If I may share my secrets ...I have been used, abused, beaten & battered, broken & shattered by those who claimed they loved me... On April 9th of 2009, my best friend called me crying at 11:47pm, just after a fight, I told her I didn't have the time to listen to her... I hung up...At 8:31am, her parents called me to tell me she had taken a bottle of blood thinners that belonged to her brother & slit her left wrist and bled to death...I have never forgiven myself & I don't think I ever will.
i wish i never joined the marines to get away from you, MOM I LOVE YOU even while im over seas and dont get to talk to you see you or get anything from you i would giva anything to give you a hug and tell you"you were right im not ready"
Knowing there are other people out there suffering like you are doesn't make things any easier, the void is still here. Knowing that I'm buying this book anyways, human nature sucks ass.
@FourthHavoc i don't believe in human nature because it's depressing. Not to annoy you or push you into my religion but believing in god really helps even if you don't truly atleast try to have a little faith because if you have nothing to believe in life feels meaningless and your spirt gets broken
We agreed to meet up, i travelled 2500 km 1500 miles, we meet up, and you were more beautilfull than i could ever have imagined, i miss you, i love you. And you dont seem to care.
I have no friend and my family don't talk to me - I work, eat, sleep go shopping, go out, alone. If I could stop being alone... but I don't know how to make friends, I'm too shy. I am my own enemy
I keep waiting for my luck to turn around, but its all just getting worse to the point where im starting to think this is all my life consists of - sadness and tears.
@sixpartseven this video saved my life and i can NEVER thank you enough. Because today i finally realized i am loved and i am beautiful no matter what anyone says. thank you :)
blah venting time. i'm so fucking lonely (i know unnecessary swear word but i have trouble expressing what i mean sometimes) i'm only in middle school and my life is shit i have social anxiety and people think I'm a snob. I have friends but they depress me and never hang out with me. I try to make new friends but I never have anything interesting to say. I miss my old friends. I miss not caring what people think, being a wierdo and goofing off with my friends but now i'm too numb to laugh.
What started As my brother became my sexual molester for four years but now he's the only one i can confide in , and now i don't know if i can confide in anyone .
Religion is shit. They all say God created everyone in his image, but when a person is homosexual, the religion doesn't apply to them. Hypocritical shits. I hope one day a Religious person turns homosexual and feels the torture everyone else feels. P.S my friends are all gay, I'm straight but I remain true to my words.
@StickingMyNeckOut How could you ever wish that upon anyone? It happens all the time, and currently I'm trying to help out someone who is religious and going through a tough time being gay, it's the most devastating thing I have ever seen, and for you to wish that on someone? I'm not even religious either, but you, my friend. FUCKING DISGUST ME.
@musicianobsession It's only right for the homophobics to feel what they're doing to their victims. I live in a town where almost everyone is gay and still they're the ones commiting suicide. I've had to go to three funerals for my friends. I don't think every religious person is homophobic, but the ones that are should feel the pain in what they're doing. It's not right and I'm sick of seeing it happen and I don't care if I disgust you. You haven't seen the state my friends have been.
@StickingMyNeckOut For one, if you dont necesarily believe in God or any religion, that's totally alright and your decision. But for you to go around saying it's shit? Don't cross you're boundaries of having an opinion. Second, you are making the biggest assumption i've heard in my life. You must one, not assume all gays are hypocritical, 2nd, not judge because they are gay, and last, don't wish anything so cruel upon anyone unless YOU YOURSELF has walked in their shoes and know what it's like.
@TheParamore1 No, I've just witnessed it first hand and received beautiful scars to prove that homophobics don't just go after homosexuals, they go after their friends too. And who are you to tell me where my boundaries lie? You're just making arguments for the sake of it. My opinion isn't supposed to have an answer. I do think religion is to blame. It's the second leading cause in male homosexuals. I don't condone any violence against anyone, but I'm sick of cleaning my friends up afterwards
@StickingMyNeckOut If your're "sick of cleaning your friends up afterwards", then noone needs you as a friend if you're going to complain about it in the end. Especially when you are going to judge them like that and complain about having to have their back when they are going through such a hard time. That's not friendship. And I think I have a right to tell you where the boundaries lie when your so called opinion offends me and possilby other people here.
@TheParamore1 I am sick of cleaning up afterwards because it shouldn't be happening. No-one deserves to be beaten up because of their sexuality. It's wrong to do that. And I have a right to my opinion. I'm human too. As are my friends who are being bullied because of their sexuality. If you think my opinion is so heinous then don't keep replying. I'm going to back up my opinion no matter what. Sure people can believe in God, it's their decision, but I don't.
@StickingMyNeckOut I completely agree with you, it should'nt be happening. Noone should be beaten up for anything they can't control,(sexuality, race, appearance.) but yet it happens in a society so ignorant like todays. And I'm sorry that you have to go through that with your friends, but keep strong and try not to view it as "cleaning up a mess". The best thing you can do is stick with them when they need you. Don't believe in God?Cool. But I will still keep you and your friends in my prayers,
The only serious boyfriend I ever had was a compulsive liar, and now, 6 months after our relationship ended, I've finally started taking down the walls I built around myself. The one thing that makes me the happiest is that now I have a keen eye for liars.
