

[Maiyanna]

You look so pretty, I like your new shirt and pink beads.

The online classes sound really cool, how things have changed, we can do so much without leaving our homes.

My fingers are crossed for you. :)

[ichbinkeinberliner]

Thanks miss maiyanna! I am pretty excited about my new shirt too! hehe! I know, I love technology and school today and how we can learn from our houses!!! I think it is super cool! :) hugs!

[TJay9000]

kristin you are very colorful today!! 8)

i'm sure a smart girl like you can figure out a way to manage you classes ok. i have every confidence in you ms bell! =)

[ichbinkeinberliner]

thank you so much mr. tjay! :) You are the sweetest! :) Yah, I think that is my new favorite outfit, I like the colors! :)

[tlg673]

Hi Kristen, good luck with your classes. I hope it helps with your anxiety. My anxiety gets so out of control these days I could scream and do sometimes, lol.Schizophrenia never gets easier, I know.

Your new shirt is so pretty. Keep smiling girl:)

[ichbinkeinberliner]

Thanks so much for your well wishes. I'm sorry you are having anxiety too...but sometimes I do think it helps to let it all hang loose and scream! lol Just make sure you don't scare anyone! hehe

[ozjthomas]

That's cool that you have online classes, I can completely relate to your anxiety issues. Sometimes if I am in a class, I am so overwhelmed thinking about what other people are thinking and focusing on trying to pay attention that I can get worked up and stuff and not concentrate. The community service project sounds cool. Do you have a specific major at this point?

[ichbinkeinberliner]

I thought you might be able to relate to my anxiety..sort of inspired me to talk about it! :) Well, I have on degree already: B.S. in Liberal Studies and now I am working on a B.A. with the following majors: Art History, Graphic Design, Psychology, Arts & Letters, Social Science and minors in Women's Studies and German! lol I know, totally crazy!