@7890Heidi How in the hell would you know that? Have you read the claims against him and his family and have you studied the history of their connection with the CIA and Nazis? It's not conspiracy that Bush's grandfather funded Hitler (he went to court over it actually).
Not only did Youtube remove this video from my recent activity but, you can no longer share the video directly to Face book. I'm going to post it in my comments so everyone on my channel can see me promote it.
Really enjoyed the video, I have a friend who has mpd and I can vouch for what you saying as she goes through so much of what you talking about. The more people who have it describe it the better. It is a subject not well understood, alot has to do with movies and tv. It's a hard and sad life untill great healing takes place. The memories and the actual body remembering the pain is even difficult to watch never mind being the one going through it. Thank you.
i must be so well repressed- i function normal-but i avoid stress such as jobs-i get bored- i try different styles of roles- but hospital records show at 13 mos old i was operated on for venereal infection and had blood transfusion for infected blood-its my aunt who insisted i go to hospital after she changed my diaper and saw- only remember a recurrent dream as baby where my mother head is spinning and she s crying-was that a memory of being put under b4surgery?2siblng suicides sad
i must be so well repressed- i function normal-but i avoid stress such as jobs-i get bored- i try different styles of roles- but hospital records show at 13 mos old i was operated on for venereal infection and had blood transfusion for infected blood-its my aunt who insisted i go to hospital after she changed my diaper and saw- only remember a recurrent dream as baby where my mother head is spinning and she s crying-was that a memory of being put under b4surgery?father sexabuslater
I have it I think, but I can't rember any trauma I don't remember anything from before a was 6 normal... but I do have two personalities I am just look so be in contact with them, some do, some don't from what I researched, but, its a lot easier when you know about them...
DID i do that or not? What part does the immune system take in these bacterial hacking attempts of the brain as it is obviously not just a blackout and voices talking to a more animal brained person with less inhibitions. What high frequency sounds can disrupt or even totally cessate the talking bateria.
Sir, or Ma'am, or whoever usually controls this channel, I am wondering if I could private message someone personally about my problem that I think is related to this disorder.
I have more respect for prostitutes than psychiatrists.
The only people who need to be locked up and medicated in society are psychiatrists, because they are the nuttiest people you will ever meet in your life.
Behavioral science is pseudoscience because you can’t objectively measure “behavior”. A bunch of quacks meet up in a conference room and vote on what’s an illness or not, and their final collaboration becomes the DSM book.
Great Job in the short space of time, I have DID and live with an Alliance of the Selves which works for me but am frustrated with the lack of help here in Alberta Canada for DID. It's a very isolating illness and not understood. Still don't want to be negative, their is always hope for healing and I am doing very well. Love Lou
For over 30 years I have battled within myself over having MPD/DID. And I have always heard about and spoke of the castle within myself. I have never heard anyone else speak of the castle, until now. I have a castle and round table where the alters meet and hang out. It is amazing I guess. But it's definatley there. Wow. THanks for this video.
This is really really fascinating and it definitely makes me care about these people, they're simply dealing with something hard to bare, and of course they need our support, best wishes to anyone with did! : )
FIRST, this dvd is waaaayyyy to expencives for those of us dealing with this issue. Knock it down so it doesn't seem like people like me are being exploited for profit.
Thanks mom for sending me the link. I will talk to you more about this. I want to see the whole thing. It makes sense to me no matter what anyone else thinks. I'm glad W. is helping you. I love you, C.M.
I am I sra surviver and I also have DID I am a bit discouraged by the fact in the video that said you cant get rid of your personalites because I have been waiting in hope for the day when I will be 'a normal functioning' person again were it does not rule my life. I dont want to have to live with my alters I just want it to stop. I know I kind of foolish thinking it will.
It's unfortunate that this 'allegement' would deter or put a negative slant on what otherwise has been a very helpful DVD). Robert VOLUNTEERED to participate in this video due to his desire to help others. The photo is only one that highlights his successful career as a correspondent on Asian affairs and was chosen by the producers not Robert; hoping to show that individuals with DID can and often are very successful. Sorry if it caused concern for some based on 'alleged' information.
I'm sorry, actually it isn't alleged. My bad. Please research Cathy O'Brien, Svali, and many others. It may have not been known to him at the time of the picture (being taken) but he should know now. Even if he feels it is ALLEGED against Bush, he should know this is a TRIGGER for many with DID. How thoughtless!
Again, this wasn't Robert's decision, the responsibility of the content lies with myself as I was the producer, I apologize if any of the information was triggering, great care was taken to minimize this as I funded this project as a resource to help, not to cause concern. I was not aware, nor was Robert of any alleged and/or substantiated claims about Bush. If we were we wouldn't have included that photo.
I appreciate that. Thank you. Good to know then that you will be taking that out; photoshop, whatever. I am a photographer and my fiancee is a videographer so I do know it won't be too difficult. You'll find a way. Even if it means putting in a mew clip so it won't trigger people. Good to know you can let him know that there are about a hundred thousand articles and hits on google alone on Bush Sr. and Bush Jr on the alleged RA abuse causing DID. Thanks!!!!!
this shit sucks. i dont have allot of personlitys. im an acter of myselfe. im ,er i was the most popular guy in the world cause i would know how just to act and every funny/ clever thing to say. it sucks, i wonder who i really am
oh and note if u have this and u can act. u can use it as a direct weapon to whover feels better about themselves when ur down. be really depressed and in afraid of people like st8 dor a full day or in my case months: the longer the better. and then go in one day and take a 180 an watch all the people drop like flys as u see u in every one of thier bithc asses. and untill u accept them they will never feel the same. people know wat i do but they ont know how , truth is i dont know how either
I blieve I have dis. I told my therapist what family members have bn telling me about myself. He doesnt blieve I do. I confessed to my sister I put on a fascade bcuz I was required 2 c him. Most of thm like 2 control, 1 knows things about people things that was not told and use it 2 protect us. I heard alot of things I shared w my sister b-ing mentioned. What I didnt hear about splittingand seeing an alter doing things and is awed by it. Sometimes I look in da mirror and forget how I looked.