@InLovingMemoryOfYou Failing is all that bad. I think it can bring out the best in you. It shows how low you can be, But it can also show how amazing you really are. You can get those A's! I believe in you! :D
I've loved you since the time I first spoke to you, you were my best friends girlfriend. Two months later we were together, until your psychotic ex threatened to stab me. Ive been waiting over a year to have you in my arms again. I wish I could say goodbye.
We are not alone, post secret has helped me realize that a lot of people go through the same thing. I have so many problems but listening to my favorite song, writing a poem, and reading post secret keeps me off the end of my rope. I have considered suicide, but I don't want to kill myself because then I would never be able to walk down the isle
I wish I could be 4 again even thought I was sexually harrased everyday at least I felt was closer to you.... I wish you would at least say hi to me brother :'(
Every post secret I read convinces me that I have to leave and go to where he is...but I'm scarred that I won't make it, and that if I do make it...I'll be hurting everybody who cares about me...
i wish you were happier that i was in your life like you use to feel when we first got together, then i would be alot more happier. i feel so lonely now. i consider a life without you.
i had sex with guy who i later that day found out was my best friends new boyfriend i felt awkward and ever said anything ,now they're married she can never know.
I wish that I didn't have to miss you. The last time I ever saw you I lied and said I would be right back. I ended up driving 150 miles away and never got to see you again.
I wish my dad and I could have a better relationship. But I know it'll never happen, so I've just accepted the fact he doesn't love me.. and I moved on.
I have always been too scared to send a postsecret because I think my friends will find it and realize it's mine. Cause if they found it, they would know I'm not as strong as they think I am.
@rose360x1 I just found one on this video that's from an ex-boyfriend. He never told me he sent one in, but I'd recognize his hand writing anywhere. But seeing his hand written apology...changes everything.
I think I'm going to tell the truth. And no, it will not set me free. Instead, it will crush my dreams, alienate me from my family, and put me on the verge of suicide with nowhere to turn. Ready. Set. Go.
I only got a new boyfriend to pretend like I don't care about you when secretly you mean the world to me. I secretly hope that you will turn around to me one day in class and tell me you love me too. I always will love you.
DLS: i write fucked up/weird things with interpretative meanings on xanga, tumblr, facebook, and youtube hoping that the love of my life will read and say "me too"
Last year, I had anal sex on my 11 month anniversary with [him]. This year, I have a knew boyfriend. I lost my virginity to another guy on our 11 month anniversary with [him].
The truth is... I'm running out of reasons to keep going on. I always feel so alone and worthless and it never really gets better. If I had found a painless way to quickly go I would have been gone by now... so I secretly wish I could just die in my sleep or something... :/ I've thought about hurting myself countless times, but I'm too much of a coward for more pain to deal with than I already have...
@alaterale There are nights I cry myself to sleep clutching a stuffed rabbit to my chest, secretly wishing I wouldn't wake up in the morning because I can't stand how alone I feel. The only time I'm safe from myself is when I'm with with my boyfriend; I don't think he realizes just how much I do need him in my life. I hate how pathetic I am that I make us both feel like I can't live without him. But I can't help it...before him I was always alone, and I don't want to go back.
@SploderMaster Took me a long time to find the right someone.
I'd been with a lot of people, and every time it got worse and worse.
The guy before my current boyfriend wasn't happy with me unless I was in tears. He would spend hours of his day doing everything he could to make me cry... I'd never felt so low, or cheap, or used before in my entire life.
It was one of the most painful things...
I hope that when you do find someone...that they're the right someone.
Sometimes I wish my cancer would come back so I could get some attention and so someone could see that I"m but a ghost of who I used to be then I just want to die peacefully surrounded by the ones I love.
@jorgehouses you dont need cancer to get attention from others.i might somewhat have an idea of how you feel.be thankful that you're healthy,many who have cancer would want to be in your shoes.use your life as a testimony to touch others and show them that even though they have a sickness,there's still hope.you'll do a great job and you'll give many people the desire to stand up,i'm sure you'll do a great job.
I was watching a documentary about a girl who had killed a man who had molested her as a child. I cried when the verdict came back guilty. And it scared me that I cared more about the murderer than the victim.
your all beautiful so dont dout that ur not. Every one has secrets and some of them we hate.But it makes us who we are. With out them we would be nothing. So dont hate ur secrets love them
@lalagrl96 I feel similar to this, but I never got to be his girlfriend... u_u I tell myself I'm strong and to stop feeling this way for him... I pretend I'm over him just to not complicate things. I've never felt that way about anyone but him. I'd love to walk up to him and say "I love you." Flat out... never did. Probably never will. Love is so senseless but I want it so much.
