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  • stop baiting this troll..``no audience no porformance..`` ..that is the only way to deal with em..outside of a shovel up side the head...unfortunatly..this is merly the intrnet..a device to show the world how very bad your spelling actualy is..

  • please stop spamming, okay? if you're so busy with your own life stop making comments on my videos.

    who cares about u and ur dad? remember, there are kids in darfur.

  • Wow, and I said all that w/o using profanity....

  • o yeah and can i ask why did you subscribe so you can flame her every time she lets out a video??

    get a life dude

  • seriously, what is your problem? my life is nothing like that, asshole. i've been on my death bed tens of times before. i've had open heart surgery before i was even 10. and wtf i don't really care if I go to college in state. it's not that big of a problem to me, i just always wanted to go to colleges out of state. stay the fuck away from my vids.

  • Thank you for your profanity. What I am trying to express to you is "Perspective." You vlog on how hard your experience in High School, AP classes, where you are going to college...My intial comment was to infer that High school life, living with Mom and Dad, is a nice deal. And I wish I was back in High School. And I understand that you may not understand that at this time, but ten years from now. When you are looking back upon your life, you may finally get what I am trying to express.

  • and that part is perfectly fine, and i agree with you i will look back on my life and now i have priveleges, which i know i do. that's why i didn't find anything wrong with your initial comment. it was the follow up ones.

  • you wanna shut the fuck up?

    noone cares what you have to say why are you wasting your time even commenting on this?

    you have no business here nobody wants to hear your shit.

    so stay out of it end of story.

  • agreed

  • ok seriously dude your really starting to piss me off

    all this shit you've said in the last several comments can send somebody in a relapes(sp?)

    there are a lot of people that are recovering or starting to get a ED and you could have just triggered ana and mia to come stronger and take over someones life! do u really want that?

    you are prob a 30 year old who still lives at home in their parents basement and has nothing better to do than diss a great video

    so sht the fuck up, fuckingbitch

  • The only people who keep my comments alive, are "YOU" people who keep responding with angry comments. I doubt very much if my comments here would drive anyone into a "Relapse." I do not think I have that power. You are just acting way too emotional. Well, I am sorry for "DISSng" a "Great video" lol, I do not evne know how to inturpret that. I too have been in the hospital many times for my ED. And for me, to have another replase would take more than a few words on utube.

  • I too was a cutter in my youth. Though I think about it often, I have gained more control over my life, as I mature.

  • Oh, I do not intend this youg girls tragic high school experiences as she broadcasts from her bedroom, with a bed, a computer, iphone, in her house with bathrooms and a car with food to eat. I am sure she has a very hard and difficult life. And I can only pray for her.

  • I am sure the kids of Dafur having nothing compared to the tragic years you experienced in High School. They dont go to school, they spend all their time looking for water and food and trying not to get butchered by rival gangs, But I will still love to hear about your tragic experiences that scared you so.

  • wow, it fascinates me how 4 years of 9 months play such a scaring event to last your entire life.

  • I am sorry to hear that you cut. I recently did too, the first time in a year. Contact me if you ever need help in algebra!

  • Life is tough for a high school student???? Man I wish I was back in high School....Just wait till you get out in the real world...and see how tough it is...

  • ohhh im in ap gov too, so far my class isn't too bad! and, something to maybe help your stress, you can take the SAT as many times as you need to :)

  • girl, the last, like, 2 minutes of this video were extreemly inspiring and motivating.

    seriously. thanks. <3

    molly p.

  • you're SO RIGHT. IVE WASTED OVER 2 YEARS with this AND ITS NOT MAKING ME ANY HAPPIER. and i dont want to THROW AWAY MY LIFE OVER THIS. my God, thank you so much. <333333333

  • im really glad you have to goals to keep you moving forward. the diet pills would never make you feel better. woahh that's a tough AP class! LOVE your sock!! :)) im so glad you havent self injured (cut, restricted, purge, everything) either, that's a really good sign actually. keep it up!!! im glad you came to me for help, and im really glad you took the time with your friends. and you're so right, the storms don't last forever!!!!! LOVE YA BEA!!!

    -molly

  • Bea, U r an awesome young lady. I know u can beat this ED. You have so much going for you. I look forward to your updates because of your positive outlook. You r a blessing. God bless. ~Susan~

  • Hi

    I've not a clue what all these tests etc. that you mention are about as I'm from England and the most I know about SAT is what I've seen on Legally Blonde!

    Have you tried ski socks? You'd think they'd be bulky but they're really not, they fit snug and are great at home or under trousers.

    In a weird positive that the way the social drama has upset you is good really because at least you give a damn about it- you should be proud of yourself.

    Have a good week you and Molly

    X

  • Bea, I was totally thinking yesterday when I was on here that I needed an update from you haha! Good to here you are doing okay. I love you girl! <3 Stay strong as always!

  • Bea, Hey good to see your update! i've been thinking of you! And you should be really proud of yourself! You are so right it's terrible when you given in and not worth it. It's great to see you so strong! I"m praying for you too!

  • thanks for the update and the reminder that the urges to binge/purge and all that pass! <3

  • My parents had similar thoughts on the college thing. I had a huge scholarship to my dream out of state school... but my parents wouldn't let me go, because I wasn't healthy enough. So, now I'm stuck here, but that just gives me more motivation to get better. and I hope what your mom said gives you motivation to stay on track.

    You are always beautiful, whether you just woke up, or just got out of the shower. There is no need to apologize. Besides, beauty comes from within. ;)

    -Sam.

  • Man, that sucks that your mum found them, but maybe it was good that you had that talk. use that 'driving force' of wanting to go to uni out of state!! keep strong hun :)

    also it sucks that school is sucking right now, it is here too! and it is cold... i have had to resort to wearing trousers so i can wear long socks :) haha

    stay positive and i hope school and the general drama get a bit better :) Philippa xoxo

  • im totally right here with you. stupid school.....

    ehhhh....

    PSAT HERE WE COME! FUN!

    NOT!

    xoxo

    -amanda

  • lol yes it does pass

    and its funny that you said keeping busy helps..

    it even helps with dealing with bad relationships.

  • thanks! it's russian =) well, russian nickname, so most of my english friends can't pronounce it hehe xx

  • haha same, most of my public online profiles are Beata, which is Polish so yeah.

  • hey bea, i've not commented before but i've been watching your videos for a while (still catching up on old ones that i missed hehe) - really glad to hear you're handling the stress well! i totally know what school overload feels like, so you're right to be proud of yourself :) you go girl!

    hope things are ok with your mom, and that today's day of study is not too mind-numbing ;) love, Lízenka xxxx

  • thanks hon <3

    you have a beautiful name btw. =)

  • Hey Bea,

    Glad to hear that you're not letting any bad thoughts take over. I am struggling with it right now .. had an extremely shit day and feel so .. big and horrible but i didn't let it stop me .. i ate dinner and i'm trying to feel better and i will eventually :) it always helps to know that i'm not alone and other people are struggling just like i am.

    I hope you overcome this completely as you are such a great person. good luck x

  • thank you babe <3 the support means a lot. really. =)

    stay strong, for me.

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