I struggle to recognize myself in the mirror and sometimes feel like a gorilla and often choose to die my hair so I feel like the outside fits the inside a bit more.
I never felt like a victim I always felt the need 2B validated. The 1 that doesn't let go causes the one that doesn't want to feel it to smoke. I change on a daily bases hairstyles and fashion. People say my mannerisms change but I do not notice, my sister told me things I've done when I was younger that I have no recollection of sometimes I think there lying. Sometimes I feel invaded, other times I wake up & they're chatting it is noisey sometimes I find myself saying why did I say that.
I also refuse to call myself a victim.I attend healing weeks for survivors of child abuse run for survivors by survivors in Australia and the UK.Its called Mayumarri.I find calling myself a survivor rather than a victim is empowering as I can now choose to not be a victim,even though I was back then and I choose to heal and not let the f****ers win.
I have no one to go to for support, my insurance sucks and I live in SC there slow on help with that here.I allow DID to help me through life,I lived like that before anyone started to point it out so I just have to eal with it the best way I know how.. They would say I was crazy bc of the way I changed so quickly, but when they spoke to me they knew I was perfectly sane.
How do we touch the sacred relic? (you know, the one that the other spoke of? It must be certain that we can get to the place we ought to be going?) Are you keen to what I speak of young lady? If so then follow the hole down to the town and follow the fellows twilight tails into the barchamber.
the reason i find most DID suffers so unconvincing, is because, If they have multiple personalities, how would they beable to name and express the attitude of the personalities. If they are different, the person would never be able to acknowlege the other, only if people told them they "switched", it would just be believed as a blackout...and if we stop questioning things we will no longer be researchers...my attitude is "show me the evidence"
you see... when you experience it, it is so different... If you could sit in the body of somebody with DID, you would see what we see. There are ways of knowing... journals by Alters, drawings... some people have co-inhabitation, so experience everything without having control...
I disagree. Most people I know with DID though they may have blackouts here and there. Most of the alters talk to each other in their head. Sometimes they agree, sometimes not. Its like having a number of roomates in a house of many different ages, sometimes genders, etc. Except the house that you all live in, is your own head.
Are there any cases where an DID sufferer has personalities that speak with a different accent, or even another language which differs from that of the original host. Or cases where one personality is...say a heroin addict and the other doesnt touch the stuff. These are situations that would convince me undoubtly that DID is real.
Yes, most definitely, I know a few like that. Or even other things like eye quality where one personality might need glasses, but another will have perfect vision.
Its very tru. my girlfriend and i are in this sitaution and she can tell you who needs what and where. However me being the host personality cannont account for who they are and what they need.... but sometimes i can fell what they think or feel... but soemtiems my own feeling get in the way. IM still working on it... hopefully sooner than later i can communicate...
some are lefty's some have accents... its not made up/. thats all i know. i cant make up what i cant remember.
yes. actually two of my alters have accents... and the little boy alter is just a boy. and i am definitly a girl. but his speach is in a way that you can tell he is just young and uneducated in how you pronounce words... and whatnot.... do you have this condition?
I dont have accents but they do spell and talk different to oneanother.Some are really rough and streetsmart.Some have guttermouths,some are just sweet,some are articulate.One cant talk or make any noise at all..My litties use different language to the bigger one's.
I havent heard of languages but certainly believe its possible cos Ive got one part who's deaf in one ear,one who's deaf in the other,some parts that play the piano and some who cant.Speaking different languages is very plausable.
I agree and disagree, it depends ont he person and the ALTERS mostly. if they are comfortable they will be able to communitcate with the host self more more and more. but it coudl take years even decades. Intergratiom is on a personal basis. no one can tell you HOW LONG YOU WILL TAKE TO REACH THIS POINt and to be able to communicate with the others...
Exactly!! I have a 'safe house' in my head which Ive also drawn and although I can hear them in my head I find it helpful to have what i call House Meetings and ask them (right hand) how they are,who's going where etc and they answer with the (non-dominant) left hand.Some need to draw instead of write.
I'd like to ask you HelpforDID, if you have the same opinion about those who claim to be DID and are always consciously calling themselves, WE and US. I have been diagnosed with this disorder and know I do, do this quite often but if I EVER catch myself doing it, I will stop and correct myself. DID is fairly rare, there has to be a comibination of abuse, lack of support, intelligence, creativity and resilience. Just would like to hear your opinion on all the WE and US statements thrown around.
My childhood wasn't that great, but Im gald that I have those tragic memories instead of having DID. After all, I rather carry out bad memories than to be controlled by different people in my mind. No offence to victoms of DID.
