Who would bully you? You are so adorable and the reason why they are bullying you is because they want to be you and they can’t. Stay strong and don't pay any attention to mean negative people. Good Luck on the new job.
Bullying people in person is sick and cowardly but doing over the internet is a whole other level of cowardus.
Anyway, please don't let it get you down and keep up the videos when you have time. Your videos got me on to the scd which has completley changed my life for the better. I bet those bully chumps can't say they have had a single positve influence on anyones life. So big thanks from me and keep your chin up
screw what other people think! your a good person and those people aren't. i'm glad you found a job! its hard as a graphic designer to find a job these days... there's to many of us out there and because of the economy know one wants to hire us. Also, i've lost all my friends because of my health as well. i've learned, if those people can't understand that you are to sick to hang out, screw them!! ;)
You look beautiful and much healthier than the last video! Im so happy you got a job! I know that was a huge stress in your life, and less stress means not as bad UC flares! Glad to hear everything is good! PS- I miss your cooking videos!!!
@vincentorio Its good to be back :) And yes I am still on the SCD diet. In my experience, it makes UC less painful but the results are not immediate. I have to constantly work on it. I do love cooking though! So sometimes it doesn't feel like I'm trying hard :)
Sorry to hear about the bullying. Honestly, it takes real courage for you to do what you do...freely talking about UC and how it affects your life. I can't imagine why anyone would have anything negative to say about that anyways. Don't let it get you down, though. There will always be people that want to bring you down, but there are always going to be more people that want to lift you up. Look at all these people on here that support you. It's pretty neat. You gave me hope! Take care.
You're a beautiful bright fun person and you have supporters all over the world.
I also suffer from that disease. It doesn't make life easy when you got to pay bills, work and deal with the illness. I think you're doing so well. It takes courage to be so honest. I generally have to hide the fact that I have that illness from people especially to get jobs, which isn't best.
Hi I have UC as well its a hard thing to live with,and troll talk bad on the net are a bunch of cowards with know real life's to put on to youtube ...so don't let cowards with know real life's get you down, you are a great person and you will find real friends this time.
@teranaaa Well... the people that have been troubling me are people that I've known and trusted for years. Some of them I went to school with. That's why its been affecting me so much... but I believe I am in a better place now :)
I think you are great, Fern! I'm glad you make videos and share your story. I have uc too, and your videos help me to feel that I'm not alone with it, and that there are others who understand what I go thru. Thank you for doing what you do! :)
I'm sorry all that crap is happening to you. But you are a strong and will make it through. You look great by the way and it's so nice seeing a video from you again :)
Don't let those bullies get to you. Most of the time they're just jealous of you or they're lives are crappy and want to make you feel crappy too. UC, bullies, and unemployment didn't kill you, so... those experiences will make you stronger. Watch the GLEE "Loser Like Me" video. I consider it the anthem for feeling good while dealing with bullies. Stay strong!
Have you ever heard of the raw food diet? You could try getting a juicer and juicing raw vegetables with carrots to sweeten. I used to have a painful bloating problem but it's been gone for over a year now thanks to juicing. You could try it and see what happens. There is all kinds of info on the web about raw food diets. Btw you don't have to go all raw; it's mainly just the juiced greens every few days that will make positive changes.
@moonprincess3331 I've heard of raw. I don't follow it, but I do have an awesome juicer! I've always had a juicer because I like fresh juice. I love fresh carrot and apple juice! I also juice my own oranges. The boxed orange juice tastes strange to me so I make my own :) I haven't tried greens yet! Maybe in the summer! Kale is very good for people, so I might try that!
whaaat? people are bullying you?? but you're so sweet and friendly, informative and helpful, and most of all POSITIVE. you help me to stay strong! :)
BuenAirSol 3 months ago
@BuenAirSol I think they're jealous of my awesomeness. I try to be awesome everyday :)
fernpixel 3 months ago
When people talk crap about you they think they are defining you, but in truth they are defining themselves.
kritmil00 7 months ago
Who would bully you? You are so adorable and the reason why they are bullying you is because they want to be you and they can’t. Stay strong and don't pay any attention to mean negative people. Good Luck on the new job.
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LesRavbookmeplease 9 months ago
Bullying people in person is sick and cowardly but doing over the internet is a whole other level of cowardus.