I miss my childhood BFF.... Cindy- its been 10 years since we stopped being friends and I still think of you. I wish we never grew apart. When your dad died I wanted to send you flowers to let you know I was there for you, but I didn't. I'm sorry. If it wasn't for brittney I bet we'd still be friends. And I bet my life would have turned out better because of you. I hope you read this one day and then we can be friends again. <3
I don't have a sister. deep in my heart, I truly want it. every night , secretly, I will cry in my bed hoping that my sister are there to hug me. to those who have sisters, appreciate them because theres somebody who really need it but dont have it.
pleaaaase go back on the IM chat room. you were the only person that reached out to me tonight when i needed it most. u werent even considered a good friend to me and i didnt really know you. but u helped me out alot. thanks
i will never love any man as much as my first love. Ever. If i hadn't fallen in love so early, i believe that my future relationships wouldn't have been such a disappointment.
@xmkhxfashowx I understand you completely. I am afraid that my boyfriend will cheat on my again. I haven't had sex with him either I wanted too but, now that he has touched this other girl it doesn't feel right anymore.
I wish I had the guts to tell my sister-in-law to quit making excuses for her son. I'm sorry, but having ADHD does NOT excuse him from being an a**hole.
Part of me wishes that somehow people in my life will watch these postsecret videos and see the secrets I posted as comments. I'm tired of dropping hints as to what my secrets really are.
when i said sorry...i didnt mean it...... when i said i never ment to hurt you....that was a lie.......when i said i loved you both.....i only loved you.....
2:56-I wasn't expecting one of them to capture me so perfectly.
You may not know this, but I am NOT perfect. Stop saying I am. Your words are just hurting me. I sought an imperfection by own body. Thanks to you, I'm now a cutter who doesn't know if she can love anymore.
1. I wish we were as close as we were before you got a boyfriend.
2. I'm scared i'll never get my first kiss. I'm scared i'll never get a boyfriend. I'm scared of alot of things but i tell people im not afraid. I let them think i'm strong because i don't want to be looked at as weak. But honestly, i want a knight in shining armor to save the damsel in distress, which would be me.
3. I wish you, my ex bfff, would stop telling my how much fun you have with ur current bff. Truthfully i miss u :/
i used write to my first ex boyfriend from the exact day he sent me an email ending our 5 month relationship. April 12 at 6:48 pm. And as cute as this may be...i never replied you with those. Maybe cause one day i'm going to publish the whole thing. And when i do. I'll thank you. But for now. I've moved on.
I really wish I could go back in time and prevent you from fucking up.. so that my parents wouldn't have disaaproved of you and we could have been together.
I hate women who get abortions not only because I think its playing God but i may not be able to have children later in life when people usually have children and would give anything to have that baby. If I can't have children, I want to die alone.
I would never commit suicide because I wouldn't want my friends and family to blame themselves but i secretly wish to die in a car accident when I get into a vehicle. I am only 18 but I feel it is my time. What else is there for me now?
@jesskay92191 I've felt that way to, but you really can feel better don't lose hope. There are people like you and me, talk to someone it can get better and it will :)
@jesskay92191i dont know what your life situation is, but i know god has a plan for you. everything will eventually work out. jesus brings me peace in my heart that is always there. so try praying to god and jesus christ(: and i will pray for you. but please dont wish your life to be over at 18, im sure you have so much to live for, even if it doesnt feel like it now. and remember, if you feel that you need help, get it. god bless you and much love!
sometimes i wish someone would just kill me so i dont have to feel the pain of the truths he wont tell, for the girls he just couldnt keep his hands off of, but for some reason i still love him dearly. i cant let him go. and yet i still wish i wouldnt have goten back with him and got with the other guy i fell inlove with when he had left me for her. i still think about him everyday
If I may share my secrets ...I have been used, abused, beaten & battered, broken & shattered by those who claimed they loved me... On April 9th of 2009, my best friend called me crying at 11:47pm, just after a fight, I told her I didn't have the time to listen to her... I hung up...At 8:31am, her parents called me to tell me she had taken a bottle of blood thinners that belonged to her brother & slit her left wrist and bled to death...I have never forgiven myself & I don't think I ever will.
Trees101288 4 days ago
i wish i never joined the marines to get away from you, MOM I LOVE YOU even while im over seas and dont get to talk to you see you or get anything from you i would giva anything to give you a hug and tell you"you were right im not ready"
thehellboy567 1 week ago
Every night I try to forget myself in my dreams in hopes that I stay in them and never wake up. Life sucks.
Rainbow7Drops 1 month ago
LOVE IT!
MsShidahB 3 months ago
I wish I had forgiven you earlier, Mom.
maximoplf 3 months ago
...knowing that the evolution of this planet depends on the ways in which the cocao bean is genetically modified
ivesaidits400years 4 months ago
Knowing there are other people out there suffering like you are doesn't make things any easier, the void is still here. Knowing that I'm buying this book anyways, human nature sucks ass.
FourthHavoc 4 months ago
@FourthHavoc i don't believe in human nature because it's depressing. Not to annoy you or push you into my religion but believing in god really helps even if you don't truly atleast try to have a little faith because if you have nothing to believe in life feels meaningless and your spirt gets broken
staystrongloveee 2 weeks ago
We agreed to meet up, i travelled 2500 km 1500 miles, we meet up, and you were more beautilfull than i could ever have imagined, i miss you, i love you. And you dont seem to care.
RepBosnaHercergovina 4 months ago
You are my family. I would have loved and protected you all until I was cold in my grave.
And not a single one of you knows that.