1st of all I am not a victim I nevr call myslf a victim NEmore. 2 I was exactly like u n my way of thinking, until it was time to heal. I reunited w/ a family member I witnesses get molested.I told my mom. I nevr forgot. I remembered evry detail of my life. Wks latr I woke up frm a dream of da same person who molested hr raped me as a 1 yr old. I said what kind of shit am I ptting n my head thn I xcepted it happened. ovr time they gave me nu nformation as 2 protect me and let me feel.
Yes true, but in the cases of those who grow up in generational satanic cults, many are subjected to Satanic Ritual Abuse whilst in the womb... so splits begin in the womb and 'they' are infact born with MPD. Many generational satanic cults purposefully split their children as early as possible... i wont say how they do it because i dont want to trigger anyone, but that they 'know' how and they do it on purpose.
Get this!!! Some f***wit on an sra sight came up with the theory that ppl are born with d.i.d. and as a result 'imagine' all these dreadful mems including sra.
The false memory association just gets crazier and crazier.I feel physicaly ill even hearing about false memory.Its gone a long way towards discrediting all survivors and surprise,surprise was started by a lawyer who's daughter accused him of incest.
actually DID is NOT the only disorder that is just connected to abuse, PTSD - CPTSD (complex traumatic stress disorder), DID is NOT a mental illness it is a coping machanism, survival kit!
DID does not just happen because of child abuse, it happens to people who "see" been through a traumatic event, like "bullying" "tornado" anything can trigger it, but it is the creation that gets alters here, you create alters to help you survive, anything can lead to mental illneses
I have comments on why some question. ("Why didn't we see it?") Many times the alters who are the main presenters work together so that things on the outside look cohesive, so as not to be detected (protection) b/c either it's not safe to reveal themself/ves or they believe it isn't safe to reveal themself/ves. That is/has been the case with us. The core person may/may not be aware the they have others who help them along w/ day to day responsibilities...
To them, losing time &/or time confusion & "fog" have been a part of life, all their lives - & they don't realize it's abnormal. It's not usually til they feel safe that the alters will begin to reveal things - & the core person starts to really feel they are losing it (crazy!) b/c they're remembering things, or having sleep disturbances, flashbacks, etc. This is when things start becoming more apparent to ppl on the outside!
@JoyUs2GBTG@JoyUs2GBTG Know that I suffered from confusion growing up because of conflicting messages, abusive emotional treatment, and sexual molestation which caused severe low self-esteem. Mother had me watch "Sybil" about a child with DID when I was growing up maybe because she noticed symptoms, but neglected to associate this to the abuse that went on in her presence, under her nose. Tryed to live normally was always met with serious depression, feeling as if I would never overcome.
Im with you.Ive only worked out through alot a healing that Im d.i.d. about a year ago.I think we don't realize cos contradictory to the media cases which make us look like nutcases the whole point of d.i.d. is that its functional so we can be normal and cope with the world.Else we'd all be in the psych ward.What surprised me the most was that when I told my closest friends about it everyone who knows me well just said 'that makes sense'.I was stunned as its so contreversial.
This is quite a good video. What it doesn't do well is portray how complex things are. Actually the snippets I saw of Sybil are actually quite similar to my own experiences. This is what makes DID so difficult to deal with. But this is not well portrayed.
of course it seems unbelievable, since when were any of us taught in school or otherwise that you could have more than one person inside you? well... other than being possessed by demons, which might have added to why most people don't believe in D.I.D. ... although then again, it's called D.I.D. now because technically, it's all 1 personality, fractured into many to split the work-load, or one to handle trauma, or traumas, and one to live outside it.
of course, then again the conscious, subconscious, and unconscious are all three seperate entities within us all... D.I.D. mostly refers to the conscious being split up, occasionally the subconscious too. But after they split, they think on their own... become independant, and if they become aware of each other... well, you get the idea. Would you want to have control over the body, or sit back and watch? .. my point exactly.
Thanks for your comments and for sharing the resource. I did want to point out that---The book, A Fractured Mind is by Robert Oxnam. Best wishes with your education!
I found your DVD very interesting, especially what the young girl in the pink tshirt had to say. I have ordered your book and will hopefully find out more. I have 4 personalities and I call them each a different name. I think they emerged when I was abused aged 5 or 6 but only recently have I recognised them for what they are. I hope your book can give me some peace of mind as it is very tiring being 4 people and costs a lot of money on food and clothes! Thanks.
Very happy that you're doing psychology Justarainbow5085... unfortunately, you just confirmed the stereotype society gives psychologists :P (no offense of course, but it's true... you just did! lol)
I'm not totally sure if I have D.I.D. My friends say I act three different ways.I don't see any difference in how I act. They say sometimes I act like a guy, or a tom-boy,in which case they call me Sam. and that sometimes I act all bubbly and preppy,then
they call me Sammie. and other times I'm shy and don't talk much, that's when they call me by my real name-Samantha(This side is the real me) I don't ever remember acting preppy or tomboy-ish at all. Is there someone I can talk to about this?
1L0V3C1IT, look into hypnotherapy, there is a lot of funding in hypnotherapy treatments for mental disorders and such... in every country but the USA! LOL!
heh, no offense to Americans, but you rely far too much on drugs. I do hypnotherapy and have treated, and am treating, many patients with D.I.D. or multiple personality disorder or whatever name you want to give it... WITH hypnotherapy with very high success rate... 100% :) LOL!
Great info. Puts us multiples on a level of not being "sick" but rather creative, intelligent and resourceful.
I'm a healed multiple with all my "parts" integrated yet I am still a multiple and was born that way, developing two distinct personalities on both sides of the brain. I would love to find others who experience this as well.