Anyway, please don't let it get you down and keep up the videos when you have time. Your videos got me on to the scd which has completley changed my life for the better. I bet those bully chumps can't say they have had a single positve influence on anyones life. So big thanks from me and keep your chin up
30tom06 9 months ago
screw what other people think! your a good person and those people aren't. i'm glad you found a job! its hard as a graphic designer to find a job these days... there's to many of us out there and because of the economy know one wants to hire us. Also, i've lost all my friends because of my health as well. i've learned, if those people can't understand that you are to sick to hang out, screw them!! ;)
OhStopWithThis 10 months ago
There She is. Good.
magicunderpants 10 months ago
You look beautiful and much healthier than the last video! Im so happy you got a job! I know that was a huge stress in your life, and less stress means not as bad UC flares! Glad to hear everything is good! PS- I miss your cooking videos!!!
opearl27 10 months ago
Hi welcome back :) glad you're ok, and i think you're really awesome posting your videos here very brave to be so vulrnerable..
are you still on the SCD diet? does it make your uc less painful?
vincentorio 10 months ago
@vincentorio Its good to be back :) And yes I am still on the SCD diet. In my experience, it makes UC less painful but the results are not immediate. I have to constantly work on it. I do love cooking though! So sometimes it doesn't feel like I'm trying hard :)
fernpixel 10 months ago
Sorry to hear about the bullying. Honestly, it takes real courage for you to do what you do...freely talking about UC and how it affects your life. I can't imagine why anyone would have anything negative to say about that anyways. Don't let it get you down, though. There will always be people that want to bring you down, but there are always going to be more people that want to lift you up. Look at all these people on here that support you. It's pretty neat. You gave me hope! Take care.
jones013 10 months ago
@jones013 Thanks! I am very surprised and humbled by the positive responses I've been receiving! Everyone has been awesome :)
fernpixel 10 months ago
Hey nice to see you back. Congrats on the job and upturn of events.. sometimes they have to reach a bottom before they start trending back up!
dionysius33 10 months ago
I really hope that you start making videos again! =D
yutai08 10 months ago
<3 you fern, don't let those internet bullies get to ya,
divex07 10 months ago
Forget about those negative people Fern.
You're a beautiful bright fun person and you have supporters all over the world.
I also suffer from that disease. It doesn't make life easy when you got to pay bills, work and deal with the illness. I think you're doing so well. It takes courage to be so honest. I generally have to hide the fact that I have that illness from people especially to get jobs, which isn't best.
Please keep up. Your brightness encourages me.
Love from the UK.
Jdjohnjd 10 months ago 2
Hi I have UC as well its a hard thing to live with,and troll talk bad on the net are a bunch of cowards with know real life's to put on to youtube ...so don't let cowards with know real life's get you down, you are a great person and you will find real friends this time.
teranaaa 10 months ago
@teranaaa Well... the people that have been troubling me are people that I've known and trusted for years. Some of them I went to school with. That's why its been affecting me so much... but I believe I am in a better place now :)
fernpixel 10 months ago
looking forward to more of your vids!!!!
mimzywhimzy 10 months ago
I think you are great, Fern! I'm glad you make videos and share your story. I have uc too, and your videos help me to feel that I'm not alone with it, and that there are others who understand what I go thru. Thank you for doing what you do! :)
jlady80 10 months ago
Do you need to pay for your medical treatment ? Herein Scotland get everything free of charge. Anyway, your channel is great as is the SCD diet :D
kazuakazua 10 months ago
@kazuakazua I do unfortunately. In the USA, its a complex system that makes everyone poor and doesn't make sense. I really wish it was free here too.
And also thanks :)
fernpixel 10 months ago
Do you need to pay for your medical treatment ? Herein Scotland get everything free of charge.
kazuakazua 10 months ago
eh i lost my friends too when i was diagnosed with UC... now i had my problems fixed... i find new friends.. new life.. etc..
FullBlown26 10 months ago
I'm sorry all that crap is happening to you. But you are a strong and will make it through. You look great by the way and it's so nice seeing a video from you again :)
ComfortingLie007 10 months ago
Don't let those bullies get to you. Most of the time they're just jealous of you or they're lives are crappy and want to make you feel crappy too. UC, bullies, and unemployment didn't kill you, so... those experiences will make you stronger. Watch the GLEE "Loser Like Me" video. I consider it the anthem for feeling good while dealing with bullies. Stay strong!
lukewarmguy 10 months ago
You are so nice, I missed you T_T! <33333
nyachankawaii 10 months ago
Have you ever heard of the raw food diet? You could try getting a juicer and juicing raw vegetables with carrots to sweeten. I used to have a painful bloating problem but it's been gone for over a year now thanks to juicing. You could try it and see what happens. There is all kinds of info on the web about raw food diets. Btw you don't have to go all raw; it's mainly just the juiced greens every few days that will make positive changes.
moonprincess3331 10 months ago
@moonprincess3331 I've heard of raw. I don't follow it, but I do have an awesome juicer! I've always had a juicer because I like fresh juice. I love fresh carrot and apple juice! I also juice my own oranges. The boxed orange juice tastes strange to me so I make my own :) I haven't tried greens yet! Maybe in the summer! Kale is very good for people, so I might try that!
fernpixel 10 months ago
you're looking gorgeous Fern!
congrats on the job :)))
neurotic666 10 months ago
Fern is back!!
Garusinho04 10 months ago