InLovingMemoryOfYou 4 months ago
I am in love with a man, and we cannot be together because of legistature. He is also 7 years older than I.
I want to tell myself it will be over soon, but the truth is, I've been telling myself that for 3 years...
Suppystar 4 months ago
i. love. this.
XXRiotgirl12 5 months ago
My best friend told me that he didn't feel pity on me because although i say i want to lose weight i constantly over eat.
I never blamed him for giving up on me, but I only over eat because I am still deeply depressed over my mother dying four years ago.
I'm sorry.
shellz12589 6 months ago
I think the biggest secret of being 20 is when you realize that who you were at 16 doesn't mean fuck all.
Revinita 6 months ago
I have no friend and my family don't talk to me - I work, eat, sleep go shopping, go out, alone. If I could stop being alone... but I don't know how to make friends, I'm too shy. I am my own enemy
LittleRainDrop6 6 months ago
@LittleRainDrop6 hi!
teacupsandwildthings 5 months ago
@LittleRainDrop6 Woah Your alomost like me. I'm shy i have one friend who i dont see often My parents fight. I'm really shy.
cuttaheather 1 month ago
Why is there no school teaching how to live and how to be happy ?
OneSandgrain 6 months ago
The last conversation I had was1,5 month ago...
OneSandgrain 6 months ago
I love Post Secret...It reminds me I'm not alone.
fallingidols1 8 months ago 2
im so alone
realword27 8 months ago
@realword27 hey, you're not, I hear you :-)
OneSandgrain 6 months ago
I keep waiting for my luck to turn around, but its all just getting worse to the point where im starting to think this is all my life consists of - sadness and tears.
twilightlover6025 8 months ago
@sixpartseven this video saved my life and i can NEVER thank you enough. Because today i finally realized i am loved and i am beautiful no matter what anyone says. thank you :)
PumpkinPie191 8 months ago
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tatulover2120 8 months ago
blah venting time. i'm so fucking lonely (i know unnecessary swear word but i have trouble expressing what i mean sometimes) i'm only in middle school and my life is shit i have social anxiety and people think I'm a snob. I have friends but they depress me and never hang out with me. I try to make new friends but I never have anything interesting to say. I miss my old friends. I miss not caring what people think, being a wierdo and goofing off with my friends but now i'm too numb to laugh.
MsStarburstChic 9 months ago
@MsStarburstChic oh cry me a river. just stupid pre-teen drama.
DoctorRainbow8321 8 months ago
@DoctorRainbow8321 You should just shut the fuck up.
MrJade1234567 8 months ago
@MrJade1234567 You mad, bitch?
DoctorRainbow8321 8 months ago
@DoctorRainbow8321 Just because your a bitter old hag. Does not mean you can tell people that they don't matter.
MrJade1234567 8 months ago
@MrJade1234567 Who said I did? Argument fail.
DoctorRainbow8321 8 months ago
@DoctorRainbow8321 fuck off dumbass bitch somewhere else
artlover600 6 months ago
@artlover600 Haha, pre-teen faggot. U mad?
DoctorRainbow8321 6 months ago
yeah. how come i'm not friends with my sister anymore?
w1126aaa 9 months ago
I find post secret the most amazing, beautiful concept.... ♥
jazzmynofficial 9 months ago
how do you send one in?
XotchilCommon 9 months ago
@XotchilCommon PostSecret
13345 Copper Ridge Road
Germantown, Maryland
20874
:)
jazzmynofficial 9 months ago
as much as I love being able to relate to some of these, that minute happiness does not cover up the pain of the ones that I can't relate to...
snappleapplesnapple 9 months ago
You have no idea how much it hurts that you're not talking to me. What did I do?
TheLilchknwing 10 months ago
I'm afraid of falling in love with him again..... he broke my heart after we lost the baby....
XlostXDaliahX 10 months ago
I wish i had a friend who i could tell everything to and not be afraid for them to give up on me...
CaylaLOVEzYou 11 months ago
what song is this!?
kpyf88 11 months ago
@kpyf88 its sia breath i love her whole music selection i got all her songs
thehellboy567 10 months ago
What started As my brother became my sexual molester for four years but now he's the only one i can confide in , and now i don't know if i can confide in anyone .
mydestiny31410 11 months ago
Religion is shit. They all say God created everyone in his image, but when a person is homosexual, the religion doesn't apply to them. Hypocritical shits. I hope one day a Religious person turns homosexual and feels the torture everyone else feels. P.S my friends are all gay, I'm straight but I remain true to my words.
StickingMyNeckOut 11 months ago
@StickingMyNeckOut How could you ever wish that upon anyone? It happens all the time, and currently I'm trying to help out someone who is religious and going through a tough time being gay, it's the most devastating thing I have ever seen, and for you to wish that on someone? I'm not even religious either, but you, my friend. FUCKING DISGUST ME.
musicianobsession 9 months ago
@musicianobsession It's only right for the homophobics to feel what they're doing to their victims. I live in a town where almost everyone is gay and still they're the ones commiting suicide. I've had to go to three funerals for my friends. I don't think every religious person is homophobic, but the ones that are should feel the pain in what they're doing. It's not right and I'm sick of seeing it happen and I don't care if I disgust you. You haven't seen the state my friends have been.