This is pretty interesting as I deal with others on a chat site with this disorder, and the fact the disorder is so complex to understand. Great Job!!
I have struggled with dissociation and depression for 6 years now, and have had to re-locate and change jobs becuase of this disability. Can someone tell me how you adjust and live with dissociation and your work
I'm so freaked out right now... this totally describes me. I don't know where to go or what to do about this... How do I integrate myself? How do I access the memories that are completely blank? It's totally true the "blocking out completely of abuse" I need to know how to overcome this! Can somebody please help!
Thanks for not sensationalizing it. It is a life of shame, pain and loneliness. People (including the professionals) tend to reduce Us to a diagnosis, a freak, an oddity. And what they never realize it that treating Us that way is only re-inacting the same abuse and isolation and silencing which caused this "disorder" in the fist place. Thanks for remembering We are human. We ALL are as human as you can get especially after surviving such inhumanity.
God I could not agree with you more. + every person in the world acts differently when they are playing different roles in life... they do it to fit in, or because it's what's expected of them in their job, so it's not like we're really so different! We have to deal with that, and our disorder!
thank you so much for putting this bit of the DVD on here. we are interested in it and how powerful it sounds for all of us, internally. thank you and i am off to the website.
and it is a positive veiw on DID, which is seldom mentioned. thank you again ...
thank you so much for putting this video on here... something that doesn't trash DID, which shows understanding and doesn't make fun of it. How can I get this video?
Thank you for the positive feedback. To order the entire DVD and/or read more about it, visit the Clearwater Counseling website listed in the beginning and at the end of the video and you'll find all the information you need. Thanks for the interest.
Makes me so happy that they don't promote killing off the other personalities. :)
RioEllington 3 weeks ago
too long.
Make three videos out of this.
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Use proper titles.
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cheers.
from,
del-boy.
YouAreSoRight 2 months ago
is it me or does this video cuts everyone off at the end of their discussion? >.>
DaBigX26 3 months ago
dumb ass's George Bush was never in any sra cases......d.i.d. is real but bush wasnt involved in sra lol
7890Heidi 3 months ago
@7890Heidi How in the hell would you know that? Have you read the claims against him and his family and have you studied the history of their connection with the CIA and Nazis? It's not conspiracy that Bush's grandfather funded Hitler (he went to court over it actually).
queenbeenightly 3 months ago
Not only did Youtube remove this video from my recent activity but, you can no longer share the video directly to Face book. I'm going to post it in my comments so everyone on my channel can see me promote it.
aaishasmusic1963 3 months ago in playlist Liked
Thank you for posting this video because it helps me understand MPD alittle bit more than I did before.
aaishasmusic1963 3 months ago in playlist Liked
My bf had this :( I sympathize for you guys.
Aaronthegreatest 7 months ago
Really enjoyed the video, I have a friend who has mpd and I can vouch for what you saying as she goes through so much of what you talking about. The more people who have it describe it the better. It is a subject not well understood, alot has to do with movies and tv. It's a hard and sad life untill great healing takes place. The memories and the actual body remembering the pain is even difficult to watch never mind being the one going through it. Thank you.
Myfriendismultiple 9 months ago
haha I don't go crazy, I go loopy!
0323elizabeth 10 months ago
DONT TELL !
i must be so well repressed- i function normal-but i avoid stress such as jobs-i get bored- i try different styles of roles- but hospital records show at 13 mos old i was operated on for venereal infection and had blood transfusion for infected blood-its my aunt who insisted i go to hospital after she changed my diaper and saw- only remember a recurrent dream as baby where my mother head is spinning and she s crying-was that a memory of being put under b4surgery?2siblng suicides sad
lmollot 1 year ago
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DONT TELL !
i must be so well repressed- i function normal-but i avoid stress such as jobs-i get bored- i try different styles of roles- but hospital records show at 13 mos old i was operated on for venereal infection and had blood transfusion for infected blood-its my aunt who insisted i go to hospital after she changed my diaper and saw- only remember a recurrent dream as baby where my mother head is spinning and she s crying-was that a memory of being put under b4surgery?father sexabuslater
lmollot 1 year ago
THIS VIDEO IS TOO SILENT
Madrman 1 year ago 2
damn only one video? could u put up links for stuff u used as resource or is htere more to come?
koldblooded1 1 year ago
I have it I think, but I can't rember any trauma I don't remember anything from before a was 6 normal... but I do have two personalities I am just look so be in contact with them, some do, some don't from what I researched, but, its a lot easier when you know about them...
LadyAri737 1 year ago
DO ART, DOCUMENT! WRITE< DRAW< DOODLE< WHATEVER, GET IT OUT AND SHARE! GIVE YOURSELF PERMISSION TO BE AN ARTIST
actsrealtime 1 year ago
DID i do that or not? What part does the immune system take in these bacterial hacking attempts of the brain as it is obviously not just a blackout and voices talking to a more animal brained person with less inhibitions. What high frequency sounds can disrupt or even totally cessate the talking bateria.
VilIgnoble 1 year ago
almost cruel to have included Bush Sr. on this video - actually, quite cruel.
tinketteful 1 year ago
@tinketteful
And probably intentional.
brainwashedmasses 1 year ago
I have DID and I too have an innerworld. It's not a castle, but a grass field with a large tree in the middle of it. And there are several houses.
Luka78nl 1 year ago
Sir, or Ma'am, or whoever usually controls this channel, I am wondering if I could private message someone personally about my problem that I think is related to this disorder.