StickingMyNeckOut 9 months ago
@StickingMyNeckOut For one, if you dont necesarily believe in God or any religion, that's totally alright and your decision. But for you to go around saying it's shit? Don't cross you're boundaries of having an opinion. Second, you are making the biggest assumption i've heard in my life. You must one, not assume all gays are hypocritical, 2nd, not judge because they are gay, and last, don't wish anything so cruel upon anyone unless YOU YOURSELF has walked in their shoes and know what it's like.
TheParamore1 9 months ago
@TheParamore1 No, I've just witnessed it first hand and received beautiful scars to prove that homophobics don't just go after homosexuals, they go after their friends too. And who are you to tell me where my boundaries lie? You're just making arguments for the sake of it. My opinion isn't supposed to have an answer. I do think religion is to blame. It's the second leading cause in male homosexuals. I don't condone any violence against anyone, but I'm sick of cleaning my friends up afterwards
StickingMyNeckOut 9 months ago
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TheParamore1 9 months ago
@StickingMyNeckOut If your're "sick of cleaning your friends up afterwards", then noone needs you as a friend if you're going to complain about it in the end. Especially when you are going to judge them like that and complain about having to have their back when they are going through such a hard time. That's not friendship. And I think I have a right to tell you where the boundaries lie when your so called opinion offends me and possilby other people here.
TheParamore1 9 months ago
@TheParamore1 I am sick of cleaning up afterwards because it shouldn't be happening. No-one deserves to be beaten up because of their sexuality. It's wrong to do that. And I have a right to my opinion. I'm human too. As are my friends who are being bullied because of their sexuality. If you think my opinion is so heinous then don't keep replying. I'm going to back up my opinion no matter what. Sure people can believe in God, it's their decision, but I don't.
StickingMyNeckOut 9 months ago
@StickingMyNeckOut I completely agree with you, it should'nt be happening. Noone should be beaten up for anything they can't control,(sexuality, race, appearance.) but yet it happens in a society so ignorant like todays. And I'm sorry that you have to go through that with your friends, but keep strong and try not to view it as "cleaning up a mess". The best thing you can do is stick with them when they need you. Don't believe in God?Cool. But I will still keep you and your friends in my prayers,
TheParamore1 9 months ago
I am a practicing wiccan,
my father is a Vicar
he doesn't know.
annie10103 1 year ago
@annie10103 try and use your wisordry to help people atleast lol
TheBarryviper 11 months ago
@TheBarryviper
hocus pocus lol
annie10103 11 months ago
i know what will happen next i wishis i didnt
julia1999rene 1 year ago
The only serious boyfriend I ever had was a compulsive liar, and now, 6 months after our relationship ended, I've finally started taking down the walls I built around myself. The one thing that makes me the happiest is that now I have a keen eye for liars.
MissCentaine 1 year ago
It's simple. I get my exam results in March. If I haven't got A's, I'm killing myself.
I can't take failing again.
InLovingMemoryOfYou 1 year ago
@InLovingMemoryOfYou Hope You Get A's : ) P.S Good Luck !
LEXILOVE319 1 year ago
@InLovingMemoryOfYou Failing is all that bad. I think it can bring out the best in you. It shows how low you can be, But it can also show how amazing you really are. You can get those A's! I believe in you! :D
mrsjonas4life13 1 year ago
I've loved you since the time I first spoke to you, you were my best friends girlfriend. Two months later we were together, until your psychotic ex threatened to stab me. Ive been waiting over a year to have you in my arms again. I wish I could say goodbye.
jakeballa 1 year ago 2
this makes me cry :( very moving
5musictomyears5 1 year ago 2
I wish you would tell me that you dont love me so I can move on :(
sunshyneluv83 1 year ago
I've never been genuinely happy. I don't think I even know how.
sdyoyoer1 1 year ago
We are not alone, post secret has helped me realize that a lot of people go through the same thing. I have so many problems but listening to my favorite song, writing a poem, and reading post secret keeps me off the end of my rope. I have considered suicide, but I don't want to kill myself because then I would never be able to walk down the isle
TheProjectMJ 1 year ago
@TheProjectMJ
I lied about this.
TheProjectMJ 1 year ago
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This is the definition of humanity.
Jogonpants 1 year ago
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Hey Guys type "Gift" before YOUTUBE, then press enter
SamPineSol 1 year ago
3:23 and 4:24 . WOW
FloeticSoulSista 1 year ago
We had a speaker come in on suicide one day at school and i laughed. 3 months later I'd figured out when and how i was ending my life.
95briannanicole 1 year ago
does it need 2 be a postcard? can it be something printed out on a sheet of paper mailed in an envelope
Apink420 1 year ago
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3:38 Made me cry...
peace2papparazzi 1 year ago
I wish I could be 4 again even thought I was sexually harrased everyday at least I felt was closer to you.... I wish you would at least say hi to me brother :'(
YoxTiytuxElla92 1 year ago
Every post secret I read convinces me that I have to leave and go to where he is...but I'm scarred that I won't make it, and that if I do make it...I'll be hurting everybody who cares about me...
akwardturtale 1 year ago
i wish you were happier that i was in your life like you use to feel when we first got together, then i would be alot more happier. i feel so lonely now. i consider a life without you.
AneshiaRachelle 1 year ago
the hardest relationship I will ever be in is with myself
mendez5525 1 year ago 51
@mendez5525 that's one of the best things i've ever heard
MazzamRulz 11 months ago
@mendez5525 thats not a relationship
IndieAndEmma 7 months ago
4:38 me to :(
heyhihellolater 1 year ago
4:38 me to
heyhihellolater 1 year ago
I have to compete with out T.V. to get my parents attention
mrsheartbraker2010 1 year ago
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2:30 awwwwwwwww thats cute :).....
if i hade one wish it would be to have someone that i could make happy.
boysingsjpop 1 year ago
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boysingsjpop 1 year ago
I think about dumping my girlfriend because she's nothing like my ex.
DeathWithoutRemorse 1 year ago 2
I always talk about the fond memories and how much I admired you...but I'm still mad at you for committing suicide, Garrison.
KyoSohma2211 1 year ago
the only thing that keeps me going somedays is my best friend.
UrgentThursdays 1 year ago
please please what was the second song wow.
KatieMinBam 1 year ago
I chewed on my Mom's worn panties and loved the taste.
Ikireson 1 year ago
i had sex with guy who i later that day found out was my best friends new boyfriend i felt awkward and ever said anything ,now they're married she can never know.
smilehappy565 1 year ago
I wish that I didn't have to miss you. The last time I ever saw you I lied and said I would be right back. I ended up driving 150 miles away and never got to see you again.
ViolinTreble 1 year ago
4:50 The untold effects of Abortion D:
Zazoo1995 1 year ago
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MrDcb215 1 year ago 2
I wish my dad and I could have a better relationship. But I know it'll never happen, so I've just accepted the fact he doesn't love me.. and I moved on.
jessikagurl101 1 year ago
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IsobeLolz 1 year ago
i think my ex wrote the one at 3:33
Syrio1337 1 year ago
I have always been too scared to send a postsecret because I think my friends will find it and realize it's mine. Cause if they found it, they would know I'm not as strong as they think I am.
rose360x1 1 year ago 30
@rose360x1 Truest story ever. <3
PoeticReminisce 11 months ago
@rose360x1 I just found one on this video that's from an ex-boyfriend. He never told me he sent one in, but I'd recognize his hand writing anywhere. But seeing his hand written apology...changes everything.
MANitoquaStaffer 10 months ago
I think I'm going to tell the truth. And no, it will not set me free. Instead, it will crush my dreams, alienate me from my family, and put me on the verge of suicide with nowhere to turn. Ready. Set. Go.
schoedan 1 year ago
The sick thing is... the idea of killing myself makes me happy.
bmpsound4 1 year ago
@bmpsound4 Don't die, I would miss you.
AshJesusFollower1 1 year ago
3:06 <3
skantingangel37 1 year ago
I still love my ex.
I only got a new boyfriend to pretend like I don't care about you when secretly you mean the world to me. I secretly hope that you will turn around to me one day in class and tell me you love me too. I always will love you.
bribrijunior 1 year ago
You left before i could tell you how i felt about you, now u don't even call. Did i waste my summer and time on you?
shironaxxx 1 year ago
DLS: i write fucked up/weird things with interpretative meanings on xanga, tumblr, facebook, and youtube hoping that the love of my life will read and say "me too"
up4ever 1 year ago
this was beautiful <3
missalyssa23 1 year ago
Last year, I had anal sex on my 11 month anniversary with [him]. This year, I have a knew boyfriend. I lost my virginity to another guy on our 11 month anniversary with [him].
itachisgirl012 1 year ago
i am so scared of never meeting you because i love u so much that i wanna be with you i hope one day i will see you
16mssalma 1 year ago
i wish my parents can break free from the enslavement of the khmer rouge that scarred their minds to this very day.
Chinbodian 1 year ago
The truth is... I'm running out of reasons to keep going on. I always feel so alone and worthless and it never really gets better. If I had found a painless way to quickly go I would have been gone by now... so I secretly wish I could just die in my sleep or something... :/ I've thought about hurting myself countless times, but I'm too much of a coward for more pain to deal with than I already have...
alaterale 1 year ago
@alaterale There are nights I cry myself to sleep clutching a stuffed rabbit to my chest, secretly wishing I wouldn't wake up in the morning because I can't stand how alone I feel. The only time I'm safe from myself is when I'm with with my boyfriend; I don't think he realizes just how much I do need him in my life. I hate how pathetic I am that I make us both feel like I can't live without him. But I can't help it...before him I was always alone, and I don't want to go back.
megandoesntlikeyou 1 year ago
@megandoesntlikeyou you're lucky you have someone to turn to, i have no one.
SploderMaster 1 year ago
@SploderMaster Took me a long time to find the right someone.
I'd been with a lot of people, and every time it got worse and worse.
The guy before my current boyfriend wasn't happy with me unless I was in tears. He would spend hours of his day doing everything he could to make me cry... I'd never felt so low, or cheap, or used before in my entire life.