DarkAnima696 1 year ago
I have more respect for prostitutes than psychiatrists.
The only people who need to be locked up and medicated in society are psychiatrists, because they are the nuttiest people you will ever meet in your life.
Behavioral science is pseudoscience because you can’t objectively measure “behavior”. A bunch of quacks meet up in a conference room and vote on what’s an illness or not, and their final collaboration becomes the DSM book.
GaryNull 1 year ago
@GaryNull They know probably more than you
kiribula 1 year ago
@kiribula They are drug pushers, , , you're right.
GaryNull 1 year ago
@GaryNull Your view in the other post is too simplistic.... so direct your further comments towards equally simplistic people ?
kiribula 1 year ago
Great Job in the short space of time, I have DID and live with an Alliance of the Selves which works for me but am frustrated with the lack of help here in Alberta Canada for DID. It's a very isolating illness and not understood. Still don't want to be negative, their is always hope for healing and I am doing very well. Love Lou
Herronton 1 year ago
For over 30 years I have battled within myself over having MPD/DID. And I have always heard about and spoke of the castle within myself. I have never heard anyone else speak of the castle, until now. I have a castle and round table where the alters meet and hang out. It is amazing I guess. But it's definatley there. Wow. THanks for this video.
sauvismom 1 year ago
This is really really fascinating and it definitely makes me care about these people, they're simply dealing with something hard to bare, and of course they need our support, best wishes to anyone with did! : )
iamthescotti 1 year ago
FIRST, this dvd is waaaayyyy to expencives for those of us dealing with this issue. Knock it down so it doesn't seem like people like me are being exploited for profit.
TruthHurtzAllDaTime 2 years ago
I bet the author has DID! lol
PeaceLoveEternity 2 years ago
Thanks mom for sending me the link. I will talk to you more about this. I want to see the whole thing. It makes sense to me no matter what anyone else thinks. I'm glad W. is helping you. I love you, C.M.
Ms4587 2 years ago
I am I sra surviver and I also have DID I am a bit discouraged by the fact in the video that said you cant get rid of your personalites because I have been waiting in hope for the day when I will be 'a normal functioning' person again were it does not rule my life. I dont want to have to live with my alters I just want it to stop. I know I kind of foolish thinking it will.
juoodls 2 years ago
I have D.I.D I I'm also a survivor of sra
mirrorofmanyfaces 2 years ago
Are you kidding me? He's standing there with George Bush who has been alleged in about 40 plus RA cases that has caused D.I.D. UNREAL!!!!!!!
christmas1971 2 years ago
It's unfortunate that this 'allegement' would deter or put a negative slant on what otherwise has been a very helpful DVD). Robert VOLUNTEERED to participate in this video due to his desire to help others. The photo is only one that highlights his successful career as a correspondent on Asian affairs and was chosen by the producers not Robert; hoping to show that individuals with DID can and often are very successful. Sorry if it caused concern for some based on 'alleged' information.
HelpforDID 2 years ago
I'm sorry, actually it isn't alleged. My bad. Please research Cathy O'Brien, Svali, and many others. It may have not been known to him at the time of the picture (being taken) but he should know now. Even if he feels it is ALLEGED against Bush, he should know this is a TRIGGER for many with DID. How thoughtless!
christmas1971 2 years ago 2
Again, this wasn't Robert's decision, the responsibility of the content lies with myself as I was the producer, I apologize if any of the information was triggering, great care was taken to minimize this as I funded this project as a resource to help, not to cause concern. I was not aware, nor was Robert of any alleged and/or substantiated claims about Bush. If we were we wouldn't have included that photo.
HelpforDID 2 years ago
I appreciate that. Thank you. Good to know then that you will be taking that out; photoshop, whatever. I am a photographer and my fiancee is a videographer so I do know it won't be too difficult. You'll find a way. Even if it means putting in a mew clip so it won't trigger people. Good to know you can let him know that there are about a hundred thousand articles and hits on google alone on Bush Sr. and Bush Jr on the alleged RA abuse causing DID. Thanks!!!!!
christmas1971 2 years ago
@christmas1971 oo shush bit of a over reaction many things can be triggers
koldblooded1 1 year ago
this shit sucks. i dont have allot of personlitys. im an acter of myselfe. im ,er i was the most popular guy in the world cause i would know how just to act and every funny/ clever thing to say. it sucks, i wonder who i really am
poopchunk3 2 years ago
oh and note if u have this and u can act. u can use it as a direct weapon to whover feels better about themselves when ur down. be really depressed and in afraid of people like st8 dor a full day or in my case months: the longer the better. and then go in one day and take a 180 an watch all the people drop like flys as u see u in every one of thier bithc asses. and untill u accept them they will never feel the same. people know wat i do but they ont know how , truth is i dont know how either
poopchunk3 2 years ago
i hope no has to really meet me if they have to
poopchunk3 2 years ago
Has anyone mentioned that the sound volume seems to be too low?
zokewl 2 years ago 4
yeah i dislike that :[
alisonjaneee 2 years ago
Yeah its hard to hear,
Cockies55 2 years ago
I blieve I have dis. I told my therapist what family members have bn telling me about myself. He doesnt blieve I do. I confessed to my sister I put on a fascade bcuz I was required 2 c him. Most of thm like 2 control, 1 knows things about people things that was not told and use it 2 protect us. I heard alot of things I shared w my sister b-ing mentioned. What I didnt hear about splittingand seeing an alter doing things and is awed by it. Sometimes I look in da mirror and forget how I looked.