It was one of the most painful things...
I hope that when you do find someone...that they're the right someone.
I really do.
megandoesntlikeyou 1 year ago
4:04 hit me hard.
5:19 too.
xxbumblebee777xx 1 year ago
i gained a new understanding of how much my dad loves me after i read the poems he wrote for and about me.
i love you too dad.
xxbumblebee777xx 1 year ago
Sometimes I think i've ruined my life already. I'm fifteen.
Julie10261995 1 year ago
@Julie10261995
no you havent,
u have so much love inside u and time left to create and be whatever you want
read the book, conversation with god.
<3333
listen to john lennon
Subtropicx 1 year ago
Sometimes I wish my cancer would come back so I could get some attention and so someone could see that I"m but a ghost of who I used to be then I just want to die peacefully surrounded by the ones I love.
jorgehouses 1 year ago
@jorgehouses you dont need cancer to get attention from others.i might somewhat have an idea of how you feel.be thankful that you're healthy,many who have cancer would want to be in your shoes.use your life as a testimony to touch others and show them that even though they have a sickness,there's still hope.you'll do a great job and you'll give many people the desire to stand up,i'm sure you'll do a great job.
realword27 1 year ago
i like 3:24 I THINK I MIGHT JUST DO THAT MAYBE I'LL BE HAPPY AND WON'T FEEL DISGUSTED WITH MYSELF
truffles174 1 year ago
3:23 (the molesting one)
I was watching a documentary about a girl who had killed a man who had molested her as a child. I cried when the verdict came back guilty. And it scared me that I cared more about the murderer than the victim.
emeraldmaria 1 year ago
@emeraldmaria Why? Child molesters deserve to die. That girl had every right to kill him.
bookcreator 1 year ago
4:25 made me cryy... :[ God Bless Our Troops.
kaylove0910 1 year ago
i'm scared to sleep because i don't want my dad to disappear... again.
whatadisasterx3 1 year ago
your all beautiful so dont dout that ur not. Every one has secrets and some of them we hate.But it makes us who we are. With out them we would be nothing. So dont hate ur secrets love them
musicfreak188154 1 year ago
I read straight through the book and cried or was close to tears a few times
TheProjectMJ 1 year ago
I balled my eyes out through like 50% of this.
jackieswirlgirl 1 year ago 2
@lalagrl96 I feel similar to this, but I never got to be his girlfriend... u_u I tell myself I'm strong and to stop feeling this way for him... I pretend I'm over him just to not complicate things. I've never felt that way about anyone but him. I'd love to walk up to him and say "I love you." Flat out... never did. Probably never will. Love is so senseless but I want it so much.
Shebumdevi 1 year ago
Ill never forget the day you asked me to
forgive you...
i did....And i regret it everyday
kimhckylvr87 1 year ago
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kimhckylvr87 1 year ago
"i want to go home but i have not found it yet."
touched me
lswe4r 1 year ago
i think i'm losing who i am... again.
7emple7on 1 year ago
I miss my childhood BFF.... Cindy- its been 10 years since we stopped being friends and I still think of you. I wish we never grew apart. When your dad died I wanted to send you flowers to let you know I was there for you, but I didn't. I'm sorry. If it wasn't for brittney I bet we'd still be friends. And I bet my life would have turned out better because of you. I hope you read this one day and then we can be friends again. <3
stephj403 1 year ago
I don't have a sister. deep in my heart, I truly want it. every night , secretly, I will cry in my bed hoping that my sister are there to hug me. to those who have sisters, appreciate them because theres somebody who really need it but dont have it.
:(
kameeSUKA 1 year ago
pleaaaase go back on the IM chat room. you were the only person that reached out to me tonight when i needed it most. u werent even considered a good friend to me and i didnt really know you. but u helped me out alot. thanks
MsSlcpunk 1 year ago
This is my favorite PostSecret video on Youtube.
Everything about it is just...beautiful.
Inspired me to make my own
alvarenga2007 1 year ago
i will never love any man as much as my first love. Ever. If i hadn't fallen in love so early, i believe that my future relationships wouldn't have been such a disappointment.
okkkkieee 1 year ago 28
@okkkkieee
I'm with you on that one, I feel your pain.
ABeatlesFan247 1 year ago
so true so true
ashleighwalls 1 year ago
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okkkkieee 1 year ago
I also want to tell my parents, they raised my brother horribly, and thats why he's a little asshole.
xmkhxfashowx 1 year ago
I get scared every day. because I think you're going to leave, and get bored of me.
I want to have sex with you, but I'm afraid of the pain more then anything.
xmkhxfashowx 1 year ago
@xmkhxfashowx I understand you completely. I am afraid that my boyfriend will cheat on my again. I haven't had sex with him either I wanted too but, now that he has touched this other girl it doesn't feel right anymore.
Ravgriff18 1 year ago
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Ravgriff18 1 year ago
@Ravgriff18 I mean me instead of my up there whoops.
Ravgriff18 1 year ago
I wish I had the guts to tell my sister-in-law to quit making excuses for her son. I'm sorry, but having ADHD does NOT excuse him from being an a**hole.