Darterri 3 years ago
I struggle to recognize myself in the mirror and sometimes feel like a gorilla and often choose to die my hair so I feel like the outside fits the inside a bit more.
Cockies55 2 years ago
I never felt like a victim I always felt the need 2B validated. The 1 that doesn't let go causes the one that doesn't want to feel it to smoke. I change on a daily bases hairstyles and fashion. People say my mannerisms change but I do not notice, my sister told me things I've done when I was younger that I have no recollection of sometimes I think there lying. Sometimes I feel invaded, other times I wake up & they're chatting it is noisey sometimes I find myself saying why did I say that.
Darterri 2 years ago
I also refuse to call myself a victim.I attend healing weeks for survivors of child abuse run for survivors by survivors in Australia and the UK.Its called Mayumarri.I find calling myself a survivor rather than a victim is empowering as I can now choose to not be a victim,even though I was back then and I choose to heal and not let the f****ers win.
Cockies55 2 years ago
I have no one to go to for support, my insurance sucks and I live in SC there slow on help with that here.I allow DID to help me through life,I lived like that before anyone started to point it out so I just have to eal with it the best way I know how.. They would say I was crazy bc of the way I changed so quickly, but when they spoke to me they knew I was perfectly sane.
Darterri 2 years ago 3
How do we touch the sacred relic? (you know, the one that the other spoke of? It must be certain that we can get to the place we ought to be going?) Are you keen to what I speak of young lady? If so then follow the hole down to the town and follow the fellows twilight tails into the barchamber.
sneezachoo 3 years ago
the reason i find most DID suffers so unconvincing, is because, If they have multiple personalities, how would they beable to name and express the attitude of the personalities. If they are different, the person would never be able to acknowlege the other, only if people told them they "switched", it would just be believed as a blackout...and if we stop questioning things we will no longer be researchers...my attitude is "show me the evidence"
jay4457 3 years ago
you see... when you experience it, it is so different... If you could sit in the body of somebody with DID, you would see what we see. There are ways of knowing... journals by Alters, drawings... some people have co-inhabitation, so experience everything without having control...
marlowespirals 3 years ago
I disagree. Most people I know with DID though they may have blackouts here and there. Most of the alters talk to each other in their head. Sometimes they agree, sometimes not. Its like having a number of roomates in a house of many different ages, sometimes genders, etc. Except the house that you all live in, is your own head.
deliriumfae 3 years ago
Are there any cases where an DID sufferer has personalities that speak with a different accent, or even another language which differs from that of the original host. Or cases where one personality is...say a heroin addict and the other doesnt touch the stuff. These are situations that would convince me undoubtly that DID is real.
jay4457 3 years ago
Yes, most definitely, I know a few like that. Or even other things like eye quality where one personality might need glasses, but another will have perfect vision.
deliriumfae 3 years ago
Its very tru. my girlfriend and i are in this sitaution and she can tell you who needs what and where. However me being the host personality cannont account for who they are and what they need.... but sometimes i can fell what they think or feel... but soemtiems my own feeling get in the way. IM still working on it... hopefully sooner than later i can communicate...
some are lefty's some have accents... its not made up/. thats all i know. i cant make up what i cant remember.
shotgunXromance4 3 years ago
yes. actually two of my alters have accents... and the little boy alter is just a boy. and i am definitly a girl. but his speach is in a way that you can tell he is just young and uneducated in how you pronounce words... and whatnot.... do you have this condition?
shotgunXromance4 3 years ago
I dont have accents but they do spell and talk different to oneanother.Some are really rough and streetsmart.Some have guttermouths,some are just sweet,some are articulate.One cant talk or make any noise at all..My litties use different language to the bigger one's.
Cockies55 2 years ago
yes
sugarcane2013 3 years ago
I havent heard of languages but certainly believe its possible cos Ive got one part who's deaf in one ear,one who's deaf in the other,some parts that play the piano and some who cant.Speaking different languages is very plausable.
Cocky
Cockies55 2 years ago
I agree and disagree, it depends ont he person and the ALTERS mostly. if they are comfortable they will be able to communitcate with the host self more more and more. but it coudl take years even decades. Intergratiom is on a personal basis. no one can tell you HOW LONG YOU WILL TAKE TO REACH THIS POINt and to be able to communicate with the others...
shotgunXromance4 3 years ago
Exactly!! I have a 'safe house' in my head which Ive also drawn and although I can hear them in my head I find it helpful to have what i call House Meetings and ask them (right hand) how they are,who's going where etc and they answer with the (non-dominant) left hand.Some need to draw instead of write.
Cockies55 2 years ago
Whatever! What the hell are you even doing on this site if you're so bloody closed minded.Ppl like you shit me.
Cockies55 2 years ago 2
I'd like to ask you HelpforDID, if you have the same opinion about those who claim to be DID and are always consciously calling themselves, WE and US. I have been diagnosed with this disorder and know I do, do this quite often but if I EVER catch myself doing it, I will stop and correct myself. DID is fairly rare, there has to be a comibination of abuse, lack of support, intelligence, creativity and resilience. Just would like to hear your opinion on all the WE and US statements thrown around.
Goaway879 3 years ago
My childhood wasn't that great, but Im gald that I have those tragic memories instead of having DID. After all, I rather carry out bad memories than to be controlled by different people in my mind. No offence to victoms of DID.
HolyVegeta 3 years ago 5
1st of all I am not a victim I nevr call myslf a victim NEmore. 2 I was exactly like u n my way of thinking, until it was time to heal. I reunited w/ a family member I witnesses get molested.I told my mom. I nevr forgot. I remembered evry detail of my life. Wks latr I woke up frm a dream of da same person who molested hr raped me as a 1 yr old. I said what kind of shit am I ptting n my head thn I xcepted it happened. ovr time they gave me nu nformation as 2 protect me and let me feel.
Darterri 3 years ago
ArdithKay::: YOU ARE NOT BORN WITH MPD, you cant be in the womb and be like, "oh i am going to be abused so therefore i have MPD,
ALTERS ARE CREATED sheesh grow a brain, aaaaaaachooooooooooooooFAKE
sophiejaye 3 years ago
Yes true, but in the cases of those who grow up in generational satanic cults, many are subjected to Satanic Ritual Abuse whilst in the womb... so splits begin in the womb and 'they' are infact born with MPD. Many generational satanic cults purposefully split their children as early as possible... i wont say how they do it because i dont want to trigger anyone, but that they 'know' how and they do it on purpose.
JESUSRULZZZAMEN 3 years ago
Get this!!! Some f***wit on an sra sight came up with the theory that ppl are born with d.i.d. and as a result 'imagine' all these dreadful mems including sra.
The false memory association just gets crazier and crazier.I feel physicaly ill even hearing about false memory.Its gone a long way towards discrediting all survivors and surprise,surprise was started by a lawyer who's daughter accused him of incest.
Cocky
Cockies55 2 years ago
actually DID is NOT the only disorder that is just connected to abuse, PTSD - CPTSD (complex traumatic stress disorder), DID is NOT a mental illness it is a coping machanism, survival kit!
DID does not just happen because of child abuse, it happens to people who "see" been through a traumatic event, like "bullying" "tornado" anything can trigger it, but it is the creation that gets alters here, you create alters to help you survive, anything can lead to mental illneses
sophiejaye 3 years ago 2
I have D.I.D, its help me live my life. Dont say anything before you understand about DID and how it feel to live everyday as a DID
rophenk 3 years ago
I have comments on why some question. ("Why didn't we see it?") Many times the alters who are the main presenters work together so that things on the outside look cohesive, so as not to be detected (protection) b/c either it's not safe to reveal themself/ves or they believe it isn't safe to reveal themself/ves. That is/has been the case with us. The core person may/may not be aware the they have others who help them along w/ day to day responsibilities...
JoyUs2GBTG 3 years ago 2
To them, losing time &/or time confusion & "fog" have been a part of life, all their lives - & they don't realize it's abnormal. It's not usually til they feel safe that the alters will begin to reveal things - & the core person starts to really feel they are losing it (crazy!) b/c they're remembering things, or having sleep disturbances, flashbacks, etc. This is when things start becoming more apparent to ppl on the outside!
JoyUs2GBTG 3 years ago 12
@JoyUs2GBTG @JoyUs2GBTG Know that I suffered from confusion growing up because of conflicting messages, abusive emotional treatment, and sexual molestation which caused severe low self-esteem. Mother had me watch "Sybil" about a child with DID when I was growing up maybe because she noticed symptoms, but neglected to associate this to the abuse that went on in her presence, under her nose. Tryed to live normally was always met with serious depression, feeling as if I would never overcome.
TheNewday2 1 month ago
Im with you.Ive only worked out through alot a healing that Im d.i.d. about a year ago.I think we don't realize cos contradictory to the media cases which make us look like nutcases the whole point of d.i.d. is that its functional so we can be normal and cope with the world.Else we'd all be in the psych ward.What surprised me the most was that when I told my closest friends about it everyone who knows me well just said 'that makes sense'.I was stunned as its so contreversial.
Cockies55 2 years ago
This comment has received too many negative votes show
I never had DID, but I think I had STD once....
STFUmorons 3 years ago
i have D.I.D don't judge us.. don't laugh until you've felt what its like to be like we are
Avrillavigne99 3 years ago 9
This is quite a good video. What it doesn't do well is portray how complex things are. Actually the snippets I saw of Sybil are actually quite similar to my own experiences. This is what makes DID so difficult to deal with. But this is not well portrayed.
paulinbos 3 years ago
It's ironic that DID is considered so controversial, when it's also so common.
Could it be because it's the only DSM disorder that's always connected with child abuse?
du2vye 3 years ago
DID is not about smoking weed.
2YearsPamFree 3 years ago 2
of course it seems unbelievable, since when were any of us taught in school or otherwise that you could have more than one person inside you? well... other than being possessed by demons, which might have added to why most people don't believe in D.I.D. ... although then again, it's called D.I.D. now because technically, it's all 1 personality, fractured into many to split the work-load, or one to handle trauma, or traumas, and one to live outside it.
HypnoPants 3 years ago
of course, then again the conscious, subconscious, and unconscious are all three seperate entities within us all... D.I.D. mostly refers to the conscious being split up, occasionally the subconscious too. But after they split, they think on their own... become independant, and if they become aware of each other... well, you get the idea. Would you want to have control over the body, or sit back and watch? .. my point exactly.
HypnoPants 3 years ago
hahaha, but then again, I have A.D.D.! I have my own issues with memory loss and confusion! LOL!!
HypnoPants 3 years ago
Thanks for posting this...
I will put the clip on the webiste I run along with a link to your site.