Reason4Happenings 1 year ago
I'm too afraid too fall in love because of what my neighbor did to me when i was a little girl.
persianchick28 1 year ago
3:01 Maybe if my Mom would take the time to hear me out, we wouldn't have to argue so often...
innahrox 1 year ago
I 'm not strong enough to type my secret and click post.
SuperBob232 1 year ago
@SuperBob232 me either
forpawsbarkery 1 year ago
@SuperBob232 me too
MissWriter92 1 year ago
@SuperBob232 do it . no one's judging you :)
emmie605 1 year ago
Part of me wishes that somehow people in my life will watch these postsecret videos and see the secrets I posted as comments. I'm tired of dropping hints as to what my secrets really are.
jessikagurl101 1 year ago
when i said sorry...i didnt mean it...... when i said i never ment to hurt you....that was a lie.......when i said i loved you both.....i only loved you.....
i just wanted to see you fight for me
i wanted you to break down
i was being selfish
i wanted you to make me feel like you needed me
Mariiah325 1 year ago
this goes to fast i couldn't read the messages and had to stop the film!
xplor4grl 1 year ago
3:24 ......Best secret I have ever read...
wickedwinks 1 year ago
2:56-I wasn't expecting one of them to capture me so perfectly.
You may not know this, but I am NOT perfect. Stop saying I am. Your words are just hurting me. I sought an imperfection by own body. Thanks to you, I'm now a cutter who doesn't know if she can love anymore.
anikiani101 1 year ago
3:23
WHOAAAAAA
H0RSECRAZYx32 1 year ago
1. I wish we were as close as we were before you got a boyfriend.
2. I'm scared i'll never get my first kiss. I'm scared i'll never get a boyfriend. I'm scared of alot of things but i tell people im not afraid. I let them think i'm strong because i don't want to be looked at as weak. But honestly, i want a knight in shining armor to save the damsel in distress, which would be me.
3. I wish you, my ex bfff, would stop telling my how much fun you have with ur current bff. Truthfully i miss u :/
BreetaWitch08 1 year ago 7
@BreetaWitch08 hey, i thought i would never be kissed or get a boyfriend but i did and you will too in time : )
Remember you have to love yourself before you can truly love another.
ps remember you are amazing and beautiful : )
CrazeeCatrin 1 year ago
@BreetaWitch08 i hear you.
shironaxxx 1 year ago
I don't know how to be happy.
justRUNalex 1 year ago
i used write to my first ex boyfriend from the exact day he sent me an email ending our 5 month relationship. April 12 at 6:48 pm. And as cute as this may be...i never replied you with those. Maybe cause one day i'm going to publish the whole thing. And when i do. I'll thank you. But for now. I've moved on.
somewhereoutthere007 1 year ago
i cry by myself because i miss my exhusband.
its been two years since he has left, i work with him every day, and i put on a strong happy face when i talk about him or come in contact with him.
and although i have an amazing girlfriend, im dying to just tell him that i want my old life back, still.
ugh.
ohmysweettea 1 year ago
I really wish I could go back in time and prevent you from fucking up.. so that my parents wouldn't have disaaproved of you and we could have been together.
jessikagurl101 1 year ago
I hate women who get abortions not only because I think its playing God but i may not be able to have children later in life when people usually have children and would give anything to have that baby. If I can't have children, I want to die alone.
ShellMoore777 1 year ago
I would never commit suicide because I wouldn't want my friends and family to blame themselves but i secretly wish to die in a car accident when I get into a vehicle. I am only 18 but I feel it is my time. What else is there for me now?
jesskay92191 1 year ago
@jesskay92191, there's is still hope for you now. that's no way to live. you should talk to someone..or me! you can get help.
hannah1130yt 1 year ago
@jesskay9219 dont give up. don't die.
somewhereoutthere007 1 year ago
@jesskay92191 I've felt that way to, but you really can feel better don't lose hope. There are people like you and me, talk to someone it can get better and it will :)
forpawsbarkery 1 year ago
@jesskay92191i dont know what your life situation is, but i know god has a plan for you. everything will eventually work out. jesus brings me peace in my heart that is always there. so try praying to god and jesus christ(: and i will pray for you. but please dont wish your life to be over at 18, im sure you have so much to live for, even if it doesnt feel like it now. and remember, if you feel that you need help, get it. god bless you and much love!
xxbumblebee777xx 1 year ago
I tell everyone i'm a feminist...but all i want is to be princess and have a have a prince come and rescue me.
beelucky2013 1 year ago
sometimes i wish someone would just kill me so i dont have to feel the pain of the truths he wont tell, for the girls he just couldnt keep his hands off of, but for some reason i still love him dearly. i cant let him go. and yet i still wish i wouldnt have goten back with him and got with the other guy i fell inlove with when he had left me for her. i still think about him everyday
ar31224 1 year ago
My parents are divorced, and the only reason my dad wants to spend time with me, is to ask me about my mom :'(
GuitarMotorRipper100 1 year ago
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Reason4Happenings 1 year ago
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@GuitarMotorRipper100
I feel you...
Reason4Happenings 1 year ago
I wish I would have told you I love you when I had the chance. Now I'm too scared to.
ShinyVamp 1 year ago