Our Healing Garden is a forum/chat site for people with issues that resulted from childhood abuse and adult trauma.
This info will be helpful and make people feel validated as so many people do not believe in DID/MPD.
I will also check out your book.
I too live with DID and am just starting my first year as a psychology student tomorrow!
Thanks
Rainbow ☺
Justarainbow5085 3 years ago 5
Thanks for your comments and for sharing the resource. I did want to point out that---The book, A Fractured Mind is by Robert Oxnam. Best wishes with your education!
HelpforDID 3 years ago
Hi
I found your DVD very interesting, especially what the young girl in the pink tshirt had to say. I have ordered your book and will hopefully find out more. I have 4 personalities and I call them each a different name. I think they emerged when I was abused aged 5 or 6 but only recently have I recognised them for what they are. I hope your book can give me some peace of mind as it is very tiring being 4 people and costs a lot of money on food and clothes! Thanks.
2YearsPamFree 3 years ago
Very happy that you're doing psychology Justarainbow5085... unfortunately, you just confirmed the stereotype society gives psychologists :P (no offense of course, but it's true... you just did! lol)
HypnoPants 3 years ago
Good on you Rainbow!!
Good luck.
Cockies55 2 years ago
I'm not totally sure if I have D.I.D. My friends say I act three different ways.I don't see any difference in how I act. They say sometimes I act like a guy, or a tom-boy,in which case they call me Sam. and that sometimes I act all bubbly and preppy,then
they call me Sammie. and other times I'm shy and don't talk much, that's when they call me by my real name-Samantha(This side is the real me) I don't ever remember acting preppy or tomboy-ish at all. Is there someone I can talk to about this?
SammieDProductions 3 years ago
I can't hear very well what's being said in this video. I have put my speaker to the maximum volume.
ungu1973 4 years ago
you should post more of the full video maybe! and other films if you have them
bobtuskinsherbane 4 years ago
i have did i am 19 years old and from the u.k and lack of resources drag me down
goldlioness12 4 years ago
Keep your chin up! Your not alone.
ethanfromlondon 4 years ago
Thank you
goldlioness12 4 years ago
there are resources, the real issue is lack of funds to deal with people with mental health problems
1L0V3C1IT 3 years ago
1L0V3C1IT, look into hypnotherapy, there is a lot of funding in hypnotherapy treatments for mental disorders and such... in every country but the USA! LOL!
heh, no offense to Americans, but you rely far too much on drugs. I do hypnotherapy and have treated, and am treating, many patients with D.I.D. or multiple personality disorder or whatever name you want to give it... WITH hypnotherapy with very high success rate... 100% :) LOL!
HypnoPants 3 years ago
nice
jesmalu 4 years ago
Thank you.
smilesalot31 4 years ago
Great info. Puts us multiples on a level of not being "sick" but rather creative, intelligent and resourceful.
I'm a healed multiple with all my "parts" integrated yet I am still a multiple and was born that way, developing two distinct personalities on both sides of the brain. I would love to find others who experience this as well.
ArdithKay 4 years ago
i have that two theres me and then theres Dream
goldlioness12 4 years ago
Do you know of any good sites with chat boards erc?
ethanfromlondon 4 years ago
his book a fractured mind was amazing!
morganika 4 years ago
The volume is too low!!
RachelMintz 4 years ago 2
This is pretty interesting as I deal with others on a chat site with this disorder, and the fact the disorder is so complex to understand. Great Job!!
5lilangels 4 years ago
I have struggled with dissociation and depression for 6 years now, and have had to re-locate and change jobs becuase of this disability. Can someone tell me how you adjust and live with dissociation and your work
iceycol 4 years ago
I'm so freaked out right now... this totally describes me. I don't know where to go or what to do about this... How do I integrate myself? How do I access the memories that are completely blank? It's totally true the "blocking out completely of abuse" I need to know how to overcome this! Can somebody please help!
billytheskidnote 4 years ago
plzz tell my fucking parent ....they dont believe me..
MasterPheel 4 years ago
Oh I am so sorry... :(
Nyambui 4 years ago
Thanks for not sensationalizing it. It is a life of shame, pain and loneliness. People (including the professionals) tend to reduce Us to a diagnosis, a freak, an oddity. And what they never realize it that treating Us that way is only re-inacting the same abuse and isolation and silencing which caused this "disorder" in the fist place. Thanks for remembering We are human. We ALL are as human as you can get especially after surviving such inhumanity.
gripegirl1976 4 years ago
God I could not agree with you more. + every person in the world acts differently when they are playing different roles in life... they do it to fit in, or because it's what's expected of them in their job, so it's not like we're really so different! We have to deal with that, and our disorder!
billytheskidnote 4 years ago
thank you so much for putting this bit of the DVD on here. we are interested in it and how powerful it sounds for all of us, internally. thank you and i am off to the website.
and it is a positive veiw on DID, which is seldom mentioned. thank you again ...
miquiecrew 4 years ago
Kudos, total win.
NoodlesForAll 4 years ago
thank you so much for putting this video on here... something that doesn't trash DID, which shows understanding and doesn't make fun of it. How can I get this video?
Everyoneinside 4 years ago
Thank you for the positive feedback. To order the entire DVD and/or read more about it, visit the Clearwater Counseling website listed in the beginning and at the end of the video and you'll find all the information you need. Thanks for the interest.
HelpforDID 4 years ago
Thank you for putting this on here.
secretoompaa 4 years ago